#freefromthepain

[damagedghostwriter]

FREE.

I don’t feel like I’m free.

Free from the abuse.

Free from the pain.

The feeling that I have to have my guard up at all times.

The feeling that my body is never out of survival mode.

How does one live like that?

It’s unhealthy. It’s stressful.

Maybe you’ll be sorry for doing all of this to me.

Maybe one day you’ll stop and let me feel comfortable enough to live my life the way I want to.

Maybe one day you’ll allow me to enjoy what real happiness is without feeling the need to ruin it or to run from it.

One day,

I hope you’ll let me be free.

[carmabellelove]

It's my turn to love myself 💛💜💚#lettinggo #freefromthepain #healing