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amnethyste · 1 year
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It’s ok, Jalter didn’t want to be an idol anyways
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robinsno1lesbian · 1 year
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𝐈'𝐌 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐕𝐈𝐍𝐆, 𝐃𝐀𝐑𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐆 - 𝐍.𝐖.
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nancy wheeler x female! reader
𝐬𝐮𝐦𝐦𝐚𝐫𝐲: a trip to murray's cabing changes everything between you and nancy. 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐝 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐭: 6226
𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬: 18+ mature content! (MDNI), mention of alcohol, fingering, soft dom!nancy, oral, thigh riding, finger sucking, praise kink, use of petnames, dirty talk (let me know if i missed anything!) 𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞: we need more nancy wheeler x reader content on tumbrl!!! no beta read because who needs that anyway? (i definitely do but...you know?) also the ending is kind of rushed because i had to leave lmao
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he raises his brow in surprise as you friendly decline the offer of sleeping in one bed with nancy.
"oh" you say. "oh no- we aren't- we aren't that- i mean...we're friends"
he huffs, leaning forward in his armchair, his elbows resting on his knees.
"now this is interesting..." he glares from you over to nancy, then back at you.
"you're telling me there isn't some secret thing going on between the two of you?"
you watch nancy from the corner of your eye, the question seemingly catching her by surprise.
before either of you can give an answer, he leans back again.
"well Y/N Y/L/N you are quite easy to read...always present, yet somehow you never fit in. some might say it is because you're insecure or...whatever girls your age might be. but I don't think that's the whole truth, or is it?"
you open your mouth, then close it again like a fish on land.
"you, Y/N, are different from all the others and you know it. you know you won’t fit it. you know you won't ever like a boy the way your girlfriends might, don't you? and this is why you keep a distance from everyone else in this world because, god forbid, what if someone finds out?"
you can hear nancy inhale sharply right next to you, but you are too focused on his words to care.
"you, however,” he turns to face nancy. "you are harder to read…" he nods slowly.
"but i think....i think I figured you out too...nancy wheeler you aren't that different from our lovely Y/N here, you know? well, you have been with boys, haven't you? but here is my theory-"
he inhales.
"you have been running your entire life. when things get messy, nancy wheeler is the first to run. but it's not just with others, you do it to yourself too. you run away from your own feelings, desperately trying to push them away. as if they'd vanish into nothingness as long as you just keep running"
you shoot a glare at nancy.
her eyes are wide, her nostrils flaring in the dim light of the room.
"you seek the comfort of some boy, am i right? thinking that the salvation of his arms will eventually drown out all of the other things that your heart is longing for. i just know there is one, i just need a name...what's his name, come on. what's his name?!"
"steve" you say. the name alone is enough to make your blood boil. "his name is steve"
"steve! you seek steve's comfort, love and maybe even validation because it might make it all go away. but nancy wheeler, it won't. and you see this is the difference between the two of you. Y/N is keeping her distance because she knows what she's feeling and she's scared other people will know it too but you...my god you just run away from it until your whole body is sore"
your heart is beating a mile a minute, thundering within your chest.
could he be right? he certainly was when it came to his assumptions about you.
"so..." he spreads his arms. "how was i?"
nancy jumps up from the couch fast -too fast.
"whatever you think you know" she nearly snaps, close to losing her temper.
"it's wrong. i will gladly take the couch. y/n can have the bed. now if you would just...leave us?"
you swallow the spark of hope that you've felt about the thought of nancy, secretly being just like you, and get up.
"where is the bedroom?" you ask, trying to ease the tension.
-
"nancy and girls" you sigh, as you sit down on the bed. "as if!"
you scoff, trying to push the thought away for another time, and lay down in the bed that is supposed to be yours for the night. 
you very much know you'd be lying if you said the thought of it wasn't thrilling. you know you've liked nancy for a long time now -longer than you'd care to admit. 
though you've always thought she was straight, well, until this very moment. 
your desperate attempt of trying to escape the thoughts turns out to be unsuccessful as you find yourself tossing and turning relentlessly.
eventually, you sit up again. 
you feel the urge to explain it all to nancy. to at least clear out whatever has gotten into her. 
and even though you have no idea how to start, you move towards the door. 
when you open it, the darkness of the night immediately spilling into your room, you are surprised to see another silhouette making its way through the living room -one you would recognize out of a million others. 
'nancy?' you whisper, your fingers searching for the light switch. 
once it's found, light floods the room, allowing you to see more of her than just a shadow. 
her hair is put up messily and she's wearing her pajamas already. her arms are hugging her own body tight as if that would make the uncomfortable autumn cold go away. 
'hey..' 
'hi,' she replies, awkwardly stepping closer to you. 
'look, y/n, about what he said earlier...i don't even know where to start but...'
'he's totally drunk' you interrupt, your face growing hot. 'that's all!' 
she looks up, and something within her eyes, her big blue doe eyes, is different. you just can't place it yet.
regardless of that, she nods, a brief smile flashing over her face. 
'yeah right? i mean he is so drunk...'
you quickly nod, fighting back the urge to bite your lower lip, as you always do when telling a lie. 
he might have been drunk, but that isn't what this is about. it isn't the reason why he said all of those things.
