#god damm this mans waist is so fine

[three-eyed-rabbit]

[possiamo-andare]

No More Divisions - Chapter Six: The Key

JJ x Original Character

you guys are really gonna like this one...

MASTERLIST

~

You've ever had that moment in life where you've forgotten something so important that you feel physical pain once you've remembered? If you have, you know exactly what I mean.

A couple months ago, Sarah and I were planning to hang out and I wanted to sleep over. I had packed everything the night before to make sure I didn't forget anything. I had made a list for the first time in forever and I double checked before I left. Yet, once I got to Sarah's house I remembered one thing I forgot. Something I didn't even think to put on the list. Pads. I had gotten my period that night and I had to go looking through Sarah's bathroom cabinet to find a pad like a raccoon. Once I realize I had forgotten it, this awful feeling of dread came over me because I knew I messed up.

I hate that feeling.

When we get to the dock, I got that same feeling. I realized we forgot something; the key. Like idiots, we forgot the thing that starts the damm boat. I swear to god sometimes I think we all share one brain cell.

Although I remember this key piece of information, I don't let them know until the boat is in the water. Once the boat is in the water, I finally decide to break the news to them.

"Wow, guys," Pope chuckled, looking at all of us. "With twenty minutes to spare."

JJ and Kiara are smiling with Pope and I'm expecting a group hug but I know I'm gonna have to rain on their parade.

"Um, guys," I clear my throat. They're all joking around and fist bumping each other and I'm just watching. I kinda feel bad. "There's one problem."

They all look to me, waiting for me to be a little more precise. They all move closer to me and I look to JJ, who is as clueless as a snail.

"What?" He asks me, clearly being able to see that I'm pissed.

"How the hell is John B. gonna be able to start the car without the key?"

I don't think I've seen Kiara get so mad at JJ so quickly. They always have their mini fights here and there but this time she's pissed. "You forgot the key?!"

JJ rolls his eyes. "Sorry Kie, I was a bit distracted by the crazy Kooks trying to kill us all day!"

I want to step in and try to mediate since the both have reasons to be upset but I look to Pope for reassurance and he looks to me and shakes his head. Apparently getting between Kiara and JJ was a bad idea. So, I stay silent along with Pope as Kiara and JJ battle it out.

"I gave you two small tasks. I even wrote them down!" Kiara raises her voice, her hands coming up to her face to rub her temples.

JJ smirks. "Chill Kie, I gotta plan."

Kiara rolls her eyes. "Great. You've got a plan. Ya hear that guys, JJ has a plan. Well, that makes me feel better." Kiara's voice is filled with sarcasm and JJ knows it.

JJ let's out a loud sigh before turning to me. "Callie, you're gonna help me."

I frown. "Why do you always pick me when we have to get in trouble?"

"Because he -" Pope begins to say before Kiara elbows him.

JJ glares at Pope for a second before looking back at me. "Who says we're doing anything dangerous?"

I roll my eyes. "Fine, then what are we doing?"

JJ scratches his head. "We're gonna..." He looks to his house for a moment then back to me.

Then, it clicks. "No." I glare at JJ. "I'm not gonna steal the key from your dad."

"Yeah. If he wakes up, he'll kill you guys." Kiara pipes in, patting my shoulder.

JJ shook his head quickly. "Callie." Once he says my name, my eyes instantly meet his. He grabs me by the shoulders and pulls me closer to him. "Nothing will happen to you. I promise."

He's so serious and calm as he says this I can't help but believe him. Last week I wouldn't have trusted JJ with anything, let alone my life but now it's different. I feel something for JJ. Something I don't have time to figure out just yet.

I nod. "Okay. What's the plan?"

~

"You're a psycho." I angrily whisper to JJ. I can't speak normally because I'm in his house and of I talk normally, his dad will wake up.

He's just told me his plan to get the key and now I'm sure we'll die. The key is on a chain hanging around his father's neck and the only way JJ can think of to get it off is to cut the chain. Not only is this a bad idea, it will get us killed. If either of us makes one wrong move, then JJ's dad will wake up and see what we're doing. Then I can only imagine the suffering I'll endure.

"My dad can sleep through a tornado. He won't even know we're here." JJ shrugs, totally nonchalant about the hibernating bear on his couch.

I take a deep breath. "Fine. Let's just do this."

I tiptoe behind JJ as we make our to the couch where his dad is sleeping. As I move around his cluttered house, I'm surprised. Of course, I never expected his living quarters to be four stars, but at least one would make me happy. No wonder JJ rarely goes home. Not the mention the mean man waiting for him each time he gets home.

