#give your feedee a heart attack

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When your feedees brain is so fried from consuming 10,000+ calories a day, masturbating and watching porn all they can do is whine, oink and pat their flabby chest when their first heart attack comes on

[tteessiiee]

Health impacts of obesity, death feedee edition

TW: this is dark and very real, do not read if you are not ready to understand the consequences of feedism. And I really mean it. It may be f* scary.

You know I study physiotherapy at med school. And Im also a feedee, feeder, FA... Which means that mine internships in hospitals are pretty heavy and hard for me. I see all the impacts of obesity, or even morbid obesity on people and their health. On their life.

We are all talking about heart-attacks. Sure, your arteries getting clugged, atherosclerosis growing in your body and getting you closer to an early grave. But atherosclerosis does not cause only heart-attacks. It would be nice, wouldn’t it? Feeling your heart struggling, pain in your chest (which you deserve for being the pig you were), and pretty soon there is the end. Death.

But atherosclerosis can also cause strokes. And I don’t think you want that. Part of your brain gonna die, part gonna live. It can affect your motor functions, your ability to feel by touch, your ability to know where and how placed your limbs are, your speech, of course your ability to think. You may die, sure. Or you gonna survive and live way way worse life fully dependant on people around you… Did you know that?

You also might ruin your pancreas. Im sure that many of you already have insulin tolerance way higher than you should. Well diabetes mellitus is incoming if you will not change your lifestyle. It does not only mean that you will need to take insulin! It will also damage your nerves. Neuropathies are very common. DM can lead even to amputations of legs. And also an impact on eyes is very well known, you can become blind. Over all diabetes is a metabolic disease and it has huge impact on your whole body – nerves, organs, veins, everything.

Another effect of our feedee diet - your liver become fattier making it work less. And liver are very important organ! Liver steatosis can become cirrhosis, the organ will be very damaged. Btw it also gonna increase your blood pressure which has significant impact on probability of heart-attacks and strokes. Another thing – there can appear stones in your gallbladder. That is mainly caused by eating too greasy and fatty food. And this also can be very painful situation needing a surgery.

It is proved that obesity increases the risk of cancer, especially cancer in gastro-intestinal tract and urogenitals. One more thing that people do not want.

Not to mention your musculo-sceletal system. Arthrosis in joints (another painful thing restricting your daily life), unfit and stiff muscles, bones easier to break by your weight if you fall… And it will not hurt only when you move. But also when you lie in your bed getting stuffed to the brim once again. Who of you have never ever had back pain, mainly lower-back pain? It is not comfortable, is it? And it only gonna get worse if you don’t exercise.

There are also impacts on your skin but i'm not good in this field so can't say much about it.

I know it is a lot of fun to be a feedee. To gain, get fatter, heavier, softer. Getting out of breath easily? Oh f* yes please, it makes you so horny. But there is a huge impact on your health. Im sure you know it. But maybe you don’t know all the specific things that may happen. This is just a brief list of health complications that obesity brings. So if you are a death feedee, go on! Eat yourself to these diseases if that’s what you want. But be aware that your life probably will not end by a sudden quick heart attack. You will suffer many months and years due to many comorbidities till your body will give up on you. Are you ready for that long pain?

Wanted to let you know so that I can feel better when I actually encourage you to gain. You know, consent means that you agree while being aware of the consequences. If you want me to help you get morbidly obese I wanna be sure I warned you. And maybe (hopefully) this gonna help someone to stop gaining so much if they find out that they would not be happy. Because babes – I don’t want you fat in the first place. I want you happy.

That’s the reason why im drinking 700 kcal hot chocolate made of heavy cream while writing this article. It makes me happy to gain. It makes me happy being fat even though I know all of these things. And it also scares the s*it out of me. I fear it so much. I want it so much. Im not a death feedee in real life, will not let the kink kill me (I hope). But I definitely am a death feedee in fantasies, deep inside and sometimes it is really hard to find the difference between having fun and ruining your body.

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I warned you it gonna be dark and real 🖤

Enjoy your life as you wish 💕 Give fully into hedonism or enjoy the parts of feedism that don't kill you - that is your choice. Your body. Your life. Your death.

~ Tessie

[shawtythatluvsurgut]

(If you’re a minor: go finish your english assignment, stop being thirsty, and get off this page.)

Welcome to my blog!

