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seraph-sar · 7 months ago
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IT WORKS!
Now I just have to do this two more times. Thank god the Keychain isn't any longer, or I'd be losing my mind.
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mimiplaysgames · 5 years ago
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Beloved Memories, in Notes (Vol. VIII)
Pairing: Terra/Aqua Rating: K+ Word Count: 11,151
Summary: Aqua and Terra meet Ventus. It's all fine until they have to take care of him. After all, they're just teenagers who don't know what they're doing. Aqua is 14, Terra is almost 16.
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A/N: Happy Valentine's Day to @endlessember​! They requested: "I’ve always loved the idea of the way finder trio being a family especially with Terra and Aqua as Vens parents... so I was wondering if you could write something along those lines? It can be either AU or not (maybe you have something clever that could fit this into canon idk)." I chose the canon route. I finished this outline in... November 2018, right after you requested this as part of my celebration of 100 followers on Tumblr. Thank you so much for your patience, and for sticking by me for this long, it's amazing that you're still interested in my stories. Bless you for your support, it means so much. <333 I know that this was way out of my comfort zone, but I honestly had a blast writing this. It was a lot of fun and it's been a long time since a chapter has made me feel this way.
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A Tale of Three
It shouldn’t be this unnerving to watch someone sleep.
The poor boy had been escorted into the academy by an old man - a Master with a funny name, someone Eraqus knew. After they put the boy to bed, they went off into the office to discuss business, and it left the castle quiet with no answers. 
“No progress?” Terra asked behind her. She’d been looking so hard for signs of consciousness - a twitch in the eyelid, some mumbling - that she didn’t hear him come in. 
This was looking more like a coma than anything. He was so still that she wondered if he was even dreaming. The sun beamed through his window, glowing up his already golden hair, but he was not bothered by it. It was more like watching someone in a coffin as opposed to being in bed.
She touched his forehead - ten times, already - to check for a fever, but he had none
Terra grunted. He felt bad about bombarding Ventus with so many questions, but the guilt was unnecessary.
He took a chair from across the room and sat down by her side, and they listened in silence. This boy was so young. 
The Master repeated in lectures that holding a Keyblade necessitated great responsibility, and Aqua never worried about that. She was always trustworthy
When she asked the Master what had happened to the boy, he only said,  This boy has torn his heart. 
Aqua lived her life believing she’d never come across such horror. Consequences of wielding a Keyblade seemed foreign, like there was no such thing as accidents.
Today, she witnessed different. 
“He’ll be okay,” Terra said when she never responded. He wasn’t even that confident, considering how he crossed his arms. “The Master thinks everything will work out.”
Right now, optimism just didn’t seem appropriate. 
Something echoed in the halls, but it wasn’t a round of voices. The sound of piano keys drifted into the room, too soft and distant to understand what story its song was trying to tell, and she leaned over to make sure she heard correctly. 
Terra gave her a look. She returned it. 
They jumped out of their chairs. There was only one piano in the entire academy, tucked in the corner of the ballroom. No one knew how to play it, so it stayed untouched and dusty. 
It never occurred to her that the piano would one day be a spectacle.
Glancing back at Ventus to see if anything changed (it didn’t), they left to see what the commotion was. They kept their steps light, and Terra led the way upstairs. 
They snuck into the upper floors of the ballroom, which overlooked the bottom for a grand view of the western mountains. It was one of the biggest halls in the castle though they’ve never held an event here. Otherwise, they used it as a training room, the delicate, tile floor scratched up with strikes of Keyblade metal. 
Terra and Aqua crouched behind the gold railing so they wouldn’t be noticed. 
Now they heard the melody in full. Solemn, contemplative, maybe a story about a horse who learned how to fly. She didn’t know the song, it was just the picture that came to her mind.
The eccentric bald man who brought Ventus had tuned it. Each of his keystrokes was impeccable, stringing keys together like he was sewing them. If the song was about a horse who flew, strums of the darker notes told a story of how it found itself lost in the underworld.
The old Keyblade Master slouched severely. When she first saw him, Aqua never imagined that he was able to fight anymore, let alone be able to have this kind of dexterity over the piano.
Eraqus stood nearby, and Aqua had never seen an expression on him like that before. He was always very well-groomed, and when he laughed, he did it calmly to maintain power over his breath.
Right now, Master Eraqus looked young and hopeful, listening to the song with his eyes closed, swaying gently enough that no one would have noticed unless they stared at him. 
The old man tripped on his fingers, one of them banging on a flat key that made the horse jump. “I have lost some of my touch,” he said, his voice raspy. 
If that was the case, he must have been amazing when he was younger. 
“Nonsense, it brought life back into the castle,” Eraqus said. “How I’ve missed the shows we used to host.”
“Seriously,” Terra whispered sharply, “how come we never bother to bring people here?”
The old man crossed his hands behind his back like he needed to support it. “It is rare that I tread paths with the piano nowadays. I had forgotten how much I valued time with it.
“I doubt that,” Eraqus chuckled. “You have spent far too many hours sitting on that bench to ever forget that you needed it, old friend.”=
Old friend. Eraqus used such a phrase to describe a person? Judging from the way Terra’s eyes bulged out of his sockets, it was a first for him, too. 
“It was a well-deserved reunion,” the old Master said, rubbing the keys like he was looking for dust. “Now I must take my leave.”
That felt off. 
It wasn’t that he was impolite - not at all. 
What rubbed Aqua strangely to the point that she decided  ‘eccentric’  was the right word to describe him was how he suddenly changed gears with an otherwise pleasant conversation. 
It was like he decided mid-sentence that he had enough of the mundane.
“Must you go now, Xehanort?”
Xehanort had his mind elsewhere, his eyes firing up like he had something to look forward to. 
“I had left an acquaintance with an abrupt exit, and he needs me.”
“... I suppose I can’t stop you, then.” Eraqus crossed his arms, reluctantly following.
“Eraqus, mind your tone. You will lose all your hair worrying, old friend.”
Old friend.
“Why not consider all that you’ve lost.”
Master Xehanort laughed, and Aqua wasn’t sure if he was genuinely amused or if he was offended. 
Terra and Aqua scurried out of their own exit to follow, down the stairs where they planned to peek around a corner and eavesdrop some more. 
But Terra ran a little too far, skidding on the tile and right into the hallway that left him standing in front of both Masters. 
This left them with no choice except to bow and present themselves with proper posture. 
“Your two star pupils, Eraqus?” Xehanort approached, and she could smell his age as he crept near. If he stood straight, he would have been as large of a man as their Master.
“My fine achievers, yes.” 
Those gold eyes didn’t give away what he was thinking. He took turns to study them, and at first Aqua expected that maybe he had some advice - words of wisdom that any Keyblade Master would want to give students. Some useful critique, or encouragement. At best, a tiny sparring session where they could learn from someone different. 
Xehanort patted one of Terra’s shoulders. “This one has much potential.”
Aqua never felt so invisible.
Terra stared wide-eyed. In an attempt to make up for his lack of manners, he stammered, “T-thank you, Master.” Then he bowed halfway, stuck somewhere between shock and nervousness and a need to please.
“Mind your presence,” Xehanort said, smacking Terra’s shoulder several times like he was too tired for a hug. “A Keyblade Master stands proudly. They do not wither, even in front of crippled old men.”
“Will you come back?” Eraqus kept himself composed, like the fact that his old friend leaving so soon (and abandoning a boy) wasn’t a bother. 
Aqua wouldn’t imagine why. If Terra was away for that long, she’d be really sad. 
“Perhaps for dinner?” Xehanort waved his arm with half a pound of enthusiasm and then went on his way, Terra completely forgotten.
It was abrupt. There wasn’t anything else fit to describe it.
Eraqus crossed his arms. His mind was nowhere near the castle. 
The tension in Terra’s shoulders slacked. “Master?”
Eraqus smirked. It was subtle under that enormous mustache, but it was solemn as well. 
“My students,” he said. “I have always taught you that power is born within the heart. It is what makes our Keyblades vigorous, our will to overcome darkness unbendable. We need our bodies to be strong in order to serve our hearts, and we need our hearts to be strong to serve greater purpose. We therefore rely on our minds to be strong to keep us oriented.”
He turned to face them. “And yet, what have I always said was the paradox of strength?”
It was an odd time to quiz them, yet he loved taking them by surprise anyway. They prepared their answers with suitable postures. 
“Strength alone is needed to walk the right path,” Terra started. They had just studied this last week. “Yet it falters easily to temptation.”
“Strength together is the only force that can stand ground against anything,” Aqua said. “Yet it can corrupt if not with right intention.”
“You need both to find balance where it lacks,” Terra finished.
“Very good.” Whatever troubled his mind threatened to spread across Eraqus’ face, even though they recited his lesson perfectly. “My star pupils, indeed.”
Aqua wanted to ask. 
She hesitated. He never really discussed his past with either of them, except for the rare slip up. She knew there was one other student who grew up with him. Judging from what she had just seen, she suspected something had happened between them, and it really hurt.
