#geumhyuk is still my ult

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Happy 8th Anniversary to my underrated Ults: VAV!

[softgeumhyuk]

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[dimpled-rapper-stan]

@dimpled-rapper-stan’s Official Bias & Bias Wrecker List

(Making this to link in my blog bio for everyone that’s curious. This list will keep getting updated as necessary as I go along.)

A.C.E Bias: Chan Bias Wrecker: Byeongkwan & Wow/Sehyoon

ASTRO Bias: Moonbin Bias Wrecker: MJ

ATEEZ I have no bias. I’m a whore for literally all of them and they don’t even bother taking turns to attack/wreck me on a daily basis. I can’t even say who attacks me worse or the most because they’re all equal incubi. T-T

B.A.P Bias: Daehyun, officially Bias Wrecker: Everyone honestly, but mainly Jongup & Yongguk

BigBang Bias: G-Dragon/Jiyong & T.O.P Bias Wrecker: none Ex-Bias: Taeyang/Youngbae (GD knocked him off the rank)

BlackPink Bias: Jennie Bias Wrecker: Rosé

Block-B I don’t really have a bias but the closest contenders are Zico and U-Kwon. However, Taeil can get it whenever he wants... but don’t tell him I said that.

BtoB Bias: Peniel...... Minhyuk getting real close tho Bias Wrecker: none yet (still new to the group). Probably Hyunsik though.

BTS Bias: RM/Namjoon (ult #1) & V/Taehyung Bias Wrecker: Jimin Ex-Bias: Jin (Tae knocked him off the rank)

CLC Bias: Seungyeon Bias Wrecker: none yet (still new to the group)

Day6 Bias: Jae Bias Wrecker: YoungK

Dreamcatcher Bias: None yet officially but Dami is hella close because godDAMI Bias Wrecker: none yet (still new to the group)

EXID Bias: LE Bias Wrecker: none yet (still new to the group)

EXO Bias: Kai/Jongin & Lay/Yixing Bias Wrecker: Xiumin & Suho probably. Sometimes Sehun. Hard to say since Kai has me on such a tight leash. CBX Bias: Baekhyun Ex-members Bias: Tao Ex-members Bias Wrecker: Kris

F(x)  Bias: Amber Bias Wrecker: none

GFriend Bias: Umji Bias Wrecker: none yet (still new to the group)

GOT7 Bias: Jackson & Bambam Bias Wrecker: Youngjae & Yugyeom. Very often Jaebum.

History Bias: Kyungil Bias Wrecker: Jaeho

iKON Just like ATEEZ, I have no bias yet because I’m a whore for all of them, but MAINLY B.I/Hanbin, Bobby, Jay and Ju-ne/Junhoe.

KARD Bias: BM & Jiwoo Bias Wrecker: none

Mamamoo Bias: Hwasa Bias Wrecker: Moonbyul 

Monsta X Bias: Jooheon & Wonho (ult #2) Bias Wrecker: Kihyun (ult bias wrecker)

NCT Bias: Winwin & Doyoung Bias Wrecker: none officially, BUT... Taeyong, Ten, Yuta & Jaehyun are the closest contenders. They’re also all potential biases. I dunno dude, NCT is just a mess and has me as a whole mess. kbye

NewKidd Bias: Hansol Bias Wrecker: none yet (still new to the group) but Yunmin and Hwi got me feeling a lil’ something-something.

ONEUS Bias: Ravn Bias Wrecker: none yet (still new to the group) but probably Seoho... and sometimes Keonhee and Hwanwoong..... and Leedo...... Fuck it, all of them. But Ravn still got me on a tight enough leash so we gucci.

Pentagon Bias: Yuto Bias Wrecker: Kino but lately Wooseok has been making me feel some things and I do not appreciate it

Red Velvet No bias yet because I’m still somewhat new to learning the group, but I listen to a lot of their music.

Seventeen Bias: Vernon, Joshua & The8/Minghao Bias Wrecker: S.Coups, Hoshi, Wonwoo & occasionally Woozi

SHINee Bias: Taemin & Key in theory, but in reality it’s all of them Bias Wrecker: none

Stray Kids Bias: Felix & Chan Bias Wrecker: Jisung and sometimes Hyunjin

Super Junior Bias: Ryeowook Bias Wrecker: Donghae. Sometimes Yesung & Siwon.

