#god the handling of the production was such a disaster tho

[becksmoon120]

Y’know, despite all the problems with ALW’s (Bad) Cinderella, at the end of the day you CANNOT sit there and tell me that “Only You, Lonely You” is not Colin Bridgerton singing about Penelope Featherington.

Look what I’ve missed,

I was so blind.

You were always in plain sight.

I mean come on people. The musical itself has some good songs but this one and “Far Too Late” are hands down my favourites.

[insane-control-room]

Stuck

Fic under the cut

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Stuck. Page after page scrapped. Drawing after drawing scribbled out. The sounds of the clock long ignored and drowned out, drowned in the bottle of ink resting on his desk.

Glancing at it, he sighed.

He felt out of ideas.

Not for the cartoons, heavens no, he could think of adventures and stories for them within moments, always with the same excitement and joy of creation.

For himself.

He always wrote down ideas for a solution to his conundrum, then always dumped them, either due to the lack of appeal or to the lack of functionality. In any case, he never kept them.

The clock quietly ticked away.

Joey ignored it.

It was long after all the workers had already left the studio, even good old Wally and his soft spoken brother.

Joey’s legs would be aching from the cross legged position they had been in for the past ten hours or so… if he could feel them at all.

Thus the source of his problem.

Leaning back to survey the anatomical charts on the wall, he felt his back creak from sitting upright after leaning for so long.

Nerves and tendons, muscles and joints, humanity and life.

Where others had those, he had metal and cloth, wheels and handles, emptiness and death.

Had he been any other man, he would have given up from despair. He would have angrily questioned the universe as to why all the bad happened to him. He would have raged and roared, forced his way out of the mold the world tried to put him in, he would have broken everything to fix something.

But he was Joey Drew.

He worked within the mold with what he had been given.

And one of those faculties was creating.

No need to break.

Just have to… think of the right parts.

At first, that meant attempting to embetter the chair he was confined to.

Joey cringed at the memory of the rocket powered wheelchair.

Yeah, that was a disaster. So what? Even though he ignored Henry’s laughing warning to not implement it, he learned quite a bit about force laws.

So he swapped his focus to the human aspect.

If God could make legs, why could he not?

Grant always said God left the world unfinished for man to perfect.

Joey believed him, and had hope that God would assist him in his mission. If he were successful, it would change the lives of hundreds, no, thousands, no, millions. It would increase productivity and quality of life! It would enable those who never could run to chase the stars.

So Joey dreamed.

There was a knock on the door.

Joey picked his head up from where he had rested it on the desk, a paper clinging to his cheek. He plucked it off as he yawned a, “Come in.”

Thomas tramped into the office, immediately going over behind Joey and wheeling him out of the room, the young artist giving no protest, in fact, leaning his head back to rest against the other’s sternum.

“You’ve been sitting in that office for three days, Drew,” Thomas rumbled disapprovingly. “I’ve been… selected by the rest of the studio to take you out to your garden. Your bees and chickens miss you, you know.”

“I know,” Joey weakly chuckled. “I miss them too.”

He fell quiet, listening to the sounds of Thomas’ life and the soft rolling of the wheelchair.

“I miss everyone,” he quietly added. The rolling slowly stopped. Joey’s emotions, now tumbling out, did not. “I feel like since my health has gotten worse everyone vanished… like no one’s around… and I… I’m lonely, Tom. Sorry. I mean… Tho-”

“Tom is just fine, Johan,” he chuckled, albeit was touched with thought and sadness. “I guess you are right, but we are all just… worried about you.”

“Mmm.”

“We care, Joey.”

The rolling began to strengthen again, and Thomas called the elevator. Appreciation filled Joey. He knew how much the other man disliked the machine, and yet he still used it without complaint or comment to help him.

Joey blinked in the sunlight.

