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TWST Staff and Winx Yuu
Crowley and Yuu
Crowley is utterly fascinated by Yuuâs celestial aura and magical abilities, frequently boasting about how they reflect the âexcellenceâ of NRC under his leadership.
Yuu sees through his dramatic antics but humors him, often replying with cryptic celestial wisdom that leaves him confused.
Crowley frequently asks Yuu for their âstar-powered insightsâ on school matters, though they suspect heâs trying to avoid real work.
Despite his self-centered nature, Yuu appreciates Crowleyâs unique flair and occasionally collaborates with him on school-wide events, using their magic to create breathtaking displays.
Yuuâs calming presence helps Crowley manage the chaos of NRC, even if he refuses to admit how much he relies on them.
Crewel and Yuu
Crewel admires Yuuâs elegance and impeccable sense of style, often complimenting their celestial-themed outfits.
Yuu is one of the few people Crewel allows in his classroom without question, impressed by their grace and mastery of magical control.
Crewel and Yuu often bond over a shared appreciation for aesthetics, with Yuu occasionally helping him design accessories for his iconic wardrobe.
While Crewelâs strict demeanor doesnât faze Yuu, they subtly encourage him to show his softer side, especially around his students.
He secretly views Yuu as an exemplar of refined magic and often uses them as an example of what âtrue sophisticationâ looks like in his lectures.
Trein and Yuu
Trein respects Yuuâs dedication to learning and appreciates their vast knowledge of celestial lore, often inviting them to share stories with his class.
Yuu finds Treinâs no-nonsense attitude refreshing and values his wisdom, frequently seeking his advice on academic or personal matters.
Lucius is quite fond of Yuu, often curling up beside them during lessons. Yuu takes this as a sign of trust and brings small treats for the cat.
Trein occasionally tries to understand Yuuâs magical abilities from an academic standpoint, though he admits theyâre unlike anything heâs encountered.
Their relationship is built on mutual respect, with Yuu seeing Trein as a mentor figure who grounds them in the practicalities of magic and history.
Sam and Yuu
Sam is endlessly curious about Yuuâs homeworld, Astralis, and frequently asks for stories about their culture and unique magical items.
Yuu often gifts Sam small celestial trinkets, which he treasures and proudly displays in his shop.
In return, Sam provides Yuu with rare magical ingredients and artifacts, always exclaiming, âIâve got a deal just for you!â
Yuu enjoys Samâs vibrant personality and often collaborates with him to create magical goods inspired by Astralis for the NRC students.
The two share a bond of mutual curiosity, with Yuu seeing Sam as an explorer of magic and culture in his own right.
Vargas and Yuu
Vargas initially challenges Yuu to demonstrate their strength, amazed by their ability to enhance physical combat with celestial magic.
Yuu gracefully accepts his challenges but always counters his enthusiasm with a gentle reminder of the importance of balance between mind, body, and soul.
Vargas often asks Yuu to help with training sessions, seeing them as a role model for combining grace and power in combat.
Yuu encourages Vargas to explore more calming activities, like stargazing or meditation, to balance his high-energy personality after a long day.
#twisted wonderland#twst#twisted wonderland x reader#twisted wonderland yuu#twst yuu#disney twisted wonderland#winx club#winx yuu#dire crowley#divus crewel#twst sam#mozus trein#ashton vargas#twst x winx#twisted wonderland x winx club
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The very funnest part of my job is calming down and distracting the frustrated parents of obviously neurodivergent children
#I found the best way to distract them by asking questions like:#fun weekend planned?#inviting comments about the weather#gentle invitation to take their own lessons#comments on the cuteness of the horse#or descriptions of the many ills that can befall a horse#the last one is particularly distracting#but must be used sparingly
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Sooooo I learned a valuable lesson last night. Which is not to draft things in tumblr. Because I wrote almost all of this in drafts, was like 15 minutes from posting. And then the app glitched when I changed the song I was listening to and lost everything.
Iâm not entirely sure I wrote this version half as well as the original, which is maddening. But please enjoy this next part to the Mister(s) Steal Your Girl (poly 141) series.
Content:Safe/Sane/Consensual Intimacy
You honestly didnât expect to speak to Kyle again after the bookshop encounter. Sure, you exchanged numbers and he seemed so sincere, but your faith in reading people has been a bit shaken as of late.
That said, you wouldnât have held it against him if you didnât. Youâd had a wonderful time meeting someone new, even if just for a moment. He seemed like a busy man in a high-stress job, it wouldnât be a surprise if he looked at your open-relationship-with-a-fiance situation and decided it was too much drama.
But the very next day after meeting him, he sends you a text. Repeating that he had a great time and asking if youâve already started any of the books you bought.
You try (and probably fail) not to giggle like a schoolgirl every time he texts you. Heâs as sweet through the phone as he was in person. Throughout the week, he checks on you (more messages than youâve gotten from your fiance in a month) asking after your days and nights and generally chatting.
On Thursday at lunch, you ask if heâd like to meet up again, heart clenching anxiously. Nearly throw your phone across the break room when his name pops up as an incoming call.
When you answer, he doesnât even waste time on a greeting.
âIâd like to take you on a date, luv,â he specifies, voice silky and amused in your ear.
Date one is a nice dinner. He shows up at the door with flowers. You have to take a second to blink away the mist in your eyes.
âSorry, sorry,â you hurry to say, summoning a smile. âJust no oneâs ever bought me flowers. Thank you, theyâre wonderful.â
And then you realize that probably sounds pathetic and quickly turn away to deposit them in a vase. (Miss the baffled and almost offended frown on Kyleâs face as that processes.)
At dinner, the two of you toast by tapping your appetizers together. He feeds you bites of his meal from his own fork, and you let him try your wine, giggling at the faces he makes.
The night ends (after dessert, a walk in the park, and a nightcap at a quiet bar) at your front door. Kyle fits a big, warm hand on your waist, pulls you in⊠and drops a chaste kiss to your cheek.
You try not to let your disappointment show, but he must catch it because he chuckles and gently nudges your face back into position. Graces you with another kiss at the corner of your mouth.
âI want to, darling,â he admits, so close youâre sharing air. âTrust me, I want to. But I need you to know Iâm doing this for the right reasons too.â
Touched and a little choked up, you hug him tight, cheek pressed to his chest. His breath stutters. And then his strong arms are curling around you, tucking you in, his whole body becoming a warm haven.
âCan we⊠can we do this again?â you ask hopefully.
âDarling, Iâd take you out tomorrow if youâd let me.â
Date two is bowling, which you find Kyle is actually terrible at, despite being a sniper. You laugh and joke through three games, trouncing him each time. He doesnât seem to mind losing in the slightest, and even takes you out for a victory ice cream afterwards. You hold hands while you lick at the cone.
Date three, you invite him to a wine and paint night. He seems willing, though unsure. By the end, though, the two of you are giggling and tipsy, paint on your hands and faces. He kisses you against the passenger door of his car, lips soft and gentle. Moans when the tip of his tongue skims your bottom lip.
On date four, you sing to the radio in the car. Blush when you catch him sneaking glances at you, but also notice that he goes around the same block twice. Tease that youâre going to be late if he keeps stalling.
At the end of the night, he sweeps you in close on the dance floor.
âCome home with me?â he asks in your ear.
Your heart stumbles as you nod, cheeks hot.
He barely gets you in the door before pressing you back against it. Fingers in your hair, body one firm line pressed flush to yours. Kissing earnest but not rough, flicking at your bottom lip until you open for him with a soft sigh. He tastes like heaven, like the drinks you shared before this. Your fingers curl into his Henley, tugging him closer, arching your back.
The desire heâs been steadily building in your gut bursts into an inferno. Youâre burning all over, can barely breathe. Dizzy with his cologne.
You break the kiss with a squeak when he scoops up beneath the thighs.
âI-Iâm too heavy!â you gasp, clinging tight.
âLike hell you are,â he scoffs. âCome back here, Iâm not done kissing you.â
You hesitate, taking stock. But he doesnât feel like heâs straining; didnât even make that mortifying grunt noise. Feel secure enough to lean back just a bit to check his expression.
Thereâs not an ounce of effort there. Just liquid dark eyes focused on your swollen lips, tilting his chin to coax you back. You go with a little thrill in your stomach, messier this time, teeth scraping.
He bumps you against the wall on his way to the bedroom. It doesnât hurt but it makes you laugh against his cheek.
âLove your laugh,â he murmurs into your neck. âCould listen to it all day.â
Somehow that makes you flush more than the hard bulge pressing against your ass. So you shove your tongue in his mouth again to shut him up, breathless at his tongue curling against yours.
You squeal when he drops you on the bed with a little bounce, a brilliant, cheeky smile your reward. Then he tugs his shirt off and your mind goes utterly blank.
Heâs a monument of strength and discipline, power in every plane of hard-earned muscle. There are glossy scars peppering his skin, and youâre fascinated as much as you are sad for his pain. He looks like a young god. Youâve seen marble statues half as beautiful as him.
âYouâre bloody gorgeous,â you whisper, crawling to the edge of the bed.
He shivers and leans into your palms as they explore up his toned stomach, across the defined lines of his chest and shoulders, down his arms. Leave open-mouthed kisses against long-healed wounds and patches of smooth skin alike, appreciating every part of him.
He uses your interlocked fingers to draw you away, bending to meet you halfway. Speckles kisses over your cheeks and jaw, down to a tender spot beneath your ear that makes you hum. You could melt into him and just float.
He pauses there, breathes you in. âCan I take this off?â he asks, plucking at your shirt. You hesitate, just for a beat â but itâs enough to have Kyle pulling back a little.
âWe can stop here,â he offers. âOr we can just keep doing this. Whatever you want, luv, Iâm not fussed.â
You duck your head, but he doesnât let you escape for long, gently guiding your gaze up by the chin.
âTalk to me?â he asks.
âI-I want to keep going,â you say, âIâm just⊠and youâre soâŠâ
He shakes his head, kisses you quiet. âIâm not anything but a man that wants to make his girl happy. In whatever way sheâs okay with, yeah?â
You have to blink away another sting of inopportune tears. Then reach for your shirt and pull it off yourself.
âBloody hell,â he murmurs, eyes going big.
You flush as he nudges you back, spread out amongst the neat sheets and pillows. His eyes trace every inch of you over and over, hands quick to follow. The contrast of his rough palms on your skin makes you squirm and sigh. He touches you like youâre something special, like he wants to savor you.
He nibbles kisses into your collarbones, lavishes your breasts with tongue and gentle teeth. Works his way down your stomach and stops again.
âCan I take the rest off?â he asks.
You donât hesitate this time, shifting to give him access to the zipper. His hands fumble a bit when he notices the embarrassing wet patch on your underwear, thumbing at your slit through the fabric.
âPlease let me eat you out,â he breathes.
You press your thighs together, nervous. âY-you donât have toâŠâ
âI want to, luv,â he answers, eyes barely flickering away. âFuck do I want to.â
Words desert you, so all you can manage is a jerky nod. For the first time, his patience seems to fray as he tugs your underwear off. Barely gets them down to one ankle before diving between your legs.
He laces sweet kisses along your thighs and hips, slowing as he gets closer and closer to where you want him most. His tongue dips into your slit, just skims your throbbing and sensitive clit. You moan softly. The next swipe of his tongue is bolder, curling at your soaked entrance. He groans into you, deep and animal from his chest and makes you shudder.
âThatâs it, baby,â he whispers. âJust enjoy.â
Itâs impossible not to when he pampers your cunt so thoroughly. Never rough, never too fast. Like he could spend all night between your thighs. Sucking gently at your clit, thrusting his tongue inside, lapping in perfect, even strokes. You didnât think you enjoyed oral from the few times youâve experienced it â but Kyle makes it heavenly.
One of his hands, squeezing absently at your hip, travels down. He presses a finger at your entrance, playing in your slick but not going further. Waiting. You murmur a soft âpleaseâ that nearly has him growling.
Even just one finger feels like so much. His hands are bigger than yours. And so deliciously clever. Itâs not long before youâre babbling for another, crying out softly when he provides. Two fingers curling and rubbing against your slick, sensitive walls and his tongue swirling around your needy clit â itâs so much. Overwhelming and perfect.
âK-Kyle, âm gonnaâŠâ you keen, shocked by how quickly itâs building.
Then he hums an encouragement and that little extra bit of stimulation sends you hurtling over the edge. You clench around his hand, hips twitching, grinding against his willing mouth through wave after wave. Not even aware of the noises youâre making until they fade off into soft whimpers of overstimulation.
Kyle eases his fingers from you, drops one last kiss to your hip. The lower half of his face is glistening. If you werenât still somewhere in the stratosphere, youâd be embarrassed. But right now all you can manage is a quiet, needy noise, reaching for him.
He smiles and crawls over you, the warmth of his body soothing your shivery muscles, easing you through aftershocks. You wipe absently at his chin as you exchange lazy, sloppy kisses. Surprised to find that you donât mind the taste of yourself; not much different than jizz.
âGive me⊠another secondâŠâ you mumble, head falling back as you catch your breath. âIâll return the favor.â
Against your leg, you can feel him twitch through his jeans. He feels big. Your stomach clenches with want.
âThat sounds bloody amazing, donât get me wrong,â he answers, voice husky in your ear. âBut if youâre up for it, Iâd like to feel you cumming âround my cock.â
You gasp, not sure if youâre scandalized or even more turned on than before. Both?
âWait, but I alreadyâŠâ
âI know, I was there,â he teases, kissing your temple. âBut I wanna see it again. Feel it proper this time.â
You pause, blinking up at him as you trace your fingers along his ribs. âBut isnât that⊠I dunno, unfair?â
âFuck no,â he answers. âIâd spend all night just making you cum if you let me.â
You huff and swat at him. âI think youâd kill me.â
âWhat a way to go, though, eh?â he chuckles, arching his eyebrows.
You groan, but thereâs no hiding your grin. He brushes hair back from your face, cups your cheek.
âWhat do you say, baby? Let me fuck you good and proper.â
You snort, turn to nip his thumb in relation, but chirp, âyes, please!â
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#cod#my writing#fanfiction#reader fic#kyle gaz x reader#kyle gaz garrick#poly 141#misters steal your girl#open relationship trope
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Cregan Stark x reader where he teaches reader how to use a sword for safety reasons.
i think cregan would love to teach you some moves with a sword
pairing: cregan stark x f!reader warnings: training with blunt swords, a little teasing, reader is shorter than cregan words: 927
It wasn't a secret to anyone that the Lord of Winterfell was madly in love with you. He wanted to keep you safe â at all times. It wasn't uncommon for him to order a few more guards to follow you whenever he deemed a situation a little more dangerous. Especially if you were travelling without him.
Cregan would trust most of his men with his life. But he couldn't really accept the off chance that you would have to defend yourself one day. However, he had always seen you, his wife, as a strong woman â capable of defending yourself when needed and with the right amount of willpower to get through anything.
But you hadn't been taught formally how to swing a sword or what points to hit with a dagger if an opponent came too close.
He wanted to change that.
When you both found a quiet day in the castle, where your time wasn't filled with the duties of a Lord and Lady, he invited you to join him in the godswood. It was a secluded enough area so you could both train on your own.
"I really don't know if I will be good at this, Cregan," you sighed as you followed the tall man towards the weirwood tree. Winter was still far away, but the air was cold today. Your husband seemed to welcome it as he had already told you this morning that this was 'the perfect temperature to train'.
"You won't be good at it at first, my love. It's going to take some time, but-" His hand cupped your cheek gingerly as he looked down at you, his gaze briefly moving to your lips. Sometimes it was hard for him to resist pulling you in and just kissing you instead of talking.
"It's going to keep you safe. And I couldn't live with myself if something happened to you while I wasn't there," Cregan's tone had turned more serious, his eyebrows pushed together in concern. You gently placed your hand on his chest, nodding slowly. You understood that your husband was worried for you and if it made him feel better to know you'd taken some lessons in defending yourself... you wouldn't be the one to argue against it.
"I know, darling." You gave him a little smile which was already enough to make his heart melt. Cregan was a strong man, a wolf some might say, but he always seemed to melt around you.
"Good. Let's get started then." Your husband smiled back at you, an excited glimmer in his eyes. Before he let go of you, he stole a small kiss from your lips before he headed to the weirwood tree and picked up two blunt swords he had placed there earlier.
You had switched your dresses for some light pants and a white tunic today. It would be easier to move around that way and you had to admit that it felt a little freeing somehow â at least if you had to watch your step a lot more.
Cregan handed you one of the swords, making sure you closed your fingers around it properly. His fingers lingered on yours for a moment longer as he searched for your eyes. His expression was stern and serious, his hold on your hand strong, but still gentle.
"You have to keep a firm grip on the sword, alright? That's almost half the work already. The swinging will come naturally." He didn't have to teach you how to parry right away or how to distract your opponent â this would be enough for now. You would have to get a feel for the sword first.
"Alright," you nodded along and watched as Cregan stood opposite of you.
Your husband was always an imposing sight. His black armour and the Stark sigil on his chest, his dark hair tied back...
But his eyes always looked at you kindly.
"Try to attack me, my love."
You tried to hit a blow at your husband with the training sword which he easily blocked. You had wrapped both of your hands around the hilt of the sword while Cregan was defending himself easily with one hand swinging his own weapon.
You went back and forth like this for a while until you started to feel more and more confident in your movements. It even started to be a little fun as you two laughed when you stumbled or Cregan got distracted by how good you looked swinging a sword.
He'd be lying if he said that it didn't even turn him on a little to see you all sweaty, swinging a sword at him and dancing back and forth in the godswood as he blocked your blows.
"You're doing great," he kept encouraging you, watching your movements as you attacked him once more. This time though, you managed to catch him a little off guard and he was the one stumbling over some roots in the ground, falling backwards into the grass.
His sword tumbled out of his hand and you stumbled as well as you lost your balance.
Your weapon flew a few feet away. You landed on top of your husband, letting out a surprised gasp when you found yourself on top of his chest.
"I'm sorry, Cregan," you laughed, looking down at him as he moved his hand to rest on the small of your back.
"It's alright. I think I rather enjoy the sight," he grinned, a mischievous glint sneaking into his eyes.
To be fair, you enjoyed the sight as well.
#cregan stark x reader#cregan stark fanfiction#cregan stark imagine#cregan stark x you#cregan x reader#hotd#hotd imagine#house of the dragon#cregan stark x y/n#cregan stark#cregan stark fanfic#cregan stark head canons#hotd headcanons#hotd fanfic
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Title: Tactile.
