#genuinely the first thing i noticed when i read . *tentatively* ...their? description and went hm. this ones worded weird

[kirkwallguy]

and the taash pronoun avoidance continues......which could mean nothing

[miss-noo-na]

“Consumed” (Taeyong Vampire AU)

Title: Consumed

Featuring: Taeyong (NCT) x Reader

Rating: Somewhat mature. Sexual themes and blood drinking

Summary: You’ve been longing to experience the bite of a vampire, and you’ve found just the person to give it to you.

Requested by Anon!

You don’t know how you ended up here. You could retrace the steps, from your burgeoning curiosity, to your research, to seeking out the establishment, to actually putting on the red dress and showing up. You’d never know how you got the courage to actually do it, though.

You knew vampires existed, most people did, but they were often spoken of in hushed voices, and seeing one was a rare occurrence. They kept to themselves, seen only in places they were accepted or created themselves, and only interacted with mortals who had the open mind and strong stomachs to do so.

You had longed to be a part of this inner world, to dwell in the darkness and get to know the beasts of night. The thought alone excited you, and now you had your chance.

The club was nothing like a club, actually. There was no thumping techno beat, no obnoxious fratbros in heavy cologne, and no skimpy bartenders. Instead it was a secret door into an old building, up an industrial lift, into a large windowless room with hanging fabric, moody lighting, velvet couches, and lounge music.

You immediately felt self-conscious among the beautiful denizens of the club, in their slinky gowns and suits, eyeing you curiously. They knew a stranger when they saw one, and even though there was no menace in their stare, you felt your skin get hot with their gaze and you trekked your way to the bar for a glass of wine.

You couldn’t really tell who was human and who was vampiric, though you could make an educated guess. Then bartender smiled at you as he placed down your glass, and the glint on his fangs felt like a shot through the heart. It was all real. It was all happening.

A woman approached you, and you knew this was the woman you had spoken to online. She specialized in being something of a chaperone, vetting humans and if passing her process, safely guiding you into their world. Despite her chilly appearance, a sharp gaze and black hair, you felt a warmth radiate off her as her lips curled into a subtle smile.

“You made it.”

“I did.”

You awkwardly sipped your wine.

“Are you nervous?”

You couldn’t lie, it was written all over your face.

“A bit.”

“It’s natural. I’m glad you came.”

You gulped. “Really?” You asked, figuring she must get sick of dealing with all the nosy mortals wanting to get a peak at her lifestyle.

“I talk to a lot of people, and more than half of them don’t get this far. The ones that do, half of those chicken out. Also, I quite liked you. You’re just the kind of mortal we like around here.”

You blushed, averting your eyes. You don’t know what it was about you she liked, but you would take the compliment.

“Do you want to meet him now?”

You almost choked on your drink. “N-now?”

“It’s what you came here for, right?” She smirked, and you nodded. “I guess it is.”

See, you hadn’t just wanted to be around the vampires. Hadn’t just wanted to talk to them, get to know them, you had wanted to give yourself to them.

You’d read stories about the bite of a vampire, the euphoria, the rush of physical and mental pleasure. You poured over forum posts of people’s personal experiences, and the way they described it seemed like heaven. You wanted some of that for yourself.

If anyone knew they’d think you were crazy, offering yourself up like this. You didn’t even know this guy, but these arrangements had been made before and from what you’d seen and heard it was legitimate. No one was going to pressure you, but if you were okay with it, it would happen.

The man could be anyone, you thought as she began to guide you toward a back area of the club. Despite being vouched for, what if he was a creep? What if he gave you bad vibes? Then you could leave, of course, but what an embarrassing disappointment that would be, going through all this just to go home at the end of the night unfulfilled.

She pushed back a curtain into a makeshift room with a large red velvet sofa and some patrons inside. At the center of it all sat a man, lithe-framed and in a dark gray suit with the defined face of a model. When he looked up at you, his mouth twitched into a half-smile and felt all the air leave your lungs. 

The woman introduced you, and you stood there uneasily, not sure what to do with your hands. You just barely heard the woman say his name.

“Taeyong.”

The other patrons knew what this was, and has filtered out of the room as soon as they saw the woman entering. He gestured for you to sit, and once you did, the woman left you alone.

