#fucking rant im sorrryyyy

[mayhems-cannon]

god i just heard a little about ergojosh and his take on ai and his 111 hours painting and that just got me thinking about like. a small thing. my tiny two cents on this.

stupid rant ahead art and artnerd opinions ahead whatever

i see the reasons why people draw as a spectrum that goes from drawing because they enjoy the act and process and drawing because they enjoy the result, like someone who enjoys drawing because the act of putting the pencil to paper or the stylus to tablet, or the act of molding the clay or whittling a wood piece, the movements of the hand (or whatever you may use) being what they derive joy from, and someone who works on a piece while thinking of the end result constantly, working every detail until they arrive to a result they like. both ends of the spectrum are equal, but there is a point where you can go beyond this: personally i see the end of the former as something like performance art, and the latter as ai art.

performance art, while often prepared for a long time, is all about the now, the instant, seeing it live or only existing through recordings. think Marina Abramovic and her rhythm series (though if you are to look her up, please be careful as her pieces are rather violent and raw in a lot of ways, including self destruction. again please keep this in mind when looking her up). the act is now, and as said previously, gradiose and interpretative, maybe abstract and nonsensical even;

"ai" art can be considered prepared as well, though instead of being through items or mental preparation or places, the preparation comes from scraping and "analysing" billions of images of millions of subjects and most of all, pieces made by other people, but it is solely based on the final result, which often end up conventionally appealing, at least to certain people.

to me they're two extremes because one is all based in the moment and often so stupidly abstract while the other is a constant unending flow of mass appealing pieces, pretty much like anime flavored Kinkade paintings.

and also, of course, because performances are so highly personal and often are made by one person, passionate enough to be seen as ridiculous or asinine for the work they do (see again Marina Abramovic) while ai art is just some person typing in prompts in a program that takes way too much electrical energy for middling results based on billions of stolen manhours, tears, sweat, blood and often desecrating the dead.

the fun thing however is that performance can often be seen as just clowns or attention whores or whatever and just not doing anything remotely artistic when more often that not those guys chose performances after having learned traditional artistic methods and techniques (whether it be self taught or schooled no one fucking cares in the end) meanwhile fucking Wacom and Adobe and whatever huge company techbros simp for promote it while replacing people who could've done an even better results with platforms we are supposed to be active on due to the change in the industries we artists and graphists wish to work in scrape our pieces, which took us "5 hours where we used references so it's just the same"

so now as a guy who decided to say fuck "to not wanting to draw x or y" and just go for the shapes and lines and finding the fun in the challenge of just, drawing anything, whether it be a shitpost or something i genuinely care about and who stopped caring about how much time he puts in his works, i can only look at what ergojosh says about ai art and how skilled he is and what he thinks of hyperrealism and think that those 111 hours were a waste of time that he could've just spent learning actual notions of perspective, composition and anatomy instead of preaching how since he's so "skilled" he can just trace cause he "knows how to make it look right" while not understanding that using perspective grids in procreate is not like knowing how perspective actually works. i'd rather participate in a revamped version of rhythm 0 while sleep deprived and hyper on a liter of red bull than say that ai art is worth anything more than cheap cigarette dub that's been pissed on by an alley cat.

[hatkuu]

hiiii hope ur doing well!!! just curious 2 kno if u have any dol characters u don’t like!? this is ur excuse to shit talk abt them cuz me personally i don’t fw leighton and remy!

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okay im putting this utc BUT im ranting about my dislike for: REMY, BAILEY and MORGAN!

hhhhmmmmm. 🎀.... im a bit of a remy DESPISER!! because. listen. i'm trying to make a living out here on danube street!!! the last thing i need is to be snatched into a moving van and taken to a FArm??? where i am turned into a COW??? yeah nah. im a remy hater sorry remy fans. just. the apples and the hand licking?? only kylar gets to feed me in the basement!! but yes 🎀 i totally agree on not liking remy bc as well as just beating the shit out of me for being defiant, remy tattoos ALL OVER ME WHICJ IS SOOO FUCKKN EXPENSIVE TO REMove?! crying. hate remy. will most likely neevr like remy. ever.

i think. i think this is contreversial but. i dont like bailey... me personally, i think fucking my caretaker is a bit eeee.... (but then again im willingly getting held at knife point by a delusional little cutie sooo. shows how 'valid' my opinion is) and like, sometimes bailey is nice but. they just remind me of shane from stardew valley too much (bc bailey is MEAN) and i do not like shane from sdv.... (i picture bailey as shane FIGHT ME.) yeah...

then i just. dont like the creepy dude in the sewers. morgan... yeah no... i was fighting slimes and tentacles and lizard people THEN i had this mfer call me their kid and then FUCJ me?¿????? yeah no.mmmm..... sorrryyyy. not. for me. also i have a feeling they eat rats and that is just. nuh uh.

anyways THANK YOU 🎀🎀🎀🎀 THIS WAS FUN i love ranting about dol on here bc i will never ever breathe the words 'degrees of lewdity' irl EVER