A Grab-Bag Commission For The Very Lovely @ohsotearful.
Pairing: Yandere!Wanderer x Reader (Genshin).
Word Count: ~750.
TW: Non-Con, Somnophilia, Stalking, Non-Consensual Touching, and Obsessive Behavior.
This was an old pastime, for him.
The broad strokes remained the same, but the details differed. As Scaramouche, the Balladeer, a glorified weapon for a foreign military waiting to become something he was always promised he would be, he watched you from a distance, passing your stall in the local bazaar when he had time to spare and letting himself into the recesses of your mind while he was still testing the boundaries of his newfound godhood, letting the nights you spent with him fade away like passing thoughts. As a wanderer, a being with no name or history to tie him down, he was more⊠physical in his approach, more eager to be close to you in the way that even the most insignificant flower strives to grow towards the sun. During the day, heâd trail after you like a lost puppy, desperate for your attention, and at night, heâd slip through your bedroom window, kneel at your bedside, watch the gentle rise and fall of your chest until his eyes stung and he couldnât stand just to watch, anymore. In that life, heâd been naĂŻve, so unaware of what he was that he couldnât do anything more than cup your face and feel your warmth sink into his cold, porcelain skin. He hadnât even thought to kiss you, much less leave a mark. It was all just feather-light touches â little objects of his sentiment youâd barely remember by the time the sun rose. It was all meaningless, and Scaramoucheâs daydreams werenât much better.
As the man he was now, still nameless but not quite so untethered, heâd learned his lesson from Scaramoucheâs distance, from the wandererâs artlessness. Close enough to make contact but not quite so caught up with his own pining that he couldnât bring himself to touch you â he let his hands drift to your neck as he thrust into you, fingers wrapping loosely around your throat as he drank in the plushness of your delicate, tender skin. In the cold of night, your warmth was more addictive than ever, your body as inviting as itâd always been. Your expression was one of disrupted peace; the tranquility of rest agitated by the feeling of his cock fucking into you at an idle pace. He pressed the heels of his palms into your throat with just enough force to feel your breath hitch, to watch your features scrunch in aimless panic before pulling away, one hand drifting to take hold of your waist and the other finding your chest, nimble fingertips circling around your hardened nipple. You jerked in response, your reaction muted but visible enough. That was something heâd always liked about you: even at a distance, he could always draw something out of you.
Not that he wasnât satisfied with your closeness. It was a sensation he, even now, wasnât used to â the softness of your skin as opposed to the stoniness of his, the sharp cuts and awkward bends of his body lying in comparison to your smooth, vague curves. A being crafted by the hands of a god and polished by centuries of unyielding cruelty measured against a creature designed by no one and made to do nothing, where the former always seemed to somehow come up short. If heâd been able to, he wouldâve hated you for it. If heâd been just a little stronger, he wouldâve hated himself for not.
He let himself slip, rut into your deeper, fuck into you faster, savor the feeling of your wet heat dulling his rougher edges. He wouldnât let there be a distance between you and him this time, he decided â he wouldnât dwell in the back of your mind or sneak into your bedroom, wouldnât find excuses to steal glances at you from the other side of a crowded bazaar or be happy to spend his days basking in your shadow. Heâd always be this close to you, always be able to press himself into the elysium that was your meaningless, mortal body. Heâd waited long enough for it, sought it out with enough desperation, and in that moment, buried inside you, your scent in his lungs and his affection for you finally delivered without reservation, he couldnât imagine ever going without you again. He shouldnât have to. He wouldnât have to.
He dug his nails into your hip, a wide smile spreading over his lips. He watched with hawk-like attentiveness as your eyes fluttered open, as your expression went from confused to distressed. You started to say something, to scream, but his mouth crashed into yours and he swallowed anything you mightâve said, your voice slipping like milk and honey down his throat. When your protests faded into an incoherent collection of whimpers and sobs, he pulled back, grinning as he finally started to thrust into you properly.
This was an old pastime, but he wasnât the person he used to be.
Maybe it was time for something to change, after all.
#yandere#yandere x reader#yandere x you#yandere imagines#yandere drabble#yandere genshin impact#genshin impact#genshin x reader#genshin imagines#yandere genshin x reader#yandere genshin imagines#wanderer x reader#scaramouche x reader#yandere scaramouche#yandere wanderer#yanderecore#yancore
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After-School Activities
18+ MDNI
Pairingâ©àżFem!Reader X Satoru Gojo, Toge Inumaki, Megumi Fushiguro, Yuuta Okkotsu
WARNINGSâ©àżunprotected group sex in the classroom, Male Teacher x Female Student, overstimulation, teasing, praise, size difference, Fem! Receiving oral, anal, vaginal sex, cream pie, choking, tit-fucking, multiple Fem!Reader orgasms
BONUSâ©àżReader gets fucked in a skirt
Word countâ©àż7.1K
Summaryâ©àżThis is part 2 to my jjk series (reading part 1 isnât necessary, but it is appreciated) The school changed the living situation for the students and they have to live in shared apartments. The reader is living with Megumi Fushiguro, Yuuta Okkotsu, and Toge Inumaki. She is being shared among those three as their girlfriend. Satoru Gojo figures out whatâs going on between the four students and (for his own selfish desires) decides to give them a lesson on how to please the Fem!Reader.
A/Nâ©àżI made a few minor changes to this fic, I hope you like this updated version better. Not sure where my mind went when I wrote this⊠I hope you enjoy it, I had fun writing from multiple viewpoints.
âHow long have you been standing there?â Questioned Megumi as Yuji leaned against the island casually.
âOh, you know. Like ten minutes. Iâm surprised none of you heard me come in. Yuuta was taking too long to grab his running shoes, so I came up to see what the hold-up was. Gotta say Iâm impressed.â Yuji smiled, eying all of you with approval. âIt was like I was watching a porno in real life!â Megumi let out an irritated groan at his friend's choice of words, while Yuuta face-palmed himself
âShoot, I completely forgot you were waiting for us! Sorry man kinda got distracted.â Okkotsu flushed as he picked his t-shirt up off the floor. Toge pried you from Megumiâs lap and covered you up more efficiently with the blanket. Not liking the fact that Yuji eyed you with such lust. He pulled you into his arms protectively and led you upstairs to your bedrooms.
âAww, so is that a ânoâ then? Itâs ok, I wonât tell anyone about your guysâ interesting relationship!â Called out Yuji from the kitchen, you let out a little giggle. To be honest, you never thought of Yuji in that way before. But if you were ever given the chance, would you let Yuji do you? You pushed the thought away as you shakily walked up the stairs, hanging on tight to Togeâs hand. Yuuta followed close behind with his hand on your lower back for support. Toge led you guys to his bedroom and personal bathroom. Youâve showered in his bathroom a couple of times before, typically after sleeping and having sex in his room. The smell of his sandalwood-scented candle always made you feel invited.
Inumaki got the bath ready for you, while Yuuta pulled you into him for a sweet hug, âYou did so well taking all three of us for the first time.â You felt his smooth voice through his chest. He pulled away to smile down at you fondly, but then a shocked gasp left his lips. âInumaki, look what you did to her!â
Toge brought his attention from the bath's temperature towards you, his expression changed to an excited one. He quickly got up and turned you to face the mirror. There on your face, you had his matching cursed speech markings.
This was a side effect of your cursed technique, which allows you to digest any curse user's DNA and mimic their abilities (to a lesser extent). Depending on how much DNA from someone you consume the effects of their techniques will vary.
Toge eyed you proudly and tilted your chin upward to his face. He opened your mouth to look at your tongue. He nodded as a gorgeous smile formed across his features, his viper seal was on your tongue just like his. He pulled you close to his lean porcelain-colored chest and gave you a gentle kiss.
Toge and Yuuta carefully removed the soft blanket from your naked body and led you to the nice warm bath. They took turns washing you as carefully as possible. They treated you as if you were a delicate doll. You felt so relaxed you snoozed off a bit in the bath. You groggily remember Toge carrying you to his bed afterward, and then Yuuta kissed your forehead before he left.
You woke up slightly when you felt Inumakiâs smooth hands run across your skin, as he rubbed lotion on you. Not a single part of your body was missed. His fingers ghosted over your nipples, across your stomach, and dipped down between your sensitive thighs, causing you to shiver.
âToge, Iâm cold. Cuddle me.â Your words melted his heart, he could never say no to you, especially the way your soft voice sounds extra cute when youâre sleepy. He covered you up in his dark gray comforter and pulled you into him. Snaking his arms around your waist, while resting his lips on the back of your neck.
Megumi felt guilty about how marked up your neck was from him, but secretly he couldnât help but feel a flash of pride knowing he was the one who left them on you. He let you wear his uniform shirt to help hide the hickeys since it had a turtle neck. It was extremely baggy on you because of how petite your figure was. Your school uniform was a black button-down short-sleeve shirt paired skirt that fell midway down your thighs, along with black thigh-high socks. His turtle neck covered your face partially, but when youâd move slightly or speak, Togeâs curse speech marks would become noticeable. During class, you got a few curious glances from the girls, Satoru even flashed Toge and Megumi a proud and knowing smirk.
âAnd thatâs it for our lesson today,â Gojo said clasping his hands together, everyone stood up and began to grab their belongings. You were about to head out of the door when Gojo spoke up once more, âY/n you wouldnât mind staying a little later to chat, would you?â You froze right in your tracks; Megumi, Toge, and Yuuta all shared shocked looks for a split second. âDonât worry boys, sheâs not in trouble,â Gojo smiled devilishly at their reaction.
âUh- yeah, that's fine Sensei.â You said politely.
Once everyone else was gone and the door closed behind your boyfriends Gojo leaned back in his chair as he eyed you through his blindfold. âSo, how are things going?â He said nonchalantly with the smirk on his face never faltering.
âGood.â You found yourself fiddling with the waistband of your skirt nervously.
âAnd your living situation? It looks like those three are treating you well.â His smooth voice rang out.
âYes, theyâre all very nice to me,â You sighed warmly.
Gojo let out a hearty chuckle, âOh, no need to be so mousy.â He stood up from his chair and placed both of his hands on his desk, leaning towards you in a dominating manner, âLike I said youâre not in trouble... Do you have any idea why I asked to speak to you?â
âNo-â You said shortly, but then changed your mind âWell, is it because of my... appearance?â
Satoru snickered once more, âRight on the nose!â He praised, âMy first question is-â He lifted his index finger to represent the number one, but then he hooked the Megumiâs collar at your neck. He pulled down the fabric to expose your neck covered in possessive love bites. Now Togeâs cursed speech marks on your cheeks were visible as well. You gasped in shock.
âDid Megumi leave those on you? Hmm?â You were appalled, he then gently gripped your jaw and tilted your head side to side as he inspected further. His presence was so overwhelming, that you felt too nervous to speak. A familiar feeling in your stomach began to stir up, arousal.
âAww, cat got your tongue?â Gojo cooed with fake pity. âThatâs ok, you donât have to answer me. Itâs written all over your pretty face. But please answer this next question; Toge emptied himself in your mouth, didnât he?â His dirty words caused you to shudder.
You were beyond flustered, âYes, he did.â You said defeatedly, and Gojoâs smug look increased.
âIâm guessing Yuutaâs involved too?â Satoru hummed as you felt a faint blush creep across your cheeks. You nodded shyly. With his grip still on your jaw he placed his middle and index fingers against your lips - they looked so kissable to him.
âAre you able to use your cursed technique through saliva? Iâm curious to see how long it can last through a kiss-â he cupped your face firmly and brought his hot lips to yours. His tongue snaked its way into your mouth for a split second. You were too shocked to move or believe that this was happening!
Your phone in your skirt went off, someone was calling you! You tried grabbing it but Satoru beat you to it. Your phone screen had said that Yuuta was calling, he slid to answer with his thumb as he kept his fingers on your lips.
âHello?â He hummed smugly, bringing your phone close to his face and putting it on speaker for you to hear.
âOh, uh- hey Gojo, Iâm guessing that you and Y/n are still talking then?â Yuuta said in a confused tone.
âYeah, weâre still talking,â Gojo said smoothly, with a wicked smirk. If he wasnât wearing his blindfold he wouldâve winked at you.
âUm, well are you guys almost done? Just wondering, since Iâm outside waiting for her.â Yuuta explained.
âWeâre just finishing up, donât worry.â Gojo paused, âAre Megumi and Toge waiting out there as well?â
Yuuta went silent briefly, âYeah, we are.â
âPerfect! Why donât you three come back inside? Thereâs something important I need to teach you guys.â
Gojo had you shirtless in seconds, the younger men were baffled at how effectively he undressed you down to nothing but your school uniform skirt. Your bra was particularly flung off by the flick of his fingers. They watched captivated as the experienced man stripped you. It was as if he was a skilled magician showing off an elaborate trick right before their eyes. Heâs clearly done this countless times before.
All of their mouths water for you. The energy in the room shifted immensely. You could feel their longing eyes staring you down as if you were a delectable meal.
You felt so vulnerable sitting on Gojoâs desk with nothing on but your skirt on. He had you bring your feet onto the edge of its hardwood surface, and he gently guided your torso back with his large suave hands. He had you leaning on your elbows. âIâm having her in this position, so you can all see clearly what Iâm about to do.â Explained Gojo in a matter-of-fact tone, he had all three of them sit at desks up close to his. âMake sure you pay attention to her reactions and her facial expressions.â
Satoru stood behind you so he was facing his students, he placed both of his warm hands on your shoulders. He massaged them lightly, âno need to be so nervous,â He whispered down into your left ear, âRelax...â
You tried your best to ease your nerves, but you couldnât help but feel anxious. Gojoâs magical hands made you melt to his touch within seconds. âGood girl.â He uttered under his breath, his seductive scent filled your senses with how close he had gotten to you.
His hands then slid across your collar bones and then he ghosted them down to your perky breasts. Groping them gently from behind, you held back a quiet moan as he teased your nipples delicately.
âDonât hide your cute sounds darling, let them hear you enjoy this.â Satoru purred.
He then gave your breasts a rough squeeze causing you to tense up in pain, âDid you guys just see that? She doesnât like it when Iâm rough with her tits, be gentle with them from now on.â He then caressed your breasts again but this time much gentler.
Gojo moved his torso closer to your shoulder as if he were a snake enveloping its prey. He lowered his head down to your collarbone to give it a fluttery kiss, causing ferocious shivers to wake in its place. He grazed his lips up to your hickey-covered neck to place another kiss. âAhhâŠâ You sighed at the feeling.
âHer neck is extremely sensitive, Megumi you took advantage of that. Good job.â Gojo praised his pupil against the crook of your neck. He tested the waters and licked up your neck slowly, earning another sigh to escape from you. He loved how reactive you were being to his touch. Your cute little moans made a tight feeling swell in his chest (and in his pants), oh he will take his time and savor you for sure.
With his hands still lightly teasing and caressing your bouncy breasts. He brought his lips to your right ear, licking the lobe ever so fluently, causing you to arch your back instinctively. A lazy smirk made itself known on Gojoâs handsome features. No one has ever done that to your ear before and the heat from his breath alone gave you goosebumps. Right before everyoneâs eyes, your nipples grew even more pebbled. Satoru delicately kissed your ear making you squirm with bliss. You felt your voice get caught in your throat at this new sensation. The neediness between your thighs increased tremendously. He hasnât even touched you down there, but you could feel the dampness in your underwear skyrocket. As if the feeling wasnât exquisite enough Satoru amplified your emotions tenfold by whispering in a voice too soft for anyone else to hear. âI bet youâre a soaking mess right now. You want me to take of that?â
âOkaka.â You heard Toge growl under his breath. You flashed your attention over to see Inumaki sitting at his desk with his arms crossed, his hardened gaze staring directly at his teacher.
âDonât worry Inumaki, Iâm just giving her some words of encouragement.â Gojo sighed lightheartedly. âWords are just as crucial as actions when it comes to the art of⊠seduction.â
Satoru placed his hot mouth back to your ear once more, initiating you to arch my back without thinking. He then removed one of his hands from your nipples and brought his index and middle finger to your lips, âsuck 'em.â He ordered.
You obediently parted your lips slightly, and his long fingers pried their way into your mouth. They immediately went down your throat, your breath remained calm as you gently sucked them with ease. Your gag reflex has improved tremendously, compared to the first time you deep-throated. It was with Yuutaâs dick. He was so sweet and patient when you got used to the feeling.
âItâs ok, you donât have to suffocate yourself.â Yuuta gasped out as you choked on him, his fists tightened around the sheets as he tried to calm down at the new wonderful sensation he was experiencing. You were curious to see how far he could go down your throat, so you forced yourself deeper onto him. You felt happy to give him so much pleasure with your saturated mouth. A few tears escaped from your eyes, and then shortly after your nose began to run. Regardless, you loved the way Yuutaâs sweet dark eyes rolled to the back of his head and how his black hair fell messily in front of his face. âYou feel so goodâŠâ he struggled to say while you slurped his rod.
Remembering that now while you sucked on Gojoâs fingers, caused your panties to dampen even more. You flickered your eyes over to your boyfriends. Making eye contact with Toge first; you could tell by the look in his eyes that he wanted you. Megumi had a similar look on his face but was still curious to see what else Satoru planned on doing to you. While Yuuta had such a needy look on his face, he was turned on and fought the urge to run up to the desk and snatch you from his teacher's grasp.
Gojoâs words brought your attention back to him, âIâm impressed that they were able to corrupt an innocent beauty into such a little slut.â You naturally sucked on his fingers a little harder when he called you a slut. Youâve never been degraded before, but when he said that you felt even more turned on. Gojo chuckled, âOh? Do you like being called a slut?â His voice sounded deeper than usual.
Satoru then moved to your other ear to tease you with his viper-like tongue. You pictured his tongue down between your legs and you couldnât help but whine onto his fingers. Gojo was drunk with power at the moment, he got off to the thought of doing you right here and now in front of your boyfriends. His cocky smile not leaving his face throughout the whole ordeal.
He reluctantly removed his fingers from your mouth and got up from behind you. He kneeled at the front of the desk but still made sure everyone could see what he was doing. You felt his large hand sweetly touch your ankle. Then he ghosted his fingers up your shin and to your thigh, lifting your skirt to expose your drenched underwear.
âAww you gotta little excited, didnât you?â He announced, you felt so lewd when everyoneâs lust-filled eyes stared directly at your wet panties.
