#giving plumeria a chance and not writing off messy and/or difficult subject matter completely
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Trying to relax only to jolt up with a start like Wait. What if I fucking got the details wrong. I was just spouting shit off from memory. I've played Book 4 the most I've flipped through it a dozen times and have played it in full at least twice. It's the book that has had the MOST intense grip on me, and WHY, and for WHAT. The beginning it was ABSOLUTELY out of spite, but a seed was planted into my psyche. It has lingered ever since. It has cursed me ever since. It has completely consumed me ever since. But what if I'm Fucking Wrong and I just said the most INSANE fucking bullshit imaginable and oh god I'm gonna be killed. For NO GOOD REASON. If my information was accurate, at least I could die with honor. BUT WHAT IF IT'S NOT... all of that.... FOR NOTHING???????
Anyways it went down pretty much how I remembered it, Peony and Mirabilis in particular saying "I love you" (plus "I wanna be closer to you" <- bit I forgor but DID make me go 😶 upon seeing it), Sharena simply says "Alfonse..." in kind of a ditzy way, Anna remains strong and I actually completely forgot Alfonse had dialogue through this too, actually. He's strong about it too though. To the tune of Ocean Man, Business Man....
#although i will confess half of the bit about alfonse earlier WAS more hc/theory territory like#how does this all work actually. are we reflecting everyone's individual desires and if so#why does it work on the fairies actually??? shouldn't it. not work on them???? then i veered into a crack theory#about it being more reflective of alfonse in particular. which elementa may have gotten crossed here#IT'S BEEN. A LONG TIME. AS WELL. FORGIVE ME. if i can ever be forgiven.....#i can't remember if i had any evidence for why it wouldn't work on the fairies actually.#i think i'm just insane. sometimes i forget things and wires get crossed.#any which way. i. really wanted to say my piece. my hear me out moment.#giving plumeria a chance and not writing off messy and/or difficult subject matter completely#idk it's just. important to me.
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