#gaynfl

[nicogayngelo]

have some Alex

kissy kissy i love him! me and him were twins in our blonde era

[argentinagp]

so in 2016, i was scrolling tumblr when i saw these selfies reblogged by my mutual. it was of a girl sitting on some breakers near the lake with a caption about it being the one nice day of the year so far. i was like wait. is this person also in Wisconsin? so i went to her blog and lo and behold, she was. so i scrolled through her stuff and found out that we had a lot of the same interests. so i followed her. (what i didn't know at the time was that she'd been following me for awhile).

soon after, she posted something about her mom and being upset and i was like hey. i know all about that kind of stuff so i messaged her to talk to her and we chatted a bit. we started chatting more and more and eventually ended up in a group chat with two of my friends talking about (of all things) one direction. but we kept up our private convo where we talked about literally everything.

then in june of 2016, my mom was rediagnosed with cancer and had surgery. she talked to me through all of this and was there when i was upset an then i made the decision to go home to california for all of july to help my mom out. so i was suddenly on west coast time while she was on central time. and we talked all the time. on snapchat, via text, on tumblr, everything. and slowly, i was like wow. i really like this person. like, a lot. and we talked about her exploring her sexuality and i was like if she's exploring her sexuality i cannot like, come onto her so i'm going to remain chill and be her friend while she needs one.

but through all of this - we had matching layouts on tumblr. multiple different matching layouts. as friends. and then on like, july 12 2016, a bunch of anons came into my inbox calling us grizzy and grazzy and asking about us being like "(eyes) why are you matching" and it was all very silly but it kept me smiling during a really hard time.

and again. we talked all the effing time. the whole month of july. and i had stopped saying "omg i love you" like a friend and started doing "ily" bc my feelings were HUGE i was def like, head over heels. fell very hard very fast.

so then i flew back to wisconsin and literally within days, she was flying to europe for her godfather's birthday celebration. and we tried to text through all of it, i remember sneaking my phone out at work to text her and send her selfies and we counted down the days until she was back in america because it was horrible trying to text across countries with unreliable wifi for her.

and then she landed in wisconsin again and we were talking all again and suddenly she invited me to her house, an hour and a half away, for a bonfire on august 14th. and i was like. sure sure i can do this. let's uh do this. i had no idea what was going to happen. i was unsure of it all, very much like "we're just friends" mindset. and so i drove all the way to her city with butterflied in my stomach, terrified she didn't like me or that we were just friends or we wouldn't click in person, and boy was i wrong. we clicked immediately, hugging and getting along. and we went to get food and our hands kept brushing. and we sat around the bonfire holding hands awkwardly. and then her roommate said she'd leave for the night so i could sleep in her bed instead of grace's bed because she had a twin. and the futon was uncomfy.

and then sometime after midnight, after laying there talking and giggling and generally being awkward, i kissed her. the next day we went to the pancake house as our "first date" and walked to a beach on the lake and then i got vertigo and threw up like, 18 hours into us dating and slept at her house for a whole day (called out of work) and stays at her house for like. three days? basically. i was there for awhile.

and now, 8 years later, grace and i are married and living our best life with two cats and a cozy apartment <3

🥹🥹🥹 this is SOOOOO cute and makes me so happy. I always love when u or grace talk ab each other, there is so much love and your story is the best thing, im honored i can be mutuals of you two and see ur love in my dash 🫶🏻

send me ur love story/crush/etc

[hopelesslesbianromantic]

HI!!!! 💌

IZZYYYYYYY!!!! there's really so many things I could say about you!!! ill start with saying I'll forever appreciate you for making a community where all of us can come together and feel safe and express our joys (or our hates) together. you are always encouraging me to dip my toes into new waters, whether it be with fic or animal crossing and I never have to question whether you're being genuine or not. I am forever grateful for you and your guidance and friendship. I can't leave your art out of this either!!! your writing has inspired me (and brought me so much happiness) and your crochet projects bring me joy to see!