“Was he that other student?” Terra asked, and it relieved her. 
“Yes,” Eraqus said frankly. “And what you shall remember from today is the essence of forgiveness in maintaining that strength together.”
“Sir?”
“Terra… Aqua… It is terribly important that you continue to look out for each other’s best interests if you want to realize your dreams as Masters. One of you must be strong if the other makes a mistake. Stand by this philosophy, and life will reward you with an unbreakable bond that would empower your Keyblades and your fight against darkness.”
“Yes, sir,” they responded.
Master Eraqus sighed. The smile he wore faded away, though he carried himself with such intimidation that those who knew him would never notice the difference. 
But Aqua noticed. It left his eyes, first.
“I must admit,” Eraqus said quietly, “I am simply human. I have shown weakness in my own despair.”
Aqua squirmed in her feet. Her Master was strong. Always.
Terra was speechless.
“Come,” the Master said, switching his attitude back to his comfort zone: duty. “Master Xehanort was never a competent caretaker, and that boy needs our attention.”
That boy continued to sleep. Day after day, he was given a new glass of water that sat on his bedside table and never emptied.
They took turns watching over him: Eraqus in the morning to diagnose his condition for the day, Aqua to stay the longer hours and watch for signs of improvement, and Terra at night with his books to study, though he never opened them.
What that boy needed was a miracle, and Aqua called it one when he finally opened his bright, blue eyes.
~*~*~*~
Ventus wasn’t very responsive. 
Eraqus took a pen with a thin torchlight that shimmered different colors at its tip. He waved it, testing if Ventus would follow. “Ventus?”
He didn’t even respond to his name, blank eyes staring at Eraqus and yet never really noticing there was someone standing right in front of him. 
It was like Ventus had lost his soul somewhere, and was searching the room to find it.
“Master?” Aqua asked nervously. She had prayed for a miracle, and she wanted the stars to respond compassionately - not demand a cost for his consciousness.
The Master shushed her, and Terra this whole time must have held his breath, for he refused to move a millimeter. 
“Ventus?” he tried again. “Are you hungry?”
Still, no response, except for a blink. 
After a minute, Ventus finally registered that there was someone talking to him, and he cocked his head. 
“He certainly does not behave like a boy his age. This is most grave,” the Master grunted, turning off his tiny flashlight and rolling his neck back to stretch it. “I must seek out a colleague of mine. She refuses to name herself a witch, but she is gifted and will be able to nurse him back to health.”
The way the Master said that felt like it had finality, and suddenly the room weighed twice as heavy on Aqua’s shoulders. 
“A- Are you leaving now?” Terra shook.
“Yes.”
“How long will you be gone?”
Eraqus chuckled. He paid no attention to them, preparing a small clutch with some munny.  “There is no way to be certain. She is difficult to pin down and she, too, travels worlds. But I trust Ventus is in the right hands.”
By now, Eraqus was out the door, a Terra begging with his eyes following him.
“But Master, what can  we  do to help him?” he asked as though the Master had given Terra a stranger’s baby with a soiled diaper, and claimed it was his.
“Keep an eye on his behavior,” the Master said simply. “Provide for him what he needs. Nourishment, attention, and care.” It sounded like a simple list of instructions and yet there were so many questions. “And whatever you plan on doing for him, if he learns to walk again, do not, under  any circumstances, let him leave the castle.”
Those were Eraqus’ only words of advice for Aqua and Terra. He shut the entrance doors, and all that was left was the grinding in Terra’s jaws.
“We’ll be fine,” Aqua said, and finally, Terra breathed.
“He acts like it’s supposed to be easy,” Terra grunted, making his way back to the bedroom where Ventus stared at the wall, his legs still well-tucked under the bedsheets like he had no interest in moving around.
Terra scratched the back of his head. “What’s his name, again?”
“Ventus.”
At the sound of his name, he turned to her. His eyes were blank but curious, maybe even a little confused. She didn’t get the impression that it was his name that caught his attention but the simple fact that she spoke. 
Terra held a grip in his own hair as he mumbled. The longer he did so, the more his eyes furrowed like whatever he was concentrating on was a really difficult subject to grasp.
“You ok?”
“Vennnnnn…” Terra cleared his throat. “Veni- Vantis.” He tisked when he gave up.
“It’s not that hard.”
“How about we just call you Ven?” he asked, leaning over with his hands on his knees. “Would you like that?”
Ventus didn’t smile back, but he awed at Terra’s smile like it was new to him. 
“It’s cute,” Aqua said, also smiling at Ven. “I’m Aqua.”
“I’m Terra.” He pointed to himself.
Ven glanced at each, back and forth, like their grins were overwhelming. 
“Are you hungry, Ven?” Terra asked.
“He has to be,” Aqua said.
“Then what do we feed him?”
“Food.”
“Don’t be a smart - Okay, let’s go get him food.”
That seemed easy enough. They’d cook and clean up together, and in no time, the Master would be back to decide the best course of action. 
But when they started to walk away, Ven’s eyes trailed them. He wasn’t adept in expressing emotion and yet…
“He’s so cute,” Aqua whispered.
“He looks so sad,” Terra said.
“... I don’t feel comfortable leaving him all by himself.”
“Yeah, let’s not.”
“Okay here’s the plan,” Aqua said, her voice louder and ready to take command. “I’ll go make his food and you watch him.”
Terra scowled. “No way. I’m not owing you a chore debt.”
“Excuse me?”
“We’re supposed to be splitting all of our chores evenly, remember? It was a blood oath.”
“It wasn’t a blood oath.” She crossed her arms and rolled her eyes. She couldn’t believe he’d forget something so easy to remember. “It was a spit oath.”
“Either way, I’m not falling for the idea that watching him is equal to you actually laboring in the kitchen.” 
He had a point. 
“Okay, I’ll cook and you clean,” she said. “No argument.”
“Or…” He gripped her arms before she turned over her shoulder, a smirk wrestling with his lips and a glint shining in his eye. “ I’ll  go to the kitchen and make some soup… I should make him tea, anyway.  You clean up after me. Then we’re even. Okay?”
She rolled her eyes. “Fine. Just make sure to flavor the soup.”
Ven managed to overlap his hands together, like he was waiting for someone to tell him what to do.
“Terra can be such a child sometimes,” Aqua said when she sat down next to him.
Ven didn’t respond. He looked at her eyes, her smile, his own hands, like he was never taught how to speak.
She really hated seeing him like this. 
“You really hurt yourself, didn’t you?” She wanted to keep up appearances, and give him a friendly environment to feel safe in…
But it was so hard to keep smiling when he behaved this way. 
His hair was still plastered and uneven. Without a hairbrush ready, she took to her fingers, bringing smoothness to the crown of his head, parting his hair asymmetrically for style. 
“Very dignified,” she said when she finished. She rummaged through the bedside table and the dresser for a hand mirror, showing him the result. 
He didn’t have much of an opinion - not that she expected one. But he was interested in her hand. He weakly reached out, squinting his eyes like he’d never seen fingers before. 
He hesitated.
“It’s okay,” she said, opening her palm out.
He pressed his hand against hers, like they were measuring them. He was so much younger than her but his was more calloused, despite the extensive training she's had. Maybe he spent most of his time outside and playing with his hands. His skin was also dry - cracks of discoloration lived in between his knuckles. He must have come from a very dry and dusty climate. 
Ven let go of her, and spaced out like she didn’t exist. 
It must have been the sound of footsteps approaching and the humid smell of herbal soup that got his attention. 
“Lunch time,” Terra said. He tried too hard to be perky, waving a tray with pizzazz. On it was a bowl of soup proudly steaming with various aromas, and a child’s mug of tea. 
He placed the tray on the bed, right over Ven’s legs. “There’s saint’s wort for the heavy heart,” Terra explained when he handed Ven the mug. “And basil for mental clarity. But don’t worry, I’ve masked their flavors.”
Ven took it slow, testing the temperature on his lips before taking a sip. 
His face scrunched up like he had tasted something sour, his eyes as wrinkled as a cabbage. He was too sweet of a boy to shove it back forcefully, and instead offered it back.
But Terra was dejected. “He didn’t like it?” 
“I’ll take it,” Aqua said. Even if it wasn’t for her, it was senseless to deny Terra’s divine teas. He blended peppermint and spearmint for the base flavors, suppressing the basil without removing its presence which gave it just the right kick, and a hint of vanilla to make it sweeter. 
Terra eyed his soup - a thick, murky broth with meat and potato chunks, accompanied by floating peppers and other vegetables. “Try this instead,” he said, offering the spoon. “It’s good for your body.” He beat his chest with his fist. “It’ll help you grow strong.”
Ven trusted. He picked up a spoonful, slurping the contents in. 
He sniffled. His nose turned red and he took huge exhales in between his chews, carefully smacking his lips as he churned the meat into his mouth.
“What did you put in it?” Aqua asked. She grabbed the spoon from Ven and took a sip herself.
Her nose burned. Her eyes watered. Her throat angered.
