#gif 3 feels like it has the potential to be very popular with the y/n girlies asdfskdfg
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leqclerc · 9 months ago
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maliby · 4 years ago
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hey, could you write a yoongi smut and make it angsty (but with a happy ending)? please. i love your stories, thanks
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↬ Pairing: Yoongi x Fem. Reader (ft. Namjoon and Hoseok) ↬ Story Genre: Medieval!au, ANGST, fluff and smut ↬ Warnings: explicit language, explicit sex scenes, minor character death ↬ Word count: 11.7K ↬ Summary: You father, The King, wanted to marry you off to someone you didn’t know but you wanted to find love so you decided to run away. You became a wanderer and luck would have it that you’d wander right into what you were looking for.
A/N: I usually don’t do requests (partially because I don’t get any lmao), but I was feeling so inspired that I decided to do it. Hope this is what you were craving anon, and thank you for loving my stories <3
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“Y/N! Y/N! Wake up!” A distant cute voice you recognized as your younger sister, Miri, came through the door to your chambers.
“Mmm…” You turned around and covered your head with one of your pillows, trying to block out the noise. You never enjoyed waking up early.
“Y/N come on! The man with the pretty horsies has arrived and mommy said I could only play with them if you came along!” You felt your mattress slightly dip on your right and suddenly her cute small hands were tugging at the pillow on your head.
“Ugh, why me? Ask cousin Yuri.” You said in a whiny tone.
“Because it’s your birthday, and you should always play with horsies on your birthday!”
Your heart melted at the cute way your little sister said that. How could you say no to her? You couldn’t. She was the most precious thing to you in this world.
“Fine, I’ll go, but only if you survive this tickle attack!” You jumped out from underneath the covers and grabbed her tiny body to lay her on the bed and mercilessly tickle her.
You woke up with tears running down your face. You’d just had another nightmare about the last time you were truly happy. Another nightmare to remind you of the moments before everything changed and your parents, The King and Queen, decided to send you away to marry an unknown man. Another nightmare of the day you left everything behind and ran away.
“Having trouble sleeping again?” The man laying right next to you asked, startling you.
“I see that I’m not the only one,” you said right after wiping the tears off of your face with your sleeve and turning around to face him.
“The problem with sleeping out on the floor of the forest, Wanderer, is that you risk losing out on a good night of sleep.”
This had been your life since you’d run away from home: travelling around with a group of three guys, going from town to town selling anything from stolen goods, to food and craftwork. Sometimes that meant having to camp out in the forest, while others (provided you made good money) meant that you could sleep at an inn.
“Well, we could be sleeping at an inn if someone hadn’t been too distracted by a pretty girl to let himself get robbed.” You sent dirty looks to the snoring tall man by the name of Namjoon that was right to your left. His left foot was dangerously close to the fire you had made to keep the group warm but you weren’t really worried, he’d move away if it burned.
The man with the black hair chuckled, his gummy smile calming your still racing heart from your nightmare. “I kind of like sleeping outside.”
“Really? Don’t you prefer the comfort of a bed?”
“Well, in those regards of course I do, but where can you have such a beautiful view at an inn? You just open your eyes, look up, and a sea of stars are twinkling down, just begging to be observed.” He looked up to the sky and you couldn’t help but follow his gaze, seeing what he had just mentioned.
“I didn’t take you for a romantic, Suga.” You looked back at him and lightly pushed his shoulder in a teasing matter.
Suga had joined the gang just a few days before you. You didn’t know his real name and story, but that’s why you liked to hang out with him so much - he wouldn’t ask questions about your life. 
“There’s a lot you don’t know about me, Wanderer.”
Suga was the one to give you your new name - Wanderer - ever since, on a night just like this one, you were wandering in the forest, right after running away from your castle, and tripped on a sleeping Namjoon, falling right on Suga’s arms. 
“I think it suits you,” you turned your eyes away from him and focused on the starry sky, being fully aware of the way Suga fixated his gaze on you.
Suga and the other guys - Namjoon and Hoseok - quickly accepted you in their little group, seeing as you had some crafting skills you had learned in the Castle, and you got along great with all of them. You would be lying though if you said you didn’t favour Suga over the others.
You didn’t know what it was, but there definitely was this heat between you two. Maybe it was because he was so handsome, or maybe it was because you both had mysterious lives, but he definitely had the ability to cross your mind several times a day and stay there.
“Thanks,” his volume was so low that you could barely hear him.
“Now go back to sleep, Wanderer. We have to get up early for the Narymya Market.” His tone was now back to his normal volume.
“Mhm,” you hummed, looking right back at him, “you too! You don’t want Hoseok to punch you again for not getting up.”
“Yeah, you’re right,” he said as he massaged his jaw, probably reliving the pain of Hoseok’s punch.
“Good night Suga,” you got back in your sleeping position, this time facing him, and gave him one last smile before closing your eyes.
“Good night, Wanderer.”
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“Come in! Come in! The best rabbits in town! You can’t get a better product than this!” Hoseok usually had a very loud voice, but when he was in the markets trying to get everyone’s attention he cranked it up to the maximum. Your ears wanted you to complain (seeing as you were right next to him), but you knew that this way he would get the attention of potential clients much easier.
“Hoseok! Buyers won’t come if you make them deaf!” You teased him. You and Hoseok had a very push and pull kind of relationship. You bickered so much that people either thought you were brothers or in love.
“You know nothing about selling my dear, learn with the pros.” He waved his finger around like he was making fun of you and turned to the clients.
You marched towards him with your hands on your hips, not giving a damn about the people around you. “Oh yeah? I bet I can sell more than you by today.”
“That’s cute.” He laughed at your proposal and you knew that his overconfidence and arrogance would make you enjoy your victory so much more. “You think you’re gonna sell more makeup products than I’m gonna sell food? We live in a time of hunger.”
“Alright then, if I win you have to pay for my next meal.”
“Fine,” he agreed after brief consideration, “but if I win you have to give me a kiss.”
“What?” You took a step back. You were thinking maybe he would ask you for the same thing but a kiss was something that never once crossed your mind.
“Are you scared? Come on, I’ve been told I’m an excellent kisser.” He wiggled his eyebrows up and down and you felt the immense need to slap his smirk right off of his face. 
“Deal,” you shook his hand in agreement, wanting nothing more than to show him who’s the boss.
“Perfect, can’t wait to kiss those pretty lips, Wanderer,” Hoseok teased once again.
“What? You’re gonna kiss him?” Suga’s voice sounded right behind you, making your heart jump.
“Guess I’m gonna beat you to it, Suga.” Hoseok winked at the male standing right next to you.
“It’s nothing like that,” you responded as you saw Suga’s conflicted face, “we just made a bet to see who can sell more-”
“And when she loses she’s gonna have to kiss me,” Hoseok interrupted you making you snap.
“I’m not going to lose! At the end of the day, you’re still going to have to kiss your pillow like you do every night. You’ll see!!” You turned away and stormed off back to your table.
“That was harsh,” Suga joked as he made his way to his table, which was right next to yours. “You should have seen his shocked face.”
“Well then he shouldn’t have come up with such stupid prizes- Hello pretty lady, may I interest you in this wonderful rose water?” You interrupted your conversation with Suga as a young lady passed by your table.
“No thanks, I don’t need such things,” she barely even looked at you and walked right past, giving you no attention at all.
“Yes, because not even rose water could fix that ugly face.” You mumbled through your teeth as soon as she left.
“If you want I can buy you the products,” Suga offered, making you feel grateful.
“Don’t worry Suga, I can do it, I just have to turn it up a notch.”
You noticed another young woman approaching your area, so you cleared up your throat and went to her. “Oh dear, he was right!”
“What? Who was right?” The woman asked, feeling worried.