'he totally was...' the silence that follows is nearly unbearable.
'i am...i am gonna go to bed now' you finally speak, your words cutting through the night like a knife. 
'oh- yes sure' 
'good night, nance' 
you turn on your heel, not really waiting for an answer, to go back to bed. 
'what the fuck y/n' you whisper to yourself once you have reached the safety of being behind closed doors.
you shake your head slightly before laying down again. 
frustrated you turn off the light on your nightstand, a gesture that is supposed to be final. 
just a couple of seconds later you switch it back on. 
how is one to even think of sleep like this? and why did this guy, murray, have to bring this stuff up? 
your head is spinning, filled with questions that need to be answered.
for the second time, you throw the thick blanket aside to sit up. 
you feel so stupid, but the uncertainty is even worse. there is a bit of worry, too, because something, though you aren't entirely sure what it is, is clearly wrong with nancy. 
the cold floor beneath your feet makes you shiver as you walk through the room.
once you’ve made your way to the door, your hand reaches for the doorknobs.
as you try to walk out of it, you notice that the lights are still turned on.
yet before you have the chance to focus on that, you crash into nancy, who is standing just a couple of inches away from your door. 
her sudden presence takes you by surprise, yet the fact that she is standing as close to you as she currently is, causes your mind to go completely blank.
your eyes meet hers and the glance that is exchanged tells you more than a thousand words.
her pupils are blown wide, leaving little of the blue in her eyes. there is something else in her gaze, something you have never seen in her before. 
almost a hunger for something and...
oh. 
oh. 
before you can question what exactly is going on, you feel nancy's lips on your own. 
plump and pink, they're pressed against your skin and you can't help but return the kiss.
and as unsure and delicate as it might be, it rouses all the feelings you've tried to oppress. 
the stolen moments of loving nancy in silence threaten to spill out all at once, all of that just because of a simple kiss.
you wonder what else nancy could do if this results from nothing but her lips on yours.
unfortunately, the sensation goes just as fast as it has come.
nancy takes a step back and stares up at you apologetically.
she's pounding and shocked by her own actions and all you can do is stare right back at her, surprised by the unsaid confession she has made. 
she brings her hand up to her chest in what seems like an attempt to stop her heart from racing.
she stumbles backward too, as if in fear.
it is painful to watch her like this. as if you’d judge her -or even worse hate her- for kissing you.
too painful, you quickly decide. 
so you go after her, follow her, and within two big steps, your chest bumps into hers. 
carefully, you place a hand on her cheek, taking in the heat that's radiating from her skin. 
'nance' you choke out. 
then your lips are pressed against hers again and everything falls into place. you move quicker than your brain can comprehend but none of it matters. 
her hands are in your hair and on your waist and her lips, god, her lips are the only thing you can focus on. 
every inch of your skin is on fire at the feeling and the more your lips move together, the more confident you grow. 
eventually, her tongue slips past your lips and the last bits of ice are broken into nothingness. 
she nearly throws her body towards you, catching you by surprise as you manage some shaky steps back until hitting the door behind you.
nancy's lips never leave yours as she cups your face with both of her hands, the kiss growing more and more intense with every second that goes by. 
you can feel the pad of nancy's thumb, gently caressing your cheek. you can feel the same breath the two of you are sharing, coming hot and heavy from her lips.
at the first small noise that erupts from the back of her throat, you nearly cry out, as you've been dying to hear such sweet noises coming from nancy's lips. 
she must have noticed, as a steady flow of light moans and gasps escapes her lips. 
eventually, you have to break the kiss, trying to catch your breath as you stare at her. 
you are mesmerized, her lips puffy from the kisses you have shared. 
'nance...' you whine, hating yourself for how desperate you sound.
'god nancy...'
she takes the hint, pushing you into the room and closing the door on your way in. 
she takes advantage of your foggy state of mind and guides the two of you through the room, until the back of your knees hit the bed. 
you gladly allow her to push you down onto the mattress but she eagerly follows, crawling over your body until her face lingers above yours. 
her lips are slightly parted and shine in the dim light of the room. her chest rises and falls as her breaths come in short puffs.
you’re thankful that she has decided to take control over the situation. it’s pleasant but not surprising: nancy has always liked to be in control of things.
you reach out and brush the hair out of her face -a gesture to calm down both her and your own nerves. 
your heart is beating a mile a minute and your mind is struggling to keep up with everything that is happening. 
"what do you want nancy?" you whisper and bite your lower lip. she looks gorgeous, towering over you with a determined look on her face. 
"i want you. all of you" she licks her lips. "if that's okay?" 
"more than okay" you reply, nodding eagerly. 
she leans back. "sit up" 
you do as you're told, all of your limbs listening to nancy's command.
you sit up slowly, leaning against the headboard for support as you watch nancy straddle your lap. 
you can immediately feel the heat coming from underneath her thin shorts. you mutter curses under your breath at the new feeling.
she takes your head in her hands, her thumbs massaging your cheeks.
"we don't have to do this okay? i don't want you to feel pressured or-"
"nance" you cut her off sharply. "i do want this"
you emphasize your point by placing your hands on top of hers. 