“What do you think of it?” asked Terra.
He took her advice too much to heart. “It’s…”  Spicy. “Decent.” 
Terra’s laugh was breathy, and she nearly smacked him on the shoulder. 
Ven reached with both hands for the spoon so he could drink more. No matter how spicy it was for him - there were times where his breaths almost sounded like sobs when his eyes became glassy - he kept swallowing. 
“It reminds me,” Terra said softly, watching Ven eat, “of when Kain broke his leg.”
Aqua gave him her full attention.
Much of Terra’s childhood before the Land of Departure was isolated. When he talked about the orphanage, he always did so with a seriousness that told Aqua he really trusted her to keep these memories safe for him. 
But this time, he spoke with a calm smile on his face. 
“He had a cast,” Terra said. “We wrote our signatures on it and… We skipped rocks with it.”
“Excuse me?”
“We did,” Terra laughed. Ven kept eating, and it pleased Terra more, even though the boy looked like he was suffering. “We would toss pebbles onto his cast to see which ones bounced the furthest.” 
“That’s…”  Barbaric. Aqua scoffed.
Terra was far away, but he wasn’t. There was a child-like excitement to his eyes, hands reaching over to mess with Ven’s hair, spiking it up. “Do you like this better, Ven?”
It had been a long time since she made Terra smile this much. 
She grew up with a friendly Terra, but with age came reflection, and sometimes he took that too far. When he smiled with her, it was with gravity. 
With Ven, it was a beam of light. 
Maybe it was just the excitement of someone new. It wasn’t Ven’s fault - if anything, he looked like he needed a friend, too. 
“What do you think happened to him?” Aqua asked.
“Hard to say…” Terra sighed. “Do you think he committed one of the forbidden acts?”
“No…” she drawled. “He’s too innocent.”
“Maybe he was curious.” Terra shrugged with one shoulder. “Maybe he turned his Keyblade against his own heart to see what would happen.”
Aqua pursed her lips. She was never interested in doing such things, and the fact that Terra even mentioned it made her worried. 
Ven smacked his lips a little more, breaths seeping out of each while he savored the last spicy bits of potato. 
“I hope we can help him feel better,” she said. 
Terra stayed silent. There was no telling if they were capable of accomplishing that.
Their wave of melancholy had an obvious effect on Ven, who stopped chewing and eyed them inquisitively.
“Well,” Aqua said, needing to change the subject and do something to take her mind off of this. She stood up. “I’ll clean the kitchen now.”
“Already did.” 
She had half a mind to smack him across the back of the head. “Terra, that’s cheating.” 
“Now you owe me a chore debt.” 
Terra was pleased with himself, Aqua had no choice but to sit back down, and Ven stared at his spoon when he was finished, 
~*~*~*~
It was an ebb and flow.
They took turns between staying with him and running a never ending list of errands: the painting frames needed dusting; the tiles to be mopped; breakfast, lunch, and dinner to be prepared, cooked, and served (only for the dishes to need washing). If not any of that, then they took to the gardens: the flowers thirsted for water, the strawberries were ripe for picking, and the autumnal sprouts had to be saved from weeds.
Yet no matter how many teas Terra brewed, each with its own custom flavor, Ven didn’t like them. Using potions to heal Ven could get dangerous without surveillance, so those were out of the question. 
Terra and Aqua sparred and continued their studies at night, when Ven was asleep. If they woke up early enough, they could spend some leisure time together - playing a game of chess, or simply to talk, like they would do if they weren’t taking so much time apart. 
But when Ven started to walk, their time escaped them like they never had it to begin with.
“Aqua!”
Terra’s call bounced down the halls one morning, and Aqua heard it in the kitchen. At first she ran - it was faster than instinct - and yet she had to come back to settle the stove down and remove the batter or else she’d waste it on burnt pancakes. 
Ven wasn’t in his room. A shocked Terra just stood there with no explanation. 
They split up and took laps around the academy: the eastern wing, where the bedrooms were; the back entrance, which led to the gardens; the attic, where the Master kept ancient relics and untamed weapons; the front entrance, which actually worried Aqua because there were many cliffs outside where he could pummel to his doom; and the kitchen, which wasn’t safe. Period. 
Aqua finally found him just outside the Master’s door. He looked like a normal boy, walking around like he wasn’t terribly ill.  
“Not in there!” she exclaimed. 
She held him by the shoulder. “There’s lots of souvenirs and artifacts the Master keeps in there. Some of them are sharp.”
He didn’t understand.
“Come on.” She took his hand. “We just want you to be safe.”
What a life to keep tabs on him at all times.
Ven would watch Aqua bake her cookies, which took her longer than normal because she had to stop him from touching all sorts of hot appliances. 
Ven would watch Terra polish old statues, who had to make sure Ven stayed far enough away not to come near, and yet close enough to keep a firm eye on. 
When he was with one of them, the other would fill their time with practicing their forms with their Keyblades, or reading one of their mandatory textbooks. 
Alone. Aqua now sparred alone, and she worried she would fall behind because of it. 
Aqua and Terra’s tradition of studying together at night would also be sacrificed - they’d be so exhausted after the day was over that they’d go immediately to bed.
Ven improved… slowly. He learned to point at orange juice when he wanted it, to hop on one foot, and to dress himself into his pajamas. 
And yet after all this time, Ven still wouldn’t speak. Aqua sometimes wished the Master would come home soon and give them proper guidance. Maybe they were doing something wrong. 
But it all became worth it, soon enough.
Aqua prepared breakfast: waffles with strawberries for herself and Ven, and a plate of sausages with olives and crushed chickpeas for Terra. 
They had a routine: Terra placed plates on the table and Aqua filled them with food. 
Instead of taking his seat at the table, Ven leaned on it and watched them. “Hi!” he said. 
They gasped. She heard correctly.
Both of them huddled over him, and Aqua forgot that food would cool if left unattended. 
“Hi, Ven,” Aqua said, sniffling. It had been a long time since she cried, probably when she was nine years old. She had never expected it to happen again.
“Hi!” Ven said to Aqua, staring at her tears.
“Hi, Ven,” Terra said softly. His breathy laughs began to break, and he swallowed back his weeps. He ruffled through Ven’s hair hard enough to ruin his coif.
“Hi!” Ven said to Terra.
“We’re so glad you’re feeling better,” Aqua said, also taking a hand to his head. 
“Hi!” He said it louder this time, like he wasn’t being heard.
“Is that the only word you know?” she asked.
“Hi!”
She and Terra shared glances. From the way Terra chuckled through his nose, he was relieved. 
~*~*~*~
If Aqua desperately needed a break, she’d sit in the library with a huge book titled Recipes for a Stronger Keybearer, which wasn’t mandatory but she considered it vital for her own development. 
The library was perfect for a quiet repose. Even though the book was interesting, a nap was well-deserved and Aqua found it difficult to sneak one in otherwise.
That didn’t last, either. 
One night, Terra paid a visit with Ven trailing closely behind him. 
“Aqua, watch this.”
She inhaled sharply when she heard him, shaking her head awake. “What is it?” she mumbled.
Terra crossed his arms and he had a goofy grin on his face.
Her heart fluttered to see it, but she kept her expression firm. That wasn’t what she was supposed to be feeling - she was supposed to be happy that Terra was this excited.
But her heart also dropped to see it. She couldn’t even recall if they even had a conversation to themselves yesterday, and if they did, what they talked about. 
Terra quieted his laughter. “Watch, watch,” he whispered. 
He took a few steps, pretending he wasn’t scheming.
Ven blinked at first, then followed.
Then Terra stopped.
Ven ran into him. 
Terra walked again, and Ven followed. 
Terra stopped. Ven crashed. 
Aqua had to snort at the sight. It was so cute - so damn cute that her chest crushed itself. It was unbecoming of a Keybearer to be so swayed by emotion, but she refused to fight it. “You’re so smart, Ven,” she cooed, skipping over to hug him around the shoulders. 
Even if all Ven could do was stare at her with those big, blue eyes and a blank expression, it made her smile.
“Hi,” he said quietly. 
Suddenly, she was perked up and awake.
And Terra was here. What perfect timing, they could all do something together in those last twenty minutes before bedtime. 
“You know what I’ve been reading?” she asked Terra. She held the book’s cover up for him to read. Anything that would help him get better at wielding his Keyblade was right up his alley, especially if it was good food. 
“That looks interesting-” 
Ven tugged on Terra’s pants by the waist.
“Okay, okay,” Terra said, petting Ven on the head. “Sorry, Aqua, I guess he’s tired-”
Ven tugged again, and pointed to the window, whimpering.
The library’s windows were theaters in their own right. As tall as monuments, they were a gateway to the outside, and it was (almost) as if they were standing right outside. 
It was a clear night, and they had a front seat view at the stars. 
Without waiting for Terra, Ven hurried and pressed his face against the glass to stare up.
So she wasn’t going to have any time with Terra. That was fine. Tending to Ven was more important, anyway. 