“You see that man over there?” You pointed at the most popular seller in the markets, a man so handsome that he had a line of women ready to empty out his table every day.
“Yes, I just came from there.”
“He told me,” you paused a little for dramatic effect, “in secret, that he liked you and that you were really pretty.” 
“Really?!” She seemed so excited that you felt bad for deceiving her, but you needed to win this bet no matter what.
”Yes, but he also told me that, as you can imagine, he has a lot of women interested in him.”
“Yeah, it’s hard to get his attention,” she put her head down, clearly remembering all the times she tried to catch his attention but failed.
“I wish there was something we could do, you seem like such a nice girl...Oh, I know!” You shamelessly turned around and pointed at your products. “I have a tonne of products that could help you stand out from the other girls.”
“Really?” She opened her eyes wide open and looked towards your table, making you feel optimistic.
“Yes! Here I have this rose water mixed with dried roses, clove, nutmeg, watercress and galangal. All you have to do is dip your comb in this and run it through your hair and it will smell so nice that he’s never going to want to leave your side!” You handed her one of your bottles for her to smell.
“Oh my, that smells divine! What else do you have?”
“This is a new product I have, it’s wine boiled with bilberry leaves, you just dip a cloth in it and apply it under your arms and they won’t stink. This is perfect for when you get a bit nervous, maybe when you’re gonna talk to him. You’ll be so fresh!”
“Oh, that sounds amazing!”
“I also have this mixture, all you have to do is put it in the fire and when it’s lukewarm, smear it on your face, but don’t let it touch your eyebrows. Leave it for an hour until it becomes cold and then remove it. Your skin will be so refined and beautiful! Plus you can use it in other parts of the body to remove unwanted hairs and clear any blemish. You just know a man like that likes his women smooth-”
“Okay, I’ve heard enough, give me all you have!” She picked up her pouch full of coins and gave it to you. You turned around to look at Suga, who was staring at you with a surprised look on his face, and gave him a wink as you handed everything you possessed to that woman.
“You really have no shame,” Suga said as soon as the girl left.
“Listen to that,” you put your little pouch full of coins near his face and shook it so he could hear them clashing against each other, “that’s the sound of success, my dear friend. I’ll offer you a glass of wine at dinner, it’s on Hoseok.” You winked and made your way to Hoseok’s table to announce his defeat, unaware of Suga’s affectionate eyes staring at you.
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“To Wanderer!” Namjoon toasted as he clinked his cup with the rest of the group’s cups.
“To Wanderer!” Suga and Hoseok repeated (the latter less enthusiastically) before all of you poured the wine in the cups down your mouths.
“Don’t be so sad Hoseok, you also did a good job! Thanks to our little bet we can sleep and dine at a good inn tonight!” You gave him a warm smile and placed a kiss on his cheek, feeling a wave of sympathy that may be attributed to the combination of your victory and wine.
“Yes, my back really thanks your stupid bet,” Suga mumbled as he drank more wine, his mood suddenly becoming more grumpy. 
“He’s just sad he didn’t get to kiss Wand- OUCH!” Namjoon revealed before he got stepped on underneath the table, presumably by Hoseok.
“So that’s why you’re like this?” You turned to the man with the black hair, your heartwarming up at the thought of him being jealous. “Here.” You reached over the table and gently placed a kiss on his cheek. He looked so shy at that moment that you couldn’t help but feel giggly, and this time it wasn’t because of the wine.
“Wanderer, I’m also sad I didn’t get a kiss!” Namjoon said, clearly trying to also get a kiss out of you.
“Shut up you idiot, she’s not kissing you,” Suga protested.
“Somebody’s jealous,” Namjoon teased in a half-singing voice. You felt like you were burning up, and placed your hands on your cheeks being sure they were tinted red.
“Just eat your food before it gets cold,” Suga snapped back, taking another sip of wine and picking up his chicken leg to take a bite out of it.
“Hey, boys,” a young beautiful woman approached your group, interrupting your conversation.
“Hello,” Hoseok promptly responded, getting over his loss to you and becoming instantly infatuated.
“Hey lovely,” Namjoon also answered.
“Do you boys need some company?” 
She was clearly a prostitute looking to make some money tonight. You didn’t have anything against her until she ogled Suga up and down and decided to put her arm around his shoulders. Your body immediately stiffened. Suga was a single man, (or so you thought since, after all, you knew nothing about his personal life) so you couldn’t put it against him if he decided to go with her. The thing was you didn’t want him to and, to your likeness, it seemed like he also didn’t want to.
“We have company, or are you blind?” His stare was so deadly that you felt kind of bad for the girl. The tension instantly got so thick you could cut it with a knife.
“I- Sorry to bother you,” she removed her arm from around him, quickly apologized and left, Hoseok running after her.
“Wait! I don’t have company!”
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“I’m not going to do it!” You screamed at both your parents as you left their presence and made your way to your chambers.
“Y/N get back here!” You heard your father yell. You could tell he was about to follow you, but your mother’s pleas to leave you alone made him stay put.
Miri was asleep on your bed, probably waiting for you to come and read her a bedtime story. 
You didn’t want to do this. You didn’t want to leave her behind, but you had to. You couldn’t get married to someone you didn’t know. You had dreams. You dreamed of living your life as you saw fit. You dreamed of meeting a nice guy wherever and fall in love with him. You dreamed of starting a family someday. A family filled with love and trust, and not one built on convenience. You hoped someday Miri could think of her big sister and have the courage to also follow her dreams. That’s why you had to leave.
You took whatever you could carry, gave your sweet little sister a kiss on the forehead and made your way to the door, tears streaming down your face.
“Y/N?” her sweet little sleepy voice said. “You’re back, I was waiting for you to read me a story about the nice prince who fell in love with the princess.” You dried up your tears with the sleeves of your dress and turned around to look at her - she was getting out of bed to get near you.
“It’s late Miri, you need to go back to sleep,” you tried to control your voice so she wouldn’t realize you had been crying, but it was much too difficult.
“Okay…” she gave you a cute little pout that broke your heart, “but can you sleep with me?”
“Of course Miri.”
When Miri turned her back on you to get back to bed, you put your things near the door and lay next to her. You looked out the window and noticed that it started to rain, so you grabbed your blankets and tugged your sister in tightly.
You started to hum her favourite lullaby to her and as she looked adorably at you your heart sank. Her eyes started to gently close and that’s when you realized: she was probably never going to see you again.
You woke up with your heart racing and your cheeks wet. As you looked out the window of your room you started to doubt yourself and wonder if all of this was worth it. If you’ve made the right decision. Then you started to imagine what Miri would be doing now: she was probably sleeping with the little bunny toy you had sewed for her in one of your classes. Fortunately, someone interrupted your thoughts with a knock before you cried even further.
“Yes?”
“It’s me.” The voice of the man who made your heart race sounded from the other side of the door.
You dried up your tears with your sleeve and opened the door to the handsome man. 
“Is everything alright?” You asked as you saw his worried expression.
“Well, I was awake because Namjoon was snoring and then I heard noise coming from your room so, I decided to come to see if you were alright.”
“I’m fine.” You tried to dismiss his thoughts but, by the way he was attentively looking at your face, you knew you weren’t going to be able to trick him.
“Then why were you crying?” You sighed in defeat and sat on your bed, Suga joining you right after closing the door of your room.
“You don’t have to tell me if you don’t want to..” He placed his hand on top of yours, letting you know that you could feel safe and comfortable with him.
“I was dreaming about the last time I saw my little sister.” Suga didn’t say anything, but he gave your hand a gentle squeeze, letting you know that it was okay for you to go on. “I- I had to run away from home and… I just miss her so much.” You took a deep breath, trying to contain the tears that once again threatened to spill but to no success.
