#ftm 12!casey

[caseythebunnyboy]

me trying to "lets compare hand sizes! 💜 look, yours are so much bigger than mine!! 😊" my way in to his pants

[ducknotinarow]

[2012 FootClan AU, FTM Casey and Shredder]

"It's Casey..."

His voice was soft at first, but he actually spoke up, something rare for him to do when Karai wasn't around to back him up. But Casey was tired of being misgendered by his father, that anger he was known for sparking, fingers curled into fists as he dared to speak back,

"I said, my name is Casey an' yer know that - I'm yer son, not yer daughter!"

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Shredder strolled up toward his throne aggravated under the metal helm he wore. Unsure what was the most annoying issue and matter to handle right now. With that news about a ninja star begin found branded with an all to familiar symbol he knew. Saki had learned that he didn't finish the job in the end all those years ago. He should have made for sure that Yoshi perished in that fire. Because somehow that rat, was not only still alive but also keeping his own wrenched clan around. His men were turning into mutants left and right thanks to some unknown substance created the apparent alien life running around the city! His city that he had a hand in all dealings over. But these so called Kraang. It was putting a bit of a damp into his operations. Getting in the way of his main motive right now. His focus and resources were all pouring into one thing. Finding Yoshi.

Well they should be all focused on this one mission.

Taking his seat as he narrows his eyes towards the door waiting for Eve to walk through the doors. His eldest daughter of three, and apparently his daughter with the most outlandish train of thoughts here. He found the silver bottle by chance simply labeled as testosterone. How many times has he had to have this conversation with her? This was starting to become nothing more then a distraction. Doors opened as Eve was escorted by a few of his foot soldiers. She looked ridiculous with how she been dressing herself these days. As if the layering of her clothes was going to some how hide the truth. How she presented herself even. If it weren't for needing to up hold his image to his ninja he might make his thought far more known.

Instead, he simply closed his eyes as he waved a hand to dismiss his ninja. There was no need for them, waiting for the doors to close before he breathed out the annoyance he could only feel. Holding up the small silve jar in his hand. "What is this?" He more demands then asks, but his daughter seems to ignore the command she is being given here. Frocing his hand to grip the small bottle tigther in his hand. Slamming his hand down on to the arm of his chair demanding his daughters attention on him.

"Evealyn answer when I speak to you" He never had to raise his voice ordering his children even pit of acts of defiance seemed to get them to snap back into line.

"It's Casey..."

"What?" He didn't even jave a moment to think it over before he answered his disdain shoild be easy to pick up on how he said it though. He couldn't understand why this was getting worse. Why she even had this idiotic idea in her head. She was born a girl she doesn't just suddenly change this! "Evealyn." He sigh his disappointment just oozing over every letter of her name as he look back to the bottle in his hand.

Where did she even get this from?

"I said, my name is Casey an' yer know that - I'm yer son, not yer daughter!"

Sakis's attention snapped back to her. "Here, I was simply dispointed in my daughter's pour choices. But it seems I am to mourn my daughters death here tonight."

Saki moved to stand up now after he hardly stated as such. "Because that is the only way I am seeing a loss of my daughter here! Now, enough of this nonesense!" He raises his tone now as he holds out the small silver offending bottle of drugs. "Going behind my back and buying this? Do you even know if this is safe, Evealyn! This could just be a cheap knockoff! Did you even stop to think how it would react with the adderall you already take?" He poses here to his daughter, but she's not given much chance to speak anyway. "No, of course, didn't! It's likely already affecting and negating what you need, the more important thing here for!" He contuines to scold. "Now answer me, Evealyn!"

"I said, my name is Casey an' yer know that - I'm yer son, not yer daughter!"

Saki narrowed his eyes onto his daughter at the bold display of defiance being shown before him. Eve could sometimes when Karai was around be just as strongheaded as Karai was. But alone? Eve seemed dless likely which was the aim of the goal to achieve. Put an end to thi at last.

"I have no son." He stated coldly as he clouded eyes fell on to Eve before him. "I wouldn't even attempt to consider such a mockary" tossing the bottle down on the floor. As it rolled down towards his daughter. "To ever be a son of mine. Your lucky I haven't decided it means you wouldn't be a daughter of mine either!"

Saki nearly spits as he speaks out towards them. "I brought in a daughter name Evealyn into my home, my family. Instead of leaving you in the hell hole." As is Eve owned him to be his daughter for this one thing alone. "I gave you a home for you and your sister you fought so hard to keep safe." He's happy to remind her of. "I fed clothed and gave you both of you a roof." He contuines to lay out to what he sees is his clearly confused child here. "If you are not my daughter then I guess you are no mkre than a common foot spider of my clan."

