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[kiawren]

🎫 here's a gush pass ^^ feel free to gush about whichever f/o you want, however much you want, then send this ask to 3 other self shippers! (@comfortingstars i hope youve been well wren!! :D)

Hello Haze i have been well!!! I hope you have too :)!!

Ngl I havent thought about selfship A lot recently becuz ive been occupied with irl things but kia/we is always gonna be a constant to me somewhere in the back...

So I've been listening to songs and still thinking of him, I still fall asleep thinking of him sometimes. Just that throughout the day he slips my mind but he's always gonna be there..

Anyway here are lyrics wirh 'fire' in them and I immediately went Ohhh this is so kiawren. The second song is The edge of the deep green sea by the Cure too

It's not just that they have the word fire in them but they're rlly kiawren ok.. for the first one. It doesn't matter what you do. Like I will always admire him he coukd do anything like walk and breath and I'd find him deserving of all the reverence ppl give the seven wonders of the world. Or something. Also I think his eyes are a beautiful brown shade.

2nd one.. Images of natural landscapes will ALWAYS GET MEE..... She listens like her head's on fire like she wants to believe in me Becuz I will always try for him, he will always be better than me but he'd also believe in me.. Ok...

Actually, I always say I admire and love him so much, it honestly doesn't matter if it's more one-sided as long as I get to be in the same space as him, almost like an artist and their muse.

But! Kia/we would also love me back! He'd literally hear me tell him how deeply I admire him and he'd be like what? But I admire you too, Wren! It's like he doesn't get that it really goes deeper and I would do anything for him but that's the point, he Simply loves me back, it doesn't have to be as deep as I make it. It's like I compare him to the natural marvels of the world and i think, I will always fall short of meeting you where you shine, but then he grounds me and is like. But I like you so much too? There is a lot of things to like about you. And then I'm like Oh ok i guess it Is pretty Simple.

Like when I think the lyrics of bedless by pierce the veil ".. whatever you want, and whenever you're breezing through, keep tearing my world apart" it's like it puts some distance between us like I will always admire him from afar and that's the kind of mindset I slip into becuz! I just want to admire him and I don't really care what he reciprocates! But like! If he heats me say this he'd be like '?? but I won't leave you in fact I need you with me too. Why would I want to tear your world apart haha' and then I'll just realise over and over again like. He wants me next to him too. And yah it's that simple...