#givemedeath

[ao3feed-jonmartin]

A Very Interesting Archiving Halloween Party

read it on AO3 at https://ift.tt/IqvgWyC by GiveMeDeath, Weird_Cheese The archiving crew decides to throw a Halloween party! Things get interesting... TW: Panic attack, alcohol (people get kinda drunk), gore (sort of), Elias Bouchard Words: 1336, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English Fandoms: The Magnus Archives (Podcast) Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Categories: M/M Characters: Jonathan "Jon" Sims | The Archivist, Martin Blackwood, Sasha James, Tim Stoker (The Magnus Archives), Danny Stoker, Elias Bouchard | Jonah Magnus Relationships: Martin Blackwood/Jonathan "Jon" Sims | The Archivist, Sasha James & Tim Stoker, Jonathan "Jon" Sims | The Archivist & Tim Stoker, Martin Blackwood & Tim Stoker, Martin Blackwood & Jonathan "Jon" Sims | The Archivist, Sasha James & Jonathan "Jon" Sims | The Archivist, Martin Blackwood & Sasha James Additional Tags: Halloween, The OG Archive Crew, Established Relationship, Panic Attacks, Alcohol, Clowns, The Circus of the Other (The Magnus Archives), Vampires, Autistic Character(s), We wrote this instead of sleeping, no beta we die like everyone in tma, Spoilers for season 3 of TMA, Set During Season 1 (kinda), Jonathan Sims likes vampires, Tim is obsessed with Mean Girls, Sasha is a literature nerd, Martin is a lightweight, Elias Bouchard Is Not Nice read it on AO3 at https://ift.tt/IqvgWyC

[watch-me-backflip-off-a-roof]

Sam: *raises left and right hand*

[8itsmelee8]

this isn’t really a good photo, but I like it regardless.

[illumelilac]

i’m in theatre praxis right now and would really appreciate it if someone would strangle me

[dad-im-mom]

I really didn't want to go to school today. But you convinced me to keep you company because you'd be alone.

I wanted to hold your hand so badly, but I held back. I didn't want to freak you out. I didn't want to make you want to leave. You looked so beautiful today. I whispered it to you, I hope you didn't hear me. I whispered how much I still adore you, how I love seeing you smile, how I still love you. Hopefully, you heard none of it.

I'm sorry I couldn't keep you around. I really tried my hardest. You're the only one who's stuck around for so long. Everyone else leaves pretty early.

I know it's my fault. I just want to take care of somebody, but I never do a good job at it. I'm such an asshole. I let people rely on me only so I can disappoint them.

I'm a terrible person to live with. I make a terrible partner and housemate to anyone. I don't deserve any honest company.

Right now, I'd rather die than let you give me another chance. I'd hurt you again, I know I'd only fuck it up. That's all I can do.

I'm sorry

[rebelraikou-blog]

So, periods suck

I think anyone who has to endure periods should be given free chocolate, free Netflix for a week, and a back massager.

[kachowbitch-blog]

Push me over the hedge. Is this possum dead??

[drown-in-memories]

I don’t want to be here and I know it’s selfish of me. How can I even understand this feeling? I want to do so much but there is this force that seems to be holding me back. I’m so confused. Was I even meant to be here?

[likelovelikesuicide]

2.18 Prediction - Shadowhunters - Malec Ed.

Because I’m fucking dying for Malec over here

The sneak peak scene in the institute will be at the beginning of the episode, probably not the first scene but close to. It ends with Izzy trying to comfort a clearly distressed Alec.

Luke and Magnus are at the Seelie Court - they relay the information about the Soul Sword and the Clave’s continued dishonesty. They are both given a time limit to choose a side - the downworlders vs. the shadowhunters. This is the last straw for the Seelie Queen. 

Max is found, critically injured.

Magnus goes to the institute to help - (I predict Max won’t die, but he will be out of commision for awhile) 

Magnus comforts Alec but doesn’t stick around… 

Before he leaves the institute, Alec stops him - they speak briefly, they are both clearly upset - Magnus explains that he has difficult decisions to make and Alec is the reason he’s not making them… Alec tells Magnus “I love you” (I wonder if Magnus will respond in Indonesian and the whole “It means, I love you too. Not that that changes anything” book quote is used. It’s kind of the perfect opportunity.) … they share an emotional moment and Magnus leaves….