"i want this so bad" your voice turns into a whine that you can't find the strength to feel embarrassed about. but if anything, it spurs nancy on. 
she kisses you again, passionately and with purpose. 
you fight back the urge to roam her entire body with your hands and choose to place them on her waist, giving her an encouraging squeeze. 
the moment you part your lips, nancy's tongue slips past them again.
you moan into her mouth at the feeling. 
you doubt that you would ever get tired of kissing nancy but she isn't done with you yet. 
she yanks your head back and attacks your neck with kisses. 
you can feel her sucking on your skin, right below your jaw, and that feeling alone is enough to let you see stars. 
"oh god" you mutter. 
nancy looks up at you to make sure what she's doing is alright.
"take off my clothes" you murmur, lost in the blue of her hungry eyes. 
"gladly" she replies, already fumbling with the hem of your shirt. 
you lift your arms, giving her easier access as she strips off the item and throws is across the room. you are not wearing a bra and, with the clothing gone, you find yourself topless underneath nancy wheeler.
she takes a moment to admire your body, her eyes looking at you in awe. 
"you're beautiful" she finally speaks, all while unbuttoning her own shirt as well.
she's a tease, pushing each button through its hole slowly while never breaking eye contact. 
"god nance" you groan with anticipation that makes her giggle. 
the shirt falls loosely around her slender shoulders and she pushes it off of her body in a smooth motion. 
it pools around her hips and you are face to face with nancy’s tits. she is, without a doubt, gorgeous and it takes everything within you not to put your hands all over her. 
"you are stunning, nancy" you tell her, your fingertips ghosting over her back, moving downwards. 
goosebumps start to rise beneath them and she shivers. 
"touch me" nancy mumbles. her eyelids flutter close when your touch becomes firm on her back. 
you allow your hands to wander for a bit before moving them to her chest. 
you inhale sharply as your palms cup her breasts. 
nancy lets out a breathy laugh at your reaction. 
"like what you see?" 
you nod, your mouth falling slightly open while you run your thumbs over her nipples. 
nancy sucks in a breath, her back arching further into your touch. 
"f-fuck" she mumbles and you smile.
if this is a dream, you find yourself thinking, please let me stay here forever. fortunately, it is not a dream. nancy is there, on top of you, impatiently straddling your lap. 
without giving it any further consideration, you lean forward and put your mouth on her. 
nancy shudders beneath your lips. her hands are immediately curling up in your hair in an attempt to pull you closer. 
you place gentle kisses on her skin before wrapping your lips around her nipple, sucking carefully. 
you’ve never done this before but nancy’s reaction confirms that she seems to like what you’re doing to her:
her head falls back and you watch her through thick lashes. she is completely blissed out, experiencing this much pleasure from nothing but your lips.
“oh” she breathes shakily.
your fingers dance over her ribcage, slowly moving further down, all while your lips never leave her chest.
but just when you reach the elastic of her shorts, she grabs your wrists and stops you. 
you immediately release her nipple with a wet pop and lean back. 
nancy's pupils are blown, giving her a dark look. it sends another heatwave straight to your center and you nearly moan at the sight of it. 
"wait" she whispers. 
"are you okay?" 
she nods slowly. "don't worry, i just-" 
blush creeps up her cheeks and you grin sheepishly. "it's okay" you reassure. "whatever you want" 
"need you like this" she slurs. 
you raise your brows at her. "like what?" 
but she's already shifting her body, leaving her straddling just one of your thighs. 
you can feel her hot center against your exposed skin, her heat soaking through the thin layer of fabric. 
"i want to ride you" she admits in one shaky breath. "is that okay?" 
god, you know you want nothing more than for nancy wheeler to make a mess on your thigh. 
"yes please" you place your hands on her hips. "you can do whatever you want to me nance" 
the confession slips past your lips before you can comprehend your words. but nancy doesn't seem to mind: it even turns her on further. 
"yeah?" she mumbles against your lips and, to test the waters, rolls her hips against you for the first time.  her center creates a delicious kind of friction that runs through your entire body. 
your fingers tighten around her hips which she takes as a sign to move faster. 
"fuck" nancy groans “you’re so good for letting me ride you like this” she presses her lips against yours. 
the kiss is uncoordinated, all tongue and teeth while nancy never stops rutting against you. 
she reaches out to grab the headboard behind you for support, caging you in between her arms. you wouldn’t mind dying like this, suffocated by the magic that is nancy wheeler.
the friction between your bodies gets more fiery as the seconds pass by and you can’t stop your hips from bucking upward im sync with nancy’s slow rolling.
you stare up at her. her eyes are shut tightly and her head has fallen back. her lips are parted and a steady stream of quiet moans is coming out of them. she looks like a mess.
a beautiful fucking mess, all because of you.
"yeah" you encourage her and her eyes fly open to look at you. "just like that nance" 
feeling especially bold, you ground her against yourself, once, twice. 
her eyes roll back and the loudest moan so far leaves her mouth. 
god, more of that, please. 
as she gets off on your thigh, an idea occurs to you: her tits are bouncing right in front of your eyes, her nipples still glistening from your previous actions.
you kiss the valley between her breasts before working on her left breast. you flick your tongue over the hardened nipple harshly and nancy moans again. 
