#fuckkkkkkkkkk yooouuuuuu selfish bitchhhhh

[justasadboi]

Like you fucking piece of shit I have told you things I’ve never told anyone about and we have done things I can’t see myself ever doing with anyone else. Like are you fucking kidding me right now. So now I just go back to my mom and fucking start over? Like you need space to focus on you fucking awesome great. But you have felt this way for a long fucking time but let me fucking move states away with you. Like how fucking selfish can you be. You didn’t want me you wanted someone and it’s just totally fucked up everything I could’ve been back home working towards college and actually keeping my insurance and getting the fucking help I needed but instead I’ve been struggling my ass off all alone up here with no fucking family or friends and you get to just end it over a fucking phone call. You’re to big of a pussy to even wait till you get home. Like after 7 years and all the bullshit you’ve said and done to me I don’t even get a fucking face to face conversation with you. I deserve wayyyy fucking better than you I always have but I always thought you could get better. But you never fucking wanted to. I’ve tried to help and it never fucking mattered. Like I put my shit on hold to help you and that doesn’t fucking maytwe you can’t even do this face to face like the fucking “grown” adult you fucking are. Why do you get to make this choice that effects me this much just on ur own. Listen to ur stupid fucjing friend who can’t keep her own fucking man in check. Liek sure that’ll be awesome for you. Like that bitches man is addicted to his meds but it’s fine cause they’re prescribed. I wish the absolute worst for that bitch. But I wish you the best. I hope that you get better one day and realize how much I actually did even when you shit all over me saying it was nothing and feel bad. I hope you realize this and actually feel upset and want to reach out but you can’t. This is fucking it. I will leave and never talk to you again ever. And that’ll be that. 7 goddamn years down the drain like it means fucking nothing to you but it meant fucking everything to me. But like fuck me ig. I’ll just have to start over and tell all my personal shit to people and try to somehow find someone who can do this stupid shit I’ll never get over. I bet that’s a big fucking reason you did it too like I wasn’t honest from the fucking beginning. Like you weren’t the one being fake and lying. I wish I never would’ve ever given you a chance. I wish I would’ve just fucked my life up in different ways and avoided you forever.