“Hey, don’t cry Wanderer,” Suga’s warm palm touched your left cheek so it could turn your head in his direction. “Why did you run away?” His voice was soothing and low, something that, in combination with the calming circles he was drawing in your hand, managed to calm you down a bit.
“My parents wanted to marry me off to some guy I didn't even know…” You confessed as you avoided his gaze.
He chuckled, and the look on his face gave you the impression that he was amused somehow.
“Why are you laughing? You think I’m a spoiled little brat that threw a tantrum just because she didn’t get her way?” You took your hand from underneath his and removed his other hand from your cheek, feeling hurt that he might actually think that.
“No! It’s nothing like that, Wanderer. I swear.” He sounded so sorry that he had given you the wrong impression that you started to believe that you were the one with the wrong impression. “I was just thinking...What are the odds we both ran away from home?”
Your eyes shot wide open in surprise. “You also ran away from home?!” 
This was the first time Suga had mentioned anything about his life to anyone. Even the other guys knew nothing about him, just that he showed up out of nowhere as you had. But the fact that he was confiding in you made you feel tingly all over.
“Yes,” he smiled. “And that’s why I know you are not stupid. You are the bravest woman I’ve ever met.” He placed his hand once more on your cheek, a gesture that, in combination with his adoring and warm smile, made you feel warm inside. The fact that he had gone through something similar and that he understood you made you feel like you were valid somehow, and that was the most precious thing he could have ever given you.
“You really think that?” You shyly looked at him and his expression turned from an endearing one to a very serious one.
“Not only that - you’re the most beautiful woman I’ve ever met.” 
Everything stopped.
Suddenly your heartbeat rose to a million beats per minute and your eyes couldn’t stop staring at his lips. It was like they were calling out to you. Like something between you two was pulling you closer and closer until you (being the impatient woman you were) just threw every bit of self-control you had to the wind and kissed him.
No kiss you ever had before had felt like this. It felt like love and adoration were flowing through you both. It felt like you were connecting on all levels possible. It felt safe and real but hot and dream-like.
“I can’t tell you-” kiss “how many times” kiss “I’ve dreamed about these lips” kiss “and how it would feel to kiss them,” kiss kiss kiss.
“Why did you take so long?” You whined as he covered your neck with soft kisses.
“Because I’m a stupid man.” 
His hands instinctively grazed up your thighs, sliding under your nightgown, but abruptly stopped when he reached your centre. He left your neck alone and looked you in the eyes with a very flustered expression. 
“May I?” He asked, the red tint that emerged on his cheeks making him look adorable.
Now you were the one chuckling. How could he be this perfect? If you already were feeling hot, now you were flaming up.
You took his hand and guided it to your wet folds, immediately moaning as his fingers grazed your clit. “You may.”
Suga’s hand pressed on your shoulder so he could lay you down. Once your back reached the mattress you further spread your legs to give him better access, the gesture making you feel excited.
His fingers moved slowly, gliding through you with the help of your growing arousal. You felt good. So good that your mind kept having impure thoughts of the things you wanted him to do to you.
“More,” you moaned as he skilfully fingers toyed with your bud. He knew what he was doing, and he was doing it so well that you instinctively pulled him for a needy kiss.
He chuckled into your mouth, his middle finger immediately obeying to your request and sliding from your clit down to your little hole, slowly entering it.
“I want you so bad Wanderer,” his mouth moved away from yours and down to your neck. “You have no idea how many times I dreamed about having you.”
Suga inserted one more finger, making you cry out due to the stretch.
You were a virgin, as it was expected of a princess until her wedding night. You’d be lying if you said you had zero sexual experience - the time you sneaked to the stables at night with the son of the Minister of Coin as a teenager and dry-humped his crotch until the both of you came undone suddenly came to mind. That boy came dangerously close to “taint” you, and you’d say he would have succeeded if he hadn’t been promised to the daughter of a Duke and shipped off before he could do it. You were bummed at the time, being the rebellious teenager you were, but now you were glad he didn’t do it.
“Does it hurt?” he lifted his head so he could look you in the eyes, his lips starting to get swollen from all the kissing he was doing on your neck.
“No, it’s fine,” you grabbed him by the collar of his shirt and pulled him close, whispering against his mouth: “I want more.”
Your right hand released his collar and travelled down between your bodies, palming his erection over his clothes. Suga closed his eyes and hissed, his hand following your requesting and adding one more finger in.
“Fuck,” you cursed at the mix of pain and pleasure. 
“Shhh Wanderer, you don’t want to wake up the people next door,” Suga said with a mischievous look as he started to pump his fingers faster into you.
“Well, I don’t care,” you dismissed him as you remembered the several times your ‘neighbours’ Namjoon and Hoseok didn’t let you sleep because of their snoring. “All I care about right now,” you added, moving your hand inside his pants and grabbing him raw, “is you.”
Suga ceased all movement and practically growled. He removed his fingers from inside of you and quickly disposed of all his clothes, you following him suit. 
“Have I told you you’re the most beautiful woman in the world?” He questioned as he observed your naked body with an infatuated look on his face.
You blushed and giggled, “twice.”
“Well,” he lay on top of you, your skin touching his like they were one and the same, “I mean it.” 
Suga reached down for a kiss and you swear you could feel yourself emotionally crumbling into pieces at his hands. His lips were quite literally taking your breath away and you were honestly getting scared at how fast you were falling for a man you knew barely anything about.
“Are you really sure about this?” His eyes were honest and kind, and you could tell he was really worried about you and not asking just because. “Losing your innocence to me-”
“I left home because I wanted to be the one to choose who I’m going to be with,” you interrupted him, already knowing what he was going to say. “I don’t plan on being sold to someone who cares more about my so-called ‘innocence’ than me. I want to be with someone who worries about me and calls me beautiful without second intentions. I want to be with someone who truly wants me. I-” you paused, feeling a bit insecure about your next words. “I want to be with you…”
Suga didn’t say anything. He simply stared at you with an unreadable expression on his face, leaving you completely terrified.
“If you’ll have me…” you added as you took in his expression, scared that you had screwed everything up.
Without warning Suga attacked your lips, passion overflowing between the two of you. “I want nothing but you, Wanderer,” he confessed to your lips.
You grabbed his hardness and placed it at your entrance. “Then have me.”
Suga grabbed his penis and slid it through your folds, collecting your slick, before he slowly entered you.
“Mmh,” you grunted, the stinging feeling being a bit overwhelming to you. Suga noticed your discomfort and placed gentle kisses on your skin while he delicately ran his fingers over your thighs to try and ease you.
“Tell me when it feels better,” his voice was caring and sweet and you swore you immediately felt better.
“You can go.”
Suga went slow at first, but as soon as he noticed your change of expression he started to pick up his place.
“God, you feel so perfect.” 
His mouth was working on your chest, his tongue playing with your erect nipples, making you moan out his name and squeeze tighter around him. “Oh, Suga.”
“Fuck Wanderer,” he revolved his eyes in pleasure, his expression driving you wild. “Excuse my crudeness, but if you moan my name again and keep squeezing me tight like that I’m going to fuck you so hard that this bed is going to break in half and you’re not going to be able to walk straight tomorrow.”
“Mmh Suga,” you moaned in response, partly because you wanted to tease him but also because you were just so turned on.
Suga didn’t even say anything, he just nuzzled his face on your neck and started fucking you like crazy, the bed making squicky noises in return.
“Oh, fuck, I’m not going to last very long, you’re too much.” He grabbed one of your breasts and pinched your nipple, trying to get you closer to your release. “Touch yourself for me, beautiful.”
You had touched yourself before. It was something that, as a princess, people would frown upon if they ever found out but, then again, you weren’t like most princesses. Touching yourself in private was never a problem. Touching yourself in front of the man you liked on the other hand, was a completely different story. It felt dirtier, nastier and exposing. Something that even you, as out of the ordinary for a princess as you were, felt ashamed of, but you were so inebriated with pleasure that you didn’t even have to think about it, you simply reached down and started rubbing yourself for him.
