#fsmp kaleidosocope

[the-sunshine-dims]

the promised kaleidoscope thoughts- because hey do you ever think that maybe Malitae would've been scared of being forgotten- about the fact that so secluded from the pantheon they were apart of (for their safety) during a war they already died in, one day they must've realized that Vikesh hadn't been back in a while,

do you ever think about how they absolutely spent most of the resets alone, maybe with the presence of Epros but Epros is not the kind of audience they need, the kind of company,

do you ever think about how they are absolutely sure they are unforgettable, but maybe their still afraid, everyone, even gods are sometimes still afraid, a deep seated anxiety at the very back of xyr mind, scared the Fenris will forget them and stop coming back, that Caspian and Rae might, and most terrifyingly, Midas might.

They are sure their unforgettable... but hes still more confident that even if their forgotten, if they create things so magnificent- so spectacular- those won't be forgotten, and that's- something.

do you ever think about Midas being there to help, maybe they don't even know about the fear at first, or maybe their able to pick it up (so many of the sherberts are so afraid of being alone, being forgotten, its a familiar feeling)

about the wack serving as a reminder, a promise, a lingering mark, a reminder they hold of Quixis (because they've long since been torn from any reminder of Vikesh) and despite the hesitance, Midas takes any gifted craft their given, even if their hesitant that the wack will spread to it (there's only so long something not supposed to be in the world port can be there unaffected, but still taking it with the promise it'll be cherished

Thinking about, Malitae making so many gifts for Midas, jewelry, art, knit and crocheted creations, anything that they put their hand into creating, and thinking about it culminating with a joking "who could forget this" while showing off a recent creation and Midas immediately responding with "Not me"