Introduction

I’m a dominant feeder from the United States. I’m a chef and I love to cook! Something that I love even more than cooking is feeding and fattening up feedees. I also love cats, nature, and art. I have an Onlyfans, so subscribe to see some spicy content 😈

Note:

Shitty behavior does NOT and will NOT fly here. That includes (but is not limited to): fatphobia, pedophilic behavior, promotion of violence, threats against myself or others, intimidation tactics, misogyny, lying/manipulating, ignoring the feelings of others, homophobia or any other type of bigotry, or attacking the feelings of others. I also will never share nudes with a soul on here because - let’s be real - a lot of mfs on this hellsite are not great people and I’m not down with that. Don’t bring that bullshit here. Don’t ask me to send you nudes. I will say no.

I will stand up for myself and others who I believe I should defend. If you don’t like that, you’re gonna hate it here so you might as well leave. I only want authentic, genuine, honest, good people following this blog. If that’s not you, don’t waste your time because I will see that and I will leave you on delivered. Don’t be rude or pushy; demanding or demeaning in my dms because that’s a great way to get ✨ blocked ✨

I also will not follow you back if you are a blank blog. No hate because I know some of them are not catfish accounts or scammers, but I still don’t trust blank tumblr blogs.

Okay, now that I’ve gotten that out of the way, here’s what you should know about me:

I’m a FFA and I have been for my entire life (The Santa Clause weight gain scene was my awakening and will forever hold a special place in my heart)

I am a feeder who has a feedee irl

I live in AZ

I’m an athlete and have been my whole life (collegiate level track sprinter)

I am bisexual. I like both men and women, but I lean more towards femininity

cats are the cutest animal on the planet

cats are also every other positive adjective you could use to describe a cat

I love my homies (this definitely includes internet-homies of mine) and I will defend them if I feel it necessary

I’m mad short and I’m mad about it. (Five foot three like are you fucking playing with me?! Give me a few more inches at least!!!)

I’m mad strong and can beat you up

I am an artist. My styles are realism, surrealism, and modern. I paint, draw, and write (though, it’s usually sexual fiction that I have kept to myself)

This blog is KINKY AS FUCK. I have a FAT FETISH. If you don’t like that, then leave because I literally did not ask! Here are things I am NOT into. I draw a hard line at these things:

• I am a dom through and through. Don’t send me asks implying otherwise because that makes me uncomfortable.

• ^^^ NO pet names or possessive language (ie: “my princess” or “my piggy”) (I don’t belong to any of you)

• NO age play

• NO rape/sa/abuse fantasies or you will be BLOCKED

• I want to reiterate: NO FATPHOBIA!!! I WILL COME FOR YOUR THROAT!!!!

• I’m not turned on by burps or farts, and especially not unsolicited nudes so please keep that stuff to yourself

• I’m not mean. I swear. I just know how I should be and deserve to be treated. I don’t tolerate bullshit because I don’t have the patience, nor is it my responsibility to teach anyone the basics of respect. Your lesson if you choose to cross my boundaries will be getting blocked by me, and I will simply continue on with my life.

• NO vore

• Not really into the expansion kink

• NO diaper, loli, or little kinks

• Do NOT message me if you are 40+ (because I’m too young for that)

• NO age play

• NO bossxemployee or teacherxstudent power dynamics

• NO death feedism (I stress this one because I want y’all to at least try to be a bit mindful of what you’re consuming large amounts of. I don’t want y’all dying on me)

I AM into:

• feedism

• feedism-related art/writing

• weight gain denial

• force feeding

• Shibari (bondage)

• femboys

• thicc/fat women and men

• submission (to me hehe)

• WEIGHT GAIN!!!!

• belly kink

If you are curious about whether or not I’m into anything not listed here, feel free to ask.

My social media handles are:

Instagram @feedernico

Tumblr @shawtythatluvsurgut

If you follow/message me on there, the same guidelines apply. Don’t try anything malicious over there because you will get exposed and blocked. Please message me on here before/when you request to follow so that I can accept it. If I change my handles at any time or get a new social media, I will update you guys here.

I use the hashtags #ffa #female feeder #fit female feeder and #it me on posts I make of myself. I also watermark every picture of me because I’m not about to deal with catfishing. I don’t fuck with that shady behavior, or any shady behavior. Don’t try to manipulate me because I can see past it. Don’t lie to me because I can see right through it.

Now that all is said and done…

Have fun and keep eating! 😈 I love and appreciate all of my respectful followers and I hope you all have a beautiful life!

