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Raphael x Tav College AU
A/N: Was talking with @molinaesque. Was consumed by the need for a coffeeshop AU. Also. Shadowheart and Astarion, my beloved.
The College is 30 Minutes from Here. It's Noon. He's Down Bad.
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âDarling, heâs back.âÂ
Astarion does not say this silently. Astarion doesnât say or do anything silently, so thereâs no real reason for Tav to be surprised. The elf cocks his hip against the counter, tapping a finger to a tune only he hears. The shop is bustling, but heâs chosen not to help. Shadowheart shifts beside him, chin resting in her palm.Â
âYou really should say something,â she says, also opting not to work. She leans back against Astarion, and the elf shifts to wind an arm around her. HR is going to have fucking field day. Again. âHeâsâŠof a certain age. That much caffeine canât be good for his heart.âÂ
âIf he gets what he wants, the caffeine will be the least of his heartâs worries.â Her friend chews the inside of his cheek and considers. âI almost want her to accept, donât you? Heâs swanned about for long; he almost deserves it.âÂ
 âI am curious; he has that build, you know.âÂ
âI do know.âÂ
Tav shoots them both a dark look. She doesnât need to see her reflection to know thereâs a violent blush in her cheeks. Theyâre burning. She has half a mind to sink into the ground. Or pray for death. âWill you both please be civil?â
âOh, darling,â Astarion says, âOf course not.âÂ
That oneâs on her. She shouldnât have expected anything else. Tav shakes her head, turning her attention back to the line. Professor Raphael is loitering near the back, glasses set on the tip of his nose. Heâd confessed to her once, months ago, that he didnât need them; it was purely for aesthetic purposes. People expected as much from a tenured professor, and he intended to play into those stereotypes. It hardly explains the rest of him.Â
Heâs handsome. In fact, handsome is an understatement. Itâs unfair; itâs rude, and in darker moments, alone in the shitty studio Tav shares with Shadowheart, it makes her want to scream. The gods blessed academics with brains; it came at the cost of their looks. And then thereâs fucking Raphael, in his tailored suits, with his perfectly mussed brown hair and pretty eyes, and her whole world view goes topsy-turvy.
Asshole.Â
Itâs another ten minutes before he reaches the counter. Astarion and Shadowheart have gone back to work (shocking), but she feels their attention shift to her. Tav clears her throat, painting on a smile, trying to look surprised. Like he hadnât stopped in for a quick espresso before class that morning.Â
âProfessor! I didnât expect to see you again so soon!âÂ
âNot,â Shadowheart chimes in, âThat sheâs complaining.âÂ
Tav considers the implications of firing oneâs roommate. âWe are always happy to see repeat customers.âÂ
He smiles, plucking the glasses from his nose. Tav tries to keep the bottom from falling out of her stomach. She fails. His hands are long-fingered and elegant, and heâs justâŠthe whole thing is a lot. Itâs a lot. âMy dear, if you were aware of only half of the papers I've been asked to evaluateâŠyou would understand my need for thisâŠoutlet.âÂ
âThat bad?âÂ
âA massacre of the English tongue.âÂ
Astarion presses beside her, sliding the professorâs espresso (which he has yet to order) across the counter, âYou know, our sweet Tav was something of an English expert.â She pinches Astarion hard. âOw! Itâs true. Gods, you vicious little beast! Perhaps if you need a second set of eyesâŠâÂ
Raphael cocks his head to the side. âA charming suggestion. Impossible, but charming.âÂ
âYou see, Astarion,â she elbows him back towards the steamer. âHeâs impossible.â Tav scrubs a hand through her hair. The color is back in her cheeks, and he must see it. The strange thing is he seems to have softened. âIâm sorryâŠheâsâŠtheyâreâŠâÂ
âI understand, my dear.âÂ
His accent does funny things to her insides. Like horrible, awful, dizzy things. Tav chews the inside of her cheek, indicating the coffee, âThis one is on me; youâre here so often. And you have all those essays.âÂ
âNo, I cannot accept.âÂ
âPlease.â Something dark flashes in those pretty eyes. Raphael nods, holding her gaze. The bastard slips the bills into the tip jar, smirking at her. So proud of himself. Tav rolls her eyes. âVery clever.âÂ
âI thought it was an excellent move.â The professor tips her a wink. He turns to go.
âProfessor?âÂ
He stops, chuckling. âRaphael, please.âÂ
âRaphael,â she brushes a stray piece of hair back from her forehead. âDo you umâŠlive near here or something? The college is a littleâŠâ she makes a vague gesture with her hands. Itâs meant to approximate the distance, but itâŠdoesnât.Â
âNot at all.â Raphael holds up his cup in salute. âBut Iâm willing to sacrifice the time for theâŠquality of this fine establishment.â He dips his chin, dropping into a half bow that would look ridiculous on a less charismatic man. âUntil tomorrow, my dear.âÂ
Tav stares after him long after heâs disappeared. Her head is doing that buzzing thing, which is probably why she doesnât realize her friends have pressed in on either side of her. Shadowheart flicks Tavâs cheek.Â
âYou do realize what you have to do, yes?âÂ
She knows the answer. Oh, god, she knows what theyâre going to say, and she dreads it. âYeah. I know.âÂ
And the little shits say it together like it's a bad romantic comedy. âYou have to fuck him.âÂ
âI have to fuck him.âÂ
#raphael x tav#raphael bg3#bg3 raphael#au: coffee shop#baldur's gate 3 fanfiction#shadowheart#astarion#my writing#it's crack#BUT I WAS CONSUMED WITH THE NEED#god it was liberating to write modern stuff again lol
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Recommend some good folk metal music please
:D i never thought iâd see the day when someone actually wants to know more about the music i listen to *cracks knuckles* my time has come
I apologize in advance for this novel. Feel free to skip to the recommended tracks lol.
Most folk metal comes out of northern Europe (Finland, heavily) though you can find it all over the world (Hu Band comes to mind but I mean, itâs on every continent). I am one of those people with like, a small handful of favorite bands that I listen to mercilessly so I am sure that I am only representing a miniscule percentage of whatâs available out there. Whatâs great is that folk metal is much more versatile than many other genres in its sound; the essence of folk metal is simply to 1) utilize traditional (or rather, in the sense of a metal band, non-traditional) instruments such as violin, accordion, brass ensemble, bagpipes, what have you, and 2) have lyrical themes which revolve around regional folklore, mythology, cultural heritage, or place (what I particularly like is a frequent reverence and respect for nature). Other genres of metal (death, black) have the second element but not the first, and tend to incorporate darker overall tones and consistently harsher or lo-fi vocal styles and sounds. Folk metal can be a gateway genre into metal and can often be quite hopepunk (if you will). Because of these criteria, the actual sound of folk metal can range from sea shanties to âspooky walk in the midnight woodsâ to scathing social commentary to SHOTS SHOTS SHOTS SHOTS SH
Basically you can find a range of styles within the genre that fit what youâre looking for, from those that have an orchestral, ballad feel, to things that border on death metal but have a hurdy-gurdy in there. Thereâs also a much higher percentage of female-led folk metal bands than other metal genres.