“Aren’t they nice?” Terra asked, who failed miserably at pulling Ven’s attention away.
Aqua took Ven’s other side, kneeling over so she could speak to him more directly. “Isn’t that one the prettiest?” she asked, pointing a finger against a glass plate at the largest star from this side of the mountains.
Ven pressed his palms against the window, as if he wanted to touch it. “Hi,” he said. Whether to them or to the star, it was hard to tell. 
Whatever joy Terra had with him had ran away from his face. “Sometimes I wonder if we’ll never help him heal. He never wants to smile.” Stating that truth hurt Aqua in the heart. “I just want to know what he’s thinking…”
Aqua pouted. Such interest in the stars had to account for something, some proof that he was slowly getting better and wanted more out of life, right?
She smiled at Ven, who only gave her a passing glance. He was still precious. “All we can do,” she said, gently brushing through his hair, “is accept him for who he is.”
Terra nodded firmly, willing his frown into a smile. “We’ll show you the stars on the other side of the castle, Ven,” he said softly. “They’re just as cool, you’ll like them.” 
Ven yawned, pressing his forehead against the glass and closing his eyes.
“See,” Terra said, chuckling through his nose. “I knew you were tired.” He grabbed Ven’s hand -  the signal that it was time to move. Ven promptly complied and kept close. 
“I guess…” Aqua started, making her way back to her book. Would it be a surprise if she didn’t get any pleasure out of reading her book, now that she’d be alone? “I’ll see you tomorrow.”
“Yep.” Terra took Ven on their way out of the library. “Good night.”
The first three sentences on the open page blurred together and Aqua couldn’t recall what any of them said. She could actually just spend those last minutes of the night with them, instead.
Well, she shouldn’t really interrupt bedtime, and Terra was very protective of the chores he shared with her, holding on to her debt for the day he needed it. 
But she had enough silence to last a week, and she had no Terra in her life like she used to, and to grasp what little she had left, Aqua couldn’t help herself.
Following them was the easiest choice she had made in a while.
Ven’s door was wide open, its only light shining down the hallway as all of the other bedrooms, hers and Terra’s included, were vacant. 
Hiding behind the wall, she peeked inside. 
Ven sat on the bed, tucking his knees in. He gazed out at the stars, leaning his entire weight on the marble windowsill to the point that he would fall over if there wasn’t a window in his way. Terra tossed toys aside - stuffed animals, wooden blocks, plastic cars, blankets, and all sorts of trinkets from random worlds that used to belong to him. Pretty soon, she expected the Master to give the same courtesy and get Ven new things from the worlds he visited. 
“Gotta make the bed,” Terra said, pulling Ven from his armpits. 
He flung Ven around, in circles, fast enough to make Ven’s feet pick up in the momentum, like he was flying, whirling like an umbrella caught in a storm.
It was only Terra that laughed, but if Ven didn’t like it, he’d whimper. 
If anything, Aqua’s heart thumped at the sight. Terra was always strong, so picking up a boy half his weight was no big deal. The way he interacted with Ven was sweet and courteous, something she admired and respected.
But it was the laughter that hit her the hardest. She didn’t realize how much she missed it. 
“Okay,” Terra said, slowing to a stop. “That’s enough.”
He landed Ven by the table, and went on to make the bed (poorly, he rushed it). 
Aqua finally stepped through. “Can I hang out?”
“If it’s not intruding on your personal time.” Terra measured the bedsheet with the comforter, aligning the two. He was surprised to see her, and he gave her a half-smirk. Even that made her draw heat to her ears.
“It’s not.” 
Ven rummaged through his drawers, pulling out paper and jars of paint. Finger painting had become his favorite pastime, and despite Aqua offering numerous paint brushes to encourage such an interest, he refused all of them. 
“Then you are welcome in my presence,” Terra said, lazily layering the sheets onto the bed. 
She sat next to Ven, watching him twist the jars open. 
Before he started… “Ven,” she said, “can you draw me a picture of where you’re from?”
“That’s a good idea.” Terra left the bed and the rest of the mess, looking over Ven’s shoulder. 
“Hi,” Ven said. It wasn’t inquisitive, it wasn’t confused. The way he said it made him sound content, even if he can’t smile, like a zombie who loved art. 
“Yes, hi,” Aqua said, running a light hand through his hair. She tapped at the blank page. “Can you do that for me?”
Ven took a moment to stare at the blank page. He opened a jar of rusty orange, and dipped his finger in, making huge sweeps across the bottom of the page.
His finished painting was very basic: a mass of orange and brown, with a tall plateau in the background. 
In fact, Terra stammered, like he expected there to be more. 
Aqua looked hard. It offered no other clues. “It looks like a desert.”
Terra cocked his head. “I didn’t think about that.”
“Where are the houses?”
“... It’s creepy.”
“There aren’t any people around, either.”
Terra sighed. “Maybe he doesn’t remember them.”
Her heart sank. 
“I’m glad you found us, Ven,” she said, giving him a smile that he didn’t return.
“Hi.” 
She sighed, too. She was about to ask if he could draw his old friends, but she didn’t want to make him upset. Eraqus only took children who had no family left, and despite that it had been years since she arrived, she had to be in a specific mood to be able to talk about her parents. She probably already exhausted all of her strength talking about them with Terra. 
“Come on, Ven,” she said sweetly. His eyebrows curled up, like he was lost and was waiting for someone to find him. She got the gut-wrenching feeling that his painting made him upset. It was the way he hung his head. “Let’s wash up.”
She guided him by his elbow to the washroom.
“Do you think we could take him out?” Terra asked before they reached the door.
“What do you mean?”
“Outside.” 
She stopped. Ven stopped as well, looking up at her with his hands in the air as though he wasn’t allowed to wash his wands. “The Master said we shouldn’t take him outside.”
“It’s not like we’re letting him explore the woods. The gardens are safe.” Terra leaned onto one of the chairs, one hand on his hip. “We’ll keep watch over him.”
“But the Master-”
“Do you actually think,” Terra frowned, “it’s good for him to be locked inside the castle at all hours?”
Aqua paused. She wanted to say that if the Master thought Ven should stay in the castle, then it was for good reason… But  what reason? 
“I want him to enjoy himself,” Terra said quietly, looking over at the lonely picture on the table. A thought passed through Aqua’s mind that they should trash it. “We can each hold his hand so he doesn’t wander off.”
If they were both holding on to him, then surely…
“Okay.” 
She placed a hand behind Ven’s shoulder to continue on their way.
“Hey.” Terra was skeptical, both hands leaning back on the chair now. “He knows how to wash his hands.” 
She rolled her eyes - she honestly had more dignity than that. “He still needs supervision.”
Terra clicked his tongue. “It doesn’t count as payment.”
“Of course it won’t. I don’t cheat.” She pointed her nose up at him. 
She led Ven to the sink. He was taught to scrub in between his fingers, and to focus under his fingernails. When he was finished, she pointed to her own cheek - there was a spot of paint left on his, and he turned the water on again to finish the job. 
Only when Ven put on a clean shirt did Terra take his left hand and Aqua his right. They walked him to the back entrance of the castle, where golden gates designed with grape and vine filigree were kept locked. 
Two lamps marked the outside entrance to the gardens, which were split in two by a concrete pathway that stopped at the fields beyond, where evergreen trees cloaked the horizon. It was a clear night, with gentle winds blowing. 
“It’s a little nippy,” Aqua said, checking on Ven to see if he was shivering. He wasn’t, but she adjusted his shirt to cover his chest properly anyway (it already was, she was being paranoid).
“Let’s stop here,” Terra said, taking a seat onto the steps the led down into the flower bed.
They held Ven tightly, and when he sat down with him, they didn’t let go. 
“Look, Ven,” Terra said, pointing up into the sky. 
It took a moment for Ven to look up since he was mesmerized by towers of speedwell flowers and strawberry vines.
But when he followed, a loud “Woooohhhh” left his lips.
And he smiled. He laughed. He laughed harder as he leaned back to look for the stars that disappeared behind the castle, and to the left to find more stars beyond the mountains. There wasn’t a way to count all of them. 
Aqua cried for the second time, when that was something she promised never to do again. Exchanging a hand for the one that held Ven’s, she wrapped her free arm around his shoulders and listened to him giggle, felt him hop in excitement under her weight. 
A stronger arm held over her and Terra’s head rested on hers, while a young boy shook their hands so they could pay attention and look up, too.
~*~*~*~
The next morning, Ven woke up with a cough.
He also had a runny nose and a fever. Aqua tucked him under fleece blankets up to his chin for the chills. 
Terra went straight to work in the kitchen, mixing lemongrass and sage into his chicken broth for the symptoms. He refused help from Aqua. 
Aqua knew what he was doing to himself. “It’s not your fault, Terra.”
Terra didn’t reply. He continued to stir with his ladle. 
“I can slice some oranges for him-”
“Aqua, I said I’ll handle it.” He glanced at her. “I’m not adding to your chore debt, don’t worry.”
