#god plese forgive me

[jude-thedude98]

Admitting to the pain I caused you..

a.j.s.

r.a.a.

j.b.l.

e.j.e.

d.b.s.

k.b.

s.a.n.

s.d.b.

e.n.m.

MYSELF

a.m.s.

MY PARENTS

MY FAMILY

j.a.w.m.

a.j.m.

j.e.c.

a.m.c.

j.l.

j.j.

c.j.

j.t.c.

t.m.

n.c.

j.c.

f.j.c.

d.l.m.

o & his son

Ms. Flo.daughters

swiper

l.p.people.

b.h.s.

a.d.s.

t.g.s.

j.a.s.

m.s.

m.s.

k.a.s.

MY MOMMA

MY EMOTIONS

a.j.s. again for deep rooted pain I'm sorry and I apologize hurting you was not my intention it was only to love you and to be loved in shared experi3nces

r.a.a. again for deep rooted pain that I've caused mentally and emotionally and in every other type of way I'm sorry and I apologize I should have listened but I believe in love and I don't know what that is so I took advantage of you all

f.j.c. for the unspoken things

a.d.s. for the recently spoken things

m.g. for just everything

YOUR WIFE^

a.m.s. MOM for not saving her

b.k. for not punching you when I wanted to

b. one of the first Bullies in my life for not punching you too when I wanted to

b. down the road for not punching you either in sunrise park and knocking your lights out

k.d. for allowing you to twist my arm backwards and not punching you back and beating your face in

to the kid that I chased down at school in 7th or 8th grade who God only knows why we were arguing and Mr. McHale had to pull us apart

to the one neighbor who I secretly picked on before getting to know her as a friend I'm sorry

to all the ryan's I've met and either got along with didn't get along with had a seflcrwt crush on and either hit on you in odd and blatant ways or for hitting on your years after like I recently did on fb I'm sorry to all of you

to allie who I just used to get to her sister so I could hug her and feel my head in between her boobies I was young horny and curious I'm sorry billie

to the trip that I took down the country road of j.m.d. I'm sorry man for pushing you to do stuff you didn't want to do I was exploring myself

TO MY EXPLORING THAT IM STILL DOING IM SORRY

TO THE IDENTITY THAT IM STILL EXPLORING IM SORRY

to b. for not knocking you out sooner and letting this relationship fall to a titanic iceberg

to b. who I'm sorry and apologize to the fact of if I was the one that brought on the jack and rose scene

to the whole l. family across the street I'm sorry for using you

to grandma

to grandpa

to maw-maw

to paw-paw

to my country ass family on one side

to my city ass family on the other side

TO THE H&H's I apologize and I'm sorry

to k.d.m. Sr. for everything I'm sorry and I apologize

to k.d.m. Jr. I'm sorry for everything and I apologize

to j.m. family member I'm sorry and I apologize

to the whole s. family I apologize and I'm sorry for anyone I hurt that may have hurt you or Ancestors or anyone in the direct contact of you

i.m.s.o.r.y.t.o.t.h.e.b.u.t.t.e.r.f.l.y.a.f.f.e.c.t.o.f.p.a.i.n.i.c.au.s.e.d.imsorry.and.ihopeyouforgiveme.

To Zion.im.scared.

[ar-ciel-ar-dor]

happy birthday fuck head

[aehsct]

Stay 》 g.w.

Summary: George and you had a bad fight.

Warnings: slight yelling, pure fluff

Gif not mine

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"Oh my God, will you give it a rest!" said George, clearly angered. You have been arguing for about 30 minutes and it seems like you will be arguing even more.

It all started when George started spending more time with Angelina than you. You knew that he is friends with her and on the Quidditch team, but it atill hurt when he started to stand you up on your dates. It started with one, but now you feel like you haven't been on a date in years, even tho it was a few weeks.

"Oh I'm sorry George. Did I interrupt your talk with Angelina?" You asked sarcastically. "You know Y/n, that there is nothing going on with me and Angelina. We are just friends. No need for you to get jealous."

"Did you know that we had a date today? Huh? Did you know i waited an hour in front of the black lake? HOW COME WHEN I WANT TO SPEND TIME WITH MY BOYFRIEND HE IS OFF SPENDING TIME WITH ANGELINA JOHNSON? I WANTED FOR US TO CATCH UP, I WANTED TO TELL YOU THAT I GOT A GOOD GRADE ON MY POTIONS EXAM. I WANTED TO TELL YOU THAT I LOVE YOU, BUT ALL YOU DO IS BLOW OFF OUR DATES AND TALK ABOUT QUIDDITCH WITH ANGELINA." You were clearly upset and were yelling.