The Boyz  Bias: Q Bias Wrecker: none yet (still new to the group)

The Rose Bias: Woosung/Sammy Bias Wrecker: none

Twice Bias: As it stands, I’d say Jeongyeon & Momo. Bias Wrecker: None yet. Like with Red Velvet, I listen to a lot of their music but haven’t fully learnt all the members yet.

TXT  Bias: Beomgyu Bias Wrecker: none

U-KISS  Bias: Kiseop Bias Wrecker: Hoon

Up10tion Bias: I heard Sunyoul hit those notes in Blue Rose and from that moment I was whipped okay. I haven’t even learnt the other members yet but I know he’s up here on my bias list. Bias Wrecker: none yet (still new to the group)

VAV  Bias: St. Van/Geumhyuk & Ace/Wooyoung Bias Wrecker: Jacob maybe? I’unno. Like he attacks me most among my non-biases. Ayno attacks me sometimes but most of the time he’s cute so idk.

VIXX  Bias: N/Hakyeon Bias Wrecker: Bold of you to assume Cha Hakyeon gives me a chance to even LOOK at another man in VIXX.

Winner  Bias: Mino Bias Wrecker: Hoony/Seunghoon

Z-Boys Bias: Blink Bias Wrecker: Gai & Mavin. Gai is getting dangerously close to bias status though. I’m scared.  

Z-Girls Bias: Priyanka Bias Wrecker: none yet (still new to the group) but Mahiro could definitely be there

Solo idols I stan:

Christian Yu

CL/Chaerin Lee

Dean

Eric Nam

Holland

HyunA

Dawn

Jay Park

Jessi

Monster Woo

Sunmi

Groups/Idols I’ve gotten interested in but don’t officially stan YET:

BoA

Chung Ha

Hyukoh

LOOΠΔ

SF9

Kang Daniel (I’ve had my eyes on him since WannaOne, okay)

IN2IT

[emeraldbabygirl]

Ok I don’t think this is completely true. I do get soft for some groups and members. I get soft during times where I’m very sad, when a member is going through a hard time, when I think about something that happened to the member of group in the past. I get soft for St.Van, I did get very very soft with Baby and tell rest of VAV to the point I cried because of a certain situation, I got soft for Hyunwoong. Sometimes I even get soft for the Daddiest of Daddies, like when they act cute or if they are struggling like those videos of Hyunjun, I dropped the title and said “:( oh no he’s struggling” that’s on getting soft. But even in those time have I ever said I loved them?? I did with Namjoon for months and months until I was so sad I had to un-bias and un-ult him. Sometimes, speaking for my girls I get soft for Hyuna. I suppose it just depends on the actual idol and not whether they are from a girl or boy group and which. Cause with Geumhyuk I am both soft and hard with him. Idk, I still find it very strange

So I’m gonna pause my IZ Adventures because I realized the reasons? and the differences in my posts. The main posts being the difference in how I treat boy groups vs girl group on here and more strangley how I’m talking about the boy groups. It kind of bothers me.

Ok, so awhile back I had made a post saying that I didn’t know how to express my love for girl groups. But I’ve always expressed my love for girl groups whether I state it or post about it or just keep it to myself. They way I express my love for girl groups is really quiet simple. I love all the girl groups I listen to and they are all my babygirls or my princess, I call them all my babies. Even with the occasional “please step on me” most of the time I am always soft for my ladies. (Jessi, Hyuna and Hwasa sometimes being the exception).

With boy groups it’s split. I never understood it until I was watching the teaser for D-Crunch’s comeback and some GWSN videos. With the boys groups I either am soft and I love them and want to hug them and kiss them and all that cute stuff or I thot out to them and just list all the sexual things I wish I could do with them, to them or they could do to me. I’ve never stated that I love them. The biggest example is Imfact vs. VAV. This has been brought up to me but I had no idea what it meant, I couldn’t figure out the meaning or why I thought like this.

