#fuck ok shifting back into fanon fix it mode

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Reading it a million times in one day is fine. Watching it every once in a while on youtube is normal. Watching the episode in full? Getting the full context for the scene? I'm gonna throw up

The youtube clips rarely have dean's speech before he's so broken he's lost. He was already lost before he said it. Saying it didnt make him better. He still wished he was dead. He got dead.