#fucking sex in minecraft is playing as im writing this so im not exactly thinking rn
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Hlev but he realizes the way to break out of the script is by merely taking it as a guideline rather than the absolute truth
#perceptive little crow#fucking sex in minecraft is playing as im writing this so im not exactly thinking rn#the thing here is that I've struggling for ages to come up for a reason as to why hlev would be able to live a normal and happy life#while peka just goes to hell#and i thibk i found a good reason? question msrk?#like i feel peka would be worrying wayyyy to much over GHOST BUSTER FUCK#anyways peka would worry too much about fucking everything while not really addressing said worry#he'd just try and take as much control as possible over as much situations as possible. right?#which ultimately would bring his downfall as he causes way too much damage on his way to live#while hlev is like#*well yeah i gotta do what i was meant to do. but those are very specific situations right? do they have to dictate how i feel about them?“#“do they have to dictate how i feel on this world? on everything on it?”#i feel that'd be shown as him getting more and more emotion as the game goes#from like. very absent and kinda uncaring(?) to genuinely passionate and open#like. yea there's that bit with being insane about myths. but what if he makes it a genuine passion born out of human curiosity?#what if instead of having merely passing convos with tortino and build a casual friendship-#-he instead tries to build a strong and healthy friendship with her? one born out of genuine interest. respect and love for her?#if instead of merely taking one fight with the super myths and call it a day he instead tries to understand what drove them to that point?#hell maybe even be a bit of moral support for them?#what i mean is that he slowly but surely owns up the script and makes it for *himself*. he picks the bases and uses them to grow as a person#and to finally allow himself to live and indulge in a world that will allow him to live#which is a realization peka doesn't get. instead trying to get as far from the script as possible#the thing here is that he might not realize that very astray may lead him to fall right onto it. y'know?#and there's definitely something to be said about being doomed by the narrative for peka. considering that. unlike hlev-#his intended character is not particularly nice and good?#need to think this further. but i think this is a good start
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most of my childhood is repressed but I think my CNC/noncon kink awakening was when I went into a Minecraft app for sharing custom skins (it was called skinseed) and people were writing absolutely abysmal rape fantasies in the descriptions of certain skins. People demarcated the skins with stories from normal skins by making the skins with stories appear as a pixel art of a book, which was honestly pretty creative. It was genuinely fucked stuff, and I couldn’t have been more than 10 at the time, so it gave me some very skewed ideas about sex for a long time. Then when I got onto Wattpad I actually learned some stuff because somehow Wattpad smut was more accurate than those Skinseed nightmares lmao. Honestly I’ve always been into being restrained or in perilous situations (I always wanted to be the damsel in distress during playground games, and I would bait my playmates into ‘capturing’ me), but after the skinseed stuff I started thinking I was fundamentally broken or wrong for wanting such a horrible thing to happen to me. It wasn’t until I learned what CNC was that I realized that I’m not actually a horrible person for being kinky. So yeah that’s my kinky awakening, 0/10 would not fucking recommend lmao
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this is from FOREVER ago im so sorry lol but also REAL AS HELL!!! whenever i played pretend as a kid i alwayssss either wanted to be a a dog or, like, a character who everyone was mean to all the time 💀 it's no wonder what i ended up liking once i grew up lmao
i've got a kinda similar thing but with people always being like "cnc is okay because it's a way for victims to work through their trauma!" since i've got exactly 0 trauma lmao. when i was younger i always felt like maybe i was intruding on a space that wasn't meant for me, but then i got past it. there's literally nothing wrong with enjoying dark content Just Cause lol, and while it's great that some people work through their trama with it, i hate that so many people seem to think ONLY people with trauma are into darker/heavier kinks. makes it sound like "if you haven't been SA'd, you can't like this" and that's just... dumb
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