#fun fact! I’ve actually got like a 15 page?? I think??? uty comic drafted!

[floofanflurr]

Oh hey you mentioned uty! Have you played it yet or watched a playthrough?

HIYA! I have played it!!! (There’s still a few things I haven’t seen yet though!)

UTY spoilers under cut:

I finished up playing the pacifist route… AND OW MY FUCKING HEART. I sobbed like a BABY. A whole ass baby. Like to the point where I was gasping for breath and couldn’t breathe, and most DEFINITELY could not continue to read my lines out loud. Like, I was legitimately rocking back and forth and dropped my laptop. I’ve NEVER cried over media like that before.

I played it on stream and someone commented that they didn’t think people actually cried over uty like that…

(I don’t normally cry. Maybe a single tear or two that never falls if something’s particularly sad in a book. …But child death is something that really, really fucks me up.)

And FUDGING NEUTRAL! A friend streamed a playthrough of neutral for me and HOLY SHIT I COULD NOT C O P E. it really hecking hammered into me just how messed up this all was. And I had thought I was an expert at saying how messed up what the fallen children had gone through was by this point!

At this point I was getting desperate. I think, that if another friend hadn’t decided to stream the justice route, I may have actually played it myself. Even though I cried when I accidentally shot a monster in pacifist (and they were okay). I was just desperate to find SOME ending for Clover that ended with them alive. A justice ending couldn’t be HAPPY by definition, but I just needed them to live.

At this point I’ve realized my hopes are dashed for that. I’m not quite done yet, but I know that this will end the exact same way as the other two… somehow. …I mean, Flowey can just reset, can’t he?

My friend still hasn’t finished the justice route for me, (so, anyone reading, please be careful with spoilers in reblogs/replies!)