The house is a complete mess and from what I can tell, it's mostly at the fault of his father, not JJ. There's empty beer bottles and spare parts. Two things JJ would never bring home, let alone scatter all over his house. It's obvious his dad has never cleaned up after himself which just angers me. Not only does he beat his son, he is beyond ok with letting his son live in these conditions. Maybe I do want him to wake up, so I can beat the shit out of him.

Once we get close enough to JJ's dad, JJ looks to me and extends his hand outward. I take the scissors that I found on the boat from my pocket and give them to JJ. He slowly reaches for them, careful not to even make a creak. I can't even tell if JJ and I are breathing because that's how quiet we are trying to be.

Once JJ grabs ahold of the scissors, he moves closer to his dad's face. This time I'm sure JJ and I aren't breathing. The only loud thing I can hear is my heartbeat which is beating so loud I'm sure it's gonna wake up JJ's dad any minute. I try to take small breaths through my nose and try to stay calm but that proves to be difficult because I watch JJ pick the chain with the key up with his index finger and slowly bring the scissors to the chain.

He slowly but surely slides the blades down on the chain and they make a small sound, definitely not loud enough for his dad to hear. JJ tries again. He reopens the blades and then closes them again, this time they sound even louder. Yet again, the scissors aren't strong enough to cut the chain.

JJ slowly places the chain back on his father's chest and turns to me, scissors still in hand. His brows are scrunched together and I know this means he has an idea. And if I know JJ, it's a stupid idea.

I raise my eyebrows at him. What is he planning. He shifts a little to the right and places the scissors on the table in front of the couch where his father sleeps. There's barely any room on the table with all the junk but he makes room. He then looks back to me and smirks.

I have no idea what he's about to do. Then, he turns back to his dad and does it. He grabs onto the chain with his entire hand and rips it off his dad's neck in a second, breaking the clasp.

I wanna scream at him. I'm wanna punch him. Although I want to, I can't because JJ's dad grumbles, waking up from his deep sleep.

JJ grabs my hand and quickly pushes me into his kitchen and under the table, away from his dad's eyeline. We're both so damn quiet, I'm sure we're not breathing again.

Since we're under the table, we can't see JJ's dad but we can hear him. He wakes up and gets up from the couch. He stretches and wakes closer to the kitchen.

JJ squeezes onto my hand. I forgot that we're still holding hands. I squeeze back and look at him. He gives me a half smile but I know he's terrified.

Just as I think JJ's dad is gonna walk into the kitchen, he passes it completely and makes his way to the bathroom, shutting the door behind him.

I let out a sigh. "Holy shit."

JJ let's go of my hand. "I thought we were dead."

I scowled. "Yeah we almost did, you ass. Why'd you do that?"

JJ shrugged, smiling at me in a way I can't explain. "I got the key, didn't I?"

I smirked, not being able to contain my happiness. "Sure. But seriously, next time I'm planning -"

I can't even reprimand JJ anymore because he's cuped my face in his hands and is kissing me. JJ is kissing me. It takes me a moment to realize what's going on and at first I'm not kissing him back. My body is limp because I'm in total shock.

I think he gets scared of my reaction because he let's me go and starts apologizing. "Callie, I'm so fucking sorry. I'm really -"

And now im kissing him. Both of my arms wrap around his neck and I dive forward to kiss him. These emotions have been building up since last night and now I'm finally expressing them. Once JJ reacts to me kissing him, he's kissing me back fiercely. His hands are my waist, pulling my upper body closer to him. We're crouched down under this stupid table but I'm having the time of my life. I've never kissed anyone like this.

He tastes like mint gum which I didn't think he would taste like, especially since I haven't seen him chew any gum since I met him. I wonder what I taste like to him.

We hear the toilet flush. This is what makes us pull apart. JJ's dad will be out any second and we haven't left yet.

We scurry out from under the table and JJ helps me up from the ground.

With his hand in mine, we run out of his dad's front door. We cut across the side of his house and run across his backyard. We pass the jacuzzi which is now drained. I can't believe that not even 24 hours ago I was having my first real conversation with JJ and now I'm running hand in hand with him. A lot can change in one day.

Once we make it to the dock, we see Kiara and Pope sitting on the ledge waiting for us. Once our steps are heard on the dock, Kiara looks up at us and smiles.

"You got it?"

Kiara and Pope both stand up once we get closer to them. JJ takes the key, still dangling on the chain, and holds it in front of Kiara and Pope.

"Told you I got it." He hands it to Kiara.

Kiara has the biggest grin on her face. "I always believed in you man."

"Bullshit." JJ laughs, looking to me.

