#go eun internally : what the fuck what the fuck what the f UC-----

[agentgaksi]

𝐌𝐈𝐒𝐒𝐈𝐎𝐍 𝐈𝐃 : 𝟑𝟐𝟐𝟒𝐏𝐄𝐑𝐔*𝟏 [ … ] 09302021, some time after 1130 FT : OPEN

the quake in her limbs is nothing but adrenaline. at least, that's what she tells herself, a strong refusal to even acknowledge the fear building a knot within innards as a thing that exists. has experience tamping things that have no place down but here, now, it keeps popping up no matter how hard she knocks it down like a twisted game of whack-a-mole.

she's aching. whole body feels little more than a giant, woman shaped bruise beneath gear, complete with assorted cuts whose origins she cannot even begin to place. this whole thing feels like chaos causing gaksi to feel like she's teetering on a ledge, the edge of a frightfully high cliff [ ... ] one misstep && she'll come tumbling down, shattering to pieces on the rock.

a hand swipes at her face, clearing features of sweat && she uses the swift movement as a grounding motion. fixes her expression as best she can. everything she's feeling can be considered a weakness && she's never been good at displaying weaknesses. " just what the hell is happening? "