Iâll go through my top picks.
Turisas. These motherfuckers. My boys.
Turisas is based in Finland, but sing primarily in English (with occasional Finnish, a smidge of Greek and Swedish too). Four albums out to date, fifth in progress. Sound is absolutely fucking bonkers god tier shit, if I may say so myself. Every single song sounds like youâve been transported into an Iliad metal musical. Heavy use of a full orchestra and choir, along with sick violin and accordion solos. Their lyrical themes focus heavily on ancient Greco-Roman and Viking military history - but before you raise any red flags, rest assured theyâre liberal as fuck and trust me the tea is scalding when Mathias feels like making a Point about Then and Now. No seriously, I donât know how to express the beauty and depth of his songwriting - Mathias NygĂ„rd is an incredibly talented composer, musician, and songwriter (nay, POET), and an extremely intelligent and down to earth guy. There are plenty of bands that are happy to write Viking songs about pillaging and glorious death in battle and all that (Alestorm comes to mind), those are a dime a dozen. Turisas makes history come to life in a way that transports you back in time and thrusts you into the living breathing world of the past. They deal with the horrors and tragedy of war from both sides, consequences and motivations, fears and pride and loss, home and family, despair and hope. They write songs about people, big and small, and their role in weaving the great tapestry of history. And the best part is that itâs informed - Mathias does his damn research and the tales he tells are rooted in fact. He brings them to life so we can experience what it must have been like for those real living people, with the goal of forcing us to confront our own selves in them. Heâs a modern Homer, I shit you not.Â
Did I mention thereâs a song about pirates thatâs actually really complex and nuanced, about how the hypocrisy and vile colonialist deeds of emperors makes them no different than the criminals they persecute?
Or that they do a badass cover of Rasputin?? yeah?????
Anyway enough gushing. Their second and third albums (The Varangian Way, Stand Up And Fight) are consecutive concept albums that follow the story of the Varangian Guard (the legendary Viking battalion that defended Alexander the Great) so the songs are actually chronologically linked to tell this epic tale. Itâs a fucking listen, lads. The Varangian Way is probably my favorite album. But all their albums are top notch.Â
My favorite songs: End of An Empire (this one comes for 2020 hard), Piece by Piece (AKA die fascists 2k20), Cursed Be Iron, Among Ancestors, Greek Fire, Miklagard Overture (you gotta earn this song tho, itâs the finale)
Good first listen picks/hits: Battle Metal, To Holmgard and Beyond, March of the Varangian Guard, Ten More Miles, One More
Finntroll. These other motherfuckers. My other boys.
Another big name in the Finnish folk metal scene. As you can see, their band revolves both aesthetically and musically around Scandinavian troll folklore. Yall weird elf-fuckers who like the really big ears? Here you go. Look at those ears. Theyâre good friends with Turisas. Both love their facepaint.
Musical style leans much more towards black and death metal influenced, with a heavier, fuller sound and growling vocals. But itâs an incredibly rich and creative aural tapestry, with layers of masterfully executed sound thatâs a real delight to lose yourself in. Use of fiddle, brass, keyboard, accordion, and banjo, and strong folk melodies make their sound unmistakable and unique. They are known for their âblack humppaâ beat, which basically gives the effect of feeling the primal need to stomp around loudly to their music. Itâs great cardio. They also utilize orchestra in some great intro tracks. They know their stuff.
The majority of their songs are sung in Swedish (they do some English cover songs which are FANTASTIC holy SHIT), but donât let that stop you. The mood and power and emotion of their music transcend language, and you can be sure the lyrics are about either trolls, witches, the dark woods, spirits, or something of that ilk. I think Swedish as a language works very well with this kind of music, and honestly having it in English would lose something.Â
They have been around a long time and so have many albums, but I personally have only listened to the last three which feature their current singer, Mathias LillmĂ„ns, whom I adore. Those albums are Nifelvind, Blodsvept, and their recent release VredesvĂ€vd (that iâve had on repeat since I got it three weeks ago). Iâm sure their other ones are great too, I just canât make a personal recommendation since I havenât heard them.Â
My favorite songs: GalgasÄng, Tiden Utan Tid, Ylaren, Skogsdotter, TvÄ Ormar, Ett NorrskensdÄd, Skövlarens Död
Good first listen picks/hits: Forsen, Under Bergets Rot, HÀxbrygd, Trollhammaren (older song), Solsagan
Iâll go through these other ones a little faster, I havenât heard quite as much from them but I do love them.
Korpiklaani.Â
Great, full folk sound, utilizes a lot of folk instruments including some less commonly seen ones like hurdy gurdy. Songs are mostly in Finnish but plenty in English too. Jonne JĂ€rvelĂ€ has a really unique voice that grows on you, but itâs not for everyone. The band started as Sami folk, and Jonne is trained in Sami yoik singing, which makes an appearance in a few songs. I prefer the Finnish tracks, as a lot of the English ones are drinking songs lmao. But again, really well-executed music with layers of sound that keeps you hooked. I havenât heard enough of their discography to really recommend enough to cover everything.Â
Song picks: MinĂ€ NĂ€in VedessĂ€ Neidon, MetsĂ€lle, ĂmmĂ€nhauta, Lempo
Moonsorrow.