“That’s it, rub yourself until you cum, Wanderer.”
He didn’t even have to say it because almost as soon as you started to pleasure yourself you could feel that sweet feeling building up in your core. It was only a matter of time before you came and when you did, you couldn’t help but scream.
“Mhm, oh Suga…” You didn’t care if the whole damn inn heard you at this point, all you cared about was that he heard you and that he knew just how good he was making you feel. 
As soon as you came though, he removed himself from inside of you and pleasured himself until he released on his hand.
“Why didn’t you cum on my belly or something?” You asked as soon as his panting subsided.
“I didn’t want you to get dirty,” he picked up his shirt and cleaned his hand on it, quickly joining you in bed with a gentle kiss on your forehead.
“I don’t mind,” you kissed his lips and stared him straight in the eyes, getting entirely lost in them.
“I didn’t think you were this naughty,” he smirked.
“To be honest, neither did I. I guess you just brought it out of me.”  You looked down, trying to hide the blush you were sure was present on your cheeks but Suga had other plans.
“Are you being shy now?” He placed a finger on your chin and turned your head back up.
“Shut up,” you lightly slapped him in his firm chest, making him laugh in return.
Suga wrapped his arm around you and pulled you in close, your head resting comfortably on his chest.
“You seemed to really know what you were doing…” You didn’t mind if he had had other girlfriends before, you just wanted to know a little bit more about his life.
“Oh, yeah, I’ve...done it before.” You could tell that your statement made him uncomfortable because his muscles quickly tensed up. “Sorry…”
“Why are you sorry?” You left the comfort of his chest and looked him straight in the eyes, his apology seeming completely ridiculous to you.
“Well, I was your first and you deserve your first time to be with someone who had you as his first.”
He was the sweetest. He was actually the sweetest. If there were any doubts that he was right for you then they were out the window.
“Suga...I don’t care,” you touched his cheek and ran your thumb over it. “You already know I ran away because I didn’t want an arranged marriage, so I’m not exactly a conventional girl. Plus,” you moved in closer and whispered in his ear, “this way my first time gets to be much better, don’t you think?”
Suga quickly flipped you around, so he was on top of you, and gave you a kiss. “You really are trouble, and I don’t think I can get enough.”
------------------------------------- 1 month later ------------------------------------------
The sound of someone knocking at the door woke you up from your sleep. You were pissed since you were having a nice dream about Suga and you rarely got nice dreams.
“Who is it?” Suga yelled. If you were pissed then he was more than pissed, he was not a morning person, and it was way too early to be getting up.
“Hoseok!”
You scoffed, leaving your boyfriend in bed and coming to open the door to your friend. “Do you even know what time it is? You know Suga, he might actually kill you for this.”
“I’m sorry, I know you had a...busy night,” he winked right before earning himself a kick in the shin. “Ouch!”
“What do you want, pervert?” You sighed, thinking he had woken you up for some stupid reason like so many other times. One time, when you were sleeping in the woods, he had the audacity to wake you up because he saw a shooting star. You loved shooting stars, it’s true, but you loved sleeping even more, and that action earned him some words that your royal family would definitely not approve.
“Arial just told me that the Guard is coming early to the inn for breakfast.”
“Fuck…” You realized that you had started to curse a lot more the more time you spent with these guys but, it was something you found liberating and, in this case, appropriate. The Guard was the big authority in the Kingdom you were currently at and you bet they would be very happy to find a bunch of casual criminals like you and your friends.
“Wait, who’s Arial?” You heard the sleepy voice of your boyfriend ask from behind you.
“The daughter of the innkeeper, the one I slept with last night.” He winked at Suga. He wore a mischievous look on his face, telling you he was probably remembering all the dirty stuff that poor girl let him do to her.
“You’re disgusting.” You noted, realizing you had a disapproving expression on your face.
“Hey! We don’t have time for this, you can call me disgusting all you want when we’re out of here.” Hoseok pointed out, making you realize he was right.
“Fine, you’re right.”
“Alright, I’ve already warned Namjoon. Meet you in the back in 10 minutes, Arial will let you through.”
You wanted to nag your friend for telling one of his conquests about your ways of living, but not only did you not have the time to do that you also didn’t want to admit it to him that his adventures with women were saving you. So, you just ignored it and moved on.
“Okay, see you.”
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“Where the fuck is Namjoon?” Suga hated waiting for other people, it got him very grumpy, but you found his grumpy face adorable.
“I told him 10 minutes, not-”
“I’m here, I’m here!” Your tall friend announced just as he walked out of the inn in a rush. “I’m sorry, I- I went against the servant and made her spill everything and she made me help her clean it up…” He looked away, feeling embarrassed that once again his clumsiness was causing problems.
“It’s fine Namjoon, what matters is that you’re here and we can finally leave.” You patted him in the back, trying to make him feel better.
“How come you’re being so nice to him? I bet if it was me you’d be yelling!” Hoseok protested. You knew he was right but, honestly, you didn’t feel like bickering with him right now. You wanted to get out of there safely.
“Now is not the time Hoseok, we need to leave,” Suga came to your defence and you felt so grateful that he knew exactly what you were thinking.
“You’re right. Let’s go.”
The group started walking to the (stolen) horses you had left in the back and when you were getting ready to place your belongings in the bag the horse carried you noticed something was missing. “Oh no…”
“What is it, Wanderer?” Suga asked.
“I forgot my pouch.”
“Really Wanderer?” Hoseok sighed, revolving his eyes.
You were feeling bad. Especially because Suga reminded you 3 times about the pouch and you just ended up forgetting it on your bed anyways.
“I’ll go get it, just wait here for me.”
You turned around to leave but your boyfriend had other plans and grabbed your arm. “No, it’s dangerous. I’ll go.”
“Suga, no. You know as well as I do that as a woman I have more chances to get away, especially when it comes to the guards.” It pained your boyfriend to admit it but he knew you were right.
“What if I ask Arial to go get it?” Hoseok’s idea wasn’t bad, the only problem was that you didn’t know Arial and so you didn’t trust her with this.
“No offence, but I’m not trusting all our money with some random girl. Just wait here and I’ll be back soon.”
“Be careful,” Suga said as he gave you a quick kiss on the cheek.
“I will,” you smiled back at him and turned around to leave, giving a quick run back to the inn. You couldn’t go back through the back door as it was already closed and locked, so you had no choice but to go in from the front. It was still early, so there was barely anyone walking around but it would soon be breakfast time and the Guard would be there, so you had to be quick and careful.
First, you needed to find Arial, as she had the key to the room. That was the easy task as she was in the kitchens preparing breakfast with the other servants, the smell of freshly baked bread filling up your nostrils.
“Hey, Arial,” you called as soon as you spotted her making fresh juice.
“Oh, hi,” she let go of the fruit and cleaned her hands on her apron, pulling you to a more secluded place. “Is something wrong? Is Hoseok alright?”
You were honestly surprised she was so worried and found it kind of sweet of her. Maybe you judged her too quickly, but you were still not going to leave her alone with your money.
“Everything’s alright, I just forgot something in the room and was wondering if you could give me the key so I can quickly go get it.”
“Oh, yeah sure,” she put her hand inside the big front pocket of her apron and took out the key to your’s and your boyfriend’s room. “Here.”
“Thank you so much, Arial.” You grabbed the key and gave her an appreciative smile.
“You can leave the key under the rug after you’re done, I’ll come and pick it up after.” You gave her a nod and turned to leave, but not before you heard her warning: “But be careful, the Guard should be here any minute.”
“Thank you!”