[ohgodmyeyes]

are you into the feederism kink? or just a fat kink? because i’ve seen some not so nice stuff about the feederism kink and (from what i’ve seen) it sounds pretty morbid, but idk if you are into the morbid side of it or not. is it just a fantasy thing? just curious :)

hi! thanks for asking!

short answer is that yes, i'm into all of it — including a lot of things that most people would probably consider dark or morbid. :))

the longer answer is a bit more nuanced (and a bit more personal), but imma give it anyway because i feel like talking about it! woohoo!

basically, i consider my attraction to fat bodies as being separate from (albeit deeply intertwined with) my feeding kink: they're both as inherent to my sexuality as being attracted to men or women, and i've lived with my preferences since before i knew what they were or what they meant.

i'll be the first to admit that feederism as a kink can certainly go to what most people would consider some pretty dark/morbid places, just like any other kink involving power dynamics... however, i also feel obliged to specify that when i say "dark" or "morbid", i'm not actually talking about mobility issues or health problems. 😅

the aspect of feederism i consider to be the "darkest" is the notion that my (or anyone's) partner might end up feeling obligated or pressured into looking a certain way to keep me (or anyone) happy.

feeder/feedee relationships are delicate and complex in the same way as bdsm relationships; when you form one, you run the risk of your dynamic becoming so ingrained that your partner might come to fear changing it. being a feeder puts a person in a kinda-super-specific position of power — and it doesn't have anything to do with heart attacks or diabetes, because frankly, those things can happen to anyone of any size (and for some of us, are even inherent parts of indulging the kink).

personally? for just me? sex and close relationships go hand-in-hand, and while i would happily forge a romantic/sexual bond with anyone of quite literally any size (all while enjoying the hell out of everything that could potentially entail, including bed pans and insulin shots), what i wouldn't feel comfortable doing is encouraging a real human being to in any way alter their appearance for the sake of my sexual gratification— even if they said they liked it. that's a boundary i won't cross, at least not outside the realm of fiction.

although you were kind about it, i'll admit to being a bit put-off when i hear people who don't indulge in feederism describe it as being "dark" or "morbid" — because while i might not understand the appeal of (for example) things like knife-play or erotic choking, i also don't think it's especially strange that people who aren't me might want to fantasize about (or even assume the risk of actually practicing) them.

not to go off on too much of a tangent, but i wholeheartedly believe that the special kind of fear fat (being fat; getting fat; seeing fat; touching fat) seem to occupy in our collective consciousness informs our biases in more ways than we commonly acknowledge. in a less body-conscious/less fatphobic world, i truly don't think this kink would stand out as much... and if i'm being completely honest, normalizing its presence in a bulging, heaving sea of other sexy content is part of what motivates me to keep sharing my fantasies.

thank you again for asking, and for asking so nicely! i really do love talking about this. <3

[gallavich-forever]

Let’s be clear right now, this page is not in anyway a gossip page, or a page intended to engage in cancel culture or toxicity. I prefer to resolve conflicts I have with other members on site in a private matter. I have attempted to solve this particular conflict outside of a public callout, and if I did not feel this was beneficial to the community I would keep this incident to myself.

As it stands, despite attempting to use learned therapeutic skills to resolve this conflict, it was unable to be resolved because the person in question did not want to share the experience of resolving said conflict with me. With that being said, please do not attack this person. They’re literally 18. 18 year olds are naturally more reactive than us older folks, however that doesn’t give them an excuse to not take responsibility for their actions.

On my side, I may be partially biased, but I feel that I did everything I possibly could, short of ignoring the conversation and ‘moving on’ as was requested when I did not feel like there had been a resolution that was solved. I acknowledge that towards the end of this conversation I became reactionary in an attempt to stop a perceived abandonment. My brain cannot tell the difference between real abandonment and perceived, and days ago I had mentioned my abandonment issues and that they were extremely difficult to deal with. I fell into a traumatic flashback with triggered a traumatic response and received no reassurance from this person that we were okay, that I was not a terrible person or that they were coming back. This is not to excuse me not stepping away when I noticed myself beginning to get panicked. This is simply to explain context and give you a picture of the kind of person I am: a fixer. I like to fix things. I know from personal experience that to leave uneasiness to stew is to create more problems in the future. My intention was never to gaslight or cause harm. It was simply to have a conversation, which for some reason was taken very much out of context. Maybe I should not have engaged at all, but sometimes my anxiety doesn’t always give me the luxury of choosing to not care.

With all of that out of the way, it’s with the heaviest of hearts that I come to the feederism portion of the Shameless community and tell you that we have a member among us who engages in toxicity. This person is @mickchub . They disengage from civil discussions, use passive aggression to get what they want, and show little empathy towards the emotional turmoil that they might cause. MC and I got into a feeder Mommy Dom/sub feedee boy relationship. I mention this not to embarrass them, but rather to provide further context on the images you will see below.