Other stuff happens with other characters that are part of the show… I sometimes care, honestly… okay so Luke and Maia have some werewolf dealings going on and that’s a thing with Simon helping out… and Clary will probably realize that Sebastian is Jonathan and therefore her brother and then she will have to take 150 showers, and make a dentist appointment because he knew they were TWINS when HE KISSED HER…. Also he’s a demon made of flower killing fire or something…so there’s that… Plus they now have the mortal mirror and we all know Jonathan is just itching to steal it for Valley-boy so that has to go down and I’m sure there’s other stuff with a blonde dude or another… Anyway, let’s get back to it.

Next we’ll see Magnus at home, staring out the window… thinking about Alec, remembering (flashbacks) how he fell in love with this silly, young, foolish shadowhunter… and the rain artistically mirrors his tears. We will all be crying on our cats and praying for sweet release. Then we will rewatch this moment forever as we die. Happy because #truelove.

Alec shows up at the loft… stuff happens… it leads to make-up sex/the morning after scene - I’m not going to try to write or even imagine what the actual make-up scene will look, sound or feel like because I will either be extremely happy or extremely disappointed with what actually unfolds ON SCREEN. AND I WANT TO BE HAPPY GODDAMMIT. also, I just need my boys happy.

So I live near the edge of the world, timezone wise and I’ve got about … 3 days and 15ish hours till 2.18 is accessible to me  and can I just say that I HATE THAT I WANT IT TO BE MONDAY!? WHY CAN’T THE ASSHOLES JUST RELEASE THE EPISODE NOW SO I CAN ENJOY MY BLOODY WEEKEND!???? #GIVEMEMALEC #OR #GIVEMEDEATH

also, I realized today that my birthday is next week… so there’s that. 

Please note THIS ADDITION following the Malec sneak peak. 

[gemcourt]

   { I leave this blog for like a month on a surprise hiatus..... 555 followers now.... I legit almost cried and I definitely freaked out a little. The SU fandom is an incredible place and ILU all, I hope you’re having an amazing day today. (Or tonight, if you’re like me.)

   { But!!! I came here to quickly give my updates on my summer trip! For those who might’ve known me before for at least a year, every summer, I head off to California with my family for a “summer trip” that’s essentially California hopping to see family, going to a beach house, and heading home. A trip that lasts from about 2 weeks to a month; sometimes a little more, if we can manage it.

   { Tuesday is gonna be the beginning of that! So starting Tues, I’m likely not going to be on ANY of my blogs, much less responding to messages. (Bonus points that my laptop still has not been fixed... Givemedeath.)     { I think the timeframe for this year is about 2 weeks, so hopefully I can start being active here around then! I know a lot of you have been wanting to interact (I had 8 IMs all for this blog, LMAO) and I absolutely love the muses I’ve placed here, so... Will get everything settled as much as I can once I’m back!!

   { On that note, feel free to send asks for my muses to respond to when I get back and I’ll be seeing you all again really soon~! }

[krisxtine216-blog1-blog]

Because I need abs in my life. Who is joining me (@cydong @tinakim__ )? Oh and here’s a before shot of my non-existent abs 😅 #ablife #givemeabs or #givemedeath #absofsteal #workout #fit #fitness #fitspo #fitgirls #motivation #blogilates #100abchallenge @blogilates https://www.instagram.com/p/BsHzlMDgSEc/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1vxpl0h6tpyk5

[themacandcheesefiles]

Mac and Cheese and Bacon Panini from @ilbambinonyc. This thing is as decadent as it looks. #foodporn

[shipboi]

God i wish i had friends that i could just dump my endless self hate and thoughts of suicide onto

[throneofglasstrash]

So close

I always think back to the multiple times I’ve almost died and think, “Damn, I was so close.”

[strangegraves]

Getting ready to board my flight to go back home and I want death. The last two nights with my friends were so much fun and it couldn't have come at a better time. I'm so glad to have my friends here in Florida be a part of closing out this hell of a year. Until next time! #squad #dietsprite #merrylitmas #givemedeath (at Frosty's Christmastime Lounge)

[travismasingale-blog]

#takeMyFreedom ... #giveMeDeath #sneakPeak #terrain #rALLy #spokane #weAllBuildThis