#ft. me sobbing in the background

[texas-bbq-pringles]

the music is you 🧡

[pycth]

The Shaw Pack Wedding 🕊️

(Ft. My beloved @angelicaether ‘s Angel and David)

Hot Boy Honeymoon event on the Sky Side server~

This time the theme is weddings and honeymoons in honor of the pack wedding!

The things that audio made me feel was SICK I LOVED IT SO MUCH

Here’s my quick notes it—

Nothing will ever take me out quicker than Asher’s “I’m gonna be a husband!” It’s been on loop in my head since the video came out and it’s never going away

The listeners silence will never not be funny to me, I’m sorry—lowkey wish Sam was a part of the mate car tho, could’ve gotten wolf time too pleasee

Y’all heard Milo’s inner Lasko slip out there when talking about being nervous with Sam right lmaoo

Hey so fuck you David for that beautiful speech you gave Ash, I’m literally rolling on the floor choking and sobbing (It was actually his vows to Asher, if you wanted to him instead should’ve just said so /pos) that “more words” part was actually very real and hit too hard

I’m too much of a sucker for when any of the wolf boys hug

“We still got enough time for me to beat your ass and get you cleaned back up, Beta-boy” quoted at least once a day

Milo’s voice crack when he tells Asher ”I love you too, asshole, come here.” MY BOYSSS 😭

Also fuck you too Milo for the Gabe quote

More silence, but the crying and whimpers from both of them in the background please be still my heart

WE’RE MARRIEDDD‼️

Bonus of Angel and Baaabe’s vows written by Aether and yours truly—

[inesbaby21]

omggg hii loved ur inês head cannons!! was wondering if you would do like singer!reader x inês !!

10000x yessa guys look at my username .. i LOVEEEE ME SOME INÊS DOWN DO NOT PLAY WITH IT 😜

INÊS BETTENCOURT X SINGER!READER HEADCANONS

Definitely has a playlist dedicated to your songs/ Songs that remind you of her

I'm also getting nepo baby vibes from singer!reader, but not like you guys are probably thinking..I seeing like former WNBA player mom, or NBA player dad that follows singer!reader like a HAWK honey ..

Anyways, this girl cannot shut up about you in post game interviews- like she's getting side eyed by kk and ice for mentioning your new EP/new album

"Yeah no, my pregame playlist is full of Y/N-" Inês says, full blown smile- eyes gleaming full of adoration.

"The fact that she's not even lying is the best part, she's so whipped that we can't even MENTION Y/N being in the stands- or even like coming to a game without her squealing like a little girl .." FT A NASTY the side eye BAD.

I definitely see Inês getting in trouble for missing practice to see you perform- or like begging you to come to a home game for weeks and like freaking when you finally do.

"Paige help me- I didn't think she was actually gonna fly in to watch me play. SHE JUST HAD A CONCERT IN ARIZONA."

"nesh don't task me- I've never had to stop someone from getting on a plane to see me the next day" Paige says muting the live as Inês marches in the room terrified

FASHION. KILLERS. cmon now, like seriously do think Singer!Reader would let nesh walk around looking like a hobo?

Jokes, Jokes, the two definitely match- but like Mary Kate and Ashley match (I'm a twin fun fact! and my mom would match me and my brother this way!)

Definitely always Inês plus one to events- and vise versa.

"But Y/N/NNNNN I really want you to go to our pregame dinner- meet my teammates and friends! I literally live with most of them" The tan girl says pouting as she raises her head from the dip of your chest.

Poor baby definitely (accidentally) exposed your relationship on live with Kk, Paige, and Azzi somewhere in the background. Definitely got laughed at while she freaked out.

"Paige- You know that Y/N/N is coming from california after todays performance and she's coming to see meee" The girl says, completely disregarding the fact that they were on live. UNMUTED with over 5k active and listening fans, fans who commonly screen recorded the lives.

Poor baby ended the live so fast, and rushed to call you and let you know that she had exposed your almost 7 month relationship on accident (while sobbing)

"And- and like I said something about you coming to see me after your performance in Cali, a-and like We were on live. With you being in Cali right now- about to perform in a few hours- plus Y/N being your name they know i'm talking about you" The girl says In-between sobs.

"Oh Nes- I'm not mad baby, I had no problem with going public I just wanted to make sure you were ready" You said doing your best to comfort the obviously distraught girl- who was convinced that you would be upset with her.

Cutest paparazzi pictures of you two on the beach, or on stage before a concert- and don't get me started on the date/late night pictures of the two of you out.

Definitely having to get Inês used to people following her around, getting picture of her, and the Gala's (Not that ANY of the things paparazzi do should be legal, but just so it's less stress on the poor girl 😞)

Definitely writing a few (a whole notebooks worth) of songs about inês

Also definitely comes to see Singer!Reader live/ on stage after hard launching each other and Is invited (dragged) on stage as she sings an acoustic version of a song she wrote about Nesh

Definitely spends all of her free time on the phone with you, or if your schedules line up little vacations/get aways because with both of your demanding schedules sometimes you two need a little no phone, no wi-fi, no service break you know ?

A/N I love my sugar plum blum Inês! I can't waittt to see her do great things this season, even if she's not with Uconn! also remember that these are HUMAN BEINGS with emotions, feelings, and personal behind the scenes things that we don't know about. Meaning that her transfer really is none of our business, as for other players transferring schools/being traded off in the WNBA. Our "Job" is to support these women, watch them do what they love, and to honestly mind our business 🤷🏽‍♀️.

[helpallthenamesaretaken]

Songs I Need to Hear in Future PJO Seasons (ft. me being very intense for no reason)

Angel with a Shotgun by the Cab - SEASON 👏 FIVE 👏 TRAILER 👏 it's literally about stepping up as a hero and fighting a war for what you love without caring what the gods would think, BANGER OF A SONG also so percy in tlo coded

Welcome to New York by Taylor Swift (Sad acoustic version) - Hear me out. It's a panoramic shot of New York during the war, and what the song describes as a city of new beginnings and dreams is now a city of the end of a lot of lives and crushed souls. And it won't ruin the sad vibe because it's a sad acoustic version

Labyrinth by Taylor Swift - Do I need to explain? S4, a slow-mo shot of annabeth staring numbly at the volcano exploding with tears down her face and her mouth opening to a scream as the lyrics "I'll be getting over you my whole life" echo, it's not a want, it's a need.

