#fyi i was listening to no doubt's don't speak and that popped this thought into my head

[bisexualbrainrots]

imagining tommy at buck's loft, they've talked some of the things through but it still doesn't seem sure what the next step will be, so, tommy tries to take it upon himself to leave but stops dead in his tracks when he's looking at the door, all the sadness from the breakup creeping back into his mind.

so he turns and rests his back on the door and asks buck "do you want me to go?” while crossing his arms, ready to accept it if buck wants him to.

but buck is not sure, he's leaning into the kitchen island looking at tommy and yes, he doesn't really want to see his face at the moment but this fire inside of him screams to not let him go. so he walks towards him and it seems he's gonna kick him out but instead, he grabs his face with one hand and kisses him, while the other rests at the door.

tommy kisses him back, one hand on his waist and the other on the shoulder, slowly reaching for the back of buck's neck.

it's passionate, the fire that's been building inside of them has been set loose, but the longer it goes the more it burns and now their eyes are watering.

and they start crying, holding onto each other like a promise, and despite the way the tears feel they don't stop kissing, they can't.

it's been so long since the last time they just don't want it to end.