You left the busy kitchen and its wonderful smells and made your way to your room. There was no one in sight yet, so you decided to be as quick about it as you possibly could. You quickly ran up the stairs, unlocked your door and walked right in, immediately spotting the item you were missing. “There you are.”
After collecting your forgotten belongings, you placed the key under the big furry rug - as Arial had instructed you - and opened the door to leave but the voices down the stairs quickly made you run back inside.
“Fuck,” you whispered to yourself. It was the Guard.
The Guard’s voices were loud and you wondered how someone could be so loud in the morning, but that also meant that you could hear when they were no longer in the way. Soon, their voices dissipated and you figured they must be in the dining room getting ready to eat. The good news was that you could finally go downstairs, the bad news was that if you wanted to leave you had to pass by them. Not knowing what to do, your eyes quickly scanned the room and caught something that gave you an idea.
This inn was the fanciest you had ever stayed on, your group deciding to enjoy the good amount of money you had been gaining (partially thanks to your healthy competitions with Hoseok). As a result of that, the decoration of the room was also, in itself, really fancy, having deep green velvety draping curtains, both on your bed frame and the windows - curtains that you could use to hide your identity. You reached under your skirt and grabbed the sharp knife Suga had given you and made sure you always had with you. You felt bad for ruining such pretty and surely expensive curtains but your life depended on it so, without hesitation, you grabbed one of the curtains and started to cut it. Once you were done, you left two silver coins on the table (in compensation for the damage), wrapped the fabric around your head (as a lot of ladies did) and made your way out of there.
As soon as you neared the dining room you spotted them. They were 4 in total, all on the same table, swords near their reach.
They weren’t in a corner of the room (as you wished). They were right in the middle, as if they did it on purpose to make your life that much more difficult. You could see the exit, you could almost imagine Suga waiting for you, but you had to go through them first, so, you took a deep breath and slowly entered the room, keeping your head down and adjusting your improvised scarf to cover part of your face.
They were practically the only people in the room, which wasn’t ideal for your situation because it would be much easier for them to pay attention to you, but lucky for you, they seemed to be entranced in conversation.
You entered the room and walked straight in their direction, as calmly as you could. Your whole body was on edge. Sweat was starting to form and you could hear your heart frantically beating in your ears. As you got closer, their conversation started to become clearer to you.
“We’ve looked for Princess Y/N everywhere but nothing.”
Everything stopped. 
They knew who you were. Who you really were. And they were looking for you. If your heart was already racing, well now you felt like it was going to come out through your mouth.
Why would they know who you were? And why were they looking for you? You were reasonably far from your own Kingdom and they only roamed in here. Then you remembered that maybe there was some type of reward on the line. Part of you knew you had to get out of there as quickly as possible and you were almost there, you could practically smell the fresh air. The other part, on the other hand, was dying to know about your family, especially your little sister, Miri. The latter part won.
You stopped in the middle of the room, just near their table, and pretended to look for something in your pouch, when in reality you were just listening in.
“Yeah, I think it’s useless that we still look for her now. With the King’s death, I’m sure she’s bound to show up. Especially since I’m sure she doesn’t want little Princess Miri to be Queen and get married at such a young age.”
You wanted to throw up.
It couldn’t be real. It couldn’t. Your father couldn’t….no. No. Your father was...dead?
You fell on your knees crying, not even thinking about the guards. Not even thinking about where you were. Nothing mattered. You didn’t agree with a lot of your father’s decisions but he was still your father and you loved him. And now he died while you had run off and you were never going to see him again…
“Hey miss, are you alright?” One of the guards was on his knees trying to help you and he was that close to seeing your face and honestly, you were going to let him. You wanted him to take you home. You wanted to be there for your family. You needed to be there.
“Leave her be!”
Just as the guard was about to see your face, Suga's voice reached your ears. He punched the guard in the face, making him fall to the ground and pulled you up to run with you. “Wanderer we need to run!”
At that moment you ran. You ran for love. You ran for Suga.
You heard them yelling and coming after the two of you, but a loud noise seemed to make them stop. You turned your head and saw that Arial had run on to them (by the smile she was giving you, you presumed it was all on purpose) and caused a commotion, giving you time to get ahead and manage to escape.
As soon as you got to your horses it was over for the guards. They were left behind and you and your group rode into the forest. 
The rest of the day you didn’t really say much. You had gone to a nearby city and tried to sell stuff at the market, but this was by far the worst day in sales for you. Understandably, your brain felt like complete mush, and you could tell that Suga noticed and was waiting for you two to be alone to ask you.
“Are you okay, Wanderer?” Suga asked into your ear as soon as you were both alone in your tent. Since the little run-in with the Guard that morning, and due to your poor sales, you decided that an inn was out of the option and opted instead to go deep into the forest.
“I’m fine Suga.” You lied.
“You don’t seem fine. You were weird all day.” He came closer to you and brushed a piece of hair out of your face, placing it right behind your ear.
The look on his face almost broke you. You were ready to just hug him and cry into his chest. You were ready to tell him everything, but you couldn’t.
Today you made an important decision. You were going to leave them all behind and go back. You were going to take over your father, become the Queen and marry to a King, and you were doing it all for your sister. All throughout the day you couldn’t stop thinking about her. How sad she must be. How scared. You couldn’t let everything fall down on her. You wouldn’t. Unfortunately for you...that meant leaving the man you loved behind.
“It’s nothing. It’s just the shock of almost being caught by the Guard. But, you saved me.” You put your arms around his neck and did your best to smile at him.
“I would never let anything bad happen to you.” Just like a moth to a flame, you were drawn to each other's lips. The kiss was sweet, tender, safe, loving - everything you ever wanted and everything you were going to lose.
“I love you.”
This was the first time you had said it to him. This was the first time you had said it to any boy. You didn’t expect him to say it back, you didn’t need him to say it back, you just wanted him to know it before you broke his heart.
“I love you too.” His lips were back on yours, but this time with much more emotion. “So fucking much.”
It hurt that you found everything you were looking for and had to give it up. It fucking hurt. You fulfilled your wishes, the entire reason you ran away, and now you had to go back and you couldn’t help but shed a tear, something that Suga noticed right away.
“Don’t cry my love,” he brushed your tears away and gently kissed the place they were at.
“I’m just so happy.” You lied once again.
“And you deserve it. You deserve everything.” He pecked your lips lovingly. “God, you make me the happiest man alive.”
You started to kiss him, your hands tugging at his shirt almost immediately.
You couldn’t have him forever, but you could have this night. How many people wished for a chance, one last chance to be with their loved ones and can’t? You knew this was your last time, and you planned to take in every single second of it.
As soon as his shirt was off you started to kiss his toned and firm chest. You didn’t want to miss one bit of skin, you wanted to taste it all, you wanted to have it all. You went further down his body until you reached his pants, which you skillfully untied and removed so you could have access to his penis.
He was already getting hard. He was always ready for you, and you were always ready for him.
You grabbed his penis and gave it a gentle lick, your eyes fixated on his every expression. You wanted to see it all. Every lip bite, every eye roll, every hiss, every moan, every burning gaze...you wouldn’t lose a thing. You would engrave it all in your mind and remember it until you took your last breath.
“Fuck love, you do that so good,” he moaned as you sucked him off with all the dedication in the world.
You didn’t answer him. You just sucked and sucked until he couldn’t take it anymore. You wanted to taste him one last time. You wanted for him to come undone in your mouth like he had so many times before, and you didn’t care if your jaw hurt or if you gagged as he thrust himself deeper into your mouth, entering your throat.
“Fuck, Wanderer stop. I don’t want to cum just yet.”
You didn’t listen to him. You simply used one hand to pump his base as you swirled and sucked the tip and another to massage his balls, having him spilling his sweet milk all over your mouth.