"fuck y/n- feels so good! you’re doing such a good job” her voice sounds breathless and high pitched but there is something firm about it. like she’s still the one in charge.
nancy’s praise goes straight to your center.
your hands cup her other breast and give it a squeeze. 
"god" she keens. "god, fuck- please don't stop"
you would not dare to stop. not when you can feel her cunt throbbing against you through her pants. not when she's holding onto that creaking headboard for dear life. not when this whole sight is making you wetter than you've ever been all your life.
so, naturally, you just keep going. after a couple of minutes, the only noise that is filling the room is the one coming from between nancy's legs. the delicious sounds of her arousal, being dragged over your thigh by the force of her hips. her eyes have fallen shut again but she's closing them tightly now. squeezing them together with a concentrated look written over her face.
you can tell, right then and there, that she is close. her breath is becoming shorter with every exhale and her movements are faster than they have been before. 
"'m close" she mutters through gritted teeth. "y/n please, so close-" the headboard gives another concerning creak.
the sensation and heat of the moment are becoming too much and not nearly enough.
nancy reaches for the back of your head with one of her hands and yanks you back, away from her sensitive breasts. your gaze instantly meets hers.
“kiss me” she groans.
you follow her order immediately, pressing your lips to hers. you drink every noise that comes from nancy’s throat, take in every moan and whine that she can’t oppress.
you can feel her on your leg and you don’t even have to look at it to know that she’s incredibly wet. your teeth graze her lower lip at the same time you flex your muscle against her at and that is all it takes.
"gonna cum, gonna cum" she cries out. 
her movements stutter and you take the opportunity to move her against you by the hips. 
nancy throws her head back, her curls framing her face perfectly. her mouth has fallen open and her eyes have rolled back. 
her body goes completely rigid as her orgasm washes over her. 
"fuck" she cries out loudly, not stopping her movements just yet. you let go of her, allowing her to ride you mercilessly but at her own pace.
the room felt cold before, but that seems to be long gone. you can feel a thin layer of sweat of your forehead and hot puffs of nancy’s breath on your skin.
nancy, who is still cumming on top of you. her orgasm ripples through her in waves and she’s grinding down desperately.
“y/n” she manages. “look at me”
your eyes meet hers. her mouth hangs open, her chest heaving rapidly. you can’t help but take pride in that. you are the one who made her look like this.
she slows down, her clit too sensitive for any further stimulation.
once she has ridden out her orgasm, her limbs begin shaking against you. 
"hey nance" you spread your arms and she immediately understands. with her body slack, she drops against you, but you gladly let her. 
you wrap your arms around her and she places her head on your chest. 
her hand finds yours and she reaches for it in an instant. you smile at the feeling of her fingers linked with yours. 
there is no place in this world you would rather be right now.
"thank you" she murmurs hazily.
you press your lips to her temple. 
"do you need something? water? a blanket?" 
she shakes her head. "just you. for now." 
you nod because you know she's right. nancy wheeler is all you ever needed in life.
after a while, nancy untangles herself from your sweet embrace. you raise your brows at her but she just smiles, takes you by the shoulders, and pushes you down into the pillow. 
"woah nance" you laugh. "we don't have to-" 
she cuts you off. "i want to. if that's okay?" 
you don't need to be asked twice. of course you want nancy, considering the wetness that's still pooling between your legs, you actually need her. desperately. 
"it's more than okay" you lean up to meet her lips halfway. 
you moan against her lips as she parts them for you. she takes her time kissing you, exploring every inch of your mouth as her hands pin you down. 
making out with nancy is pure bliss but, by the way your hips buck up involuntarily, you know you need more than that.
nancy hums against your wet and plump lips. "what do you need?" 
"please" it's barely a whisper. "touch me" 
her hand moves down your body, all the way down to the hemline of your pants. 
your whole body shivers at the contact and your hips buck into her hands.  
"shhh" she whispers. "don't worry. I'll take care of you”
you nod and she strokes your cheek gently before leaning in to kiss your earlobe. 
the sensation of her breath against your skin sends shivers down your spine.
her lips are right next to your ear as she whispers: "take your pants off”
you moan and nancy chuckles. "so needy for me?"
you can't help but nod enthusiastically. 
"you sound so pretty when you moan" she continues. "i wanna hear more" 
you flick the buttons of your pants and pull them down your legs before kicking them off the bed, leaving you in nothing but your panties. 
nancy's hand returns to your lower half and she lets her trimmed nails slightly scratch down your belly. she watches you with careful eyes, taking in each one of your reactions. 
then, finally, she reaches your panties. 
"are you sure this is okay?" 
"yes" you breathe. "yes, yes. just please touch me already" 
she grins and her fingers finally crawl below the waistband of your underwear. 
your eyes flutter when you feel her hand cupping your core. her palm is warm against you.  her lips part and she gasps when she moves a single, delicate finger down to your entrance. 
"you're so wet for me" she mumbles, her voice sounding genuinely surprised.
she collects some of your wetness on her digit and brings it up to your clit, drawing small circles around it. 
"fuck" your legs violently shake underneath her body and you nearly choke on a moan. "fuck nancy" 
"does it feel good?" she asks with a smirk plastered over her face. 
of course it feels good. how couldn’t it?
