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[every1sno1fangirl]

Happy Hifuumo Friday everyone!

Hopefully some day soon that title will prove to be punctual once again, instead of merely alliterative. But not until I finally have my health under control again and my brain de-wormed.

The good news is that my GI met with me as soon as he could and agreed that I should get my treatment again. The bad news is that my old medical stuff still hadn't merged with my new one, so we're just saying "Fuck it" to any clerical complications that arise later.

Because what is going to happen is that it's going to be a request sent for my 'new' chart, which even if me and my doctor know is actually an old treatment, will not reflect until they are actually merged.

Not that it ultimately matters though.

It's been so long since I last got it that I basically have to restart from the beginning again; That means sitting there for ~3-4 hours with the IV in my arm as I'm monitored for any side effects and only determining if I developed antibodies or not like 3 months later!

Which of course, still hasn't happened yet. So I'm still in a lot of pain. Because besides the brainworms that have been messing with me all week, so has this pain. I haven't slept and or just existed well the past few days, which is why this post in particular is so late.

Anyway, I'll be fine. Eventually. But until then, I'll still be here processing stuff. I'm going to have to try and make up for some really stupid self-sabotage things I did this week when I can.

Until then, as always, I love you all and I hope you have a great day/night!