Definitely a darker, black-folk band. Probably not a great pick if you arenât accustomed to black metal - very long tracks (8-15 mins is standard), growling/shrieking vocals, a âthinnerâ but encompassing wall of sound usual of black metal, but with the benefit of wonderfully entrancing dark folk elements and chants. Itâs done really really well. Sung almost entirely in Finnish (apart from cover tracks). Lyrically, focuses on themes of Norse mythology, man vs nature and similar elements. Definitely one of those bands whose music gets you into a zone. I can lose serious time just putting a whole album on and letting my mind wander elsewhere. My favorite album is Jumalten Aika.Â
Song picks: Ruttolehto Sis. PĂ€ivĂ€ttömĂ€n PĂ€ivĂ€n Kansa (my fucking FAVORITE), Suden Tunti (well known hit), and also uhh check out their cover of Non Serviam cause itâs a fucking banger
Other bands that I like what Iâve heard but really canât say much about them, whoops - Tyr (from the Faroe Islands, great stuff, Faroese is a baller language), Ensiferum, Nightwish (female-led).... Iâm open to suggestions. Like I said, there are folk metal bands all over the world, and each is intrinsically linked to a sense of place and cultural identity that makes them unique. Iâd love to hear about more tbh.Â
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Survey #342
âin this farewell, thereâs no blood, thereâs no alibi /  âcuz iâve drawn regret from the truth of a thousand liesâ
Whatâs your all-time favourite cartoon? Does anime count? In which case I'd say Fullmetal Alchemist, or the original Pokemon. If we're not including anime, then uhhhh Avatar: The Last Airbender, even though I have much more to go in the series. Have you ever taken dance lessons? What kind? Yeah, I've done a few for many years: jazz, clogging, modern, and hip hop. When did you last run and why? I literally couldn't tell you. I don't even know if I can run with the current state of my legs. My knees would probably crumple. Does your house/flat/whatever the hell you live in need cleaning? Not necessarily cleaning, but sorting. I still have boxes outside and inside my room of my stuff I need to put up somewhere... but whenever I prepare to do it, I just get so overwhelmed and shy away from it. Then there's the spare room, that's a total mess loaded with boxes and the like. Mom and I have just avoided it like the plague. Was your last relationship with a man or a woman? Woman. What do you think your next achievement will be? HOPEFULLY getting a job... Do you like mushrooms? NOOOOOOO. What dream do you remember most vividly? I'm not talking about it. Favorite kind of bread? Pumpernickel. Rabbits or hamsters? Rabbits. I've never met a nice hamster, and I just think rabbits are cuter. A movie youâve never seen that it seems like every one else has? Harry Potter films. Favorite dog breed? I'm biased towards beagles. When was the last time you climbed a tree? Never, actually. Where I live, there aren't really many weighty trees with low branches. Just pine trees. Most common lie you tell? That I'm "fine" when I'm not. Ever seen your parents make out? Jc no, I'll take a hard pass there. Do you put your hair up a lot or down? It's too short to put up. Most of the time do you straighten or curl your hair? Neither. What piercing do you hate? I'm not a fan of cheek dermals at all, but you do you 100%. Were you raised in a religious house? Yes; I was raised Roman Catholic. Do your parents get mad when you're on the computer for hours? Mom used to for many years until I became an adult and she just realized it was in vain. I haven't lived with Dad since I was a teenager, but when my parents were together, he usually didn't say anything. Have you ever been asked for a nude picture? No, thankfully. I'd stop talking to the person immediately. What would you do if your parent hit you? I honestly feel like I'd slap them back and get the fuck out. Or just freeze in shock and cry. What's your most common mood? Stressed but distracted. Do you like poems? Yeah, usually. Ever kissed someone half-naked? Uh yeah. Have you ever been in a parade? No. Do you still play PokĂ©mon? I play Pokemon GO, and I've actually been tempted to get out my DS and play one of the games I have (I can't remember which). I do find Pokemon games to be VERY grind-ey, though, so I can't play them for too long without getting bored. What is your favorite PokĂ©mon? Ninetales. I also really love Espeon, though, and Charmander will always have my heart. Is there an animal you like that most people don't? Bats! :') Is there an animal that you think is overrated in terms of how it's liked? No animal is overrated. Have you ever "quit" a site and came back to it more than once? Uhhhh I don't think so. Do you have an "odd" fascination with anything? Most would probably consider "vulture culture" to be pretty weird, being drawn to dead animals and all... What's the hardest thing you've been through, & what did you learn from it? The breakup with Jason. I learned that some people make promises they aren't afraid to break, that someone can promise "forever" and not mean it, that the most unexpected can just snap their fingers and forget about you... I learned a lot. And most things, not positive. What are three "unrealistic" things you want most? 1.) To be able to financially support myself by just freelance nature photography; 2.) sooo many different kinds of pets; and 3.) to be totally rid of my mental illnesses. Do you take any daily vitamins? No, but I would if I was the one who bought groceries and stuff. I do however take Vitamin D once a week for my legs. Who are three of your favorite fictional characters of all time? JUST THREE??????? FUCK MAN idk. Uhhh well there's of course Darkiplier and Wilford Warfstache, then uhhh probably Pyramid Head. If you had to give the world a pre-existing mythological/fictional being, what would it be? Idk, I'd really need to be more educated on their lore before I made that decision. Do you have any desire to learn (a) foreign language(s)? Which? I both do and don't want to resume learning German. I got very good at it and could have basic conversations, but lack of application has slaughtered my vocabulary. Now it's like, it'd be nice to try again, but for what purpose? I don't think I'll ever actually apply it to my life, so it just seems like it'd be a load of wasted effort. But then on the other hand, I also feel that doing something you simply want to do isn't a waste of time. Idk. What is one of your firmest beliefs? Equality for all. No race, religion, whatthefuckever makes you more or less valuable than someone else. Do you have anything that keeps you from doing something you'd truly enjoy? Oh yes. Depression and anxiety, mostly. Do you work to fix your faults? Or at least, admit to them? I definitely try, and I'll certainly admit to them. How do you hope the world will change, if at all? I just want more compassion, less violence, more understanding... What is/are your view(s) on god, religion, spirituality, or relations to? In short, I believe that something sentient created the universe, and it/they/he/she/what-have-you just... let life play out from there, I think. I like to believe there's a plane of consciousness like an afterlife that exists, but if not, I don't really care. I hope the evil get what was coming to them, and the good get back what they gave, but maybe we're all better off without life after death. We'll all find out one day. Are you arachnophobic or scared of spiders in the least? Some, yes; others, not so much. This is very situational. Do you play WoW? What do you think of it either way? Haha, you're asking an avid player. I enjoy it, but not as much as I used to. At one point I was a Heroic raider, sometimes dabbling in Mythic, but now I'm just mostly a casual mount collector that likes chatting with my guildies and just doing dailies 'n shit. I owe a lot to the game, honestly; it helped me stay occupied throughout the breakup, and still today gives me something to do. What kind of computer do you have? Windows 7/Vista/XP/Other? I have an Acer Nitro with Windows 10. Are you taking any interesting classes in school/do you not attend? I'm no longer in school. If you don't attend, are you taking any "lessons" for anything? No, but I would like to join a photography course somewhere. A book/piece that has had an exceptional impact on your life? Johnny Got His Gun by Dalton Trumbo just made me hate war more than I innately did. What genres of music are your favorite? Just metal as an umbrella term. Some heavy stuff, some less, some in the middle, some leaning towards other genres... but I just like metal. Do you think that fate plays a part in people's lives? No. Wouldn't "fate" just make it all... worthless? Like we're just storybook characters with a predetermined ending? What are your opinions on the media? One word: manipulative. What's a piece of technology