The Freaks by Jordan Clarke - The most camp half blood song to ever camp half blood, I need this song in an introductory shot of camp or at a campfire sing along scene

I Wanna Be Yours by The Arctic Monkeys - Okay, this is more of a vibe related song suggestion than a lyrics based song, but a scene with percy and annabeth pining over each other with this song in the background? would be chefs kiss. (also rick loves vintage songs in his books and this is a very vintage sounding song sooo)

Brutal by Olivia Rodrigo - Self explanatory, I just need the song, no matter what scene or character

literally any imagine dragons song

Riptide by Vance Joy (Cover) - the same song, the same cover except SON OF NEPTUNE TRAILER COME ON NOW

Not going to happen, but at least an instrumental of Good Kid when annabeth talks to piper in the lost hero season about how everybody had been searching for percy for weeks

The Prophecy by Taylor Swift - You know what a TLO adaptation means, right? It means a proper rewrite of the book to make it better, right? Which means we can write percy being actually depressed because of the prophecy, not just him ignoring it like how he did in the book, right? So imagine: when the whole "If I have to die, I have to die" dialogue comes around during the revealing of the prophecy, this song starts playing as percy storms out the room in anger and disbelief. He just goes to his rooms and buries his face in the pillow and starts sobbing with this song in the background. Also the 'just want someone who wants my company' lyric also expresses his feelings towards the rachel and annabeth drama.

Add on in the reblogs and comments of your ideas hehe😁

[ahgasegotarmy116]

Seven Days to Fall Again | Saturday | Jeon Jungkook

Inspired by the MV "Seven" by Jung Kook ft. Latto (obvi lol) Summary: Life is meaningless without you. Who knew a broken heart could be shattered twice? Pairing: Reader x Jungkook (almost exes to lovers lol) Word Count: 3.2k ~ (sorry I took forever to update) Warnings: Explicit language, angst, mentions of an accident and death (nothing too crazy) a/n: Hope you guys like this one! I wasn't sure how I would go about including the whole funeral thing in the mix but I think I did alright lol Lemme know what you think! Start from the beginning

After finishing my shower last night I didn't even bother drying my hair or putting clothes on. All I could manage to do is barely make it to my bed and once my head hit the pillow the sobbing just wouldn't stop. 

I don't know how long I laid there, sobbing and sobbing and sobbing until my head was pounding and I couldn't push any more tears out. Something about last night shattered the fantasy of being able to move on with my life and feel happy without him when the truth is I don't think I can. 

Even though this whole week has been nothing but him barging into my life and always doing something to make things more difficult it's as if deep down I was happy he was still trying, happy that he wasn't gonna give up on us. 

I love him. I love him so much that being with him was the only thing that ever mattered. 

I wanted him to want me just as much as I wanted him but with how our lives have been recently I just felt like I was just there. Just another person that he interacted with and nothing more. It hurt to have him come home and have nothing to say to me, no time to do anything and not even an ounce of energy to spend on me. 

He my boyfriend for fucks sake! We should be spending time together and eating together and laughing and smiling together. Why have simple things like that disappeared almost entirely? 

I love him, I love everything about him but if it's come to this point that I have to question myself day after day if I'm the one who has done something wrong, done something to make him treat me like this...then I don't think we're meant to be together. 

Relationships are about trusting and loving each other and being able to give them your love. But he hasn't shown me that he loves me at all with the way he's been acting and he hasn't given me the opportunity to show him my love either. 

I just don't understand!

Reaching out for my phone I jump at the feeling of it vibrating right away, showing me that I have an incoming call.

After taking a quick glance to check the caller ID it's already got me on edge. "Hello?" I say groggily but am cut off by the sounds of heavy breathing and hospital noises in the background. 

"Y/n, y/n please you have to come quick he-" "Okay slow down take a deep breath and tell me what's going on" I coach Jimin when I hear the panic in his voice. He takes a big gulp of air and lets it out before continuing with a shaky voice. "It's Jungkook" he says and my heart stops. 

"W-what do you mean it's Jungkook? What happened?" I say, throwing the covers off of me and running around my room, grabbing clothes and franticly throwing them on. "I don't know I just, they said that there was an accident and they brought him here but there was so much blood and-" "Did he make it?" I question and I'm met with silence on the other end. "Damnit Jimin is Jungkook okay?" I shout, shaking and gripping onto the phone until my knuckles have gone pale. 

"He-he didn't make it. They said it was too late that there was nothing they could do..." he says but my arm drops and with it takes Jimin's voice. My breathing picking up as it starts to sink in. 

"Oh God what have I done?" I whisper to myself, my whole body shaking and my vision getting blurry with the tears that are bound to never stop. 

"Y/n! Y/n answer me! I'm coming over" I can hear him shouting at me from the other side and I pick it back up and let out a silent 'okay' and hang up the phone before my knees give out and I fall to the ground. 

"If I wouldn't have let him go, if I would've just asked him to stay he would-" I say aloud but cut myself off with a sob and rest my head on my bed, the sheets muffling the sounds of my screams. I'm never going to be able to forgive myself for this, I shouldn't have been so hard on him I should've just heard him out...

~~~~

Once I feel as if my sobs have died down I take that as an opportunity to get a glass of water but before I'm able to get there I hear a panicked knock on the door. I rush to open it and grasp onto him as tight as I can and not daring to let go. 

"Shhh, shh I know" Jimin comforts me, rubbing my back as he walks in, still holding onto me and guiding us both over to the couch. "Jimin h-he was here last night and I just let him walk away and I-" "Hey, don't do that, you couldn't have known that this was going to happen" he says, holding me tighter in his embrace, telling me not to go there. 

"Do his parent's know?" I ask after I've calmed down again, pulling away and sitting up to face him. "Yeah they do and they're on their way already. They're having the funeral today" he says while pushing the tear dampened strands of hair out of my face.

"Today? They can't have it today! What about the rest of his family?" I question, surprised that a funeral could even be put together so quickly. "They want to have a small intimate gathering for now and then tell everyone later. It's just too painful and they want it done quietly" he says and I nod my head, respecting his parent's wishes. 

"What time does it start?" I question, wiping away the tears that keep falling. "At five" he say, cringing at the time constraint we've been left with. "Jimin that's two hours" I say, shocked that they would be able to even be emotionally capable of setting everything up so quickly. 

"I know but this was the only spot they had available" he says and I nod my head, not bothering to ask for more details since nothing else really matters right now. "Will you take me to the funeral?" I ask, knowing for a fact that I wouldn't be able to make it there on my own. 

"Of course" he replies placing a hand on my shoulder and giving me a sad smile. "I'm gonna go home real quick and change and then I'll come back for you" he explains, placing a quick kiss on my forehead and heading out the door. I sit there and let a few more tears fall before pulling myself together and getting up to get ready. 

I don't bother putting on any makeup since there's no reason to. My boyfriend is gone and I'm not going to hide the sadness that I feel or cover up the gaping hole in my chest that once held my heart. The heart that always belonged to him and will forever stay with him. 

How could I have been so stupid? I should've made him stay. Maybe then things would be different. 

~~~~

As Jimin and I walk into the little chapel they're holding the funeral in I first lay my eyes on Mrs. Jeon who is putting up a stronger front than I thought she would. It probably hasn't hit her yet, the fact that her youngest son has been taken from her. 

Mr. Jeon is the one that notices us and comes over immediately and gives me the warmest hug I've ever received. "I'm so sorry" is all I can manage to choke out, not being able to hide my tears as I feel them start to form again, my vision going glossy. 

