#god i love cas ♥

[via-l0ve]

can u pls do supernatural boys reactions to u really liking cuddles, hugs, kisses and shit like that? like physical touch being ur love language

ty, luv ur work ♥︎♥︎♥︎

Physical Touch (SPN pref!)

a/n: IM BACK I SWEAR TO GOD GUYS IM BSCK IM BACK IM BACK

Warnings: fluff fluff fluff

dean:

Dean LOVES physical touch

that’s my dean headcannon

i love him and he loves cuddles and kisses and all that lovey shit

while sam is researching please just get on his lap and wrap your legs around him and just cuddle

he always has a hand on your back or holding your hand or a hand in your back pocket

always touching you

people think dean is all about making out with people but i feel like he would just kiss all over your face like muah muah muah until he’s covered every part of your face but your lips and then he kisses ur lips.

you’re a passenger princess in the impala

he has a glove box with all of your stuff in it

he just loves it.

—

Sam:

sam likes physical touch but not as much as dean

like please cuddle him all the time but also he has anger issues and needs minutes sometimes

but he just loves it most of the time

he’s always kissing your nose and forehead

he finds you asleep on the couch? he’s picking you up and taking you to cuddle.

he always wants to see you in his shirts and just kiss you all over the place

—

Castiel:

MY BABY!!!

cas would adore any kind of affection

he’s kind of a “head empty no thoughts” boy and so you can just kiss all over his face and he’ll keep talking

he’s talking to dean and you kiss his cheek twenty times and he never breaks

it’s honestly very cute and i love him so much

he always wants cuddles

always secretly has a wing around you

i just love him dude :(

he deserves the best.

—

Crowley:

PLEASE

please

please sit on his lap on his throne and just straddle him

he will BUST

(not a nut but ykwim)

he’s literally so happy to hold you

but he’s also a devil so he can’t hold you all the time

he’s got business to take care of

but when he can

he will

all the time

[yuyulie]

Feel free to ignore everyone but I've just been looking at some of the things I made over the years and its so many things I gave up on lmao 😭😭 I see a bunch of things online, go and recreate them in MD/Blender and most of the time they either don't work in game or the textures look like shit 💀💀 so if anyone wants to see them, check down below 👇🏽👇🏽

Had to go in the whatsapp chat archives with my irl to find this BUT THIS WAS MY FIRST MESH from back in sept 2022 apparently? I was soooooooo proud of myself this took me literally like a week bc of the weights and then the textures and I used the fuck outta this top in my game, every sim of mine was wearing it 🙂‍↕️ lmao but i took a break from the sims in jan '23 bc of my internship and when I came back I was like "OMG this looks like SHIT???

I'll be honest I don't remember ever opening this in game 😭 but apparently this top was like 20k~ polys??? Crazy times

NGL i feel bad abt deleting the first top since i made it for a tiktok cc process vid and people asked me when i was planning on releasing and i was like yea soon 😊 then never did shjdbhjdbfds

THE SANDALS WERE MY FIRST EVER PAIR OF SHOES but the straps would disappear when i made the sims feet bigger 😭 but its fine now i (kinda) learned how to make (very simple) shoes now so maybe ill post some soon 🤞🏽🤞🏽🤞🏽

The hat was cute but in cas my sims would get the question mark when i put it on them i don't know why?? and the bikini belt thing was just meh so i got rid of it

The first top was also my favorite for awhile but the weights were kinda weird, everything else also had the same problems and honestly im glad they did bc they were all ugly af, SUPER high poly and just looked like caca in game thank god i deleted them (there were more things i made in between this and the next pic im abt to show but i don't have any pics soooo)

This hello kitty necklaces I was so proud of and I made SO MANY SWATCHES (18!!!) but bc i always rush to finish everything before getting in game, when i finally checked them they looked real nice im ngl BUT the morphing was sooo bad on small beads😭😭 they looked even worse on the masc frames RIP

I don't have the ref I used for this anymore but it was a really cute bonnet, mine just looked like a crumbled piece of paper plus its from last year so I didn't know how to retopologize or how to sculpt in Blender

This was supposed to come out with one of the simblreen gifts but again I didn't like the morphs but I did use the base of the cross for my other cross necklaces so i guess not completely useless 🤞🏽🤞🏽

Still proud of the lighter but I don't know what I was going for 😪

The mp3 was so fun to make but the weights were kinda weird and I didn't know how to fix them 🙄 (I did ended up using the earphones for the folasade collection 👌🏽)

Both were supposed to come out in the denim set BUT the more I looked at the pants the less I liked them and the skirt I just felt like it didn't belong with the jeans I did release?? its a cute skirt but I haven't felt like releasing it so 🚶🏽‍♀️🚶🏽‍♀️

I made this back when I wasn't mindful of where tops should stop/where the bottom part starts if u don't want any clipping to happen (looking at the heroine top since it also had the same issue but I realised wayyy too late so couldn't go back and fix it LMAO) still its a cute top and I feel like I could fix it in sculpt mode now??? idk

Very high poly 😭

PINKPANTHERESS MY LOVE ♥♥♥ ( I made this around the time I started the follower set so I just kinda forgot abt it, maybe one day I'll go back n finish it)

I think this was the original idea I had for heroine top? I gave up on it bc I just knew the buttons were gonna morph horribly since they sit right on the chest (also i never realised how similar it was to the tiktok top lol)