“That has nothing to do with anything.” She pursed her lips. Sometimes when Terra got upset, he needed space - a lot of it - but she already spent so much time away from him. She watched the meat boil from over his shoulder. “Would it make you feel better if I didn’t say, I told you so?”
He smirked. “You have every right.”
“It is good to be right.” She fiddled with her nails, and he smiled. Good. “But I still won’t say it.”
“I got what I wanted, so I’ve already said it to myself.” He added more pepper. 
“We all get sick. It was going to happen anyway.”
“...There’s still more for me to do,” Terra said with a low voice. “I have to make amends.”
She highly doubted that Ven would be the kind of boy to blame Terra for this, but she let it go. 
Terra asked her to stay by Ven’s side for the time being. She spent the entire day with Ven - Terra would check in every now and then, taking laps between the kitchen and the library as he continued to look up herbs for common colds that he could sneak into food, and even magical ingredients that could speed up the process. 
By night, Terra had visited the bedroom only five times for ten minute sessions. Aqua found it hard to believe that researching tea would swallow this much time but Terra liked to be thorough. 
Ven took to folding paper in his hands into disfigured halves when he finished his third bowl of soup and got bored of other toys. 
Terra came in, this time with sacks filled with bed pillows and couch pillows and throw pillows, some plain, others embroidered. 
“We’re building a pillow fort,” he announced.
He left and came back with blankets, clothespins, string, and broken broomsticks. Ven watched on as they went to work hanging and pinning the sheets around his bed, making a deep, tall cave.
“Lights?” Aqua asked as they pinned the last of them. 
“Got it covered,” Terra said, a triumphant smile on his face.
Coming back with a lamp and a cardboard box, he announced the pillow fort was ready. 
They crawled onto Ven’s bed and pinned the open side of the blankets to a close. With the lit lamp, Terra covered it with the cardboard box, which had several holes cut into it. 
A slew of five-pointed stars covered the entire fort. They were symmetrical and slick, as though Terra took the time to sandpaper his carved art.
It made Ven happy, especially since he was able to run his hand against the fabric and trace their shapes, one by one. 
Aqua was warm - not just from sitting under so many blankets, but from the gesture. Terra always had a big heart, even though he was too reclusive to show it. He was sensitive, and yes, he took things too personally sometimes, but that was part of his charm. 
If anyone had harmed someone he was close to, he’d feel their pain and take it personal with them.
Building a pillow fort was the sort of thing Terra would do when she fell sick, too. She still had the custom cardboard box he carved for her when he was eleven. 
“This is beautiful, Terra,” she said softly. 
Terra hugged his knee tightly and bowed his head. 
“I didn’t mean to make you sick,” he said, watching Ven jab at a star, totally forgetting they were even there. “I’m so sorry, Ven.”
Ven looked at him with a toothy smile. “I’m so sorry, Ven,” he parroted, sounding happy like he didn’t fully understand what it meant.
Aqua was strong enough to hold back the tears this time.
~*~*~*~
The moment she was jerked awake from a dream she didn’t remember, she knew it was going to be an unusual day. 
“Terra,” she spit. “What do you want?”
“I need your help.”
She sprung up, throwing her legs over the bed. “What happened to Ven?”
“Nothing, he’s not awake yet.” Terra shrugged and turned over to leave. 
“Ugh,” she groaned, slugging over her feet to follow. “Then… why?”
“We got a message from the Master.” He didn’t look back but hurried into his own bedroom, throwing himself onto the floor to grab his clean clothes and stuff them into his bottom dresser drawer. “He’s coming.”
Aqua sighed. “Thank goodness.” Then she perked up. “I can’t wait for him to see Ven’s progress.” Then she worried. “Oh no, he’ll notice he’s sick.”
“Yeah, that’s-” Terra looked over his shoulder, and found one sock. “It’ll be fine. But I need you to help me clean.”
She scoffed. “Seriously? Feeding Ven is so much more important.”
“He’s not awake yet.” Terra gesticulated like he was begging. “You owe me a chore debt, don’t forget that.”
“And this is your idea of a brilliant payment?”
“Aqua.”
She exhaled through her nose and brought herself down on her knees. She wondered if Terra liked to annoy her just because he thought it was funny. 
The way he was overstuffing his drawer made her eyebrow twitch - they were all going to get wrinkled. Instead of helping him pick up anything else, she folded everything he put away. 
“Why is this an emergency?” she asked with the sarcasm she wanted to slap him with. 
“My nanny is coming.”
She stopped folding. “You had a nanny?”
Terra chuckled, crawling around the carpet to grab more random pieces of clothing, handing her two pairs of briefs. “Before you came, yeah. The Master wasn’t going to leave me all alone in a castle when I was six.”
“She’s the witch who’s going to perform miracles on Ven?” Aqua pulled out the matching sock which was hidden behind a roll of shirts.
“Yep.” Terra watched the window. For what sign, she didn’t know.
“If it’s so important to have your room clean,” she said, opening a drawer he just closed to fold the clothes he threw in there, “why didn’t you plan for it ahead of time?”
She heard him gasp. The wind outside was picking up speed, pushing against the windows. “She’s here,” he said, scurrying on his feet and racing out of his room. “We should wake up Ven and get him ready.”
It would have left his bedroom half messy but Aqua considered her debt paid. 
They found him sneezing to the point that his mucus ran down to his lips, and Aqua cleaned him up with a tissue. Terra scuffled to throw random toys into a chest, even though some of them belonged on the shelf - anything to make it look cleaner. Ven didn’t have a fever anymore, and Terra guided him to stand up. 
Aqua was going to ask what kind of nanny were they expecting, only to hear two voices approaching.
“We will of course accommodate you with the most extravagant room we can offer.” That was the Master’s voice. “Right next to the boy’s room.”
He and his guest didn’t bother to stop in the lounge or the dining room to wind down, instead they came straight here. Upon entering, the woman took a slow, condescending look around the chaos of a bedroom. The most remarkable thing about her was her black boater hat, adorned in flowers. She had incredibly perfect posture, pinned up in a long petticoat, and she parted her feet wide enough to look like it hurt. This woman must have traveled a lot: in one hand was a huge carpet bag, and in the other was an umbrella. 
“Terra,” said the woman, “how lovely it is to see you again.” She spoke kindly… yet not too casual or inviting. Aqua had the immediate impression that this woman, however warm, was not to be messed with.
“Ms. Poppins.” Terra bowed. 
“Aqua,” the Master said. “This is Mary Poppins, she will be taking care of Ventus until he is clear of his illness.”
“It’s good to meet you,” Aqua said, also bowing. 
“Very cordial, you’ve raised them well, Eraqus.” Mary Poppins left her bag and umbrella on the desk to remove her hat and scarf. 
The Master stepped forward, inspecting Ven closely. “Everything went smoothly, I presume?” Terra and Aqua threw the quickest glances at each other as they could. “How are you, Ventus?”
Ven sneezed. “I’m so sorry, Ven,” he said, wiping his nose with his forearm.
“Pardon?”
Aqua jittered. She hated lying, and hated the fact that she was getting better at it. “W-we opened the windows for him one night to give him some fresh air.” She rolled her lips inward. “That was a bad idea, we’re sorry.”
Terra struggled to hide a smirk, and Aqua really wanted to step on his foot for being such a bad influence on her. 
The Master didn’t seem concerned about it, petting through Ven’s hair. “‘Tis a seasonal thing. I am happy to hear that Ventus is speaking at least.”
“I’m so sorry, Ven,” said Ven again, louder this time.
“Eraqus,” Mary Poppins said, tisking at Ven’s condition and taking a measuring tape with her. “All this time, I believed you were exaggerating, yet I was so suspicious of myself for even considering that of you.”
The Master chuckled, giving her space. “I am ever the serious one.”
“To a fault.” She measured Ven with the tape from crown to foot. “Don’t slouch.”
Ven grabbed the tape. “Hi.”
“Now, Ventus,” she said firmly. “A respectable young gentleman keeps his hands to himself.”
“Ven,” he said, drawing his hand back. “I’m so sorry, Ven.”
Plucking the tape with her thumb, she read: “Sweet-natured, yet disturbed and shocked. Unable to recall where he is. Broken-hearted.” 
There was no way a measuring tape told her this. What in the world…?
Ms. Poppins tisked, shaking her head. “Terrible condition, this will not do.” Turning to the Master, she nodded. “I will stay until he grows a proper notch.”
“It is much appreciated.” Eraqus wrapped his arms across each other. “Terra, Aqua, thank you for looking after Ven. Your hard work has shown excellent progress, and I am confident Ms. Poppins will be able to lead him to proper health.”
“Sir.” They bowed. 
The Master rubbed his beard. “You may now be dismissed. Please focus on your training for today. I have been wary of being away without supervising your work for this long.”
“Master?” Aqua asked, lagging behind while Terra immediately followed orders. “Will Ven stay with us?”
Eraqus paused at his mustache. Mary Poppins was already uncorking an unlabeled medicinal bottle and preparing a spoon. 