"Me too" he responds and leads me over to Mrs. Jeon who pulls me in close right when she sees me and that's when I lose it. "I know, it's gonna be okay. Don't worry love it's gonna be alright" she says while stroking my head, trying her best to calm me down. I choke back the sobs as much as I can but no matter how hard I try, the tears never stop. 

After a few more moments with them Jimin escorts us to our seats, just one row back from the front and I notice that I don't recognize the people in front of us, or anyone else for that matter. I brush it off and take a tissue out of the box that's placed in front of me and take deep shaky breaths in and out, finally quieting down as soon as the officiant walks up to the podium.

"Who is that?" I whisper to Jimin, taking in the gorgeous woman who is presiding over the ceremony. "Not sure but she's beautiful" Jimin says, while checking her out. I elbow him in the side and he holds back a groan in pain from the contact. 

"Not the time nor the place for that Jimin" I scold and he apologizes quietly before we continue to listen to the ceremony and as soon as she opens up the floor for people to come up and say some things that we remember about Jungkook we all watch in horror as the lid to the coffin opens and out comes a perfectly healthy Jungkook. 

We all just sit there stunned, not knowing what to do in this situation so Jungkook decides to break the silence. "Thank you so much everyone for coming. I'm sorry to have sprung this on all of you but your dedication has truly moved me" he says while climbing out of the coffin. 

"Y/n" he says, everyone now turning towards me and watching my every movement. "Please don't hate me for this but I just hoped that in doing this you would see how much we both love each other still and how I truly cannot live without you" he says while everyone sighs, acting as though this is somehow romantic. 

"Please will you give me another chance?" he asks, holding his hand out to me and I'm still frozen, flabbergasted that he would go this far. 

Jimin pokes me in the side to bring me back to reality and whispers a quick "Say yes" in my ear, encouraging me to take his hand. I take a deep breath and stand up, smiling at him sweetly and his eyes light up, waiting for that answer he's desperately been hoping for. 

"Go to hell" I growl and walk down the aisle, storming out of the place, not bothering to look back even as a commotion starts to settle in.             

"Y/n wait!" I hear Jungkook call after me, grabbing my wrist to keep me from getting to far but I rip it out of his grasp and turn around to face him. 

"You know I cried for you. I cried so hard I didn't know if I would ever stop. I cried for you last night and I cried even harder when I found out. I blamed myself for your death. I told myself 'If I just would've made him stay then he would still be here' I woke up thinking about how much I really love you and how I wanted to be with you again and then I get the call and it rips my heart out. I never would've forgiven myself" I shout at him, utterly heartbroken by this. 

"You know, something like this might've worked for your little actor friends but this is probably the worst thing you could've ever done to me. Jungkook I thought you died! You let me believe that you were dead and made me feel guilty about letting you go. Don't you see how fucking sick and twisted this is?" I continue, letting out angry tears as my voice gets louder and louder. 

"Y/n I'm sorry it was never supposed to be like this I jus-" "You just what? Huh? Wanted to see how broken I would've been without you? Wanted me to see how I don't want to live without you? Well you got your wish! Mission accomplished" I scoff, turning to leave and he stays frozen in place, this time letting me go. 

Jimin chases after me, begging to let him give me a ride home which I agree to because honestly I want to get out of here as soon as possible. Leaving behind that fucked up charade he pulled and made everyone play into. 

~~~~

"He never meant to hurt you you know?" Jimin says once he pulls up to my apartment complex. "Well he sure as hell has a funny way of showing it" I scoff, reaching for the handle to open the door. "He just doesn't want to lose you. I know he's been trying but he doesn't know what else to do" Jimin continues, leaving me leaning back into my seat again, knowing that he won't be letting me leave that easily.

"So his solution was to scar me for life?" I say, cocking an eyebrow at him and he turns away, guilt written all over his face. "Was everyone in on it except for me?" I question and he cringes before nodding his head slowly. "Great, just great" I mumble, opening the car door and slamming it behind me. 

"Just hear him out, please" is Jimin's last sentiment but I don't give him an answer as I turn and make my way to my apartment. If he thinks he's getting another chance after he's pulled a stunt like that then he's even more delusional than I thought he was. 

~~~~

Clearing my head is proving to be a lot more difficult especially when Jungkook's been blowing up my phone ever since I left. I don't understand how he could possibly think pulling a prank like that would make me want to take him back. He's just grasping at straws at this point but I guess I'm partially to blame since I really didn't give him a chance to say his piece. 

If I give him a chance now he's gonna think shit like that works on me but maybe I should just scold him and make it clear that that's not gonna get him anywhere with me. I groan and throw my head into my hands, sitting on the couch and stressing about what my next move should be and when I hear his all too familiar knocks on the door I know that I've run out of time. 

"Come in" I call out, full well knowing he still has his key on him and so I'm met with the sound of him unlocking the door before closing and locking it behind him, making his way into the apartment and onto the couch as carefully as he can. Doing whatever he can to keep me from blowing up on him. 

"Why would you do something like that to me" I say quietly after we've sat in silence, close to tear again with all the events of today and last night running through my mind all over again. "I'm so sorry Noona I just, well I didn't know what to do. After last night I was going insane. I was running out of ideas and so I stupidly thought of this plan at like three am and... I guess you know the rest of it" he trails off, full on admitting to his stupidity. 

"Anything decided at three am is probably a bad idea" I scoff, now understanding his mindset. He nods before hanging his head in shame, continuing to realize how idiotic this whole train wreck was. "What I did was stupid and insensitive and traumatizing and I apologize. I had no intention of hurting you" he says, placing his hand on top of my knee in an effort to show sincerity. 

"I know you didn't" I mumble, getting up from the couch and walking out onto my balcony, gazing up at the night sky. I take a few deep breaths to clear my head and calm my nerves before bothering to say anything else. 

As soon as I open my mouth though I'm met with two strong arms wrapping around my waist from behind and a head balanced on top of mine. "I'm so sorry Noona" he whispers, voice cracking, almost as if he was crying which from a few moments later after feeling a tear drop fall on my head I come to realize that he actually is. 

I turn around in his hold wordlessly and grasp onto him, holding him as close as I possibly can while we both cry, needing each other to really be able to heal. "Can we please talk now?" he asks and I nod my head into his chest before letting go and taking his hand while guiding us both over to the couch. 

"I just want you to know that I've thought a lot about what you said about me not being here or spending time with you and I've started to realize that I really have been distant. I haven't been taking time to appreciate you or love you so I just want to apologize for that. After what you said I started to realize that your love languages might be physical touch and quality time and I have fallen short on both sides. Now that I've realized that I'll pay closer attention to making sure your needs are met because I never want you to feel unloved by me. Ever" he says, squeezing the hand that he's still holding before continuing. 