It was soft morning, his guess putting it at around eight thirty or so. The early risers of the chickens quietly clucked and stumbled about their pen, their chubby bumbling selves bringing a smile to Johan’s face. Some of his bees drifted sleepily about his roses and gifted lavender stalks, pollinating and rejuvenating his garden. Joey plucked a few leaves from the nana plants as Thomas rolled him by them, crushing the leaves between his fingers and inhaling their refreshing mint scent, passing them back the the Korean man, who took them and smelled them with a hum of satisfaction.

“It is really nice out here,” Thomas admitted with a small smile Joey could not see from his vantage point, but could hear. “No wonder Allison insisted I go.”

“Growing plants makes me feel… happy,” Joey replied in the simplest of terms he could think of. Thomas rolled him to a stop next to a slab used as a chair, and sat beside him. Joey looked around at his garden, then to Thomas, meeting his dark brown eyes with grateful reds. “Thank you, Tom.”

“It’s nothing, Mr. Drew,” Thomas shrugged it off with a smile. “You sitting stuck downstairs, you were becoming a bit of a plant yourself, if you know what I mean. But, even so, plants need sunlight.”

“Even so,” Joey agreed, closing his eyes and letting the warm morning sun kiss his face. He smiled a bit. “I do suppose I am a bit like a plant, aren’t I?”

“A bit,” Thomas answered after a moment, smiling. A breeze ruffled his messy hair, playing with Joey’s as well. “Come to think of it, we all are. Stuck in routine, stuck in situations, stuck in, well, chairs, but…” he looked at Joey and shrugged with another soft smile. “It’s not all bad, eh?”

“Not at all,” Joey gently smiled back at his friend.

[nebulous-frog]

For the Seductive and Magnetic Man

Summary: Dan finds a cologne ad on the floor with a sample scent that smells fantastic, so he has it basically attached to his nose for a while. Phil is confused at first, then amused, and then he gets an interesting idea...

Word Count: 3637

Pairing: Phan

Genre: Fluff, Getting Together, Friends to Lovers

Warnings: Dan swears

Author’s Note: Huge thanks to the fantastic @imnotinclinedtomaturity for betaing!

Link to AO3 Fics Masterlist

The flat was a complete disaster. Socks and papers were scattered everywhere, dirty plates were balanced precariously on all the furniture - the works.

Dan couldn’t handle it anymore.

Phil had been gone for the last few days, visiting his family. In that time, Dan had managed to work through all of his usual boredom-ending routines, right up to the point of tidying. He had played video games, outlined video ideas, attempted several times to film, and gone on nearly endless tumblr odysseys. Now, he was just restless, a feeling that was compounded by the fact that Phil would be returning that evening. Since Dan had exhausted every other possible activity, his restlessness led to him finally dealing with tidying.

A few hours into working through the piles of crap littering their flat, Dan’s eye caught on a small square of paper with a very attractive man printed on it. Curious enough to stall his tidying, Dan bent down and picked it up.

A cologne advert? I don’t remember getting this.

Dan flipped it over, looking to see who it was addressed to. It just said “current resident.”

We definitely don’t need it, so I guess I’ll just throw it away, Dan thought. He fanned himself with it for a moment as he thought about which pile to tackle next, then paused. Oh my god, something smells amazing. What is it? He looked around until his eyes rested on the cologne advert in his hand.

The model’s smolder greeted Dan’s confused gaze.

Dan brought the advert closer to his face and sniffed carefully. An overwhelmingly masculine scent flooded his nostrils and he moaned.

Oh my god, this smells amazing. This is legitimately the best thing I’ve ever smelled.

He inhaled deeply, taking in the magnificent scent again, drowning himself in it.

Tidying forgotten, Dan spent the next several minutes stood in the middle of the lounge of the flat, breathing deeply and swooning over a small piece of paper.

Suddenly, his phone rang. Irritated at having to move the advert from his face, Dan took his phone out of his pocket and answered without looking.

“Hello?” he said, annoyance creeping into his voice.

“Dan! I’m almost back to the flat!” Phil replied cheerily into the phone.

“Oh! Great, I’ll see you soon, then.” Dan smiled, happy that Phil was nearly home. “We don’t really have any food ready right now and I can’t be assed to cook tonight, so I’m just gonna call for some Indian takeaway, if that’s alright with you?”