Ok after this, all the pics are from stuff that was supposed to be on the follower set but this was the original mesh for the dee top and I had to remake it since I couldn't find tops with sleeves of that size to transfer weights from 😭😪 (if that makes sense)

THIS JUST DID NOT LOOK LIKE THE REF 💀💀💀 plus the 'flower' is soooooo bad 😭 sorry to whoever added this pic to the pinterest board I flopped so hard 😖

I just thought the quality of the textures was poor so I didn't even wanna put it up for download 💔 the jean quality I could definitely do better but the sheep patch/stitch(??idk) I couldn't find a clear high quality pic so yea 😪

i LOVED this one but kept having so many problems with it, first the dress was flying off the sim in cas, fixed that then the weights started acting up it was problem after problem lmao maybe one day ill sit down and take a look at it again

Cute skirt but the transparent/lace part would clip a lot

the pants would clip out of the skirt when sims walked and i was very confused since i obviously deleted parts of the jeans that aren't visible but that didn't work so idk

I also loved this headband but it was kinda hard to find a hair that would fit without clipping, if i ever find one I would definitely put it up for download 👆🏽👆🏽

It looks alright in sims4studio (i guess) but in game the textures were kinda blurry

CUTE but i forgot that buttons on the chest have shitty weights/uv's🤐

Thats all for now, I made so many other things but most of the time I just delete them bc i don't have the ability to make them work in game 😞plus I can't stand having files on my pc that im not using bc otherwise they r just taking up space 🤞🏽

[holylulusworld]

So Y/N is almost done preparing her world famous pie which the whole gang loves. She puts the portion on different plates and goes to the kitchen table and puts one in front of charlie, one for Sam, one for Cas, one for Jack who looks at the plate like a 5 year old looks at disneyland for first time in real. And finally she puts the final plate in front of Dean with a little more thud and takes her seat.

Y/N- Oh Guys plz dig in…I hope you all like it!!

Cas- Yes Y/N, i must say it is very delicious, i would like to share the recipe with my fellow angel friends in heaven.. If you don’t mind ofcourse

Y/N- Yes ofcourse Cas, thank you, well i hope everyone in heaven atleast likes it and not like on earth!

*she gives a annoyed side look to Dean and goes back to eating*

Dean on other hand is staring at her plate, a plate which has a burnt toast on it rather than a pie. He looks at Sam giving him an expression with Sam reciprocating him with only an apologetic look. It is now he realises he was in huge trouble.

“Oh god dean , plz don’t stop” says Y/N as he makes her way down to her body, now ascending peppering kisses up her thigh.

“Can i take these off babe?” he asks tugging at hem of her shorts.

“Yes plz” she says whimpering, her whole body on her but also because she has a surprise planned underneath those shorts for him.

Finally after dragging her shorts off her body, agonisingly slow whilst no taking his lust blown eyes off her, he keeps on sucking his way till he reached to his prize. Kissing on top of her soaked panties “ Baby”, he goes in again and smells something fruity, well it is a fruit for him, that he loves to eat *wink wink* but why does her panties smell like his favourite apple pie. “ Babe?” he asks Y/N who has her eyes closed and fists balled in pleasure “Yeah Dean” she replies with a low voice. When he doesn’t reply she open her eyes and looks up to caught him staring confusingly between her legs . “ Babe , not that i mind, but why do my 🐱smells like apple pie.

She sits up nervously, “Oh Actually Dean, these are edible panties, and i, actually i ordered them in this flavour just for you…you know because apple pi…” before she could complete her sentence, Dean starts laughing “ Oh my God Y/N, an apple pie edible panties, that’s so fucking hilarious” . He continues to laugh not noticing how Y/N’s face drops in embarrassment. He didn’t mean to make fun of her, i mean his favourite pie and her 🐱, it was like a Heaven for Dean, but he was so caught up in the moment, he didn’t even notice Y/N get up and get dressed. His laughter dies out when he sees her finally.

Dean- Hey, why are you dressed babe?…i haven’t eaten yet..like literally

And he burst into laughter again which only stopped when he heard the door slammed shut and Y/N no where to be found

And the realisation dawned upon Dean

“Bollocks”

Charlie’s voice brings him back to current

“oh my god Y/N, this is so fucking delicious, damm girl, you are so good”

“thanks charlie, i have got some left in the fridge and since you appreciate it so much, it’s all yours”

Y/N replies to charlie hugging her, while giving Dean her death stare.

Dean looks down at his well Burn Toast Pie and knows he has to do something. FAST!!

🤓🤓🤓🤓

Oh Shucks!!!

Who is gonna help Deano

Sam?

Charlie?

Cas?

Jack…uhm no i guess

Or maybe Lulu?🤔🤔

Aw, I loved it. ♥♥♥ It was so funny seeing Dean pie-less.

He only got burned toast...OMG. My beloved pie enthusiast didn't get pie.

Dean, you fool. You don't laugh if your girl tries to do something sexy/naughty for you.

How can we fix this?

---

The only way to get back in your good graces is to apologize and do something special for you.

So, Dean was looking online for eatable thongs for him to wear. 😈

He placed candles all over your shared room, and put on your favorite romantic music.

