#god Beastzai is so horrible and pathetic i want him so much

[kaeyx]

Hallo hallo!

I’m the anon behind this thought (thot?):

https://www.tumblr.com/kaeyx/743022802274320384/ybeastzai-who-after-hes-stolen-you-away

And also these:

https://www.tumblr.com/kaeyx/730352639809880064/i-dont-know-how-late-to-the-party-i-am-but-on?source=share

https://www.tumblr.com/kaeyx/730363242821615616/well-if-its-canon-to-you-now-i-am-incredibly?source=share

And also one I can’t seem to find again but it was about like - Y!Dazai and Y!Chuuya conspiring to have Dazai “steal” you from Chuuya so you could understand just how bad things could be and Chuuya could come play hero and suddenly you’re so much better behaved look at that.

Anyway I have and will have more thought for you, so mayhaps I could have an emoji? I was thinking 🪢

Oh and new thought (thot?):

So following up on Y!Beastzai who trains you like a pet. When you finally start whining and begging and grinding on his thigh and he helps you and says all those delicious things you wrote (thank you - your response was just *chef’s kiss*) but maybe he still won’t. Actually. Fuck you. He’ll help you, moving your hips for you and whispering dirty praise and reassurance in your ear until you cream on his slacks. And then he’ll just…clean you up. Put you to bed. Because now, now that he’s seen just how well this has worked, he wants to know just how perfect he can make you. He wants to see you beg. So this is the new pattern. Until one day, after you’ve ruined a new pair of pants to his satisfaction, you’re collapsed, trembling and half delirious against his chest, but when he tries to move you, you whine, shake your head just a little. At first he’s surprised, almost disappointed at this display of seeming disobedience. But then you lift your head just enough to look at him with hazy, adoring eyes. “You always take such good care of me. Wanna take care of you too…” And you shift your hips again, more to indicate the tent in his pants than anything else, even as overstimulation makes you hiss.

Anyway, I’m predicting rug burns all up your back.

-🪢

Youuuuu make me insaneeeeee yes I remember those asks they're so juicy....

Beastzai loves that you're desperate for him, it's such a big change and he's very proud of you. But he doesn't want to give you everything just yet, he doesn't want a spoiled dog, he wants an obedient one. He'll reinforce good behaviours though, seeing you so eager for your daily lap time makes him feel so warm and fuzzy, as well as turned on, and he's always just as excited as you are. He'll hold your hips with long, delicate fingers and move you slowly, rubbing you back and forth on his bulge while he praises you, teasing you by going too slow. The rough fabric rubs your poor pussy raw, but it feels so good that you never tell him to stop. You're sensitive enough to be crying by the time he makes you cum, holding on tight to him if he hasn't tied your hands behind your back. Sometimes he doesn't let you cum, sending you to bed absolutely soaked and dripping all down your thighs, hands still restrained so you can't finish yourself off and get even more excited to greet him tomorrow.

Sometimes he has to stay late and if he knows it beforehand he'll edge you until you're pleading, until your cunt aches from how empty it feels and how badly you want him. And then he'll just leave you alone keeping an eye on you during the night until it's time for him to leave. And the end of a long day there's nothing that cheers Beastzai up more that coming home to you passed out on the chair he always uses, or humping the furniture like a bitch in heat. He always teases you, slipping a finger or two into your pussy to feel how warm and wet you are before letting you rub yourself stupid on his thigh.

You end up begging and pleading for his cock, even if it's just to see it, you're already in love with how it twitches right against your entrance and throbs when you grind your clit against it through his clothes. Beastzai is so flattered, asking you if you really deserve it just to hear you beg and tell him how good you are, how well behaved. Like a desperate mutt, babbling while you spread your thighs wide and let him see your cunt throbbing and creaming all over his slacks. You almost cry when he tells you that no, only good dogs get fucked like that, and carries you to bed with your hands still tied. You have no idea how close Beastzai is to snapping, how enamored he is with you and your begging, the way your hot, slick cunt drools all over his lap and sucks his fingers in when he traces them lightly through your folds.