“Sounds fantastic. You know what I like, so I’ll let you handle it.”

They hung up and Dan fetched the takeaway menu from the junk drawer. He was starving, and basically everything sounded good, so he called up the Indian place they liked and ordered probably too much food.

He looked around the flat again and noticed it was substantially tidier, which he took pride in. Phil certainly would appreciate coming home to a relatively tidy flat, something that definitely did not slip Dan’s mind as he reviewed his work.

Realizing he still had the cologne advert in his hand, Dan walked to their rubbish bin to throw it away. As soon as his hand was over the bin, however, he paused. It really did smell wonderful. Was he sure he wanted to throw it away? The scent would probably linger on the paper for the next few days, at least, and he could just smell it occasionally until it was gone, right?

Who am I kidding, this thing will be practically taped to my face this week. It just smells so good, I might as well keep it for now. With that thought in mind, Dan turned around and brought the paper to his room, taking a big sniff one last time before depositing it onto his bedside table for later.

Just as he left his room, he heard the front door opening.

“Hello,” Phil called out cheerfully.

“Hey, Phil!” Dan called. He walked down the hallway to meet Phil at the door.

“Hey! I hope you weren’t too bored here all alone the last few days,” Phil said as he dragged his luggage further into the flat.

“Of course not! It was practically heaven without you here banging against walls, eating my cereal, and leaving cupboards open every five minutes,” Dan teased. Even if he wouldn’t admit it just yet, he really had missed his friend.

Phil rolled his eyes, but at least looked a little sheepish. “Your mum’s a cupboard.”

Dan let out a hyena laugh, then finally pulled Phil forward into a hug.

“I did miss you, though,” Dan said seriously, shoving his face into Phil’s neck.

“I missed you, too, you spork,” Phil giggled, wrapping his arms around Dan.

They stood in the main hallway for a minute, hugging and just breathing each other in again for the first time in almost a week.

“Hey Dan?” Phil said hesitantly.

“Mmhmm?” Dan tightened his arms around Phil’s waist.

“You smell like cologne.” Phil breathed deeply. “I don’t think either of us have that scent, though? It’s kind of faint, I think.”

Dan felt his face heat up. Shit, did I really smell that advert for so long that Phil can smell it on me?

“Oh, uh, I don’t know,” he said nervously. He began to waffle, trying to cover up his embarrassment. “I don’t take your stuff without asking, obviously, so I didn’t take your cologne or anything. I don’t even use cologne that much, you know that. Why would I use cologne when I’ve just been staying home all week? I don’t need cologne at home, you know? I’m not really sure what you’re smelling, tho-“ Dan stopped abruptly when Phil began to move.

Phil pulled back from the hug a little, just enough to see Dan’s face. “You don’t have to answer this if you don’t want to, but..." Phil trailed off, trying to find the right words. Dan looked at him expectantly. “Do you have a secret boyfriend that you haven’t told me about yet?” Phil asked tentatively. He seemed unsure and a little uncomfortable, avoiding eye contact and shifting his weight from foot to foot.

Dan spluttered and backed away from the hug entirely. “What?! No!”

Phil held his hands out in a placating gesture. “It’s perfectly alright if you do, Dan. You- you know I support you-“ he continued, clearly entirely misinterpreting Dan’s response as a fear of homophobia rather than pure shock.

Dan burst out laughing, flapping his arms in the air as if he was trying to pull more air into his mouth. “Oh my god, no, Phil! I haven’t left the flat in days and nobody’s been here. When would I have gotten a boyfriend, anyway?!” Dan shook his head and let out another snort of laughter. “Oh my god, this is ridiculous.”

Phil stared at Dan with complete confusion in his eyes, hands still raised like he was calming a wild animal. “I’m... sorry? I’m lost. Why am I smelling new cologne, then?”

“God, this could only happen to me!” Dan managed to exclaim between giggles. “I was tidying and found a cologne advert and it smelled really good, so I’ve just been standing around with my nose buried in it for, like, half an hour?”