"I know I've been busy on set with these last few episodes being filmed but that's still no excuse for not being here and I know that. I just have such a work minded attitude that I forget about the rest of my life sometimes and I know that a lot of that falls on you. If you give me the chance I really want to change and love you right this time. The way you deserve to be loved because if I could I would devote all of my time and attention to you. Every hour, every minute, every second because I never want to lose you. I don't want to give up on us" he says and I look up from my lap to see where our hands are connected when I feel a teardrop fall on them. 

"What can I do? What can I change to make it right? I'll do anything just please, don't leave me" he says. I look up at him and see a brilliant galaxy in his eyes, glassed over with crystal clear tears and my heart just breaks at the sight of him. 

I didn't realize until now just how hurt he might've been by this breakup too. I never wanted to acknowledge how heartbroken he looked every time I rejected him because I was too focused on me and my feelings. 

"Baby I'm sorry" I let out through choked sobs before pulling him in and resting my forehead against his. "I'm sorry I didn't even think about how this might've been hurting you too and I just, I want us to be together. I won't leave you Jungkook I promise" I sob and he pulls me in closer and smashes his lips against mine, kissing away our sorrow and pain and frustration and everything in between. Mending the shattered pieces of our hearts and making them one. 

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[primedayart]

She's a new Queen. The rising sun. The literal new dawn.

I wanna smooch her forehead. ;-;

I wanted to do some TDP fanart and had to stop myself before I just drew Viren or Aaravos again, so I went with homegirl who has what is, imo, one of the best character designs in the show.

Black women w/ gold motifs = me, sold, you should see how I reacted to Mel in Arcane. :')

I initially wanted to paint this, as the sketch was so pretty...but it was a double-edged sword. ;-; Nothing I did with colour brought it up to the standards of the sketch, and so it's been sitting in my WIPs for months, begging for liberation. ;-; Eventually decided to just go my usual cel-shading route and now I have a pretty Janai. ♥

Ft. a screencap background because it's just too hot for me to concentrate atm sobs sobs pls cool down weather i beg u-

[fischlkin]

wedding tears.

would they cry at your wedding? ft. genshin impact

is crying before they can even get their suit/dress on. cries hysterically. it takes their friends a half hour to get them stable enough to get into their wedding attire and even then they're still a blubbering mess.

[hu tao, arataki itto, yoimiya, charlotte, amber, bennett, collei, noelle, razor, sucrose]

tears pool in their eyes when the pianist begins to play, before you even reveal yourself at the end of the aisle. cries silently, with a proud smile.

[kamisato ayato, baizhu, clorinde, cyno, diluc, kokomi, yae miko, zhongli, gorou, heizou, kuki shinobu, ningguang, kujou sara, yun jin]

tries to hold it in, but the tears flow while they're reciting their vows. meeting your eyes only encourages the waterworks. they're hiccuping, sniffling, and laughing at their self all the while.

[kamisato ayaka, dehya, ganyu, jean, kazuha, keqing, lyney, mona, tighnari, yelan, candace, beidou, chongyun, kirara, kaeya, lisa, rosaria, xinyan]

cries during the reception, when they see all your friends coming around to congratulate the two of you. watching you get whisked away to dance with family members, having friends toast to your marriage. they cry happy tears as music blares in the background. they jump up and down and cheer along with their friends.

[childe, lynette, navia, nilou, venti, wriothesley, kaveh, thoma, xingqiu, yanfei]

doesn't cry at all, or so you thought. when you finally get home after a long night of celebration, as you tuck yourselves into bed, you can hear their low sobs when they think you've fallen asleep.

[albedo, al haitham, eula, furina, raiden, shenhe, xiao, layla]

let me know if i missed any of your favs <3

-fischl

[carmisse]

The heir of the Noldor ft Fëanor lives AU.

Fëanor : Hello my children!

Amras : Atya, it is so early.

Caranthir : Atar, you cannot summon us this way.

Celegorm : It's not fair. I will not stand for it.

Curufin : Really, we have lives. We have business to attend to.

Fëanor : By businnes do you mean provoking political discussions and getting into trouble that I should ignore?

Maedhros : My word, there are impressionable young gentlemen present.

Fëanor : Impressionable? Trust me, Maitamo, no sexual innuendo makes an impression upon you brothers. I wish it did, that they might get ideas to marry and start fornicating.

Amrod : Atar!

Fëanor : Perhaps, then, I might have grandbabies. Instead; virgins to the left of me, lustful to the right.

Maglor : I believe I am a married elf.

Fëanor : Yes, and where are you babies? You have made zero heirs to the Throne.

Maglor : I am trying!

Fëanor : Are you? Really? Dearest, I explained everything to you? I drew pictures? You are doing it correctly? Make sure you are putting it in the right place?

Maglor : Atar!

Fëanor : The only heir to the throne abdicated and abandoned us!

Curufin : — Sounds of crying —

Fëanor : …

Fëanor : Sorrows, Sorrows, Prayers. — gives him small blows on his back —

Fëanor : I'am stating facts! The princes have had no babies.

Fëanor : We had one heir, one royal and he is gone!

Curufin : — Sobbing —

Fëanor : Sorrows! Prayers!

Fëanor : Children, this is a crisis. I’ve heard from King Thingol on the topic. Worse, Ñolofinwë is talking about it, wich means everyone will be talking about it.

Celegorm : Atar, I think you are being a bit zealous.

Fëanor : No!

Fëanor : It's time to find for respectable husbands, it's time to find for admirable wives. Get started. One of you had better produce to next ruler of The Noldor or your grandfather’s line dies with him.

Fëanor : Make me a royal baby.

Maedhros : Atar, you can't really expects us t-

Amras : I'm still a babe Atya, you can't expect me to have one?!

Caranthir : This is utterly ridiculous. My husband has abandoned me. How will I produce an heir without him?

Amrod : He did not abandon you Moryo, he is dead.

Caranthir : It's the same.

Celegorm : We must get tyelpe back as soon as possible!

Curufin : You will not disturb my baby's peace! In addition, Findaráto won me custody in court.

Maglor : There's no need for that, Daeron and I will make it, eventually.

Fëanor : It is not a difficult task. Your Ammë and I made seven royal babies all by ourselves. I do not see why the would lot of you cannot make just one.

— The noise of arguments and disagreements can be heard in the background. —

[postapocalypticspacepirate]

“I refuse to become another goddamn mystery.”

(ft. me sobbing in the background)

[nerdyvocals]

9 People to Know Better (except I'm not tagging 9 people)

I don't normally do tag games, but I got tagged in this twice (by @jealous-kippen and @remmixx, my beloveds <3) so here I am! (also as I'm writing this out I am realizing that while both posts were titled the same way, it looks like they had different question prompts??? So I'm just gonna combine the two)

Favorite Color: Purple! Any shade will have my heart but I am partial to more red-toned purples. (PV, if that means anything to anyone who sees this other than me, you know who you are)

Currently Reading: Three things! In terms of actual books, I've been slowly making my way through the Riordanverse since my university did The Lightning Thief in my second year (first school in my state to do it once the rights were released!) since I somehow never got into Percy Jackson as a kid, and I'm currently on Son of Neptune. I'm also one like my third or fourth re-read of Eurydice by Sara Ruhl, since that's the play I'm designing the costumes for for my senior project. And in terms of fanfic, I woke up to a notification about this yesterday and Actually Screeched.

