#friends idk i was full of shame and still am. but like my fwb is hot and i have no one to tell abt it even tho weve been hooking up for

[rodrickheffley]

i wish i had more friends in general but the fact that i have no friends to discuss my sex life with is soo tragic

[deveharrington]

Why do you think D does not acknowledge his relationships? He didn't admit to his relationship with G even though there was plenty of affection and they both appeared to be at there happiest, and he doesn't mention this relationship at all even though they are together a lot. There doesn't appear to be, st least publically, any affection with M. Is this a friends with benefits or could he himself be embarrassed about the age difference? Any thoughts?

Disclaimer: theories, not facts. 

1. Honestly,  anon….. NO CLUE I think he just wants things both ways or a million ways and bottom line: always HIS way. Also, it seems like he somehow considers himself detached from the flow of time or karma or consequences because he is so damn reckless thoughtless and it seems like he is only motivated by vindictiveness A.K.A. the past. (theory: he has an insane fear of death, so insane he’ll completely deny who he is and pretend to be so many decades younger, but he has no bucket list?? So, what is experience to him? What is the purpose? The goal? The ambition…….. etc. its ODD).

2. I can understand why D and G would want to remain private just to not make a ruckus. That I can understand. As for the rest, like, it seemed like they were on their way to going public but then yeah I guess Gillian was courted by someone who actually paid attention to her work and passions beyond bodily passions and things got derailed ?? Gillian got tired of David’s lame bullshit “i’ll take whatever job” attitude? lmao. Sorry if this is a really shitty explanation, I just can’t stand to think about Gillovny anymore lmao sorry anon!!

3. What’s “hilarious” (as in, I am using humour to protect myself from how seriously dark and disturbing the situation is and how that kind of injustice alone is enough to make me overwhelmingly angry) is that if he is embarrassed by this bullshit (as he should be) like….. its just hilarity on top of hilarity because he is not embarrassed to make a damn fool of himself on the stage but he is embarrassed by this like LMAO. Idk, I just see it as more self serving disgusting bullshit from him I mean its beyond despicable you can only laugh otherwise you’ll experience a rage so all consuming you’ll end up like me !!! LMAO 

4. I mean maybe its just what it looks like - he sees that its wrong and he tells himself it is ok whenever he wants to visit this little fantasy world where he has needs (need to control, pretend he is still married to Tea, be validated, not be alone, not be alone with himself or his thoughts, need to be on par with Tea and Gillian in terms of moving on with a “partner”, and his history is that of a serial………… misogynistic sex addicted pig serial “dater”?? idk, i feel like that is insulting to people who are dating but you know what I mean, so…) …

5. … so like, there are rules for here and rules for there and rules for this time and that time and yeah its day by day the truth is relative according to what David wants. 

6. In his own words (”lyrics”): why do I remain the same? why do I remain the same? why do I remain the same? (repeated x 10000000). BTW, I’ve noticed that “remaining the same”/not being able to move on/not being able to change therefore being flippant about change is actually a constant theme in his “music”. And yah I’m also saying that he has so many masks and facades but fundamentally he has the same self destructive issues and yeah he’s like why can’t I just be a fake person and live a different life like this is a legitimate question he has and the answer is that he has to face himself and admit what he is but he won't so here we are A.K.A.: stuck. 

7. The lack of affection is … its disturbing. I do what I can to spin it in my mind just to protect myself from how disturbing and dark the situation may theoretically be. But I wish that someone would help this person, I mean look at the situations with R. Kelly, Drake (i’m not talking about the transgressions, but all the bystanders and how long it took for the truth to come to light and also how easily the truth can be swept under the rug) … and how many people just stayed quiet, enabled, did nothing…. it drives me fucking crazy!!!!!

8. I don’t condone the toleration of disrespect (ignoring their “partner” in public) at all so it circles back to David being a fucking piece of fucking controlling exploitative piece of shit who is taking advantage of someone who will not stand up for themselves while he abuses their trust, their affection for him, and their dependance on him - DESPICABLE. 

9. Anon, please don’t go there with the FWB term (and sorry to insult actual FWB for the association with this shit) because first of all, “friends” ???? HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA 

10. David said that he is beyond shame while at the same time saying his “greatest fear” is public shaming. He is full of fuckign contradictions and lies so don’t take his word for it. I don’t believe him. I think he said “public shaming” because he didn’t want people to see this pathetic shit and honestly it was right for the truth to come to fucking light like it honestly gets much more despicable when you think that David would’ve been happy to just get away with this behind the scenes while putting on a mask for his mature, trusting fans like fuck that. 

11. But I think, just from my observations, that he is fundamentally so self centered and so self conscious that his fear IS public shaming but not in the way that he understands it. His fear is vulnerability, or being his true self, which is just a normal person. His fear is being that normal, and completely valid in their own right, person who is nothing like what he projects and wants so badly for us to believe he is. His fear is humility, of seeing himself on the same terms as anyone else. His fear is transparency, visibility, sharing, interacting………….. but he labels that as “public shaming”. Remember: he has so many convoluted fantasies, excuses, dumb words (women’s clothing is bondage? really? thanks David, we surely do look to you as a crusader for women……………) so……… again don’t believe him lmao. 

12. So what i’m saying: is that yes I think he is fuckign embarrassed. And it could be entertaining (to see Mr. Arrogant squirm) if only there weren’t someone whose life is actually being implicated negatively right in front of our eyes.