Dean will try to make things up to you tonight. And maybe, you'll get to taste his eatable thong too...🥵

[ihatedean]

oh my god I’m so happy to find a spn fan who likes persona series as well. My favorite game is p5. Have you ever thought of a spn persona au/crossover?

hasdjh hi!! it's so cool to find people that share ur interests in the wild♥ you didn't ask, but my favorite is P3P!! i'm a huge minako fan and played the whole thing on my old PSP like four times. started reload too but as much as i love the characters and the story everything feels empty without her. i'm coping, i miss her a lot.

regarding the persona AU: i would LOVE to see them entering the midnight channel. it would be so fun to see them solve a case like that + they'd look soo pretty with glasses<3 maybe instead of saving some rando it's cas & sam looking for dean in a wild west themed dungeon while dean's shadow drives them insane by saying the weirdest shit ever. basically demon dean but worse, putting up a performance for the midnight channel :D

also sam: hanged man. i can't say i have a solid headcanon for dean i just need to say sam WOULD BE hanged man

[ssspringroll]

the main function of my CAS g shade is just to add shadows really

no g shade -> my lite shader -> my photo shader

god i love shadows. depth. ♥

cas looks so naked to me without them now lol

[shalomelohim]

מאיר בנאי - לך אלי (אודיו) - Lecha Eli by Meir Banai (Audio)

Great song !

♥ ♥ ♥

Lecha Eli / To Thee, O God / A Toi, O Dieu

Lecha eli teshukati, becha cheshki ve'ahavati To Thee, O God, is my passion, it is Thou whom I desire and love A Toi, O Dieu, Tu es ma passion, c'est Toi que je désire et que j'aime

Lecha libi vechilyotai, lecha ruchi venishmati To Thee is my heart and my mind, to Thee is my spirit and my soul A Toi sont mon cœur et mon esprit, à Toi sont mon esprit et mon âme

Lecha yadai lecha raglai u'mimach hee techunati To Thee are my hands, to Thee are my feet, and from Thee is my personality A Toi sont mes mains, à Toi sont mes pieds et de Toi est ma personnalité

Lecha atsmi lecha dami ve'ori im geviyati To Thee is my self, to Thee is my blood and my skin along with my body À Toi est mon moi, à Toi est mon sang et ma peau avec mon corps

Ah aaaah…..

Lecha einai vera'ayonai vetsurati vetavniti To Thee are my eyes and my thoughts, and my shape and my form A Toi sont mes yeux et mes pensées, et mon état et ma forme

Lecha ruchi lecha kochi u'mivtachi vetikvati To Thee is my spirit, to Thee is my strength and my trust and my hope A Toi est mon esprit, à Toi est ma force et ma confiance et mon espoir

Lecha eheme velo edme adey ta'ir et afelati To Thee I shall yearn and shall not quieten, until Thou shall illuminate my darkness Vers toi je me languirai et ne me calmerai pas, jusqu'à ce que tu éclaires mes ténèbres

Lecha ez'ak becha edbak adey shuvi le'admati To Thee I shall cry, to Thee I shall cling, until I return unto my earth Vers toi je crierai, vers toi je m'attacherai jusqu'à ce que je revienne sur ma terre

Ah aaaah…..

Lecha malchut lecha ge'ut, lecha te'ot tehilati To Thee is the Kingship, to Thee is the superiority, to Thee my praise shall befit A Toi est la royauté, à Toi est la supériorité, à Toi ma louange doit convenir

Lecha ezra be'et tsara, heye ezri betsarati From Thee aid comes at times of need, be my aid at my time of need De Toi vient l'aide en cas de besoin, sois mon aide au moment où j’en ai besoin

U'ma ani u'ma chaiyai u'ma kochi ve'otsmati And what am I, and what is my life, and what is my strength and my might Et que suis-je, et quelle est ma vie, et quelle est ma force et ma puissance

Kekash nidaf me'od nehedaf ve'ech tizkor meshugati As blowing chaff am I driven away, and how shall Thou remember my wrongdoings Comme le souffle de la paille, je suis chassé, et comment te souviendras-tu de mes méfaits

Ah aaaah…..

Ve'or ganuz lefanecha yehi sitri vesukati And the light which is hidden before Thee, shall be my protection and my shelter Et la lumière qui est cachée devant Toi, sera ma protection et mon abri

Vetachat tsel kenafecha tena na et mechitsati. And ‘neath the shade of Thy wings, please give my place unto me. Et sous l'ombre de Tes ailes, je t'en prie, donne-moi ma place.

[carolinasacco]

I was tagged by @cuddlemonsterdean, thank you!! ♥♥♥

Rules: Make a new post and post a bit from your WIP

They crossed the portal in the blink of an eye. The darkness, dense and unfathomable, surrounded them. Dean peered into the absolute blackness, thinking that this is what emptiness must look like. Breaking through the veil of shadows, a delicate creature walked towards him radiating its own light. When she was just an arm's length away, she stopped. Like Jack the last time Dean had seen him, The Childlike Empress gave off an intoxicating frequency that could only be translated into love. Dean thought it made sense for her to do so, after all, they were both Gods in their respective worlds.

The air had a certain sensation of unreality, his body felt light and even breathing seemed easier.

"Trixie?" Dean said softly. The little woman laughed singly. "That's the curious name you've given me," she said in a delicate little voice like that of a bird. "Thank you. Welcome, savior and hero of all Fantasia." "Is this Fantasia?" Dean asked, looking beyond where the Empress was standing "I made it more… I don't know, luminous." "The beginnings are always dark; but Fantasia will be reborn, from your wishes, Dean. Wishes that will come true through me." "Through you?" "Yes, with this," Trixie held up the Aúryn, a medallion identical to the symbol on the book's covers. Dean looked at the Jewel for a moment and hung it around his neck. It was lighter than it seemed at first glance. "How many wishes do I have?" "As many as you want… the more the better. Fantasia will be richer and more varied."