You took a long drink of your wine before setting it down on the table in front of you, placing your hands on your knees and looking around, hoping the alcohol would calm your nerves. You were secluded, the strips of red fabric almost creating a tent. You glanced in his direction now and again and it was almost painful to look at him, you’d never seen a man so beautiful.

It didn’t help that he kept his eyes trained on you, swirling a crystal glass around in one hand, examining you carefully.

“What brings you here?” He finally spoke.

“Oh, you know,” You said, shrugging on instinct.

“I don’t.” He said, and he smiled a bit like he was suppressing a laugh. You really hoped he wasn’t making fun of you.

You gulped down another ounce of liquid courage before you spoke again. “Curiosity,” was the word that came out, simple and clear.

“That’s fair. What makes you curious?”

His eyes were so intent, you felt exposed, and yet more and more at ease since he seemed genuinely engaged.

“I’ve read some…things. I wanted to experience it for myself.”

When he smirked, he made an “hm” sound, putting his glass down and leaning forward.

“What do you think you’re going to feel?”

Your breath got a little shallow, thinking back to all the descriptive text you’d consumed in preparation for this moment, the idea of him being the one to give you that caused a rush of new feelings. You didn’t know him, but he was compelling, the way he spoke and handled himself, his features, everything about him.

“In theory,” You cleared your throat, “I suppose I would feel …pleasure.”

You were getting bashful speaking it out loud, and he could tell. Despite this, he moved a little closer.

“I could give you that.”

Your hands started to shake a bit as he was now close enough to feel his breath.

“Only if you want me to, of course.”

You found yourself wordlessly nodding, and he let out a chuckle.

“I can see why she brought you to me.” He said then, taking you out of your nerves for a moment as you questioned him with your eyes, brow drawing down.

He reached up and lightly touched the edge of your jaw, bringing your face up to  level with his.

“You’re so pretty and willing, my favorite.”

With that, he leaned in and kissed you. At first your eyes widened on contact, then fluttered closed as you melted into the feel of his lips on yours. Your stomach did somersaults every time he nipped at your lips or deepened the kiss, and you couldn’t believe you were actually doing this.

When he pulled back, he tilted your chin up slowly, then angled your head to the side. You didn’t understand at first, until you felt his other hand pushing your hair away from your neck.

“Are you ready?”

He stroked his thumb over your throat and felt you swallow.

“Yes.”

It started with a kiss to the open expanse of your neck, and a shiver shot straight down your spine. He felt it, and his lips curled up against your skin. He opened his mouth and you felt the hot moisture lather over your pulse and your eyes fell shut, bracing for something you weren’t sure of yet. First his teeth grazed, barely noticeable, then the edges of his fangs pressed against your skin and you were starting to think this slow pace and the anticipation was going to kill you.

But then it happened, they sank in with a swift motion and indiscernible wet sound. You gasped, eyes shooting back open, and you could feel panic welling up inside you. You wanted to scream but you felt paralyzed, prey caught in the jowls of your predator.

Yet, something else started to happen. It washed over you like baptism, bathing you from your head to your toes in warmth that buzzed along all your nerve endings, and relaxed every muscle as it did so. The heat moved up under your clothes and a familiar sensation was building, but you couldn’t believe it. How was he making you feel this way fully clothed? Not touching you except for his fangs deep in your vein? You reached up and grabbed onto his shoulder and he only moved into you more, pulling you against his mouth and sucking. You could feel the flow of blood coursing through your body and exiting out of the wound to be consumed by him, and every pulse thumped through you and pushed you closer and closer to the edge.

Finally you couldn’t help it, you cried out and shuddered,  and the hand not steadying your head wrapped around you so he could hold your shaking body. After the feeling peaked, you felt the sensation of falling, and you were glad he held onto you. He detached from your neck carefully, and licked over the wound for good measure.

“I’ve got you.” He whispered in your ear and another small shudder went through you, a whimper leaving your lips as you were now spent, not even sure what it was you experienced.

You swayed as he loosened his grip on you, but still held on until you were steady. Your eyes tried to open but your eyelids felt heavy.  You were able to get a good look at him, through the dim lighting in the room, and everything was kind of wavy and dreamy.