Obviously we’re all adults here. I cannot tell you whether or not you should continue engaging with this person. That is ultimately for you to decide what would be in your best interest. If you MUST speak with them about the incident, please engage respectfully in the same way I have tried to do to them, but be prepared for backlash from them as well as passive aggression. If that’s something you’re sensitive to as I am, I would encourage you to disengage from any serious conversation with them. Having anything more than a surface RP relationship with them puts you at risk of being hurt, and I love this tiny litte community of ours. I don’t want to see anyone else hurt by this person. I will be tagging more members of the feederism Shameless community who interact with MC the most so that we can really put the message out there about this person.

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If any of you have also been emotionally harmed by MC, please feel free to reach out to me in my Tumblr DMs. I’m always welcome to offer support to you as well.

@gallagherstudios @theclandestineclementine @no-its-not-nice @wh0lemilk0vich

*More images to be added in a comment on this post.

[piggy-boy-ck]

how have your friends and family reacted to you becoming so enormous? does anything that they said in particular stand out to you?

A lot of my friends don't care, a lot of them know I'm a feedee anyways. I'm definitely the designated fat friend, and sometimes I get jokes but its never malicious. They all know that if they don't finish their food, ill be there to clean the plate. All that good stuff

Hell even one of my friends who hasn't seen me since I left the country a few months ago called me and noticed how big I had gotten. I always made jokes that if they ever visited where I live in America that they'd leave 50lbs fatter, and he kept joking that I was definitely right because of what happened to me

My family is a different situation all together.

A lot of them give me the "don't end up like your mom" talk, which is about getting fat (I don't want to elaborate on that bit). They give me the "we just want you healthy" etc. The basic stuff.

My dad likes to joke when he sees me bringing my groceries in "you're gonna have a heart attack before you're 20"

And my step mom is kind of rude about it, but it comes from a place of love (but also a lot of internalized fatphobia too).

A comment that almost ALL my family members make is "you'll be so much happier if you lose 20lbs," as if I didn't do this because I hated how I looked when I was smaller. I'd be so sad if I lost 20lbs. It just sticks with me because it's so funny that they don't know I'm doing it on purpose to make myself happy.

That was long, sorry

[prize-pig-collection]

My boyfriend wants me to humiliate him by calling him a piggy and explain how much I'm going to feed him I don't really know what to say or I'm repeating the same things can you give me some ideas or hints it would be greatly appreciated

Let’s open this up to the group (comments! reblogs! please? 🥺)

But if you ask me (and you did), here’s some things I’d start teasing a feedee about. It’s really up to your boyfriend which ones he’s comfortable with, of course. I tried to put these in order from least to most extreme, but that’s very subjective. Here goes:

Weight/size milestones. 5 feet around, wider than you are tall, morbidly obese BMI... 300, 400, 500 pounds

How they’re outgrowing all their clothes, bursting seams, popping buttons... gonna be wearing plus/big & tall sizes soon, and maybe even outgrow that one day

How they’re getting hungrier and greedier all the time, and that it takes more and more to fill them up at each meal... probably to the point where one day they could be eating non-stop and still always be hungry

How they’re losing control, losing the desire to do or think about anything else other than eating/what they want to eat next

How they’re getting hungry for more and more junk food. It’s like if what they’re eating isn’t tooth-achingly sweet or dripping with grease, what’s even the point? One day they’ll be eating lard by the handful

How they’re getting so big that they can’t even reach all of themselves, or see all themselves. This tends to be extra exciting when it comes to genitalia 😳

How they’re getting too big for the world around them to handle it. Breaking furniture, creaking floors, brushing against doorways...

Animal/pet names: piggy, whale, cow

Actual pig play: pig nose, pig tail, only oinking allowed, eating from a trough, being put on a leash

The name calling people usually use for fat people: fatass, lardball, tubbo, etc.

How mobility is becoming more and more of a struggle. Maybe now they’re just waddling and struggle a bit putting on shoes or pants, but soon getting out of bed alone will be impossible

Along those lines, death feedism stuff: how even breathing is becoming difficult, how they’re one cheeseburger or one flight of stairs away from a heart attack

I hope that gives you some good ideas... but this is definitely something to approach carefully with each person. The same thing that really turns someone on might make someone else really upset. Good luck though, and have fun!

(And everyone else, let’s hear some more of your favorite ways to be teased!)