#get a load of these dykes

[latelyloxiv]

happy pride month, sketch dump be upon ye

makes you look at these lesbians

[badolmen]

…yall afraid of pancakes?

[hotdyke-hardstyle]

💞new year new blog makeover💞

[gonzodangerfeels]

*shrugs*

Junior felt too self important at the time.

The 4 horsemen had their own vibe

Now the one that is reserved is over here like the word is try like please Like tryings

[teasingt-dick]

God I want to pound a fakeboy dyke until I'm so deep I fuck through her cervix, stretching it open on my fat cock. Want to feel it sucking on my head like it's begging me dump my load in her unprotected womb. No choice but to get knocked up. 9 months later, when I'm rubbing her big swollen belly and milky tits, I'll fuck her into labor, sealing her fate as my breeding cow. No point pretending to be anything but a cumslut when you're going to be pregnant for as long as I can make you.

[sev-wildfang]

2015 - 2024

it has been a while since ive felt the courage or need to post something like this. i worked very hard to scrub all pre-2016 photographs of me off the internet in fact, something i realize was not in the spirit of the person who inspired me at all.

for the sake of brevity im not going to post the entirety of my transition. some two or odd years into it i was fully immersed in the feminine persona i was trying to become but still filled with a yearning that seemed to be incurable.

it was a chance encounter on this website that changed my course forever. i saw a transition timeline by a user who has since deleted their blog, detailing year by year their journey to become a kind of trans woman i didnt even know could exist at that point: a trans-feminine butch.

the clarity of their vision intrigued me. it opened a door where previously i only saw an insurmountable wall. this was something one could want to become. this was not a failure state. this was a lighthouse.

"you measure yourself by stricter standards than you do cis women", my then therapist said, "you allow yourself to play with masculinity in your art. in your art you seem to be able to separate it from male-ness. do you think you might want that in real life?"

immediately after that conversation, i looked at the timeline post again. i decided to get a haircut - a variation of the same short undercut that has become my go-to since. i slowly phased out the dresses that had carried my thru the hardest times of my budding transition. most of them i gifted to other trans women who had more of a need for them.

i set to work on my self once more with new purpose and i found first joy, then peace in the never-ending process of becoming. like every terminally online dyke in 2020 i read Stone Butch Blues, read The Locked Tomb, read Hot Allostatic Load, buzzed my hair off twice, got way too many tattoos to count, found community and friendship in my local queer scene as well as among butches online, and learned that i have the capability to love more than one person. and i love all of the people i used to be and no longer am; the problem child, the teenage romantic, the spiteful young man, the girl wrestling with herself, the baby butch still worried about keeping her tokens of femininity about her, the idiot who tought working night shifts was a good idea, and the clown who said this would be short post just some paragraphs ago.

the user who made that post was a lighthouse that went out as soon as i made it to shore, if you forgive the sentimentality. i am not half the butch they were (and maybe still are?) but maybe that's enough to be worth something to someone. it is something to me.

[genderqueerdykes]

Hey dumb question here-

what is a "dyke"?

hello! that's not a dumb question!

"dyke" is a queerphobic slur that is weaponized against lesbians, especially butch and masc lesbians, trans women- especially non binary, butch and genderqueer trans women, gender non conforming women in general, and other people who are viewed to be "masculine women" or lesbians even if they don't identify that way, such as trans men & mascs, intersex people, nonbinary people, and AFAB trans people. this is also weaponized against bisexuals, pansexuals, and other multisexual people as well.

it is intended to be a lesbophobic slur, but it is often weaponized against people who are not lesbians. trans men and mascs are HEAVILY targeted by this slur, especially in the early stages of coming out and/or transitioning. many people use this slur against trans men to deny their manhood and insinuate that they're just a "confused butch lesbian".

masc, butch, genderfluid and gender non conforming trans women & fems are heavily targeted by this as well, especially during the early stages of coming out and/or transition. people will target trans women & fems who they view as "looking masculine" in order to harass and dehumanize them, and attempt to strip away their womanhood/femininity, because they may not fit into what that person's narrow concept of what a woman "looks like".

generally speaking it's usually used to target people who folks think are lesbians and butches, but it doesn't mean that that person identifies that way. the person who is targeted by it may not even be queer, themselves- masculine straight cis women also have this slur weaponized against them, however, the general consensus is folks who do not identify as queer should not reclaim queer slurs, so it's important to consider that.

i've seen this get weaponized against feminine women as well, especially if they spend a lot of time with other women, or if they choose to ignore a man who is trying to hit on them. i've seen it a lot where a man starts hitting on a woman who is clearly not interested and because of that, they will instantly start calling the woman a dyke in order to try to pressure them into flirting back.