Last Song: Dial Drunk by Noah Kahan (ft. Post Malone), which was a bit of an accident. I use siri to request music while I'm driving and I asked for Dial Drunk and was singing along until I got jumpscared by the slight difference before Post Malone's verse. Although if you look at my spotify, the ROTPL album has been on repeat for weeks.

Currently Watching (Series): I've been hyperfixated on ROTPL and have watched it over a dozen times at this point, which is probably not healthy, so I put on NCIS last night for background noise while I ate dinner and accidentally watched like six episodes.

Currently Watching (Movie): Saw the Barbie movie the night before the actual opening with my coworkers (We don't cross picket lines people! I was not asked nor invited by any company, and I paid full price for my ticket. There's a one-screen theatre in the town where I'm doing summer stock, this relic from the 50's, and they were able to get access to the film a day early and did a special first come first serve premiere.) and we all sobbed the entire way through.

Current Obsession: Rise of the Pink Ladies. Full stop. I'd seen clips of it when it first aired in April but I was iffy on it in spite of how good it looked. Like most, I'm a little tired of reboots and remakes, and while I did clock Cynthia as being queer within two seconds, (I believe my exact words were "That's either a very butch lesbian or the eggiest egg to ever egg.") I was Convinced it was a queerbait situation. Plus I was nearing finals and didn't have time to get into a new show. But then Crushing Me was trending on tiktok and I realized this was not queerbait, so I put it on to have something playing while I packed for summer stock and it's been the only thing I can think about since mid May. It got me writing fanfic again for the first time in years, if that tells you anything. Speaking of,

Currently Working On: A follow-up to my previous fic, Steady, Steady! I wanted to have it up this week, but it is a behemoth. I'm a little over halfway through my plot outline and I'm at 10,441 words. Fun fact, this will be my longest single-chapter fic so far. Not just in the fandom, not just on AO3, but ever (so far!)

No-Pressure Tagging: @merely-a-player, @penguin-writes-books, @el-fandom-birb, @marley-barnes112, @isweartheyregayyourhonor, and @look-at-those-niceass-rocks (since I've already dragged you back to tumblr kicking and screaming)

[d10nsaint]

“I WAS FEELING INSECURE—SO INSECURE THAT YOU MIGHT NOT LOVE ME ANYMORE.”

ft. Aki Hayakawa

tw: insecurities, personal comfort, slight self insert , h!m€n0

On some days— your worst, your insecurities skyrocketed. You’d stand before the mirror, wishing for everything to go away.Your insecurities had such a far range, from yourself and your body and habits, to your boyfriend and those who surrounded him.

To you, it just was that everyone around Aki was perfect—beautiful, strong, assertive—and you were, well, you. You weren’t a beautiful boss, or a strong devil hunter with a team to lead. You were a normal person with a normal job.

Aki never understood your insecurities. You were his world, his safe space, where he went for advice. He knew about your ‘days’, and just couldn’t understand. You’re so perfect— whats there to be sad about?

He knows to—sometimes—leave you alone during times like this. Things like these are personal battles and you cant overcome them with help—its a battle of your own mind and how you see yourself. He can only help you in the aftermath.

Sometimes, during these ‘episodes, you’d just listen to music on an outdated music player, with an old play going on in the background.

He knocked on the bedroom door, just coming back from work.

“..[name]? are you in there?” He noticed that Denji and Power weren’t home yet—it was so quiet. ‘I wonder what they’re fucking up now,’ he thought as he twisted the door handle open.

He slowly opened the door to find you sitting on the bed, head on a pillow, with your eyes at the cealing.

“..[name]?” He looked at you oddly. “Are you awake?”

Your gaze slowly shifted from the ceiling to his tall frame, peeking through the door. He looked so handsome, so effortlessly. He was also just so caring, so sweet. An amazing boyfriend. Multiple times, you’d ‘joke’ and say that he was too good for you.

“Aki,” you sighed, happy that it was him and not Power or Denji—you loved them, sure, but they were both insanely loud and ignorant, and at the moment, you couldn’t take the noise. You covered up the sigh with a light laugh, “Im sorry, I didnt hear you come through the door- come, sit.” You patted the sheets near you so he could sit next to you, exactly where he liked to be. But something was off.

He slowly shuffled over to sit next to you, as you propped yourself up again to lie down. He bent over to give you a quick kiss that seemed to put you deep in thought.

“ [Name], what’re you thinking about?” He seemed so confused and concerned—He was so genuine.

“I was just feeling so insecure,” you started, taking a deep breath before finishing, “so insecure that you might not love me anymore.”

A moment of silence filled the room before he let out a fake cough. “..why is that?” He was perplexed. Hasn’t he been taking care of you? Showing you affection?

You took a deep breath—what you were about to say was going to take a whole lot of guts, but it’ll also get so much off of your chest. You knew it was better to talk about your problems and come to a helpful agreement.

“Himeno.” Her name came out like a cracked whisper, maybe even a sob. “Himeno,..shes a reason that I feel like that.Shes always so close to you, so touchy. To any outsider, it looks like you both are dating.”

You turned over to the wall so you wouldn’t face him. You sounded so stupid. But you tried so hard for him, and he knew. At this point, you didn’t even know if he was being oblivious on purpose. How could a man not notice how close she was?

“ [Name], you know I dont like Himeno, we’re just co-workers. Sometimes, I even find her antics annoying.” He rubbed your back as he spoke, then leaned down to plant a kiss to the side of your neck.

“I dont know what i have to do to prove it to you, but I really dont like Himeno like how I like you.” He moved his body so he’d be getting off the bed.

“I’ll leave you in here. Tell me if theres anything you need,alright?” He walked to the door and almost finished closing it when you turned over a bit.

“Hey Aki?”

“Yeah?”

“I love you.”

[engr4vedlesso]

《 Therapy Sessions♡

DAY 2

《 Pairings: Lady Lesso x reader ft dovey

♡

Psychiatrist: Okay so today, I brought a budget hat with papers in it, and depending on what you pull out, we'll talk about it today.

- All three of you nod

Psychiatrist: Okay, Who's first? *smile*

You and Lesso: *looks at Dovey*

Dovey: What? *confused*

Psychiatrist: You dont mind pulling first, do you?

Dovey: Not at all! *puts hand in hat and pulls out paper* *opens paper* "Have you had any past trauma you'd like to share?"