Phil’s expression was mostly vacant, except for the slightest downward tilt to his mouth that gave away his continued confusion, which made Dan laugh all the harder.

“Here, I still have it in my room. You have to smell it, Phil, it’s really spectacular.”

Dan quickly led Phil to his room and handed him the advert.

Clearly skeptical, Phil took the paper and brought it up to his nose. He took a small sniff, then his eyes fluttered closed and he took a deeper breath.

“Oh my god, that’s amazing!” Phil exclaimed, taking another breath.

“I know!” Dan agreed excitedly. “It’s so good, I just want to smell it forever!”

Phil took the advert away from his face and looked at the text on it, then burst into laughter. “The tagline- hahahaha-” Phil struggled to speak through his laughter. “The tagline is ‘For the seductive and magnetic man’- hahaha- That’s so cheesy, oh my god!”

Dan giggled along with Phil. “I mean, it’s not wrong. It might as well be magnetic, with how much I kept it to my face earlier.”

~~~~~~~~~~

Much later, after they had stopped laughing and their Indian food had arrived and been consumed, Dan and Phil sat in their lounge watching anime. Dan had the cologne advert right against his nose again. It smelled so good, who could blame him?

Phil glanced over at Dan and noticed the advert, chuckling quietly at Dan’s antics. “You’re really obsessed with that advert, aren’t you?”

“It smells so good, Phil, I can’t help it!” Dan whined. Phil’s laughter only increased. “Stop laughing at me, you spork!”

“I’m sorry, you just look really ridiculous like that!” He really likes that cologne, hmm…Phil thought, the start of a plan formulating in his mind.

“You’d be doing this too if I let you have it, so don’t you start!” Dan argued indignantly.

Phil rolled his eyes. “It smelled good, but not that good, Dan. I think you’ve exaggerated a little bit.”

“I definitely have not. This is the best damn thing I’ve ever smelled. It’s just so masculine but soft and it’s got this hint of vanilla-“ Dan sighed and sniffed the advert again. “It’s genuinely perfect.”

Phil side-eyed him. “Uh-huh, whatever you say Dan.”

Maybe I can use this to my advantage, thought Phil.

That night, Phil snuck into Dan’s room while he was asleep and took a picture of the advert, making sure he could read the name of it later on. His plan was now underway.

~~~~~~~~~~

A week later, Dan and Phil had settled back into their usual rhythm. Dan would spend hours at a time scrolling through tumblr on the sofa while Phil would look much more productive, sometimes even working all the way through his to-do list. That is, he’d be productive up until he went to the toilet for weirdly long amounts of time, returning with significantly higher statistics in all of his various gaming apps.

They had been “working” all day and the sun was beginning to set as it approached 8pm. Phil was just returning from another long toilet break when he noticed the time and decided that it was late enough for them to be done for the day.

“Hey, Dan?”

“Yeah?” Dan replied, not looking up from his browsing position.

“Wanna watch a film or something?”

“Sure. What did you have in mind?” Dan kept scrolling.

“Maybe Avengers or something? I’m in the mood for action.”

“Sounds good, if you set it up.” He liked some art of him in dungarees. Maybe I should try dungarees in the future...

“Deal,” Phil said. He strode across the lounge to put the film on.

Phil’s movement caused the air to move, wafting an alluring scent in Dan’s direction.

Dan’s head snapped up and he sniffed the air hungrily. “Did you get new cologne, Phil?” He looked over to see Phil bent over their television set, ass sticking out. The combination of the smells and Phil’s fine ass made Dan’s brain short-circuit.

“Hm?” Phil turned around innocently. “No, it’s the normal stuff. You must be smelling things.” He turned back to the TV, completely ignorant of the effect he was having on Dan.

Dan inhaled deeply again, then shook his head. The smell had dissipated. He closed his laptop and pulled a blanket off the edge of the sofa, deciding to get settled in for the film.

When Phil had the movie queued up, he sat down next to Dan and pulled Dan’s blanket up so he could curl up under it, too.

