#generally fearless folk yknow
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actually leading on from that-
Silverstein's fear of death and water is very interesting to me. This man is down right paranoid, heavily altering his life to avoid these fears. He avoids the docks like a plague and any time he has to go on a ship is awful and he will be stressed out of his mind, potentially hiding below deck the whole trip (which I need to point out is really uncharacteristic of him, he’s usually the first to help and take the brunt of physical labour). Death anxiety is in much smaller moments and habits, yes he avoids awfully dangerous pursuits but he also carries around a horse head amulet 24/7 even though he has no idea if it’d work.
But, could you blame him?
When something so prevalent (that occupies whole portions of town, people's livelihoods, that others interact with with no issue) could kill you, instantly, with no remorse? When others treat death so flippantly, self-assured that it'd never last, but you could never be so sure? Knowing that you're different, in a way they wouldn't understand? There's no record of someone like you coming back from death but of course there isn't, who would record something like that, who would care?
Can you really blame him?
#also i need to remind that hes 6'4 and built like a brick,a physique you usually see on zailors labourers brawlers etc#generally fearless folk yknow#and he is utterly *terrified* of death#<3#his fear of water and death go hand in hand and im not normal about it#todays dilema: is it paranoia if its a justifiable problem,and other questions i am not qualified to answer#anyway im done rambling about him today#this set of posts was all brought on by one (1) convo with friends lmao#oc: flint silverstein#ask to tag
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