"y-yeah" you mutter. 
"good" she whispers and removes her fingers. 
"nancy-" you whine at the loss.
but the brunette leans back and brings up her hand in front of your face. 
her fingers are glistering in the dim light of the room. you can see a string of your own arousal between her middle and ring finger as she experimentally spreads them apart. 
"you made such a mess" she bites her lip. "such a pretty fucking mess. and i didn’t even touch you yet…”
her dirty talking does things to you that you have never experienced before. if she talks for long enough, you fear you might actually come undone. 
 "can you clean it up for me?" she questions, her clean hand moving under your chin to lift your gaze. 
nancy stares down at you expecting an answer and you feel like putty in her hands. 
"y-yeah" you rasp. 
"good girl" she murmurs and you clench around absolutely nothing. 
"fucking hell, nancy" 
"too much?" she asks, sudden worry written all over her face. 
you shake your head immediately. "god no. it's perfect. you're perfect" 
she smiles, then brings up her fingers and moves them along your lower lip. 
“open up” she murmurs.
you don’t need to be told twice.
you’ve never tasted yourself before, the thought has never even occurred to you before. but now, with your wetness coating nancy’s beautiful fingers, there is nothing holding you back.
you can feel your own wetness coating them, but you can't bring up the willpower to be disgusted by it. not in the slightest. you want this more than ever. 
your lips part and nancy inhales sharply as you take her fingers into your mouth. 
you taste salty, with an edge of sweetness and something that is entirely your own. it makes you moan around her.
the brunette watches you through half lidded eyes. she can tell you’re enjoying this by the way your eyes roll back as she explores your mouth.
your legs tremble when nancy pushes them further into your mouth.
"god" she groans as she watches you. "fuck, y/n, you look so pretty like this" 
you swirl your tongue around her fingers, sucking off the last bits of your arousal. but it doesn’t end here.
nancy crooks her finger inside of your mouth, hooks them right behind your front bottom teeth and pulls your mouth open slightly.
all you can really focus on is the way she’s pressing down on your tongue.
you hum around a mouthful of wetness, licking her digits clean. to give her an extra show, you move your head as you lick over them. 
nancy strokes your hair out of your face to get a better look at you and smiles. 
eventually, she removes her fingers from your mouth. 
"i need to taste you" she mumbles absentminded as she stars at her wet hand. "are you okay with that?" 
the thought of nancy's head between your thighs is dizzying. you never had someone going down on you before but, secretly, you always wondered what it would feel like to get fucked mindlessly by someone else's tongue. 
just that until this moment, no one ever offered to actually do it. 
"please do" you whisper. 
that's all nancy needs. she pushes you down and starts kissing your torso. 
she's taking her time to give your breasts equal treatment to what you have given her before: sucking your soft skin into her mouth and leaving a generous amount of marks before swirling her tongue around your nipples.
when her lips begin to move lower, you instinctively open your legs for her, bending them at the knees. 
you lean your head back in anticipation and look up at the ceiling above. 
so this is actually happening.
your cheeks flush when nancy hooks her thumbs under the waistband of your panties. the thought of her actually seeing all of you makes you nervous.
but when she tilts her head you give her a firm nod. 
she pulls them down slowly, giving you time to stop her in case you'd change your mind. 
and then they're gone. 
you are in bed, completely naked and with nancy wheeler towering above you.
you can't help but feel the slightest bit exposed and close your legs. 
but nancy places her palms on top of your knees. 
"don't" she whispers. "don't hide from me. you're gorgeous" 
you allow her to push your legs apart again, her eyes grazing downward as she does so. 
you don’t miss the way she licks her lips when her stare reaches your pussy.
"keep your legs open for me, okay?" 
you nod and she moves to lay in between them, her face just inches away from your pussy. 
"god" she groans. "fuck y/n, you’re so fucking wet for me" 
your eyes roll back in your head as her breath hits your exposed clit. 
nancy notices and raises her brows, surprised at how badly you seem to need her. 
"please" you mouth, unable to form a proper sentence. 
and who is nancy to deny a pretty girl like you? 
her head dips in between your thighs and just a second later you feel her tongue on you. a shuddered breath escapes your lips as she licks through you, collecting your wetness on her tongue. 
the feeling is different from anything you’ve ever known. it’s so much better. her velvet tongue moves through you as if she knows exactly what to do and where to touch you.
nancy herself lets out an obscene moan at the very first taste of you. 
“you taste so good” her dark tone is almost unrecognizable.
she then licks upward, moving the arousal she has gathered up to your clit. 
she kitten licks over your bundle of nerves, her palms pressing against the soft flesh of your thighs to spread you open for her.
you grip the sheets beneath you. the feeling of nancy's tongue on you is enough to make you cum right then and there and for a second you're afraid that might actually happen. 
"nancy" you moan. her name falls from your lips like a prayer, over and over again. “nancy, fuck-“
her tongue circles your clit, right before her lips wrap around it. your hips jerk into her face over and over and not even nancy's hands on your waist can steady you. 