That's when I realize our hands are still interlocked. Embarrassed, I let go and move slightly away from JJ, giving him space. He frowns at me and suppress a smile. Everything he does makes me laugh. If this is what liking someone feels like then I don't think I ever liked Rafe.

Once Kiara puts the key I'm her pocket, she extends her arms, ready for a group hug. We all extend our arms with her and all hug. We're yelling and screaming, joking about how crazy this day has been. I've never felt so appreciated, so loved by anyone in my entire life.

I understand why being a Pogue is so awesome. Being a Kook, there's not much room for community and family but here, I feel like we're our own little family. A week ago I would've never understood why Sarah loved hanging out with John B. and his friends but now I do.

Now I do.

I look up from our group hug and JJ is watching me. I smile at him and he winks at me.

I want to roll my eyes but I don't. I just watch him as he watches me. We're in the moment and I don't think I've ever felt as alive as I do now.

[minimin1993]

S/M 9

Warning: Tom Hiddleston (If that's even a warning)

“Hey Chris I just got off the plane, are you still picking me up?” Min said walking over to the baggage claim waiting for her bag. “Yeah I am parking right now, I will meet you at the gate.” Chris said through the phone.

“Are you sure you want to come get me? You might get mobbed.” Min said quietly in a joking voice.

“Ha-Ha very funny princess. Look whos talking?”

“No one knows I am coming today. Discrete as fuck. Plus I am not in Korea so I ain’t nervous.” Min said proudly grabbing her luggage walking over to the customs. “Well I am about to go through customs right now, I’ll see you outside.” 

“Ok, I will be here. Look for the clean shaven tall white boy with a Nasa hat.” Chris joked. 

“Psh, I swear you think your stealthy as fuck, thats the most lame ass disguse I ever heard of.” Min said before disconnecting her phone. 

After she passed through customs, she practically bouncing with joy ready to see Chris again. When she walked out she started to look for him but saw him nowhere until someone came up behind her hugging her shocking her until she smelled his cologne. 

“Chris don’t fucken do that.” She said turning around smacking his chest hearing him laugh before she gasped.

“YOU HAVE A BEARD STILL.” Min said grabbing his face feeling the beard making him laugh.

“Yeah we still training, so I haven’t shaved yet.” Chris said. “Does my princess have a thing for beards?” 

“Maybe, but just something about beard on you though, dam. Don’t get me wrong, your absolutely gorgeous without it. BUT when you have it. GOD DAM! My ovaries.” Min said playfully grabbing her abdomen making him laugh.

“Uh huh let’s go. The rest is dying to meet you.” Chris said grabbing her luggage before wrapping his arm over her shoulder walking out to the car. 

“What if they won’t like me? What if they find me annoying? Not everyone can stand my annoyingness disorder.” Min said when they got into the car. 

“Annoyingness Disorder? Really Princess? There is no such thing. Plus your more like a fireball on steroids” He joked making her nudge him. 

“Hey driving here.” Chris said laughing nudging her back making her giggle sticking her tongue out at him. 

“I am excited though, I get to meet and work with Scarlett. God that woman is like a Goddess. OH SHIT!!!! AND TOM HIDDLESON… HIS ACCENT GOD DAMM!” Min practically moan in the car making Chris laugh harder. 

“Dam orgasming on chair much.” Chris joked. 

“Hell yes! That man can give me an orgasm just smiling at me.” 

“Uh huh, totally telling him that when we see him.” 

“You better not, or I will cut your balls off.” Min said playfully. 

“Uh huh. You won’t, you love me too much.” “Nope, our relationship doesn’t hit that point yet.” Min pouts. 

“Ouch, and here I thought you loved me.” Chris said grabbing his left chest. “Come on enough joking around we’re almost there.” 

“Oooo I am nervous.” She said when she noticed Chris pulling into the movie lot parking in his designated spot. 

“Come on they most likely training in the gym.” He said exiting the car with Min walking to the gym. When she entered she was awestruck watching Chris Hemsworth on the weights. 

“Shit! That man's biceps.” Min whispered making Chris Evans chuckle.

“I know! Makes mines look like child's play.” He said flexing his arm playfully.

“Psh yours are awesome don’t even start.” She said grabbing it seeing Evans with a proud smirk.

“I knew you loved me.” He said.

“No shit sherlock!” She said

“Did someone call my name?” A voice said from behind her causing her to gasp.

“Holy shit Robert Downey Jr.” Min said turning around staring at RDJ with wide eyes. 

“You must me Min we heard so much about from Evans.” RDJ said looking Min up and down causing her to blush.

“I hope those were good things you heard. If not it wasn’t me.” She joked.