It wasn’t uncommon for them to cuddle while watching a film at home; they were rather affectionate for best friends and both preferred to hold something squishy while watching films, so they often hugged each other on nights like this.

What was strange, however, was that Dan was having a hard time controlling himself.

Phil was attractive, sure, but Dan was well used to it by this point and he had gotten over his all-consuming crush ages ago. Or, at least, so he thought.

There was just something about Phil tonight that had Dan practically drooling. A few minutes into the film, Dan was already pressed much more firmly against his best friend than he ever was for films. Sure, they’d cuddled this close in the past, but that was only when they were drunk or one of them needed some extra human contact for mental health purposes.

But now, Dan’s face was pressed tightly into Phil’s arm and his own arms were wrapped tightly around Phil’s torso.

Dan supposed he must be drunk somehow. He hadn’t had any alcohol, but maybe it was something in the air. Now that Phil was closer, he was smelling that fantastic scent again. Phil had said that his cologne was just the same as normal, though, so Dan was confused. Had he just never appreciated Phil’s cologne?

Dan breathed deeply throughout the whole film, savoring the intoxicating smell. He wasn’t really paying attention to the movie, but that didn’t particularly matter since they’d watched it so many times. Instead, Dan was focused on trying to keep himself from crawling farther into Phil’s lap and physically shoving his nose into Phil’s skin or licking a stripe up his neck.

He didn’t really notice when the film ended until Phil turned to him.

“Dan?” Phil’s amused voice broke the silence.

Dan jumped, picking his head up from where it was burrowed in Phil’s shoulder. “What?”

Phil smirked, but tried to hide it in a small smile. “It’s over. It’s been over for, like, five minutes. Do you ever plan on moving?”

Blushing, Dan pulled away from Phil and moved the blanket off his lap. “Sorry, I’ll just-”

Phil caught Dan’s wrist before he could stand fully. “No, Dan, I didn’t mean-” Phil huffed out a sigh, seeming frustrated with himself. “You don’t have to move if you don’t want to. I was just teasing you. We could watch something else, too, if you want?” Phil blinked his big, innocent, blue eyes up at Dan.

Phil seemed as reluctant to move as Dan was.

Dan relaxed back into Phil, resting his head back on Phil’s shoulder and draping the blanket back over his legs. “As long as we don’t have to move, I’m okay with anything.” Dan finished settling back in by snaking his arms back around Phil’s torso and taking in a deep breath against his neck.

“Of course. I’ll pull up Netflix,” Phil agreed. Once they had old episodes of Buffy playing, Phil sighed and cuddled back into Dan.

