#fuckin. throw the trainees in the deep end expect them to pick it up as they go & pull the weight of experienced employees meanwhile
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well i haven't been called "overbearing" in a while lol, this takes me back
#fuckin. throw the trainees in the deep end expect them to pick it up as they go & pull the weight of experienced employees meanwhile#OF COURSE i'm gonna be picking them up on a million things! because i'm the one who has to clean it up & get yelled at for it!#and i've actively been trying to not be all 'bad wrong grr' & instead emphasise that it's mostly a matter of practice#but theres no real way to tell if i am actually being overbearing or if someone is just exhausted from the clown shoes rostering#& at the point where one more criticism is too much which is 100% fair#aaarrgh i hate interacting with people
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#BackAwayFromTheHuman #BDBRW
#BDBRW
Butch: {So we had another new recruit. I looked over the paperwork wondering how this had even arrived at the mansion in the first place. As far as I knew we weren’t taking in any new trainees right now. Maybe that had changed. Maybe we were always taking them in if they wanted to come play with the big boys. My brows furrowed. He worked at ZeroSum. Right under our noses. I wondered if I’d seen him before. Probably. I would have to see when I stood nose to nose with him. Surely he knew about the trainee program the entire time though. What caused him to apply now? I guess that would just have to be something that I found out for myself. I was off tonight anyway so I might as well go see what was doing. I was probably a tad overdressed, in my newly tailored suit, but that was just how I did things. Of course I was also still packing. No way in hell I was going anywhere without weapons. That shit was ingrained in me. I told Fritz not to bother and that I would go get this one myself. I double checked the address and hopped in the Escalade. For some reason I expected this guy to live in a crappier part of town, something like my junky apartment when I was still a cop. Well. He wasn’t glymera but he also wasn’t down on his luck either. Interesting… Wonder if he knew that someone was coming to get him tonight. We would just have to find out. I pounded my fist on the door and straightened my cuff link while I waited to see what kind of male popped his head out.}
Dhark:
(It had been a few days since I sent in the application to the trainee program, obeying the words of the Scribe Virgin so I would not have another freaky encounter. But in the meantime, I had this devilish dish of a female with me in my apartment. This chick had stamina, being able to keep up with me and all. There was not a place in my apartment that hadn't been graced by her beautiful naked body. I had her in the shower; her full breasts pushed against the glass. One hand was digging into her hips as my other hand danced over the front of her sliding down her silky folds, rubbing her clit as my dick was buried deep in her core. The sounds we made, I am sure kept the neighbors horny as fuck, and I am convinced they'd be thanking me whenever we showed our faces to the outside world. I am not sure how I even heard the knock on the door, but none the less I did. It was more of a nagging bang, I tried to ignore it but they were relentless, and I could tell they were not going to leave anytime soon. I leaned into her ear growling out "stay put; it will only take a minute." I had a mind to answer the door naked, asking where the fuck was the fire. Okay, I was going to ask where the 911 emergency was but I grabbed a towel and wrapped it low around my hips, water dripping and my cock still somewhat hard. I swung open the door preparing to bark out my angered response when some fucking GQ big ass male stood there. What the fuck kind of Wheaties was this dude eating. "Yea, can I help you," I said shortly, hoping he was looking for the hooker that lived above me. I could send him there and get back to the female in my shower. )
Butch: {My brow arched so high I thought that it would blend right into my hairline.} You have got to be kidding me... {Even fresh from the shower I could smell the scent of sex on him. I wouldn't have been able to as a human. I half wished that I was still one at this point. I did recognize the male but only in passing. Not like I had long convos with the bouncers at ZeroSum. Clearly no one passed along the fact that someone would be visiting him. That or he didn't get the memo. The whole place smelled of sex so I was guessing the latter of the two.} You can either get your shit together or go back to your marathon session of getting your dick wet. {I stuck my hands in my pockets and leaned casually against the door frame.} I'll give ya a hint though. One of those two isn't going to help your training one damn bit.
