#go to bc i can't be up that late but the main grpup guy is hosting a bbq on sunday and i might go? but my fear of being among people and

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planning coffee with a friend from middle school and super very much losing my mind about it because idk how to present myself as a person who is at all together, and it's not even like 's... well idk i haven't seen her since middle school but she's not like some aggressively together person on socials or anything but i barely know how to be a person at all anymore so i guess my point is just please send me functioning human energy for thursday

also taking votes on whether i should drive or take transit considering that transit is guaranteed to take like the longest amount of time the driving could take but i wouldn't be sitting in traffic. however, i've never transferred from the train train to the subway by myself or possibly ever and that station is so confusing