Dovey: *deep breath* Well, there was this one time.. I took Lesso's trench coat.. I wore it to breakfast that morning and she had a smile on her face.. *shiver* The next day when I went to choose my dress.. THEY WERE DYED BLACK! ALL OF THEM.. *sniffle* *sob*

Lesso: *rolls eyes* Atleast it wasnt your shampoo, I was being considerate..

Dovey: Lesso! *starts long ass lecture*

You: Hey, is this bread? *points at bowl in middle of table*

Psychiatrist: Yes, and- uh-

You: mm? *mouth stuffed with bread*

Psychiatrist: Alright, whose next?

Lesso: I'll go-

Dovey: I AM NOT FINISHED! *sigh* *glares*

You: *swallows bread*

Lesso: Woah! Calm down princess.. *shiver*

Dovey: *groan* Do whatever you want.

Lesso: *puts hand in hat and pulls out paper* *reels open paper* "Any relationship problems that come to your mind that need adressing?" *burns paper*

Lesso: Well for starters.. *points at you* Everytime she comes into my room, she HAS to have an article of my clothing on. I dont understand why?

You: Well, what do you mean? Its bloody cold? *frown* I should be allowed to help myself..

Lesso: Your body is just a placeholder to crush them up. *scoff*

You: Well pardon me.. *stands up* *walks infront of Lesso* Anything that's yours is mine..

Lesso: Is it?

You: It is..

Lesso: It is unnecessary. You have your own clothes..

Psychiatrist: Alright.. May I have a say?

You and Lesso glare at the psychiatrist

Psychiatrist: first of all.. y/n why dont you allow your lover to access some of your things.. I deem it unfair if only you can access her things..

You: *looks at Lesso* I give myself to her.. what else does she want..?

Lesso: *blushes out of embarrassment*

You: What else does she need.. *sits down* *thinking deeply*

Psychiatrist: Oh dear, my comment must have been taken the wrong way..

You: What if-

Lesso: shut up..

You: *looks up*

Lesso: You are enough for me.. I dont need anything else from you, darling..

You: *evil smile* See.. she doesn't need anything else from me.. *laughs*

Lesso: *glares* Why you-

Dovey: BOTH OF YOU, quiet down.. *holds head*

You: I guess I'll pull now.. *puts hand in hat and pulls out paper* *opens paper* "Who could you be nicer to?"

You: eh.. it depends.. You mean the people I know..? *gets a new peice of paper crushes it*

Psychiatrist: Whoever you deem fit for the question.. *raises eyebrow*

You: I guess I could be nicer to Clarissa.. *flicks paper towards Lesso*

Lesso: *deadpanned* *opens mouth to say something* *paper lands in her mouth*

You: *smile* Even though shes basically my sister.. *slides hand ontop of hers*

Dovey: Awh, thats sweet!

*Lesso aggressively shaking in the background with a pissed off expression*

Psychiatrist: What about Lady Lesso..?

Lesso: *spits out paper* *glares* What about me?

You: *grabs Lesso's jaw* *tilts head* *kisses her cheek*

Psychiatrist, Lesso, Dovey: *blush*

You: What?

[typotripprr]

hey i'm bored so i compiled a list of random cytus ii trivia things i found from others or discovered myself (this is a long post)

there's spoilers but it's like 5 things. but be careful anyway

if you listen reallllly closely to joe's character menu theme you can hear the joez cafe theme behind it it's pretty neat

neko and xenon's ring tones are their respective character menu themes

^ additionally, in her dlc logs her ringtone is her dlc character theme, while in the main story logs it's her normal one

credence (cherry's list) and phantom razor (xenon's list) both appear in neko's dlc logs when she goes to under velvet, which is also why those two songs have glitch charts for them

sunday night blues appears in neko's dlc logs, making it the only black market song to appear in the story

(an obvious one, but) sairai is a secret song in xenon's list, which is why the deemo x cytus ii collab for alice's character has him in it

^ the same is true for fur war, pur war and conner, fwpw appears in conner's list and conner appears in hans' story

i remember this one thing about nekosaikou's real name being bob but i'll have to find it. it's there though.

the first song in ilka's list, alb (meaning white), likely represents ilka. the last song you unlock (as of 4.8) on ilka's list is noir (meaning black) which also likely represents violette

re:the end -再- -> re:the end -cy- -> re:the end -cytus-

eternity (silaver ft. nathan brunley) has like 6 different versions of it for some reason but from what i can tell only 4 are available

atonement (sihanatsuka) is unlocked in Cam_KyuuLab_698_06_02, which is when phoenix atones for all the things he did to nora (breaks down sobbing)

as of 4.9, graff.j has 95 songs. rayark, stop giving him more. we do not need more collabs (except arcaea collab we'lltake that)

although conner himself is not directly on his song select background, there is a prosthetic arm and eye on it. weird.

speaking of conner, cherry says that she thought he was in his 50s, while conner is actually 35. so he's old but not really old

vanessa technically has the most original songs considering that all 22 of her songs are made specifically for cytus ii

sta composed incyde, though under the alias of YbeLL. if you reverse it to get LLebY, then convert it with a caesar cipher with a left shift of three, you get "II by V". ii for cytus ii (presumably) and v for well. vanessa

vanessa also has a song named ii-v which is 2:05 minutes long

neko's favorite dish is a meat stew that include pork belly, meaning domesticated farm animals like pigs likely still exist in this time

but also stray animals without chip collars get taken away by the admins (a.r.c. or something) so hmmmmmm

a more well known fact, but kai is directly based off of kiva

that one 'i am lady' post by txpazolite in game is based off a tweet made by t+pazolite

if you look at the bottom left corner of conner's bad end background you can see some pills scattered around, so maybe he takes medication of some sort?

^ also he kept a photo of sasha hidden on his desk

a.r.c. kinda just falls out of the sky in the bad ending (as shown in aroma's, cherry's, and xenon's bad end backgrounds)

as seen in his oa area, robo's room in node 08 has a window that's overlooking a.r.c. (which is also absent in his bad end background)

(recently and accidentally rediscovered) e00 has some pretty fucked up dialogue when going through the free characters' oa spaces after completing every oa task (personal most-fucked-up for me are "E00200... It's just a serial number, it's not my name." and "The cost? Probably the loss of emotions and... the ability to communicate with others.")

that's everything i have so far, i may or may not find more in the future but who knows anyway have a good day/night and bye

[darkstar225]

Twice's 10th member ft the song Her Last Words

A/N: Heyyy, I'm back FR lol! Sry for taking so long to post but finally the semester ended :D I hope the anon that gave me this idea on Tumblr likes it! :)

The request: Hey! Do you know the song 'her last word's it was trend before. It was a sad song and it makes me sobbing and still now, so i make it a request, if you never heard anything about the song you can hear it in YouTube and change the friend in the school is her biological parents (yes she's doesn't have really good childhood with her parents again), but the plot twist is the reader survive in the end of the hospital bed but the member don't know and the reader is searching for them to asking forgiveness (because she's in coma for 3 months and she heard every conversation her member) but the member is in concert in Japan so she going there and meet her member, i read your story and it was perfectly angsty but yet fluffy, you got a big passion for writing while me writing one chapter take a months.

