#god he looked so mmmmmmmmmm in this video

[kcyars99]

[itsyagirljaz]

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[multifandommadnessblog]

Narilamb; an in-depth(ish) study by Rachi that is totally deranged but maybe someone else will like it :) - aka it's her headcanons and stuff (with videos from other creators)

okay so why am i so obsessed with narilamb? uh... look i can explain i swear

Okay first off: my opinions here are probably very similar to many others and I know I'm not original in any way, shape or form. BUT, I like to talk (or type I guess).

SO... why is narilamb so good?? Most of us agree it's kinda pretty toxic. I see it as a relationship that was (heavy on the was) built on unhealthy power dynamics, manipulation and overall nuh uhs. To be clear it's kinda toxic on both sides, Narinder and lamb both at some point in the overall relationship do bad things and that's just how it is. it's complicated

but anyways

Idk how many of us actually chose to spare Narinder versus kill him at the end of the game (I personally spared him) but this is where a lot of these headcanons (and I'd argue the ship itself) starts.

When spared Narinder is escaping the jail that he was held in for thousands of years, but then forced to adapt to a new life in the cult. Which kinda sucks, and most of my headcanons center around Narinder going through some deep character arc (not excusing his previous actions) and learning to live life again basically.

and obv the lamb's personality is supposed to be based off the player since we play them, but I picture them in two ways:

Classic sunshine, happy go jolly. Their "cult" personality if you will - they're silly and goofy and meme worthy

Numb, cold and just trying to get by. Without proper support they withhold all of these negative emotions and experiences. They didn't want this - they just knew this was their only chance at life again (this video by Paper SU conveys this)

Part of me thinks that the lamb never wanted any of this cult business, they probably had a simple life before. The only reason they are here is because they truly don't have anything else. Their cult members don't really have the depth to help them, and lamb sees them more as children to live for than a companion or someone who truly understands their experiences.

then black cat babygirl Narinder comes in and BAM.

The two have been harmed by deep trauma without a proper outlet for it. I picture both having to live with these and just kinda hide that part of them (for Narinder it comes out as anger and falsely guarding himself so he doesn't get hurt again. For lamb they just hide behind this happy facade they put up, Ratau and his folks are the only ones who see some of what the real lamb is like)

When first interacting in the new dynamic (Nari is in the cult now) it's messy to say the least. Lamb finally realizes someone could potentially understand what they had been through for the past uh.... many many years. Ofc, Narinder kinda started it all but he also gave them life again. It's complicated, and lamb's feelings about it are also complicated. Narinder is just sassy and mean like usual, refusing to accept lamb as the new god, still angry from their (and others) betrayal, blah blah blah, kinda wanting to just live his new life but he has lived for so long in anger it would be weird to not...

and for a while lamb thinks it's not going to work :(

But then MmMMMMMMMM THE IMMORTALITY OF IT.

Okay look look, can we all agree that Narinder is canonly immortal (cause of his trait if you spare him) and Lamb ascending to godhood is immortal? Yes? Cool.

I love the idea that these two got literally all of the time in the world to figure out their dynamic and help to heal each other after all of their traumas. Even if they go through rough patches they have all the time to work it out and that just gives me so much hope :,) Cause in the real world relationships can't work like that so I almost feel like there is a pressure on relationships to rush through and never have extreme conflict bc there isn't enough time in life to work through it and still enjoy the time together (existential crisis)

A really great video I watched that (in my opinion) demonstrates this idea is this animatic by Strawdool on youtube! (it's also just really cute please watch it)

So even if these two are as different as can be, both mentally damaged and overall not doing so hot, one is angry as hell, and the other is in denial and just sad THEY GOT ALL OF ETERNITY TO FIGURE IT OUT. They can learn to live together because they know they will always have each other :>

I mean there is a tumblr post i saw where someone complied the official art of Narinder and it shows him just being kinda silly n goofy

i'm sure it's for the sillies BUT PERSONALLY I see it as Nari finally being comfy in his life (maybe a very long time after he is indoctrinated) - finally working on healing and he's just chilling

i wanna thank lamb for that, and i hope lamb also is doing just as good because of nari

please i need to write more of this its so unhealthy all of these ideas sitting in my little brain - for now i must shut up

(also I have SEARCHED FAR AND WIDE for fan content of this ship so if any of y'all are up for fanfiction or fan art reccs hmu I have many)

okay thanks

bye

[shepscapades]

Rvb 17x05 Initial reaction

I know i don’t typically do this, but i thought it’d be funny to show y’all my thought process watching through the recent first episode.

