#god I love to see haru and michi suffer

[merriblu]

Sometimes late at night/too early in the morning, I consider writing fanfic again because my guilty pleasure is imagining Haruka being forced to kill the people she loves the most.

Like, can you imagine? Dark Venus in a battle with Uranus. Haruka is trying her damndest to land non-fatal blows and Minako is taking advantage of that until maybe one of her taunts goes to far and for a split second, Haruka loses control. Her sword goes through Minako with no resistance. Haruka howls in emotional pain and begs for forgiveness between sobs. As the evil evaporates from Minako, she caresses Haruka’s cheek and says it’s ok. “You did GOOD” she says before falling limp. Haruka holds onto Minako as if she can keep her here, present, alive.

Michiru, battered from the battle, watches the scene, her heart breaking for Haruka. She can TASTE Haruka’s raw pain. She can’t remember how long it took to pry Haruka away from Minako’s body.

Months pass. Haruka is spiraling. Michiru is on edge, feeling Haruka slip through her fingers. Two grieving souls but who is more desperate? How far would Michiru go to put Haruka’s pieces back together?

[zaenaris]

I really don’t want to believe Takemichi is dead but if he  actually is I can’t help but thinking about how  this is going to impact on so many  characters

Hinata has always been Takemichi’s rock, the reason why he tried so much in the beginning, the reason of  this story, before we learnt everything started with Mikey (or better, Shin trying to save Mikey). There’s a reason why the parallelism between TakeHina and TakeMai are so strong (and I swear, I’m trying to analyze the  thing without shipping goggles, even if i love both TakeMai and TakeHIna and I ship Maitakehina as well as OT3 lol). This girl deserves her happy ending

Manjiro: I don’t even know where to start

Mikey knew Takemichi and his friends in the other timelines died because of him (more or less directly) so he tried his best to avoid them. Mikey has always been ready to put the others in front of himself, but the curse literally never gave him peace. If Takemichi managed to free Mikey (curse born out of Shin’s love ended by Takemichi’s love?) and Mikey is now free, I have no idea how he could live with himself. Toman second gen was born specifically to save him. He already regrets his life, knowing his brother Shin literally was eaten alive by his guilt, tried everything he could to save Mikey and passed on this curse as a result. He already lost so many people in the meanwhile. He’s at his limit 

Chifuyu, Takemichi’s literal partner in crime. Baji died in his arms almost 3 years before (in universe), he immediately believed Michi when he talked to him about the time travel and always had his back. He was upset by Draken’s death (rightfully I’d say), said something he regretted and then realized Michi’s reasons. He’s a great partner and friends, I really can’t imagine his pain

Mitsuya, as well, lost Draken recently and, out of the kids, he’s probably the one that suffered more about that, he was his twin dragon after all (those chapters made me ship DoraMitsu, but that’s beside the point). The point is Takemichi was originally in Mitsuya’s division before becoming the captain of the first one, they became friends in time, the whole Black Dragon arc and, that’s not fair

Hakkai, probably  more than Mitsuya, became a close friend, he was the one Takemichi helped the most during the BD arc, really showed him that’s it’s okay not to feel okay, that loneliness is really the worst and that you can always improve. Takemichi really showed who he really was and this clearly give everyone strengths. Even Taiju and Yuzuha (she even had a crush on him)

Inupi: dear God, I can’t stand the idea he is losing someone else. First Akane, Shin, Draken so recently and now Takemichi? The boy he recognized Shin’s values in? That gave him hope again? It was thanks to Takemichi that Inupi gave up a life of gang violence searching for a honest one. Koko was right when he said Inupi “you choose a good person”. He did. Takemichi really gave him hope. Seishu just got Koko back and the price to pay is loosing Takemichi?? That’s so unfair.

Koko didn’t have time to develop his relationship with Michi so much, but it’s clear he respects him for trying to save him and Inupi in Tenjiku and he’s glad Inupi followed him and gave him the opportunity to improve his life. And he probably just doesn’t want Inupi to suffer more then he already had.

Senju just found a friend her age, she still feels guilty over Haru and again, not fair

Hell, Haru as well seems shocked by that, and he was ready to kill Takemichi just a few chapters ago! For the first  time, Haru sees someone willing to try everything for Mikey, even if Michi knows the curse is the cause of everyone else’s death. He probably allows himself to be hopeful for just a moment 

The other Toman kids had suffered enough, Mizo Middle 5 are his first friends, that’s not okay

I don’t know why I wrote all this, I hope Takemichi is still alive, but I’m sad