To your disappointment Gojo didnât even touch your underwear, you felt him place a hand on the inside of each of your plump thighs. He gave them a gentle squeeze causing you to gasp with delight.
âYep, my suspicions are correct. Not only does your girl have an extra sensitive neck but her thighs are just as bad.â The way Satoru talked about you, reminded you of the way expert mechanics talk about cars. âPlease tell me that at least one of you knew that?â He directed his attention to your three boyfriends.
âShake-shake,â Toge spoke up, causing Megumi and Yuuta to whirl their heads in the cursed speech userâs direction. No one except you could notice the proud glint in Inumakiâs eyes.
âOh? Do care to elaborate.â Satoru said to you as he gently rubbed your soft skin, erecting a sigh of delight to come from your lips.
âToge likes to give me full body massages from time to time, which most of the time leads toâŠâ your cheeks grew hot as if you werenât already aroused.
Your thoughts drifted to when Inumaki discovered your sweet spots on the inner parts of your legs. You were on your tummy in his bed watching TV as he massaged your naked ass. He started with your neck and shoulders and worked his way down. You enjoyed the feeling of your ass being massaged by his slick lotion-covered hands. As soon as he slid a hand down onto your thighs a loud gasp of satisfaction came from you. Toge immediately pulled his hand away with the fear that he hurt you, âTakana?â His voice rang with concern as he brought his face in front of yours.
âItâs ok! You didnât hurt me, it felt good but also sensitive at the same time.â You blushed.
The look in his eyes got what you meant, so he situated himself back behind you to rub your thighs again. He managed to make you whimper uncontrollably with his teasing hands. His curious fingers were delicate at first, but then increased pressure- which drove you wild. Your entire body twitched as you flung over to close your legs. You were greeted with a sly smile and a playful look in his gorgeous violet-colored eyes. âInumaki, be nice.â
His reflexes were slightly faster compared to yours and managed to get a hold of your right leg pulling you into him, dragging your back across his sheets in the process. He flung your leg over his shoulder as his lips came crashing down on yours for a heated kiss.
Megumi fought the urge to fuck you on that damn desk himself. His pants felt unbearably tight as his dick grew harder for you. How did Gojo manage to get you so turned on when he hasnât even touched your pussy yet? The desperate way you looked at him as Gojo teased your overly sensitive thighs, made him ache for you so badly. He knew that Satoru was experienced and was helping you guys unlock new ways to get their girlfriend rilled up, but he felt impatient watching him tease you so blatantly.
You became a squirming and whiny mess because of Satoruâs hands on your soft skin. You felt your walls crumbling from the inside, as you lost your self-control. You felt too hot, too turned on, and too empty. âI-IâŠâ I want you to fuck me, anyone to fuck me. You couldnât muster up those dirty words, so you babbled uncontrollably.
âHmm? What is it dear?â Gojoâs lazy smile irritated you, he knew what he was doing but chose to keep you in this desperate state.
âYouâre not- ahh,â another wave of pleasure hit you hard, his damn hands were so close to your soaking core. âYouâre not doing a good job.â You managed to say between gasps.
âOh? Be more specific hun, what am I not doing a good job at? Is there something else you want me to do?â That bastard knew what he was doing.
Toge couldnât help but feel a little envious of the blindfolded man. Yes, he did have good tricks that he planned on teaching them; but Inumaki wanted to be the one responsible for those cute gasps and moans coming from your mouth. While at the same time, he was intrigued at how unraveled youâve become.
âIâŠâ you trailed off once more, in your desperate state you still felt too shy to say it. His skilled hands were so close yet too damned far away. A sudden wave of bravery overcame you. You shifted your weight onto your right elbow and leaned forward with your left hand. You snatched one of Satoruâs hands and set it on your drenched panties. âTouch me here,â you begged.
Your beautiful pleading eyes and words melted Gojoâs heart, you sounded so adorably horny to him and he loved it. He ghosted his fingers along the line of your pussy lips causing you to grind your core onto his fingers for more friction. âYou want me to touch you here?â You nodded, your voice caught in your throat with excitement. âTell me thatâs what you want.â Satoru taunted.
You glared at him when he pulled his hand away, âPlease sensei.â You pouted, âMake me feel good.â
Thatâs all Gojo needed to hear, in one skilled motion he removed your saturated underwear. Yuutaâs mouth watered at the sight in front of him, it took all of his strength and willpower to remain seated and watch his teacher at work.
Your dripping cunt was now exposed for all to see. Gojo slid his fingers against your folds to gather some of your juice onto them. He brought his slick-covered fingers to his mouth to have a taste, as if he was trying a delicacy. âHeavenly.â
He then directed his attention to his students, âSo when it comes to pussy worshipping there are three ways to go about it. Eating. Fingering. And fucking. Iâll demonstrate in that order.â
He placed his warm finger on your clit, prodding it gently, making you whimper with anticipation. His fingers suddenly swiveled around your bundle of nerves with such speed and pressure causing you to moan embarrassingly loud. All you could feel was a hot white pleasure, and you came immediately onto his fingers.
âOh fuck.â Gojo groaned as he ripped his blindfold down around his neck and brought his handsome face down between your thighs to drink up your squirting liquids. You couldnât believe you came that fast and that suddenly.
Megumi, Toge, and Yuuta watched astonished as you came onto Gojoâs fingers. They didnât know you could finish that fast, they all wondered what else their teacher was capable of.
The feeling of Satoruâs skilled mouth drinking you up made you feel so hot. You never would have thought that something so lewd and inappropriate as this, would ever happen with him, which made you enjoy it more. He kept his sultry mouth on your pussy, expertly zigzagging his tongue over your wet folds. You saw his brilliant blue eyes look up at you friskily. His hands gently rubbed and gripped both of your thighs.
âInstead of directing your attention onto one part of her body at a time, itâs crucial to stimulate more than one area. This will make her a slutty mess for you.â He hummed against your slick privates, the vibration of his voice feeling so good you clenched your tight hole yearningly.
As if he knew your pussy craved attention, right on cue he plunged his tongue inside of you. âMmh, Satoru!â Your cunt practically squeezed his tongue further into you, begging him to tongue fuck you. His skilled mouth sent you over the edge once again, you instinctively gyrated your hips as you rode out your second orgasm. His eager mouth enveloped your pulsating cunt as he drank from you again.
Yuuta was awestruck when he so you come undone again. He didnât even know that it was possible for you to cum twice in such a short amount of time. He made sure to memorize the way his sensei moved his mouth on you.
Once Gojo finished drinking from you he reluctantly pulled his face away, revealing that the lower section of his face was glistening from your overly saturated cunt. He looked over towards his male students, they were all clearly turned on by how he made you so wet and ready. âAll of you are going to eat Y/n out, Megumi youâll go first.â
Megumi immediately got up from his desk with a starved look on his attractive features, he was more than willing to help contribute to making you feel good. His teacher scooted over and now Fushiguro was situated between your legs. âShow me what you know.â Satoruâs lustrous voice rang out into the quiet classroom.
Your boyfriend slid his tongue up your folds and onto your clit, erecting a sigh of bliss to come from your lips. He could grow addicted to the taste of your sweet arousal. He swiped his tongue over you again, but this time faster and with slightly more pressure. Fushiguro remembered how you became undone when Totalityâs fast tongue slid across your clit so he copied that method. You squirmed underneath his hot mouth. Gojo smiled at how fast his young pupil was able to move his tongue on you. Without thinking Megumi brought two fingers up to your dripping cavern, but Gojo grabbed them with a knowing smirk, âNot yet, letâs give Yuuta a turn.â Megumi obeyed and unwillingly pulled his mouth away from you, as Yuuta hurried over, practically kicking his desk out of the way in the process.
âFushiguro, why donât you give your girlfriend some love while Yuuta eats her out?â Satoru purred as you felt his large hand stroke your thigh in a comforting manner.
Yuuta settled between your legs with a ravenous look in his dark eyes. Megumi leaned against the desk and kissed you passionately. You could taste yourself on his lips. The sudden feeling of pleasure woke through your body once more, as you felt Yuutaâs tongue swivel across your folds, in a manner similar to Gojoâs. âMmm.â Your moan was swallowed by Megumiâs avid kisses.
Yuuta then lowered his mouth so he could tongue fuck you, while his slender fingers stroked your sensitive nub. Satoru was pleased that Okkotsu was focusing his attention in more than one spot, as he instructed. Yuuta burrowed his face between your legs as if he didnât need air to breathe. Gojo was impressed by how enthusiastic Yuuta was about eating your pussy. The thought of teaching you to sit on his face while he ate you crossed his mind for another day of teaching.
âLetâs give Inumaki a turn before she cums Yuuta.â Satoru chimed while prying the dark-haired boy away from your soaking cunt. Okkotsu moved to the other side of the desk to kiss your neck, while Fushiguro and you frenched feverishly. Yuutaâs slick mouth trailed kisses up to your ear, making you writhe in ecstasy.
Inumaki unzipped his face covering and grabbed both of my thighs towards his face, similar to the way Yuuta did. You always loved it when Toge would eat you since the heavy amount of cursed energy coming from his mouth felt like static. He latched his lips onto your clit and sucked hard, âInumaki!â You whined onto Fushiguroâs lips, the sensation was too much for you to handle.
You felt overstimulated; with Inumakiâs buzzing mouth down on you, Satoruâs eyes raking over your body, Megumiâs heated kisses, and Yuutaâs steamy mouth on your ear. All of which drove you to the edge completely. You arched your back and flung one of your hands into Togeâs platinum white locks, âCum.â He mumbled against your sloppy cunt, you tried to clamp your legs down onto him from the intense feeling of your release but his strong grip on your thighs kept you in place. He drank from you as if we were a starved animal, his alluring face between your legs made you go weak in the knees.
After cumming three times now, you felt like a rag doll. They could all easily manhandle you if they wanted to, which you wouldnât mind at all. Your exhausted gaze drifted downward to see that Satoru had the largest tent in his pants youâd ever seen. The thought of him squeezing his huge member inside of you made you shiver with anticipation and fear.
Satoru took the initiative and stuck his middle and index fingers inside your dripping entrance. âAhh!â You moaned out enjoying the feeling entirely. Toge was still between your legs and began to lightly kiss and suck on your thighs, little did you know he was leaving hickeys all over them.
Gojo pumped his long fingers in and out of you in a steady rhythm. He loved how your walls clamped down on him whenever he went a little too deep. He then arched his fingers so they were stroking your G-spot. He lifted his hand from his firm grip on your hip and announced âThis is what Iâm doing inside of your girl right now. That will make her cum for sure.â While his other hand in the air mimicked what he was doing inside of you so everyone could see.
It was all too much for you, and you couldnât take it anymore. All this teasing and touching your overly sensitive body, âjust fuck me already.â You whimpered quietly. Not sure if you directed your words to your teacher or one of your boyfriends. You were too overwhelmed to care who did the dead. As long as you could feel one of them fill you up. A dashing smirk came over Gojoâs face. While you sensed Megumi and Yuuta exchange a glance with one another.
Gojoâs fingers inside you went still at your lewd request. âHere Toge, take over.â Gojo took his fingers out of you and licked them clean as he walked to the other side of his desk. He stopped behind you, with his blue iridescent gaze looking down at you. âIf you want me to fuck you, Iâm going to need your mouth on my dick first.â
You felt Togeâs slender fingers begin to pump in and out of you, as he brought his mouth down to your clit. Megumi and Yuuta shifted their attention to your breasts, each licking and sucking your nipples as if they were a treat just for them. Gojo unzipped his pants and his massive dick sprung free, ready to play as ever. You gasped at his size but werenât surprised because of how tall he was. Satoru adjusted your head so it dangled off the edge of his desk. Your mouth watered uncontrollably as he lightly guided his dick to your lips. You licked his velvety tip first and then his entire length. Making sure his entire penis was coated with your drool. You carefully took one of his balls into your mouth to suckle, he let out a little hiss of pleasure.
âYouâre doing so good.â Gojo purred with approval as he placed both of his hands on your head. You mustered up as much bravery as you could to take him down your throat. Immediately, panic began to arise in your chest, due to the lack of air; but that was soon replaced by your dirty thoughts, enjoying the fact that this was happening. I bet this looks so hot to him. You thought, and you couldnât be more right.
The sight before Satoru was a moment he will never forget. Your small throat squeezed him snuggly, causing his dick to twitch with pleasure. He was able to see the outline of his massive cock in your throat. The way your mouth salivated uncontrollably, along with your tongue beckoning him further down made him crave you even more. Heâd be satisfied finishing your mouth right here and now, but the greedier side of his personality wants to claim your pussy as his. And thatâs just what heâll do.
Gojo then took himself out of your mouth, and a long strand of your drool connected your lips to the tip of his dick. âWhich one of you would like to take her ass?â Gojo asked with a deep voice.
Toge mumbled âshake-shakeâ through your cunt as he ate you. He lifted his head out from between your thighs, his lips shining with your wetness.
âPerfect, coat your dick with her pussy juice before you shove it in. So it doesnât hurt her as bad.â His wise teacher instructed. Toge slipped three of his fingers inside your sloppy pussy to gather as much wetness as possible (which was pretty easy). He wiggled around inside of you, causing you to whimper uncontrollably. While his other hand unzipped his pants. He removed his fingers from you, making you feel suddenly empty and needy.
His lust-filled eyes stared at you as he stroked his dick with his wet hand. You were more than ready to get filled up. Satoru had Toge take your place on his desk so he was laying on it. Gojo picked you up as if you were weightless and had you straddle Inumaki in reverse.
You gingerly settled yourself onto Togeâs sprung dick. You felt grateful he was slick with your wetness, otherwise, it wouldâve been a bit more painful.
âAhh.â You heard a small groan of satisfaction come from him. Inch by inch, you let gravity take you down further onto him until he was in you completely. Your skirt hid what was going on below you two. You felt Togeâs nails dig into your hips from his firm grip on you. You could tell he holding back the urge to pump into you wildly. To calm himself, he began to gently kiss the back of your neck and ears. Making you shiver in response, your nipples instantly become pebbled.
Satoru had unbuttoned his shirt, exposing his well-toned muscles, his pants draped to his thighs and his dick stuck out proudly. He settled between your legs, lifting up your skirt. He guided his massive member to your wet folds. The anticipation caused you to whimper as he slowly pushed the tip inside of you. Gojo clenched his jaw with concentration as he focused on not plowing into you just yet.
You became a mewling mess, âI donât think youâre going to fit.â You cried as Satoru shoved himself another inch into your slippery pussy. You could already feel him rubbing against Togeâs penis lodged up your ass and he was not even halfway in yet.
ïżœïżœDonât worry hun, Iâll make it fit. Megumi, put her mouth to use.â Gojo groaned as your walls clamped down on his extensive member. âYuuta climb on top of her and fuck her tits.â
Megumi did as his teacher instructed, his dark blue eyes gleamed down at you as you opened your mouth for him. Sucking on him hungrily, you enjoyed the taste of his precum leaking into your mouth. Megumi loved how enthusiastic you were for him, âUgh... youâre such a good girl.â He groaned out as he caressed your head gently.
Yuuta agilely maneuvered on top of your torso, he put his weight onto his knees being extra careful not to squish you. He unzipped his pants to set his elongated member free. He spit down onto himself and guided your hand up to his dick to stroke him. You enjoyed his warm smooth texture. Pumping him quickly, you earned a few gasps of pleasure to come from his lips.
Satoru couldnât take it anymore, and plunged himself deep into you, instantly hitting your cervix. A cute and muted, âAhh! Sensei....â came from your stuffed mouth at the sudden feeling, creaming onto him. Your pussy pulsated around his rod with delight.
âShit. Your slutty little cunt canât handle me.â Gojo hissed under his breath, loving the fact that your body cums so easily for him. He settled into a solid rhythm, pushing in and out of your petite body. He made a note to get you for himself sometime. Heâd love for you to moan his name, and see your adorable face distorted in pleasure because of him.
Toge, felt your release drip down onto his thighs and penis, which helped lubricate him. With the extra wetness, he increased his speed. He rapidly pounded up inside you. He bit down onto your shoulder passionately, his hot breath initiating goosebumps to rise on your smooth skin. âOh Toge...â you panted onto Megumiâs dick.
Yuuta began to rub himself onto your supple bouncy breasts, his penis felt hot and hard against your squishy skin. He was able to get a perfect view of your gorgeous face. He loved the way your pretty eyes watered as you deep-throated Fushiguro. Even though what you were doing was incredibly lewd, he knew that in his heart he would protect you. He would kill for you, and there isnât anything he wouldnât do for you. The thought of love crossed his mind, but was afraid to say that word too soon.
âGrip her neck Okkotsu.â Ordered Gojo from behind him, snapping him out of his ogling over you, âsheâll like it.â He heaved as he shoved himself into you once more.
Yuuta tentatively brought his lean vein-covered arm up, and his fingers went around your throat and gently squeezed. âMmh.â You moaned out, enjoying the feeling of being at his mercy - especially from your shy and sensitive boy.
Hearing you whimper, awoke a dark urge inside of Okkotsu. The thought of fucking you with his hand around your throat made him pump his dick faster against your squishy and sensitive tits.
The way Yuutaâs dark eyes looked down at you with such dominance, caused you to clench your walls around Gojo and Toge suggestively. Erupting groans from both men inside of you. Gojoâs grand penis kept hitting your uterus with every stroke. He went in and out effortlessly because of how drenched he was from your soggy cunt. Satoru and Inumaki stimulated you simultaneously, their speed accelerated dramatically along with the power behind their hard thrusts. âYouâre taking us so well hun.â Panted Gojo with approval.
Your legs began to tremble, you could feel your release building up again. You felt Satoruâs skilled fingers run against the sensitive bundle of nerves between your legs feverishly. The sensations they made you feel were too much for you to handle, and you came undone. Drenching Satoru in the process.
You whimpered onto Megumiâs dick as his hips began to move a bit rougher against your mouth. Yuutaâs movements against your breasts had increased in tempo as well. âAhh.â Yuuta sighed with pleasure, as strands of his cum squirted all over your breasts, painting you like a picture. His grip on your throat tightened, causing you to clamp down a bit more on Megumiâs penis lodged inside. Earning a groan of pleasure to come from Fushiguro. He sprayed himself down your throat and you drank him eagerly.