I had a notepad open to jot stuff down in and it basically turned into a cluster eff. This is an unedited mess of me reacting to this weeks episode. Lmao.

>"ASH" WHOMmm??? AAAAA 479ER IS ASH?????????????DFHKSDFJSKJDGFLSKDFLJSKDFJ SHE HAS A NAAAAAME YEET

>"THAT'S FINE THIS IS FINE--- NO DAMMIT" SLKDJFLSKDJF  WASH thAnks you’re my fav

>WYOMING VOICE!!!!!!!!! I MISS THIS FOOL I'M--- JDLHSFDHFSD he SoudNS SO GOOD!

YES dAVID INTERUPT HIM YOU FOOL!!! interupt him. DO IT.

"This is just not at all going the way ithought it would." omg i hate him but poor reggie i]'mmmmmm he’ sSO confused,,, id be too tho it’s fine dear

okay i'm not crying I SWAR I"M nOT CRYING but it's SO GOOD TO HEAR YORKS VOICEL?????? LSDKFJLSDKJFLSDKJF!!!!! YooOOORK

Maine looks so gOOd! ALL OF THEM LOOK AA also york looks kind of pink??? I'm stupid

EVERYOELNNNEN I MISS PROJECT FREELANCER SO MUCH

NORTHH..... my dlskfjdksfj my favorite boy is here..... i can't handle myself rn - i misss his voiCE

oh my GOODDD everyone was an butthoLE to wash,,,???

NOOOOO SOUTH SHUR UPPP!!!12211211!!!!!11!!!!!!11!

also will wash appreciate donut more now? dlskfjlskdjfsd this is HORRIBLE i didn't know they were THIS mean TO HIMMMM

who is he talking to. i bet he's talking to like hrdlsdkfjlskdjflskdflfkj the triplets or smthn

DLJFKSJDLFK WHAT DID I SAYYYYYYDFLKSJDF  I HATE MYSELF

OH MY GOD DLKFJSDKJF I''MMMMMMMMMM THANK GOD FOR AGENT IOWEAA

WASH'S “AAAAAAAAHHHHHHH GOD DAMMMMNIIIIITTT” IS MY FAVORITE MomeNT of ALL OF RVB ok alexa thIS IS EPIC>. i'M NOT SDFJLSDKJFLSKDJFLKJ OH MY GOD

oh that's really smart of carolina. I wonder if we'll ever learn anything about the people she was temporarily stationed with??? oooo

when will i learn to stop pausing the video to write down predictions when the next scene literally lkjflskdjlksjdf okay

:McCallister??"McAllister?????? ooooOOO dOMG HITS HEr. YAAAA she's still an jerkhol nice

“a little help” waht does heeeaaaaaAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH DELTA !! he sounds kind different?? BUT I LOVE HIM!

---------- Her firstr eSPOND SE ISsdjflsk  CAROLINA NO!!!!!! I DON'T WANT TO WATCH RED VS BLUE ANYMORE. I DONT WANAANANANANAN

okay I've recovered. WHY DOES SHE SOUND SO BROKENDFNDNNDNDNDN bye yall im quitting rvb fandom bdfsd

i hope all we ever get out of these to is really close platonic bonds bc this is kind of? i don't wanna say suggestive buttTT WHAT DID HE SAY WHEN THE TRAIN WENT BY I HATE THIS SHOW DArnIT

[reylo-evidence-collection]

Can't login to Tumblr for some reason-Anyways, have you heard of Muse's 'Time is Running Out'? I swear it almost screams the whole Reylo dynamic!

Hello, my Sweet Anon! Aw, that sounds frustrating... But, no! I haven’t! Let’s have a listen...

*listening”

hah, “friction.”

mmmmmmm.

god i love Muse.

this intensity is so Kylo/ Ben, though!

i love the minor keys in this, the eerie shift reminds me of why Muse is so perfect, UGH.