[mikelogan]

1989 and evermore !

1989:

clean

new romantics

this love

i know places

out of the woods

evermore:

marjorie

right where you left me

gold rush

evermore

ivy

send me albums or artists and i'll tell you my top 5 songs!!!

[hourcat]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIBRA QUEEN ✨✨✨

wahhh i love u izzy THANK UUUUU 🫂🫶❤️

[pr]

what's your favorite shape?

thats an excellent question that i have never once considered hang on

i respect the structural integrity of the arc but i need more chaos, lets check the opposite end of the spectrum

TRIANGLES SEEM LOVELY LEAVE THEM ALONE THEY GOT THAT HYPOTENUSSY wait a second.......actually...........i hadnt considered.........

texas is my favorite shape i pick texas

[fangirld]

what's the best fruit flavor, real or artificial?

I find it depends on the type of fruit, but overall I find real fruit tastes better.

Like artificial grape flavoured candies (or medicine) I hate so much, but I like real grapes. That artificial banana flavour they use in medicine for kid's is good, artificial banana in candies? Awful.

But artificial citrus is generally decent, especially pink grapefruit.

[youngeditor1999]

NOT on anon i followed you because you're so kind and full of fun football knowledge and you're such a good friend and once i knew you were my football anon i was like PAH i have to follow!!!!!! and i never looked back <3

I love and appreciate all of this!!!! 🤩💯🔥💞✨🌈🏈

Tell me on anon--or not!!--why you decided to follow me <3

[formulanni]

GEORGE PHOTOS!!!!!!!!

THANK YOU OMG

[theforestknowsmydreams]

Up until a few years ago, I constructed a lot of my morals and opinions around what famous people I looked up to - especially musicians - were saying and doing. A very bad idea in retrospect.

well I'm happy to report I'm over that and moved on to "I wonder what Tumblr user @gaynfl who I have exchanged 10 words with would think about this" even though they hold no power over me and it's shit like. Deciding which sort of skirt some straight guy would wear if he was a lesbian

[nicogayngelo]

🍓

oh my love. there's so much to say — you bring me so much joy every single day. i love the way that when you get excited about something, you throw your whole being into it. i love the way you laugh loudly, with your whole chest and body, bringing a smile to everyones face. your dimples make me fluttering. the way your brain works fascinates me endlessly and i am always so impressed at how it's constantly churning out new ideas + ways of looking at things. your dedication and protection of the people you care about is bar none. and there's no one else i can imagine growing old with.

[argentinagp]

if you could have one fic written just for you, what would it be?

god. a long chalex fic. could b lesbians, kidfic, omegaverse, all that together. but a long chalex fic i will reread all the time

[mikelogan]

uh, 52!

52) do you believe everything happens for a reason?

No and having grown up going to Catholic school and church until I graduated high school I have a very visceral reaction every time I hear that phrase. Makes me start biting.

[hourcat]

🍓🥺

IZZY!!!! i am sososososo happy and delighted that we're friends. one, i think you are a PHENOMENAL writer. i know there are like a bajillion people who also think so. you're just so damn good at what you do and i am SO glad i indoctrinated you onto The Right Team when i had the chance. we are all so lucky. two, your takes are ALWAYS right and i so very much admire you for sticking to them, even when it sometimes seems like you're kicking the hornet's nest from a distance jgkldjsgldskj seeing you on twitter has me like 🫡 every time. three, you are just such a gem to talk to. i am so happy you've joined the piarles server (you know which one i mean<3) you have been such a DELIGHT. i love chatting with you and i love backreading your chats w everyone in there!! your brain is enormous and full of genius and you're so funny and we are just very happy to be around you bestie

mutuals send me a 🍓 and i'll compliment you <3

[ybep]

they're all fucking. all the dudes in all male rock bands. they're all fucking and sucking and fingering each other.

[deadleafpard]

Aggressive ally Charles Barkley for @gaynfl