#ftr this is STILL my fifth draft or so; so i am still doing SOME ~good art habits~

[robinyourcreator]

it is perhaps not a Good writing practice that im doing right now, and definitely not a Sustainable one

but i am quite enjoying the process I have right now-- of teasing out a hundred words here and there, and really making sure I like them before moving on, because I'm still learning the voices and quirks I'm giving voice to, still teasing out the direction everything wants to go

it is perhaps no way to Grow As A Writer(TM), but it's been so very enjoyable to grow this dynamic, little by little piecing the puzzle together

I cut my hand a little bit every day, squeeze out a little blood over the seeds I've planted, and see what comes out after I've slept on the previous days work for a bit

and anyways the firehose approach to writing makes me hate myself and want to burn everything I've ever made to the ground lmfao