Heorge just looked at you and felt guilt flood inside him. He saw that you were sad the last few days but he didn't think it was that bad. He suddenly wanted to hug you and kiss you all over the face and reassure you that he loves you and that he is sorry for what happend with everything the past few weeks.

He was staring at you for a few minutes not saying anything. He sank to the floor and sat down, his back resting on his bed. He didn't say anything else, he just stared on the wall.

You took that as a que to stop arguing, your chest rising and falling rapidly and your breath quickened.

When he didn't say anything else you felt even more sad and angry. Not wanting to talk anymore, you started gathering your bag and books.

George saw that you were angrily shoving your books in your bag. You were currently in George's dorm and you felt sick of this argument, the dorm and seeing George. You wanted to just forget it all and find comfort in your bed.

The guilt George felt was becoming a heavy burden on his chest and when he saw you, as you were about to leave, he sprung into action.

George started to apologise and he got up so fast that he stumbled a little. He got to you quickly and dropped to the floor and hugged your stomach. He was very sorry and you could see that, but the sadness and the anger you felt for the past few weeks, you couldn't forget it so easily.

"George plese let go. I think what we need is a bit if soace right now." But George had other ideas. "Look i know you are mad right now but don't go, please. Please don't go. I don't know what i would do if u walked out of my dorm right now. If u did walk out i know that you would cry, you would be angry."

You wanted to be mad. You really did, but you couldn't be. He was looking at you with the biggest puppy dog eyes you have ever seen.

As he began leading you to his bed, you dropped your bag to the floor. He satrted kissing you all over your face and hugged uou really close. When you were at the foot of his bed he started taking your robe off, then your hirt and skirt and then your underwear.

His roommates knew to not disturb you, as you were yelling few minutes prior. And George did lock the door.

George got on the bed and pulled you with him. He hughed you very tight and didnt let you go as you were telling him to let go of you and to ket you leave. All he did was hug you tighter.

"Please let go of me George. I can't do this anymore. If u wish to date Angelina then do that." You were trying to keep the tears from falling. You were hurt and you said that so he can reassure you that he wants you and no one else.

"If i wanted to date Angelina, do you think we would have been naked right now?" He asked with an amused tone and chuckled.

You wanted to laugh and you wanted to hug him back, but you were petty. He saw that and sighed. His ammusing tone fell and George became serious again.

"Stay." George pleaded. You sighed and hugged him back. "Just cause I am hugging you back doesn't mean i forgive you, but you can work towards it." You said in a palyfull matter.

"How about i take you on a date. Tomorrow. 4 o'clock. Black lake. You need to just show your beautiful ass there and leave the rest to me" George was really trying to make it up to you.

"You got yourself a date Mr. Weasley." You said while giggling. "Anything for you Mrs. Future Weasley." You blushed so hard at his statement and he just chuckled cause you looked adorable to him.

The next day you were showered with attention and George took uou on an amazing date by the Black Lake. You had a picnic with all your favourite foods. And let's just say Angelina wasn't a constant worry to you now, because George wasn't standing you up on dates anymore.

[sosheismissunderstood]

My One Who Got Away

I guess the time has finally come

The time where I finally let you go

Even if you were never really mine to begin with

I want to let you know that up until this very last moment

Letting you go was one of the hardest things I had to do

I never really wanted to give up, but I had to, for you

All I wanted was for you to be happy

And now you finally are, with her

Even if I wasn't the girl

I'm glad you now have someone

Although I was hopeful, in the back of my mind

I always knew I was never gonna be the one

No matter how hard it was to swallow the truth

You only saw me as a friend

And God knows how hard I tried to change that

But I never did anyway

Thank you for coming into my life and changing me for the better

I won't forget the times where you listened to my rants even if some were just made up just so I could talk to you

The countless times where we studied together because you were my constant study buddy

The sleepless nights we had because of studying, partying, and even just talking

I don't regret falling for a close friend

I don't regret giving my everything

I don't regret confessing my feelings

Things had to happen, and it's okay

If seeing you with her is what it takes for me to move on, then so be it

I thought I loved you, but I guess I was just so deeply attached to you

To the idea of you and me

And this is me cutting myself lose from your grasp

This is me forgiving myself for being consumed by you

This is me saying goodbye to girl who prayed for having you

Even if you aren't really going away

It feels like you are

The man that I knew is now completely gone, and happy with another girl

Leaving me with scars from the past

I'm still gonna see you everyday, but it's different this time

Your presence won't feel comforting and calming like they used to 'cause it's the home of someone else now