“squeeze the life out of me” mmmhm *thinks of thigh/ hip grab from red room battle*

*snaps along*

MMMMMMMMMM.

*done listening*

OMYGOSH THIS IS WONDERFUL. I’m kind of freaking out, but I’m guessing you brought this up so that I could draw a little attention to it—so let’s do that.

Here’s a link to the lyric video I watched on YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZrujXrB1_aE

Let’s compare some of these lyrics to what we’ve learned from The Last Jedi. To me, and maybe to you, my Musical Anon, this song in a Reylo light focuses primarily on Kylo’s fixation on Rey through their connection, and his intense goal to make her let go of the things that hold her (them) back.

I want to break the spellThat you've created

You're something beautifulA contradictionI want to play the gameI want the friction

Since this song is not necessarily on the Kylo Ren playlist, I find it a bit hard to accept it as evidence, so I want to take a moment on that now. This song helps remind us, the viewer, that Kylo/ Ben struggles with the things he feels. Adam Driver has said that Kylo doesn’t exactly know how he feels about Rey. But, from his actions in the film, his character shifts and openly accepts that part of her he may have initially wanted to reject. (Although I doubt that lovesick puppy would ever reject anything from her...)

I wanted freedomBut I'm restrictedI tried to give you upBut I'm addicted

Now that you know I'm trappedSense of elationYou'll never dream of breaking this fixation

I’m actually not quite sure how I feel about these lines, if only because I both agree and disagree with them from a Reylo standpoint. He did want freedom from the past, to forge a life for himself in his own way, and he was restricted by his bloodline and allegiance to the First Order.

And yes, he is definitely addicted to Rey. The speed with which he reacts to her presence in and out of the (omg it’s fuggin’ CANON BITCHES, FIGHT ME) Bond, his open, yearning, seeking, probing eyes that take in every inch of her that he can, how he always moves closer to her as if entranced, the way he looks at her after the fight, pleading for her to stay with him, and the final Skype call—where he looks up and into her eyes without breaking. Truly, this man is going to fall apart without her and I cannot WAIT. TO. WATCH.

[aphsmuttydane]