Meaning less, the foot spilders all abandoned their identities unneeded when it came to severing under the heel of their clan leader. Their 'father' so to speak as they all looked to him from guidance and more. "And you know what I do to my ninja when they step out of line?" It was a faint vague threat, as the blades from his gauntlet slid out as he raised his arm to display them. But, the fact he hadn't stepped closer meant Eve had a chance to back down.

"Now stop woth this foolishness its nothing mkre then a distraction Evealyn. You know what we're doing here. You were ment to be scouting for any signs of the Hamato Clan not messing around with your deliousions!" He let the blades slide back as he turned his back on to her.

"Now get out I don't want to hear anymore about this. If you were to ever be accepted as my son? You would be such a disappointment to me now."

[roki-snake-sinner]

How the turtles react to Casey Jones’ boobas

Warning: Tcest, Adult Raph, Leo, Mikey, and Don (from 2012 to Rise, and Punk) and adult ftm Casey Jones (2012). The T boys react to Casey out of his binder. Not for Antis or Minors. Also, Mentions of Shark Week! Don’t like then don’t read. I don’t own any of the TMNT or 12! Casey Jones.

*12 Raph; Face red, hands covering his eyes. Angry yelling at him to put on a shirt! It takes a while for him to be able to look at Casey in the eyes again, but becomes a scary guard dog whenever Casey needs him. Ready and willing to tear limbs off of anyone that says anything negative towards Casey, but also fights with Mikey over who can rest their head on Casey’s chest.

*12 Leo: Little blushing baby, covers his eyes every time he enters a room that Casey’s in. Takes a long time to become comfortable with Casey and treat him like normal. Tries not to stare, but gets caught more times than not.

*12 Mikey: confused but excited because Casey now becomes his favorite pillow. Treats him the same, but a little more needy. Demands kisses and hugs. The most understanding out of all his brothers and makes Casey comfort food on days that he feels like an imposter or just not in the right body.

*12 Don: honestly, the one who knew first because he is the team’s medic, has to give Casey all his shots and bandages him up the most. Master Splinter and April taught him how to take care of Casey’s injuries and to comfort him. Made Casey a new chest plate to add protection during fights.

*Rise Raph: Hugs, the biggest of bear hugs (after Casey managed to not attack him and such and is given permission), lets Casey use his arms as a weighted blanket. Terrified to accidentally crush Casey, but after a few headbutts and bite marks, he knew that Casey could handle it. Secretly wants to motorboat Casey’s boobas, but is terrified to ask. (He is big boy, with a big face)

*Rise Leo: Becomes an even bigger flirt, needs to get smacked in the head a lot more often but Casey does enjoy the attention. (Rise Leo and Rise Donnie are FREAKS, don’t @ me). Will motorboat with permission or simply rest his head there to suffocate (It would be an honor). Will find any excuse to hold Casey’s chest (Please use this boy, he needs to be used)

*Once Casey is comfortable not wearing his binder all the time (When was the last time that thing was washed), he needs to fight them all off with a hockey stick. Turtles are known for biting, so Casey’s chest is free gain.

*Rise Mikey: Smother this boy please!! He will wait until Casey’s comfortable, but silently prays to the yokais’ every night to let him suffocate on 12! Casey’s chest. Rise! Mikey has a tummy kink, I bet it! Makes damn sure that Casey changes his binder, buys him so much in every different color (mainly reds, purples, blues, and oranges), and talks about what he is feeling and thinking. Will gladly let Casey use him as a seat or pillow. Body paint, body paint everywhere!!

Rise Donnie: Do Not, I repeat Do NOT let Rise Donnie near Casey’s chest, it will be covered in bite marks, sticky fluids, and such. Especially if Casey has boobas that don’t quite fit into his binder anymore due to Rise! Mikey feeding him. (This boy is needs to, and any Adult Mikey/Raph probably has a food kink)

*Punk/Swag Rebel (Raph): Confused but allows 12 Casey to steal his hoodies on bad days, probably rests his hands/head there without a thought. Will stop if it makes Casey uncomfortable, but if given permission Rebel will guard dog (especially from Swift)

*Punk/Swag Swift (Leo): 12! Casey needs to use Swift’s brothers as a meat shield, will mark and probably tattoo his name on them. The Freakest of the freaks. He thought that marking up his brothers was a masterpiece, wait until he gets ahold of 12! Casey. Doesn’t let Casey say anything negative about himself, will be Casey’s sparring partner, (boobas/ ass jiggling is his weakness). Feral Swift is feral.