Dean nodded, smiling at the idea of unlimited desires, and thought about showing Cas the Aúryn. He looked to his left but his friend wasn't there. Keres was standing to the right of him and seemed to be in some kind of trance watching the Empress. Dean turned the other way again and this time turned to look behind him. What he saw took his breath away. It was an unprecedented sight. A pair of gigantic translucent and glowing paws occupied his entire field of vision. He slowly raised his head following the direction of the legs. They seemed to be covered in some strange type of feathers or perhaps scales; In any case, it looked more like metal armor than something organic. The vaguely humanoid figure was standing in front of him and was as tall as a building. Then he remembered a comment Cas had made in passing, a long time ago: My true form is about the same size as the Chrysler Building. That was Castiel. He tried to look at his face, but where Castiel's head should be there seemed to be a kind of dome of light, and inside it different faces flickered, changing constantly. One of them was almost human, and somewhat resembled the face Dean knew him with. When Castiel noticed Dean watching him, his three pairs of wings wrapped around him like a cocoon, hiding him from his sight. "Al?" said the hunter, touching the other man's arm "Do you see what I see? Check it out." "It's… incredible," Keres whispered when he saw the angel. "Colossal." Dean reached into his pocket for the phone and checked to see if it still worked. He activated the camera, pointed it at his friend and took a photo. "Cas!" Dean shouted, but the angel did not move "CASTIEL! CAN YOU HEAR ME?!" Cas fluffed the feathers lightly and a deafening whistle grated in Dean's ears. "I guess that's a yes. Get your wings out of the way, I want to take your picture, man." Another heavenly screech made them double in place. "Stop protesting and show us your face!" He insisted, amused. The wings finally retracted and they could see the dome of shifting heads tilt to one side. Dean rushed to take a photo, and as if it were something addictive, he began to photograph every detail he discovered, until a new scream from his friend told him that was enough. Castiel shifted uncomfortably and covered himself with his wings again. "Dean…" Keres called him. "Silara is waiting." "What?" "Wait until you make your first wish." Dean turned on his heel and saw the little elf watching him with amusement. "I'm sorry," he apologized smiling. "Okay, mmm… Let me think, I don't want this thing to twist my desire and everything to go wrong." "He's not a genie, Dean," Keres said. "And It's not a monkey's hand. Just make the wish. You don't even have to say it out loud if you don't want to, you just have to… feel it." "Oh! Okay, let's see…" Dean thought for a few seconds "I already have it: I want Fantasia to rebuild itself with every step I take in this world." He heard Silara's soft, lilting laugh. "Why are you laughing? Did I say something stupid?" "No. I laugh because I'm happy. Finally Fantasia will be reborn."

This is 90% of the last chapter I have written of my destiel fic Supernatural Interminable, set in the imaginary season 16.

It is a crossover with The Neverending Story by Michael Ende.

I will nominate @verobatto and @ladygon

[bending-sickle]

Character bingo Crowley 🌹

(and a rose for your efforts♥)

okay look i can explain

“violent urges”, “they could’ve been such a great character” and “genuinely what the fuck” are all explicitly about the utter bullshit lobotomy the writers gave him in the latter seasons, to say nothing of his ending. the motherfucker is smart. he’s a slippery fuck.* he knows not to get cocky and underestimate his enemies.

and you’re telling me, just as an example, that he toyed with lucifer? instead of digging a pit so deep it bent gravity and burying the devil there?!

(i’m watching season whatever and his utter hubris in trying to control amara is just. crowley, you know better.)

(him being smitten with dean i love and adore and happily accept but he would not lose his head like that, even if his half-beating heart took a walk.)

and then he kills himself? as a power move? “even when i lose, i win”? mark ilu but i have to disagree and hate that line so much. god i wish he’d done the speech that was cut out.

AND THEN HIS CORPSE ISN’T EVEN COLD WHEN HIS SACRIFICE GETS NULLIFIED AND LUCIFER ESCAPES

*deep breath*

probably should have coloured that “i’m the only one that knows anything” box too, huh?

(i am out of the fandom loop as to what the consensus is regarding him so i couldn’t pick the “i like the fanon better”)

anyway i love him. he’s the blorboest of blorbos and he deserved better.

(not to show my buffy the vampire slayer roots with spike’s story arc but if crowley had stayed almost-human and super-reluctantly joined team free will for realsies and he was the constant thorn in their side they can’t get rid of and he and cas went on adventures, i would have been so happy.)

(supernatural being unable to be an ensemble show is the root of many of my issues with it. “oh cas isn’t in this episode because he’s binging netflix” bitch the fuck.)

* eyyyy

send me characters

[thewertsearch]

Asks Compilation 20/11 - 2

CC: I will need to connect after my goofball moirail does so I can keep my goggles on )(is nefarious escapades. [...] CC: Isnt t)(at w)(at youre doing too? Joining late to keep an eye on yours? GA: I Dont Know For A Fact That She Is Mine CC: )(a)(a youre not supposed to know for a FACT dummy! [...] GA: I Know GA: But What If I Dont Really Want Her To Be That

This initially sounded like Kanaya wasn't sure if she wanted any kind of relationship with Vriska, but in retrospect, it's clear she was just confused about the type of relationship she wanted.