(HETALIA ADVENTURES AT THE MALL: inspired by a mall trip I had with @anna-animations11 today) Switzerland and Austria are exploring the first floor of the mall until they decide to go to the second floor. Austria heads for the elevator, Switzerland unwillingly trudging behind. They both step inside, a look of horror on the Swiss man’s face as he realized something Switzerland: “Oh god, I’m trapped in here with you…get me out! Help!” starts beating the door Austria: standing there silently but suddenly slumps within two seconds of being on the elevator “I’m tired.” ~ Prussia and Denmark are in the Dollar store, screwing around and eventually finding the cards. They pick up a few and start to read them Prussia: “ooh…look at this chick, she’s hot~” holds up a card with a girl on it to Denmark Denmark: grins and nods in agreement “Holy…she is hot…I’d do her.” Prussia: finger guns “sameeee” Denmark chuckles and starts to browse around for more cards, eventually finding one and tapping Prussia on the shoulder Denmark: “Hey! I should get this one for Iceland!” Prussia: “Oh yeah, what’s that?” looks over Denmark: extremely serious expression as he begins reading “Son…” ~ Ireland and England are at the Dollarstore. They are exploring the toy aisle, Ireland admiring the cheap yet somewhat amusing toys while England is trudging behind. The Englishman then spits something and quickly races over, his brother raising an eyebrow in confusion Ireland: “Hey England, what'cha got there?” England turns around, his arms wrapped around the box completely filled with My Little Pony toys England: “Grab the box and let’s go.” Ireland: starts to try and take the box from him “No, you don’t need that…” England: “IT’LL COMPLETE MY COLLECTION, YOU DON’T UNDERSTAND!” ~ Flávio (2p! Romano) and Luciano (2p! Italy) are browsing around a shoe store, the blond brother eagerly gazing around while the other is just fucking done with life Flávio: hums as he peers around “Now look, Fratello, I need white or pink stilettos. Help me find them, okay?” Luciano: “No, why on earth would I help yo-” Flávio: “Ooh~! Look at these red ones! Y'know, they’d look amazing on you, with your skin tone and all~” puts a hand on his shoulder Luciano: glares at him “touch me again and I will cut you. And no, I’m not wearing those.” Flávio: “But…they’d make you taller~” smirks Luciano: … his eyes dart around before leaning in towards his brother “As long as you don’t tell anyone…buy them.” ~ Julchen (Fem! Prussia) and Monika (Fem! Germany) are walking around Old Navy, the younger German sister being dragged in there after the Prussian insisted she should purchase her a dress in case a certain event came up (she was ultimately hinting at the fact that her and Feliciana (Fem! Italy) should go on a date) Julchen: “Why are we at the men’s clothing?! Monika, I wanted to buy you nicer, cuter clothing because you’d look more adorable!” Monika: “Why do I need those clothes anyways? I mean this jacket would look good on me…”holds up an green, camouflage print jacket that was in a kids size Julchen: raises eyebrow “I dunno…looks a little small for you. Do you think it’d cover your tits?” Monika: blushes “I-I’m not answering that!” Julchen: reaches out and grabs her breasts without saying a word, squeezing them “Definitely too big.” smirks Monika: “G-Gahh! Stop that! You can’t grab my breasts in a..s-store like this!!” Julchen: sets the jacket down for her, smirking “can I grab them when we get home then?”’ Monika: “No! Not there either!” ~ America and England are in Spencer’s, {a more mature store that’s almost like a Hot Topic} They come across a graphic t-shirt that catches their eyes America: “I only drink on days that start with T: Tuesday, Thursday, today, tomorrow, tednesday, thaturday, thunday” England: “Oh look, it’s my brothers.” British chuckle America: “And you too, dude.” England: “Absolutely not. I don’t drink that often!” America: … “Why the fuck you lyin’?” “WHY YOU ALWAYS LYIN’?” England: “I’m telling the trut-” America: “MMMMMMMMMM OH MY GOD” “STOP FUCKING L Y I N’” ~ Romano and Italy are searching through a store that specifically sells summertime things like bathing suits and such. As they walk in the store, they notice a large pool floatie that is designed to look like a pizza Italy: “Look! Pizza!!” Romano: “I don’t car-” “Wait…” Italy: “you don’t care? But it’s pizza, Romano!” Romano: “Get over here, we’re buying them all, help me carry them!” ~ Romania and Hungary are at a gaming store that also sells video game and movie merchandise, both of them not thrilled to be there with each other, this not being surprising. But then Hungary spots something that just makes her entire day, deciding to show Romania Hungary: “Hey, can you buy this for me? Holds up a pop figurine of Edward Cullen I really like this…and he’s even in a suit.” Romania: … “hISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS” Hungary: “Oh? Are you team Jacob then? holds up a pop figurine of Jacob Black I mean, he is kinda hot.” Romania: “…fuck you.” ~ Matt (2p! Canada) and Allen (2p! America) are browsing around a store, stumbling upon a selection of very…tasteful and mature posters. They both start flipping, Allen more eager to do so Allen: “Dayummmmmmmm!” Matt: sighs and flips to the next poster Allen: “Dayummmmmmmmmm!!!” Matt: “Yeah, she’s pretty hot.”!flips to the next one Matt and Allen: “Damnnnnnnnnn” they continue flipping, saying ‘damnnnnnn’ for each one until they come across a poster of Justin Bieber Matt: “…he’s yours now…” Allen: eyes widen “oh god no…although…pause he’s pretty hot.” Matt: slowly turns his head to him “Okay, no, bye, fuck you.” ~ Japan and America are in a store that sells a variety of anime merchandise America: gasps as he spots a wallet with Hatsune Miku on it “Dude! It’s Mooku!” Japan: “…Miku, America-San.” America: tilts head “Cheeku?” Japan: sigh “Miku.” America: “Leeku.” Japan: “Miku.” America: “Konniku.” Japan: “…Miku!” America gets distracted and makes his way over to some socks America: “Dude, it’s Narugo!” Japan: “…Narut-” America: There’s also Captain America socks, that’s totally awesome!“ Japan: “But…but…that was Naruto..” America: “Huh? Oh, Naruga?” Japan: “Naruto!” America: “Nasuto!” Japan: “Naruto…why are you so stupid..?” America: “Huh? You say something, dude?” ~ Estonia and America are in a store, walking around until Estonia paused, hearing a familiar song Estonia: “Hey, America! It’s my song…”*smiles as he starts to hum to ‘White and Nerdy’ America: Starts to rummage through some posters “that’s nice dude, they should really turn this off and put on my song though!” Estonia: “But…but…” America: “don’t care dude, don’t care”’ Estonia: “um…why is my song still playing then?” America: “I don’t know but I’m not listening to it…*starts to hum ��America, fuck yeah’” ~ Scotland and England are looking around the dollarstore, England trying to make the most of the time with his asshole of a brother while Scotland is practically stumbling down the aisle England: turns around from up ahead “Go home, you’re drunk!” Scotland: hiccups “I’ll tell you what now…I’m not fuckin’ drunk…don’t go off tellin’ me what to do” England: rolls his eyes “Yeah, sure.” Looks over and notices some marshmallows to the left of him “ooh~” England pokes them and quickly walks away, Scotland poking them shortly after along with touching everything else that followed after it England: whips around “Stop touching things!” Scotland: “Don’t fuckin’ tell me what to do…I can touch this shit if I want to” They then go to the gardening and supplies section England: reaches for a traffic cone and places it on Scotland’s head Scotland: looks up “The fuck did you place on my head?” pauses and stares before posing “My people need me…” England: turns around and raises his eyebrows, wondering what the fuck he was doing “huh..?” Scotland: “….neigh…” ~ Poland and Lithuania are walking around a store together, Poland running his mouth as usual before stopping to admire a pink candle, trying to convince Lithuania to buy it for him, only to run his mouth again. Lithuania spots a ‘For Sale’ sign, quickly grabbing it and holding it above Poland’s head Poland: tries to turn around, clearly confused “Liet…what are you doing?” Lithuania: “O-oh nothing! Don’t worry!” Poland: smiles and continues to jabber on and on as Lithuania waves the sign in the air rapidly Lithuania: “SOMEONE BUY HIM, PLEASE.” ~ Back in Spencer’s with America and England America: in the middle of the store doing the whip “WHIP IT! WHIP IT GOOD!!” England: …Stop, Right now.