*Punk/Swag MC (Mikey): finds edible body paint and has at it when given permission. Tries to spray paint Casey’s boobas for the world to see (realizes how feral they make him and his brothers) but gets distracted and goes back to regular spray painting masterpieces. Not the cooker of the family, but will eat food off of Casey’s body if given the chance.

*Punk/Swag Ghost (Donnie): Allows 12! Casey to steal his turtlenecks on bad days or when Casey just wants to wear his boyfriend’s shit. Probably AroAce, but still likes his name on Casey’s chest or on his body. Might take 12! Casey on Not dates and carries him around.

Everyone, but Ghost, during 12! Casey ‘shark week’: Terrified, Horny as fuck, watches him like yanderes.

Ghost during 12! Casey’s ‘shark week’: scared, but willing to spare, give warm turtlenecks, heating pad, etc. Probably seen more blood than any of the others, but still don’t want to wake up next to someone that’s not the best at remembering to change pads or when his ‘shark week’ starts. One to remember the birth control, Shots, and medical stuff that 12! Casey needs.

Yes, I will be making this into a story on my AO3, it will be sweet and full of smut. If you’re not comfortable with it, then I suggest you don’t read it.

I’m getting back into my feral stages of comfort. You have been warned.

[mutant-munchies]

*asks you about your tmnt redesigns as a way of giving you an excuse to ramble about them*

I'm so glad you asked🤝🏿

Heads up tho: my redesigns are all trans lol and use different pronouns (mostly)from the show so here they are

Leo: trans mtf and uses zeir/she

Rpah: trans ftms he/it

Donnie: nb and unlabeled (idk if I want them to be afab or amab yet)it/she/he/they

Mikey: any pronouns including neopronouns(preferably cat or pink related ones)he's intersex at birth and gender fluid

Casey: bigender amab and uses she/he/they

April: also trans mtf uses she/her

Angel(Casey's sister): afab and uses she/possibly they pronouns (she's questioning)

These are kinda random stuff I don't really talk about but are real lol

-Mikey has about 3 pets, a hairless cat named klunk(like klunk from 2003), a skunk named zombie that he shares with Raph and I was planning on leatherhead being an albino alligator and basically going through what spike went through in 2012. But expect spike in my redesigns dies from natural causes

-Casey has millipedes about 2 or 4 idk for sure yet, and ofc they freak Raph out but Casey asks Raph to watch them sometimes because to her their her babies, her children

-Casey has a younger sister. Her name is angel(like angel in 2003)and she's afro Latino, she's just like Casey except not as rambunctious I guess you could say, she is homeschooled by Donnie and Leo tho because she was kicked out of her public school

-Angel stays with the turtles during the day while Casey's at school. He prefers her to stay with Raph cause he trusts him the most(their bf and gf t4t that's all lol)and she loves spending time with them. She doesn't really have a connection with Donnie he's not a big kid person and he's kinda introverted so it scares her but when they are around each other Donnie's really nice to her. She likes to sit with Leo and watch anime shows or kid shows or Leo would read to her, she likes to play game sand stuff with Mikey or help him cook dinner and Raph will normally get her breakfast and watch TV with her or show her moves to protect herself in combat if needed and he also puts her to bed for Casey. She wishes she was a mutant lol

-Leos transfem but is fine with wearing things on the more adrogonest/masculine side. Zeir loves makeup and stuff tho and dresses just doesn't wear dresses often

-Aprils also trans mtf and has been at a very young age. Her dad is openly accepting and she got to transition at a younger age as well(probably around 7)she did get picked on a bit in middle school for it tho but it's stopped

-Raphs trans ftms and has gotten top surgery. No logic just happened

-When Mikey was younger he used stickers to help cope with his albinism (he's the only albino one out of the four) because he felt out of place and lost for a bit. Every year his siblings buy him stickers

-Donnie and April don't date nor crush on each other at all. But they are really close with each other which is lucky for her cause Donnie's not very social with others or people in general, they both love biology and taxidermy stuff

-Leo and April tho are besties fr. They have a big sis little sis type relationship and April will help Leo catch up on news stuff or talk about shows they like (they both love sailor moon)

-Mikey does Aprils hair sometimes

-All of the turtles cook once in a while except for Donnie, not a big fan of that type of stuff. But mostly Mikey and Leo. Mikey likes to experiment and come up with ideas and leos kinda his "sidekick". Raph doesn't cook often but he's pretty good at it as well but he's mostly their guinea pig lol

-Donnie likes spaghett-os

-Donnie is also really involved internet wise. Bro definitely has a Tumblr or reddit and will scams people on the dark web for parts for machines sometime lol