He stroked your cheek and watched you, making sure you were alright,  smiling knowingly.

“Was it everything you wanted?’ He asked

“More than that.”

“Oh no, darling.” He said, shaking his head. “I can give you much more.”

[lucindadixon]

holdontohopelove replied to your link: M*A*S*H - Best of Hawkeye/Margaret

Any chance you’d be willing to post the list itself to Tumblr? The link doesn’t work and I would loveeee the list of episodes.

Sure, here it is!

The following is a list of episodes with good HM scenes (or, on occasion, just good Margaret scenes, because I love her sfm) and a brief description of why I'm including it. Some are big important scenes, others are just little tiny things that no one but a die hard shipper would even notice.  I'm doing this primarily for my own reference, but if someone else gets something out of it, all the better.

 Season One

 Ep. 12  Dear Dad - First kiss!  Hawkeye walks up to Frank and Margaret, asks Frank to hold his drink, grabs Margaret, dips her and kisses the bejeezus out of her!  Margaret is speechless and weak-kneed when he's finished. Frank refers to Hawk as an animal and Margaret agrees, but she obviously does not consider that to be a bad thing.

 Ep. 21  Sticky Wicket - Hawkeye is deeply troubled about a patient who isn't getting any better.  Margaret assisted him on the surgery and seeks him to out try and figure out what went wrong.  Hawk is kind of rude to her actually, but when he eventually figures out the problem, it's her he hauls out of bed to operate with him.  While they are still a long way from the friends they end up being, it's obvious in this episode that they respect each other professionally.

Season Two

Ep. 6 Kim - Because it's Hawkeye she clings to when she's scared, not Frank.

Ep. 11  Carry on Hawkeye - Everyone has the flu but Hawkeye and Margaret and they have to work together to keep things running.  There's a great scene where they have to give each other flu shots - Hawkeye, of course, wants his in his tushie.  There are definite shades here of the friendship they eventually develop.  In fact, he even refers to her as 'nurse, friend, and all round good egg', and you can tell she's pleased.  One of my Top 10 HM episodes

Ep. 14  Hot Lips and Empty Arms - Nothing specifically HM (and there's a bit of Margaret/Trapper) but I'm including it anyway because it has some great Margaret scenes and she is just so stinking cute when she's bombed.

Ep. 15  Officers Only - Hawkeye tries to convince Margaret to agree to allowing enlisted men in the new O club.  There is dancing involved.  Frank is jealous.  Unfortunately he fails to convince her, but it's cute while it lasts.

Season Three

Ep. 4  Iron Guts Kelly - A visiting General dies in Margaret's tent and she seeks out Hawk and Trapper to help her cover it up.  Nothing specifically HM, but a really hilarious episode.

Ep. 7  Check-up - I'm torn on this one.  I decided to include it only because Hawkeye giving Margaret her check-up was cute, especially the fact that he shaved before it.  But then he basically calls her fat.  Huh?  It also features Drunk!Margaret which I love, but is kinda heavy on the Trapper/Margaret which I don't.

Ep. 9  Alcoholics Unanimous - Frank outlaws booze, so of course Margaret, Hawk, and Trap get drunk together and then make fun of Frank when he finds them.  Really funny scene.

Ep. 10  There's Nothing Like a Nurse - Because she quite enjoys her goodbye kiss.

Ep. 13  Mad Dogs and Servicemen -  Margaret and Hawk have words several times when she disagrees with the way he treats a soldier with what he believes to be hysterical paralysis. Also, Radar is bitten by a dog and needs rabies shots and there is a wonderful scene where Margaret kindly reads him a letter from a girl wanting to correspond with a serviceman.

Ep. 16  Bulletin Board - Because they're laughing and covered in mud.

Ep. 19  Aid Station - Hawkeye and Margaret (and Klinger) are sent to an Aid Station at the front.  There's a cute scene on the way where Margaret won't let Hawk change a flat tire because his hands are too valuable.  Once there, they work incredibly well together and the professional respect between them is obvious.  She tells a wounded soldier that he's lucky because Hawkeye is the best. He encourages her to start a surgery without him.  There is a sweet scene where they talk at the end of the day and end up going to sleep curled up together.  And when they get back to camp, he kisses her on the cheek.  One of my Top 10 HM episodes.

