#god fucking damnit im this close to completely losing it and blowing up on my family it would feel so so so so good | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

jenny1437 · 2 years

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inconsolable rage

fucking fucking fucking fuck fuck worthless piede of sfupid shit i fucking i hope everyone dies i want to murder everyone and then kill my fucking self i hope everyone fucking dies by getting their spines ripped out i want to kill everyone then kill myself.

#so my life is just worthless huy #my brother who bullied me all my life. who is a 28 year old man child who doesnt cook or clean or do housework or do anytbing #he can just continue to be a wkrthless asshole to everyone. and my fucking mom is gonna coddle him until thr dah she dies. she bends over #backwards tk cook his practically every meal. she cleans up after him. she does every single fucking thing for him #and yet he dkesnt even seem to fucking carr of appreciate anything #meamwhile #meamwhile ive been bullied all my fuckingblife by my two brothers and sister. leading me to have an abyskmal level of self worth. and they #are still fjcking assholes to me. and i get nothing #i do the dishes i clean i do the yardwork i work and do classes and im transitioning and nobody gives me a fucking thing. nobody even f #fucking thanks fkr me anything jve ever done #god fucking damnit im this close to completely losing it and blowing up on my family it would feel so so so so good #i want nothing more to bave none of them in my life i would be happier if i was completely alone out west or somewhere away from here and #i never had to interact with any of them #i would rather die in squalor than live comfortably atound any of my fucking family members #did j mention im statving to death and exhausted from working 3 days in a fow and in tbe middle of finals week #i want pain for everyone and everything on earth ok bye

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