#fucking. crippling performance anxiety. just ANNOYING!!!!!!!! but Well what ever. kaiidth and all that

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auiirrghjhhhhh its so stupidddddddd i draw a silly little selfship doodle and its deliberately low effort just 2 have something to do. and i feel fine before and i feel fine during and i feel fine after i finished and i look at it and im like ^_^ yay! and then i go to send it to a friend who i usually send that sorta stuff to (was the plan all along) and then suddenly im hit by a wave of. Wait a minute This looks like shit. and so i feel lame and stupid and dont send it or do anything with it and my mood is shot. and i know its cause ive been awake for like 20 hours and im running on nothing but coffee and energy drinks rn. but it still sucks so baaaaaddddd GAH!!!!!