PS: Tysm for everyone that reads what I write, I hope I can bring a smile to your faces every time I post! I'd like to thank whoever sent me this idea 'cause I loved to write it <3

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The hospital room was quiet, save for the faint sound of machines beeping in the background. The maknae lays motionless on the sterile white bed, her body covered in bandages, evidence of a painful ordeal she had survived. Three months had passed since that fateful day when her life took an unexpected turn. Y/N was a member of the popular girl group TWICE, known for their infectious music and vibrant personalities. At just 18 years old, she was the youngest member and cherished by fans around the world. But behind the bright smiles and energetic performances, she had carried a heavy burden in her heart. Her parents, who were her legal guardians, had not been the loving figures one would expect. TWICE's honey had endured a difficult childhood, marred by neglect and emotional abuse. Eventually, she made the decision to distance herself from them, finding solace and support among her fellow TWICE sisters.

One day, as the girl was leaving school, she received a call from her parents' lawyer. Her parents had been involved in a tragic car accident and had not survived. The news hit her hard, stirring up a storm of conflicting emotions. Guilt, anger, and grief consumed her, leaving her feeling utterly lost. Unable to cope with the overwhelming pain, the maknae found solace in a song she stumbled upon online. "Her Last Words" captured her heart with its haunting melody and relatable lyrics. It spoke of a person's desperate struggle with depression and their ultimate decision to end their life. The song became her refuge, her outlet for the torrent of emotions she couldn't express. Months went by, and the wounds on TWICE's kiddo's body slowly healed, but the scars on her soul remained. She had been in a coma for three long months, but during that time, she had heard every conversation around her. She had listened as her fellow members spoke about their guilt, their sorrow, and their longing for her to wake up.

Y/N knew she needed to find them and ask for their forgiveness. The guilt she carried for leaving them without explanation weighed heavily on her heart. With newfound determination, she packed her bags and made her way to Japan, where the group was set to perform their next concert. The concert venue was a sea of lights and excited fans. The youngest, weakened by her ordeal, struggled to navigate the bustling crowd. She found a spot near the stage, a place where she hoped to catch a glimpse of her friends. As the music started and the members appeared on stage, her heart swelled with a mixture of love and longing. Unbeknownst to Y/N, her absence had left a noticeable void in the group. Each member had mourned her loss in their own way, with guilt and regret eating away at them. They had dedicated their performances to her, hoping that somehow, she would hear their voices and know they still cared.

During a break between songs, TWICE's angel managed to catch the attention of one of the staff members. Frail and weak, she explained her situation, desperate to be reunited with her friends. Moved by her story, the staff member quickly arranged for her to meet the group backstage after the concert. The moment she stepped into the backstage area, her heart raced with anticipation and anxiety. She could hear the distant sounds of laughter and chatter, a stark contrast to the heaviness she had carried for months. As she turned the corner, her eyes met the astonished gazes of her fellow TWICE unnies. Time seemed to stand still as they stared at each other, unable to comprehend what they were seeing. Tears streamed down the maknae's face as she stumbled forward, reaching out to touch them, to confirm that they were real. And as their arms enveloped her in a warm, loving embrace filled with forgiveness and relief, Y/N felt a weight lift off her shoulders. She had found her way back to the people who cared for her most, and they were here to welcome her with open arms.

The room erupted with a mixture of tears, laughter, and indescribable emotions. Y/N's presence was a miraculous sight, a testament to her strength and resilience. The members took turns embracing her tightly, their whispered apologies and words of love mingling in the air. Jihyo, the group's mother, especially to their dear maknae, held her child's face gently in her hands, her eyes brimming with tears and her voice choked with emotion. 

Jihyo - We thought we had lost you forever, baby. But you're here, and that's all that matters. We missed you so much, sweetheart!

Sana made her bright smile that lit up the room known and clung to her sugar's side, her voice trembling with joy. 

Sana - You have no idea how much we've dreamed of this moment, darling! We wanted to tell you how sorry we were, how much we love you, and how desperately we wanted you back.

The rest of the members surrounded Y/N, showering her with affectionate words and tight hugs. Dahyun, Chaeyoung, Momo, Jeongyeon, Nayeon, and Tzuyu expressed their remorse for not being able to protect her from the pain she had endured. They vowed to always be there for her, to make up for the lost time and the hurt she had suffered. As the kid soaked in the overwhelming love and support, she realized that her journey to find forgiveness was not in vain. The song that had brought her solace in her darkest moments had led her to this beautiful reunion. The pain she had endured had transformed into a deeper connection with her fellow sisters, fortifying their bond beyond measure.

Days turned into weeks, and TWICE's star physical strength slowly returned. She resumed her activities with the group, cherishing each moment on stage, knowing that she had been given a second chance. The members, now more united than ever, supported her wholeheartedly, their performances radiating with an added layer of gratitude and love. Y/N's story became an inspiration to many. She shared her experiences, encouraging others to seek help and find solace in music and the support of loved ones. Her journey of forgiveness and healing resonated with fans worldwide, reminding them of the importance of empathy, understanding, and the power of second chances. And as she stood on stage, surrounded by her chosen family, the echoes of "Her Last Words" filled the arena once more. This time, however, the lyrics took on a different meaning, a testament to TWICE's pride and joy's resilience, the strength of their bond, and the hope that arises from even the darkest of places.

As the stage reached its end, the light turned off at the same time Y/N closed her eyes, tears streaming down her face. She knew she had come a long way from the hospital bed to this moment of triumph. And with the love of her TWICE family and the support of their devoted fans, she thought while thinking about how she could overcome anything that lay ahead:

I love my dear unnies.

A/N: I apologise for any errors, English is not my first language. Pls, let me know if there's something wrong, ty for reading <3

[universepersonagens]

( ooc: +18 ) Os fãs não param de falar disso! Parece que William “Wonsik” Han-McGowan, mais conhecido como BILL$, entrou para as redes sociais, sabia? Dizem que ele parece tanto com o Lim Jaebum/JayB! Ele nasceu em 03/03/1991 na cidade de Glasgow, Escócia e atualmente tem 32 anos. Ele trabalha como vocalista, rapper e dançarino líder do 2U na VENTURA Music, deve ser muito talentoso… Ah, você quer seguir ele? Procura por @bills_uv e fica de olho nas novidades.

DEMAIS INFORMAÇÕES.

Etnia: coreano-escocês.

Personalidade: William é um cara muito low profile. Por sempre ter tido tudo do bom e do melhor é um tanto (mimado), mas também é muito (sociável) e gosta de juntar as pessoas. Hoje em dia é muito (responsável), porém muitas vezes (impulsivo)

Conceito: No início da carreira sua imagem era a de um rapaz rebelde, intenso e um pouco desequilibrado. Até seus visuais vendiam essa imagem. Hoje ele exagera um pouco menos nesse conceito, mas ainda é conhecido por ser excêntrico e por gostar de experimentar coisas diferentes em suas canções e performances.