“Of course he will,” the Master said. “Granted he will completely recover, I aim to train him as a Keyblade wielder.”
It brought Aqua some relief, yet it did little for the unease left in her stomach. It meant she had to give Ven away to others to be looked after. It meant not knowing what he was doing, or if his coughing got better, or where he was at all hours.
Mary Poppins poured medicine onto the spoon, and Ven didn’t even reject it. He treated Terra’s teas worse. 
“You’ve heard the Master,” Mary Poppins said after a second too long of Aqua staying in her place. She corked her bottle. “You are welcome to visit when you are finished, but you’ll get nowhere dawdling all day. Spit spot.” 
The authority in her voice kicked Aqua into speed as she hurried out to the ballroom.
But Terra wasn’t very interested in sparring, either. He barely put effort into it, letting his mind wander in between stances and quick duels - especially when they got too repetitive. They were so mindless about their work that they didn’t even scar the gold floor tiles this time. 
“Let’s focus,” Aqua said. “If we finish what we need to do faster, we can make sure Ven’s okay.”
“Hm?” Terra rested Earthshaker on his shoulder and a hand on his hip. “Ven’s definitely going to be okay. I’m not worried about that - it’s just weird being away from him.”
Aqua let her smile fall. “... I am,” she said quietly.
“Don’t be.” Terra’s smile was just like she was used to: sincere, but timid. Nothing like what he was showing when they were hanging out with Ven. “Ms. Poppins… has her ways.” 
“What kind of witch is she?”
“Don’t call her that. She’ll deny it.” He scoffed. “She’s a prim and proper lady, and she won’t make you forget that.”
“But she’s good at what she does?”
“Definitely.” Terra let his smile soften. “I hated it when the Master left, but she always made it better. We went on so many adventures in the castle.”
That was hard for Aqua to believe - and not just because she couldn’t imagine a prim and proper lady getting her dress dirty. They had addressed each other so formally, like she was just as much of a Master as Eraqus or Xehanort that Terra needed to show obedience to.
Terra read her expression well. “She’s a bit strict and old-fashioned, but you’ll see,” he said like it was a good enough explanation.
“Ah.” Aqua leaned Rainfell onto the floor. “That’s why the Master gets along with her.”
Terra snorted.
They were finally allowed to see Ven later that night - but only after the Master sat them down for three excruciating tests. Aqua performed poorly in one because she didn’t have Terra as a sparring partner, and Terra failed two because he was too busy to read his mandatory textbooks.
The Master promised not to count any of it against them, and they would have re-testing done in the upcoming weeks.
~*~*~*~
“He likes the stars, Ms. Poppins,” Terra said when they found her sitting on a rocking chair with yarn and a crochet needle on her lap.
It was a bit disappointing to see that she completely tore down the pillow fort they had made.
Ven paced around his room attempting to snap his fingers, and Aqua didn’t understand why or how he learned how to do that.
“Very well.” Ms. Poppins looked down on her handiwork before getting distracted. “Ven, kindly sit yourself in bed, please. You can diddle-daddle once you are better.”
Instead of listening to her, Ven leaned on her armrest, tilting his head at the sight of yarn. “Hi.”
She exhaled through her nose as though snorting was beneath her. “I shall teach you to address your peers properly, soon enough.”
“Ms. Poppins,” Terra said, “he’s okay to walk around, right?” 
“Terra,” she warned, with a glint of mischief in her eyes, “mind your intentions.”
He smirked. “I do. I’m responsible.”
She let go of her work to open up her arms, Ven picking up one of the tails of yarn. 
If she didn’t believe Terra, Aqua couldn’t blame her. 
She didn’t know Ms. Poppins well. Aqua didn’t have a clue how to approach the subject, and she found herself with both her fists to her chest. “We haven’t been with him all day. Can we spend some time with him, please?” 
Ms. Poppins watched Ven untangle all of her progress, to the point where she would have to crochet from scratch. “I suppose that’s alright. You can take him but he needs to be back in bed before the hour. Do you understand?”
“Yes, ma’am,” Terra said, gently pulling knots of yarn woven over Ven’s fingers. 
“Be sure to follow the stars on your way out,” Ms. Poppins said as they left.
Which left a chill up Aqua’s spine, stiffening the ends of her hairs. Did she know somehow?
That had to be impossible. 
“What did she mean by that?” she asked Terra, taking Ven down the largest hallway that would eventually lead them to the center of the castle. The further they walked, the darker the hallways became, with barely a lit lantern to light their way. It was as if someone turned off all the lights.
Terra scoffed at the sight of Aqua’s worry. “I told you not to think too hard about it. She always means well.”
He stopped, holding his free hand to his chin as Ven pulled on his other. “Usually there’s some pretty awesome surprises. Maybe we should find a good place to stargaze?”
“She said to follow the stars, though.”
“Like constellations?” Terra snapped his fingers, which mesmerized Ven’s attention. “Maybe the north star. We should go to the north side of the castle.” 
Aqua didn’t quite hear that last part. Right past Terra’s shoulder was a glowing light that twinkled up against the wall, riding it up.
“What is that?” she said.
Ven gasped and charged with such a force that he slipped off their grip. He touched it, and it burst into a cascade of shining lights that hit the floor and spread outward. 
The floor darkened to a navy blue, and the lights continued to split into halves, until they formed an arrangement that covered the entire hallway, snuffing out the last lanterns as they traveled. 
She heard a soft laugh. Terra’s. “Stars.”
“She’s so cool,” Aqua said, touching a cluster of lights by her feet and watching them thrust outward. 
“I knew you would say that.”
They followed, hopping on clusters of stars until they exploded in all sorts of directions. If Aqua swiped her hand upward on the wall, they would spread across the ceiling. 
When they approached the stairs, the stars would clump together and take the shape of steps so they wouldn’t mistake them and tumble down. 
It was like adventuring in deep space. 
They traveled from a nebula in the entrance hall, where they searched for hidden stars...
… All the way to the meteor shower that rained in the ballroom, trying to catch them before they disappeared into the tiles. 
The only room that stayed the same was the Master’s office, where he obsessed over papers on his desk and trusted one lamp to light his way. To Aqua, it looked like he was reading in outer space, yet he never noticed.
By the time they made it back around to the bedrooms, the stars they first activated had formed their own galaxy, and they spent what little time they had left to name each one. Ven named each of his as “Ven.”
~*~*~*~
Aqua was just about to turn off her bedside lamp when the door knocked. 
Terra let himself in and shut it behind him. He had a piece of paper. “You should see what Ven painted.”
Sitting on her bed, he handed it over. Finger paints of very rough outlines of human figures - one blue, one short one that was green, and one tall one that was orange - took the space on the bottom. Above them was an uneven mess of dark blue with white fingerprints that made up the stars.
Aqua was too tired to really giggle but the painting made it easier for her. “It’s us.” She hid her face behind it. “It’s like the one you made me a long time ago, remember?”
“Shut up.” He looked away from her and buried his face in his hand.
“I still have it.”
“Of course you do.” He squirmed, grabbing his thighs. “You should keep this one, then. Keep them together.”
She let it rest on her lap. “It’s going to be nice… to have a new student.”
“I can’t wait to see what his Keyblade looks like.”
“Or what he can do with it.”
Terra leaned back. “He’s so small, but he’s tough.”
Aqua took one more look at the painting, then placed it on her bedside table. “He’s brave, too.”
She started to snuggle into her bed, digging herself into her bedsheets. She expected Terra to get the hint and turn off the lights for her when he left.
But he joined her instead.
“What are you doing?” she asked. 
He made himself comfortable and laid on his side to face her. He had a sheepish smile on his face, and he fiddled with his hands under the sheet. His voice trembled the slightest when he said it, but what he meant reached his eyes: “I’ve missed you.”
The tips of her ears flared up. Soon enough, her cheeks would burn red so she saved face by dragging her sheets up to her nose. Her heart pounded, which wasn’t helping. 
Sleeping in each other’s beds used to be the norm when they were little, a long time ago.
“Really?” she said.
The way she was behaving made him a little uncomfortable. As if to mimic her, he pulled the sheets to rest right under his chin, packing on blankets in between their bodies as though they were doing something they shouldn’t be doing. 
“Yeah.” He tried to make it sound like it wasn’t a big deal. “It’s been a long time since we really talked.”
Aqua thought all this time things were changing forever. It seemed like all the grown ups she ever had a chance to talk to had lost their best friends, so now it was her time. It was a part of life, and whatever came their way, she had to accept it.
With or without Ven, it wasn’t like they could talk like they used to anymore, anyway.
It was a few months ago that she kissed Terra for the first time. 
She didn’t mean much by it. At least she didn’t think.
It really embarrassed him, though. When she sought him out to talk about it, all he did was shrug a shoulder and said You’re the most ridiculous person I’ve ever met, Aqua, and stared at a book he wasn’t actually reading. 
Like it was all a joke to him.
They never spoke about it since.
“I felt the same,” she whispered.