âShit, her pussy is too tight and wet. Iâm gonna cum.â Gritted Satoru through his teeth. He cherished the way your petite body welcomed him in so easily. He was clearly much too big for you but got off to the sick thought of that at the same time. He gripped your little waist tightly as he shot his bountiful load of seed deep against your cervix, knowing itâd reach your uterus in no time. Toge came shortly after, you could feel him pulsate through your ass as he released himself deep inside of your bowels. A delicious groan escaped his lips as he bit down on the back of your neck.
Megumi gingerly pulled himself out of your mouth and leaned down to give you a sweet kiss. Yuuta carefully hopped off of the desk, as Satoru removed himself from your used sloppy hole. His cum spilled out of you like a waterfall. His gorgeous blue eyes raked over the mess he made in you. He helped you up and off of Toge. Your legs felt like jelly when you stood up, so you leaned against Yuuta for support. He tried to help you put your bra on, but couldnât get the clasps figured out. So Satoru took over as he explained how the contraption worked.
You felt Inumakiâs and Gojoâs cum drip down your legs from underneath my skirt. All of your clothes were a disheveled mess, but at least the walk from class to the dorm building was a short one. Toge sneaked his way over to you to hug you from behind, you rested your head on his shoulder sweetly. Megumi came in front of you two to kiss you passionately, âYouâre so perfect.â He gave you a heart-melting smile with a quick hug, sandwiching you between Toge and himself. Okkotsu approached you from the right and gave you a small peck on the forehead, while you felt his comforting touch on your cheek.
Satoru walked up to you with an affirming look in his eyes. He brought his face down to yours to kiss you tenderly, âYou were exceptional dear.â He hummed against your lips. âIf you ever need anything, ask me.â
Abruptly, the door to the classroom opened, âHereâs my late homework Gojo!â Said an all too familiar voice, Yuji Itadori stood in the doorway of the classroom with a can of soda in one hand and a packet of papers in the other.
âUhh, it smells like sex in here!â As soon as the words left his mouth a knowing look flashed over his face. He realized how messed up everyone's clothes were. Noticeable strands of gooey liquid rolled down your legs. âDid you guys-?â He cut himself off with pure shock and then his expression changed to a hurt one, âwithout me...â
Gojo briefly walked up to Itadori and took the packet of papers from him with a smirk. âAs a matter of fact,â Satoru sighed lightheartedly, âwe were just performing some after-school activities.â
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Vengeance Trail
Paring: Billy the kid x Reader
Word count: 4k
Summary: You and Billy had known each other during your younger years. However, following an argument, you departed to forge your own path, leaving things on bad terms between the two of you. Years later, circumstances led you back, having been recruited to assist John Tunstall. As the war drew nearer, tensions resurfaced between both of you.
Warnings: Slight mature themes nothing too detailed, Billy not knowing how to make up his mind
A/N: So this was supposed to be one long drabble but I got 4k words in and wasn't even half way through so I will now be turing this into a small series.
Your life hasnât been easy. For years, you had to fend for yourself, even as a young girl. At such a tender age, loneliness was your constant companion until you met himâBilly McCarty, as you knew him. It all began in Kansas, just days after their arrival. His mother, a kind and gentle soul, his rowdy and energetic brotherâthese were the first faces you encountered. But Billy stood apart, calm and soft-spoken, especially towards you. Little was known about Billyâs father except for his ailing condition upon their arrival. When he first encountered you, you weren't dressed like the other girls in town. No, clad in a simple, dirty white cotton shirt and brown-stained trousers, mud tainting your braided hair, you were as fiery then as you are now.
Billy swiftly became your closest friend after your initial meeting, and the two of you were inseparable. You stood by him during the loss of his father, just as he stood by you when your parents abandoned you for greener pastures. The McCartys became your surrogate family, and you were willing to sacrifice everything for them. After his father's passing, the McCartys decided to seek new opportunities in Santa Fe, extending an invitation for you to join them.
As your new life unfolded in Santa Fe, you chose to assist Billy's mother at the inn, doing everything in your power to ease her workload. You shielded her from advances made by older men and helped restore order after brawls erupted in the bar. But over time, Kathleen and the others grew distant. She met a man who prompted her to move in with him, taking the boys along, while you remained stuck living at the inn, toiling tirelessly to make ends meet. As you and Billy matured, a shift occurred between you twoâa growing chasm that led to that pivotal, fateful night.
Standing in your room, you tucked your shirt into your trousers before slipping on the boots. "Y/N, don't do this. You're not thinking straight," Billy urged, positioned near the door to impede your departure. Rolling your eyes, you tied your hair back with a ribbon, keeping the strands from obscuring your face.
"It doesn't matter, Billy. My decision is final. I can't spend my life here in the inn or aiding you in poker, especially after what happened with Carlos," you retorted, arms crossed, referencing the tragic incident that occurred last time you attempted to help him. "This can't be my life anymore. I have no family, and constantly fending off the advances of older men isn't the future I want."
"You have a family, Y/N. We're your family," Billy insisted, attempting to reason with you, taking a step closer.
"You're not my family, Billy. You ceased being my family when you left me here to work for my bed," you replied firmly, brushing past him to retrieve your gun belt from the nearby chair. If there was one thing you appreciated about Billy, it was his lessons on shooting, and you had become quite proficient.
Billy followed closely, his voice growing desperate as he tried to persuade you. Moving around his brother and acknowledging Kathleen with a nod, you stepped into the night air. "Fine, leave. But where will you go, Y/N? You don't know how to survive out there on your own. You'll end up dead in a ditch, and I can't bear to bury another friend," he implored, quickening his pace to block your movements.
Shaking your head, you reached your horse, a striking brown and white paint, and began fastening your belongings. "I'll figure it out, Billy. I grew up alongside you. I'm confident I can handle myself. But I'm tired of stagnation. What happened to the Billy who dreamt of running away with me, exploring the world? You're not the same friend anymore. I'm happy for you and your mother, but I need to discover who I am, and I hoped you'd support me in that," you murmured, pausing your actions, refusing to meet his gaze.
Waiting for a response that never came, you mounted your horse and rode off into the night, leaving Billy behind, watching you vanish from his life.
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A few years later, you had earned quite the reputation, becoming one of the most renowned outlaws. To conceal your past, you adopted a new alias, known to many as Sadie Bennet, while others foolishly dubbed you "The Wolf," a title you found entirely absurd but resigned to endure as there was not much you can do besides complain. One of your crew members had rationalized the nickname, claiming it suited you because you tracked your targets before striking, often appearing as a wolf in sheep's clothing.
Seated not far from the bar, your hair cascading down your back, you leisurely sipped on whiskey. "Ms. Bennet, I assure you this deal will benefit you. Your marksmanship is unmatched, and we desperately need your expertise. Mr. Tunstall won't rest until we secure your assistance. While we may not match your previous compensation, he's vowed to collaborate with you to clear your name," the man before you spoke. He appeared relatively young, likely just a few years older than you.
Setting down your glass, you arched a brow, sucking air through your teeth. "Mr. Bowdre, I appreciate the offer, but as I've reiterated, a petty power struggle isn't in my best interest," you stated, adjusting the suspenders chafing against your skin beneath the blue plaid shirt. "If Mr. Tunstall is genuinely in dire need, he should make a personal appeal. His absence leads me to believe otherwise."
Charlie ran his hands over his face, growing increasingly desperate, an almost amusing sight. "He's away on business, Ms. Bennet. That's why he can't request your services in person," he explained, using a word that made it seem as though you were peddling yourself to men, a notion that irked you.
"Very well, I'll consider it. There's not much occupying my time currently. I'll head to Lincoln County in a few days. There, we can convene and discuss details further. I have a few loose ends to tie up here before departing," you announced as you stood. Noticing his instant relaxation upon your agreement made you ponder just how desperate they were for your aid. Retrieving your hat from the table, you brushed it against your brown trousers to rid it of any table dirt before placing it atop your head. Tipping your hat, you offered a faint smile before pivoting on your heel. "I'll see you in a few days, Charlie. Ensure Tunstall is present; it would be nice to meet him after your vivid descriptions," you remarked, striding out of the saloon, unaware that accepting his offer would soon thrust you back into the life of a close friend.
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As promised, you arrived in Lincoln County a few days following your conversation with Charlie. While making your way toward town, you were intercepted by Charlie himself, evidently waiting for your arrival. "Ms. Bennet, welcome! We were starting to worry that you might have had a change of heart," he greeted you as you turned your horse to face him, a smile gracing your lips.
"Nonsense, Mr. Bowdre. I may be many things, but I always keep my word. I said I'd come, and I intend to follow through," you replied, meeting his contented smile as he guided you toward his house. Though the ride had been somewhat lengthy, the scenery was undeniably picturesque. Looking up, you caught sight of an eagle soaring above, circling twice before disappearing. Closing your eyes, you reminisced about the last time you had seen an eagle. It was just after your departure from Santa Fe, when illness had nearly claimed you. Lying on the ground, an eagle had soared overhead, and you'd tracked its every movement before succumbing to sleep. Days later, you'd awoken in an unfamiliar bed, unsure of your whereabouts.
"Mr. Tunstall will be delighted to meet you. We have a few others more directly involved in our operations. They'll also be present to greet you. Don't be put off; some of them relish being intimidating," Charlie's words interrupted your thoughts, eliciting a soft laugh from you. Shortly after, you arrived at a small ranch, where a woman stood waiting. Radiant and evidently excited to greet the man beside you, you assumed she was Charlie's wife, judging by the ring adorning her finger and her joyful expression upon seeing him.
Dismounting your horse and patting her gently, you followed Charlie toward the house. Taking a deep breath, you entered and glanced around. It was a lovely, well-organized homeâneither too crowded nor too sparse. Charlie guided you into the living room, where you paused, noticing a group of men engaged in conversation. Some appeared older than you, while one around your age gazed out the window.
"Mr. Tunstall, gentlemen, I present Sadie Bennet," Charlie announced, prompting the men in the room to straighten, catching their attention. The young man by the window turned towards you, causing your heart to skip a beat. Standing before you was your old friend, Billy McCarty, though markedly different from your last encounter. Life had evidently molded him into a hardened man. His widened eyes and the way he uttered your name revealed his surprise and disbelief at seeing you again.
Tunstall scanned you before removing his hat and extending his hand in greeting. "Ms. Bennet, I've heard a fair amount about you from Charlie, including the challenge it posed in persuading you to assist us," he remarked, his smile softening as you firmly grasped his hand. Indeed, you hadn't been the easiest to recruit, having encountered Charlie multiple times before, his persistent attempts at recruiting you finally wearing you down.
"I apologize, Mr. Tunstall. I wasn't initially certain about joining this endeavor. However, Charlie's persistence eventually led me to agree. I hope my delayed acceptance didn't hinder your plans too significantly," you offered, ignoring Billy's intense gaze as he positioned himself beside you.
"That's quite alright. What matters is your presence now, and your skills will undoubtedly be invaluable. Now, allow me to introduce you to the others," Tunstall said, shifting his focus around the room. "This is George," he gestured to the man on his left, "and you're already acquainted with Charlie." Charlie offered a reassuring smile, leaving only one person to introduce.
"Finally, we have Bâ" You abruptly interrupted Tunstall, turning to extend your hand.
"William Bonney, it's a pleasure to meet you face to face. You're quite the celebrity; I was concerned about competition for the title of most notorious outlaw," you jested, noticing a subtle change in Billy's expression. Unsure whether it was anger or disappointment, you shrugged it off. Arching your eyebrows, you awaited his response, but as he made no move, you scoffed and turned back to Tunstall. "Well, as famous as he is, he certainly lacks manners," you grumbled, crossing your arms, eliciting a surprised cough from Charlie, who attempted to suppress a laugh.
Billy cleared his throat and shook his head. "I apologize, Ms. Bennet. That wasn't my intention. I was merely surprised to encounter a fan. It's delightful to make your acquaintance. Please forgive my lapse in manners," he said, his gaze fixed on yours.
"Oh, I'm not a fan, Mr. Bonney. Just pleased to meet the most wanted man in several counties," you shrugged, distancing yourself from him. "Mr. Tunstall, can we discuss my involvement privately? I won't commit until we've reached mutual terms," you proposed. Tunstall nodded, dismissing the others, and you shot a lingering glance in Billy's direction. Removing your gun belt and placing it on the table, you settled into a chair. "Tell me the details of my role."
Tunstall positioned himself opposite you, crossing a leg over his knee and folding his hands. "As you're aware, there's a feud between Mr. Murphy and me. He's a power-hungry man, exploiting the land and its people. He indebts them, then employs unsavory means to seize their property. I'm sure you're familiar with his tactics." You nodded, feeling a simmering rage within. "We aim to confront Murphy, reclaim the land, and provide these people with the rightful homes they deserve without enduring such hardships. I require your skills to assist in taking him down. You and Mr. Bonney will offer exactly what's needed to dismantle Murphy's corrupt hold."
As you reclined in your chair, Tunstall's words raced through your mind. This man was willing to fight and die for a causeâbringing a better life to Lincoln Countyâand he sought your aid above all. "Alright, let's assume I agree to assist you. What assurances can you provide? I'm not interested in money; I seek something more secure and dependable," you challenged, noticing Tunstall's surprise, though it didn't shock him, especially given your reputation.
"I can offer you an opportunity to clear your name. As far as I'm aware, you're wanted across at least four counties, three of which have bounties on your head. However, by assisting me and transitioning away from the outlaw life, I can advocate for you. I'll speak to judges, emphasizing your change of heart and commendable actions, working to eradicate those bounties against you," Tunstall proposed. The offer held undeniable appeal. Clearing your name from charges that weren't your doing in the first place seemed like a tempting prospect.
Nodding, you contemplated the offer more deeply. "Very well, I accept these terms. I'll collaborate with you to take down Murphy and assist in your objectives. But it's crucial that you uphold your end of the deal, Mr. Tunstall," you affirmed, running your fingers through your hair. "Now, could you tell me further about William Bonney?" Tunstall's eyes brightened as he eagerly briefed you on what he knew about your former friend.
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That evening, you lay outside, your coat serving as a makeshift pillow while your gaze remained fixed on the stars. A gentle cool breeze kissed your cheek and nose, while the nearby fire crackled softly. Your eyes flickered open as the sound of footsteps approached, halting beside you as a figure settled down. "I didn't expect to see you roped into all of this," Billy spoke softly. "Honestly, I thought you were gone for good until I spotted your wanted posters everywhere. Who would've guessed you'd dig a deeper hole than mine, but I suppose stubbornness runs in your veins, so that's no surprise," he said, glancing down at you.
Sitting up, you drew your knees to your chest and released a sigh. "What do you want, Billy?" you asked, pressing your lips together tightly. "Don't expect anything from this. I'm here solely to clear my name, not to mend something that shattered a long time ago," you added, redirecting your gaze back to the starlit sky. Billy sighed and fiddled with his fingers, uncertain of his next words.
"I tried to find you. After my mother passed away, and I was falsely accused of a crime, I searched for you. I assumed you'd moved on to another town or two, but you were nowhere to be found. Then I kept hearing about this remarkable woman named Sadie Bennetâhow impressive she was, especially for a female outlaw. It wasn't until I saw your wanted poster that I knew it was you. Part of me felt relieved, but another part wanted to keep searching," Billy confessed, joining you in gazing skyward.
"I wasn't far when Kathleen passed. I'm sorry for your loss; she was a remarkable woman," you began, "I knew you were alright, still alive, as people talked about you often. Imagine my surprise when they accused you of murder. I couldn't believe it because you were always about settling disputes, not escalating them to violence. No matter how much I might have disliked you, I couldn't believe those allegations," your words struck a chord, leaving him silent.
"I'm sorry, Y/N," he uttered quietly. "I took advantage of your presence, assuming you'd always be there for me, even when I distanced myself. You were a constant in my life, and I took that for granted. Life turned into hell after you left, and realizing my mistake hit hard when I didn't have you to turn to anymore. Joe was furious with me for weeks; he blamed me, rightfully so."
"Don't blame yourself, Billy. I left because I needed more than the life we had. Our rift was just one part of why I left; it's not solely on you," you said, meeting his gaze filled with sorrow. Wanting to comfort him, you hesitated but then pulled him into a hug, wrapping your arms around his neck. "Stop looking so forlorn, Billy. You're not alone; there are people who care."
Billy wrapped an arm around you, burying his face in your neck, breathing in your scent. "The reason I regretted it so much was because I was in love with you. You meant everything to me, and you showed me what it felt like to be truly wanted," he whispered softly, tightening his embrace. You remained silent, uncertain of how to respond to his confession. When you attempted to pull away, he shook his head, drawing you closer. "Please, just listen. I was so deeply in love with you that my mother was helping me gather the courage to confess my feelings. But then you vanished, leaving me with unspoken words and a heap of regrets."
"Billy," you murmured, pulling back slightly to meet his gaze. "You carry so many burdens and regrets. I'm sorry I wasn't there for you. You didn't deserve to feel alone, and I regret leaving you in that state. I had feelings for you too, but when you distanced yourself, I took it as a sign and fled like a coward," you confessed, feeling his hands cupping your cheeks, his thumb caressing your skin. Lost in each other's eyes, he leaned in, pressing his lips against yours.
His lips felt weathered against yours, yet the kiss conveyed volumes of unspoken emotions, making you disregard any roughness. Your fingers entwined in his hair, gently tugging on his brown locks, and a subdued moan escaped as he pulled you into his lap. Breaking the kiss, Billy placed a tender one along your jawline before meeting your eyes. "Let's head inside. It's getting late," he murmured, guiding you along. Pausing just outside the spare room, he kissed you again before ushering you inside, where the evening was spent memorizing each other's bodies and sharing quiet confessions.
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The next morning, the sun peeked through the curtains, casting a soft golden hue across the room. Stretching your arms, a smile naturally spread across your lips. For once, you felt truly rested, and the usual ache in your back was noticeably absent. Sensing movement behind you, you felt an arm around your waist draw you closer. Memories of the previous night flooded your mind, and you suppressed a smile as you turned in bed to meet Billy's bright blue eyes. "Good morning," you whispered, gently cupping his cheek.
His lips curved into a sleepy smile as he tried to shake off the remnants of sleep. "Good morning," he mumbled back, leaning in to plant a tender kiss on your lips. Pulling away, he nestled his head on your shoulder, his arm holding you tighter. "Do you think we should come clean about knowing each other?"
Running your fingers through your hair, you pondered his question. "I'd say we might have to. There's hardly any believable excuse, especially after last night," you chuckled, placing kisses along his jawline. "But we should probably get up and start our day," you sighed, only to squeal as he playfully rolled on top of you, tickling your sides and eliciting high-pitched laughter.