The post quoted above is my analysis of Equius and Nepeta's relationship. We now know, more or less, the 'reason' that she puts up with him - but I'm still not convinced she should.

For sure - it would have highlighted their relationship as a moirallegiance a lot earlier than the comic did.

I probably wasn't going to guess that they were moirails, though - hell, I still probably wouldn't be able to guess it, if it hadn't been explicitly stated!

I think moirallegiance is romantic. It exists under the umbrella of troll romance, after all. I just think it's also platonic - a contradiction that would confuse a human, but would make perfect sense to a troll.

Not a problem! Shipping dynamics are confusing enough when we're just talking about one type of relationship.

'The Joker has a pitch crush on Batman' is not the take I expected to see in my inbox, but damn if it doesn't make sense.

Never mind. This is the take I needed to see.

I see it, and I'm never going to stop seeing it. Honestly, I'm not sure Ianthe is capable of any kind of relationship other than a pitch one.

This is so funny. Is Homestuck really enhancing my reading of The Locked Tomb to this degree? Is this really what we're doing now?

Oh my god, I didn't even think about Augustine and Mercymorn. What they have going on is a hot mess, and kismesissitude describes it perfectly.

Oh, damn. Muir really is a diehard fan, isn't she? I'll have to read her fics when I'm done.

Just for the record: Harrow and Palamedes are totally moirails, and he auspisticizes for her and Gideon in Canaan House. In this essay I will

See, I know what you meant, but I do love the idea that swearing is banned on Alternia.

Maybe that's why they use quirks? To get past Trollian's filtering? lmao

Doof and Perry are clearly moirails, with Perry as the pacifier. His calming influence is obvious, as Doof's 'villainy' gradually becomes more and more benign throughout the show, and their relationship becomes increasingly casual.

"they seem like very good moirails! :)"

I wonder what the demographics are around troll orientations, actually. It seems as if you can form a kismesis/matesprit pair with a troll of any gender, so maybe trolls are predominantly pansexual.

Honestly, these symbols are very useful. The quadrants are surrounded by an overwhelming amount of terminology, so it's good to have them as shorthand. Equius♦Nepeta, Kanaya♥Rose, etc.

Anonymous asked: Something interesting is that Equius's violent impulses are actually comparatively stable. He definitely has them, but he's managed to get a constructive outlet for them in the form of robot cage-matches. Compare the outright-genocidal CA, vriska's manipul8ion and crippling of Tavros + murder of all those other trolls, or to a certain extent Terezi's own love of carnage. The only trolls in the top half of the hemospectrum we've met who haven't demonstrated any 'violent urges' are Kanaya and Gamzee [...] Equius might be fucked up, but he has mechanisms and strategies to not take it out on anyone around him.

There's also CC, the only high-blood whose disposition remains a relative unknown. We've just been semi-officially introduced to her, though, so we'll probably be seeing more of her soon.

Anyway, you're right - Equius has his coping mechanisms, and the implication is that he could be a lot worse. We haven't seen Nepeta act as his moirail yet, but maybe she's been doing so offscreen.

Thank you! I'm pretty sure it boils down to the fact that the quadrant system is fairly complex, and I love that shit. Give me a set of rules, and I'll analyze the hell out them, every time.

This is something that Hussie has always been good at, both in Homestuck and Problem Sleuth - and it seems like it can even make shipping interesting to me.

To Gamzee, Equius is a friend with detriments.

To Equius, Gamzee is a friend with weird caste system baggage that he isn't sure how to deal with. Plus, he's clearly into him, although I can't figure out in which quadrant.

Yeah, I guess it's always possible that a 'typical' auspistice doesn't need much social ability. When you get right down to it, all you really need to do is keep the warring parties apart, so anything beyond that might cross the line into advanced auspisticism.

Maybe a 'meddler' like Kanaya is indeed a rarity, which would make per a particularly popular auspistice. Like I said, there aren't a lot of trolls around with a disposition like hers.

I haven't decided yet if I'll be liveblogging anything after Homestuck - but I've added it to the list of prospective projects. We'll see how I feel when Homestuck is finished with, in late 2034.

Yup - if we interpret a 'spadekind specialist' as a master of caliginous relationships, then Karkat's the one who fits the bill.

[moon-simmers]

Historical Simblr Tag Game

Thanks to @sinclairesimblr for the tag!! Answers below the cut! 💖

1. What has been your favorite time period to play in or which one are you most excited for?

I love playing in the Early Victorian Era, I haven’t played in the Late Victorian Era but I sure will love it. 1940 also has a lot of story material within the game

2. Do you have a favorite piece of historical cc? (CAS or BB)

I must have so many that I can’t think of a specific one. The sinks of @linzlu. The dresses of @vintagesimstress and @gilded-ghosts. The hairstyles of @buzzardly28 are never enough and are great.

3. Who is your favorite sim currently?

Evangeline is one of the most beautiful and historical sims I’ve done so far, although now in my save I’m playing with Suzette teen and OH MY GOD This girl is just beautiful.

4. What is your favorite world?

Brindleton Bay has a special place in my heart. Growing up and living in a seaside area I find very beautiful the different places it has. Hengford is obviously the second now, those wide green spaces are not in other world

5. Are you more gameplay or story focused?

I do not know if I consider myself as a writer, but I focus more on the story I want to tell and in abse to it I play with what I can and does not require poses or extra elements.