“oh my god” you gasp.
the sheets beneath you are no longer enough. your hands reach for nancy’s curls and you pull her closer to you. she hisses at the sharp tug you give her hair but the noise turns into a pleased hum when she notices what you’re doing.
you already know you won't last long like this, but when nancy begins stroking through you with her middle finger, you’re genuinely afraid that this might just be your very end.
your back arches off the mattress im a beautiful bend while she carefully works a single finger into your throbbing cunt. she barely meets any resistance at all, with how wet you are.
feeling her inside you takes things to a whole new level: her fingers are longer than yours and she’s buried knuckle deep inside of your pussy, reaching depths you were never able to reach on your own.
she keeps it still and leans back to make sure this is not taking it too far.
“please” you plead. “fuck me with your fingers already”
the sob that erupts from you the second she moves inside of you for the first time is hardly human anymore.
the sensation of her fingers thrusting into you and her lips around your clit has you seeing stars.
it’s so much, so good and not nearly enough.
“more” you beg. “please nancy, more- i need more”
you roll your hips with every thrust of her finger and you can feel a second one toying your entrance.
you don't mind at all, far too blissed out to care. in fact, this is exactly what you wanted.
the delicious feeling of being stretched out only turns you on further when her ring finger pushes into you.
she slowly pumps them in and out of you, drawing obscene noises from the in between if your legs.
you squirm wildly on the bed, your knuckles turning white from the strong grasp you have on her hair.
you briefly register the flutter of your walls around nancy’s fingers, the way it’s getting harder for you to keep your legs open.
"nancy, nance, I'm close" you whine, feeling the build-up of your orgasm in your lower abdomen. 
she growls against you, determined to make you cum.
she pumps her finger into you, the base of her knuckles pounding against your skin and her tongue not once stops flicking over your clit. 
your breath hitches as she hits the spot inside of your that makes you scream, moving both of them in a “come hither” motion against you.
"nance" you say. it is somewhat of a warning. "nance, god, yeah just like that-"
your cunt squelching against nancy's fingers and your eyes roll back as she pushes you over the edge. 
"you're gonna make me cum- nancy you’re gonna-“ you moan, right before your climax washes over you. 
and then you cum. hard. 
the orgasm completely shatters your body and all nancy can do is flatten out her tongue so you can ride it out. 
your hands on her are the only thing grounding you to this earth.
your hips buck into her face uncontrollably and you bring up a hand over your mouth to hold back the scandalous moans. 
nancy continues to fuck you through your climax, and you can feel your arousal flowing out of you.
your muscles twitch and your hips slow down. you wince at the overstimulation over her tongue lapping over you.
“‘s so much” you slur and all stimulation stops at once.
you look down to find nancy already looking up at you. her face is ruined. 
your arousal is dripping down her chin and her hair is a mess. she has a smile on her lips nonetheless.
"god y/n you're so beautiful" nancy whispers.
you let out an airy laugh, the aftershocks of your orgasm rippling through you.
“i’m gonna remove my fingers now, okay?” she asks, her voice impossibly gentle.
you nod and she slowly pulls them out of you. you sob at the loss of being filled by her.  
“shhh” she hushes you. “it’s okay, i’m here y/n.”
she moves up to you, careful not to accidentally put her weight onto your shaking body. 
"are you okay? was this okay?" 
you nod, unable to form a proper sentence yet.
“i’m gonna get water for us” she informs you but you stop her.
“stay” you whine. “just…for a little bit”
a sweet smile creeps up her cheeks and she gently carcasses your neck.
“of course” she speaks calmly. “of course. i’m staying here”
you try to sit up and she immediately reaches out to help you.
you love this and you might just love nancy too. you know you can’t tell her that, not yet at least. but when she lays you down on her chest and wraps her arms around you, you know you want to stay like this forever.
“promise me you’ll stay?” you mumble sleepily.
nancy smiles.
“i promise”
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Dear Ink, that was a beautiful portrayal of the "one who got away" trope. Your art and writing soothes my soul and you give me the impression that you are a person full of love. It made me remember about my one who got away because of fear of what will they say, hence the anon as we are still mutuals on tumbrl. Don't apologise for writing something so raw as it is beautiful. Keep trusting the process!
Oh, dear Anon, this is such a soft, sweet message. I am glad that you liked this, even if that brought some bittersweet memories to you.
I want you to know that you are so brave for putting into words your own experience, anon or not. It requires courage. I am proud of you.
However, if I could do what I am about to tell you, I totally would, bur since I can't, I'd like you to picture this. I am making you your favourite drink (might be a cocktail, a hot cocoa, a smoothie, a tea), and we are sitting at your favourite place. And I am telling you, from the bottom of my heart that it is okay, and absolutely valid not being ready back then, or even not being ready ever.
It is okay.
I really hope that you healed from that experience. I wish you all the love that you can get, from other people and from yourself.
🌺🌺🌺
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headoverjojo · 5 years
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Oh, my dear, I can't explain what I felt when I reading your release, it made me feel sad and embarrassed. In my case, it's something that always frustrates me, I can't find anything to comment, if I like the job. I still have to make an account in Tumbrl (yes, yes, don't laugh at me T_T) and I not have much power to call or tastes shared with many people (T_T).