With Imfact I’m already soft for them, I tried being hard for Jeup but it was literally impossible. There’s a reason why I’m soft for a lot of groups. There’s a reason why I treat groups like Imfact and ATEEZ different from VAV or say N.Flying. I always say cute things about Imfact as you can clearly see in my posts, it’s always been like that with them, same with the other groups. I love them and I don’t think of them sexually because I don’t want to. I need to be soft for them, it’s comforting to me especially when I’m sad. I can’t make my brain think or be a thot for them because I love them. Notice how in all my Imfact posts how it’s always “I want to kiss them/ hug them/ hold them/ tell them how much I love them/ do cute things with them + hold them + lay in their arms” and I always state that I love them. It’s the same with the members of ATEEZ, Stray Kids, Halo, Noir (minus Seunghoon), D-Crunch and many other groups.

With groups like VAV, UNIQ, History, 2Z, N.Flying, The Rose, IZ or any member of a group I thot out for like Zuho or Junji I never say I love them. It’s always “I want them to fuck me like this and say this to me til I do this” it’s never anything added or extra like with my babies. When I was told I seem to know more about the groups I’m soft for that’s because I think I take more interest in them because I love them for their personalities or lack of brain cells or their whatever, I know more about the members and the company or whatever.

With the groups I’m a hard stan for I know nothing. Nor do I say anything about them as people, artists or anything else. I say nothing about their performance or talent or company. It’s all just looks and their bodies. I find that both embarrassing and shameful. I don’t know how to fix it. It’s almost as if I’m subconsciously making up the meaning of love and how love is supposed to work. Like, having sex doesn’t mean you are in love or loving someone means you won’t have sex with them. I seem to think that you can’t do both? Idk, like..so since I don’t think about a specific number of groups sexually if by some random chance I was dating..we’ll say Jeup. Since I don’t like to sexualize him I would never be able to get to the point in our relationship where we could have sex. Because I wouldn’t want to have sex with him. But say it’s with Geumhyuk, well there might be something there other than sex actually, let’s say I was dating Hyunjun or Seunghyub (because those are literally all my posts now) I would only be with them to have sex with me. I don’t think there would be any signs of affection or intimacy between us at all. I wouldn’t love them I would just want to have sex with them.

My brain seems to think either you love and don’t have sex or you have sex and don’t love. Idk. It was something I finally understood. It’s very weird how that’s working. I don’t really know whether I like it or not. Of course it’s not right but my brain and thoughts are fucked up enough as it is, she prolly thinks this is normal. I don’t think it’s going to stop me from doing things the way I have been but it’s just something to think about.

[softgeumhyuk]

Today is my 1000 days with geumhyuk (and also VAV as a whole) so I’m going to say a little about both 💞

It really doesn’t feel like I’ve been listening to this group for almost 3 years time has really gone by so fast. I still remember the first time I listened to them, that being after someone recommended them to me here on tumblr, I remember it was abc and flower that I had watched the mv’s for and a week later I couldn’t get them out of my head. And still to this day abc is my favorite vav song and one of my fav kpop songs period, it doesn’t have any deep meaning, it’s just a fun summer song, it just makes me so happy every time I listen to it.

I feel so lucky to be a fan of this group, these boys mean so much to me, and have made me smile through some really stressful times. They inspire me in a lot of ways; before vav I was already a graphic designer but it was them and their music that made me want to create art again and graphics and edits and now here I am on this tumblr blog where I have so many vampz to experience this with! And I feel so lucky to have gotten the chance to see them and meet them in person, the three shows I’ve been to were literally the happiest days of my life.

St.Van. Lee Geumhyuk. The loml. Owner of my whole heart. My ult bias that will never change. I don’t post as much about how much I love and adore this man as much as I did at the beginning and that’s because I just have pretty much run out of words to describe how much I really truly care about him and his happiness. I love every single thing about him. His voice, his laugh, his whole personality, how when he gets nervous he gets all bouncy, how you can see his smile through his eyes, his amazing talent when it comes to music, his role as leader to vav, how he treats vampz. I will continue to say this til the day I die but he literally has one of the most beautiful voices I’ve ever heard. Geumhyuk is one of most amazing, kind guys I’ve ever met in my life and I will always support him and his endeavors in life.

I can’t wait to spend another 1000 days with him and vav supporting them and watching them grow as idols and people 💞🦇