“Of course good things.” RDJ winked at her. “Can’t wait to see you in Captain America, from what we heard you’re a pretty quick learner when it comes to gymnastic type moves.” 

“Yeah, one of the reasons why I got accepted and debuted with Mystic was because of my flexibility.” She said blushing.

“Well I can’t wait to see it but I think it's time you meet the rest of the crew.” RDJ said wrapping his arm around her shoulders, pulling her toward where the rest was working out as Min turns wide eyed look at Evans seeing him smirk at her with his hands in his pocket walking behind them. 

“So everyone the baby of our group has arrived.” RDJ announce to everyone in the gym. “YES! The other female in the bunch. Welcome to the group.” Scarlett said getting off the elliptical walking over to give Min a hug who was speechless looking at her. 

“Thanks.” Min whispered 

“Oh you are puny.” Hemsworth came over lifting her up in a big hug making her squeak.

“I told you!” Evans said with a smirk on his face. 

“I am not!! I am Scarletts height. Maybe.” She said looking at Scarlett height. 

“Ok maybe one inch shorter.” Min said pouting. 

“It's not in a bad mate. The best things come in fun size.” Hemsworth said 

“Ohh don’t start she might make you give her piggyback rides from now on.” Evans said 

“Nope, those are special for you and Sebastian.” Min said with a smirk. 

“Good.” Evans said with a smile. “Anyways this is Jeremy and Mark. But of course you already know that.” 

“Of course I do, I loved you in 28 days later.” Min said giving Jeremy and Mark a hug. “And Mark with some of the classic romantic movies.” 

“Thanks, I wish I could say the same about you but I am not familiar with Kpop music.” Mark said regretfully.

“Oh please, no worries, I know Kpop isn’t for everyone, especially this early in the stage.” Min said with a smile. 

“Anyways where is Tom, I know Min is dying to meet him.” Evans said looking around the gym not seeing him before Min launch herself.

 “I told you not to say anything! Oh I swear I am going to chop you!” Min said hanging on his back making him laugh. 

“Nope you love me!” He said holding her walking her around screaming Tom making everyone laugh.

“Tom is in dress rehearsal for fitting.” Hemsworth said.

“Oh thank god.” Min sighed in relief. “Now let me down you big oof”

“Nope! I miss doing this the past few months. You’re giving me a great workout.” Evans said. 

“ARE YOU CALLING ME FAT?” Min screamed.

“Oh he did it now.” Scarlett smiled making the group laugh.

“Yeah right!!! You’re barely 110 lb, don’t even start.” He said bouncing her on his back making her squeal holding tighter on his back. 

“I am so telling on you to Sebastian and he will Bucky your ass.” Min playfully choked him making him laugh.

“Ok ok. Backing off from the princess.” Chris said letting her down pretending to bow down at her. “But I am going to tell Sebastian your cheating on us with Tom.” 

“Pft, like he doesn’t already know.” Min said winking at Chris walking away and completely walked into a hard chest. When she looked up she gulped staring at Tom who was still in his long raven hair wig making her almost moaned.

“Nice to meet you too. You must be Min Hemsworth been texting me about.” Tom said raising his phone causing Min to turn seeing Hemsworth with his phone in his hand caught in the action.

“Hemsworth!! What have you been saying to him?” Min said turning around walking toward him.

“Oh shit! Don’t let her get your phone. Learned that the hard way.” Evans said watching Hemsworth lift his phone up into the air ‘out’ of Mins reach.

“She can’t get it, she's puny.” Hemsworth said again proudly making Min smirk. 

“You do remember she got casted as Linda because of her agility right?” RDJ said excitedly.

Min then turns around walking the opposite direction from Hemsworth leaving everyone confused, only to have her turn and stare at him with a mischievous look on his face. 

“Oh no I know that look anywhere.” Evans said seeing Min run full speed at Hemsworth using to his shoulder as leverage to lift her over his head swiftly landing in a perfect standing form with his phone in her hands shocking everyone. 

“Didn’t see that coming.” Jeremy laughed along with everyone. 

“You are so fucked Hemsworth, hope you locked your phone.” Evans said watching Min run away from Hemsworth who was chasing after her. 

“How do you run so fast?” Hemsworth asked who can’t seem to catch up to her. 

“Might as well give up. You won’t be able to catch her.” Evans said recording the whole ordeal.

“Oh darling, I think you tortured him enough.” Tom said catching Min around the waist as she runs past him making her gasp. 

“Shit! You caught her. Sending this to Sebastian.” Evans said.

“Fine, Hemsworth you got lucky Tom here. Next time.” Min said blushing from contact with Tom. 