-Donnie also has one of those military robots, they made it their self

-Raph and Donnie are twins. But when they were younger Raph was bigger then Donnie, Donnie ends up being taller then him after 12 but Raph gets taller as adults and they're around the same height again

(thats all I can think of rn lol)

[hunter-the-sad-skeleton]

👶 as a child! Casey?(Younger if you don't have a child design for Him)

Here We Go! Younger Casey!(When He Would Have Been Like...12-ish?) To Address Something That MAY GET ASKED BEFORE IT DOES GET ASKED: Casey’s Name IS CASEY. This Is BEFORE He Came To Deceit About Changing His Name To Casey! Dee Is Not Making Casey Uncomfortable On Purpose! When Casey Came To Deceit About The Name Change, Deceit Shrugged, Asking “Who’s Cassandra? I Only Know Of A Very Wonderful Young Boy Named Casey!” Seeing As He Felt It Didn’t Change Much, Just What He Would Be Referred To As. But Yeah! Casey Is FtM! Surprised Nobody Caught Onto This With Me Refusing To Draw Him In Dresses/Skirts/Girly Clothes! Remus Was Confused At First, But Slowly Began To Get What Was Going On! This Was Fun!

[whitefang5678]

First Appointment

So I had my first appointment at YourGP with Dr Myskow, she was really nice and asked me about my journey with coming out and transitioning and how I realised I was trans. They have two psychiatrists there, one who sees 20 and under and another who sees 21 and above

The 20 and under psychiatrist has a shorter waiting list about 3 weeks I think she said and he is newer. The other psychiatrist has a slightly longer waiting list which is about 6-7 weeks. Becuase of when my birthday is I kinda got to chose who I went with and I chose the shorter waiting list.

They also asked who I came out to and how they reacted and why I chose not to change my name and why I don’t want to go on hormones yet. She also asked how would top surgery affect me and I gave more physical answers such as muscle damaging healing and being able to exercise, becuase I am almost always binding I’ve never had to really deal with my chest and when I do I block it out.

She then asked if I had thought about surgeons and who I wanted to go with, I said I plan to go with Miles Berry, she then explained that I could book a consultation with him and that he won’t be able to do the surgery until he gets a letter from her with the psychiatrist report aswell.

Appointment Date: 13/12/2019

Date: 14/12/2019

[fuelthemedia]

Exclusive Interview with Big Something

Fuel The Media member, Daisy Beltran, got the opportunity to chat with band members of Big Something. Find out how Big Something uses elements of rock, pop, funk, and improvisation to take listeners on a journey through a myriad of musical styles through their fifth album release The Otherside.

FTM: What can fans expect of your new album The Otherside? Doug: Our best work to date. I think it pushed us to new places which you can hear on every track. Ben:  I think they can expect our most thematically complete album from start to finish. We approached this one more like an art project more so than a collection of songs.  Jesse: There isn’t a track on this album that any one of us were really unsure of - or that felt unnatural creating together. 


FTM: What is the inspiration behind the title "The Otherside”? Nick: We decided on that name before the album was recorded. It’s a reference from the lyrics in the first song “sundown nomad” - “beams of light shining bright to the otherside” … it’s kind of about what’s happening behind the veil, below the surface. It’s tied into the character from our last album making it to the end of his journey through a post-apocalyptic desert wasteland. And it’s also referencing life after death. Our lyricist Paul unexpectedly passed away the day before we recorded the album so it all took on a whole new meaning when that happened. Casey: I think it also stems from a bit of a transformation we've had as a band and in our sound. The sound of our group has evolved since our past effort.

 Nick: And this album kind of shows a different side of the band.

FTM: What song has the most meaning to you from the album? Doug: Definitely Smoke Signal. It was awesome writing that one in the studio you can hear how much the band has matured and progressed. 

Nick: All the songs mean a lot to us after what happened with Paul. These were the last songs we worked on together before he passed away so they are all very meaningful in ways we never expected.

FTM: Do you feel like creating The Otherside has helped you grow in any way? Casey: Getting in a studio and recording with a group and with a producer is always a great learning experience, so yes I think we all grew in the process of creating this album. As much as we play and listen to music, it seems that our ears are becoming more acute to sound, how it works and how different tones work together and against each other. Doug: I think we grew so much making this album.  These songs have a different feel than our other stuff. We lost a dear friend right as we started recording and it pushed us into places we had never been before.  I think you can hear the emotion in the recordings.

The Otherside is now available.