6. Do you like to play with pets in your historical saves?

I try to integrate them more than I can, because I play with many sims at once are sometimes annoying, including when they get sick and I have to make them recover

7. What's your biggest immersion breaking pet peeve with the game?

Townies in their random outfits. I’m also very upset about the light poles and billboards in Brindleton Bay on the dock. I’m also upset that you can’t cancel the appearance of the Seasons skating rinks

8. What's your favorite in-game historical item? (CAS or BB)

The Victorian Flower Dress from Vampires, I love that big dress. For the Buy section I think I choose the pictures from Cats&Dogs and from Build I choose the doors from Strangerville

9. What would you like to see as a new pack or asset to the game?

Being too specific? I would love a set inspired by the period of the Regency or Victorian Epoch, I would love the option of ballroom dances or that the option of walking is not only centered on Mt Komorebi. Maybe a letter system to replace the phone

10. What pack do you think is invaluable as a historical simmer?

Cottage Living without hesitation. Vampires also if you like the gothic style and its tools to build. If you’re more of the Mid Century style it would help to have Get Famous

11. Do you have a favorite mod to enhance historical gameplay?

The Timeless mod. I know it hasn't been updated in a while, but the reason my favorite lot is the bluffs in Windenburg is because the Timeless mod makes it SO perfect by removing all the DJ stuff. It's just a cliff and a bonfire and an old pond and a view of the sea ♥

12. What's your ideal family size for playing?

My minimum to play normally is 4, I am playing with large families usually

13. Do you use poses?

More than anything poses, I feel that there are many actions or reactions of sims that are very exaggerated or "modern". Although sometimes I use them as well.

14. Do you use any overrides in your game?

I must have a couple, I have the override of the fireplace lighter, the override of the floor mop to be a broom, an override of the puddle of water slip like muddy puddles, Lumia override for lighting and my own override of books

15. Do you, or did you, play off-the-grid during your game?

I despair that many CC candles appear as normal lamps, and I am very upset about the few options for cooking.

16. What lifespan do you play on?

I used to almost always play in Long, but the truth I felt that I was stagnating a lot playing so now I play in Normal

17. What inspired you to start playing historically?

This is a big question hahaha. I was always a fan of vintage stuff as long as I can remember, when I was playing TS3 I used the classic furniture but nothing more. When I discovered CC on TS4 and this beautiful Tumblr community I discovered that there was a way to play that suited my tastes

[artymcart]

I personally like your AU! You're in a tough spot with Saileen, though. So many D/C shippers have used Saileen to rip Sam away from Dean (which you're clearly not doing!) I love that your Saileen is complicated and not all sugar-coated and is just as important (or nearly as much) as Destiel. I'm looking forward to more of your Endverse fanworks! Your wild, long-haired witchy Sam is DELISH. <3

First of all, thank you so much! ♥

Second and here I will begin to ramble:

I have seen Supernatural from DAY ONE. Season 1, Episode 1, in the small living room of an US friend who lived in Heidelberg and was, for some strange reason OBSESSED with Jared lol.

So I´ve seen the relationship of Dean and Sam getting more and more deeper over the years, there were souls getting traded and deals getting made and hey, they even share the same Heaven. Soulmates. The writers said so.

And then Cas came and things shifted and I, for myself, thought "What a cute looking mother f*cker" and was happy how the show got into Christian Apocalypse and Hey, wow, the brothers came down from a super old line of blood which always was destined to KILL each other.

Yadda yadda, we go on for like 6 years, there´s Ruby and Lisa and that Amelia..thing and Benny and what is this eye fuck thing with Cas? Will there ever happen something?

Are we..imagine this? Is it acting choice? Is it directed? Are they doing this on purpose? Why do I get hate on the Internet for asking that?

Anyway, Dean has Cas and long lasting eye moments.

Sam has books. And the writers decided to give Sam this..weird asexual energy which felt strange because yeah, he had trauma and books and the Men of Letters Bunker, but it felt wrong?

And here she comes, Eileen.

She´s smart and she´s able to defend herself. Yeah she´s deaf but tell her that and she´ll punch you in the face. She´s there and she has eyes for Sam and he´s OPEN and we see a side on him which makes him look 10 years younger.

THERE IS SOMETHING.

And then the writers thought: Hey, Sam I-have-no-character-development-since-season-12 Winchester needs MORE trauma. Let´s get the deaf woman, he likes and has hard crush on, killed by INVISIBLE creatures who pull her soul to friggin hell.

It´s Sam and Dean again, they hug, they cry silently in their pillows, they have breakfast together, it´s the end of the world.

Eileen comes back. As a ghost. And Sam has a thing for magic, from his witch wife he had to kill because the writers hate woman. He fights against teenagers, he brings Eileen back. She´s naked, they hug, he holds her tight, she looks comfy af.

And she´s besties with Dean and Cas likes her and if Mary would´ve met her she would have given Sam the "If you like it put a ring on it" speech, because Mary is not the most likeable but the most realistic female character on the show lol.

Yeah and then there´s Chuck and he tells them that he MADE Sam fall in love with her and we all know it´s bullshit but Eileen has doubts and she has to torture the guy she might thought she´s in love with? But God said different and hey, she´s not a Winchester, she´s not used to shit like this. It´s okay Eileen, we feel you.

THEY KISS. HE´S HOLDING HER PRETTY FACE IN HIS HANDS AND SMACKS HER LIPS AND CLOSES HIS EYES AND SHE DOES TOO AND HE SAYS SOMETHING LIKE "IT´S REAL FOR ME" and then she goes. I cried. Sam cried. I have the kiss as my phone background.