Hi darling! No, don't say it!! You don't have to feel sad or embarrassed. It was a general discourse; of course everyone has their reasons to stay back, sometimes it's because they're shy, sometimes because they had had a bad experience. It's all valid! It's just easier for readers to reach out for writers; the reverse would be impossible, as we should reach for, like, hundreds of people. However, it's absolutely not an obligation! It shouldn't be something that gives you anxiety; it should be something that makes you as happy as it makes us. I know I'm not speaking just for myself, but writers beams of joy when we receive a message or when we can interact with you!
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rubberduckyrye · 6 years
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I have see people offer you their fanfic ideas so um i would like if you can tell your advice on mine ^^' The story would happen in the canon of Thh, Sdr2 and anime 3 but with the class of v3 at Hope speak To sum up Kokichi will be accused of being a remnant of despair because there is a traitor in the future foundation and he can only be in the class of v3 (whereas in fact it is Tsumugi) he will be sent in the neo program alongside the class of sdr2 and attend the killings of jaberwock island
Kokichi will make friends and see them die (Strangely he gets along much more easily with the cast of sdr2 and yes I love to torture my children) The future foundation will realize that Kokichi was innocent "Oops" the class of v3 will feel betrayed because of Tsumugi and guilty of not having believed in Ouma Ouma is going to make friends and be happy and he i the baby of the group because he is three years younger than the others (he discovers either in Chap 4 or when they wake up Neo progr)
And he will forget all his memories related to hope speak with the class of V3 and he will not trust them at all (especially that some Chisa would have told him that they are the ones who delivered it to the future foundation) And I like the Komahinamami and the Saiouma and the Oumota so there may be X) I had this idea thanks to a post tumbrl that I liked a lot but I can not find it anymore
It's a fanfic I would love to write but I'm afraid to make the characters oc or to do too much in the rewrite so I do not know if I would do it one day I'm not super confident on that side I do not even know if it's a good idea ^^ ' I'm sorry for all these spam I hate doing that I'd like to have more room to write and send once Also thank you very much this blog and in general the au (twins Ouma) or analyzes and headcanons your blog is awesome
Ooooh, That could be a pretty interesting story, yeah! Honestly, any idea can work with a good writer, so you’ve got some pretty good premises down. Unfortunately, I can’t give any proper criticisms or advice since this is just an idea and not actually yet a fanfic. 
I guess I can give you general advice, and my first piece of advice? Don’t write for anything but to please yourself. If you want to be happy with your fanfic, try not to let the opinions of others get to you too much. I think people who believe in fanfic criticisms don’t necessarily understand how criticism is supposed to work, so a lot of the time “criticism” tends to just be hateful commentary about everything the reader disliked. Constructive Criticism should never be given unless asked for when it comes to private works like fanfiction. 
Anyway, write the story you want to tell. Write the characters how you would see them--your interpretations are your own, and not everyone is going to agree with them no matter what. Already I can tell you like half the v3 fandom will dislike your portrayal of Kokichi because he sounds like he’s going to be a sweetheart. There’s just no getting around it, people are going to hate it and it’s not going to be your fault. You’re not going to be writing anyone “wrong” because hey, all interpretations of all characters are valid. Most people, sadly, just can’t understand that. So keep to how you see the characters, and it’ll not only make you happy, but fans of the AU/fanfic will see how much love you put into it and admire that love.
I think one of the biggest reasons why Twins AU is so popular for how tiny it is, is because of that love me and L put into it. We’re putting all of our love into the story, the characters, the plot twists, everything. And people see that. 
In general, loving what you write is a big way to write something other people will love.
Another piece of advice is, write what the story needs you to write. Don’t be bound by constraints, if you need to do something for the story, do it. 
Also, while it’s not necessary, researching certain topics you’re unsure of will always earn respect points. Ask people who know the subject best (I.e. a person with ADHD will probably know more about ADHD than a neurotypical, but don’t rely on one person’s perspective or advice on a subject either. get a collection of data!)
Advice on prose? Well, there’s no right or wrong answer to prose. Sure there are guidelines for it, (I.E. Show, don’t tell) but sometimes guidelines need to be broken (I.E. if a character is telling a story, or the perspective is first person, then you have to account what kind of story teller the character is and chances are they’re not going to be perfect masters of creative writing) and sometimes the rules you see will actually make the narrative hard to read (I.E. if you’re writing a fluffy story but at some point a character gets sick, it’s better to not go into too much detail about how disgusting the illness is, so you’d want to “tell” the reader how ill the character is over “show”) Again, write what the story needs you to write. If you need purple prose for one section for x reason or need to “tell” the reader rather than show, do it. Don’t force it.
Pacing is also something to keep in mind. Short, broken and/or repetitive sentences in narration give off the sense of alertness, danger, despair, desperation and insanity. (I.E. “He couldn’t--he couldn’t do this, he just couldn’t--”) while longer, smoother sentences give off a smoother, calmer effect. (I.E. “His breathing started to slow, chest rising and falling as he drifted off to sleep.”) Tone and pacing kind of go hand in hand, so be aware of what kind of tone you want the narrative to have, because pacing is important to set the tone.
Aside from that stuff? Just have fun with it. Go wild, have fun!