you'd like to own? I REALLY want a PS4, especially lately. There's just a lot of games I REALLY want to play. Are you afraid of technology developing to where we're too reliant on it? We're already *too* reliant on it, which I do believe is a bad thing. I know, absolutely hysterical for me to be talking. What's your favorite odd ice cream flavor? I don't think I've ever had a truly odd ice cream flavor. There's this local place though that makes a kind that tastes JUST like s'mores, and I can fucking murder a cup of that. What's your opinion on stereotypes/labels? They're limiting and devalue uniqueness, imo. I know very, very few people who totally fit a certain stereotype, so why even bother. Like I don't care if you use them as adjectives to some extent, just don't put too much weight on them. Just be you. Do you believe that history repeats itself? It's not necessarily doomed to, but it happens sometimes, obviously. Would you rather learn from your mistakes or just undo them? Depends on the mistake. What was the most interesting class you had in school? Probably Mythology in high school. Do you write? If so, what? Yeah, meerkat role-play. And every now and again, poetry. Do you have a favorite culture? No; I'm not educated on nearly enough to pick one. Do you believe in global warming? Have you researched it? Lol no shit I do. I don't exactly think it takes much research to see with your own two eyes that it's factual. Do you prefer piercings or tattoos? Tattoos, if I had to pick. What comedy movie is your favorite? White Chicks. Have you ever meditated? Yes. Doesn't work for me. What comes to mind when you think of a great moment in your life? Realizing it was my choice to liberate myself and my happiness from my ex. He didn't and never should've carried it, because that's my right. What do you like about springtime? Aaaaall the flowers. <3 How have you handled having to stay in? It's not really different from my average day, so... How would your friends describe you? Quiet and overthinks literally everything. Have you ever hallucinated? When I was coming off a certain med in middle school, I saw black moving shadows. What (or who) is the best thing that ever happened to you? The partial hospitalization program I attended for two months following my suicide attempt. It's where I met my psychiatrist, who set my medication straight. Medicine besides though, I learned so many coping techniques and just how to deconstruct my trauma. As well as possible, anyway. What is the worst decision you ever made? Handing over the ability to make happiness for myself to another person. What is your favorite arcade game? Don't have one. Do you feel neglected? No. What school subject(s) are/were your best? English, Arts, Science. Are you allergic to pollen? Yep. What style of wedding dress do you like best? Probably ballgown. Are you over your first love? I probably never will be in complete totality. Do you always answer your phone? No. I only ever do if I recognize the number. Who was the last person you know to have a birthday? Today is actually my sister's birthday. What song is currently stuck in your head? I have Halocene's cover of "What I've Done" on a loop right now. It has me absolutely covered in goosebumps. Do you ever use coloring books? Not really anymore. Do you personally know anyone who is an author? Not to my knowledge, no. Whatâs your favorite kind of salsa/dip to go with tortilla chips? Just your normal, mildly hot salsa. Do you wash your car by hand or drive through a car wash? Mom's car hasn't been washed in... well, years, given its bumper. Mom worries that in a car wash, it'll be broken off (it is literally held on with a lot of zip ties and duct tape), and we ourselves don't want to wash it, so... Do you have any uncommon kitchen appliances, such as espresso machines, waffle irons, etc? I know we have one or two, but idk what they're called. What did your parents major/minor in in college, if they went? Dad never went to college. Mom changed her major a few times, but her latest was social work, I believe. Has either of their careers influenced what career you chose or want to pursue? Not at all. What kind of natural disaster is most common where you live? Hurricanes. Why is your least favorite season your least favorite? Because it's hot as fuck and humid. Have you ever had an animal get into your attic? No. When was the last time you started a ânew chapterâ of your life? I don't know. Hopefully I'll start one soon when I leave PHP and pursue a job... What room in your home do you spend the least amount of time in? I'm always in my room. Do you do anything to reduce the amount of electricity you use? I feel awful admitting I do quite the opposite... Being in the dark during the day affects my depression, so I'll have my lamp (or both) on even if it's just sort of shaded inside. Are you usually open to trying a new food that you arenât familiar with? Eh, it depends on the food. I'm not very adventurous with foods though. Do you listen to Panic! At The Disco? I do. Have you ever had a kinky dream about a celebrity? ... It wasn't "kinky," but it was a dream lmao. Has anyone ever told you that they loved you, and you couldnât say it back? That's how I ended the whole Joel childishness. Which friend do you confide in most? My mom. Do you wear a cross? No. What is your favorite doughnut? That's so hard. :( Krispy Kreme's normal glazed though probably takes the cake. I also love chocolate frosted and just totally plain, though. Do you have a hot tub? If so, where is it located? No. Did you read the Twilight series, or jump on the bandwagon after the movie? Neither. Do you or your parents rake your yard? Dad did growing up. Now nobody does or needs to. Who did you last go to the movies with? Dad, I think? What color was the last vehicle you were in? White. Do you have any family members in the military right now? No. Is there a ceiling fan in the room youâre in? Yeah. Have you ever heard voices? No. If youâre not straight, who was the first person you came out to? Sara. Do you remember the first time your first crush ever said hi to you? No. Do you ever go places with wet hair? Yeah, idc. Who is your favorite little girl? My nieces. What do you want the most in life? To feel like I made a difference, even a tiny one. If you could have anyoneâs singing voice, whose would you choose? OBVIOUSLY Amy Lee's. Whatâs the most expensive thing youâve bought that turned out to be a waste of money? *shrug* Whatâs something youâve bought that turned out to be way more useful than you anticipated? Hm. Have you ever been on a ship? No. Would you ever date a disabled person? (Be honest) Yes. Would you rather adopt or have your own child? IF I wanted kids, which I absolutely do not, I'd rather have my own. I know I'd feel a deeper connection. What would you class as cheating on someone? As soon as you do/say something you don't want your s/o to know about, you're cheating. As far as earrings go, would you rather wear hoops or studs? Studs. Do you recycle? Yes. If someone dislikes you, what is most likely to be the reason? People have thought I don't try hard enough before. Do you put a line through your "7"s? Yes. ^ What about your "Z"s? Yes. What are you most known for? My art "skill," at least irl. How do you feel about shameless self-promoting? Depends on when, where, and how. As someone who's trying to be a freelance photographer, I get that it's sadly necessary, but there are some places it's just uncalled for.
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But Itâs A Good Refrain Review!
But Itâs a Good Refrain by lady_ragnell
Word Count: 23090
Alright friends, enemies and others. I decided to use this for the next review because itâs got a fairly high number of hits. I thought about doing The Student Prince next, but since I just finished reviewing a Modern Royalty AU, I thought I would do something else first. Iâve never read this fic but it sounded vaguely interesting.
The fic opens with Arthur trying to change the radio channel from some girl calling into a talk show to complain about her boyfriend. Morgana refuses to let him change the channel. ââHe isnât torturing them,â Morgana snaps. Arthur is especially sorry that he chose to drive down with her when sheâs in an even worse mood than usual due to their father refusing to donate to the charity she runs. âHeâs listening. Something that you obviously donât know how to understand or do, but this show really helps people.ââ
Put him in his place, Morgana! Also LOL Holy First World Problems, Batman. Did you catch exactly what Morgana was pissed about? Her dad not donating to the charity she wanted him to. I mean, I guess I get it if he was donating to Republicans or something else terrible like that, but the fic doesnât imply that it was for anything other than small animals or children. Get over it, Morgana, someone who needed that money still got it.