[disableddisaster]

Do all of them ! Blease !!! I Stan u so hard I need the insider deets!!!!!

now THATS what i like to hear :))

1: 6 of the songs you listen to most?

asfgsfdg im only listening to after laughter rn

2: If you could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?

@gaysun but thats happening so idk. come to alberta tristan

3: Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 23, give me line 17.

theres not a single book in this room and im not leaving to go look for one

4: What do you think about most?

sfgafdgasfg idk myself, probably

5: What does your latest text message from someone else say?

”he drank ur orange juice the fuck” - you

6: Do you sleep with or without clothes on?

just my underwear

7: What’s your strangest talent?

im gay

8: Girls… (finish the sentence); Boys… (finish the sentence)

girls are good boys are bad (noah fence i love u)

9: Ever had a poem or song written about you?

yes actually :’)

10: When is the last time you played the air guitar?

man idk

11: Do you have any strange phobias?

FUCKIGN black BEETLES

12: Ever stuck a foreign object up your nose?

i dont think so? kleenex?

13: What’s your religion?

man idk !!!!

14: If you are outside, what are you most likely doing?

walking to work or looking for dogs

15: Do you prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it?

in front im a vain bxtch

16: Simple but extremely complex. Favorite band?

patd.............................................

17: What was the last lie you told?

i know i lied to my mom the other day but i told the truth five minutes later and i dont know what i lied abt

18: Do you believe in karma?

no lol

19: What does your URL mean?

bella swan is a big ass lesbian

20: What is your greatest weakness; your greatest strength?

dude i dont fucking KNOW who am i!!!!!!

21: Who is your celebrity crush?

kristen stewart.. . hayley williams..... shrugs

22: Have you ever gone skinny dipping?

no i dont want any BUGS crawlin around in there.there was an episode of greys anatomy when that happened

23: How do you vent your anger?

i yell to my mom tbh

24: Do you have a collection of anything?

