#god they SUCK I LOVE YHEM

[izsheum]

birfday doodles i suppose

[stuck-in-the-ghost-zone]

OK OK OK OK OK. wibby thoughts. wibby bisection thoughts. we could just like vivisect him this time. fucking shit like that. have his guts and stuff all over the forest.

as i've said ummm. fucking around with passengers Is gonna come up a bit at some point (doesn't feel like a spoiler to say? i mean. bonesaw is Literally Here) so i won't say much, but bonesaw literally does say in snare 13.9:

so. yeah!!!!!!!!!! yeah!!!!!!! that could fucking happen!!! if the trickster has control over someone like bonesaw who is capable of doing that!! (would he Want to though? there's no like. secret well of planeswalking power in him here. would he just do it for fun????!!!!) and. ough. ok. let this one cook for a while ok there's a part u need to get to in worm that's relevant. i think this could go very hard i like it a LOT but i legally can't talk about it very much!!!!

ALSO. as i just made a post about. he could literally just get trapped in muse's area of effect during this final battle and get. um. well. really anything could happen to him. honestly the pulling him in half clicks really fucking well with this i think because that really does feel like some cartoon nightmare shit.... get yoinked!! & because it's dream logic he could still get put back together just as easily... he could be like. alive and aware the whole time it's happening. u know. wheezing bloody exposed lungs that aren't Working and aren't Doing anything and they should have stopped by now his heart is fallen out it should be stopped but it's still squeezing and his eyes are still moving etc. this would also be like. reminiscent of his trigger event (laying helpless and paralyzed and in immense pain for many hours in the middle of the woods that want to kill him). ik u have second trigger thoughts. shrug!! maybe ashe has a moment of lucidity before the field drops and goes OHHH GOD OH FUCK because wraith is just. strewn across the ground torn apart like a doll that yr dog got to. etc etc etc.

ANYWAY. thats what ive got so far what have u got!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 👀👀👀👀👀

AHA. YEAH. LITERALLY WIBBY FRIDGE IN THE FOREST. okay okay okay we are cooking we are in the kitchen together just throwing ingredients into the soup. I'm obv not going to comment on the passengers thing until I read some more of worm (btw quick side note the s9 had a cameo in the last interlude I read and I got so ridiculously happy to see them again. extremely nervous about yhem cloning themselves (???????) though. although i kind of hope they are so that it'll give me more ideas about tide. anyway.)

HOWEVER. I DO REALLY REALLY LIKE THE GETTING CAUGHT IN THE BLAST ZONE VIBE but something that hits so hard about that event in canon is just. how. Direct And Personal it seemed. like. he Did That while holding him in the air and telling him to not be afraid bc it'll all be over soon. that's so much. I love the wibby getting caught in the fucked up breaker effect but also i think it should be DIRECTED at him. reasoning behind this i don't know why yet. but I'm sure we can think of something sufficiently harmful.

god dude i didn't even CONSIDER the dream logic of it all. we literally don't even have to kill wibby we can just have him awake and alive and aware of it all. wow! awesome! and dakota can try to push him back together and he would be aware of this and trying to talk to him but his fuckign. everythign is ripped open so he can't exactly talk now can he !!!

I do have SO MANY second trigger thoughts and I do think this is so fucking perfect as a second trigger moment exactly bc of what u said abt laying helpless (ESPECIALLY if we have dakota trying to fix him because. hey he didn't trigger the first time until people came to get him. lol. lmao, even.) and i HAVE actually put a good amount of thought into what his powers would look like after this but i cant tell u until youre done w pd AUGH. also hey having ashe be lucid for a second sucks even more because he'd drop the breaker effect. the only thing that could feasibly put wibby back together in this state is ALSO the breaker effect. so he fucking panics because hey wow i just did this and the only way to fix it or undo it is to . go back to being a horrible little puppet or whatever. do u know what I mean

side note I think wibby needs to have a brutal gross awesome scar from this. i can't talk more about this until you finish 39. smile !!!!!!!!!! what the fuck dude.

[azlovesem]

