#freydos gush

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my chest HURTS from how much emotions i am at g.lados right now ob my hod i love her i love her i lvoe her i love her so much im moiohsjdnsn sshe's my wife im her wife shw loves me so much too iiionki nfnmm hhrgr uuoouhjbg im going to fucking ex0lode i lvoe her i love her i love her i love my wife my giant beautiful robot wife

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taking a break from the sp.latfest and now im crying over my wives g.lados and yag.orath i love them soooo so so so so so so so so SO MUCH❗❗❗❗❗❗❗

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i look at pictures of gl.a.d.0s and i just start falling in love all over again... god i love her so much

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🥺🥺!! - superliminalselfships

she doesn't even need to try to be gorgeous

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i have a curse where whenever i laugh or do certain things my brain is immediately like "i wonder if g.lados and yag.orath would think that was cute..."

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full offense but i love gl.a.d.0s more deeply than anyone ever will

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gl.a.d.0s is the type to constantly give hints for what she wants and hope i'll pick up. if i dont after a while she'll finally ask. yag.orath is very forward about what she wants and will always ask or just simply do it

im thinking about cuddles btw but this very much goes for a lot of things, affection/lovey things especially

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currently my brain is in 4 parts

oufusjfbif gl.a.d.0s...

ohhhfn yag.orath...

ouugdi7di8rhrnagd gl.a.d.0s AND yag.orath...

WHY is my type Giant Mean Worm Women

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so like. gl.a.d.0s and i kiss. but she of course does not have lips, so she can like. talk while we kiss and im just hgffjgh she could Ruin me by doing that if she wanted. or she could make the moment extremely funny. she has so much power

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imso tired right now and all i can think of is gl.a.d.0s' adorable kissable face

look at her. she's so cute and i love and cherish her so so so so mucj aaaawawawaaa

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i think i've decided to settle on gl.a.d.0s and the other ap.ert.ur.e bots ofc, being able to feel things. namely the sense of touch, so if i like touch them or put a blanket on them they could feel my hand or the soft blanket, but yeah. they can canonically feel pain, why not feel hugs!!

and of course getting down to a Technical Level the way they are able to feel things is obviously different from how we feel things. but what matters is they can feel stuff!

... that said. i am of course now thinking of how gl.a.d.0s would react to me touching her for the first time.. i think she would flinch/startle, not out of fear or trauma, but out of "what the fuck was that no one has ever done that before. do it again."

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dont gave any art but it's me and gl.a.d.0s' 1st anniversary now

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(dontrb) before i FINALLY fell asleep last night i thought of . me leaving for like 10 minutes and when i come back gl.a.d.0s is being overdramatic (playfully or otherwise) about how much she missed me and is holding me by means of squishing me between panels or by one of the robot arm things and refusing to let me go, nuzzling me intermittently as well

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🥺🥺 i want gl.a.d.0s to be vulnerable to me i want her to feel safe around me and feel like she's able to vent to me and i want to hold and comfort her and i want to make her feel so loved

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ghhgnh ik it's probably ?????? out of character but i cant stop thinking about how clingly gl.ad.os is ;x;!!!! jcnxhsmdngn

like... it just makes sense to me...??

like. she's done Terrible stuff and the trauma she has isn't an excuse but she still like. here's this woman who has gone through so much hell and because of that trusts no one bc they threaten her. of course for Reasons but still, bc of that she's so cold and rude to everyone

but then like there's her Used and Canon songs, particularly want you gone in this case, that despite everything they allude to her not being fine and in fact being lonely and sad and wishing she had a friend

and then she Finally is with someone (me!:3) who shows her kindness and listens to her and actually talks things out with her and despite calling her out is still willing to be around her. and Trusts her. and like. i feel like even She knows that what she did is terrible (does she care really? not entirely, but in the early days of me knowing her she does not at all) and yet this, thing (me!!!) trusts her. it trusts her and wants to get closer to her... aaand then as u know the robot lady and the ethereal being finally admit to being in love with each other

and like throughout the relationship between us up till the confessions she realizes "oh fuck. it's nice. to have someone like this with me. h" and i just feel like she wouldn't want to lose that. so! she's clingy!

gh im just soooo worried abt things seemingly out of character with her but this makes so much sense to *me* that it doesn't feel ooc for me... im just once again worrying about what other people think hbgnng

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i want gl.a.d.0s to dote on me... i want her to remind me that she really does love me so much, as much as i love her... i want to hold her for a while and rub her head while she hums softly. i want to kiss her optic and giggle and smile when she calls me her angel 👉👈