MUGS

25: Do you prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online?

video chatting is so fun

26: Are you happy with the person you’ve become?

NO LOL

27: What’s a sound you hate; sound you love?

sound i hate: paper towels 

sound i love: rain i guess

28: What’s your biggest “what if”?

what IF I fail at life completely wow

29: Do you believe in ghosts? How about aliens?

YES AND YES

30: Stick your right arm out; what do you touch first? Do the same with your left arm.

right, my computer. left, my cup!

31: Smell the air. What do you smell?

man idk AIR??????

32: What’s the worst place you have ever been to?

high school

33: Choose: East Coast or West Coast?

CANADIAN west coast

34: Most attractive singer of your opposite gender?

hmmmm bad question\

35: To you, what is the meaning of life?

AUGHFGKDF not to be dramatic but there isnt one

36: Define Art.

dude i dont know. why is this so fake deep

37: Do you believe in luck?

NO !!!!!

38: What’s the weather like right now?

its dark out  and im inside!!! i dont know!! i think its warm

39: What time is it?

12:25am :O

40: Do you drive? If so, have you ever crashed?

yes! and no

41: What was the last book you read?

eclipse..................sdfghsdghsdfgsfg

42: Do you like the smell of gasoline?

..............................who does......

43: Do you have any nicknames?

shy!!!!!!!!!!!

44: What was the last film you saw?

dgsfsdfg new moon!!!!!!

45: What’s the worst injury you’ve ever had?

i dont know!!!!!!!!! i injure myself a lot im clumsy

46: Have you ever caught a butterfly?

no!!!!!!!!!!! let them be free.

47: Do you have any obsessions right now?

twilight, dragon quest 8, paramores new album,.

48: What’s your sexual orientation?

TAKE A WILD FUCKign GUESS

49: Ever had a rumour spread about you?

YES AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA it was awful

50: Do you believe in magic?

.......................no

51: Do you tend to hold grudges against people who have done you wrong?

YES LOL

52: What is your astrological sign?

im a libra :^)

53: Do you save money or spend it?

i cant fuckign save money for shit

54: What’s the last thing you purchased?

a grande coconut cold brew coffee with extra coconut milk :O

55: Love or lust?

what dpes this mean.

56: In a relationship?

no!

57: How many relationships have you had?

3

58: Can you touch your nose with your tongue?

fun fact i have a really really short tongue

59: Where were you yesterday?

went to the bank in the city and the MALL and ate a sandwich

60: Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?

no :(:(:(

61: Are you wearing socks right now?

SOCKS ARE GARBAGE

62: What’s your favourite animal?

CATS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and sheep and giraffes. mostly cats

63: What is your secret weapon to get someone to like you?

fgkdfgosfkg u think i have a secret weapon???????? bxtch i dont even like me!!!!

64: Where is your best friend?

i texted her and asked her one sec. ok she replied “im in my bed!!!!!”

65: Give me your top 5 favourite blogs on Tumblr.

@gaysun @gaysun @hurricance @hurricance @popcornlesbians :)

66: What is your heritage?

idk! im ukrainian and french

67: What were you doing last night at 12AM?

playing dragon quest and listening to @quidditchlesbian s wild stories

68: What do you think is Satan’s last name?

this is so werid asgafdgadsf

69: Be honest. Ever gotten yourself off?

duh

70: Are you the kind of friend you would want to have as a friend?

i mean probably. im kind of annoying tho

71: You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late one more time you get fired. What do you do?

sfgadfgadsf save the dog im not HEARTLESS my job gives me no hours anyways lol

72: You are at the doctor’s office and she has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. a) Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? b) What do you do with your remaining days? c) Would you be afraid?

a) probably bc i overshare b) probably just pet my cats c) sort of?

73: You can only have one of these things; trust or love.

TRUST

74: What’s a song that always makes you happy when you hear it?

..................someBODY

75: What are the last four digits in your cell phone number?

2980

76: In your opinion, what makes a great relationship?

trust and communication also i think attraction is important tbh

77: How can I win your heart?

be a cute girl and be nice to me. maybe have a cute animal or smth

78: Can insanity bring on more creativity?