You loved watching him cum. His eyes closing, his brows frowning, his mouth opened in the perfect ‘o’ shape showing his sinful pink tongue... If you could, you would have a painter paint his beautiful face at that moment and hang it right on top of your bed.
“Shit Wanderer, that may have been the best fucking suck I’ve ever gotten in my life,” he confessed as soon as he regained his breath. 
“Fuck,” he cursed as soon as he saw you swallow his semen, “I just came and I feel like I’m ready to cum again.”
Suga went into beast mode. He removed your clothes and lay you down on your mattress, kissing you all over your body until he reached your sex.
“Mhmm,” you moaned as he flicked his tongue on the most sensitive part of your body.
God, you were going to miss this. You were going to miss the way he looked at you while his head was between your thighs. You were going to miss the way he could get you to Heaven and back just with his tongue. You were going to miss the way he clawed your skin as he sucked and licked your pussy and you were definitely going to miss his fingers - his long and rough fingers. You could try, but yours could never compare to his. He seemed to know you even better than yourself how, where and when to touch you. How to rub your clit in the right measure, how many fingers you needed, how hard he needed to go and how to make you cum so hard you’d be able to see stars.
You grabbed his black locks and pressed him harder against you as he ate all of you up and finger fucked you to fucking oblivion. You were pressing him so hard against you that you knew he probably couldn’t breathe but, by the way he just went harder and harder, you knew he liked it. That fact edged you out even more, so much so that you were screaming his name in no time, your body convulsing in the sheer ecstasy of your orgasm.
“Yes, Suga! Oh, Suga…”
“I love it when you moan my name like that.” He got out from between your legs and sucked the fingers that were soaked in your arousal. “Fuck, you’re so fucking perfect.”
Suga was now on top of you, his body pressing against yours and his lips kissing your jawline and neck as he whispered sweet nothings against your skin. He was busy slowing it down, adoring you, but you needed something else. You needed to forget everything. You needed to think about him and only him. You needed him to be inside of you and you needed it now, so you switched positions (putting yourself on top of him) and placed your dripping centre right on top of his erection, rubbing yourself against it.
“Fuck, I’m so fucking lucky,” he moaned as he gripped your thighs.
“You’re wrong. I’m the lucky one.” You lowered your torso and got your face as close to his as possible, your lips, though, were barely touching, just grazing one another and causing tingling sensations that made your heart race. “I ran away from home because I didn’t believe in arranged marriages. I ran because I wanted love, true love...and I found it.” Your boyfriend’s gaze was so intense that it made you go crazy. He was looking at you like you were the moon and the stars but little did he know that tonight, the stars would go out and the moon would be eclipsed by dark dark clouds. “You’re all I could ever wish for: gentle, sweet, loving, trustful...my safe haven.” You closed your eyes and filled the tiny little gap that existed between your lips, “I love you so much.”
“Love you…” you raised your hips a little bit, lined up his dick with your pussy and simply sank right in, involving all of him and making him moan the rest of his sentence “...too.”
As you rode him and looked him straight in the eyes, his hands gripping you harder out of pure lust, you felt like you would never feel this complete in your whole life. He fit you so well that there was no way God didn’t make you for each other.
“Suga…” you moaned, reaching down to kiss him hard. “You feel so good inside of me, I wish you could fuck me all day.”
“Maybe someday we could try it, I definitely wouldn’t oppose having you wrapped around my cock all the fucking day.” His hands moved from your thighs to your ass, a gesture that, in combination with the love bites he was leaving on your neck were making you so fucking horny that you picked up the speed.
Moans and the sound of skin slapping on skin were all you could hear and, for now, you were in pure bliss. You were so in trance by him that you weren’t even capable of thinking about other things. But suddenly, your own body couldn’t respond to your needs. You needed to go faster, you needed to reach that high, but your muscles were getting too tired. Noticing this, Suga flipped the both of you so you’d be on the bottom, locked your legs around him and started fucking you like an animal in heat.
“Oh fuck, I’m so close,” you moaned, your nails digging into his back.
“Cum for me Wanderer, show me those pretty little faces you make.”
Just like that, you were cumming around him, your walls clenching so tight around him that you thought he might cum too.
Part of you wished he’d cum inside of you this time because if you got pregnant at least you would have something of him. Something to remind you of him. Something real and physical, and not just memories. But as he left you empty to ejaculate on your breasts you realized it was probably for the best. You didn’t want Suga’s child to never meet his father and vice-versa. You could never do that to him, one heartbreak was enough.
As Suga cleaned up your breasts - after he had recuperated - you couldn’t help but look at him, and your heart started to hurt again.
“What?” He asked, noticing your emotional eyes.
“Nothing,” you fake smiled. “Come lay with me.” You grabbed his hand and pulled him in close, guiding him to lay right next to you.
Suga pulled you in closer, wrapping his arm around you and making you place your head on his chest. In this position, you could hear his heartbeat, something that managed to calm you down for some reason.
“Don’t ever leave me,” Suga said, making you freeze completely. 
“W-why would you say that?” You asked, completely glad that he couldn’t look at your face right now because you’re absolutely sure that you wouldn’t be able to hide your emotions.
“Just...promise me.” He inhaled deeply and placed a gentle kiss on your hair, something that managed to break you even more.
Tears were starting to emerge. You wanted more than anything to not only promise him that and so much more but to also keep those promises. You wanted to give him everything, and it was killing you that you couldn’t give that to him. 
“I promise.” A silent tear ran down your face and now you felt truly broken.
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You waited for Suga to fall asleep. It usually wouldn’t take long. He once mentioned that he was normally a fast sleeper, but when he was with you he felt so at home that he would drift off even quicker.
As soon as you heard his heavy breathing you tested it out by calling his name, just in case, and when he didn’t respond you slowly got up. You got dressed, covered him with the blanket and placed a letter you had written that afternoon right next to him. In this letter, you explained everything to him. Who you really were, every little detail of why you left home (even though he already knew the general idea), what happened this morning and why you had to leave. But most importantly, you confessed your whole feelings for him and told him this was the hardest thing you’ve ever had to do.
You looked at his serene face one more time and gave him a small kiss on the lips. “Goodbye Suga.” You were starting to cry very hard now and you felt that if you didn’t leave right now you were going to wake him with your sobbing. So, you opened up your tent, gave him one last look and left.
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“Where are you taking me?” Suga had made you close your eyes and promise to only open them when he told you to. You were curious as to where he could be leading you in a forest in the middle of the night but you decided to not peek.
“Shhh, we’re almost there.”
Suddenly the ground felt a lot more earthy and less bushy and the sound of water running could be heard.
“Alright, you can open them.”
You opened your eyes and the sight completely blew your mind. In front of you was a beautiful lake with some rock formations and a small little waterfall. The water twinkled with the reflection of the moon and the stars shone in the open sky.
“Suga, this is so beautiful.” You turned around and kissed him as a thank you for showing you this beautiful place, his arms snaking around your form.
“There’s a reason I wanted to bring you here.”
“And what’s that?”
“When I look at the reflection of the moon on this water I can’t help but think how the moon and the water are eternal companions. Some nights the moon shines for the water and the water sees it and receives it, but sometimes the moon can’t be seen or it’s covered. That, though, doesn’t mean that the moon isn’t there. I want to be your moon. I want you to know that, even when dark clouds are around, I’m always going to be there for you. So…” Suga released his arms from around you and got down on one knee, pulling a ring from his pocket. “Will you let me be your moon, Wanderer?”
“Yes! Yes! Yes!” Suga placed the ring on your finger and immediately got up on his feet to kiss you, as happy tears ran down your cheeks.
You woke up crying again.
It seemed like ever since you left home that was all you could do. The first time it was due to dreams about your family and the past and now, it was all because of dreams about Suga and the future you could have had.