Anyways, Arthur tells Morgana that talk shows like that are all scripted and fake. ââHe is not a fake, and I know that becauseââ Morgana stops, cheeks going pink.â Oop. Busted.
âYou have! You called Dragonâs Lonely Hearts like the Billy No-Mates you are.â Damn, Arthur. Not only are you making fun of her for calling a radio show for help, youâre saying she has no friends? Harsh. Morgana says that he helped her after a bad breakup. Good. You do you, Morgana, Your brother is the worst.
ââWell, I suppose they arenât paying him or anything,â Arthur allows. âMy God, youâre mercenary. I always forget that about you.â He just raises his eyebrows, since Morgana is the one who spends her life putting a bottom line on everything, even if it is for pandas or irrigation or whatever the hell her catchall charity is supporting this week.â An irrigation charity? Ok. Sure. If I were Uther, I wouldnât have donated to that one either. And why wouldnât Merlin (letâs all be real honest, we know itâs Merlin) be getting paid?
Then Morgana makes fun of Arthur for not being able to hold a relationship for more than three months. Pendragon Siblings, man.
So Morgana brings up Dragonâs Lonely Hearts while out at the pub and everyone except Arthur listens to the show, which Arthur is super bitter about. Arthur is even annoyed that his girlfriend listens to it.
Let her do what she wants, Arthur.
â(The breakup with Vivian four days later, incidentally, has nothing to do with this discussion, no matter what Morgana claims. It has everything to do, however, with Vivianâs habit of telling him what sort of ring she wants and leaving wedding magazines around his flat.)â I mean, I canât fault Arthur for not wanting to propose to his girlfriend of three months. Yikes. That warrants a discussion first rather than a breakup though. âHey man, Iâm super uncomfortable with all these marriage hints you have been dropping. Weâve only been together a few months and Iâm not ready for that step.â Done.
So then Uther asks Arthur if he should do commercials for the radio show. âArthur firmly puts paid to that idea, since he suspects the audience of Dragonâs Lonely Hearts is quite liberal and wouldnât appreciate Utherâs philosophies.â Told you Uther was Republican.
âThe rest of it he finds out when he and Mithian go out for lunch and she cheerfully slips in a story about a friend of hers who got set up on a date through the show and how her boyfriend proposed this past weekend. âYou should put your name in,â she says, probably just because she knows it annoys him.â Damn the whole world listens to this show.
Mithian suggests that Arthur try speed dating, which Arthur shoots down ASAP. I donât blame him. âWhen he does, she makes a great point of changing the subject, and Arthur assumes thatâs all heâll hear about Dragonâs Lonely Hearts for a while, that itâs one of those odd things that seems like itâs everywhere for a few weeks before fading into obscurity again, like the time when all of his friends ended up talking to him about ducks completely by chance within the same week.â Can we please get all these random conversations about ducks? This is cracking me up for some reason.
The next scene is two weeks later. Arthur is at the gym and you guessed it, Dragonâs Lonely Hearts is playing on the radio there. Vivian is calling in and bitching about Arthur.
Good.
âWell. It sounds like the Dragon takes a deep breath from the crackle of the speakers. You sound like an intelligent woman, Viv, so you know this already, but Iâll say it anyway: if someone doesnât change their previous behavior, then theyâll never change the way their relationships end. This blokeâArthur, right? This bloke clearly has a pattern thatâs working for him, and if heâs doing things the same way heâs always done, then sure as anything, heâll end it the way heâs always done as well.â
Go in, Merlin! Obviously Arthur canât have that, so he leaves the gym to go call the show and will undoubtedly prove Merlin right. The thing that is most interesting to me is that Arthur seems mostly offended that he has being trash talked on a show that his sister is probably listening to. He specifically thinks about that. Thatâs weird to me. Be more concerned about your boss or coworkers hearing this, Arthur.
âWhen he does check his phone, after a few deep breaths and a swig out of a bottle of cider, heâs got texts from nearly all of his friends. He only bothers reading Morganaâs, since hers is undoubtedly going to be the worst, and puts up with having to scoll down several times through all the HAHAHA to get to I could almost feel sorry for you if it werenât true.â See? I would be more worried about a coworker texting me, âumm is this you they are talking about on this show?â Or my boss. How embarrassing.
Mithian calls Arthur and tells him to turn on the radio because Merlin is taking a call from a woman who is specifically calling in about men like Arthur. ââA woman called in to talk about men like you,â she says, but under it he hears âand I have never met a man like that who wasnât a terrible user in some strange womanâs voice.
Neither have I, to be honest, says the Dragon, laughing a little, putting Arthurâs hackles right up. I do always have to keep in mind that Iâm only hearing one side of the story, but someone who breaks up after three months nearly every time, who usually only dates his friends ⊠well, thatâs a sign of someone just looking for convenience, really, not love.â
Damn straight. Read him, Merlin.
So then Arthur decides to call in to the radio show, for reals this time. I mean⊠I would be fairly embarrassed and humiliated too. âA cheerful woman answers the phone. âYouâve reached Dragonâs Lonely Hearts, can I get your name please?â âArthur,â he says as calmly as he can manage. Thereâs a pause. âOh, shit,â she says quietly, and then in a much less cheerful and more timid voice she says âAre you going to sue us?ââ LOL I like her. Keeping the important stuff in mind.
ââI am not. But I would like to say that I donât appreciate my friends texting me to let me know that people are talking about me on a radio show and making assumptions about my character that I canât defend against.â Another pause, and then the woman says brightly âIâll put you through!â in a tone that Arthur recognizes from the workplace, that of someone who doesnât want to deal with whatever problemâs been dumped in her lap, and suddenly heâs hearing what must be the end of the song playing on the radio and someone counting down quietly to prepare to go on the air.â I have 100% used that annoying, âOK then! Iâll get the manager!â cheerful voice to get rid of someone insufferable before. I like this person and hope she sticks around.
So Arthur is put on the air and complains about all his friends making fun of him. Merlin asks him to share his side of the story but Arthur wonât. I donât know what Arthur was expecting to happen then. âThereâs very little to say about the other side of the story, Iâm afraid. I get in relationships that I believe will work out, and if they donât seem to be satisfying both of us I end them.â
How romanticâŠ
Merlin tells Arthur thatâs not why you date people. âYou have no right to sit in a studio and judge people youâve never met and who donât ask for your advice. You know nothing about me and you arenât saying anything you couldnât get out of a university counseling textbook or a romantic film, so Iâm going to guess you donât know much about love either.â Arthur. You called HIM. Stop. Merlin then basically hangs up on him. Good.
The next morning, Morgana angrily knocks on Arthurâs door. ââYouâve got a fucking key!â he yells anywayâŠâ I donât know why this is cracking me up so much but it is. Morgana refuses to use her key. She says itâs because sheâs too mad. I guess.