Dhark:
( I know my jaw must have fallen to the floor, a fuckin brother here at my door. Why the fuck was I not notified. Well, here goes my first impression. "Well, yeah, I was not aware anyone was coming to get me. Come in if you'd like, I need to figure out how I am going to tell my company I am leaving." I didn't even check to see if he came in as I turned and made my way back to the bathroom. "I opened the shower door; the Steam carried the scent of her arousal hitting me square in the face my dick sprung to attention again. Fuck me; I'd be rubbing that one out once I settled wherever I was going to end up tonight. I didn't want to wipe the mind of this female. A part of me wanted to see her again; her fucking blood was like gold on my tongue and what was between her legs... the taste... I shook my head to gather my senses, explained to Zo, that I had to leave but would be in touch as soon as I could. Packing a bag to leave with the big ass brother at my door, I left Zo the keys to my place so she would have a safe place to live. I didn't want that worry laying heavy on my mind, leaving some cash to keep her I leaned down and kissed her before throwing the duffle over my shoulder and making my way back to the Brother. "Okay, what's on the agenda? The SV has left me in the dark about all this." I waited for direction from him as I walked towards him.)
Butch: {I stepped inside the condo and amused myself by poking around in his things while he was busy. I could hear him talking to someone but I couldn't make out what was being said. That part didn't really matter unless it became an issue later. I picked up his mail and shuffled through it while walking around the room. Mostly bills and junk mail, there really wasn't anything to tell me about the person. The decor wasn't saying much to me either, aside from the fact that it probably came with the place. I set the mail on the counter and poked my head in the fridge. Surprisingly it wasn't entirely full of leftover take out. This guy had some level of cooking ability. I made my way back to the center of the living room before he actually came out again. He didn't need to know that I was snooping. I was headed toward the door when the bomb hit. I stopped in my tracks and turned to look at the trainee like he had just grown another head. My mouth opened and then quickly closed when I remembered that we weren't entirely alone. I opened the door and yanked him outside by the front of his shirt. My mouth didn't open until the door was closed.} What the hell does the Scribe have to do with any of this?!
Dhark:
(I feel like this big ass brother just did a double take on my ass when what seemed like I could fly and the wind tousled my hair about and I looked down to see a handful of my shirt in this massive fucking hand. “Dude, is this how you greet all the new recruits?” I tried to fix my shirt and noticed I lost a button. That pissed me off, and the look of his duds I would say he could give me one of his shirts if that were my style, and It/Was/Not. We were nose to nose when he spoke about the Scribe. I gave a puzzled look. “You know, the Scribe Virgin. Duh, she didn’t give me any of the deets about all this.” I twirled my wrist, my hand making a circular motion in the air. “She just told me she had plans for me and I was to enter the training program, something about fulfilling destiny? Whatever the fuck that meant.” My mind went back to that night in the alley, that was some freaky deek shit that night, but it led to me needing to release a little something which in return brought that little filly back in my condo, shit, she made me hard as fuck just thinking about her. I sure as hell hope she is going to be ok. “So, is this like a prison? Do we get to come and go? When can I come back to my pad?” I snapped my fingers in his face which kinda looked as if he was constipated, or maybe just deep in thought, Nah we will go with constipation. “Hey man” waving my hand in front of him. “Talk to me, are you the one with all the answers or do I need to find another in charge?” Maybe I should speak slower so he would answer me.)
Butch: {I swatted the hand in front of my face, almost smacking the look off the other guy's face in the process.} I know who the Scribe Virgin is, asshole. {I wanted to shake him to see if something tumbled out that would tell me what the hell was going on here.} She doesn't exactly pay neighborly visits to random dumbasses. That's what has me wondering what's doing. {I narrowed my gaze and shifted my head from one side to the other, giving him a closer look.} Who the hell are you? {Vishous would know. That's who I needed to ask. Right now what I needed to do was bring the guy in. Exactly what I came here to do in the first frickin place. I let him go and took a step back, running my fingers through my hair.} Alright. Let's go. {I turned with a furrow still in my brow and headed toward the Escalade.} You aren't under lock and key. No one is forcing you to be a trainee. Well... I don't know... Maybe the Scribe kinda is... {I called back over my shoulder to him.} That's fucked up man. Just saying. When words like 'Destiny' come from her mouth... {Shaking my head. I definitely had to talk to Vishous. Maybe he had one of his visions that he didn't tell me about. Fucker needs to keep a dream journal is what he needs to do. I got in the SUV and waited for the other person to get situated before my mouth started running with the stuff that was tumbling through my head.} Who are your parents? Where do you come from?