And thank you! me and @aroseandapen work hard on Twins AU and, yes, we’re still working on it folks! We’re just going to finish it before we post it, that’s all. As for my theories and anlysis, I just do those for fun really, but thank you again ;w;
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elvencantation · 7 years
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personal tag!
I was tagged by @xingslove foreverrrrr ago and found it going through my old emails 😂
THE LAST
1. Drink: water
2. Phone call: @71-82-89-98
3. Text message: also @71-82-89-98
4. Song you listened to: Black Rose/Green Sun from Vol.7 of the Homestuck soundtrack (I listen to instrumental stuff when I’m trying to get work done)
5. Time you cried: no idea
6. Dated someone twice: nope
7. Been cheated on: no
8. Kissed someone and regretted it: eh
9. Lost someone special: of course
10. Been depressed: always
11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: nope
LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS:
1. lavender 2. cerulean 3. deeper purple? idk
IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU…
15. Made new friends: yeah!
16. Fallen out of love: not yet
17. Laughed until you cried: definitely
18. Found out someone was talking about you: yup
19. Met someone who changed you: that’s a hard one… but I think so?
20. Found out who your true friends are: oh yeah
21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: yes? not in 2017 but in the past year? or wait idk it was the December before last nevermind
22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: most of them?
23. Do you have any pets: family has two, the friend im living with has a cat
24. Do you want to change your name:  not really, tho I love when ppl give me nicknames
25. What did you do for your last birthday: it was just a pretty much normal day at the beach. tho I got special dessert and it felt cool cos its a day that only happens once a year
26. What time did you wake up: 9:15 ish
27. What were you doing at midnight last night: writing 😂
28. Name something you cannot wait for: getting a damn job
29. When was the last time you saw your mother: a few days ago?
30. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: just one? be neurotypical. like please no adhd or anxiety or depression that would help so much
31. What are you listening to right now: still homestuck music
32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: probably?
33. Something getting on your nerves: my brain
34. Most visited website: google docs and tumbrl probs
35. Elementary: yes?
36. High school: yes?
37. College: yes?
38. Hair color: brown with pink tips
39. Long or short hair: medium
40. Do you have a crush on someone: always do
41. What do you like about yourself: that I can make people laugh. and validate them sometimes
42. Piercings: ears
43. Blood type: no idea
44. Nickname: blue, lina, alinka (my parents)
45. Relationship status: single (like ive been for all but two months of my life)
46. Zodiac sign: gemini
47. Pronouns: she/her
48. Favorite tv show: oh god I have no idea anymore. leverage? star trek?
49. Tattoos: sunflower with a moon on my left shoulder (and want more now)
50. Right or left hand: if you mean i’m a rightie?
FIRST…
51. Surgery: ummm never really? i had an endoscopy in fifth grade but thats not really surgery is it?
52. Piercing:  7
54. Sport: soccer in elementary school for a year?
55. Vacation: russia probably?
56. Pair of trainers: what are we, british? i have no idea
MORE GENERAL…
57. Eating: had funky pb&j
58. Drinking: water
59. I’m about to: write more college au with @poorunfortunateseouls
61. Waiting for: me to get a life
62. Want: to get a job and a nice apartment
63. Get married: not particularly?
64. Career: editor at a publishing company would be lovely
65. Hugs or kisses: both pls
66. Lips or eyes: idk?
67. Shorter or taller: idc
68. Older or younger: older
70. Nice arms or nice stomach: ???
71. Sensitive or loud: i am both
72. Hook up or relationship: relationship?
73. Troublemaker or hesitant: idek man these are weird
HAVE YOU EVER…
74. Kissed a stranger?: nope
75. Drank hard liquor?: possibly? idk if rum or cognac count
76. Lost glasses contact/lenses?: never had any
77. Turned someone down?: yup
78. Had sex on first date?: definitely not 😂
79. Broken someone’s heart?: probably
80. Had your heart broken?: definitely
81. Been arrested?: nope
82. Cried when someone died?: yeah
83. Fallen for a friend?: maybe?
DO YOU BELIEVE IN…
84. Yourself?: sometimes
85. Miracles?: not really
86. Love at first sight?: crush at first sight
87. Santa Claus?: im jewish
88. Kiss on the first date?: depends
89. Angels?: nah
OTHER….
90. Current best friend’s name: Erin!!!! (the person I’ve tagged in this post like three times)
91. Eye color: hazel
92. Favorite movie: currently? jupiter ascending possibly
I tag anyone who’s gotten this far… too lazy to actually tag people, sorry
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amnethyste · 1 year
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I finally finished my Blasphemous fanart!! >:3 Isidora completely destroyed me in her boss fight, I *had* to draw her. Plus her aesthetic is hella nice!!
((And then she completely destroyed me in this drawing, photoshop crashed 5 times.))
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amnethyste · 5 years
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*kick this dead blog so hard it come back to life*
Inktober day 1: Ring!
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amnethyste · 6 years
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Stupid ghost falls in love with cute boy, destroy half of the world for his happiness,more at 7
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A lone wolf
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amnethyste · 6 years
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It’s been so long since I last uploaded anything here XD I am still alive guys!!
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I decided to redraw an old thing ^^
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amnethyste · 6 years
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This might be the best thing I ever drew——
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I forgot how much I love those two idiots 💕
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Headshots practice!
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