#germs died last tuesday and things have been rough. i havent seen her since i left to visit my family. i miss her very much

[marsdemo]

vague mention of animal death under the readmore //

that quote about grief being love with no where to go is kinda kicking my ass rn like my self is compacting and has been for the last Almost a week now, but i know as soon as i land back in my apartment this next weekend & see the spot where her food bowl used to be & her favorite napping chair & the basket on my windowsill where she loved to sit. im seriously going to ***. but what can you even do yknow