[pineapplestateofmind]

My constant pain

everyone feels pain. thats nothing new. physical, emotional, psychological pain, you name it

i’ve been psychologically scared ( ill type it out when it comes to my head ). but the constant pain that I always feel. The one that never stops. The pain in my back (literally).

When I was 17, back in military school, we had this FUCKING STUPID culture where you get whacked on your birthday. We called it a “Blanket party”. its when you wrap the birthday boy with a blanket so he cant see and start swinging away.

it was the 18th of April, my friends were already joking about it. I was ready for it, but I asked them to let me at least have a goodnights rest before they started. Little did I know what was gong to unfold.

At the stroke of midnight, with my back facing the door, they charged in to attack. I got a glance of who was there before I was covered. IT WAS MY CLOSET FRIENDS!!! of course it would be them. I didnt mind at the time. I was pushed over in a curled up position.( like when youre crying on the floor )

I couldnt move, I could feel all the attacks directed to my back. PUNCHES, KICKS, SHOES SMACKING MY BACK, A GOD DAMM HOCKEY STICK, A MARCHING BOOT( the one with metal at the bottom like on the hove of horse).

When it ended, it hurt like FUCK. I sucked it up and just laughed along cause I didnt want anyone to worry. But I was hurt, really bad. I wanted to cry that night.

The next day the pain was unbearable. I went over to the clinic and they said it was just a muscle spasm. So I didnt think much about it. But the pain didnt go away.

It was close to mid terms. So I sucked it up cause i wanted to get better marks. I held back the pain. Holding my tears in the middle of the night just to not show that I was crying.

It all went to hell when after 2 months, my legs started to go numb. ISTG you could stick a needle in my leg and I couldnt feel shit. I went back to the clinic to ask for a referral letter to go to hospital.

I went to the hospital Serdang but all the doctors were busy with something, said earliest I could see a doctor was in A MONTH.!!!! I was in agony and thats all you could say to me. WAIT A MONTH AND COME BACK??!!! You Fucking KIDDing me??

in rage by this, I called my parents to go home and get my back checked. I went home the next day.

An initial x-ray could find anything, so they did a cat scan on my back. And there I finally found the source of my pain.

I had an unusual slipped intervertebral disk. ( the small disks in between your back bone ) it not only slipped out but was lodged upwards into my nerves, causing all the agony.

The doctor gave me some pain killers and sent me home with a rehab routine to try and push it back in place. But my back would always be like this. According to him, I had the back problem of a 45 year old man. Im not allowed to play rough sports again. I couldnt do all the things I loved to do because I was almost paralysed from the waist down. A Few weeks late and I would be in a wheel chair for life.

The doctor gave me a month off of school. I couldnt do much. I could only lie in my bed and rest my back. I spent my days pretending that Im fine when Im not.

I would cry myself to sleep at night. The pain was there but what hurt the most was that it my friends who did it. MY CLOSEST FRIENDS!!! THE PEOPLE I WOULD TAKE A BULLET FOR! THEY ALMOST PARALYSED ME!! And they were just laughing about it and taking it as a joke.

I couldnt study. I couldnt clear my mind. I was so sad. I lost my momentum. My trail SPM results were like shit. And so did my actual results.

N,M,J,J,S,D,A and whoever else was there that night, I still do consider you my friends. I still care for all of you but, deep down. I FUCKING HATE ALL OF YOU. YOU ALMOST MADE ME CACAT!!! I go to sleep everynight in pain. Not a day goes by where Im not constantly reminded of this suffering. The one you put me through. I have dug deep withing myself to try and forgive you guys. try to just look past this. But I can NEVER EVER FULLY FORGIVE YOU.

I know this isnt the Baem you are used to seeing. The side of my rage that I usually put aside. But I just need to let it out.

Everyday I push on, doing things like normal and just bearing the pain. The pain that wakes me up. The pain that stops me from sleeping. The pain that makes me wanna jump off the roof some times and just end it all. End the suffering.

You’ll probably never see this (if you do, thats means you’ve found my tublr) Just know that behind this smile and shitty jokes, lies a deep rage that Im surpressing.

IF i didnt care for you guys, I would have said something. I wouldve got you all expelled. I wouldve gotten my revenge. But thats not me.

Im just a guy that loves eveyone unconditionally. That loves and cares and goes the extra mile even if i barely know you. thats why i always get hurt. one too many times.

But i guess thats just Gods will. He has planned all this. Maybe I wouldnt be here on Tumblr if it wasnt for the incident. Maybe I wouldve met someone that wouldve done worst to me. MAybe I wouldve never met the sweetest fruit ive ever met.

The phrase “ I hate you, i love you” has never bugged me so much since that day.