FTM: What has the response been like from your latest single "Wildfire"? Ben: people have really responded positively to it which we’re pumped about. Wildfire is a neat one because it kind of has the best of both worlds. The first half is a structured song with a fun groove but then the latter half we took as a chance to improvise and explore musically and expand the song more deeply. What you hear in the second half during the drum and keyboard breakdown is all improvisation.


FTM: I see you have been touring a lot the previous year & this year is no different. What are the challenges you face as a band while touring? Nick: Staying focused. Taking care of yourself and your bandmates. Keeping your head on straight. Getting to the next show can be a challenge in and of itself sometimes too especially when your van wants to die haha. So yea just keeping everyone on the same page and ready to rock each night can be tough but we’ve been touring for many years now so I’d like to think we’re getting better at it. There’s always going to be challenges when you’re constantly on the move, away from home, loved ones etc but it comes with our lifestyle and we love what we do. The challenges can make life interesting. You learn from it all and getting through the hard parts together tends to make us all closer as friends. 


FTM: What are your plans after touring?
 Ben: Sleep. Showers. Salads. Stretching. The four S’s. Doug: Catching up on WWE. Jesse: Spending as much time with our pets, family and loved ones as possible. I tend to pick up the acoustic guitar really late at night for the first few days of not being on the road as well. Nick: Planning the next tour.

FTM: Any last words? Ben: Thanks for covering our album and spreading the word! Nick: I like astronauts

Big Something tour dates are as follows:

5/18 – Savannah, GA @ Barrelhouse South 5/19 – Atlanta, GA @ Terminal West 5/25 – Covington, KY @ Octave 5/25-5/27 – Chillicothe, IL @ Summer Camp Music Festival 6/1-2 – Minden, WV @ Mountain Music Festival 6/15 – Augusta, GA @ Sky City 6/16 – Birmingham, AL @ Slicefest 6/21-24 – Rothbury, MI @ Electric Forest Festival 6/28 – Buffalo, NY @ Canalside Live 6/28-7/1 – Rothbury, MI @ Electric Forest Festival 6/29 – Boston, MA @ House of Blues w/Umphrey’s McGee 7/12 – Boulder, CO @ Fox Theatre 7/14-7/15 – Telluride, CO @ The Ride Festival 7/15 – Telluride, CO @ The Night Ride @ Sheridan Opera House 7/19-7/22 – Scranton, PA @ The Peach Festival 8/16-8/18 – Pittsboro, NC @ The Big What? 8/25 – Arrington, VA @ Lockn’ Festival

For more information on Big Something visit the following links: Official Website || Facebook Page || Twitter || Instagram || Youtube

[ducknotinarow]

[Foot FTM Casey Karai]

Casey had made himself comfortable in Karai's room; never asking for permission to enter, and never planning on doing so anytime soon. But he wasn't being annoying, a rare occurrence. No, he was sat there, simply enjoying the silent company of being with his sister. A sister that accepted him for who he was. Sure, she slipped up here and there, but Casey knew she never called him 'Eve' out of maliciousness.

Shifting, Casey leaned his head back, looking up to Karai. The arguments between him and dad were getting worse; it was starting to weigh him down - tremendously at that. Swallowing, Casey's gaze flickered away briefly, before looking back at her,

"Hey Rai," He spoke up, voice softer than intended, "D' yer ever think father will ever accept the fact I'm not Evelyn anymore...?"

Casey isn't stupid, he already knows the answer. But he's searching for hope in a desolate place,

"Or am I gonna be fightin' him 'bout this forever?" He knows he will, "He can accept mutants an' aliens oh but my daughter's actually my son?? Now that's where we draw the line?! Fuckin' prick."

He's just venting now; he supposes it's simply because it feels nice to be heard,

"I coul' take every drug, 'ave every surgery possible, look like a guy through an' through...but he'd still bury me in a fuckin' dress."

Casey sighs, rolls his head back as he stares at the ceiling. He can feel his anger boiling.

"Karai...d'yer think there's anythin' I'm ever gonne be able t' d', that's actually gonna get him t' accept who I am."

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The room was quite as Karai was reclined back against her pillows well aware of Casey in her room. Hard to miss them but they hadn't said a word simply made them self comfortable on the floor near her bed. Normally Casey made her his presence known running their mouth about something to complain about. From Karai stealing their makeup to bitching about their father. Karai always tended to glare when they came in and make some remark about her peace being disturb over it. But When Casey came in to the the room they hadn't said a word. Hardly gave a look towards Karai even as they made their way in and took their current place in the room. Living with someone so long gave a benefit of just knowing a change in mood from the smallest things. So Karai went back to reading the article on her phone's screen. A museum was going to be showcasing a pretty famous katana among it other exhibits here soon.