If it comforted him, she didn’t know. “Can I stay here for a while?”
She blushed. 
Hard. 
She kept it hidden behind fabric, so he wouldn’t see. “Mm, sure.” Whatever she was feeling, she wasn’t sure if she liked it or not. It made her excited, and yet it was too overwhelming to define.
This was the worst time to be thinking about that kiss.
“But we are a little old for sleepovers, don’t you think?” she added, trying to stall this insane rush of thoughts.
“I guess so.” He was disappointed. 
“You can stay tonight.” She rolled over her shoulder to face away from him.  
“Thanks.” There was rustling and movement behind her. More space opened up between them, and he flicked the light switch off before settling. “Good night,” he chirped. 
All night, she stayed cemented to her side of the bed. Terra laid on his back, his hands interlaced on his chest, and he never moved either. 
She fell asleep expecting to crawl around him in the morning.
But she was alone when she woke up. 
The first person she greeted was none other than Ven, who was waiting for her in the dining room. Terra sat on the floor right by his side. 
“Hi!” Ven’s voice echoed in the enormous metal pot he wore on his head. 
Terra burst into laughter. “He loved it so much, I had to give it to him.”
“Ven?” Aqua pulled up from the rim, peeking under. Ven’s eyes glistened in the dark. 
“I’m so sorry, Ven,” said Ven. 
“I’m sorry for you, too.” She heaved with breath at the sight, changing silent looks of sheer hysteria with Terra as Ven banged on his own pot, the sound of clanging echoing. 
The door to the dining room slammed. “Look lively, children,” Ms. Poppins said. She kept her hands crossed over her waist and headed straight for the kitchen, adorning an apron. “The Master is coming.” 
Terra and Aqua immediately sprung, lifting Ven by the elbows so he could follow suit. With the Master here, Ven had a long way to go with learning how to pay respects. 
“Ven,” Ms. Poppins scoffed. “Such behavior. Take that out of your head, please.”
He slowly followed orders and let the pot hang in his hands, a sad frown on his face.
“Ms. Poppins,” Aqua called, watching the nanny command appliances in the kitchen telepathically. The teapot brewed without notice, and the eggs in the saucepan fried with just a glance. “Thank you for the trip last night. It was wonderful.”
Mary Poppins looked shocked. “I haven’t the faintest idea what you’re talking about.” She left Aqua gaping to tend to the flour.
Terra shrugged at before letting his smile reach his eyes. He loved it when he was right. 
“Told you,” he said.
“Think you’re so clever?” she shot back.
“Of course he is,” Ms. Poppins said, and Aqua squirmed at the thought she was being overheard. “I remember to the word what his measurement read when I first met him.”
Terra hesitated to say something, like he was bracing for impact.
“Diligent, sensitive,” Ms. Poppins, recited from memory, motioning to Ven to help her prepare plates though he didn’t understand. “Cheeky. Keeps a messy room and lies about cleaning his room.”
Aqua snorted.
She kept ‘I told you’ to herself, but just this one last time.
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xaldins · 6 years ago
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kh3 after thoughts and feelings bc i literally can never shut up :)
negatives:
ive been reading around and a lot of ppl have been expressing sort of the same sentiment i felt during the entirety of the game? that there was something off and i cant put finger on what. i dont feel like it was the plot or characterization tbh like i feel like everyone was pretty much in character and a lot of the character’s personalities were expanded so idk something just felt weird and i cant tell wtf it is...i need to replay the game to try to understand this lmfao
as weird as this sounds i feel like there were not enough cutscenes with kh characters in them? like i feel like there was just too much of the disney worlds in the entire game to the point that i was pretty much...not bored but just only really looking forward to the keyblade war and what would happen in the final arc of the game. i felt exasperated with some of the worlds and how long they felt. which is stupid ridiculous because literally the point of kh is a mixture of disney + og characters. and i had never really felt that in any of the previous kh games? except for com and coded because fuck the uselessness of the disney worlds in those games but still i think im gonna skip a lot of the disney world cutscenes in my replay unfortunately lol
like i feel like so much could have taken place instead of the long useless cutscenes in the disney worlds (ya im talking about having to sit through the entirety of let it go and the other songs even though i genuinely liked frozen). i wanted to see more of the seasalt and wayfinder trio talking it out after they reunited. i wanted an explanation of how saix fucking came back in the very end lmfao??? i wanted a lot of things but i think these are the few that could have been realistically met and would not be surprised that others felt as well 
this is no surprise but the girls’/women’s treatment in kh games has always been pretty bad but kh3 is actually abysmal with their treatment of their few female characters. i knew kairi would be reverted to a damsel in distress with the trailers hinting it but it was actually so fucking disappointing to see the lack of kairi doing absolutely anything to contribute to the story outside of being sora’s anchor. not even seeing her train with axel and merlin which now that i think about it is so...ooc to not even touch on wtf and i dont understand why namine didnt appear for 95% of the game even though she was talked about so much and is supposed to be part of the main characters god idk
positive:
playing most of the game felt like coming home. i could see and feel the attention to detail in every world, cutscene, ability and this is so corny but seeing the beauty in all of those things made me think about how i have been waiting for this game for 14 years and i have it in my hands and im actively playing it now and this series helped me through so much shit and is again in one of the lowest points in my life.
the gameplay is amazing omfg just when i thought it was getting repetitive i tried out a new keyblade or shotlock or command and its so fucking entertaining and pretty to look at. i literally look forward to level grinding for once. the keyblade graveyard and final bosses were awesome, the mini games are entertaining as fuck, and i actually really loved what they did with the pirates world, i cant get enough of it
i think the game did a pretty good job of providing closure for most plot points, especially those of the wayfinder and seasalt trios. i fucking SOBBED at their reunions in the keyblade graveyard and i just felt like i could finally breathe a sigh of relief. again i feel like they all (including the destiny trio) deserved more time together on screen to demonstrate their feelings around the impending final battle? what they’ve been through since they were all separated? the relationships with sora? since a lot of was sort of implied or talked about behind closed doors but regardless of that i still felt like those parts of the story can finally be laid to rest and i guess thats what matters.
the epilogue and secret ending were amazing and i still cant believe luxu is xigbar wtf. this series has once again been able to have me by their feet anxiously waiting for the next part in the series, of what is to come as ridiculous and dumb and far fetched as it may be...i feel like im 10 all over again and im just stupid nostalgic, sad/happy that this saga is over, and just a mixture of everything else lol
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soniclozdplove · 8 years ago
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The King’s Muse MickeyXMinnie
I was reading some fanfiction for Kingdom Hearts about Minnie and Mickey when I stumbled across Chlstarr’s story, “Star-Crossed Lovers Indeed.” I was so inspired I found myself making this based on Mickey’s side of the story and how I believe it had actually went down. I tried to mix the game and movie together to be as seamless as possible. Most of this was made at around 3 in the morning so don’t really expect a lot of fluid writing or grammar to be correct
He remembered the day he first laid eyes on her clearly. He had still been a foolish young apprentice at the time, unable to properly use magic or summon his Keyblade, and she had been the most stunning and graceful creature he had ever seen. It had been love at first sight for them both. Even so, he had tried his best to be discreet and professional during their time together those first fateful days. He was sent undercover by Master Yen Sid to seek out the cause of an outbreak of Unversed and seal them away. She was a beautiful princess who was fated to marry a being of noble blood and rule the kingdom, neither of which was something he could be a candidate for, and it wasn’t like he was gonna be staying in that world!
At least, that was how he tried to rationalize it, alas, his heart had never been one to listen to reason, and he had always been more apt to follow that emotional force than his head when it came to matters of love and friendship. It has always served him well, both as a Keyblader and a Toon. It had actually been this strong feeling that led him to choosing to become companions with the kindhearted dog and allow the cowardly duck to join him on his adventures after yet another mishap with the Star Shard had led him to splatting onto the window of his Scrooge's gummi ship in an extremely embarrassing incident. And now Goofy and Donald are his closest and most trusted friends!
Of course, his more mischievous side had certainly played a part in the whole affair. He had always had a penchant for getting into trouble, a certain incident with a magic hat came to mind. It honestly should not have surprised him that only a few days after he integrated himself into the world as a part time shoe shiner and janitor who worked for the Musketeers’ to pay for room and board, he found himself being mugged by three thieving morons and unable to defend himself without completely blowing his cover. Had it not been for the Musketeers, he feared to think what could have happened had the thieves managed to run off with his Star Shard. One of them had been a very kindly fella and had given him his hat and escorted him ‘home,’ as his umbrella had been destroyed and it had been raining at the time.
That event and the creed of “One for All, and All for One” had quickly entranced him, it hadn’t mattered to him at the time that he had a far grander fate, nor that he was apprenticed to one of the greatest wizards and Keyblade Masters of all time. He had wanted to be a Musketeer for as long as he remained in that world!
