#glad i'm not the only one

[albaricomics]

Hi, I've basically been stalking ur blog bc it bring me emotional pain LMAO so here's a food for thought. Do you know the audio from Corpse Bride where Emily is crying because Victor was with Victoria and she goes "She's the other woman" and Victor is like "No, don't you see, you're the other woman"

Imagine that but with Francis and Nacha, where she's still in love with him, but he's trying to move on sjsgshjsbdehd.

I love Francis so much but at the same time Nacha and him hurt me so much emotionally.

YOOO

I'm trippin right now

Just minutes ago, MINUTES that scene popped on my feed and thought DUDE THIS WITH FRANCIS AND NACHA WOULD BE SO FUNNY

STOOOOOOOOOP HOW?!???

The universe is giving signs of another doodle idea

Gotta join the other 75 I've got already omg

[satanfemme]

re: astrology things happening.... perhaps it is confirmation bias but i did spend the whole past week thinking "what the fuck is going on"

literally what the fuck is going on!!!!! !! ! ! !!! !!!

[astramachina]

I can't believe round ONE of fnaf songs polls was lovely things vs stuck inside like!!!! How do you choose!!!

LITERALLY FUCKING IMPOSSIBLE I JUST SAT THERE AND STARED AT THE POLL LIKE????? HELLO????? WHY WOULD YOU DO THIS????

[kimoralov3]

i posted my review of dune and now me and my friend are shit talking it to the extreme

[lock-my-feelings-in-a-jar]

my boyfriend can’t get over how buddy can change his voice so much for different songs and 

i mean, same

[philwillbeonfire]

THIS!!! every time i have a nightmare markiplier appears in the corner of my vision and does commentary on it as if he's playing, makes nightmares a lot less scary

Obviously not mine but also funny as hell

[asoftspotforangels]

some of my favorite woven tapestries, by Cecilia Blomberg:

Point Defiance Steps

Mates

Rising Tides

Vashon Steps

[citric-sundown]

tumblr is disorganized, or i just don't know how to use it???

i'm used to the linear, hierarchic, collapsable organization of forums like reddit, stack overflow, whatnot. but tumblr's reposts are organized chronologically, not based on who's reposting who???? i'm so confused

[quemirabobo]

The funniest shit about asexuals is that all of us grew up consuming media that talks on and on about sexual attract and desire, with a pretty hypersexualized culture and people talk about it a fucking lot too. And what is that we all collectively think? "Yeah, that's clearly an exaggeration, nobody actually feels like that! The whole world it's pretending, that's the only possible explanation..." Like sure buddy, that's a very logical way of thinking, the entire world is acting, don't think too hard about it

[amor-est-potestas]

"Um, ow!" I say to the thing that fell on my foot, in the way one might scold a misbehaving child.

“really?” I say to inanimate objects that are not working like they usually do

[fightingwithtruelove]

oh my god i also stopped watching when they killed davina. i keep saying ill finish the show but it's been years and i never went back

I knoooow me too! Cause I know that she comes back and we even get a kolvina endgame but I've just never actually do it!

But seeing Danielle on The Rookie made me remember how much I loved Davina.

[darecruit]

Glad to hear I'm not the only one with the problem. But ot sucks, especially when you know what you want, in what direction to go but simply cannot write it because you're blocked...

And loosing a flow is THE WORST! You just stare at the story, want to write it but cannot... it's painful 😢

YESSSSSS. Omg, this makes me feel so much better honestly. I struggle with finding the right words. I can picture the scene, but getting it out into words can be impossible. And it makes me lose my mind. Like instant bad mood. My wife usually sends me to our room for a nap when I'm too upset over it. 😅

I'm a Taurus. I get angry and I need naps. LOL

[egophiliac]

don't think I'm not still deep in the episode 7 brainrot. because OH BOY AM I

(also one more extremely, obnoxiously self-referential thing, I'm -- I'm so sorry)

[motleywolf-et-al]

🙋🏻‍♀️🌈

[hinamie]

whatever it takes

[vaguely-concerned]

the more I play the more I think lucanis basically knows it's illario who betrayed him right from the beginning (he's had a year in the ossuary to think. not that many people knew where he was going. when you ask him 'did Illario know you'd be on that ship' his only answer is the hardest flattest 'yes' you ever heard). so it's not so much about figuring out who the traitor is (because that's ludicrous. we all know. immediately. they didn't really bother to hide it lmao) as about methodically closing off every single avenue of denial lucanis has clung to that whole time with as much or little gentleness as you might prefer until he has no choice but to admit it. because the moment he has to admit it, he'll have to do something -- feel something -- about it. and that's such a catastrophic event in lucanis' inner landscape (he has had TWO people in this whole entire world up until now and will do anything to hold on to them with a heartbreaking child-like desperation, even at and especially through the detriment of his own self) that he'd rather just. not. what if we quite simply. didn't. what if we just stayed here in the emptiness where we can both pretend you didn't hurt me in a way I should never forgive. I have so much practice in that with caterina already it's always worked out great for everyone so far. (press x to fucking doubt but that's trauma logic for you lol)

after everything illario did, so much of the storm of lucanis' emotions around it is 'what the FUCK did you get yourself tangled up in this time and how do I get you out of this mess safely'. what's worse: the fact that your brother murdered you, or that he put himself in horrible danger doing so and thus exposed you to the risk of losing him forever. lucanis' heart certainly has an opinion here and it's fucking unhinged (affectionate)

the themes of dissociation in lucanis' character in general makes me feel nuts. allllll these contradictory messy things he needs to cut off from each other because they can't coexist or be easily reconciled inside him. but all remain stubbornly true separately anyway and will have their due one day. love and resentment. tenderness and fear and rage. terror and longing. love and freedom don't coexist. the burned out golden child anthem is playing in the background. he was always caterina's favourite and he has to keep striving to deserve that dubious honour with every breath he takes and then, presumably, mercifully, some day he will die and be excused and can rest. and until now he's suppressed all the -- natural, healthy, protective! -- negative feelings that threaten the few attachment relationships he actually has, at the cost of ever actually having his needs for connection and safety met and leaving his core self imprisoned and compromised. and spite goes 'what. no. that's dumb fuck that' (*spite voice* I do not understand that and even if I did I would not respect it) and does not allow him to fall back into that, which I think is what saves his life, ultimately. it took being possessed by a demon for lucanis to even contemplate telling anyone he loves 'no' in any way, but hey. whatever gets you there right lol

lucanis is dealing with the freeze response allll the way down baby. and he was even before the ossuary, that just turbo powered it and brought it to a breaking point way before it could happen naturally. but something was going to break eventually no matter what, and I'm just glad that in the end, through the power of friendship and also pure spite, it doesn't have to be him