And we´re back at Dean and Sam, fighting Evil, losing the things they love, winning back their own life, the price is a 5 months pause because of a global virus and that´s where I thought:

Fuck all of this. I´ll create an AU in which they won but everyone had to pay something for it but it makes more sense?

So I created the Endverse AU. And I seperated EVERYTHING I hate about the show and tried to make it more..realistic?

But at what point would´ve been realistic that Eileen splits the brothers? Or Cas? In the real world people also exist outside of relationships. We´re so DEEP in Fan Fiction, in which the goal is usually that there IS a relationship, that the focus is not always able to switch, story wise. That makes totally sense but I wanted a project that involves everything I love about Supernatural.

I wanted the drama, but the fun. The character growth and how you change in different sorroundings and circumstances. How people change you, how danger changes you, how family gives you new priorities. It´s not just Dean and Sam anymore.

It´s Dean, Sam, Eileen,Cas, Jack, Baby Robert and New Baby. It´s Jody and her girls and Garth and his family.

And they bicker, fight, nag. They´re humans, not these static figures we saw the last years. They change and that´s a good thing.

I love Sam and Eileen. I love Dean and Cas. But I also love the fandom, which without this world I created NEVER had grown so fast and got so big.

That´s why I´m so sad about shipping wars. It´s not about ships. I love my ships but I love Supernatural, not just these small fragments of it. I love the lore and the people, the stories and the fun, I love the family it created.

War hurts. I don´t want to waste time to bash people on the internet. I want to talk about what I love.

Sorry for this big ass rant :,D

But I really want to make clear that this whole thing is not something I decided easily but that I really put thought into my projects.

[islandiis]

OKAY I'M A BIT LATE IN SENDING THIS POSITIVITY ASK I'M SO SORRY I HOPE IT'S STILL OKAY but like. oh my god i love fannar sm... he's just so cute and soft but like. there's so much that goes into him? it's so clear that you're looking to tell, like, the whole story of iceland, if that makes sense? fannar is such a multifaceted and compelling character fr and that makes him so so interesting!! also your enthusiasm for iceland is just incredible and it shows through every aspect of him, from your writing to your art and your posts about icelandic or even your iceland volcano watching (which i love btw that's so interesting oh my god)!! oh and your travel posting is absolutely delightful..... your pictures are so gorgeous and i'm always looking forward to them..... i'm sorry these past few months have been so rough for you and i really hope that the new year is a bit brighter ♥ i love seeing you on my dash and i hope we can interact more in the future!! (if he is not already a coffee coke enjoyer... danylo must introduce fannar to it sometime >:) )

it means the world to me ok | accepting (thank you so much ;_;)

CRYING THIS IS THE BEST CHRISTMAS GIFT CAS THANK YOU. I really am trying to capture the spirit of Iceland while not reducing Fannar to 'this is what most Icelandic men are like' but rather 'this is what I imagine a man shaped by the land's entire culture and history might be like' and that that shows through just makes me so so happy... ;____;

Also Fannar likes coffee and coke but COFFEE COKE??? Please introduce him Danylo 👀

[pinkchocolatesims]

List 5 facts about your most favorite Sim of yours and send this to 10 Simblrs whose Sims you adore ♥♥♥

Ooh can I be extra and do two??

Matthias Foss:

1. My self sim’s husband.

2. Did not expect him to make it out of CAS the first day.

3. Possibly my favorite sim in 12 years. You would think it would have been my self sim but he stole the show.

4. In Hebrew his name means the Gift of the Lord; Gift from God. He’s actually part Japanese but I didn’t research it.

5. He’s a huge animated and superhero movie buff.

Nehemiah Foss:

1. Gen. 2 heir (self sim and Matthias’ third child).

2. He has a dresser full of cartoon boxer briefs.

3. He loves photography and Ainsley (self sim) uses his great shots in her scrapbooks.

4. He had an adorable birthmark that covered half his face until he was about 10yrs old. (CC issues)

5. His best friends include a raccoon, a chiweenie and his middle sister English.

That was fun! @ladybugsimblr Thank you for sending! (I couldn’t figure out how to add a picture to my ask on mobile so I just made a post)

[shalomelohim]

מאיר בנאי - לך אלי (אודיו) - Lecha Eli by Meir Banai (Audio)

Déclaration d’amour pour notre Dieu à écouter en boucle.

Great song !

♥ ♥ ♥

Lecha Eli / To Thee, O God / A Toi, O Dieu

Lecha eli teshukati, becha cheshki ve'ahavati To Thee, O God, is my passion, it is Thou whom I desire and love A Toi, O Dieu, Tu es ma passion, c'est Toi que je désire et que j'aime

Lecha libi vechilyotai, lecha ruchi venishmati To Thee is my heart and my mind, to Thee is my spirit and my soul A Toi sont mon cœur et mon esprit, à Toi sont mon esprit et mon âme

Lecha yadai lecha raglai u'mimach hee techunati To Thee are my hands, to Thee are my feet, and from Thee is my personality A Toi sont mes mains, à Toi sont mes pieds et de Toi est ma personnalité

Lecha atsmi lecha dami ve'ori im geviyati To Thee is my self, to Thee is my blood and my skin along with my body À Toi est mon moi, à Toi est mon sang et ma peau avec mon corps

Ah aaaah.....