 Season 4

Ep. 3  It Happened One Night - Hawk and Margaret work the night shift in Post Op together.  When they relieve Frank, he says he's leaving them to "carry on".  The look they give him is priceless.  Later, a can of beans Hawk was heating on the stove explodes and gets all over them.  Margaret laughs as he uses his finger to taste the sauce on her face.  Best exchange of the night:  Patient:  "I hate your guts."  Margaret: "My guts are not here for you to love."  One of my Top Ten HM episodes

Ep. 10  Dear Peggy - Because she gets in the jeep as he admires her best side.

Ep. 11  Of Moose and Men - Hawkeye has to operate on a Colonel he's offended.  Margaret is very impressed with his work and tells him as much.  So naturally, he hits on her and pisses her off.  Just prior, there's a sweet scene when she covers him with a blanket as he sleeps in Post Op.

Season 5

Ep. 1  Bug Out - While the rest of the camp bugs out, Hawkeye, Margaret, and Radar remain behind to look after a patient who can't be moved. There is a nice scene where they talk about being afraid.  Later, as they are about to leave the camp, Margaret tells Hawkeye he should be proud of the lives he's saved.  He tells her she should be as well and kisses her on the cheek.  One of my Top 10 HM Episodes

Ep. 2  Margaret's Engagement - Because he fixes her boo-boo and tells her to knock off the insensitivity.

Ep. 3  Out of Sight, Out of Mind - Because he knows her by her perfume.

Ep. 5  The Nurses - Hawkeye helps a nurse Margaret has confined to quarters have a rendezvous with her husband by "quarantining" him in Margaret's tent.  Margaret's pain at being rejected by the other nurses is heartbreaking.

Ep. 7  Dear Sigmund - Because she's playing poker in the Swamp wearing boxer shorts.

Ep. 11  The Colonel's Horse - Margaret needs an appendectomy and Hawkeye is the only surgeon she wants.  He pays her a tent call for a pre-op exam but she won't let him because he won't lay off the sexual innuendo.  She ends up waking him in the middle of the night to do the operation.  There is a cute scene at the end where he takes his patient for a stroll around the compound.  She thanks him for doing a wonderful job and he offers her a guarantee: every thousand miles he'll probe her chassis.

Ep. 19  Hepatitis - Hawkeye is examining everyone for hepatitis, including Margaret.  Hawkeye: "You're going to get a shot too."  Margaret (shaking her brush at him):  "So are you, kiddo."  She confides in him a problems she's having with her fiance's mother, he admires her caboose, she tells him off.  He tells her she's magnificent, inside and out.  Aww.

Ep. 21  Movie Night - Because he wants to hear her sing.

Season 6

Ep. 1  Fade in, Fade out - Because he was drooling over her bikini picture.  And because he was genuinely interested in why she was upset.

Ep. 7  In Love and War - Included only for the HM scene at the end where they commiserate over Hawkeye's lost love and Margaret's cheating husband.  Otherwise, not at all ship-friendly.

Ep. 9  Images - Margaret becomes upset after hearing that a stray dog she's grown attached to has been killed by a jeep.  Hawkeye sees that she's emotional and tries to get her to talk.  She doesn't want to admit to it and accuses him of always trying to get in her head. Eventually he succeeds in getting her to break down, and he holds her while she cries.

Ep. 12  Comrades in Arms (Pt 1) - Hawkeye and Margaret are stranded alone together in an abandoned hut while on a trip to the 8063.  They find comfort in each other's arms while shelling goes on all around them.  In addition to the kissing (squee!), I love that when she is going to sleep, she says to announce himself if he's coming over to her in the middle of the night so she doesn't brain him with a big stick thinking he's the enemy.  Hint, hint, perhaps?  One of my Top 10 HM episodes.

 Ep. 13  Comrades in Arms (Pt 2) - Margaret is kind of weird and OOC in the first half of the episode and it's a uncomfortable to watch her being all mushy and trying to make Hawkeye into something he's not. The ending scenes though, first with Hawkeye confessing to BJ that he felt something for her, and then the two of them making peace, make up for the bad beginning.  The whole 'who's smiling' bit at very end is adorable.  One of my Top 10 HM episodes.