This is the best cuddle I’ve ever had, Dan thought briefly. He was just so comfortable resting against Phil, especially when Phil smelled as good as he did. How haven’t I noticed Phil’s cologne before? It’s so entrancing and relaxing. The warmth and calmness of the whole situation relaxed Dan so much and he couldn’t help it when he fell asleep.

~~~~~~~~~~

This began to happen fairly regularly in the Dan and Phil household. Dan would be on his laptop in the lounge and Phil would walk by, and suddenly Dan would practically attach himself to Phil, breathing deeply and swooning slightly. Everything Phil did was unbelievably attractive to Dan, from taking out the trash, to cooking, to sprawling out on the sofa. There was just an aura of masculinity and sexiness that pulled Dan in like a moth to a flame.

Dan’s clinginess had gotten a little weird as a result. He just couldn’t keep his hands off of Phil. They had always been pretty close physically, of course, paying almost no attention to personal space, but this was on a whole other level.

These days, Dan was often essentially wrapped around Phil. If Phil was cooking, Dan would come up and hug him from behind, burying his face in Phil’s neck. If Phil was editing, Dan would hug him and rest his chin on top of Phil’s head. Dan would seek out hugs from Phil more often than ever before. When Phil asked, Dan always gave an excuse about being tired or touch-starved or having an upset stomach before pulling Phil into a strong hug and breathing him in.

One day, Dan couldn’t take it anymore. Phil smelled too good and Dan had tried his hardest to contain himself, but his willpower slipped.

Phil was making them both dinner, something that always made Dan feel special. Dan came into the kitchen a little before he knew Phil would be done cooking and, as usual, hugged him from behind, arms circling Phil’s waist. He inhaled deeply, breathing in Phil’s incredible masculine-but-soft scent.

“Hey, Dan,” Phil said casually. “I’m just about done.” He’d gotten used to Dan’s clinginess surprisingly quickly.

“That’s okay, take your time,” Dan whispered back, not moving away from Phil. Dan enjoyed the way Phil shivered as Dan’s lips and breath brushed his neck when he spoke. Before his brain could catch up with his body, Dan began leaving kisses on the side of Phil’s neck, just to see how he’d react, starting from the base and working up to his jaw.

Phil stopped stirring the sauce on the stove and tilted his head to the side, giving him more access. Dan took this as a sign of encouragement, continuing the journey of his mouth up to Phil’s jaw, which had a slight 5 o’clock shadow. Dan groaned at the scratchy stubble under his lips. It reminded him once again just how hot Phil was. Phil turned his head slowly, leaning into Dan’s kisses, twisting around until their lips met.

Dan froze, his brain finally catching up with his actions and making him panic. I’m kissing Phil. Oh my god. I just threw myself on him, he’s probably so uncomfortable! I’ve taken this too far, I need to go back! He quickly pulled back, eyes snapping open. He wasn’t even sure when he’d closed them.

Phil’s eyes were gently closed, his lips still puckered from the kiss. Without hesitating, Phil leaned forward and kissed Dan again, who was still too shocked at his own behavior to pull away fully after their first kiss.

Phil’s kissing me. Oh my god. With this realization, Dan loosened his arms around Phil’s waist, giving Phil the freedom to turn around so they could kiss easier.

Dan was in heaven.

When they finally pulled away, Dan was slightly dazed breathing heavily.

“Well, that took you long enough,” Phil whispered teasingly, leaning his forehead against Dan’s. Phil had a cute little smile on his face.

Dan blinked, confused and still reeling from the kiss. “What?”

“I’ve been waiting for you to kiss me for weeks, you spoon,” Phil giggled quietly. “Well, more like years, but I’ve been trying harder these last few weeks.”

Dan blinked again, but couldn’t figure out what to say.

Phil rolled his eyes. “I bought that cologne you were addicted to. Remember? The one where I thought you had been visiting a boyfriend but you had actually just been smelling an advert?”

Dan blinked a third time, then his brain finally caught up. “Hey! You said you didn’t change your cologne! I’ve been going mad trying to figure out what happened this whole time!”

“Oops,” Phil giggled. “I guess I lied.”

“Damn, Phil. That was an ordeal. Do you have any idea how fucking enchanting you smell? I can’t believe I haven’t jumped you yet. In fact-” Dan kissed Phil again, harder this time. He broke it off a few seconds later with a satisfying smack. “I can’t get enough of you. I’ve been attached to you for however many weeks now because you just-” kiss “-smell-” kiss “-so-” kiss “-good.”

They kissed again, for longer this time. Dan pushed Phil forward until Phil was crowded against the sink, thoroughly snogging him.