Fofocas/rumores:

Dizem que William costumava morar em um castelo em Glasgow.

Alguns anos atrás circularam boatos de que ele fechava boates para realizar festas secretas apenas para outros idols e trainees, onde nada era proibido.

Teve um boato muito forte de namoro com Jade Kwon porque os dois eram vistos saindo juntos com muita frequência.

Durante o hiatus do 2U, Billy fez faculdade de terapia ocupacional e exerce a profissão voluntariamente em casas de recuperação.

Trabalhos:

BILLY P$YCHO - CROOKED (G-Dragon) BILLY P$YCHO - COUP D’ETAT (G-Dragon) BILLY P$YCHO - U MAD? (Bobby) BILLY P$YCHO - give it to me (August D) BILLY P$YCHO - One and Only (B.I, ikon) BILL$ - Pretty Please (Jackson Wang) BILL$ - TITANIC (Jackson Wang) BILL$ - LOVE KILLA (Monsta X) BILL$ ft. ???? - Alone (Coogie ft. Lee Hi) BILL$ ft. Jade - Rich Kids Anthem (Epik High ft. Lee Hi) BILL$ - Papillon (Jackson Wang) BILL$ - Blow (Jackson Wang) BILL$ - DADDY (Bloo) BILL$ ft. ???, ??? e ???- XINDOSHI (GroovyRoom, Keem Hyoeun, Sik-K, Loopy) BILL$ ft. Winnie - Black (G-Dragon, Jennie) BILL$ - 100 Ways (Jackson Wang) BILL$ ft. Ciara - Slow (Jackson Wang ft. Ciara) BILL$ - Aqua Man (Beenzino) BILL$ - Boogie On & On (Beenzino)

BACKGROUND/HEADCANONS.

TW: Uso de drogas, capacitismo, citação a depressão.

William Han-McGowan nasceu em berço de ouro, mas queria muito mais do que dinheiro. Sempre gostou de chamar atenção e sonhava em ser cantor desde criança, quando via sua mãe ser fã de boybands como Backstreet Boys e N’Sync. No início da adolescência pensava que precisava aprender a disfarçar seu sotaque escocês e ir para os Estados Unidos tentar a sorte, mas mudou de ideia quando a segunda geração do k-pop começou a surgir. Era aquilo que ele queria: a estética exagerada, as músicas barulhentas, os clipes super produzidos.

Se mudou para a Coreia aos treze anos, para estudar em escolas privadas conceituadas, estudar música e dança e tentar entrar em uma agência. Sua irmã também foi com ele e os dois moravam juntos numa casa grande e luxuosa, sendo criados por uma governanta enquanto os pais continuavam seus negócios em Glasgow.

Chamou atenção da Starship Entertainment em uma audição e aos 15 anos se tornou trainee da empresa. Debutou no 2U aos 17 anos, logo sendo engolido pela fama avassaladora que chegou tão rápido. Seu primeiro stage name foi BILLY P$YCHO, acompanhado por um conceito que o mostrava como um rapaz bastante desequilibrado. Com a queda do grupo, ele ficou perdido e sem saber o que fazer. Vivia de desperdiçar dinheiro e se entorpecer, até a quebra de contrato. Sob a empresa formada pelos membros do grupo, ele debutou como solo, usando o mesmo stage name, e alcançou algum sucesso principalmente na comunidade do K Hip-Hop. Sua música remetia muito à imagem de desequilíbrio, vícios e rebeldia.

Foi nessa época que decidiu fazer uma faculdade de terapia ocupacional, em parte para se livrar dos próprios vícios. Formou-se em 2017, bem em meio à época da crise financeira de sua label. Ainda lançou algumas coisas, mas com a falência veio um longo período de depressão. Billy tentou se dedicar mais à carreira na saúde, deu um pause nas festas que costumava dar, entrou secretamente numa clínica de reabilitação, onde abandonou as bebidas e drogas recreativas.

Com a assinatura do contrato com a VENTURA, ele redebutou com o stage name BILL$, com um conceito um pouco mais diversificado. Gosta de experimentar em suas canções e já falou algumas vezes sobre como hoje em dia considera seu antigo nome problemático. Continua festeiro, porém agora dá as festas em sua casa, uma mansão discreta e afastada do centro de Seoul. Mesmo com ele estando limpo, as festas às vezes passam dos limites. Como preza por sua imagem, é muito importante para ele que essas festas fiquem em segredo, afinal, para a mídia ele abandonou aquela fase tão rebelde.

[elshells]

10 Songs Tag

Thank you @sam-glade and @writernopal for the tags!

Rules: Put on your favorite playlist on shuffle and share the first 10 songs that come up - let us get to know you! Bonus, tag them for any characters they apply to from your WIPs!

Unfortunately, I don't use Spotify all that regularly (can't afford a subscription), so I opted to use my YouTube playlist instead. Please forgive me.

Tagging @e-klair, @moonluringfrost, @talesfromaurea, and anyone else who wishes to participate!

Let me know if you know or enjoy any of these songs! I've found that I have a bit of an acquired taste in music and talking so openly about it always makes me a lil' nervous. Let me know if you happen to listen to anything new, too!

Bad Guy - Billie Eilish (covered by The Interrupters) -A god-tier cover, especially when paired with a fight scene (as seen in The Umbrella Academy). Reminds me specifically of Janus and Bellona from Agent Ace.

And So It Went - The Pretty Reckless -Embodies the darker, more chaotic side of Harmont and its vigilantes.

Playground - Bea Miller -Same as #2.

Wolf in Sheep's Clothing - Set It Off -A banger of a theme for a morally grey character or villain. Once again, I think of Janus and Bellona when I listen to this song.

Break In - Halestorm ft. Amy Lee -A love song for Harley and Jade and one of the only songs that has made me cry. I got to see this performed live and it almost destroyed me

Hate - Plush -Helps me channel and write a character's anger. This is a song for Sophia, who's always a bit short-tempered with constant repressed rage.

Haunted and Unwanted - NateWantsToBattle -Makes me think of certain characters from Harmont Heroes who are made to be victims or products of an unkind environment. Also, the beat slaps.

Paint It Black - Netflix's Wednesday -Reminds me of a character in Harmont Heroes who has yet to be introduced. Also good background music to write to at any given time, since there are no lyrics and the cello sounds lovely!

Sober - Plush -Something I like to listen to whenever I write about a character hitting rock bottom, or any significantly heavy scene involving death, grief, etc. Have made myself ugly sob before with all the feelings.

Phantom - Give Heart Records -Another great song for a villain, especially in the context of the 'deal with the devil' trope, which I am hopelessly in love with. Multiple characters come to mind with this one (can you tell I love my villains?)