Dhark:
( I looked in pure horror and then some when what I was thinking spilled out of my mouth. “Damn, these brothers are sensitive.” I quickly looked around acting as if I lost something trying to divert that I actually spoke those words out loud. What a fucking dipshit thing to do. “Well… I saw her one night after my shift at Zero Sum, so, I guess that means I am not a random dumbass.” I knew I should keep my mouth shut, I wasn’t making any friends this way, but fuck, how was I to know any of this shit. I kinda thought she might be a myth. I should be asking who the hell he was, damn, big ass fucker messing my shirt up and I believe he just called me a dumbass. “It is good to know we are not under lock and key, I left my female in my condo, and she is sorta lost at the moment. My parents?” I scratched at my beard; I was adopted, wonder if he meant the ones who raised me? “My parents are dead; they were killed in the lesser raids.” That was the only information I was going to give him right now; I was not entirely sure who my birth parents were. Maybe I needed another meeting with the Scribe, but that freaky ass glow about her was enough to scare the hair off a wookie. I was just going to keep a low profile, and hope for the best, pass the trainee program, maybe be a brother and get my female.)
Butch: {I glanced up at Dhark's place before pulling away.} You know... {I wasn't sure if he was ready for this part but it had to be tackled sooner rather than later.} You are going to have to walk away from her. She's a human. {If my nose was telling me right, which I knew it was.} You will have to wipe her. She can't know anything about us. {Of course I was being a hypocrite because I had been a human among vampires for a long time. The only thing that saved me? Vishous had a vision of me. That was all he needed to say and the rest of the Brotherhood shut the hell up about dragging along a human in the mix. I doubted that Dhark's female was going to have the same luxury. Though who knew, with the Scribe visiting this guy, I had no clue what was up. Parents killed in the raids. I filed that bit of info away for later when I had a talk with Vishous. He still wasn't telling me who they were.} Obviously, you're not a random dumbass. That was my point. Though I'm willing to reevaluate that based on your flapping mouth. {I cranked on the music and tore out of there like a man on a mission.}
Dhark:
(I gave him a long hard look, I wasn’t wiping shit from her mind, he can kiss my fucking ass, and once again my mumbles spilled from my lips. “Like hell, I will.” What the fuck was he, Clifford the big red dog? My anger was starting to boil over as he even spoke of her, not even saying her name I was ready to throw down with him. I would have to do my check-ins and keep my nose clean, so I could get back and check on her, I might have to hide her out somewhere else. I would have to feel this out soon. I didn’t trust this little information with him. All I knew he might want her himself. I felt a possessive growl build in my chest as he cranked up his jams. Fuck, he liked that old school shit, I needed some hard rock to get my blood going. I bet he took some form of Geritol as well, and what the fuck was up with his nose, somebody beat the hell out of him? I thought Vampires healed better than that. I side-eyed my condo one last time before sitting back trying to make it through this ride. I had to say this vehicle was tight. They sure traveled in style; I might have to get me one of these. Leaning my head back I had to come up with a plan to keep my female safe and away from the likes of him, I think he would wipe her mind without my knowledge. My work was cut out for me now; I wish I knew what the Scribe had up her sleeve, it would sure be beneficial to me now.)
Butch: {My brow arched upward.} They all think that, you know? Every last one of them fights it. {I couldn't blame him really.} Personally, I think it's a shitty rule too. Probably would have left me brain dead if they went through with it. {I pursed my lips, thinking back on how things went down with me. And also with Rhage, and Vishous, and my brother. And, and, and...} It never turns out well no matter what way you cut it. {I stopped at a red light and looked over at my passenger.} You can stop growling at me right fuckin now. I'm telling you the way things are. Consider it a frickin favor. That way you don't get blind sided when my roommate comes and wipes her himself.
Dhark:
(I just looked straight ahead as the jibberish flew from his lips. I didn’t care what everyone else thought, I’d go down fighting to the death if anyone laid a finger on her. “Death will come to anyone who dares to erase her.” Maybe this trainee program wasn’t for me. I would have to decide that soon. I tried to fight back the anger as my lips curled back, and my fangs elongated. Closing my eyes, I tried to steady the pounding of my heart, and my breathing became somewhat labored. Spitting out my words carefully, I spoke in a monotone voice. “I will quit growling when you stop talking nonsense to me. I didn’t ask for this; it was kind of forced upon me.” I ran my fingers through my disheveled hair, letting out the air that I didn’t even realize I was holding. I just needed to get through whatever initiation I had to go through and make it back to my condo.)
#BackAwayFromTheHuman
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