After some playful moments and shared affection, Billy rolled off and got up, heading to the small bathroom. Lying on your stomach, you observed him dressing and attempting to tame his tousled hair. Catching his gaze, you noticed a flicker of something before he grabbed a black shirt from the wardrobe. Handing it to you, he sat on the bed, tracing his fingers over your exposed back. "I'll head downstairs while you get ready. I'll try to hold them off until you're ready to face the grilling," he said with a playful eye-roll, making you stifle laughter in the pillows.
Eventually, you sat up and planted a lingering kiss on his lips. "I'll see you downstairs, cowboy. Don't let them chew you up," you teased, rolling out of bed. As you started dressing, you ran a brush through your hair, noticing the red marks on your neck and collarbone. Groaning, you tilted your head back, silently blaming Billy. Once dressed, you made your way downstairs, overhearing hushed whispers. Some sounded teasing, while others seemed more disgruntled, likely discussing you and Billy. Walking into the room, you stood behind Billy, resting your hands on his shoulders. "Good morning, gentlemen. How was your night's rest?" you greeted them with a wide smile that faded as Billy distanced himself from your touch.
Charlie greeted you with a small welcoming smile while Tunstall settled into the chair at the table. Positioning yourself next to Billy, you observed him, puzzled by his sudden shift in emotions. "Sadie, or should I say Y/N, what exactly is your relationship with Billy?" he asked. Part of you hesitated, uncertain of what to say, as his expression demanded nothing but the truth. Before you could respond, Billy interjected.
"There's no relationship. Last night, we both had a bit to drink which led to events that should have never happened. I want to apologize for our actions. We have more important things going on, and we should have been more careful." His words hit you hard, and your face contorted into a mix of horror and shock. It was a mistakeâthis whole situation. Just moments ago, he appeared content waking up beside you, but now you felt reduced to a mere error. Clenching your hands into fists on your thighs, you bit the inside of your cheek to restrain any comments on the brink of escaping.
"Billy is right, Mr. Tunstall. We both got carried away, and I'll ensure it never happens again. I allowed myself to become too vulnerable around someone, and I shouldn't have." You managed to force the words out, your voice strained. "Now, if you boys excuse me, I need to tend to my horse and maybe explore the town to familiarize myself with the area," you grumbled, rising abruptly and causing the chair to scrape against the floor.
Charlie stood up swiftly. "I'll join you. Perhaps I can give you an overview of the town and how everything operates." You nodded at Charlie and left the kitchen, purposefully avoiding looking in Billy's direction. Charlie followed closely, slowing his pace as you reached the horses.
"What truly happened between you and Billy? Anyone who can read a room can tell that you're more than just a drunken mistake. So, what are you to him?" Charlie inquired as he mounted his horse.
Swinging yourself onto your horse, you shrugged. "I thought I meant something to him, but I should've known better than to believe his words. I apologize if things were awkward this morning, Charlie. That wasn't my intention at all." You offered him an apologetic smile as he joined you on horseback. A part of you wanted to cry and vent your frustration after Billy's sudden indifference. You had opened up to him and comforted him, only to be discarded once again. Last night felt too perfect to be true, but it hurt to realize that you had exposed yourself only to be hurt in the end.
Charlie shook his head and regarded you as the two of you began riding towards town. "You don't need to apologize, Y/N. Sometimes people change, and sometimes they change in a matter of minutes. All you can do is look ahead and move on. You're a wonderful and kind young lady. Billy just doesn't know what he's doing," Charlie consoled. Part of you felt weak for letting Charlie comfort you, but his words resonated and lingered in your mind. He was right. You couldn't let this consume you. All you could do was fulfill your duties and keep moving forward.
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DEALING WITH DOUBTS
Intro:
When doubts, fears, or anxiety arise, donât fight with them or think that it is a dead-end. Instead, acknowledge them with gratitude. Recognize that fears are trying to protect you, doubts can motivate growth, and impatience signals your eagerness for good things. Invite your fears to wonder, -> "What if success is close?" Let doubts challenge limits and turn impatience into excitement for whatâs coming. Rather than resisting old beliefs, shift your view on these emotions, give them a new purpose, and trust your intuition.
1. Shifting your POV
Instead of seeing doubts as barriers, letâs view them as part of our growth. When doubts pop up, it's because something within us wants reassurance or clarity. Itâs a signal, not a dead-end. Now stay with me
2. UNDERSTANDING WHY IT APPEARS
Doubts donât just appear for no reason; theyâre often tied to past experiences or beliefs
Doubt -> an underlying cause -> why It appears -> how to reframe It -> moving forward
3. DONT FIGHT WITH YOURSELF
Doubts can actually help us to question, refine, & build more solid beliefs
Each doubt that you move through gives you a deeper trust in yourself. Like a good friend whoâs honest with you, doubts can be useful if you listen, learn, and grow beyond them
The example:
âšïžTHE DOUBT: What if I am not good enough to get my SP's attention
âšïž LISTEN: Hear the doubt as f it's a friend being honest, pointing out where you might feel insecure.
âšïž LEARN: Ask yourself why this feeling exists. Maybe it's tied to a belief about self-worth.
âšïž GROW BEYOND: Use this awareness to focus on building confidence and self-love, reminding yourself that you're worthy and valuable just as you are
âšïž RESULT: Instead of letting the doubt hold you back, you're using it as a push to strengthen your self-image
4. PICK & CHOOSE
After acknowledging & understanding doubts, itâs time to release them
Imagine each doubt as a passing cloud
You notice it, see what itâs about, and then watch it drift away. You donât have to cling to every thought
Choose which ones you want to keep
5. REMIND YOURSELF OF YOUR TRUTH
When a doubt comes up, gently remind yourself of your truth
Letâs say you doubt if youâre capable of achieving your desire
You could say, âI trust my ability to manifest & I trust myselfâ
Itâs not about forcing the doubt away but bringing yourself back to your inner belief
6. Appreciating them & letting them go
The next time you catch yourself doubting, try saying, âThank you for showing me what I need to work on.â This way, you honor the doubt but also make a conscious decision to not hold onto it. Acknowledging it without fear takes away its power over you
7. TODAY'S LESSONS
So today, we learned to:
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ïž To acknowledge the doubts without fearing them
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ïž Appreciate what they teach us
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ïž Letting them go and refocusing on the truth
Doubts donât have to control you. They can be gentle reminders to dig deeper into your own strength
Trust that youâre on the right path
Some ground techniques for you:
Mindfulness Exercise (My favorite):
When doubts or overwhelm arise, bring yourself back to the present moment. Count your fingers, look around, and connect with your surroundings. Remind yourself that you exist in this moment, and that the thoughts passing through your mind arenât truly you. Let these thoughts drift by and rest in the knowing that everything is working out in your favor.
Energetic Grounding Exercise (Another favorite):
âš Start by sitting comfortably in a chair. Visualize roots, cords, or chains extending from your feet deep into the earth and from your base chakra. Feel as though youâre solidly anchored, like a tripod.
âš Then, imagine a rope or pillar of light entering your crown chakra. This light can be any color that feels healing and powerful for you. See it flow through your body, traveling from your head to your feet, passing through each chakra.
âš Declare out loud that you are grounded to the earth. Visualize toxins and negativity releasing through the roots into the soil, where they are transformed into energy. Allow the crown chakra connection to draw in healing energy that flows throughout your being.
This practice can help you feel centered, calm, and aligned with positive energy.
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ahhh, just imagine teaching aventurine how to dance, it's making me giggle and kick my feet. Like, I can imagine him being somewhat shy at first because it's you and he likes you (but doesn't want to admit it) but then gradually becomes confident and taking a hold on the situation once he has the steps down (mainly because he doesn't want you to notice how easily you are able to fluster him without even trying) đłđ
Imagine that Aventurine must attend a banquet of some sort for the IPC but it requires him to dance with a few refined ladies that will be attending.
"Now place your hand on my waist like this."
Which was how he found himself holding you against himself. The palm of his hand gently cradling your own hand. While his other hand fell to your waist and your free hand finding purchase onto his shoulder.
"Since you'll be the one leading, you'll want to move your feet like this. Remember not to go too fast or you'll be dragging your partner around like a ragdoll. But don't go too slow either or your partner will end up stepping on your toes."
He could feel the heat radiate off of you as you gave him gentle instruction on how to move across the floor to the beats and tones of the music playing.
"Do you know the steps now?"
Aventurine nodded. He couldn't trust his words right now. Not with the way you were pressed against him.
"Want to try leading?"
Another nod.
You found it unusual at how silent he was being. No quips or remarks. Just pure focus. When he originally asked you to teach him how to dance, you thought he was joking. Though, as he held you close and moved you slowly throughout the song that was playing, you were glad that it wasn't a joke and that he was taking this seriously.
"You're doing so well!"
He couldn't stop the blush that started to form on his cheeks. He knew he had to do something quick or you would start to notice his bluff of concentration, "well, it helps that I have such a wonderful instructor," he said with ease as he dipped you. His hand moving to your lower back as he held you.
You were surprised that he did such a move, but impressed nonetheless when he went to pull you back up with such ease and within tune of the song no less!
And to be completely honest, even though you were teaching him how to dance, you were glad that his first dance was with you even if that does sound selfish on your part. (Little did you know, however, he felt the same.)
"That reminds me, my dear instructor?"
He made a sudden movement, his arm moving to encircle your lower back and pull you tight against him. Your noses were barely grazing each other, your breaths mixing together.
"The invitation to the banquet says I can bring a plus one, so how about it instructor, care to join me?"
"But what of all those rich young ladies waiting to dance with the ever so handsome, blonde gambler," you said ever the dramatic, your lips forming a little grin as you did so.
He chuckled lightly, "now that I know how to properly dance - I believe I want my lovely instructor to be my one and only dance partner."
Aventurine was glad he was able to calm his beating heart and actually conquer the furious blush that coated his cheeks. Because you may be the one teaching him how to dance, but he plans to be the lead from here on out.
Besides, it frustrates him how you are able to fluster him so easily without even trying. Just once he wants to see you become a stuttering mess and not the other way around. (And who knows, maybe he can get a few more dance lessons while he was at it too.)
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aemond targaryen x fem!reader
|| aemond, much to his motherâs delight, has fallen head over heels for a kind-hearted, devout follower of the SevenÂ
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⧠you were a daughter to a well-established Lord and family in Westeros, evening having to great honor to receive many lessons in a monasteryÂ
⧠you not only had a brilliant mind like the crone, a beautiful innocence like the maid, and the tenderness and warmth like the mother. but your aura also demanded the same respect as the father, the smith and the warrior
⧠your lord-father and alicent were close friends in court, so when he sent you to Kingâs Landing to learn from the greatest septas the faith had to offer, it was only natural that you be a guest of the royal family.
⧠when alicent had introduced aemond and you, he took clear interestÂ
⧠aemond noticed the pendant of the maid adorned on your neck, signaling your purity and virginity. he knew then and there you would do anything for your faith and to simply be a good girl
⧠often, he would invite you to attend his own private lessons - except for his high valyrian lessons, since those were sacred to the Targaryens - but you would join him for histories and even answer questions about his own house before he could so much as utter a word.Â
⧠he took notice to how you prayed before each meal and drink you took, before each lesson, before bed, while attending tourneys... he liked seeing you kneel in prayer and at night would imagine you kneeling before him like a God.Â
⧠soon, aemond made a habit of praying with you when your paths crossed. at meals, heâd clasp your hands together in prayer under the table. at festivals and tourneys, heâd come to you alone and take your hands in his and speak praise to the mother and the father with you.
⧠he used your prayer time as a way of become closer with you, to insert himself into your life â because while alicent raised her children in the faith, aegon had strayed to his promiscuity and his own father never thought much of it all. it gave him a release from the world to just pray with you.
⧠one day, after your lessons at the sept, he met you outside the doors, only to drag you right back through the great doors.
âmy-my prince... what are you doing? weâll be late to your histories lesson!â you spoke in a hushed tone, acknowledging the quiet in a hall of worship.Â
âi must confess before the seven... and you,â he explained which caused you to more willingly follow him while his grip still strong on your fore arm.
once at the altar, both of you knelt before the array of candles. both of you lit your own candles to call upon the seven. silence fell between both of you as you made your own prayers to the respected gods.
that was until aemond began to speak aloud, âFather Above, I beg your courage. Mother Above, I beg your kindness. Maiden sweet, I beg your virtue. All of thee to bestow upon me a love, a true and honorable love. The love of the girl who pray with me and i with her.â
your prayer was cut short as his words caught her attention, âaemond...â
âblessed be,â he finished before looking back at you, âmy lady, i wish to pray at your side for the rest of my days. would you allow me such a courtesy, and even allow me to ask your Lord-father for your gentle hand?â
he extended a palm to you, asking for your hand if you accepted his proposal. with a smile, you gladly accepted such. with a finally prayer, he escorted you from the sept back to the Red Keep, doting on you while walking arm in arm.Â
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Who am I?
Warnings- None, fluff and angst.
Disclaimer- @rogerbarnesss thanks for the random thought, this is for you.
You had always known Bucky, as a man of many layers, but it wasnât until you became closer that you truly understood the depth of his struggles.
Bucky had two distinct alters, the ruthless Winter Soldier and the calm, strategic White Wolf.
Buckyâs eyes carried the weight of his past, the burden of his actions as the Winter Soldier, and the hope of redemption as the White Wolf. It was a delicate balance, one that often left him teetering on the edge of despair.
Each had their own way of dealing with the world, and each had their own way of dealing with you.
Living with Bucky meant embracing both sides of him. The Winter Soldier and the White Wolf were integral parts of who he was, and you loved him for it. Together, you created a home filled with love, understanding, and acceptance.
Sure it was not easy at first, but as you got to know them, you started to love them too.
Both the Winter Soldier and the White Wolf had their unique ways of being with you.
The Winter Soldierâs protective nature and quiet strength provided a sense of security, while the White Wolfâs calm and nurturing presence brought peace and harmony. Together, they made your home a place of safety, love, and balance.
At home, the Winter Soldierâs demeanor was still guarded, but there were moments when his walls would come down, revealing glimpses of vulnerability. He was always alert, his senses finely tuned to any potential threats, even in the safety of your shared space.
This side of Bucky was protective and vigilant. He would often scan the perimeter, ensuring your safety. His movements were precise, almost mechanical, but there was a tenderness in his actions when it came to you.
One evening, as you were preparing dinner, you noticed Bucky standing by the window, his eyes scanning the horizon. You walked over and placed a hand on his arm.
âEverything okay?â you asked softly.
He turned to you, his expression softening. âJust making sure weâre safe.â he replied, his voice a low rumble.
You smiled and leaned into him. âWith you, I always feel safe.â
He nodded, a small, almost imperceptible smile tugging at the corners of his mouth. âIâll always protect you.â he said simply.
Despite his stoic nature, the Winter Soldier showed his care through actions rather than words. He would fix things around the house, ensure your safety, and be there when you needed him. His love was quiet but unwavering, a constant presence that you had come to rely on.
The White Wolf, on the other hand, brought a sense of peace and tranquility to your home. His time in Wakanda had taught him the importance of balance and harmony, and he applied those lessons to your shared life.
This side of Bucky was more relaxed, more at ease. He would often share stories of his time in Wakanda, the lessons he learned, and the friends he made. The White Wolf loved nature, and you often found yourselves taking long walks in the nearby forest, enjoying the peace.
One lazy Sunday afternoon, you and Bucky were lounging on the porch, the sun casting a warm glow over the landscape. Bucky, in his White Wolf persona, was carving a piece of wood, a skill he had picked up in Wakanda.
âWhat are you making?â you asked, curious.
He looked up, a gentle smile on his face. âA wolf,â he said simply. âIt reminds me of home.â
You watched as he worked, the rhythmic motion of his hands soothing. âI love seeing you like this,â you said. âSo calm and at peace.â
He reached out and took your hand. âYou bring out the best in me...â he said, his voice filled with gratitude.
In the evenings, you would often find him sitting by the window, gazing out at the stars. He would invite you to join him, and together, you would talk about your dreams and fears, finding comfort in each otherâs presence.
The White Wolfâs love was gentle and nurturing, a steady force that brought a sense of calm and stability to your life. With him, you felt truly at home, surrounded by an aura of peace and understanding.
No matter which persona was present, one thing remained constant, Buckyâs love for you. It was a love that transcended the shadows of his past and the light of his future. And with you by his side, he knew he could face anything.
It was a quiet evening at home, but you could sense the tension in the air. Bucky had been switching between his alters more frequently lately, and tonight, the Winter Soldier and White Wolf were both vying for control.
You were in the living room when you heard raised voices coming from the kitchen. You hurried over to find the Winter Soldier and White Wolf facing off, their expressions a mix of anger and frustration.
Bucky was standing in front of a mirror, his two alters having a heated argument.
âThis isnât the way to handle it,â the White Wolf said, his voice calm but firm. âWe need to approach this with patience and understanding.â
The Winter Soldierâs eyes were cold, his jaw clenched. âPatience wonât keep us safe,â he retorted. âWe need to be prepared for anything.â
You stepped between them, placing a hand on Buckyâs arm. âHey, both of you, calm down,â you said gently. âWeâre on the same side here.â
Both alters took turns to speak with you.
The Winter Soldierâs gaze softened slightly as he looked at you, but his stance remained tense. âYou donât understand,â he said, his voice low. âWe canât afford to be complacent.â
The White Wolf took a deep breath, his expression softening as well. âI know youâre trying to protect us,â he said, his tone more conciliatory. âBut we need to find a balance. We canât live in constant fear.â
You could see the struggle in Buckyâs eyes as he tried to reconcile the two sides of himself. You squeezed his hands, offering your support. âWeâll figure this out together,â you said. âWe need both of you. The strength of the Winter Soldier and the wisdom of the White Wolf.â
Slowly, the tension began to dissipate. The Winter Soldier took a step back, his posture relaxing. The White Wolf nodded, a look of understanding passing between them.
âYouâre right,â the Winter Soldier said quietly. âWe need to work together.â
The White Wolf smiled, a sense of peace returning to his features. âWeâll find a wayâŠâ he agreed.
Later that evening, you found Bucky sitting on the rooftop of your shared apartment building, staring into the distance. The city lights reflected in his eyes, but his mind seemed far away.