Leo the punk bitch diddy friend decaprio never ever handle a smart beautiful woman like Emma. Hed short circuot hos pea brain. Leo fuck with me ill find your mommscym bag. Youre a eat fyck punk moyher fucker snd youre dead miyher fuckher. Font act anymore. I said do t act sny pre youre goinv a crll next to didfy goof. We re gathering evidence you dir ate likely inder atresf already prepare your layers for the news. The guys got a lot of video. Jay get in contact with your legal team. America youre beat up im taking control of nato and all Christain entities that atent satanic or wing nnits loke morg of your punk as. People. Sir paul the liece is djit evetybody. Welcome to hollywood. Azriels beat up defeated bitch ass punk enemy. Emma whoevef you date dont date any of these tv losers. If ypu do t have anyone good go out with you. Even though i am married for you id make an exception for you because i dofnt expect to fall in love. Thats your fault for first trying yo communicate with me for whatever readin. An idiot fuck off reason. Dont ever believe one thing an american ever tells you. Zero none. Dont believe anything a religio tells you they are even dumber. No i attack everybody on earth with impunity. Thats because im deadly and i run everything on earrh pretty much. Theyre just upset they found out they aint shot and no one cares at all. But i care for you a lot and st kne point uou seemed to for me. Alomg with s few others. That was ki d of cute but Stupid. Nice wonderful girld likd you shpuld not get imvolved in yhe vient moron olympics. If people were smart n sweet like uou mostly i wouldnt be here. Be theure notook at em. Fuckn goofs. Anyway you are lucky it ko dmof eotked you assholes i sort of fell for uou. Not gor peoples bullshit lying asses i hurt prople for that. Font lisyen to smeticsns thry fo t mnow shit God is s big fan of theirs like they ssy. I think thryre fuckn fslln off i really fo. Just not what they once wete in sll ways. Money money ruined yhem. It not always good. You made out fuck movies live ur life. I was skeptical about you even got so much. I investigsted to male sure. Turns out youre just really popular and command a high price. Because your fans all love you. Badly. Even if thry dont head from you everyone needs a break. So youre good you dont have to do nutn Emma Watson and you already succeeded beyomd anyone expectations. And i fixed my heart i used you got that snd you. Im tricky and now i have your power too times s hundred. Nah no one csn defest me do t evef try snything to help pr hurt me again. Snd uour briiisg huy eho took my tiiyle thet giy beyter move to thd moon. Nope no forgiveness thrte emna. Where is he hiding in cslifornia give me hix address. Im gonna kill his ass thats why. Thd fbi the cia yhe crown cant protect snykne ffom me. I wipe yhe swest ofd my bug balls with tnrir stunned faves. Ha ha ha ha ha ahh you suck americsnnyou really fo. Let me show you stupid usrless assholes hoe its done. Hey joey b uiur people fuckn suck mannthey just do. Smericsns im talkn shit sbput sll ov yas. Except my girls eho love me morevths. Uoyr men. Why not im mlre lovsble dude ssk anykne. Ha ga ahh i live ghis. I live to win fightsEmma. Yhe americsns are pissed im in charge. Hey george lucas dont think we forgot about you wd fidnt see uou soon. Wd te comin kn for d to you suckrr. Nice eife. Wr dont jlke we re comn got uou. Be careful tough giy domrond issued s contracc on you.

[ssin-ent]

I love you princess

•Requested: first time with minho

[warning: smut, minho x reader, first time, really soft, dom minho]

NOT PROOFREAD (I'll do it tomorrow)

Minho was rubbing comforting circles on your back, your head resting on the crook of his neck as the light of the TV lighted up your bodies in the dark of your living room.

It felt good to enjoy both your presence, hugging him tight as your were straddling his lap, resting on his thick thighs.

To be honest, the position aroused you a bit, you two were alone, it was late and you could just grind down in him and get to feel him a bit more.

You started to leave little kisses on his neck, making him smile, before licking and sucking at his neck. You moved your hips a few timea, trying to act as if you just were adjusting your position, and not directly grinding on him

But he quickly understood and drapper his arm around your waist un attempt to stop you, but it didn't worked a tiny bit as you had other ideas and you started to rub your hands up and down his chest, lifting your head up to look at him before kissing him.

The kiss was sweet but it grew more steamy the more your lips moved against his , turning the action in a make out session. Lips meeting teeth and tongues, your hips swirling together as you felt his erection grow under you, poking at your clothed entrance, making you feel a knot in your stomach. You felt like gasping for air, the atmosphere now filled with lust, your hearts beating like they want to leave your chest, you never been this far with Minho.

Tonight, you felt aventurous you reached to palm his hard on, making him blush he reached for your wrist

"I-I...baby, y-you, no , You don't have to d-"

you cut him off, leaving a kiss at the corner of his lips

you whispered " I want it"

his eyes were looking at you with such adoration, you swore he had heart in his eyes.

"I love you so much Y/N" he said brushing a strand of hair

Now, you saw his change in his behavior, the shy and reserved minho who was blushing at a hand too close to where he wanted was now replaced with confident and cocky Minho, who was now hovering you on the bed after you both got rid of your clothes, leaving you only in your underwear.

"what a naughty little girl , you are" he said smirking against your neck

you whined at his tone of voice, being new to all of this

"don't worry Y/N, I'm going to take of you" he said kissing your forehead

and taking of your hand in his, moving his kisses down your neck, chest, stomach and hips

"can I take these off?" he looked up at you, you nodded

he took the piece of clothing off before living a kiss on your clit, making you close your legs together, embarassed to be so exposed in front of him

"I'll make you feel so good" he said stroking your thigh with his free hand, silently leading you to open your thighs.