Phil pulled away just enough to whisper out, “Dan,” before his lips were otherwise occupied again. A few seconds later, he did it again. “Dan, wait, dinner-”

“Shit!” Dan said, pulling back and releasing Phil. He could smell whatever sauce Phil had been cooking beginning to burn. He quickly pulled it off the hob and stepped back to let Phil fix it. “Sorry.”

Phil shot Dan a disbelieving glance. “You’re totally not, but I forgive you anyway. We were having way more fun.”

Dan grinned. “That we were.”

Phil grinned back, then turned to his cooking. “Besides, this means I can give this cologne a positive review. The advert was totally accurate.” Phil casually stirred the slightly-burned sauce.

“Oh, really? What did it say, again?” Dan said with a teasing tone. He tried to think back to what it said, but found himself a little too distracted by the rush of affection he was feeling for Phil to be able to remember.

Phil turned back to him with a sly smirk, now finished with his cooking. “‘For the seductive and magnetic man’. I think your behavior is proof of the accuracy of that statement, since you were definitely magnetized to me, you seductor.”

Dan spluttered and laughed. “Phil, you’re the seductor, since you seduced me, not the other way around!”

Phil just smiled. “Oh, well, that’s just a matter of perspective.”

“For what it’s worth,” said Dan as he wrapped his arms around Phil once more, “I think you’re definitely a ‘seductive and magnetic man’ and I couldn’t be happier to have been seduced by you.” Dan leaned in and kissed Phil again. “Especially since it was with that fantastic cologne.”

[theday]

tagged by @ikyh and @younghyuuns ill be doing both sets !! :D thank you both for tagging me!! this got long so yall dont hav 2 read <3

ru?? rushee’s set!! me: wow ru does not sound like rushee at all ? djsjdhhjd im dumb but i realize now

i. do u believe in astrology? whats ur sign and do u line up with the features usually attributed to it?

fucc... i guess i do ;-0...... and yeah i think?????? like they say capricorns are cold bitches and funny nd im like ya thats me... but they also say we’re hard workers and im like uh.. dont know abt that karen !

ii. what’s ur favorite pair of socks?

bbbbbbb..... socks huh...... i guess my ankle ones? there are also socks that have actual designs on them and those r usually thicker.. keep my feets safe! most of them have pkmn designs bc.. yeah... love the poke mans

iii. what’s a food that reminds you of a specific moment/memory?

i could think of anythiing and get reminded of one situation if that makes sense.. but i thought of pineapple..pizza... anyway the memory isnt anythngn special its just me staring at my delicious hawaiian pizza..... at my favourite pizza place.... love that shit

iv. what’s the longest you’ve gone without sleeping?

i dont have the actual hours but the latest ive stayed up.. like willingly would be until 2am

v. how has ur taste in music changed throughout ur life?

went from 1d to 5so/s + other bands to utaite.... they cover vocaloid songs ig i never kno how2 explain what utaites r then 2 kpop.. but i still listen 2 bands + kpop and utaites.... so nothing much has changed ive just gone broader.. wider... expanded my tastes... 

vi. who’s ur fashion icon?

oh definitely kim wonpil

vii. what’s the dumbest thing you’ve ever done without realizing?

i breathe dumbass particles.. i cant think of one bc my brain probably blocked off all access to my horrifying past but ive been thinking abt how i used 2 send the boy i used 2 like 1d songs....................... 12 y/o old me rly thought. he’d listen.... 12 y/o me thought spamming him was a good idea glad ive learnt from that! 

viii. what’s something you want to brag about?

my grades but it didnt get me into psychology so nvm ! its still good though i didnt expect to get an A1 (hghest grade) for combined humanities since ive had a B my whole life without it i wouldnt be able to move on education wise lmao so thank god for that thanks cambridge thanks bell curve sunbaenim 

ix. when you imagine urself being happy in the future, where exactly are you (like the location!)?

oh definitely an apartment somewhere where its always windy and the curtains are always Moving and the sun just Shines in the room but its not that hot either its just full of warmth and yeah thats the dream maybe also walks in the park without having 2 worry abt sweating my pits out u kno! tldr anywhere but here

x. what’s something you’ve always wanted to own?

let me Think.... i dont need a lot/?? but id love hm.............. i want stability but realistically i want all the hh pcs from the code albums. 

xi. how’ve you been lately?