it's very loaded and it carries a lot of hatred, but lesbians, trans men & mascs, trans women & fems, intersex people, and many other folks have been reclaiming it widely and openly for decades to remove the power from the queerphobes and turn it into something we wear with pride. it's a very important slur to reclaim to the point where many lesbian-run events are called things like Dyke Marches and the lesbian motorcycle club Dykes on Bikes. it is very loudly and proudly reclaimed by many of the queer folk who are affected by it

hope that helps! feel free to ask any more questions you may have

[junibb]

I'm imagining you in a lesbian bar. You walk in and heads turn, older dykes lock hungry stares into you as you walk and ones more your age faun over you and offer to buy you drinks.

You're overwhelmed - it's your first time at this place. You were nervous. You didn't even expect to get a number, let alone a veritable swarm of lesbians cooing over you, hitting on you, touching your shoulders and thighs, buying you drinks. They bombard you with prying questions:

"This your first time here, darling?"

"What kinda drink do you like?"

"Do you have a girlfriend, sweetie?"

"Your tits are fucking awesome, can I touch them?"

You try to catch everyone's words, but they're all over you, asking you all sorts of things. Before you realize, you're agreeing to offers and requests you didn't even here. One drink, then another, and another. One hand on your chest, then another, and another.

You hear a question you don't understand, but your fuzzy head nods, and you barely utter an affirmative. Next thing you know, strong butch hands are pulling your legs open and riding your skirt up in your seat. You try to say wait, but as you open your mouth, a pastel femme leans into view with her tongue out. Something's on her tongue - a small square of some kind. She grabs your face and kisses you deeply, wrestling with your tongue as it dissolves with both of your saliva, and keeps making out with you long after whatever that was has disappeared in your mouth.

The hands riding up your skirt have pulled your panties to the side and begun expertly rubbing you exactly where you need it most. You whimper into the pastel femmes mouth, and she responds by breaking the kiss and climbing on top of you. She pulls her skirt up and shows off her throbbing bulge, pressing it against your check and grinding gently, giggling.

Between those drinks and whatever just dissolved in your mouth, you feel weak, fuzzy, completely at the mercy of this crowd of strangers. You don't know if you want to resist or not, but either way, it doesn't feel like you're being given much choice.

There must be dozens of hands all over you. The bulge of this gorgeous femme is throbbing, and has grown to full mast, her cock now grinding on your forehead. She moans and presses it to your lips.

"Open wide, beautiful, come on... Mmh, that's it..."

You do as you're told and find yourself gagging and slobbering on this girl's cock within seconds. She's fucking your face like it's her job. Your drool is dripping down her balls, onto your tits, and is being licked up by other gorgeous women.

That butch's hands have really gone to work, and someone's tongue is fucking your asshole as well. You feel pairs of lips on each of your tits and more sucking on your fingers - there must be two girls for each hand. They're everywhere.

"What a pretty little thing... I wanna use her next!"

"Ugh, no way, I want to fuck her in the ass - she looks so fucking tight."

"Mmfh, she is fucking tight. I can barely fit my tongue inside. Maybe you should stretch her out for me."

"Ah, fucking c'mere."

An eager woman you can't see grabs you by your thighs and shoves her cock deep in your ass in a swift, brutal motion. Nothing about her movements makes you think she cares how much pain you're in. Her long nails dig into your skin, undoubtedly leaving scratches and making your squeal, but that squeal is muffled as the fast-fucking femme currently lodged in your throat holds your head against her pelvis. She moans and groans, her balls clenching, as she dumps a thick, warm load directly into your stomach. Tears run down your cheeks, but once the femme has finished cumming, she goes back to fucking your face like a toy.

"Ahh, such a tight toy!! You're so good at swallowing my loads, gorgeous. Let's see how many you can take!!"

She grips your head, bunching your hair up in her fists as she fucks your throat faster and faster.

"Oh my god, listen to those gags, that's so fucking hot..."

"It is, but I kinda wanna hear her scream..."

The anal lesbian drilling away at your ass is going almost as fsst as the one mounting your face, and the butch's hands have moved on to wrap around your neck and squeeze.

"Ohhh, fuck, your dick is bulging her throat, sweetie, I can feel it. Good toy, keep taking it deeper. You know you love it."

"Her fucking ass is so goddamn tight - I'm gonna cum! Ah, shit!! Nngh!!!"

The cock in your ass holds deep inside and twitches, throbbing, pulsing, gushing heavy, hot ropes inside you. The anal lesbian sighs and pulls out, her presence being immediately replaced by the one who was tongue fucking you earlier.