Lecha einai vera'ayonai vetsurati vetavniti To Thee are my eyes and my thoughts, and my shape and my form A Toi sont mes yeux et mes pensées, et mon état et ma forme

Lecha ruchi lecha kochi u'mivtachi vetikvati To Thee is my spirit, to Thee is my strength and my trust and my hope A Toi est mon esprit, à Toi est ma force et ma confiance et mon espoir

Lecha eheme velo edme adey ta'ir et afelati To Thee I shall yearn and shall not quieten, until Thou shall illuminate my darkness Vers toi je me languirai et ne me calmerai pas, jusqu'à ce que tu éclaires mes ténèbres

Lecha ez'ak becha edbak adey shuvi le'admati To Thee I shall cry, to Thee I shall cling, until I return unto my earth Vers toi je crierai, vers toi je m'attacherai jusqu'à ce que je revienne sur ma terre

Ah aaaah.....

Lecha malchut lecha ge'ut, lecha te'ot tehilati To Thee is the Kingship, to Thee is the superiority, to Thee my praise shall befit A Toi est la royauté, à Toi est la supériorité, à Toi ma louange doit convenir

Lecha ezra be'et tsara, heye ezri betsarati From Thee aid comes at times of need, be my aid at my time of need De Toi vient l'aide en cas de besoin, sois mon aide au moment où j’en ai besoin

U'ma ani u'ma chaiyai u'ma kochi ve'otsmati And what am I, and what is my life, and what is my strength and my might Et que suis-je, et quelle est ma vie, et quelle est ma force et ma puissance

Kekash nidaf me'od nehedaf ve'ech tizkor meshugati As blowing chaff am I driven away, and how shall Thou remember my wrongdoings Comme le souffle de la paille, je suis chassé, et comment te souviendras-tu de mes méfaits

Ah aaaah.....

Ve'or ganuz lefanecha yehi sitri vesukati And the light which is hidden before Thee, shall be my protection and my shelter Et la lumière qui est cachée devant Toi, sera ma protection et mon abri

Vetachat tsel kenafecha tena na et mechitsati. And 'neath the shade of Thy wings, please give my place unto me. Et sous l'ombre de Tes ailes, je t'en prie, donne-moi ma place.

[poorreputation]

Thank you @agusvedder​ for tagging!

(It’s gonna get negative, like, really negative. You can skip if you want)

Now, my honest opinions about this Chuck-Amara scene, as I was watching it in real time:

“Oh GOD why is he being so CREEPY!?” *covers face in horror, peaking at the screen from behind trembling fingers* “Why did he reference GoT with the shitty incest ending?? WHY IS THIS HAPPENING?????” *in the back of my mind, a voice whispers, ‘Buckleming’*

In all honesty, I didn’t say these things out loud; my Mom was watching with me, and it would’ve been rude to screech at the TV for 40+ minutes. I know it’s bad, she knows it’s bad, we suffer in silence.

Now, getting down to business: 

1) I think it was a ‘clever’ (I say the term loosely) transition between scenes. 

2) Has Amara been a Dean mirror in the past? I’ve seen other meta writers, who know better than me, say yes. In what ways? I don’t know, I’ve not covered that, yet. I mean, she’s the darkness, she tried seducing Dean in S11, but his heart was always with Cas, which is why Cas was able to break through Amara’s control over Dean. It’s why Amara kidnapped Casifer, and used him as bait to lure Dean out. From that, you could see her as Dean’s repression, denying his own feelings, but that’s my best guess. Again, people who know better than me will probably say something different.

Amara in this episode, 15X02, is very changed. She’s relaxed, loves life, and sees her snot-nosed little brother for exactly what he is, an asshole who thinks he can get what he wants by being charming and ‘relatable’. Amara’s comfortable with who she is, happy in her own skin. One could say she is still a Dean mirror: who he can be if he were honest with himself, the confidence he would gain, happiness that could be his. Amara is on a vacation of sorts, one not too dissimilar from what Dean described wanting in S13. Again, she could be a mirror for who Dean wants to be, or has the potential to become.

3) Belphegor, the cockblocker from 15X01, being paralleled with God, who’s seemingly done his best to keep Dean and Cas pining for 11+ years? Yeah, I can see that. We also had Dean questioning if everything between he and Cas has just been a lie, all part of God’s story, so it fits.

4) Belphegor’s possible death being paralleled with Chuck’s: right now it’s looking like to hurt Chuck would be to hurt Sam. Sam, or a Sam mirror, killing Belphegor could be foreshadowing to worry the audience, but I’m not convinced the show’s gonna end with any member of TFW permanently dying, so if anything happens to Sam to get rid of God, it won’t be forever. At least I don’t believe so.

This has been a very salty analysis, because Buckleming are terrible, and kill what little braincells I have left with every line written, so everything above about 15X02? Could be completely unintentional on the writers’ parts.

Joy.

End note: I swear I’m not this angry after every episode, it’s just this writing duo. Positive reviews will resume next week. And, I do genuinely appreciate you tagging me. ♥

The only thing that comes to my mind with this is Belphagor paralleled with Chuck because we will find out he's been a villian all this time, and Amara with Dean because he doesn't trust him or his intentions at all. If Belphagor dies I would like to see who kills him, because maybe Chuck will have the same fate...

I don't know why this could be relevant... @metafest @verobatto-angelxhunter @emblue-sparks @poorreputation @legendary-destiel ?