Ep. 14  The Merchant of Korea - I love the scene in Margaret's tent when Hawkeye goes to invite her to the poker game.  Something about the way she casually picks up his hand and moves it out of her way instead of just commanding him to move it is adorable.

Ep. 15  The Smell of Music - Because of her brilliant three-wave plan to clean the boys and stop the French horn.

Ep. 16  Patient 4077 - Margaret loses her wedding ring and Hawk and BJ buy her a replacement.  She's a bitch about it at first, but after Klinger sets her straight, she says she likes it better than the original.

Ep. 19  What's Up Doc - Margaret confesses to Hawkeye that she fears she may be pregnant.  It's touching how concerned he is for her.  They perform surgery on Radar's rabbit's ovaries to do a pregnancy test. In my Top 10 HM Episodes

Season 7

Ep. 1  Commander Pierce - Because she's beautiful when she's overworked and because since when did he join the army?

Ep. 2  Peace on Us - I could write a book on this one.  I love how the only thing that gets though to Hawkeye when he's ranting about the army's rule change is Margaret's confession that Donald has run out on her.  And later, when they hug at the red party and she puts her hand on the back of his head and pulls him down like she's about to kiss him...swoon... (see icon). She's kind of all over him in this episode, both during the party and the next morning.  In my own personal head-canon, they totally fell off the 'just friends' wagon that night. On of my Top 10 HM episodes.

Ep. 7  They Call the Wind Korea - Because he never let's her get away with 'I'm fine' when she's not.  And because she lays her head on his shoulder.

Ep. 12  Out of Gas - A couple of cute moments.  While they're playing poker he calls her 'toots' and she doesn't even get mad.  When she passes out from the ether, he revives her.   And when she wakes him up to go into surgery, he ask her to help him up, which she does, and get him something to lean against, preferable her, which rates a smile.

Ep. 13  An Eye for a Tooth - Hawkeye's hungover and Margaret's in an incredibly good mood.  She starts tickling him at the breakfast table and then loads his coffee up with sugar, leading to a food fight!  Charles manipulates them into a prank war, but they team up and get him in the end.

Ep. 16  Inga - Even though Hawk spends most of the episode chasing another woman, I have to include this one because Margaret completely pwns him in the scene outside the mess tent, telling him off for being sexist. I find his accusation of jealousy interesting though, in that he seems to mean he thinks Margaret is jealous of Inga professionally, but Margaret takes it to mean being jealous over Hawkeye's attention.  Seems like maybe he unintentionally strikes a bit of a nerve, even if that isn't what prompted the fight..  And then it's just sweet when she makes him go to the movies with her at the end and they walk off with their arms around each other.

Ep. 19  Hot Lips is Back in Town - Because he does his best to make sure she's okay after her divorce papers arrive, at least until he passes out.  And she is absolutely trying not to laugh when he interrupts the triage lesson.

Ep. 20  C*A*V*E - Hawkeye and Margaret help each other work through their phobias (claustrophobia and loud noises, respectively) when the 4077th is forced to evacuate to a cave during an attack and then they have to take a critical patient back to operate on him.  BJ:  "Boy, I can't leave you two in the backseat of anything."  Um, what?  Has he seen things we have not? In my Top 10 HM episodes.

Season 8

Ep. 2  Are You Now, Margaret - A congressional aide is convinced Margaret is a communist sympathizer.  Nothing specifically HM, but it shows how far she's come that every single person was on her side.

Ep. 11  Lifetime - Because she's Hot Streak Houlihan and they work so well together.

Ep. 12  Dear Uncle Abdul - Because her valiant foot locker gave it's life so she might live.  Not HM, just really funny.

Ep. 13  Captains Outrageous - Because they really should own a bar together.

Ep. 14  Stars and Stripes -  After Margaret's date with Scully goes south, Hawkeye tries to give her a pep talk.  She includes Hawk in her list of failed relationships - I think this is the only time the events of CIA are ever referenced, however obliquely.  Later she describes her ideal man as being 20% her father, 10% Scully, 10% Hawkeye, 3% Frank Burns and 1% her ex-husband.  I love that he rates higher than Frank.

