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future-crab · 11 months

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Thinking about the time at the beginning of all this when my doctors told me the soonest they could schedule a test to try and determine what was going on with me was April, and I told them, "I don't think I can live like this until April."

And now it's October...

#getting better in some ways getting worse in others but still don't have any answers #sorry for being a bummer but this months-long health crisis is kinda getting me down #i just want to be BETTER i just want to go back to the way things were last year #but barring that i at least want to know IF feeling better will ever be an option or if this is just my life now #some answers would be nice #vent post #chronic illness #<- tho i don't have a diagnosis so i don't even know if that's a tag i should be using #this illness sure feels chronic #the last theory they had was a chronic illness but then they said they had to run more tests and didn't #gahh sorry i genuinely didn't want to be a bummer #i'm mostly fine i promise #just getting stuff off my chest

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