good good! i finished my *** fic and its. im proud of it though i know its not that good nd i can do better but its done ! and hm i could be going to see mx but asking my mum is stressing me out speaking of her she wont stop Coughing and she refuses to see the doctor ;-/ love those sleepless nights ! other than that i just want 2 get out and feel the sun ???/ wanna get out of this house yea but i need to be.. shady with my money i cant get a job because school is starting in a month and im going overseas again sometime next month so ! no ones gonna hire someone who can only work for 2 weeks at most dhzjhhs shouldve worked when i had the time dumbasses only

ok now falen

1. what’s been on your mind??

hm redacted feeling towards my mum but i cant say them bc itd be insensitive 

2. what are you looking forward to? 

mx? possibly but also finishing my enrolment papers

3. story time!: how and when did you get into day6!!!!!

fuck...... listen up LADS. 

ive told the same story like 10 times but im never gonna get tired of saying this shit bc i love miss boxy so much nd she deserves the appreciation anywy she introduced me 2 day6 after i saw this one (1) picture of brian in minion glasses and instantly i knew in that Fucking moment thatd id die for him. so i asked for the name of my murderer and was introduced to day6 whom frankly id never heard of b4 bdjhjh she sent me all their mvs and i still remember the night . i remember walking out of this japanese restaurant, twitter open, chat wiht boxy there and i was like.. interesting ill go listen when im home so i Did! and my mind was blown away bitch? i honest 2 god expected them to be a boy group,,, dancing and shit yknow? i didnt know k bands existed ! so as a previous 5/sos stan i was like wow. this??? this shit is 10/10 a fucking BANGER thats what i felt listening 2 i smile and just going :O over the fucking instruments so idk if how can i say was the last or second song but Damn. .. it made me scream thanks mister j** he rly dragged me by the collar of my shirt and threw me face first into Heaven so i watched everything i asked my friend for video recommendations and after boxy sent me a page with their face and names i was like this jae kid is 182 cm? wow gotta stan now im stupid and stupid for glasses and tall people so ! it happened bithc,, ugh i lov eday6 so much i remember binge watchng all their vlives after the july after party live (that being the first vlive i watched Ever in my entire life and i laghed so hard despite not understanding a damn thing) please id giv my heart and soul2 day6 im so happy with the way ive progressed as a myday :^( 

bonus when i first started stanning it was 26th june and shortly after i made a stan acc teasers were being dropped but i didnt kno why ppl were freaking out i remmeber seeing jae’s teaser nd going ? ok? its just a pic damn ;-/ and then eveeryone was like: dowoon! choker! me: wdhs? what

4. ????do you have any allergies????

did u think of jae and no i used to be allergic 2 dairy products but thats disappeared

5. a fond memory???

bowling with friends and im just a disaster of a friend im always so loud with them and i thank god everyday that they handle my energy ? i would cheer for them even if they got a gutter or whatever and when they got a strike id go clap like crazy i love my friends i also went i have the power of god and anime on my side before flinging the ball and theyd laugh despite not knowing what vine that was from i love my friends... psg if ur out there yall are the best x i miss hanigng out with them as a trio.. three of us :( 

6. do you paint your nails?? if so, what are your fave colors to use?? if not, why??  

thats so.. tiresome.......... dont u have 2 wait for it 2 dry and shit ? my mums always worried abt ruining the colour or some sht nd im like !!! okY!!!!!!! tldr its a pain in the ass

7. what are your favorite colors?? what are your fave colors to wear??

i like hte colour of the sky... all the colours........ yeah love that bithc and lately ive been wearing a lot of black shirts finally went out of my embarrassing colourful phase ! 

8. what languages would you like to learn?? for what reason(s)??

japanese nd korean jp because i listen to a lot of things in japanese and korean for the same reason but my priority would be jp even tho id love to communicate with my faves i just... yeah although im not exactly making an effort 2 learn bc im lazy but if i Could.... itd be those two

9. when you get stickers, do you use them or do you keep them??

DHDGFHDHDGDSJHJSJAKSSJHFHS THIS FEELS LIKE A CALL OUT???? i keep them......... 

10. are there any groups that you might get into/want to get into?

hm... well theres knk ive learnt their names and im finally able to put name 2 face so thats nice svt too if htey didnt have such large numbers... thats all for now i think?? i love evry girl group though i love gIRLS... 

11. how are you???

idk im constantly just fine?? not the im sad but im fine kind of fine im literally just neutral half the time wjhddshs wild 

both of your questions were really unique and i loved answering them thank you so much for tagging me and if youve read until the end thank you i hope you have a good day!