#ginderfluid

[marichild]

heyheyhey 3 and 4 for the fic ask game ?

*slides in* *puts on peace sign* HELLO TO THE BEST AKU STAN EVER <3

3. Do you have any upcoming WIPs? How fat along are you with them?

QUITE A FEW ACTUALLY! since you're my bsd moot I shall give you a small list of the ones I'm focused on posting at least by January <3

ALREADY BASKING IN THE SUN — kunikidazai canon, slice of life vibes, pining & fluff. teen and up. currently the first scene is written and I hope to have it out next week!

IF WE MUST BECOME SOMETHING — soukoku, dazai & atsushi, festivals, based on that absolutely lethal wan! panel. yk the one. with the fireworks. teen and up. it's half written!! I just need to write out the final scenes and post next week hopefully

WHERE MY PULSE BEATS — soukoku college/high school au, band member!chuuya, soloist!dazai, whatever you can use to describe pre-dark era soukoku to lovers, explicit, I am still plotting this out very randomly

UNTITLED — soukoku canon relationship fix-it, missing scenes vibes, post-dead apple & post-cannibalism arc, explicit. still writing out random scenes to see how well it all fits together

UNTITLED — fyozai, vague college au, straight up just discussions of suicide. ghost!fyodor. mature. making notes for it and reading fyozai fic (giggles my fav bsd ship ever) to properly cement characterization!!

4. Tell me about one of your abandoned WIPs. Why did you abandon it?

AHDHHSHD I'LL COPY PASTE MY REPLY TO THE OTHER ASK!!

hoo boy. so, there was a sort of ambitious au I tried to write once—have you heard of twin star exorcists? I'm an anime enthusiast of it since I got pretty frustrated with where the manga was going what with the constant delays and derailing from the main point and the author not staying consistent with details, etc. that being said the anime doesn't fill a lot of gaps that should have been filled.

so while I was still pretty active in the kpop circles—which I probably will go back to soon lol when I feel less icky about the people I was beefing with—I tried to write a TSE au. while it wasn't my brightest idea to transpose a bunch of Koreans onto a Japanese setting, I also underestimated how difficult it'd be to handle all those canon details.

plus, exorcism is very heavily based on Buddhism, specifically in Japan, so I was just like. well am I prepared to potentially insult an entire faith. (research goes a long way kids! don't listen to younger mari) and I just sort of...let it falter and it doesn't even exist in my wip folder anymore </3

(it also involves a forced arranged marriage and the topic of being forced to have a kid, essentially, and I didn't want to genderbend anyone for it, so my solution was a trans man who was at least somewhat interested in having kids biologically one day, like me. once again, I didn't feel I did a very good job of it, and it was a little daunting to write it knowing that i did want at least a semi explicit scene that, once again, reflected me as a person. being a minor at the time, I let the idea go. and I was also much less confrontational at the time so I didn't think I could handle it if anyone was being weird about it lmao—which I fully can and will at this point.

that being said, I did write a fic about a trans man having a kid for a different fandom earlier this year, so I'm linking it if you're interested! very fluffy and family fun. and not explicit. though be warned, it is rpf lol)

HOWEVER!! I've actually considered picking it up again and rebranding as a soukoku au? once again, enemies to lovers, my transchuu agenda, my dazai can be any gender agenda, EXORCIST PRODIGIES, one of the characters has no idea where they came from and has a whole Bit about questioning their humanity. i.e. arahabaki parallels. there are a few gaps I'm trying to work out but it's definitely an idea haha)

fic ask game

[kyouka-supremacy]

Beast really does that to you

[flowerscatsandwichystuff]

@cottageoakleys @aaronpurr-sirr @gothicmatter @ginderfluid @the-end-society @intoodeepoceans @kals-kool-blog @kleinstadthiter

Hello dear moots, as you may know from casually scrolling on my blog,(or from my user) I am a practitioner of the magickal arts (aka a pagan witch). So, I want to ask for your permission to cast a big protection spell on yall this week because you're amazing, BUT I will not do it without your consent. SO, please respond to the post to tell me if you are comfortable with this.

Stay safe everyone<3

[syunkiss]

ginderfluid akutagawa

[gothicmatter]

@ginderfluid hi have you seen this. if you have, come look at it some more w me

what if he smiled every now and then i think that'd be fun

[flowerscatsandwichystuff]

@gothicmatter @ginderfluid

Calling out to my goth elders, I'm officially a baby bat 🖤 any tips or music recommendations welcome. I find that I really enjoy Bauhause and I'm not all that into Christian Death.

[srwicks-blog]

🤗🤗🤗

[anemiaman]

But consider: genderfluid Gin

ginderfluid

[marichild]

@ginderfluid YOU HAVE TO SEE THIS BEAUTY

twilight light

[chubbymuffinsblah]

Would you still be IN LOVE with ME if I were just a MAN in womens clothing?

[tittycakes]

[gothicmatter]

@ginderfluid !!!!

afternoon

[marichild]

@ginderfluid they finally let aku look like the pretty gorgeous boy he is ‼️‼️

Bungou Gakuen visuals look too pretty

[maroontragedy]

slowly turning into my favourite little guy (except he didn't stay dead in canon ♡)

(no pressure) tagging: @gothicmatter @ginderfluid @lebmekani @k0t3x-n3t @merriclo + anyone who enjoys doing these ☆

-> tag game !!

was tagged by @prince-damien-of-darkness but the og post was long so i made my own post for it !

rules

Do this uquiz.

Do this picrew.

Tag people.

hey what does this mean. hey. hey what does this

tagging...

@milogreer @infinitelovewiithoutfulfilmentt @thealiensky @empydoc !!

[gothicmatter]

@ginderfluid ARE YOU SEEING THIS

Something about Tachihara counting Ryuunosuke among the people he loves

[gothicmatter]

@ginderfluid @pormegranate LITERALLY

character development is him finally getting enough sleep and wearing a full face of goth makeup instead

"i miss akutagawa's eyebags–" NO! let him be well-rested. put him on to some eyemakeup instead