"Ah, that's better. Oh, fuck, look at that cum just ooze out... her ass is so fucking perfect. Maybe when she passes it, it'll be looser and we can fit two cocks in here."

You're out of breath, you're drunk, you're high, you've lost track of how many orgasms have been forced out of you. You start welcoming them.

Then, you fade out of consciousness. Who knows if they'll stop, who knows how much further they'll take this.

But your addled mind loves it, and if you woke up and there were twice as many of them going ten times as rough, you would invite it. You love the orgasms, you love the attention, and you love the praise.

A beautiful fuckpet for dykes.

i'm. um. i.

✨️🩷💖💞❣️💞💖🩷✨️

this made me moan out loud. multiple times.

i love you? im. i love you

yes

[rainbow-panties-are-hot]

Buying lesbian flag panties for my cute dyke gf who's "made an exception" to date me, her first AMAB partner.

Me: Oh, I just think you'd look really cute in them!

Getting turned on as I fuck her in them. Watching how they get progressively stained with my cum from my cock sliding in and out of her pussy.

Watching the symbolism of my thick load drenching them.

What a cute valid lesbian my gf is in her pride panties ^-^

[fakeboy008]

You feel confident and masculine, enough that you decide to try out for a local men’s softball team. It’s a beer league, sponsored by the local brewery so you each get free liquor. More often than not games turn into piss drunk shouting matches and end in fights. You’ve been working out and hoping you can show off to your crush how tough you are by winning a fight.

You show up to your first game ready and excited, but there’s nobody watching and no other team to play. Your teammates offer you a drink and assure you they just got the time wrong. But after a second beer, then a third, nobody shows up. You see them staring at your ass and eying you up as the hour is almost up. The other team still hasn’t arrived. You start to ask what’s going on but one of them grabs your arms and pins them behind your back. Another other tilts your head back and plugs your nose until you gasp for breath, then pours hard liquor down your throat. They take turns tearing off pieces of your uniform and one of them uses a knife to cut off your binder. They grope and grab at you, slap your tits and call you a stupid dyke whore. Too much of a dumb whore to be a real man. They force another drink down your throat and tie you up and gag you leaving you in the dugout with your tits exposed.

After a couple more drinks one of them decides to use your mouth as a cumdumpster. “Good girl” he says as he pumps into your throat. “Good little fake boy.” After one of your other teammates sees him viciously fucking your throat it becomes a feeding frenzy. Your clothes are gone in a flash and rags are all that’s left. They take turns fucking you raw, and pumping load after load into your tight fakeboy cunt. You can barely find space to breathe your throat is being fucked so hard. The pain of being violated starts to recede and is replaced by this heady euphoria, your pussy is dripping and you can’t help but let out a small feminine gasp every so often. Each cock that goes into you fees better than the last and they start to taunt you as they notice your moans growing louder.

“Ohhh is the dumb dyke gonna cum? Does the little fakeboy like being raped? Are you gonna be a good girl girl and cum on your rapists cock?”

Your muscles start to involuntarily contract and you can feel a violent orgasm coming. You cum so hard you pass out. The softball team uses you until they’ve all had a turn and leaves you in the dugout a sloppy drunken cum-stained mess.

After that they said you earned your place on the team. Not as a player of course, that’s for real men. But they’re happy to let you stay around as a cocksleeve and to serve beers to the players as long as you dress in tight clothes and show off your tits from now on.

came 2 tihs

[ezgee-badally]

i woke up early this morning and considered sleeping in some more when i realised this was the perfect time to go on tumblr and sit in the living room and scroll lgetsd Tumblr while my gf slept in.

i've already cum once but i'm still so horny from watching cock worshipping videos and listening to hypno files encouraging me to be dumb and slutty for some nameless master. i want to be degraded and humiliated for getting so addicted to this feeling, for being a needy insatiable slut that wants to stick her tongue out and hump her greedy pussy against anything and everything.

Careful what you wish for. Look in the fucking mirror sometime. Literally. Go and rub your stupid dyke cunt in front of the mirror while you think of being violated and practice sticking your stupid tongue out to look pretty for men. Then you can see what we all see and maybe it’ll be easier to accept that way.

I know it’s a lot of big words for a dyke’s little cock-addled brain to process. But you’re just a dumb worthless deluded drooling drenched desperate cock whore.

After I was done using you for my sick needs, and pumping load after log into your womb, I’d program my number in your phone and give you over to some filthy homeless bum in exchange for a cigarette and leave you to your fate in a dark dingy alley….