âHey,â you said softly, approaching him. âMind if I join you?â
He glanced at you and nodded, a small smile tugging at the corners of his lips. âSure.â
You sat beside him, the cool breeze ruffling your hair. âWhatâs on your mind?â
Bucky sighed, running a hand through his hair. âItâs⊠complicated. Sometimes, I feel like Iâm two different people. The Winter Soldier and the White Wolf. Itâs hard to reconcile the two.â
âBucky, are you okay?â you asked softly.
He looked up, his eyes reflecting a storm of emotions. âItâs⊠complicated.â he replied, his voice a mix of the man you knew and the soldier he once was.
You sat beside him, offering silent support. âYou donât have to go through this aloneâŠâ you said, your voice steady and reassuring.
Bucky took a deep breath, his gaze distant. âSometimes, I feel like Iâm two different people. The Winter Soldier⊠heâs always there, lurking in the shadows. And then thereâs the White Wolf, trying to find peace in a world that doesnât make sense.â
You nodded, understanding the internal battle he faced. âTell me about them,â you encouraged. âHelp me understand.â
He hesitated for a moment before speaking. âThe Winter Soldier is a part of me that I canât escape. Heâs the one who did all those terrible things, the one who was controlled and manipulated. But the White Wolf⊠heâs different. Heâs the part of me that found solace in Wakanda, that learned to heal and protect.â
You listened intently, your heart aching for the man who had endured so much. âAnd where do you fit in all of this?â you asked gently.
Buckyâs eyes met yours, a flicker of hope in their depths. âIâm trying to find a balance. To be Bucky Barnes, not just the Winter Soldier or the White Wolf. And having you here⊠it helps. You remind me of who I want to be.â
You smiled, squeezing his hand. âWeâll figure it out together. One step at a time.â
You placed a comforting hand on his arm. âYou donât have to do it alone, Bucky. Iâm here for you.â
He looked at you, gratitude shining in his eyes. âThank you. It means a lot...doll, who am I?â
You cupped his cheeks, nuzzling your nose with his, âYou are Bucky.â
Over the next few weeks, you made it your mission to help Bucky find peace within himself. You accompanied him to his therapy sessions, offering support and encouragement. You practiced mindfulness exercises together, helping him stay grounded in the present.
One day, Bucky surprised you with a gift. It was a small, necklace with a star pendant, a symbol of his journey towards healing.
âI wanted you to have this,â he said, his voice filled with emotion. âTo remind you of how much youâve helped me.â
You took the necklace, tears welling up in your eyes. âThank you, Bucky. Iâll treasure it always.â
Together, you continued to navigate the complexities of his alters, finding strength in each other. With your unwavering support, Bucky began to embrace both the Winter Soldier and the White Wolf, understanding that they were both parts of who he was.
And in the process, he discovered that he was capable of so much more than he had ever imagined.
You breathed a sigh of relief, grateful that the conflict had been resolved. It wasnât always easy, but with patience and understanding, you knew that Bucky could find harmony within himself. And with you by his side, he would never have to face his struggles alone.
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Kicks and Kisses
Summary: After the readers run-in with Xaden's training methods, Bodhi isn't in any rush to let her back on them defenseless so takes it upon himself to teach her a few things.
Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3
Pairing: Bodhi Durran X Marked Fem! Reader
Word Count: uncounted
Warnings: Suggestive, swearing, fighting training, Mature language content
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With the valiant help from a group of young healers you were released from the prescribed rest, and were able to get yourself back up and moving within a week.
You were still tender but your breathing wouldn't cut out on you and the blinding pain was no longer erupting behind your eyes rendering you useless in ever sense.
But still Bodhi had refused to let you return back to your own dorm in that time. Even when you had a perfectly good bed there.
Those beds are un-comfy and you know it.
You rolled your eyes at Asra, whether she could sense your attitude, you were hopeful she couldn't,
I don't understand why he won't let me go back to my own bed. That chair can't be very comfortable. You stared at the chair positioned on the far side of the room, the one Bodhi had been sleeping in whilst you took his bed. You didn't understand why you were entertaining such topics of conversation with her. Talking with Asra had always come naturally, like a sister you could confine in, and the subject of Bodhi Durran left your chest feeling warm in a rather pleasant way.
So Invite him into the bed with you.
It wasn't difficult for you to sense every dripping pulse of Asra's amusement, you gawked at her words in your head.
I can't do that. Won't it be awkward You couldn't help but contemplate the outcome.
Don't be foolish girl. You're a dragon rider, start acting like it. If you want something you might just start acting like that Riorson boy, heys taken the silver one to bed.
You didn't want to know where she had got that piece of information. But the notion of what she was speaking... There was a difference between asking Bodhi to share his bed and committing to taking him in his bed.
When Asra laughed in your head, you clamped your knees together, trying to ignore the heat that was building there. As you ripped the covers of Bodhi's bed from atop your body, you could't stop the swirling of those blood igniting thoughts. Couldn't decide what you would want more, to have him sleeping in the bed with you, or having him take you in the bed you had come to love.
The quilt scented of him. A deep smell that you hadn't noticed the first night you slept, it lingered on everything in this room.
His scent has been all over you. Asra's voice in your head, you only assumed she was referring to when you had gone flying yesterday, trying to ease yourself back into training once you got the all clear from the healers.
Bodhi and Cuir had flown with you both yesterday, positioning himself slightly below you, to catch you should you fall off Asra's back.
I would have caught you. Asra's voice was dripping with some tone you couldn't place, Laughing lightly in your own head you shot it down the bond. She didn't respond beyond that of a gentle huff.
Closing up the wall between you. Moving to begin gathering ouself from the room. Bodhi was supposed to meet you down at the mats for an initial round of training, trying to strengthen the muscles and reconditioning them to get back to what they had once been.
And as usual, you were running late. At least you could use the excuse of your lingering injuries. They weren't as painful, just uncomfotable. Especially your shoulder, a mender had reattached many of the tendsons and ligaments in your shoulder, but you still have only light movement in the joint.
Moving down through the halls, you rounded into the training room. The mats laid out as per usual, there were a couple cadets scattered around each pair training away from one another in private lessons.
Strolling in softly you glanced around and spotted two famiar bodies. Sauntering closer you watched them, matching hit for powerful hit on one another.
Bodhi and Xaden often never sparred with each other. Garrick was the usual go-to. The third boy was on the side of the mat, arms folded as he watched the cousins spar. You moved to stand beside the giant.
"Hey Y/n" He offered you a small smile.
At the sound of your names, Bodhi glanced up, un-focusing the fight at hand. It landed him a stiff jaw from the next punch Xaden landed. Blinking to look you over once, Bodhi dodged out the way of his cousins next hit.
You watched from the side returning Garrick's smile with one of your own before turning back unaware of the excited glances Garrick was switching between you and Bodhi.
"Garrick.," Bodhi warned as he dodged a swing from Xaden before getting a punch in at the Wingleader's ribs.
You glance questioningly up at the boy beside you, Garrick coughed, covering his smirk with a hand.
"They are sparring to burn off...Pent up...emotions"
You frowned at him, that definitely was not what Garrick was entertaining in his thoughts. You squinted at him before glancing to watch Bodhi swing hard and fast for Xaden. What Bodi lacked in size against his cousin and Garrick he surely made up for in speed. His exposed muscles rippling with each movement. Your gaze zones in on the sweat gleaming, coating every inch of his skin.
What it would be like to have his body pressed against you own on that bed, having him above or below you, At each others mercy.
You're drooling
You went to snip back at Asra but she hid behind your mental shield straight after her own words.
Paranoia took hold, Twisting away from Garrick slightly you wiped at your lower lip and chin with the back of your hand. You weren't but you still sense Asra's lingering amusement at your sudden panic.
Turning back to watch, Xaden and Bodhi panting hard as they finally parted from one another on the mat. Bodhi gave Xaden's shoulder a rough shoves but they were both smiling as they stepped back.
Xaden initially avoided your gaze. You hadn't seen the Wingleader since the day of your injury. Besides once when he had tried to come see you. Bodhi had refused to let him in then and you could still recall the sound of them arguing outside the bedroom door.
He tried now to get out of the way, Slipping from the room. Bodhi folded his arms across his chest clearing his throat, Xaden froze. Pivoting to meet your stare.
"Y/n I'm sorry for putting you on that mat" His tone was so awkward even you didn't know what exactly to say. Bodhi rose his eyebrows when Xaden cast him a sidelong glance.
The Wingleader sighed, "It was clear you didn't want to fight, I shouldn't have made you and it won't happen again"
Bodhi was grinning like an idiot in your direction when Xaden finally rose back to his full height. Bodhi watching you intently, waiting for you to acknowledge his efforts in making his cousin apologize. Something about the way he smiled at you made the strings in your heart cinch. Asra slide into your mind, her presence alone snapping you from watching Bodhi.
Glancing to Xaden, "I'm fine Xaden. I'm alive am I not?" The Wingleader waited. Attention flicking to Bodhi, You warily followed his stare. A muscle beneath Bodhi's eyes twitched, Garrick caught it after seeing the expression on your own face. Spinning himself into the middle of the two and clasped Xaden roughly on one shoulder.
"Right we're off to find your opponent from that day. Try and make sure Imogen hasn't gutted the girl for her slander against you" Garrick's usually stoic face was set in a grin, you had a feeling he might sooner set Imogen on the girl first before saving her hide.
Garrick and Xaden stalked from the mats, leaving the room entirely within a few long strides,
When you turned back to obverse Bodhi, heat bloomed in your cheeks to find him already watching you.
"Right" He shook his head, these dark curls shaking to cover his brow bone. "Let's get started."
After running through a quick warm up with him your skin had already formed up quite a sweat. Many of the other cadets had vacated the training room, probably to attend to other daily duties.
Bodhi had been wary of your shoulder joint and coached you through each movement, sometimes he would place a hand against your body to steady the off balance the injuries had given you and It was becoming increasingly difficult to focus.
Moving off the mat to grab a quick drink of water you tried to organise the shambling thoughts which flushed your flesh to the core.
"We will move onto some evasion techniques and manoeuvrers to get yourself out of someone's grip."
You nodded, taking a quick final gulp of the water, evasion and defensive practise that would be fine. You had done this before.
You turned to move back onto the mat when your thoughts finally processed what you were getting yourself into. There was only a few ways to actively practise these sorts of manoeuvrers . Ones that involved lots of bodily contact.
You blinked as Bodhi shook his muscles, rolling each of his joints, The silence prompted him to look up
"I won't bite" there was a boyish smirk gracing his lips, it was an expression you had seen on him for years since knowing each other, often when causing mischief. The only form of consistency it offered you now was that it caused your heart to hammer harder against your ribs.
Pull yourself together. You were reducing yourself to no better than a teenage boy seeing a women naked for the first time in his life. Sighing deeply you moved onto the mat.
Bodhi stilled hands clasping together, allowing you to come closer, he watched carefully, assessing you.
"How is your shoulder feeling?"
Prompted by his question you rolled the ball and socket joint, easing deeper into the muscle there. They ached slightly but nothing more beyond overexerting the shoulder.
"All good" smiling softly you ignored the joint focusing now as Bodhi began to prepare himself.
"We are going to start with something simple. If someone tries to grab you from the front."
He waited for you to nod before continuing, "I'm going to grab for you and all you have to do is get me off you. We will critique everything once we've gone through every scenario "
He didn't wait for your acknowledgement now, unprepared you stepped back when both of Bodhi's hands came up towards you. As his body followed through your own muscle memory kicked in, grabbing his right wrist you jammed a thumb into the pulse point there and twistedâ hard.
Bodhi let loose a grunt as he moved with the twisting limb, following so you wouldn't break his arm entirely. You only let go once his limb was flush unnaturally against his back.
"Good." He turned shaking his wrist lightly "That was perfect. Could be a little quicker with your reaction time, but we will work on that in our next session"
You nodded, worriedly glancing at his wrist perhaps you had been too forceful.
"This time we are going to run with the scenario that I actually got a hold on you"
Bodhi closed the gap separating you both, slowly raises his hands, hesitating with them hovering your body, noting their destined locations you gave Bodhi the go ahead. He rests his hand on your left shoulder the other at the base of your neck.
"Right.." Bodhi cleared his throat, "I'm going to pretend to be trying to push you back as if to get you.. against a wall. Get out of my grip."
Nervous, you glance at him, he offers an encouraging smile, nodding softly you tried desperately to ignore as his grip squeezes lightly against you body, try to ignore the pander of heartbeats that flutter in you.
When Bodhi began to push back you resisted, planting a foot behind to stabilise the weight of you. The muscles in the back of the leg stretching with the pressure. The result of Bodhi pushing you however; his hand pushing into your windpipe, slowing the flow of air to you with dizzying affect and not from the lack of oxygen.
Relaxing the breaths you took, You made quick work of trying to lessen his grip. Pressing your finger into his wrist's pulse point.
"Find somethinng new. That's not going to work a second time"
Frustration grew like a building short circuit. You knew strength wasn't your biggest fighting factor, it was instinct at this point born and bred as a female to go for a man's weakest point and it was taking everything within your resolve to not kick between his legs.
Pressure point began quizzing through your mind. Bodhi watches as your eyes flicked across his body ravaging at the sight of your attention on him. Felt the heat of it across every inch of his aching skin, tensioned for the need of touch, your touch. You were simply looking for his weaknesses, ones you could reach from the position you were currently in.
Shifting your weight into the side he held a hand to your throat, you rammed your thumb under his arm, nail digging into the soft flesh there.
Bodhi loosens his grip enough for you to duck under the other arm and release yourself. Bouncing back on the balls of your feet, you teetered towards the edges of the mat.
Bodhi rounded with a smirk, shooting a quick wink your way, "Atta Girl." The genuine pride and excitement in his tone made your cheeks flush.
Any focus you had fought to obtain since the beginning of this session slipped entirely away from you in that second. Shallow breathing, you shook yourself off the rising tension with it.
"Again." Bodhi gestured you back for the middle of the mat, "This time I'm coming at you from behind"
The air hauled in your throat, gulping quickly and moving back to the centre. Bodhi stepped up behind you.
He gave you even less warning. Albeit you could have used one this time unexpecting of his arms to latch themselves around your torso.
You needed to focus, focus on getting yourself out of his hold, but the only thing swirling in your mind was how close his body now was to yours, you could feel the rippling warm muscles on his chest against your back.
His arms tightened and you gasped lightly when you felt the sensation of his palm brush up the side of your breast, the material of your clothing ruffling as he righted his grip
A pulse of fresh warmth coursed through you, blooming from your core. It was almost painful as the material brushed the peak of your nipple.
If this was how your body reacted to his unintentional intimate touches you could only imagine what he might do to you intentionally.
"You seem distracted." the heat of his breath fanned your neck when he whispered the words against the shell of your ear, close enough you swore on your life that was his lips brush the curve.
Nerves rippled against him. You needed to get your shit together, but. . .
There was a smugness in his tone. That bastard, was he potentially... teasing on purpose to distract you? You swallowed a scoff. Two could definitely play at this game.
Grabbing his elbow you made an attempt to lift his arm up over your head, the well tones limb didn't move, but you couldn't resist the smile, for it was a cover up.
Rolling your hips and pushing you ass back against him. With the shared closeness he had created you heard his breath stuttered behind your ear and felt his pulse skyrocket.
Who was the distracted one now, driving the heel of your foot into the top of his, you heard the oxygen whoosh into his lungs as he hissed. Elevating the foot ever so slightly.
You wouldn't have the strength to throw him over your shoulder but if he was off balance as he was now. Gripping both hands as far up his arm as you could reach you twisted sharply into his unbalanced side.
Feeling his weight falling against you own you planted both legs to limit the chance of you falling too.
When Bodhi hit the ground you were diligent, moving quickly while he stunned to recall his senses.
Swinging one leg you planted yourself above him to pin him below you.
There was a second were you hadn't thought, just did. Hadn't realised what you were doing until you did it. Hadn't realised you now straddled his waist, hadn't realised you might have miscalculated the extent of your teasing until you felt the growth hardening beneath your ass.
Bodhi blinked at you in wild surprise as though he too now realised what had been done.
Had he not been thinking just as you hadn't? Simply following movements and feelings that felt so inheritable right until there was an irreversible shift between you both. Bodies welded together from where you sat atop him.
Every nerve in you was jackhammering in your heart, blood thrumming against your hearing. An unmistakable ache was growing between your legs, one which could and would lead to decisions you knew were irreversible.
Perhaps Bodhi had been teasing you simply to district, there was nothing attached to that. No emotion or feeling.
Foolish girl. You hadn't realised Asra had been listening into your thoughts, Had failed to notice she had lowered her shield. Is that how distracted Bodhi had made you?
You went to move from his lap, but Bodhi groaned, the sound low and guttural from deep at the back of his throat, head falling back with his eyes squeezing shut. Without looking his hand found your thigh, squeezing to hold you in place,
"Don't move." The guttural throaty sound in his voice blinded your every sense, glancing to his veined hand you couldn't rip your attention away until Bodhi blinked at you startled, a muscle in his jaw twitched as his eyes darkened.
Within the next second you attempted to lift yourself back off him, in one swift movement, Bodhi pushed himself up with a hand behind him. Using the grip on your leg to keep you on top of him, the positions now pushing you to sit further onto his growing erection.
It wasn't until he rightened himself that Bodhi released his grip only to move it across your body, you felt it clasp the back of your neck as he leaned closer pulling you with him and wasted no more time of colliding his lips with yours.
You stilled, stunned as his lips moved against your own, Asra's presence stroking against your mind prompting you from the stupor, her rebuilding her shield was enough of a hint and approval.
Softening your tense muscles you wrapped both arms to encircle around his shoulders, pulling your chest closer to his. Letting one hand slip to cup the back of his head. Fingers threading his dark curls.
Bodhi continued denying himself breath as he smiled, feeling you finally give in. Letting yourself match him. Giving and receiving the hot kisses, fast and swift.
They continued, hungry for more. Starved for the touch of one another. It was a sensation you didn't know you wanted â needed.
The heat encased between your bodies made your heart hammer into overdrive, Lifting your weight and then lowering it with a roll of your hips, causing friction against the now obvious erection beneath you.
Bodhi exhaled sharp and hot against your mouth, pulling from your lips. Once more his eyes squinted shut, brow furrowed.
You couldn't pry your attention away. The expression on his face alone set you emotions spiralling. It was the perfect mix of pain and pleasure rolled into one.
Wiggling your ass down, Bodhi groaned louder this time. His eyes snapped open to level with your own, within that hungry fire that was beginning to demand more of you: a desire you would happily indulge.