Morgana says she knows Arthur feels bad about being a shitty person towards Merlin and asks what heâs going to do about it. Which is⊠strange? I mean if I were in Arthurâs position, I would just let the guilt gnaw away at me until it dissipated over time and I no longer had the compulsion to think about it every ten seconds and it became a distant, though embarrassing memory that I just think about occasionally. I could call the show and apologize if I were in this situation but letâs be honest, I wouldnât. Letting things fester is basically my go to response for everything.
I guess I need to work on some things.
Morgana suggests that Arthur write Merlin a letter to apologize. âDonât say maybe, Arthur, youâll waffle long enough to talk yourself out of it, and you hit a button last night. Iâve listened to this show a lot, and people have been awful to him, but Iâve never heard him lose his cool like that. This matters.â I do that âwell maybe Iâll do thisâ waffling thing too.
WHY AM I IDENTIFYING WITH ARTHUR? I AM NOT OK WITH THIS TURN OF EVENTS.
And of course no one pushes Merlinâs buttons like Arthur! Even anonymously!
âHe puts the toast down a second time automatically because his toaster never manages it right the first time and turns around to watch her, because sheâs obviously got something else on her mind. Sure enough, the coffee isnât even ready before she speaks again. âNow that thatâs over with, are you okay?ââ Thatâs sweet of Morgana and everything but letâs talk about this toast situation. If your toast isnât heating up well enough⊠why donât you just turn it up higher? If itâs at this highest level and not working, you need to get a new toaster. Or just enjoy your bread and quit bitching.
ââI donât know why any of them are still friends with me.â She raises her eyebrows and he turns around to butter their toast as the coffeemaker goes off and she starts pouring. âYou I understand, since I never actually dated you, thank God, Uther would have had a heart attack when he found out, but the rest of them? As last night illuminated so clearly, Iâm not a very good boyfriend, and after Leon and Elena, Percival and Mithian had to know âŠââ
Wait. Wait. Wait. Wait. WAIT. I need a second here.
Why is Arthurâs go to explanation for why he and his sister still hang out because he never dated her and not because sheâs his SISTER? And why is the thing Arthur fixates on in this hypothetical about how Uther would freak out about him dating his sister and not you know, ARTHUR DATING HIS SISTER? Why did Arthur even say that sentence in the first place? Why is this even a hypothetical that needs voiced? Iâm starting to think that the reason Arthurâs relationships fail is because he has repressed feelings for his sister.
For some extremely baffling reason, Morgana has no comment about their dating hypothetical and just tells him they are going for a walk and he is going to buy her something for annoying her. What? Just. WHAT?
Sometime later, Merlin receives Arthurâs letter and accepts his apology live on the radio. The next day, Arthur is working and Mithian calls to inform him that Arthurâs apology letter is all over the fan sites for Merlinâs show.
So the next Friday, Arthur is once again at the gym and Merlinâs show is playing. Merlin says theyâve been getting a lot of mail about Arthurâs letter (he still doesnât specify who itâs from). âMaybe I should be deliberately mysterious more often, if it gets my fans so excited. Maybe then Iâll get more listeners and theyâll give me more money. Right, then, Iâll cop to it, the apology was from a man whoâd asked me out and now weâre making mad passionate love when Iâm not on air.â Arthur starts worrying about how his friends are going to respond to this.
âCongrats on your radio boyfriend. Cannot decide if that is more or less lame than having an internet boyfriend, Percival has sent, because everyone thinks heâs an adorable gentle giant but he has a mean streak.â
Itâs funny because you would never expect that from Percival.
The next week, Arthur leaves work early and goes to hang out at a cafĂ© and drink coffee where Elena finds him. Because all of Arthurâs friends are creepy stalkers and far too invested in his life. She pulls up a bunch of personal ads from fans of Merlinâs show (and now Arthur, apparently) who are taking out ads to find him. Wtf? Be creepier, people.
I want to point out this though: ââSo, I was looking through the personals this morningââ âOh God, Ellie, no. I wonât date anyone who wrote to the paper, and neither will you, I thought you learned your lesson after Craigslist.ââ Personal tip from me to you, never date someone you find on Craigslist. You will get murdered. The end.Â
ââYou have got to be kidding me,â he mutters. âMorgana is behind this somehow.â Elena eyes him. âYou are extremely paranoid where Morgana is concerned, you know.ââ I was just thinking the exact same thing, Elena. Arthur is way too obsessed with his sister. Stop it.
ââI donât know what this is all about, since the Dragon made it quite clear that nothing was going on, but itâs getting ridiculous, and I suspect Iâm going to have to lecture all of you so you wonât turn me in.â âTurn you in.â Elena snorts. âItâs not as if youâve committed murder, but I wasnât going to call in and say âoh, I know this upstanding gent, you wouldnât happen to want to meet him for a drink, would you?âor anything else like that, because Iâm not stupid.ââ LOL I love Elena in this.
Elena decides to start googling stuff about this extremely odd but entertaining drama. âAll sorts of threads theorizing about who the upstanding gent is, that seems to be the favorite for you rather than Mr. Right for Now, apparently the Dragonâs used that phrase quite a bit with some of his callers and this distinguishes you.â Either Merlin has a crush on Arthur for no reason or he knows exactly whatâs going to get him more fans and is exploiting it.
âThe prevailing theory seems to be that he isnât dating you, but heâd like to, and thatâs why all the adverts are in the papers, they think theyâre doing him a favor, or that itâs like the whole Sherlock thing. Canât figure out if itâs a show of support or an attempt to deliver you on a silver platter, though.âÂ
ââThe silver platter, definitely,â he tells his palms. âMorgana, remember? Sheâd like to serve me up roasted with an apple in my mouth.ââ Stop being weird and paranoid about your sister, Arthur. Itâs not normal.
ââMaybe Mithian and I can start making a scrapbook of all this, weâll take it out at your wedding and talk about that time you had an imaginary romance with a radio host.â Arthur manages a smile. âAnd who exactly, in this fantasy of yours, am I marrying? Iâm on a bit of a hiatus after Vivian, if you hadnât noticed.â Elena grins in return. âOh, maybe youâll marry the Dragon, then it can be the scrapbook of the story of your relationship.â âNever going to happen. Even if, by some freak of chance, we were to meet and not want to kill each other, I would never date himâand, more to the point, he would never date me.ââ
Arthur is hanging out at his flat listening to Merlinâs show the next Friday. The show is about cheating and a couple of callers bring up Arthur, aka, âUpstanding Gent.â Merlin mentions a couple of times that he and Arthur have never even met but his callers are having none of it. One of the callers mentions his girlfriend possibly cheating on him with a celebrity. He uses a hypothetical of it being Benedict Cumberbatch. âArthur snorts, since his friends are always teasing him for his crush on Sherlock Holmes, and waits to hear how the Dragon reacts.â I really just wanted to point this out since sometimes, Colin Morgan looks like he could be Benedict Cumberbatchâs sexy, hot younger brother and Merlin is clearly Dragon in this and Colin Morgan played Merlin.
