#gAAAAAAAAAAAH this book is just so long and its point so far seems to be less about the MCs and more about the other people

[musicrunsthroughmysoul]

In a way I kind of get why I abandoned reading Waiting for the Violins by Justine Saracen like a decade ago (perhaps especially because I was trying to read it through Google Books PREVIEW, LOL, and I think I reached the end of the preview/as much as I could read for free) because it is taking soOOOOOOOOOOOOOO LOOOOOOONG for any sort of relationship between the MCs to develop, and I'm on CHAPTER SEVENTEEN CURRENTLY (although I'm reading it via ebook, so chapters may or may not be different than the IRL book). Like, okay, yes, Antonia saw Sandrine and was like, 'OH SHIT, WHO'S THE PRETTY LADY WITH THE GREEN EYES' but Sandrine has pretty much so far only been like, 'Huh, maybe I should've had her killed' and Sandrine obviously has some emotional wall up that prevents us from truly understanding why she'd think that, BUT YEAH, LIKE THAT'S ALL THAT'S HAPPENED SO FAR ABOUT THEM, AHHHHHHH.