Ep. 16  Bottle Fatigue - Because she's the only one defending his cranky arse when he gives up drinking, even though he doesn't appreciate it.

Ep. 25  April Fools - Because she's Margaret the Menace and they steal her tent.

Season 9

Ep. 5  Death Takes a Holiday - Margaret, Hawkeye and BJ struggle to keep a soldier alive until December 26 so his kids don't have to remember Christmas as the day their father died.

Ep. 17  Bless You Hawkeye - Because she checks him for fever and sits by his bedside.

 (Sheesh. What happened, Season 9?  Where be all the HM?)

Season 10

Ep. 3   Rumor at the Top - No HM, but Margaret's attempts at making Col. Potter sound senile are quite amusing.

Ep. 4  Give 'em Hell Hawkeye - Because they sit awfully close together even though there are more chairs.

Ep. 11 The Birthday Girls - No HM, but Margaret and Klinger are really sweet in this one.

Ep. 14  The Tooth Shall Set You Free - Because he refills her coffee cup without her even having to ask.

Ep.  15  Pressure Points - Because she makes a good catch.

Ep  16  Where There's a Will There's a War - Hawkeye writes out a will during a harrowing visit to an aid station.  He leaves Margaret his Groucho glasses to remind her of how much he enjoyed her rarely seen silly side.  There is a flashback of a sleep-deprived Hawk and Margaret making bad puns and cracking up while taking inventory in the supply tent.

Ep.  20  Picture This - Charles, BJ and Hawkeye are fighting and Hawkeye moves out of the Swamp. It's Margaret who goes to trick Hawkeye into going back, while Klinger and Father Mulcahy go to BJ and Charles.

Season 11

Ep. 1  Hey Look Me Over - Because they dance the Lindy Hop. Sadly, off screen.

Ep. 2  Trick or Treat - Because he really likes her sexy costume.

Ep. 7  Settling Debts - Not HM, but included because Margaret does such a bang-up job of stalling Colonel Potter.

Ep. 10  U.N., the Night, and the Music - Margaret takes an interest in a U.N. representative who has suffered an injury that has left him impotent.  He confides in Hawkeye, who tries to run interference.  Included because the U.N. guy originally thinks Hawk and Margaret are more than friends and because Margaret thanks Hawkeye for "trying to be a jerk".

Ep. 15  As Time Goes By - Margaret decides to make a time capsule to commemorate the 4077th.  Hawkeye volunteers to help and they spend the episode arguing over what would be appropriate to include, Margaret wanting a military theme and Hawkeye goes more for the human side of the war.  In the end she is more agreeable to his way of thinking after they hear the story of a chopper pilot's heroism and then when she sees the items he's chosen.

Ep. 16  Goodbye, Farewell and Amen - A couple of little things in this one, and of course, one great big thing.  First, when BJ leaves the first time, it's Margaret he chooses to have explain things to Hawkeye for him.  Then, when he gets back from the psych hospital and goes right into surgery, it's Margaret that helps him through it.  And what can I say about their final scene?  I love that moment of understanding between them where they each know exactly what the other is thinking ("So, ah, listen..."  "Yeah.") and then they just grab onto each other at the same time.  That was one hell of a goodbye kiss.  To me what is happening here is that they are admitting, to themselves and to each other, just how much more there was to their relationship than the friendship they had eventually settled into.  That their reasons for not being together, while valid as far as they went, were no longer important in the face of probably never seeing each other again. Also, all shippiness aside, this is an incredible series finale.  Charles and the musicians make me cry every time, as does BJ's final goodbye note. One of my Top 10 HM Episodes

everytimeyougo 's Top Ten Hawkeye/Margaret Episodes

10.  Carry On Hawkeye

9.   It Happened One Night

8.   C*A*V*E

7.   Bug Out

6.   What's Up Doc?

5.   Comrades in Arms (Pt 2)

4.   Aid Station

3.   Goodbye, Farewell and Amen

2.   Peace on Us

1.   Comrades in Arms (Pt 1)

Honorable mentions:  Sticky Wicket, The Colonel's Horse, Hepatitis, Images, The Merchant of Korea, Where There's A Will, There's A War