What a waste letting such a famed weapon sit to gather dust and grown dull.

It wasn't that she wasn't interested in why Casey was in her room of course she was, but if she simply asked? Casey might just grow defensive suddenly. And well their emotions had been all over the place. Not that Karai fully blame them. The dramatics of cutting their own hair and blows with their dad were still pretty fresh in the end. So she simply looked up the the map layout of the museum that the katana was going to be displayed at. It shouldn't be so easy to find the schematics of a building housing priceless artifacts.

"Hey Rai,"

She hummed slightly to show she was listening to them she noticed how soft their tone was when they spoke up so she set her phone down on her bed and moved from her place among her pillows to instead dangle her legs over the side next to Casey looking down at them as they seemed to be thinking. Shocker there maybe those drug were putting thoughts in that empty skull of theirs.

"D' yer ever think father will ever accept the fact I'm not Evelyn anymore…?"

Karai slightly bite at her bottom lip over the question. There was no way even they were that stupid to think the answer would be so easy as a simple 'yes'.

"Or am I gonna be fightin' him 'bout this forever?"

Karai hadn't spoke up yet moving to slightly lean over and rest her check to the back of her hand. At best this was all rhetorical. Karai had to admit she was a bit thrown by Casey's coming out herself. Granted getting told at two in the morning the sister you have always known was now dead? Was a bit much to take in as they stood in front of you with nothing more than a pair of scissors and chunk of hair.

"He can accept mutants an' aliens oh but my daughter's actually my son?? Now that's where we draw the line?! Fuckin' prick."

If karai was honest which she was the answer would be a resounding 'No duh' But she let then rant and vent it out easily hearing the tone in Casey's voice. She had to admit she was still learning her self often needing to correct both when she spoke and thought alone. She just bite her tongue for a moment. She knows the people around Casey do need to also change in away themselves when it comes to something like gender transitioning. A few of the foot soldiers were proving to be dicks about it themselves from what Karai had hear around the compound. Good thing it didn't take to hard a hit to make them remember their place.

"I coul' take every drug, 'ave every surgery possible, look like a guy through an' through…but he'd still bury me in a fuckin' dress."

"Yeah." She didn't mean for that to slip, but how could she not? It was plain as day, that was the case. Far as thier father cared or was even concured about Casey would never be Caseh to him. Sure Karia could understand maybe an internal knee reaction she wasn't immune to it herself. Having felt nearly the same. Maybe that was discrediting herself too much though at best she just kept saying the wrong name and Pronouns here and there and admitly she was still wrapping her head around the thought.

Him though? No thier father was someone you couldn't make budge an inch. They would be here in New York now if you could after all. One single hint of a cule that any Hamato Clan surviors were around more so a man name Yoshi. Was all it took to move his family to New York after all.

So honestly? This seemed near impossible to Karai. As Casey moved thier head back look up towards the ceiling of her room.

"Karai…d'yer think there's anythin' I'm ever gonne be able t' d', that's actually gonna get him t' accept who I am."

"Well, Eve- sorry, Casey." She was quick to catch herself before moving to join him on the floor. "I think you're asking for the impossible here. I mean, it's dad. He's killed off foot soldiers for not performing katas perfect enough." She states it wasn't comforting it kind of wasn't meant to be though. It was more trying to give them the harsh truth in a sense least from where Karai stood she was able to see that truth. A sage distance from the pain came with it as well.

"I feel like it takes a lot more than beating up a pharmacy worker or simply standing up to him." Slightly calling out Casey's past actions not that she faulted them on the latter. Even karai had to have a heated debate with their father from time to time. She doesn get an idea now however considering her own sneaking around to want to explore the area lately. "You know speaking of mutants I happen to have met one of interest to dad." There was only one set of mutants that had the Shrdders attetion lately. More than he ever even bothered to pay to his three kids as of late.

"A turtle mutant." She smirks a little she clearly hadn't yet mentioned this to their father. There was no real reason she was just bored and messing around. She would mention it or maybe someone else could? Was whar she was hinting at here. Hey right now Casey mlre than anyone needed a win.

[ducknotinarow]

[2012 Vap!Raph FTM Casey]

"Look, relax, I can explain!"

His dumbass really did not expect his VAMPIRE boyfriend to smell the blood currently leaking from between his thighs, but, maybe Casey should start using the thing he called a brain. Of course they would smell it! And sure, Raph didn't seem to question it much, for the first couple of days at least. But now that the blood smell was still strong and fresh on day three? Yeah, questions were being asked, and Casey was scrambling to think of the best way to describe it.