I could go on.
Um. Anyways.
You are not subtle, Author.
Then again, neither am I.
What were we talking about? Oh right.
When the show ends, Merlin apologizes to Arthur on air for his creepy ass fans. Arthur then sends an email to the radio station. When Merlin responds, he assumes itâs another creepy fan since heâs gotten other similar emails. Arthur tells him itâs really Arthur emailing. Then Merlin responds with, âOh, shit. You arenât writing to say youâre going to sue or something, are you? This really isnât something I thought would get this out of control.â I love how worried everyone working at this radio station is about getting sued. Arthur responds and says he wonât sue, but just wanted to share that his friends are making fun of him too, for the whole situation.
Arthur meets Mithian with Elena, who has a new boyfriend. âSo what do you think it will be this time?â Arthur asks as Mithian takes a sip from her drink. âWife locked in the attic, Elena looks just like his mum âŠâ This actually made me laugh. Poor Elena. She must be super unlucky in love, damn. Mithian has a different theory, ââNeither. Heâs a free spirit, she canât expect commitment because nothing can hold him down. Possibly with the added bonus of borrowing money from her.â âIâll buy the free spirit, but not the borrowing money. Leather is expensive.â âI donât really want to ask how you know that.â âIâm Morganaâs brother, so no, you donât.ââ What the hell does Morgana have to do with this conversation about leather? Arthur seriously canât go five minutes without talking about his sister. Itâs so weird.
Arthur tells Mithian he emailed the radio show and that Merlin hasnât responded yet and Mithian is suspicious that Arthur also has a secret crush on Merlin and thatâs why heâs not trying to hit on anyone during Elenaâs date. Ok. âOr only related insofar as perhaps he might have been right when he called me out on dating for convenience and that I should wait for someone I canât be logical aboutâand again, if you tell Morgana, Iâm going to have to kill you.â Â So he is accidentally taking Merlinâs original advice. Good job, Arthur.
Over the weeks, Merlin and Arthur keep emailing a little back and forth. âHe listens to parts of the show whenever he happens to be in his flat while itâs airing, though he misses quite a few because Elenaâs boyfriend is into clubbing and she doesnât like going alone to meet him.â Good job, Elena! Not meeting strange men alone. Proud of you, etc. Iâm also happy that Arthur and their other friends donât seem to have any sort of problem hanging out with Elena on her dates. Though she really shouldnât be dating someone she feels uncomfortable being alone with after a certain point.
Anyways, Cenred ends up being shitty to Elena and dumps her after they have sex. That Friday, Elena calls into Merlinâs show. Arthur starts freaking out because he is obviously listening. Elena tells Merlin she seems to always get asshole men and Merlin says he used to be like that. Then thereâs secondhand embarrassment when Elena starts talking about her friends. âOh, they definitely are. They are fine, upstanding people. Arthur is going to kill her. And Morgana, because he recognizes the muffled giggle in the background.â Merlin ignores that subtle hint and gets Elena to tell listeners about herself so he can set her up. Then, âAnd like I said, she winds up, I have lovely friends, if you date me youâll probably spend quite a bit of time with them. Yes, the upstanding ones, says M, and Arthur already knows this is going to be one of the calls mentioned in their e-mail later. I know him, you know, Elena adds in a conspiratorial whisper, and either Morgana is prodding her to do it or heâs misjudged her level of cruelty.â Oh god. How embarrassing.
A couple of men call for Elena including: âHello, Ellie, Iâm Gwaine, comes the new voice when M asks for the next caller, a bit rough and Irish. Oh, shit, M whispers, but covers it over so quickly Arthur thinks he might have imagined it. Good evening, Gwaine, welcome to Dragonâs Lonely Hearts, and what makes you want to date our lovely Elena?â So hopefully he isnât one of the people who has cheated on Merlin.
Merlin emails Arthur and asks if Elena is really his friend and Arthur says she is. Then Merlin says that Gwaine is his friend. So not an ex-cheater boyfriend. Thatâs good news.
The night Gwaine and Elena go in their date, Elena wonât let any of them go with her. â(Arthurâs on duty, though, and sheâll call if things do go wrong, so he feels better about leaving her than he would otherwise).â Thatâs a good friend, guys. Seriously.
Of course Arthur is listening to Merlinâs show and a woman is complaining about how you canât meet people who are boyfriend material at clubs. âSo maybe the club scene isnât your place for doing that. My upstanding gent hates picking people up at clubs, itâs all a matter of where you feel most comfortable, like I said.â Merlin then emails Arthur right away to apologize for that slip. How do you âaccidentallyâ slip something like that about someone you arenât dating or interesting in dating? Thatâs weird. Merlin has to know what saying that will do to all the creepy fans.
Elena and Gwaine have started dating and during dinner with Arthur, Elena talks about Gwaine and mentions his friends and Merlinâs name. Arthur emails Merlin later and lets him know he knows his real name. âThanks for telling me. I donât mindâI figured when Gwaine called in that weâre going to meet someday, and heâs been teasing me about you. I trust you not to tell the whole world you know the Dragon, so itâs fine. It really is. You keep reacting like you expect me to hate you and I donât, I promise. There are a few lines of space, and then the signoffâthis time it says Merlin instead of M. Arthur spends the whole time heâs getting ready for bed smiling.â Aww.
Morgana shows up the next Friday to drag Arthur out to the club with her and she figures out that heâs been talking to Merlin. When they get to the club, Elena introduces everyone to Gwaine. ââGwenâs just got strange work hours sometimes, but yeah, Merlinâs a psychology student during the weeks.â Mithian raises her eyebrows. âGraduate work?â That shuts Gwaineâs face right down. âNo, heâs almost graduated, though. He had a bit of a gap after A-levels, is all.â Arthur thinks of Merlin mentioning a husband that first night they argued on the radio and decides he doesnât want to hear any more of that from Gwaine.â Poor Merlin. I donât remember him mentioning being married before though.
After some investigating, called scrolling back up to that part of the fic, Merlin did on the sly mention being married during their fight. I donât know how I missed that.
When they leave the club, Gwaine gives Arthur Merlinâs number per Merlinâs request. Arthur then texts Merlin and Merlin tells Arthur he was fending calls about Arthur all evening. Thereâs some cute banter. The next show Merlin does, Arthur is listening, (obviously) and someone brings up Arthur during their call in, âI imagine itâs how your upstanding gent must feel. First he apologizes, then you claim you arenât in contact, now you know all about his opinions on everything, the poor thing must be confused. Honestly, if he werenât the man of my bloody dreams Iâd be done by now.â Arthur texts Merlin that he isnât confused and Merlin tells that to the caller.
Then thereâs some cuteness with Arthur texting Merlin every time a caller mentions him. âYou should just call in, Merlin sends at the end of the night. It would save me having to play translation service.