[janeafterdark]

I have a strong need to swallow loads and loads of cum from dykes who've used my mouth to get off

I'm just a collection of holes for dykes better than me to use <3

[girlfriendsofthegalaxy]

tuesday again 5/21/2024

get a load of this cat

listening

one of my favorite bands, Joywave, dropped a new album last week! it is not my favorite album of theirs but so it goes. perhaps it needs more time to grow on me. Sleepytime Fantasy kicks off my favorite section of the album. video game enchanted ice cave dream sequence music.

i must stay true to my own rules for this series (not a rec series, genuinely what i've been into the most this week) and the song that's been on loop all week is a genshin impact character's theme music (punchy wolf-coded ice cop who is the duke of the prison he. runs? administers? don't worry about it). unfortunately a bop. the character music lately has been a lot more modern and experimental than i expected? this one has a police siren drop

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reading

thank you mackintosh.

i really, really enjoyed Trouble And Her Friends by Melissa Scott (LAMBDA award winner 1995)! @delta-orionis and i frequently ask ourselves "what if neuromancer was good?" and this scratches that itch for me. it is often difficult for me to take neuromancer's protagonist henry seriously, but this book features a pair of extremely practical dykes. it opens on the passing of a new american law criminalizing big swathes of online activity, passed despite a presidential veto. description from amazon

Less than a hundred years from now, the forces of law and order crack down on the world of the computer nets. The hip, noir adventurers who get by on wit, bravado, and drugs, and haunt the virtual worlds of the Shadows of cyberspace, are up against the encroachments of civilization. It's time to adapt or die. India Carless, alias Trouble, got out ahead of the feds and settled down to run a small network for an artist's co-op. Now someone has taken her name and begun to use it for criminal hacking. So Trouble returns. Once the fastest gun on the electronic frontier, she had tried to retire-but has been called out for one last fight. And it's a killer.

this startled me by how fun and competent it is! i tried reading one of the author's books last year (Dreamships) and had a miserable time with the pacing and flow of information. there are echoes of the pacing issues i had with the last book-- this is a nearly four hundred page hardcover, we have a lot of Next Locations to go to, and we are going to take our fucking time getting there. a road trip book, rather than a destination book. Scott has gotten way way better at fleshing out those locations— an artists' co-op has their skylights set to amber to hide the wear and tear on everything in their central hangout space when the feds show up. i also connected with the inciting incident way more-- someone stealing a female hacker’s name and style is instantly relatable. i am riding shotgun with Trouble. i am ready to throw down with her.

it's a very physical book in many ways, bc it has three brief sex scenes, is very concerned with sensuality in both senses of the word, and overall it's like the background in an anime that’s full of dials and buttons and little blinky lights. written in 1994, fascjnating how much concepts of VR and sensory inputs have not changed, but everyone still has the equivalent of an enormous old school desktop and giant CRT monitors set up. everyone is constantly lugging around so much physical tech. the stuff that makes you better at hacking in the net is quick reactions to VR sensations, the only way to get that cutting edge sensation is to get a physical chip or “worm” in your head, and the only people who do that are the core outcasts and freaks of the internet (the gays, the women, the people of color, the all three, presumably the furries as well). from that day to this…

there's an interesting contrast between Trouble and her old partner Cerise stalking the virtual reality bazaars/being queens of the BBS undergrounds, and the danger they feel and face when moving about in the real world. some reviewers are very cranky about how negotiations on and offline feel the same but i did not feel this particular quibble. communication is communication. it is known both on and offline that they're 1) women and 2) lesbians. they're in less physical danger online but slurs can still happen no matter where they are. also, i am well used to the necessity of having to posture and peacock and be kind of a bitch to establish myself in order to get anything done in coding/hardware scenes, which is something i don't think any of the male reviewers of the day ever had to think about.

some cowboy shit goes down at the end that had me hooting and hollering, and Scott handled the hacking scenes in an interesting way-- a sort of abstracted duel? terrific "fight" scenes. very interesting at how she will move things around in order to treat scenes in ways she's good at-- like establishing very grounded locations that feel real, physical sensations, and fight scenes-- instead of just kind of slogging through a very surface level high-overview travelogue like in her last book. ive been stuck on a fic chapter for like four years and this is making me think about doing it the fun way instead of the way i thought it should be done. this may be obvious but i am an amateur and more importantly an idiot.

this was a $6/1 book special last year at one of my favorite thrift stores, a religious shop with the absolute worst vibes in the greater houston area but some of the best stuff

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watching

Five Dolls For An August Moon (1970, dir. Brava). sometimes you see a cool title on kanopy and you don't have a better way to kill an hour and a half. plus it had some guys i know from cowboys. tw for a suicide's body in the first fucking ten seconds of the trailer, which is a weird trailer choice bc u don't actually see most of the murders in the movie.