It’s been a month since you left everything behind, once again, and returned to your broken family. Everyone was relieved to see you, which came as a surprise to you. You thought everybody would have resent for you and even hate you, but the hugs your mother and sister gave you proved you wrong. Your mother said she understood perfectly why you did what you did, and so did your father, but they had to do it. They were worried about you, but somehow they knew that you were too strong and smart to let anything bad happen to you. And your little sister...she was so happy to see you that she wanted to be near you at every second, being scared that you would disappear again - something that truly tore you apart.
Your father had died of a fever, your mother had told you. She also confessed to you your father’s last words: “Please tell Y/N I’m sorry and that I love her.”
It was really hard not to blame yourself for letting your father die with resentment, but your mother made sure to reassure you that you couldn’t have known and that no one blamed you.
Ever since his funeral you barely had any time to think, which you were kind of grateful for because you knew that if you’d start thinking, your mind would go down on a spiral. You had to take care of all the affairs of the Kingdom, plus your coronation and your marriage. The coronation and the affairs went down fairly smoothly, you had to adjust a bit to being the new Queen, but it wasn’t anything you hadn’t been prepared for your whole life. Your marriage though...was a whole nother story. You knew you needed a suitable King and heirs, your Kingdom needed it. But the idea of marrying a man that’s not Suga completely broke you and all you could do was to push it deep down inside of you and repress it. Your mind though made sure to manifest your true feelings in the form of dreams.
The choice for your husband was quite a simple one. Your parents had already approved of him - the whole reason you ran away from home - so you decided that there was no better choice than him - the prince of Slavynia. You heard he was good, kind, handsome and more than willing to marry you. You didn’t care if he was handsome or not - your heart already belonged to another - but the fact that he was portrayed as kind definitely eased your mind. You had enough problems as it was, you didn’t need an evil husband added to the list.
The wedding preparations went down smoothly. You let your mother take care of everything except for the dress. Your sister Miri begged you to choose your dress and you just couldn’t say no to her.
Right now, you were standing in your room all ready to go. Your wedding dress was made of a deep red velvety fabric - embroidered with golden flowers - and it had a golden corset, with golden details and encrusted rubies and emeralds. The skirt was huge and you felt like it must weigh as much as a bear, but it did make you feel beautiful. Your crown was also really heavy but beautiful, it’s big ruby crystals on the gold metal matching perfectly with your gown.
“Your Majesty, it’s time to go,” one of your handmaidens said as she came into your room.
“Give me just one minute.”
“Of course,” she bowed down to you and left the room, closing the door behind her.
You made your way to your bed and sat down on its edge looking at the top drawer of your bedside table. You opened the drawer and pulled out its only content - the knife Suga had given you. You caressed the handle and remembered his sweet smile. You thought about how he was doing. Was he alright? Had he moved on? Did he think of you? Did he...hate you? Or did he understand what you did?
Tears were threatening to spill and you didn’t want to ruin your makeup so you kissed the handle, placed the knife back in the drawer and closed it shut.
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This was it. As you stood in front of the big white and gold doors of your ceremonial hall and looked at the excited look on your little sister’s face you couldn’t help but feel nervous. This didn’t get to be the wedding of your dreams, with the man of your dreams but you wanted it to work out. You wanted the future King to be good to you and your family. You wanted him to be good to your people and help your Kingdom prosper. You wanted everyone to be happy, even if that meant that you were sacrificing your own happiness.
“Her Majesty Queen Y/N!” The announcer said, the big white doors soon opening in front of you.
Your little sister went in first, with her tiny little crown and her cute red velvety dress that she picked out on purpose to match yours. You couldn’t help but smile as you watched her enter the room while she threw red petals on the floor you were about to walk in.
Now it was your time to go. You held your head up high, straightened your back, took a deep breath and off you went.
As soon as you entered you looked straight ahead at the altar, wanting to see what your groom looked like, but he weirdly had his back turned on you. Was he against this wedding? You were so caught up in your feelings that you didn’t even imagine that your suitor could have the exact same feelings. But then you remembered that people told you that he was more than willing to marry you. Then, why wasn’t he looking at you? Maybe he was just nervous.
You were getting closer and closer to him and each time you could observe more details. His black hair, his long fidgety fingers that he kept behind his back. Then, suddenly, he turned around and extended his hand to help you climb the stairs. It was then that your heart stopped.
“Suga?!” You almost fell to the ground, but thank God he had your hand.
“Hello, your Majesty,” he bowed to you, kissing the back of your hand in the process.
“W-what’s happening? What are you doing here? W-what about Prince Yoongi?” Your head was spinning and you truly felt like you could pass out at any minute.
“I am Prince Yoongi,” he got closer to your ear and whispered: “Wanderer.”
You wanted to say something. You had one million questions, but the truth was you were barely capable of breathing properly right now, much less speaking. 
Suga saw your difficulty in talking and decided to explain everything.
“Remember I told you I also ran away from home? Well, my parents wanted to marry me off to some Princess I didn’t even know and that didn’t sit right with me. Sound familiar?”
You laughed. You laughed so loud that everyone in the hall was looking at you like you were crazy but, how could you do anything but laugh?
“So you mean to tell me that we both ran away from home because we didn’t want to marry each other and ended up doing just that?”
“Yes.” You both started laughing, this time not so loud.
“You can’t imagine how I felt when I read your letter…” he placed his hand on your cheek and you leaned into his touch. God, you missed him so much. “As soon as I figured out who you were I picked up everything and went back home, and…” he leaned in once more to whisper to you. “I took two idiots with me.” He nodded his head to the back of him where your friends Namjoon and Hoseok stood.
“Who’s that with Hoseok?” You asked, referring to the young blond he was holding hands with.
“Ugh, don’t even ask…” He rolled his eyes and you just couldn’t help but smile. You couldn’t wait to hear him brag about how he conquered her and what he and Namjoon have been up to.
“You’ll tell me later. For now, I can’t wait to get married to you,” you kissed him on the cheek.
“Let’s do it then, Wanderer.”
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A/N: If there was a way to describe how Peter Parker looked while he was talking to the reader, it would definitely be the gif of Matt Smith in Doctor Who. There is absolutely no doubt about that in my mind. The only thing from Homecoming is the videos from the beginning and the compound moving.
Part 1,      Part 2,      Part 3       Part 5   Part 6
The next week was seemingly never ending, from your perspective. You were alone in the Avengers Tower, except for the occasional government worker strolling around. That left you with your worries for the team and, more importantly, Tony’s and Peter’s well being. You couldn’t believe that Tony would bring a kid to fight against highly trained Avengers. You could only imagine Aunt May’s sorrow if her last remaining family member was killed doing something that she couldn’t have possibly known about.
Ned noticed your change of attitude during school as you tried to maintain your grades with the newfound stress your father had accidentally placed on you. At first, he teased you that you weren’t the same because Peter wasn’t there, but stopped when you didn’t laugh or brush it off in any way. “Y/N, I was just joking,” Ned said carefully, “Is everything okay?”
You tried to smile. “Yeah, I just haven’t been sleeping well,” you mentioned before lying, “My father has a work thing for the week and it’s just hard to fall asleep by myself.”
Nodding, Ned offered, “How about we have a movie night then? Maybe killing your eyes will make you too tired to even think about being awake.” You laughed a bit at the mention. The suggestion was entirely platonic since Ned knew how you felt about Peter. He was trying to see what Peter thought of you, but found it harder to read his best friend’s emotions as easily as he once was able to.
“That sounds like fun,” you answered sincerely. It was Friday, so you didn’t have to worry about school work just yet and longed to spend some time with one of your friends. “Since Peter isn’t here, we can actually watch something besides The Empire Strikes Back!” The boy was obsessed with the second Star Wars
“Maybe we can finally move onto Return of the Jedi,” Ned joined in on the joke. “I’ll text you a time and you’ll text me where you live?” You nodded, deciding that you’d rather have company than keep your secret. Besides, you could trust Ned. He was one of your closest friends.