Even within that burning, there was still a softness to Bodhi, he was still the same man you grew up with, a comfort you had come to depend on.
He grinned as he watched you, eyes flicking to scan every inch of your face. You shivered as Bodhi dragged a hand across you collar bone, up your neck to cup the line of your jaw. Thumb rubbing into your now swollen lower lip.
He leaned so close once more that you now shared a combined airspace.
"We shouldn't continue" the smirk growing on his lips said more. The growing heat within you was answer enough, rubbing a hand into his jaw, for the thrill of it you shook you head leaning closer still. "We shouldn't"
Tightening your grip at the back of his head, fingers twisting into a strand of hair, Bodhi dipped his head to yours, lips a whisper apart.
"Kiss me again" His voice turned throaty, the blood in you warming at his touch, "Please" the shift in his tone was astonishing.
Giving yourself over, leaning to rejoin him, a coil of tension grew in the core of your chest. You kissed him fully, Pulling Bodhi into you.
Bodhi broke the connection after a second, "Atta girl" he was already smirking by the time he kissed you again.
That coil continued to tighten. This was an irreversible decision, this pairing. It could easily cleave you in two.
But this moment as Bodhi began to lower his kisses flowing down the column of your throat, you couldn't bring yourself to give a flying fuck.
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At Arm's Length pt 3
Another little addition to this story I've somehow managed to start. It would probably be best to read the first 2 parts, but it should be able to stand on its own.
Summary: You overhear a few things Melissa says to your coworkers. It leaves you less than pleased.
Part 1. Part 2
WC: ~4k
As you pull up to Melissaâs house, the same type of wine before in hand, you realize the
severity of the situation youâre in. You were going to have dinner with the redhead again- but this time not as a friendly dinner. No. This time... it was a date. Your first date in years.
Suddenly hyper aware of the fact that you are still dressed in your teaching outfit, your hair is in the rattiest bun, and you have no makeup on.Â
You take a few minutes to primp yourself in your car, thanking God you always keep an eyeliner and mascara in your purse for if you ever decide to go out on a whim. With one final fluffing to your hair and making sure you look presentable, you sigh and exit your car.Â
Dinner is perfect. She makes you the pasta she promised, you two share another bottle of wine, and then she asks if youâd like to stay for a little longer. Of course you accept the invitation. Your head is swirling, and you arenât sure if youâre just the slightest bit tipsy or completely intoxicated with being in such close proximity to the woman across the table from you.
âSo,â you sigh in content as you settle onto her couch, a glass of wine in hand. âIs this for real?â
âI think so, hon,â Melissa smiles at you as a hand rests on your knee. âIf you want it to be.â
Your cheeks heat up again, and you donât know if itâs from the wine or from her gentle touch. Itâs much more gentle than you expected it to be, considering her brash and abrasive personality she usually likes to show. You smile shyly.
âR-really?â you ask hesitantly. âI mean... I- you hated me a week ago.â
âI told you,â the redhead fights the urge to roll her eyes. âI never hated you. I could never. I just had to pretend, so I wouldnât act like a lovesick puppy around you.â
âBut just last week, you were ragging on me for my bulletin boards, and you were laughing at the fact that I was trying to learn to juggle for the kids, and I- I haven't contributed anything to the school. I barely know what Iâm doing... I actually donât know what Iâm doing in the slightest. Iâm kind of a hot mess. Actually, Iâm probably the hottest mess I know.â
Melissa frowns, and you know sheâs over you. That didnât take much convincing at all. Sheâs looking at you with concern, and her hand moves from its place. Sheâs clearly thinking. Deciding to cut her off, you make to stand.
âHey, hey,â she says gently. âCâmon.â
âI know when Iâm not welcome anymore,â you whisper as you go to grab your bag. Your heart almost breaks in your chest as you go to leave her warm house.
Her hand wraps around your wrist, and she pulls you back onto the couch. You just barely manage to not spill any wine. âY/N, do you think I was being for real when I said all that stuff? It was all an act so I wouldnât grab you and make a move on you at school.â
You shrug.
âI was jealous of your bulletin boards. And yeah, learning to juggle is ridiculous, but that just goes to show how dedicated you are to the kids. You learned to juggle in three days because one of them took up an interest in it. Iâm sure youâll learn more ridiculous skills as you-â
âIâm already learning how to make balloon animals for Jessie,â you admit quietly.
â-And you have contributed to the school.â
You roll your eyes. âMelissa,â you sigh. âItâs fine. You donât have to-â
âI donât have to do anything,â she cuts you off. âBut you deserve to know how lucky Abbott is to have you, hon. Youâve made such a big difference with these kids already. I overheard some of your post-observation meeting with Ava, and she had nothing but good things to say- it even sounded like she was pretty locked into the lesson herself. And you go the extra mile for Zion- paying for his lunch everyday and making sure youâre stocked up on snacks for the kids who forget or canât afford to bring their own.â
âI-â you bite the corner of your cheek. You really donât know what to say. âIâm a hot mess everywhere else though.â
âI doubt it,â she says honestly, and sheâs back to squeezing your knee gently. âCâmon, hon. Youâre just hot, if anything.â
âMore like a dumpster caught on fire,â you mumble, looking away from her.
âHey now,â she clicks her tongue. Then she makes a joke. âIâve smelled enough dumpster fires started by us Schemmentis to know, you are not a dumpster caught on fire.â
That just barely gets you to smile, and she squeezes your knee again.Â
âNow, I want this to be something,â she tells you seriously. âBut do you?â
You nod, and you look at her. You see nothing but adoration in her eyes for you, and you notice how they sparkle in a way youâve never seen someoneâs eyes sparkle before.Â
âWords, hon,â she prompts.
âI- I want to see where this could go,â you whisper as you start to lean in. You feel her hand cup your cheek and, this time, Mr. Johnson isnât there to stop what almost happened in the hallway a few hours ago.
Itâs soft, itâs sweet, itâs short. Itâs perfect.Â
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That was almost two months ago. Since then, you and the fiery redheaded teacher have been seeing each other in secret. Nobody at work knows- not even Barb. It shocks you that your girlfriend hasnât told her best friend- you thought that at least by now she would know.
Youâre fairly certain Barbara is onto the two of you; actually, you know this. She could spot it from the first week you two had started seeing each other. But you nor Melissa had ever confirmed it for her. So for now, she just gives you two a knowing glance and a smile whenever she sees you together.
This morning was perfect. You had woken up in her arms, and the two of you got ready for work in a sleepy haze, but you were together. While sheâs upstairs finishing getting ready, you head down the steps and into the kitchen.Â
Only recently had she let you even think about touching anything in her kitchen, but you were going to take full advantage of the fact that you werenât as exhausted as usual and were ready before she was.
Just as youâre plating the omelets you made for the two of you, you feel two arms snake around your waist, and she settles her chin on your shoulder. You lean back into her embrace for a few seconds, reveling in her warmth before pulling away just slightly.
âI made breakfast,â you say softly. âI canât cook much else, but I make a mean omelet.â
She presses a kiss to your cheek and unwinds her arms to take the plates over to the table. You immediately miss the fact that youâre almost an armâs length away from her. You sit down next to her, grinning as she rolls her eyes and pulls you into her lap.
As she takes her first bite, you glance at her. You hope she likes it. You know youâll never be nearly the cook that she is, but-
âHoly shit, babe,â she exhales. âThis is delicious. Beats my Aunt Ritaâs- but donât ever tell her I said that.â
You grin before digging into your own breakfast.
The two of you drive separately to school, not wanting to give away the fact that you spent the night together. The crew didnât even know you were dating, so how would they react if Melissa pulled into the parking lot with you in the passenger seat?
You circle the block a few times, just enough to give off the effect that you hadnât arrived at the same time before pulling in next to her car. You glance over, but sheâs already inside. Sheâs probably pouring you a cup of coffee as you speak.
Youâre about to enter the breakroom to put away your usual lunch when you hear your girlfriendâs loud voice. You turn just out of sight you can listen in.
âOh come on,â the woman groans loudly.Â
âAll weâre saying, Melissa,â you hear Barb tell the woman. âIs that I see the eyes you give her. I havenât seen those eyes since you went out with Joe, and the two of you ended up married.â
âYeah,â you hear Melissa huff. âAnd then we got divorced.â
âI think you guys would be cute together!â Janine gives her thoughts. âYou already do coupley things together anyway.â
âLike what?â you hear your girlfriend challenge.
âWell,â Janine drawls out. âYou make her coffee in the morning.â
âI always have a little leftover anyway.â
âShe practically grabbed your hand that one day when the fire alarm went off and none of us knew it was a drill.â
âAnd I grabbed Barbâs as a natural reaction.â
âYou two stay late to decorate bulletin boards together even though we all know she does all of the-â
âSafety in numbers.â
âYou give her the eyes Gregory and Janine would give each other before they got their heads out of their asses and finally started dating,â Jacob cuts in. The two mentioned feel their cheeks heat up, but they both agree.
âYouâre outta your damn minds if youse think I would ever go out with Y/N. Sheâs a kid who barely knows what sheâs doing in life. Now turn on the damned news.â
Your heart drops. It falls out of your chest and onto the floor. It shatters into a million pieces. Sure, you had used those words to describe yourself before, but hearing them from her mouth... that kills you.
You don't enter the break room that morning. Instead, you head straight for your classroom. You guess youâll have to get used to wilted spinach again, and youâll have to go without your morning coffee today. You plop down at your desk and put your head in your hands. And after last night and this morning, it just hurts even more.Â
You feel like an idiot. An absolute idiot. No wonder she didnât want anyone to know- because she isnât falling for you the way that you already fell for her. She knows this isnât going to be a lasting thing- you shouldâve known too. Youâre just beginning to berate yourself when you hear her footsteps growing louder. You know what that means- the kids are due to come in at any moment.
But the sound of her boots donât go past your room. They stop right outside your door.
âHey, hon,â she says as she knocks on your doorframe. âYou âkay? You didnât come in like I thought you would.â
You look up, and there she is standing with two mugs in her hands. You look at the clock. Itâs fifteen minutes before your students will start to file in. Jim Gardner should still be on in the staff room. You set your hands back into your head.
âFine,â you say as evenly as you can. âJust- responding to an email I got from Anayaâs mom.â
She looks at you curiously. You donât even have your laptop out yet. She steps into your room and makes her way over to your desk, where she sets the coffee you would usually lunge for.Â
âHowâre you replying to an email when you donât even have your laptop out?â
âReplying in my head,â you mumble as you glance at the coffee mug. You want to reach for it so badly, but you wonât.
âCan I help yâout in any way?â she asks, completely unaware of the fact that you had heard her earlier.
You shake your head.
âCan I at least take your lunch to put in the fridge for you?â she asks gently.
You shrug.
âWhatâd the email say that has you so worked up?â she prods. âYou were fine this morninâ.â
âIâm fine,â you lie. âJust have a headache.â
âDid you take Advil?â you nod. âOkay, hon. Try to feel better, yeah?â
You continue to stare at your desk, not wanting to look at her. You know how she feels, so why is she pretending like she still cares?
âOkay, babe,â she leans down to press a gentle kiss to your temple. âIâll leave you with some peace and quiet before the little monsters come in, but I hope you start to perk up again.â
You donât miss the fact that she snags your lunch from your bag before leaving you with the cup of coffee she made for you.
As the kids make their way in, you arenât there to greet them at the door with a smile like you usually are. You stay planted at your desk because you donât want to have to look down the hall and see your girlfriend- probably youâre soon to be ex-girlfriend.
âI thought there was going to be a sub!â Jada announces as she walks in. She runs up to your desk and gives you a hug. âIâm so happy youâre here today, Ms. Y/N! I donât like when we have subs.â
You canât help the small smile that appears on your face as you embrace your student. âIâm glad Iâm here too,â you tell her gently. You do mean that, because had you been home, you would already be half a wine bottle deep wallowing in your self pity, and it was barely 8 am.Â
Standing outside of her classroom, Melissa canât help but notice that you arenât standing at the door like you usually do in the mornings. Watching you greet your kids always brings a smile to her face, and that smile is missing right now. She figures your head must really be hurting if you canât even do that.
She makes her way down the hall to your door where she sees a few of her former students.
âMs. Schemmenti!â one of them grins.
âHey ya little eagle,â she chuckles as the girl practically bear-hugs her.
âIs Ms. Y/N here today?â
âShe is,â you hear the second grade teacher say before seriously telling the little group now huddled around her, âBut she isnât feelinâ too great today, so I need youse all to be extra good for her today. Can you do that for me?â
They all nod eagerly.
Even with your students being on their best behavior thanks to a talk from Melissa, you canât seem to pull yourself out of your funk today. Youâre usually so good at compartmentalizing your home life from your school life- but now those two worlds have collided, and here you are.
The morning drags on much slower than it usually does, even as the students do everything they can to make today easier on you. And you may have lied to the redhead about having a headache earlier, but now your head is pounding- caffeine withdrawal.
You walk the kids down to their lunch period like you usually do, and you almost head into the break room to grab your lunch and make a coffee, but you donât even want to look at your girlfriend right now; not after the way she acted with her friends this morning. Deciding youâll just have to make do with a poptart from the kiddosâ snack stash, you head back into your classroom. Your headache wonât go away, but at least the growling of your stomach will.
As you settle at your desk, your eyes wander to the now cold cup of coffee on the corner of your table. You want it so badly, but you also donât want it. You donât want to give Melissa the satisfaction of-
âHon,â the woman practically storms into your classroom, your tupperware container and fork in hand. In her other hand is a new coffee. She sets it in front of you. âEat.â
ââM not hungry,â you mumble and push it away. âNot for that anyway.â
âYou hungry for somethinâ else?â she asks teasingly, a smirk written on her face.Â
âMelissa, we are at school. No.â
âHey,â she says quietly as she sits on the corner of your desk. âI was just makinâ a joke. I didnât really-â her eyes wander to the untouched coffee. âYou didnât drink your coffee from this morning.â
âI didnât want it.â
âI think if you drink it, it might help your headache.â Her brows are knit in concern for you.
âPlease just go,â you sigh as you bite into your poptart. âI just need some alone time.â
Melissaâs hand finds its way to your shoulder, and she immediately realizes how tense you are. âSweetheart, are you that st-â
âJust. Go,â you practically hiss.
âO-okay, hon,â she whispers. ââM sorry.â She gives your shoulder a little squeeze and leans down to kiss your cheek before leaving.
Come the end of the day, as soon as your last student is out, youâre out. You leave your salad on your desk, you leave the two untouched mugs of coffee on your desk, and you sneak out before anybody else can see you leave.Â
Melissa saunters to your room, hoping that youâve perked up and are willing to come over again for dinner tonight when she notices that your lights are off and the door is shut.
âY/N?â she opens the door. She walks over to your desk, a deep frown forming on her face as she sees your untouched food and drink. Your bags arenât there. You left, and she knows it.
With a sigh, she closes your door and heads down towards Barbaraâs room. The kindergarten teacher is just locking her door as you make your way over to her.Â
âHi there, Melissa,â she smiles. âNo Y/N today?â
âShe was here,â the redhead tells her. âSheâs already gone though.â
âI know she was here, dear,â Barbara glances over. âI saw her this morning when she was on her way to take her kids to music. Poor girl looked miserable. Looked like someone kicked her puppy.â
âI know,â the second grade teacher groans. âI tried cheerinâ âer up, but it didnât-â
âWe know,â the older teacher tells Melissa. âWe saw the way you came back to the staff room after you gave her your lunch. Ooh, girl, if looks could kill.â
Mr. Johnsonâs walking down the hall, his garbage bin rolling in front of him. âMaybe you shouldnât have said what yâdid this morning,â he mumbles, mostly to himself, although the pair hears him.
âWhat was that?â Melissa whips around and glares at him.
The janitor shrugs. âMaybe you shouldnât have said what yâdid this morning,â he repeats again bravely.
âAnd what the hell is that supposed to mean?â the redhead raises a brow in shock.
âIt means youâre the one who made her look like someone kicked her puppy,â the custodian tells her, and in that moment, Melissa knows what he means.
âShe- she heard,â the redheadâs mouth falls open.
âYeah, she did,â Mr. Johnson drawls out. âYou shoulda seen the look on that poor girlâs face. Thank God hearts donât really shatter, otherwise Iâd still be there cleaning up the mess.â
âI- I gotta go,â Melissa pats her friendâs arm as she frantically runs out of the building.
âGo!â Mr. Johnson cheers. âGet your girl back!â
Barbara looks to him, clearly surprised. âSo they are together?â
âWe better hope they still are tomorrow morning,â the janitor quips. âOtherwise, Iâm gonna have to do more than pick up Y/Nâs broken heart. We all know Melissa can destroy.â
The second grade teacher probably breaks every possible driving law in order to get to your apartment. Sheâs barely put her car in park before sheâs stumbling into your building and knocking on your door rather aggressively.
Youâre laying on your couch face down when you hear what is obviously Melissa. Sheâs coming over to break up with you- you just know it.Â
âY/N!â Melissa yells. âI know youâre home! Your car is in your spot!â
âGo away!â You call back. âI donât feel-â
You're interrupted by a key being put into the lock. You hadnât give her a key? And she didnât know where your spare was hidden? Nevertheless, your front door swings open as she throws a bobby pin back into her hair.Â
âWhat the- dammit, now I have to get a new lock,â you grumble into the cushion of your couch.
âHon, Iâm so-â
âSo what, Melissa? Ready to break up with me because you would never go out with me?â you finally bite out now that you arenât at school.
âBabe,â she whispers as she makes her way over to you.
âI heard what you said this morning,â you spit out. âSo just break up with me and be done with it.â
âI donât want that,â she tells you as she wraps your arms around you. For the first time, you donât lean into her.Â
âThen what the hell do you want?â you wrestle free of her hold on you. âSince you clearly don't care about me enough to tell them weâre together. You wouldnât have said what you did if you didnât mean it, even slightly- dismissing everything they were saying.â
âBabe, it isnât like that and you-â
âI donât get you!â you finally break. âYou tell me Iâm your sun at home, and then you say all that shit at school! You wonât even tell your best friend because youâre so ashamed to be with-â
âIâll tell Barb officially,â she states quickly. âIâll tell Abbott. Iâll tell the whole fuckinâ world. Iâm not ashamed at all.i I want you, and only you.â
âYou say that now, but you havenât even told Barb. You dismiss every comment she makes about the two of us,â you mumble. âIs it because you donât really-â
âBarb knows,â Melissa tells you. âSo does Mr. Johnson.â
At that you look at her, dumbfounded.Â
âI donât know how he knows, but he does,â she shrugs. She wraps her arm around you again. âAnd hon, Iâm so sorry you heard those things I said.â
âIt doesnât take back the fact that you said it,â you grumble.