You're not gonna be the first person I'll messsge whenever I feel down anymore

This is me saying goodbye to the man I once dreamt of having someday

Seeing you finally trying with someone, with her, broke my heart to pieces

Knowing that I had to see you with her ain't easy to be honest

I knew this day would come, but damn it's still painful

I guess knowing doesn't make it less painful

Damn, I badly wanted to be the one for you

I really did, but I guess wanting something so bad doesn't guarantee that you'll get it

Wanting someone ain't just enough

Once upon a time, we had our moments even if you won't admit it

But I guess some endings doesn't have "happy" attached before it

I'll just do my best to be happy for you, and your girl

And I can finally become the friend that you always wanted me to be in your life, but on my terms now

I'm putting myself first this time, it's not gonna be all about you anymore

It's not gonna be like before where I'll put everything down just for you

You're gonna be just a friend now, and it feels good having those words come from me

I'll always love you, but in a different way this time

I'll love you the way I've always loved my friends

Not all the time, but enough to keep them in my life

I hope this is the last time I'm writing about you

Because now I'm gonna give other guys a chance

I'm gonna give myself a chance to be happy as well

I guess I could finally say that I have that one now

The one that got away

And it's not so bad after all

P.S. Plese know that I don't hate you for breaking my heart

[ludueros]

Therapy

Jeonghan!Criminal x Criminal!Reader

fluffy, angst, but more fluff

criminal sentence starter

“God could you get them to top screaming” Jeonghan crooned from laying across the couch much like a large feline, You narrowed your eyes at him before turning to the tied up therapist whom was screaming around the towel you had stuffed down his throat which you yanked out.

“P-plese! I don’t have much to give but spare me my life!” He coughed out with more tears pouring down his cheeks.

“The only reason we’re here is cause Jihoon set us an appointment” You snapped crossing your legs. 

“Well lets get this over with I have an important meeting to attend to after this” Jeonghan mumbled scrolling through his messages.

“Alright well what seems to be the uh p-probem ma’am” He gulped looking between the two of you “Mr.Jihoon hasn’t exactly given me a background on your situation” 

“Hannie here doesn’t take care of me” You simply said straight to the point.

‘bull shit I take care of you!! Who’s the one that dumps all the bodies and does all the dirty business why’ll all you do is the clean work” jeonghan snapped finally sitting up.

‘Oh please! When was the last time you took me out?!” You said in a tone matching his loud one.

“....”

“Exactly all it is with him is work work and more work doc!” You exclaimed crossing your arms.

“it um seems that Y/N feels hurt by you Mr.Yoon um care do you care to express your own opinion?” The doctor asked looking in Jeonghan’s direction but avoiding eye contact.

“Yes I do, I’m just trying to do my role as man of the house the least she can do is take care of me once in a while is that too much to ask for?!”

“Y/ what do you think of this?”

“Oh so me constantly making dinner for you isn’t taking good enough care for you, I try to be romantic and all you do is ignore it! i miss when you would leave me little notes around the home, or when we would just cuddle and watch some crappy drama together...i miss when things were better’ Your voice got softer as tears started brimming your eyes. You let out a silent sniffle as you rub under your eyes.

Jeonghan felt his heart break and the cold gaze he had turned into one of heartbreak as what you said pierced his heart.

“Mr.Yoon it seems Y/N is extremely frustrated with you not acknowledging the amount of love she lavishes unto you” The therapist said in a soft tone “how do you think you can make her feel more appreciated?’

Jeonghan rubbed his hands together looking down.

“I suppose that I could do have the cook and our staff do the cooking and the cleaning and maybe take time off to spend time with my queen” Jeonghan said standing he slowly made his way to you kneeling in front of you he took your hands in his.

“Lavish her with every gift this work had to offer, sing for her like I used to when we were younger” He hummed rubbing your hands with his thumbs. Your gaze shifted onto his gentle gaze which stopped the tears.

“i apologize for being a terrible fiancé darling, your not my personal assistant, your my baby, my Y/N and you deserve to be treated so much better”

You gave him a watery smile and threw your arms around his neck pulling him into a tight hug “Oh Hannie I forgive ya! Gosh what has happened to us” You said letting out a soft chuckle as Jeonghan stood picking you up in the process. 

“Thank you very much doc you're a life saver” Jeonghan said bowing his head at the tied up man.

“You definitely gained yourself two new patients” You giggled as Jeonghan continued to carry you out the building.

“Yah who said we need more therapy”

“Says I and Jihoon, he’s the one who sent us here after all”