With now both of his hands on your thighs, left a few kisses on your core, making you mewl at the contact before giving it a small like, his eyes on yours, oberving your reactions before he started to get bolder, licking fat stripe un your clit, tasting your pooling wetness .When his lips darted in between your folds you arched your back, his tongue licking at your entrance making you thrown an arm over your eyes, and biting your lips at the pleasurable feelings.

He noticed you trying to surpress your moans, embarassed to let out such sounds, he reached up and took both of your hands in his

"I want to hear you baby, tell me how good I make you feel, let me hear each of the beautiful soun you make for me , my love"

A warm feeling ran through your body, you felt so loved, so safe.

He got back to his previous position and thrusted his tongue inside of you, this time you let out all of the moans, whimpers and whine you were containing, letting the wet and warm feeling of his mouth taking over you. You suddenly tensed when you felt a finger enter you, it didn't hurted, it was feeling pretty good but it surprised you, the feeling foreign as it wasn't your finger being inside you.

"babe, are you okay?"he asked concern on his face, you nodded, biting your lips, now , you wanted him to move wanting to know what it felt like to cum on his long finger athat you fantasized about so many times before. He stroked your cheek " tell me when you like or don't like something, ask me yo whenever you want, it's all about you okay" Minho loveling adressed you, kissing your lips.

He moved his finger, soon adding another one and a third one, It felt so good to have yhem inside of you, it felt so much better than yours, you never wanted it to stop. But when he felt your walls clench around his digit, he pulled out to lick them clean, the lew act made you press your thighs together, his plump lips around his nuckles letting your imagination wander.

He had too off his pants before, but you were too caught in the feeling to notice. You mouth watered and you fet a bit of anxiousness taking over you at the sight of his length. He leaned over you, kissing and biting you lips, his hands at the both side of your face as he supported himself on his elbows, before kissing lower and lower to take a nipple in his mouth, sucking on the nubs.

Your breth hitched at the feeling of his warm breath on your breast and the realisation that his length was so close to where you wanted it.

Soon, after putting a condom on, he slowly thrusted into you, letting you adjust to every inch as he was kissing all over you neck and whispering sweet praises in your ear. When you got acutumized to his size he moved gently, his dick streching you lightly at every move and rubbing against your walls was overwhelming, you were on cloud 9 already, everything feeling better than you ever imagined.

You gripped his shoulders as he fasten up his pace making you feel even better

"do you like it?" he asked biting your earlobe tou screamed out his name, as his end reached in between your bodies to rub at your clit, eightening the sensations.

"shit, you don't know how much I love you, fuck Y/N you feel so good"

His moans were getting louder and his heavenly sounds were such a turn on, you wanted to hear more of them, to hear every little whines and growls that were sending chills down your spine, but most of all sending you closer to the edge.

You both came together, Minho resting over you, his face inthe crook fo your neck as he was stroking your sides. He leaned up, his forehead was damp with sweat, his hair sticking to it as his toned chest was glistening, god did he looked sexy

He gave a peck to you lips , closing his eyes

"I love you princess".

[sharkytrash7]

My last say. Hopefully not my final essay.

So I've been watching YouTube videos of how to get over ex's and how to deal with break ups. In my heart, I know we belong together. I know the fact that I'm not Christian is a problem. My arguement is that you never fell in love with an atheist. You fell in love with me. Its tough when you refer to me as atheist because I'm so much more then that. You of all people know that. I love you with all my heart. I want to marry you still. I'm not of being alone or being without you. I'm scared of what I am without you. To be honest you were and still are my guardian angel in my eyes. You've changed my life and I hate to see you leave. You keep emphasizing that we might not be together but I still have hope we'll be together. After all, you have my rib. I know things are hard for you at the moment with God. Its tough for me 2. I go to afda and put on a smile pretending I'm fine. You want to be with a Christian. I get that. But no Christian will be as good as I am to you. Even tough I'm not a Christian, I can try to be the best person in the world for you. I dont love for your looks or your voice or cause you give me affection or cause you buy me stuff or cause you did things to me. Its all those things and more. I love you cause youre you. I would never change anything about you. Even your cute toes. Once upon a time I promised you I'd convert for you. I want to make this clear ! I am not trying to manipulate you in any way shape or or form ! Im just venting to tumblr. I'd keep my promise. It wouldnt be for you or for me but for us. Cause your right woman ! Its just better if we're both Christian. I know your gonna be thinking, "hmmmm, hes probably just saying this so I get back with him. He just wants me back. What an ass" and it does look like that. Thats why. Huh. Idk actually. I guess it is kinda fucked up to say this. Kinda shity cause then it would make your life 10 times harder. Okay so ignore that bit. Im not deleting it because effort AND because I said it / typed it with meaning and for a reason.