"Jus' chill okay, gimme a sec," Casey asked Raph, keeping some distance for the minute, "I, look, I didn't wanna tell yer this way, I wanted it t' be, yanno, special..."

He swallowed back the fear, and began to ramble as quickly as he could, in a desperate hope that Raph wouldn't have more questions to ask,

"Look, I was born as a woman okay? My name was Eve, I was named after my ma, but growin' up I never felt like a girl, always felt like a guy, so parents an' I wen' t' docs, got some talks an' whatever long story short I'm taking hormones t' be a guy, 'cause I am a guy, that's why my name is Casey an' not Eve," He breathes out, needing a minute, "An', every month, 'cause I still got a pussy, I bleed, 'cause biology or whatever the fuck, I can't stop it, las' like a week, an' uh...yeah I think that's everythin'."

If he got his way, Casey would've had them up on the roof, having dinner under the stars as he talked about everything, opened up and such. But hey, things can't always go his way. Maybe in another World where Raph wasn't a vampire.

"Now I got a question for yer - yer uh wanna taste it or am I jus' waistin' my time standin' 'ere in pain."

| Muse interaction

It wasn't the first time Raphael picked up on the constant smell of blood from Casey. Even before getting bitten he did have a pretty good sense of smell. All of them had a pretty strong sense of smell, something they kept after mutation. So Raph always tended to associate the smell of lynx and ice to Casey. Sometimes he would just say Casey smelled like the inside of a plenty box with a mix of the scents their hockey gear and sweat added to their usual smell already. With the nice little crisp smell that ice seemed to carry. It was very much how he tend to know when Casey came from practice he never brought it up before because well would that be weird? To tell you best friend that you like how they smell? Maybe. Your boyfriend? mm maybe not Raph's suffered enough of Mikey's romance flicks to know humans say that. But pretty sure humans can't tell their partner just how exactly their scent smelled. Seeing how the scent could carry on to Raphael's bed after Casey been over. Or on to hoodies Raph borrowed from them. But still telling Casey in that much detail might be weird. Even if Casey was beyond weird himself.

Though since the whole 'Raphs a vampire' thing Raphael can smell a bit better than before. Mostly blood, he can tell even from small cuts alone. And sure Casey could come around with some scraps here and there but blood scent was different when fresh and old. But sometimes? Casey had a constant smell of blood coming off of him? Last time it happened Raphael thought Casey got hurt and was hiding it. If he could move shouldn't be a big deal. But once again? As Raphael had sneaked over to hang out with his poor sick boyfriend he could smell it and it was strong. Raphael quirked his beak and looked them over.

Eyes narrowing Casey looked like he was in pain hardly wanting to move around as they greeted him. Raphael looked around the room a moment not having even given a hi back as he started going through anything he could. Flipping objects over throwing some as his search became a bit more hasty. Ignoring Casey when they obviously start to ask what he was doing. When Raph can't find anything though and turns around to face Casey hes crosses his arms over himself and narrows his eyes at them.

"Okay what stupid ass thing didja do now?" He jumps to accuse them right away Casey looks like they are ready to play dumb however as they just give him a look that sells the act pretty well for Casey's sake here. "Dude I can smell blood!" Raph just goes to express not having the patience for some back and forth here. "So what the fuck did you do now? Is being sick you tryin' to cover up? What got ya ass whopped so bad you would die from the embarrassment?" yes cause picking a fight with Casey was clearly the answer here. Well least if he ticked them off enough they might tell him what happened. Prideful. "Or is big bad Casey Jones gettin' pushed around on the ice?" he smirks now showing hes baiting Casey. Though for some reason it back fired on to Raphael. Moving over to Casey as he starts grabbing at them forcing them out of their comfort.

"Did someone actually get you with like the blades or somethin'?" no longer trying to annoy an answer out when worry go in Raphael was looking on their bed for any sign of blood. He turned to look back at Casey, sniffing at them a second it really smelled fresh. He shot Casey a look before setting his hand on them feeling for any wet spots along thier back or sides even. "I can tell your bleedin' right now! And ya holding your swlf like it hurts. I swear mutant vampire what ever if one of 'em hurt you I will go hunt 'em down."

"Look, relax, I can explain!"

"Well you betta! Give me names and addresses!" Raphael shouts back Casey's own statement didn't really easy him off the idea someone hurt him.

"Jus' chill okay, gimme a sec,"

Raphael watched them step back a little as tnej put some space between them. Raphael just quirked his beak. A little part of him debated, not dealing with the beating around the bush bussniess here. And making Casey tell him, but another part of him said that hypnotizing the answer out of Casey might be crossing some line here. Besides, he's not even sure if it works that way.