ive watched a fuck of a lot of spaghetti westerns so i feel i am somewhat qualified to tell you this is one of the worst dubs ive ever seen. the lines actors are quarter-heartedly delivering do not always make a lot of sense and only occasionally match the subtitles. i am assuming this is the original dub, bc kino lorber generally does a pretty okay job restoring things?

this is not a good movie (extremely troubled production, director swap three days before filming, made on a shoestring budget, the actors mostly wore their own clothes, etc). it is not very good at maintaining tension, because it is a film that first and foremost Looks. beautiful fucking sets, beautifully decorated. the exterior is a matte painting, a sort of frothy dream-bubble of sixties architecture. most of the interiors are apparently a real house. incredible experimental burbling soundtrack full of Weird Sounds.

sorry about the tubi interface and our old friend the activate windows logo.

there are so many fun directorial flourishes and staging, but it does get a little wrapped up in itself. this made me think of The Secret of NIMH, a beautifully animated talking-animal film that gave me nightmares as a child, where the animation tricks and sparkles and moving parts sort of all get in each other's way to produce something less than the sum of its parts. this sort of happens here. i'm going to yoink this from a review:

Bava’s eye for exquisite compositions is equally evident. One scene in particular stands out in this regard: The filmmaker shoots an otherwise humdrum fistfight through wooden latticework that breaks the action up into an abstracted mosaic effect. The fight culminates with a table being upended, which in turn unleashes a myriad crystal spheres. The camera follows along as the spheres tumble and cascade down a spiral staircase and roll across a tiled floor before plopping like so many bath bubbles into a tub. The scene concludes with the revelation of a recently deceased character caught in what you’d have to call a tableau morte. It’s a dazzlingly orchestrated sequence, easily on par with more famous Bava set pieces.

it's gorgeous! there's also So Much going on. another lovely bit of business: as each person dies they get wrapped in plastic sheeting and put in the walkin freezer. next to slabs of beef. not a subtle film, and i don't mean it as a diss, bc where's the fuckin fun in that?

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playing

i have not been doing much of anything here except listen to podcasts and work toward the two-thousand-fish-caught achievement in genshin. impatiently waiting for Clorinde to be released in several weeks. that one button needs a raise. it is So funny to see genshin characters with fucking guns. very sword and pike based societies so far

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making

every time i have tried to make one of these samplers for Me it's gone horribly wrong or been somehow destroyed so i'm making this one for my brother's upcoming birthday, bc he will have off-campus housing next academic year, in an attempt to peacefully do some fucking cross stitch and get something out at the end of it. pattern here on etsy

[soup-mother]

people invoking the "how hypocritical of you to be transphobic when people were saying the same stuff about you 10 years ago" thing about like transmisogynistic lesbians is well meaning but does miss the fact that they were in fact being transmisogynistic 10 years ago too, and 20 years ago, and 30 years ago.

like i know i talk about it a lot but "are trannies human beings?" was a pretty big spitting point in US dyke communities. like sure people didn't want lesbians in their bathrooms but lesbians didn't want trans women in their bathrooms so it's like...you see how someone can be marginalised and still target people below them yea? it's basically obligatory of me to mention michfest every time i talk about this stuff.

when has pointing out hypocrisy ever done anything helpful to deconstruct bigoted arguments? very silly. trans women have been here the entire time AND we've been excluded the entire time by our own communities, just because that broader community was and is also excluded doesn't mean we're not marginalised and often unwelcome within in.

i get the *point* BUT that point is being made in a way that carries incredibly loaded assumptions

[moonnlsbn]

Actually I'm thinking about being pushed face down and having my legs forced open. Being used and slapped around basically like a toy. Just a hole for dykes to get off in <3 Ignore me if I beg you to stop. Spank me if I get too noisy. Make me cum just because you like the way I tense and clench on you. I'm just a useful place to dump a load for lesbians who top 🥰

MEN DO NOT INTERACT. Terfs & nonsapphics dni. 18+

[c1airidryl]

I'd love to see like a study on what kind of people choose which animals for their fursona. For instance for me, I was raised largely by dyke hippies with shit loads of cats all the time and I'm a trans guy and being a tboy and a catboy seem to often go hand in hand (perhaps partly because cats are stereotyped to be the "feminine" animal and it's like genderfucky to be a catboy in a similar way there are so many tgirl puppygirls?? Further research needed). But it's deeper than that too ofc. Like, my whole life I've just felt a profound connection with cats, I get them and they get me. Perhaps it's my personality. As for my scaley self, it mostly is less deep and stems from me just thinking alligators and salamanders are really cool.