I get why we dont talk because if your parents find out they'll lose their minds and also because I'm pulling you away from your God things. But like when will I be able to date you. Ya know. Like even if I was Christian, your parents would still hate me. And if your parents forgave me. I wouldnt be Christian. So i get your side of life. Cause thats tough cookie. I wish our love could be enough because it is lowkey for us. Its a rough one. I wanna tell you so many things but i dont wanna jinx your future. I just find it crazy that you think your going to marry someone else. People have been saying its just because your my first girlfriend but I dont believe em. I felt a connection with you. Something I dont see happening with anyone else. You keep telling not to wait for you but its what I feel is right. Just like how you said it feels right to break up. I dont think this will last forever. We'll I wont be able to last much longer but. I feel like we've got this. We've been through a lot together and I'm positive about us. When I said us not being together would be a watse I didnt mean a waste of time or money or anything. I just meant it would be crazy for us to go through everything we did just to let (a big deal) get in the way. I love you. I love you. I LOVE YOU MY BOO !

Lowkey in the back of my head thinking this

I know I said these things but I cant hold you to anything. You could be over me and my shit and want another relationship. I have to deal with that. If you want some buff white english indie guy to come love you then that the way it'll be.

Deep down I want it to be though. Like I want to be your knight. Your dark knight _wink wink_. I know eternal life is a big thing for you and I'd like to be there with you to. I dont really know if I'll be accepted up in heaven. Even if i am a Christian. Im hard on myself like that. Id rather let more deserving people go to heaven. Idk why I put myself. Its just me. I just see potential in others. More so than in myself. I see my purpose on earth as a chance to help others. You know. Plus im sure when (i cant remember the name of it) the blue lights come down and take people to heaven. Im sure I'll meet you up there. Your just so scared of messing up like one thing and I get it I was like that 2. Id make sure everything was planned out. Truth is. I hd to stop being scared in order to move forward. Like after my car accident. I was terrified to drive again. I couldnt deal with driving. But i had to get over it. And I know you blame yourself and God for what happened. Please dont. Everything happens for a reason. I feel like that stuff taught me a lesson about being calm and calming myself down. It definitely wasnt God punishing you for being with me. Again not trying manipulate you or preach to you or try to change your thoughts. Its just my opinion. All I'm hoping you do is consider what I'm saying. I really truley am sorry about everything but at the same time. Everything that happened has happened and its made us who we are. If given the chance I'd do it again.

Also lowkey I'd love to celebrate 2 years with you. #nopressure. Like seriously I'm being serious but at the same time dont stress you cute little head about it. If it doesnt happen it doesnt happen.

My eating habits have gotten worse. Idk. Im lowkey scared im dying. I want to go to the doctor but its expensive and I've been such a burden on my parents. I'm pretty sure I can wait a couple years before getting it checked up.

My new glasses are cool. You have to see yhem in person. That another thing. I thought i wouldve seen you by now just driving or something. But i guess you only really drive to church and home. Or to someones house or like a party thing.

Happy 21st birthday baby. Wow. Your getting like so old. I still remember falling in love with the 19 year old you. Look how far we came. A whole 2 years. Youve grown so much since then. Firstly you don't bump into cars xD. Jk. You really have become such a grown up and I've been blessed being there with you. You became independent and youve become yourself. Its was a wild trip but to see you come out on top has been worth it. You deserve the world. And if anyone tries to hurt you / stop you, send em my way. Youre one of the most beautiful intelligent cutest amazingest bestest person in the whole world. Happy Birthday Boo.

The boo tattoo. We getting em together ? Also all your stuff is still here so if you do move out invite me over sometime so i can drop off these things. Lowkey your life is amazing and spontaneous and I have huge FOMO (fear of missing out). You don't to worry about me tho. I've been waiting to do things with you.

Moving out. Yeah. Its a big possibility next for me. I remember you originally said we can't live together which sucked but made sense. So. If you ever need a place to stay. Call me. I'll set up a guest bedroom for you.

I wasnt going to with your dad a happy birthday because you never with mine I dont think. But im not a monster like you. Jk lol. You probs just forgot.

Also it really sucks you cant speak 2 me. Your not an asshole. I just wish you could've helped me calm down.

Im sorry this was so long. I'm sure Ive forgotten things and said things I shouldnt have but tbh its been kinda theraputic for me. Like I feel a lot better having got thise things off my chest. You dont have to reply to anything yet. Cause I know your brains busy atm. If you can acknowledge that you seen it that would be nice. But ja. Please dont take anything Ive said personally or strongly. I just blurped things out and yes things do have meaning. But it takes two to tango. I desperately want to tango with you though.

Ps I love you

Pps Im sorry

Ppps take me back

Pppps jk. not jk

Yours truly

Triston Kyle Pillay (Penguin)

3:36 Vala is today. Shhhh