#getting a week+ of piled up dishes/ cat litter/ garbage/ cardboard/ plastic/ sweeping and cleaning off all my surfaces

[vaingod]

getting home from an exhausting shift to do 2+hrs of cleaning cus i let shit build up again and its finals week so anytime i catch myself cleaning i get mad at myself cus i know im supposed to be studying but if i dont do my usual cleaning i end up spending my entire night doing chores and really its not that bad its just that i wait until im about to settle down before i go out to smoke weed and it makes me so ragey dangling my drugs before me like a carrot to force myself to focus and get everything done in the least amount of time - the worst part is that it works!