He had been young and naïve at the time though, blind to the plot to do that world’s princess harm and rule in her stead until he ended up being dragged right into the middle of the conspiracy. The Captain, whom he discovered was Pete and not just some other incarnation of him, had long been a roadblock in path to become a Musketeer for the entire time he had been there. Why would he suddenly go from belittling him for his small height, which mind you was somewhat larger than that of an average mouse if his older halfsibling’s complaints were to be believed (although he just thinks Ozzy is jealous because he’s shorter than him), to wanting him and his new friends to become trainee Musketeers and ordering them to guard the life of the princess if not for some nefarious purpose? He must admit, he had been a complete moron to trust such an obvious lie, Master Yen Sid would be, and was, very disappointed when he learned how easily he had been fooled. Of course, Pete’s lies had been the very thing that led him to meet his true love for the first time, so he couldn’t be too angry at him.
Which brings him back to her! Ah, had he known that he would not only be meeting with the princess but also that his dear Minnie would be the woman he would come to love and marry beforehand, he would likely have conducted himself in a much more respectable manner, or at least would have prevented himself, Donald, and Goofy from assaulting a suit of armor and later Her Royal Highness’ handmaiden when she came to serve lunch. Catching sight of those ebony eyes and the soft, dark curls of her hair had left his heart hammering in his chest and a feeling of warmth spreading through him that he had never felt so strongly before. The princess, nay, the goddess before him left him speechless with jaw dropped. What little magic he had at the time thrummed when it sensed her own dormant power. It was terrifying, wonderful, and left him feeling lightheaded.
After awkwardly stumbling his way through introductions and the horrible first impressions, he had retired to the quarters provided to him to think over what had happened within that throne room. He had finally reached his personal goal of becoming a Musketeer and was tasked with the protection of Princess Minnie, which would enable him to more thoroughly search the palace for any sign of the Unversed and the Keyhole they were pouring in through under the disguise of patrolling for no good bad guys.  However, her very presence made him feel odd, although it wasn’t necessarily a bad feeling. Distracting? Yes. Embarrassing? For sure! But not bad. He may have been naïve back then, but he was no fool. He recognized the feelings he had in the throne room, new and unexpected as they were, and he had a dilemma.
The logical thing to do, what Master Yen Sid would want, would be to find and arrest the criminals after the princess, seal the Keyhole, and move along back to Master Yen Sid to continue his training. However, he was strangely revolted at the idea of just finishing his assigned tasked and simply abandoning the friends he’s made here. He may not belong in this world, or any single world if he really thought about his destined path, but somehow his heart cried out for the friends he’s made in it. His duty was to the worlds and his Master, but for the first time in a very long time he had felt that his duty could simply shove off.
Throughout the days his internal conflict remained a constant concern in the confines of his own mind. Between his growing attraction to Princess Minnie and having the absolute worse luck a bodyguard has ever faced, he had very little time to focus on his mission. It certainly didn’t help that he was being stalked by a crazy bard that seemed convinced he and Princess Minnie were destined to be.
After being thrown into the mud and watching the runaway carriage speed off with the ladies, he had a momentary lapse of judgement, believing it to be his fault. After all, what kind of Chosen of the Keyblade couldn’t even see a stupid ambush by thugs coming!? It is unfortunate, but he had allowed the magic within him to flare up in that short moment of anger. He never was able to explain away the fact that his hands had suddenly started to glow.
When they had snuck into windmill the ladies were held in, he had been somewhat perturbed at how ridiculous his unreliably powers were that he could not even summon his keyblade or cast any spells during a rather embarrassing moment where he’d lost the rapier he had been using. He never understood why folks would think Goofy to be an idiot, his ideas always were ingenious, even if they may end in more pain than they would like. He had certainly owed the Goof for getting them out of that situation.
He in his clumsiness, had caused both himself and Minnie to become entangled in the rope used to confine her, he had flonced and was ready for her to lash out at him for being such a klutzy fool. Instead she giggles, a genuine giggle as though she found his sheepish blunder to be the most adorable thing in the world! It was at that moment that his little crush had evolved into love. The journey back to her castle had been the most amazing time of his life, there would be no reason for formality with the princess and he could be as laidback as he wished! Plus any chance to be with Minnie was a great one. He admits to have fainted when she grabbed his hat and kissed him that first sunset.
He had been reluctant to release her hand after escorting her up the steps once they had arrived, to do so would have meant that they would have to go back to their roles in this world. She, the graceful princess that ruled with a kind heart and regal eye. He, the commoner whom hid the secrets of a universe filled with magic and peril behind his smile. The life of a Keyblader was never a fair one, he knew that but it had never felt so true until that moment.
The night before the opera had been the night he was intending to find the Keyhole once and for all and finish his mission. Master Yen Sid had contacted him earlier that night to warn him of his short time limit, he had already spent far too long in that world and his mentor was getting impatient. He never would have expected Pluto, the amazing dog he is, to show up and Donald to run from his post screaming something about a plot made by Pete. He was hurt to have his trust broken and watch his friend run away when he asked for the duck to prove himself as the courageous hero he knew his future Court Mage to be. With Goofy missing, it had been up to him to save Minnie. Unfortunately for him, Pete had gotten the jump on him before he could.
When he had awakened, he had been locked up in a carriage ride to the worse prison in all the country. It was the perfect opportunity to summon his keyblade, it had been just him and Pete, whom had revealed himself to be the source of the Unversed (although the fool hadn’t even known what those vile monsters were) and the ultimate key could easily free him from the cage. Unfortunately, his abilities back then were still spotty at best, and before he could successfully summon it he had been chained up so thoroughly that even if his key was able to be summoned, he certainly wouldn’t be able to use it. Using his magic to escape had been swiftly shut down as well, no amount of Fire, Blizzard, or Thunder spells were going to get him out of those chains. He had truly thought that to be the end of Mickey Mouse, so imagine his surprise when Donald and Goofy suddenly appeared and saved him.
That moment, in all honesty, was the reason he decided to stop hiding his true abilities and fight as he truly was, the fact that Pete revealed that he was somehow involved with the recent appearance of the Unversed and Heartless within the Country of the Musketeers only bolstering his determination. With a silent apology to his Master for revealing the possibility of multiple worlds to yet another universe, he had torn the musketeer uniform from his body to reveal the apprentice outfit he’d sported back then, finally summoned his blade (with a lot more difficulty than he’d like), and charged forth. He still remembered the looks of shock and awe on his friends faces as they first saw him for who he truly was.
It had been a hurried journey to the castle, one full of rushed explanations and various fights against the Unversed. Pete was holding Minnie at the opera, and would have no doubt killed her afterwards. He still remembers the rage he felt at the thought of his beautiful princess being in peril, imagine his surprise when he entered the opera all too ready to tear the large cat to pieces only to find him and his lackeys, the Beagle Brothers, cowering in the corner while the princess’s dormant magic awakened and held back the largest Unversed he had seen at that point. If he had loved her before, he absolutely adored her at that moment. Minnie Mouse had the most powerful and beautiful magic he had ever seen at the time, and it held such warmth it acted as a natural repellant to the Unversed.
Together, with the assistance of Donald and Goofy, he and his princess had destroyed the giant Unversed, locked the Beagle Brothers away, and confronted Pete. Unfortunately, it had been far too late to save the world as the flood of Unversed had overwhelmed them and begun to consume all, and in a split decision, he had grabbed ahold of his friends, Minnie, Daisy, and Pete, using a mass teleportation spell to send them all back to his home in Disneyland. The result of which had left him drained and unconscious for several months, leaving his rightfully disgruntled brother to explain what had happened in his stead.
He had come dangerously close to losing his life in that foolish stunt, and when he awoke, it was to the sight of a certain princess wearing his favorite pair of pajamas and clinging to his bedside fast asleep. He had been confused, and when his memory returned, regretful. Ozzy had been awfully cross with him when he came to check up on him, scolding him for using his magic so recklessly, he always did worry too much. With no place to go, Donald and Ozzy had helped Minnie, Daisy, Goofy, and even Pete to settle into home world. Goofy had joined the newly formed royal guard, found love, and had his son Maximus Goof while Donald had begun dabbling into the arcane arts of magic and soon became a master mage. Minnie, the wonderful and sweet woman she is, had refused to leave his side for so long as he was still comatose. When she discovered him awake, she had immediately thrown her arms about him and smothered him in gratitude and kisses, much to his surprise.
With her royal blood and how well liked she was, the leaderless world he had lived in had been quick to adopted her as matriarch, and much to his surprise, he had been the one she had chosen as her King. He had, of course, tried to talk her out of it in his anxiety. Why would she want him? His duties would mean that he’d be far away from her and the newly forming kingdom constantly and he was the reason her world was destroyed in the first place!
Minnie has told him time and time again that he should not be so anxious about leading the kingdom, that she did not blame him for the loss of her home, and that she would have picked him all over again if she could. He did not know if he believed her, but what he does know is that he loved her, and it pained him every day that he had to spend so much time away from home so he might do his duty as a Keyblade Master and ensure Sora and Riku are ready to take up the mantle of Keyblader when the time comes.
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