âYou have to know I didnât mean any of it,â she whispers as she kisses your temple.
âI- I know,â you admit. âBut it still hurt that you could say all of that without any hesitation.â
âBecause us Schemmentis are damn good liars, and we know how to- thatâs besides the point. Y/N, I am so sorry. So sorry.â
You shrug again, but you donât pull away from her.
âHow can I make it up to you?â she whispers as she pulls you closer.
In lieu of an answer, your stomach growls.
âWhy donât you come back to my place with me, and Iâll make you a nice meal?â she suggests.
âThatâs a start,â you say with a small, nervous smile.
âAnd then tomorrow, Iâll drive us to work, and we can tell everyone,â she suggests.
âMel,â you sigh.
âIâm serious. Iâll tell them- Iâm ready. I never wasnât ready,â she promises. âI was trying to respect your boundaries, and you hadnât said anything to anyone at school, so I didnât wanna out you.â
You lean into her. ââM sorry I was a bitch.â
âYou had every right to be,â your girlfriend assures you. âI probably wouldâve committed a crime if I were in your shoes. Câmon, hon. Letâs get going if we want to eat at a decent time tonight.â
âJust let me pack a bag, and then...?â you look at her, waiting for her nod of approval. She kisses you gently with a nod. âIâll be waiting.â
As you leave your apartment hand in hand, her carrying your overnight and school bags, you know the two of you will be okay.Â
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14, "Are you alright?" And 19, "No, I didn't mean to feed on your territory! I swear!" With poly lost boysâ€
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Vampires had strict rules. Even though some of them liked to preach about freedom and the lack of rules - everyone was bound by something. Vampires were bound by the sun. If it was up, they had to hide. They were bound by their bloodlust, needing a humans lifesource in order to survive. They couldn't enter a home without an explicit invitation, nor could they be seen in mirrors. Rules, whether you liked it or not.
The second vampires lived together in groups, there were some more rules added to the list. A group - coven - had a leader. More often than not, it was the creator of the other vampires in the group, but there were exceptions. A coven could claim one area as their own, and no other vampire was allowed to hunt there. That rule had been made centuries ago, when the killing spree of one vampire led to the eradication of hundreds.
The boys had left the boardwalk early that night, deciding to go and feed earlier than usual. The main reason for this was the strange smell that hung around town. It was definitely a vampire - that much was certain - but the smell this vampire had was different. Sweeter. More gentle. It evoked a hunger inside them, and thus, they decided they had to try and clench it.
It was there, when they arrived at the edge of town - having found a small party they could crash - that they found the source of the smell. Another vampire, as expected. They were dancing along between the humans, looking almost ethereal. Their laughter filled the air, and the sound of it made it seem as if they had the power to restart an undead heart.
David stopped to look at the vampire, before moving forward. Even though the stranger was here, he had nothing to do with them. He and his boys had to feed, and they'd deal with the trespasser after. With just the slightest nod, the boys flew up into the air, racing each other down again. People from the party were grabbed left and right. They screamed, being quickly drained or slowly ripped apart.
It didn't take long or not a single living human remained.
"Why did you do that?"
Paul looked up, seeing the vampire standing in front of them. He and the others had already started to clean up the mess they'd made, and if he was being frankly - he had forgotten about the unknown vampire already.
"Do what?"
"I wanted to kill them. I'd been hunting all night, and -"
"You really want to hunt on another vampires territory?" David stood behind them, causing the vampire to jump.
"What? I- I thought no one was left, after that Max guy was killed." They frowned slightly, looking at the boys - taking a step back when they saw both David and Dwayne dangerously glare at them.
"But-" they quickly continued, "I am guessing this is your territory now?"
David gave them a cold nod, causing them to shiver. There is something about this group of vampires that made it hard to look away or think straight.
"You still hunted here."
The vampire swallowed, biting their lip. "But-"
"We have every right to kill you." Dwayne added, causing the unknown vampire to take a step backwards.
"No!" They looked at the boys, practically pleading. "I didn't mean to feed on your territory! I swear!"
"How about you let us know who you are, hm?" Marko spoke up. The vampire nodded.
"Charlie. I'm eh - I'm new."
"Yeah, we figured." Paul grinned - but Charlie couldn't decide whether it was a teasing or threatening one.
"I really didn't mean to feed on-"
"That's fine. You've learnt your lesson, haven't you?"
Charlie nodded, looking at David. He introduced himself and the boys. The atmosphere cleared a little, everything less tense. The longer they talked, the more Charlie realised that they liked these men. Sure they had scared them before, but damn - they were hot.
"How new are you?" Marko asked as he and the others walked to their bikes. Charlie shrugged, following behind. "Less than a year? I've been on the road, so I have no idea about time or dates."
"You ride?" Dwayne asked.
Charlie nodded, taking the keys out of their pocket. "Nothing to fancy, just a yamaha."
"Why did you pick that one?" Paul looked at them.
"Mistook it for a piano store."
This caused the boys to grin. David didn't know why - normally, he'd have killed an intruder on his territory without a second thought, but with Charlie? It felt wrong. Normally, Dwayne didn't even bother with conversations with strangers, simply stating that they were boring and unimportant - so why did he willingly choose to participate in conversation now? And what about Paul, who'd normally torment and tease anyone just for the fun of it - who now seemed genuinely interested in this Charlie? What about Marko, who disliked anyone every touching his stuff - but was now helping Charlie step on the back of his ride so he could give them a lift to their bike? There was something about this Charlie, that much was certain.
Charlie pointed Marko in the right direction, the others quickly following behind. Within ten minutes, they arrived at a small parking lot surrounded by trees. In a shadowy corner stood a dark burgundy bike. Charlie grinned as they stepped off, taking their own ride.
"Thanks for the ride. I guess I'll be going now." Charlie smiled but stopped when they wanted to start their motor and saw the boys staring at them. They frowned.
"Are you alright?"
It was quiet for a moment, as if the boys were talking among themselves without Charlie being able to listen in. It went on for a while, the boys sometimes throwing them a look and then going back to the discussion.
"It's to late for you to go. The sun will be up in an hour."
Charlie nodded as David spoke. "I'll go and find a mot -"
"No, you're not," Marko interrupted.
"What?"
"You're coming with us," Dwayne explained. "We have enough space, and it's close by."
"Also," Marko added as he saw Charlie's doubtful look, "it is totally free."
"I can still leave if I want to?"
"Not sure why you would, but yes!" Paul nodded.
"So you're really just being kind?"
"Yeah." Marko nodded.
"As sweet as this is," David gave all of them a stern look, "we have to go."
Charlie grinned, racing after the others. It didn't take long before they arrived at a cliff, with some stairs leading down into a cave. As they entered, surrounded by their newfound friends, Charlie began to understand what Paul had meant. If it was up to Charlie, they'd never leave this place again.
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daydreaming - part four
summary: you agreed to go on a date with pierre chavanges. he needs to make a good impression.
pierre sneaked a glance at you over the menu, this is the first chance heâs had to actually look at you. on the car ride over, youâd spent the whole time changing the music in the car, you were taking it very seriously and he hadnât wanted to interrupt. at le cheval blanc you were sat outside with a lush garden. the warm night was filled with the sounds of summer and the gentle conversation of the tables around you created a good atmosphere.
he ran his fingers through his hair again, it has grown longer and tickles his brows, he had rushed out the door evading his mothers questions. he had spent the whole day preparing mentally and physically, he had changed his outfit four times, settling on a black button up and trousers. pierre has been on enough awkward first dates to keep his expectations low. unfortunately, the stakes feel high and heâs apprehensive, heâs never wanted to connect with someone as badly as he does with you but he doesnât know how. how do you let someone know you want to be important to them.
he watched you study the menu, you poke your cheek as you decided and mutter to yourself. "iâm getting the sea bass then" you said with a finality. you looked up at pierre and his heart skipped a beat.
your lips were a blurry red and inviting. he loved the way your eyes sparkled at him, smiling at him sweetly every time your eyes met. he was thoroughly enjoying that. your hair cascades around you and frames your face, reminds him of the romantic impressionists. you were wearing a short black dress, tight on your waist but flowing around your thighs. the sleeves are long and elegant, sliding up your arm when you move. he likes watching your fingers reach for the wine, likes the way a sip stains your lips a little.
the conversation flowed, pierre had been worried but he had an endless list of questions. you answered him freely, stories from your childhood, your friends and work. he liked the way you spoke to him intimately, like youâd known him for years. he found you funny, be it your stories from university or the witty remarks youâd use to punctuate your sentences. he could tell you read a lot, you spoke vividly and he was engaged. he even surprised himself and offered his own jokes, not wanting burden you with all of the nights entertainment. he liked the way you laughed with him, the sound sweet and you made yourself breathless.
"and then she threw the mic across the room" you were telling him about your friends birthday party. it had been at jd's bar and he remembered his own friend telling him the story. "well itâs nice to hear your point of view, jd had said it was just because you were all wasted", "his karaoke didnât have abba" you interject, pierre nodded, "right, so now i see it, in a way, it was his own fault". you both burst into giggles and the waiter turns annoyed.
three hours had already passed, the candles dwindling, the other patrons had left. pierre was shocked at the time, it was going too fast. he hadnât felt like this before, no rush to leave. he already knew all your favourite films, books, music, your childhood friends and pets, core memories and your first driving lesson fail. he knew your dreams for the future, your current frustrations with life. it didnât feel like enough, he felt greedy, wanting to know more and more about you.
you were the most interesting person heâd met, when he would ask question after question, you asked him to stop the interrogation. pierre couldnât help it, he offered himself as well. he told you his own stories. his many endless nights making trouble with his friends. the two years heâd travelled to italy before he took over the farm. the pressures of a lineage farm on his shoulder, the endless repetition. the silence after the dessert was comfortable but pierreâs heart was still beating fast. your cheeks were flushed, your neck tipped back, taking in the night stars.
you suddenly sat up straight, looking into pierreâs eyes earnestly. "you know pierre, i fucking love cows" pierre covered his face with his hand, shaking it. trying to suppress his laughter. "i really do pierre" you had reached across the table, your fingers curling around his wrist. "now do you think i could get one.. i could get one of yours you know, just a baby, i just need a baby one⊠you could help me, iâve read a few books already and you know basically everyone else has one, you could give me one"
pierre was certain you were too tipsy now, he nodded at you. he paid for dinner and held your hand in one hand, your coat in the other. he slowly guided you to his car as you were trying to convince him he should sell you one of his new calf. in the car, you were silent, looking out into the fields, you sometimes made a comment about the song playing on the radio. as he drove up to your apartment complex, pierre was feeling nervous. the date had gone well, in his eyes it did. pierre knew himself, he recognised it, he was already half in love. thatâs why he was feeling on edge, he needed to know how you felt. he thought he knew, from the way you flushed at his compliments and stared at his lips but he needed to know for certain.
"i really enjoyed tonight" you were speaking almost timidly. pierre was glad you did, he turned to you and smiled softly. "so did i, i really want to see you again" pierre watched you stare straight ahead, he took in your profile. your perfume filled his car, he was hoping it would linger when your gone. you took a minute, pierre didnât want to rush you. you nodded and met his eyes.
your hand rose to his jaw, your soft fingers stroke up to his cheek and pierre fell into it. your eyes sparkle up at him, lips parted and breath laboured. pierreâs hand slides up your arm and meets yours, he tangles your fingers with his and pulls them away. he moves closer to you, you sit back, a puzzled look. pierreâs hand moves to the nape of your neck, his thumb gently stroking your cheek. he pulls your head to his and wraps his other arm around you. his lips meet yours. your lips are so soft, sweet from the wine, he falls in deep. he feels your heart beating fast against his own, no doubt beating just as fast. tilting your head back a little, his tongue finds yours, and he hold you tighter. his hands tangle in your silky hair, he strokes your back. pierre feels overwhelmed, by your taste, the scent of you and your body in his arms, so giving and warm.
your arms move up from his chest to dangle from his shoulders. your hanging onto each kiss and pierre hears a soft moan from you. he pulls away quick. how could you make that noise against his lips. he needed to be reasonable since your not being so. your eyes look up at him big, a little whiplashed from the sudden lack of warmth. you arms are still around his neck and you softly purr his name. pierre stroked your arm, pulling your sleeve back and plants gentle kisses on it. he tries to ignore your pout and how hard itâs making him. your eyes narrow at him and he pulls your arms off him while he intertwines your fingers in his. pierre avoids looking at you in an attempt to suppress that icy sharp desire he feels.
"itâs getting late, iâll call you tomorrow okay" pierre kisses the tips of your fingers in apology, keeping his head low and feels you relax beside him. you kiss his cheek quickly and jump out, closing the door you look at him through the open window. "good night pierre, remember you owe me a calf". pierre feels his heart flipping and wishes you a good night but not making any promises.
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made to take up space
pairing: nesta archeron x dawn court!gn!reader (requested by: @lucien-calore)
summary: when you find nesta picking herself apart, you are there to put her back together.
words: 1.1k
warnings: feelings of insecurity, self-doubt, and body issues (all coming from nesta)
a/n: ahh my first time writing for nesta!! this was so much fun, but I'm also so nervous to share! please enjoy and hopefully this doesn't feel too ooc for our girl! (also, feel free to send in any other acotar or crescent city requests!)
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Training was long and brutal. Tired and sore, you trekked through the halls of the Dawn Court palace, rolling your shoulders and stretching your wings along the way. The thought of collapsing into bed and curling up next to your mate was the only thing that pushed you the last few steps into your shared bedroom instead of collapsing on a nearby bench.
Carefully, you peeked into the room and made sure to stop the door from slamming behind you. When you left earlier that morning, Nesta was still curled underneath the cool sheets, deep in sleep despite detangling your limbs from hers. You hoped she was still there, wanting nothing more than to wrap your arms around her - pretending the rest of the world didn't exist for a little while longer.
What you didn't expect was to find your mate up and out of bed, standing before the full-length mirror as she examined every inch of her body. Staying off to the side, you watched with rapt attention every move, frown, and frustrated huff Nesta made.
"Absolutely stunning." you spoke up, finally revealing yourself.
Your head rested in the crook of her neck and your arms immediately wrapped around her waist once you took the few steps to fully be in her presence. Her blue-grey eyes met yours through the mirror, but instead of their usual playfulness, they were glazed with sorrow.
"What is it, Nes?" you asked, gently.
She shook her head, taking a deep breath. Her ploy to play it off and tamp down her feelings was obvious. "Nothing, I just thought I saw a mark somewhere. Guess I was wrong."
With a frown of your own, you spun Nesta around until. Her gaze was fixed on your bed to your side, so you gentle curled a finger under the soft skin of her chin, encouraging her to meet your gaze. She did, her warm breath kissed your face, tugging your lips into a hint of a grin.
"Well," you started slowly, lovingly racking your eyes over her form. "I'm happy to report you are mark free." you fully smiled, pressing a gentle kiss to her lips.
Before she could reciprocate, you pulled her away and guided your mate back to bed. Arms and wings open in invitation, she gratefully sunk into your embrace, nuzzling into your body. Though she seemed content in the moment, you felt a tinge of self-doubt down the mating bond and grasped her tighter.
It had taken some time, but you knew that pushing Nesta to open up before she was ready was the worst thing you could do. It was in her nature to bottle up her emotions until they shot out like a rocket. A lesson that had taken you a few weeks to learn after the bond snapped, but you knew better now. Nesta would come to you when she was ready.
Thirty minutes later and you let out a sigh, forcing yourself to pull away from the cocoon you and Nesta had wrapped yourselves in. "Sadly, I think we have to join the real world, love." you whispered, peppering soft kisses across the expanse of her shoulders.
You dressed in silence and felt Nesta's gaze on your form. As you pulled a shirt over your head, the sheets rustled behind you. Nesta had sat up and pulled her knees to her chest, staring ahead.
"I don't like the way I look now." she confessed, voice so soft and breathy that you would have missed it if not for your fae hearing.
In an instant, you were by her side, sliding up next to her on the bed. Your hand soothingly slid up and down her back. No pressure for her to speak, just allowing her words to occupy the space. The tears in her eyes shined as she tried desperately to will them away.
"I don't recognize who I see in the mirror."
"You're taking care of yourself now." you spoke carefully. "Of course you're going to look different."
Her shoulders shrugged and her right hand quickly darted out to furiously wipe away the traitorous tears that rolled down her cheeks. "Guess I'm just not used to
"Nesta," you began, borderline sternly. "you are allowed to take up space. In fact, I'm thankful for it. Because it means that you are here, by my side, and you get to show that to everyone else." you told her as you cradled her face between your hands.
The words washed over Nesta, and she broken down in that moment. Sobs wracked her body and she fell forward into your chest. There was nothing to do but hold her tight as you sent every shard of love you could down the bond. You swore your heart broke - that there was no greater pain than knowing, and feeling, just how little your mate thought of herself.
"Protect. Defend. Love." the bond sung in your heart.
You knew her time in the human lands had caused an immense about of pain on her soul, along with her first few years in Prythian. The blood in your veins began to boil and you wished to use your train to strike down anyone and everyone who had made your mate feel less than.
"I know you might not believe it now, but you are beautiful - inside and out." you said, knowing your words and presence meant more in that moment than any retribution would.
Nesta's sobs subsided, and her breathing evened out. She pulled away to look into your eyes, suddenly shyer than you had ever seen her. "I appreciate the words. I suppose it's just hard to get my mother's voice out of my head. Stay thin, stop eating, secure a marriage - that's all you're good for." she whispered, as though she were now snuck in a trance.
"I can't take back the way your mother made you feel." you admitted. "But I can tell you that is all utter bullshit. Every time you join me for a meal, it makes my heart sing to see you care for yourself. When you train, I see you get stronger - physically and mentally. Of course there will be changes, but I'm here to love you every step of the way."
Her forehead rested against yours and you entwined your fingers with Nesta's, squeezing tight. It was silent, but the slightest nod of her head told you that Nesta heard the words. You knew all wouldn't be fixed by the time the sun set, but it was a start. All you needed was a start, and you'd show your mate how happy you were to take up space with her.
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