You underestimate your fans. Theyâd recognize my voice and call en masse to tell you to stay away from me.
You apologized.
Theyâre less forgiving than you are, I would imagine. I was awful that night.
Thereâs a pause. You arenât awful now. Before Arthur can begin to think of a way to respond to that, another message comes through. Gwenâs scolding me for not paying attention and Iâve got to get home. Go to bed, Arthur.â
âShit shit shit, he texts Mithian, without really expecting an answer, and puts down his phone for the night.â I had to space it all out because thereâs no quotations and I didnât want it to be confusing as to who was talking. Itâs pretty cute and the correct way to write this sort of banter. I know Iâve read quite a few fics where authors will try to replicate the banter Arthur and Merlin have on the show and it never works because almost every single one Iâve read has had it basically just being Arthur emotionally abusing Merlin and Merlin putting up with it. This is also a good way for Arthur to bring up that he was indeed an asshole at first and for Merlin to point out that he apologized and that heâs nice to him now. That never really happens in other fics.
Elena and Gwaine make plans for Gwaine and Elenaâs friends to all meet. Merlin and Arthur reassure each other they are ready to meet.
âArthur runs into Mithian on his way to Elenaâs favorite diner, and she immediately stops him, suppressing a smile. âYou canât wear a tie to eat chicken and terrible chips, Arthur, even if your Merlin is going to be there. Come here.â âHeâs not my anything,â Arthur argues, but he lets Mithian tow him forward to unknot his tie and unbutton the top button on his shirt. âOh, but youâre his upstanding gent, arenât you?â She stows his tie in her handbag. âAre you going to be okay?ââ Mithian is a good friend. She checks on Arthur a lot like this in the fic but itâs not pushy and overbearing like in a lot of fics Iâve read. Itâs sweet.
Merlin and Arthur FINALLY meet. âMerlin smiles, and Arthurâs imagined him looking like many things, but never this. He may not be Arthurâs usual type, but ⊠he brushes his hand against Arthurâs wrist under the table. âSo how are we handling this?ââ Good job, Merlin, not making this about you and asking Arthur what he wants.
When they are all introducing themselves a little later, Merlin says he hosts a radio show on the weekends. It doesnât take long for everyone to figure it out and they are all equally surprised.
After dinner, Arthur and Merlin hightail it out of there and go for a walk. Merlin tells Arthur to stop freaking out. Arthur asks Merlin why he isnât freaking out too. ââThatâs because I have had some really terrible dates in my time,â Merlin says once theyâve got properly started. âIâm like Elena being an arsehole magnet, remember? You being shy doesnât even make my top twenty worst dates.â Arthur canât help objecting to that. âIâm not shy! Iâm just ⊠adjusting to the change.â âYou spent half of dinner looking like I was outraging your maiden virtue.ââ That actually made me laugh.
ââI was afraid I was going to have to piss you off properly before youâd loosen up. Look, I know this is awful, first-date chemistry alongside month-of-dating knowing each other, but weâre going to have to soldier on.â âA month of dating?ââ I am as confused is Arthur here. Texting someone you have never met in person isnât dating, Merlin.
ââNow that weâre ⊠doing whatever it is weâre doing, you should mention it on air. Or not, actually, I feel like youâd be responsible for half your fans ending up in A&E with heart palpitations.â âDoing whatever weâre doing?â Merlin grins. âDating, I think, unless you have any particular objections. Maybe in a while we can slap the boyfriend label on it.ââ
I probably wouldnât bring the fans into it though. They are weird enough about Merlin and his Upstanding Gent. They kiss and Arthur tells Merlin he wonât be inviting Merlin home because he has to work in the morning.
ââYouâre sort of a prince,â he says quietly. âAnd Iâll let you out of dragging me to your flat, which is probably much larger and neater than mine, as long as you promise to call me soon.â âWeïżœïżœïżœll be talking on Friday for your show, anyway.â âBefore then.â Merlin finally straightens up and it occurs to Arthur that even if they arenât still kissing theyâve managed to get tangled up. He unwraps his arms from Merlinâs waist and lets Merlin catch his hand before they can get too far apart. âIâm liable to pine, otherwise.â âYou could always call me,â Arthur points out.â So I like this because I like Arthur going against this fandomâs ridiculous notion that Arthur is the MAN and must do all the MANLY things like calling Merlin first.
Sometime later, Arthur is Merlinâs special guest on his radio show. Arthur eventually falls asleep during the show because Merlinâs on in the middle of the night. âHe isnât aware of much else until he hears Merlin saying ââfive minutes left, and as some of you might have noticed, my upstanding gent has been quiet for a while now. This is because heâs fallen asleep, the daft thing, but I suppose thatâs what comes of being a businessman by day. So, since itâs been a special showâand Iâll bet youâre all hoping I can talk him into coming in again every once in a whileâIâll sign off for the night with one last song for him. Thank you all for listening, as always, and this is the Dragon saying good night to you. Iâll be back again next Friday at ten.ââ
Then, âArthur drags him down into his lap instead. âAm I a prisoner?â Merlin inquires. âAbsolutely. Until I can bring myself to move, at least.â He stretches his neck out and lets Merlin nuzzle at his hair even though Gwen is watching and looking like she wants to lunge for her camera phone.â
Fucking cute. Even with Gwen being a voyeur in the background. Merlin invites Arthur to spend the night. The end.
So I really liked this fic. Itâs definitely the best one Iâve reviewed so far and probably even fairly high on my list of fics that I like in general. No drama for dramaâs sake, itâs pretty well written and characters react and behave in realistic ways. Itâs an interesting plot and stays entertaining throughout the story. The only thing I wish we had more information on was Merlinâs previous husband but, itâs not handled in a way, the few times itâs brought up, that makes me feel like the story is incomplete without us knowing what happened. I was also concerned about Arthurâs weird obsession with Morgana. I found Merlin and Arthur are pretty cute too, which is rare for me. I like that Merlin and Arthur had some flirtatious banter that wasnât Arthur just being emotionally abusive towards Merlin. I also like that Arthurâs bad behavior towards Merlin in the beginning was handled well and in a believable way. A lot of the time, I find Arthurâs attitude and behavior towards Merlin way over the top and then Merlinâs subsequent accepting of Arthurâs non-apologies and terrible behavior toward him just stupid and unrealistic. Itâs not like that in this fic, which I really appreciate. I wish more fics had this Merlin/Arthur dynamic.
Seriously.
Until next time:
#merlin#bbc merlin#merlin fic#review#lady_ragnell#no drama for drama's sake#merlin is a radio host#he's actually good at it#arthur is lovable but misguided#and oddly obsessed with his sister#seriously it's weird#other than that I really like this one#standing ovation#Juliet Approves#merlin and arthur are actually cute#lots of Colin Morgan photos/gifs in this one#sorry not sorry
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