MMMMMMMMMM ABLEISM

79: What is the single best decision you have made in your life so far?

gay

80: What size shoes do you wear?

5? 6?

81: What would you want to be written on your tombstone?

”gay bxtch”

82: What is your favourite word?

LESBIAN

83: Give me the first thing that comes to mind when you hear the word; heart.

i wish i was on my phone id add the yellow heart emoji

84: What is a saying you say a lot?

”wow id die for u”

85: What’s the last song you listened to?

earlier i was listening to live in chicago

86: Basic question; what’s your favourite colour/colours?

yellow adn PINK

87: What is your current desktop picture?

its a pic of bella swan

88: If you could press a button and make anyone in the world instantaneously explode, who would it be?

theoretically like donald trump but probably my abuser :)

89: What would be a question you’d be afraid to tell the truth on?

bxtch u could ask me literally anything and id tell u. literally aything

90: One night you wake up because you heard a noise. You turn on the light to find that you are surrounded by MUMMIES. The mummies aren’t really doing anything, they’re just standing around your bed. What do you do?

go back to sleep. plot twist im actually just having a sleep paralysis episode

91: You accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow you with the super-power of your choice! What is that power?

the vegetables are mushrooms and ALSO iwanna teleport or fly

92: You can re-live any point of time in your life. The time-span can only be a half-hour, though. What half-hour of your past would you like to experience again?

the other morning i had a really relaxing breakfast at tim hortons i just listened to music and ate my bagel. it was nice

93: You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be?

JSDFKJSFG u think i can choose? ur FUNNY!! 

94: You have the opportunity to sleep with the music-celebrity of your choice. Who would it be?

oh,,.. .my fucign god. tjis is such a loaded question,. HAYLEY WILLIAMS

95: You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere. You have to depart right now. Where are you gonna go?

JENNA (or nyc but shes not there rn so probably just wherever she is!)

96: Do you have any relatives in jail?

i think my bio dad was in jail once. maybe

97: Have you ever thrown up in the car?

no ew throwing up is a huge fear of mine

98: Ever been on a plane?

yep i love planes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

99: If the whole world were listening to you right now, what would you say?

“im gay”

THANKS TRISTAN

[vindictivegrace]

Seriously I love the internet and social media

I have Yu-gi-oh! playing in the background. (Yugi is facing Pegasus and there are bullshit plot twists EVERYWHERE.)

I’m reading an awesome RP between an Anon Bucky and one of my favorite users on here. I don’t know what’s better, the Bucky who’s working it or the comments from the peanut gallery HAHA.

There was an Instagram live video that popped up. A popular yoga instructor in Vermont was playing this really cool hand drum called a Rav Vast, and now I really, really want one too (I love stuff like that).

I scheduled a phone interview for a job via email. It’s this Friday. Whoever reads this, WISH ME LUCK BC I NEED SOMETHING ASAP.

Earlier this morning I got a super cheap deal via Groupon for a nearby yoga studio. I practiced at the studio 6 hours ago and I’m still riding on that yoga high. I’ve been down in the dumps the last few days since I haven’t had much to do, I don’t know much about the area, I don’t know anyone except my one friend (and she’s at work all day), and I basically uprooted my entire life to move across the country. I did’t realize I needed to go so badly. I’m glad I did! I feel soooo much better today! On Twitter I found out Mike Hawthorne, an artist for Marvel, released a 110-page PDF book of anatomy study notes for illustrators. He wanted it to be accessible for everyone, so he made it FREE. I downloaded it to my computer, and then backed it up to my Google Drive. Yesterday, in the same folder, I backed up another PDF version of a book by The Minimalists that was given out for FREE as a Christmas gift...TWO YEARS AGO. They allowed the link to stay live all this time. I found out about this by listening to an older episode of their podcasts. I’m about to email a friend of mine to get her copy too. I’ve been leaning on Google Maps to get me around the Phoenix area this whole time. Thank god because everything still looks the same to me, hahaha. Also unrelated to the rest of this post, I am loaded with Mexican food and kombucha right now. MMMMMMMmmm. I’m so happy right now! And the internet and social media are the best.