That night, you were checking your phone constantly to see if your dad would contact you in any way. You didn’t reply to Peter’s text concerning a secret he found out about you, so you weren’t expecting a text from him. He was fighting in Germany anyway. No time to text when you’re Spiderman. The fact still shocked you severely, but you focused your nervous energy on setting up the movie night with Ned.
Your phone rang, making you run over to the table and look hurriedly. It was Ned so you breathed out to calm yourself down. You picked it up and Ned just began talking without letting you say anything. “Hey,” he rambled, “Are you sure you gave me the right address, because I’m pretty sure this is the building Tony Stark’s penthouse is in. Are you in another apartment building around here? I don’t see many arou-”
“Tell the doorman that Y/N invited you,” you cut him off with a nervous laugh.
Ned sounded star struck. “Okay.” The click signified the call ending and you made sure that the system was working properly. You might be able to keep up with Tony, but sometimes the TV system bested you in your darkest moments. Your phone began exploding with the amount of frenzied texts Ned was sending you. Apparently the doorman was leading him to the door. You opened it with a smile before tipping the doorman and pulling the shocked Ned in. “Please don’t freak out,” you said before Ned could even comprehend what is going on.
“You’re- you’re-”
“A Stark, yeah,” you finished his sentence, “And I really want this to stay a secret.” When Ned didn’t reply, you waved a hand in front of his face. “You catch my drift?”
“How is this even possible?”
“I’m Tony Stark’s daughter,” you explained, “My mom isn’t with him anymore. They got divorced after having me.” You began setting up the snacks before looking up. “Is this weird? This is probably strange.” Ned only nodded with wide eyes. “Does this change our friendship?” He shook his head quickly.
It took him a few seconds to form another sentence. “Does anyone else know?”
“No one,” you stated, “And you aren’t going to tell anyone, right?” He shook his head again.
“Your dad is Iron Man!” Better he had his little freak out in private instead of at school.
You nodded before asking, “So what movie do you want to watch?” Ned, still shocked at how casual you were handling this and at the overall evening, stated some random movie. He barely watched it, wanting to know more about being related to Tony Stark and how you got to this point of your life.
“Why didn’t you tell everyone?” Ned asked one more question before he had to go home.
Sighing, you leaned on the doorframe and looked at Ned. You were acting very nonchalantly, but you knew that you were hiding something rather important and you hoped that they wouldn’t hate you for keeping it a secret. “I didn’t want people to think I got into Midtown because of my father,” you revealed, “Plus, I didn’t really want to popular because of my last name.” Ned nodded, still slightly dazed.
Having Ned to hang out with took your mind off the unease you felt about your dad and Peter. In return, you answered all his questions, feeling slightly relieved that at least one of your friends knew who you actually are. You still had no idea if Peter knew that you were a Stark or anything like that. F.R.I.D.A.Y. informed you the next morning that the team would be returning later in the day so you arranged to be at the airport to greet Tony and potentially Peter.
Once the airplane landed, you let out a sigh of relief. You would have been notified if anyone was seriously injured, you told yourself. Knowing that Steve, Wanda, and Sam wouldn’t be on the flight, you did a mental checklist on who could possibly be on. You had heard that Clint had joined Steve’s side as well as a new hero. Someone was missing. Natasha Romanoff’s disappearance unsettled you, but you focused on who was on the plane.
Vision was the first to get out of the plane. He didn’t appear to notice you, or he knew that you were more worried about the other people on the flight. You offered a halfhearted smile in his general direction, telling yourself that you'd talk to him once you were back at the tower. When you saw the familiar brown hair as he stuck his head out of the plane, your smile bled from your face when you saw some of the injuries on his face alone.
Peter was still smiling widely, regardless of the black eye he was sporting. He exited the plane with a little hop in his step, looking over you for a second. His eyes grew wide as he turned in your direction. You smiled slightly and waved, your nerves clearly shown. His little hopping turned into tripping as he scrambled to get to you. Peter stumbled over his words breathlessly as he approached you, "Hey Y/N! W-w-What are you doing here? Not like I'm not h-happy. It's just unexpected. I mean-"
Out of your peripheral vision, you could see Tony getting out of the plane and shot Peter an apologetic glance before you heard Tony yell, "Y/N! You have to help me with some repairs. I'll need your small hands." Tony, after realizing that your hands were just slightly more nimble, decided you would be essential with the small nooks in his suit that Tony couldn't get his hands through. He didn't trust Dummy the robot of course. Peter looked between the two with a flustered expression, knowing that you knew Tony Stark, yet not knowing the actual extent of it.
Approaching the two teens, Tony asked, "Is Spiderling bothering you?" Peter looked absolutely appalled that he would just reveal his secret identity to you. Rolling his eyes, he waved off his concern. "Don't worry," Tony stated, "Peter Parker, this is Y/N, my daughter."
"Daughter?" Peter echoed, still terribly confused.
"Yeah, daughter, so no funny business," Tony warned before turning to you, "Ready, kid?" Not able to trust your words, you only nodded and began walking towards the limo. You knew Tony was trying act casual even though you could see his own injuries right in front of you. "Spiderling, we can give you a lift as well." 
Peter was still in shock over all the information violently thrown at him. How could you kept this a secret from your friends? He was well aware of his own secrets that he kept from you and your friends, but he couldn’t understand why you'd want to hide this. If anyone knew you were a Stark, you wouldn’t have gotten a tutor if you didn’t want one. You could have been popular with Liz Allan and Flash. You wouldn't have to be friends with him and Ned, Peter noted disappointedly.
During the car ride, it was strangely quiet, considering Peter had been talking Tony’s ear off the whole trip. You avoided Peter’s gaze by looking at your phone and pretending to be busy. Sometimes, you’d look up and smile a bit at his anxiousness, but looked away before he could see it. Peter tried not to look hurt and focused on what Tony was saying.
Once Peter left the car, Tony’s cool expression faded to a smile at you. “Was everything okay while I was away?”
“Everything is fine,” you mentioned, “How was Germany?” Tony looked down for a second before looking back up and smiling to reassure you. He didn’t want to tell you what he found out about his parents and how it changed him. 
“Same old,” he chuckled as they approached the Avengers Tower. It wasn’t really the Avenger’s Tower since they preferred the facility upstate and Tony started using this as his Stark Tower again. Tony looked at it nostalgically. “I’m planning on selling this building,” he stated as if it was nothing of importance, “We’re going to be staying permanently in the Facility upstate.”
You looked at him with wide eyes. “What about Midtown? I couldn’t possibly commute.”
“Well, you can go to school somewhere near us,” Tony offered with a little nod, “Oh, yeah. You must see Peter quite a bit.” His face showed genuine realization at the fact before he thought for a bit and turned to you. “Hey, can you watch the kid? Make sure he’s doing okay. It’s going to take a couple of months to sell it anyway.” You only nodded, not wanting to push Tony at the moment.
When Peter got into his house, he first had to deal with Aunt May’s concern and hastily lied about what had injured him. He lied about a guy named Steve from Brooklyn as he explored his souvenirs from his trip. Peter looked through all the footage, stopping at the video from in the car home. It was some of Mr. Stark and Peter noticed you look up. He must not have seen it, but you smiled tinily at him before looking back down.
He couldn't have guessed that you were Tony Stark’s daughter. Why wouldn’t you trust him? Didn’t you trust him? Peter groaned when he realized the secret he had been keeping. He was being hypocritical. He looked back at the video of you smiling when you thought no one was looking and found himself smiling back.
Crap, he was definitely in too deep. 
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