"I, look, I didn't wanna tell yer this way, I wanted it t' be, yanno, special…"

Well, now he was curious, crocking his head to the side even as he raised a brow. Special? What in the world could him bleeding have to do with anything to make it out for a whole speical set up to go with? He wasn't doing it on purpose or anything, was he? Did he tell Don about how Raph had fed off of them? Maybe Don was taking blood from Casey for his synthetic crap? Way to fix the taste issue? Admitly, raph might still feed off Casey even if that were the case simply because feeding off Casey was arousing and hot as fuck. Even if they hadn't done much beyond kissing it did add some fun there.

Raphaels guesses were far off the mark here, but he had no way to guess the real answer here. Maybe he was drawing blood now even? Hmm nah Raph would see more evidence of that right? Hand to his chin as he looks at Casey. He's had his blood draw before by Don so he knew how it worked. Who would be dumb enough to trust Casey to draw his own blood. Shifting his attesting back to Casey now. He should at least really give them his attetion he guesses.

"Look, I was born as a woman okay? My name was Eve, I was named after my ma, but growin' up I never felt like a girl, always felt like a guy, so parents an' I wen' t' docs, got some talks an' whatever long story short I'm taking hormones t' be a guy, 'cause I am a guy, that's why my name is Casey an' not Eve,"

Raphaels eyes widen a little for a moment there not because of what he was being told person mote how it was said was causing the reaction as Casey let out all of his explanations in nearly one breath here.

"An', every month, 'cause I still got a pussy, I bleed, 'cause biology or whatever the fuck, I can't stop it, las' like a week, an' uh…yeah I think that's everythin'."

Raphael just stood there for a moment he opened his beak a moment before closing it. Ready to ask a question, but it sort of got answered on its own. As did the next three thar had him repeat the same action. April's complained about a period before he's certien he's heard things here and there about it not too know much else, other then apperently it brought a lot of discomfort. And there may be bleeding invovled?

Taking in the look of Casey bed. It looked like a nest nearly woth how the had thoer blankets and pillows. Would also explain why he could smell the blood as well.

"Now I got a question for yer - yer uh wanna taste it or am I jus' waistin' my time standin' 'ere in pain."

Raphael's attention went back to Casey "taste?" Perking at the question considering Casey had pretty much become a source of food for him, he just wasn't following the course of the conversation at the moment. Until it hit him, he swears blood was rushing to his face. What did Casey say before? Eye lowered their gaze very obviously down at Casey's legs.

Drinking Casey blood was always on the table some things hadn't been and Raphael understood why, well partly why. Casey just hadn't explained the whole him be Trans thing till just now. They would have to get into the why's later because slowly pieces were connecting in the turtles fried brain. He still looked back up to casey and down between his legs a few times before he finally spoke up. "Wait when you say taste?" The look on Casey face was really the only confirmation needed here. And Raph better act quick so Casey wasn't wasting his time.

"Yes." He says quicker then meant but he didn't care as he moved to help Casey sit back on his bed smirking now. "Don' gotta tell me twice, maybe it'll distract you little from the pain?" Raphael offers before moving to help Casey lie back. Fingers hooking into the waist band of thier pants before he slowly moves to pull them off. The smell.of blood was stronger as he got Casey free from the confinement.

He did feel slightly hesitant here though, the want for blood and the other desires burning between his own legs now were both all for this. But inexperience was clearly shining here. Casey was his first well everything and this was for sure a big one. Swallowing down any worry though so not to make it appernet to Casey he moved to nestle between Casey's legs setting them up over his shoulders to help Casey get more comfortable. The scent was driving him crazy as he looked back up at Casey.

"Yeah I dunno how long you thought you would be able to get away with keepin' this from me." He smirks a little to tease. He just hopes Casey ain't expecting this to be all that great the first time. "Jus' lie back I'll take care of you." But hey taking like it might be? May help he hopes he's sort if making this up as he goes a bit different from bitting or making out with Casey after all. Gently rubbing at their thighs to help ease Casey and ground his own thoughts. There was way to much to think about right now.

Casey's select, Casey's offer, Raph's two different lusts acting up? One thing at a time, and he rather focused on Casey's offer.

[whitefang5678]

So yesterday I got a phone call from YourGP and they offered me a second appointment which I accepted and paid the £50 deposit so it’s now in January and then about an hour later I got an email from the surgeons office about a consultation which I also accepted which is in February and I’m hoping I’ll have both reports to be able to book a date for it. I didn’t need to pay a deposit for the surgeon consultation which is good because I can focus on flights and accommodation for it then

Date: 17/12/2019