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belle’s 2021 tumblr wrap up

i'm a day late because my power was out lol but here is my 2021 tumblr wrap up!! thank you @agustdiv1ne @wooyoung-a @yeonluv @buttabomma @junjungsunwoo @sainthwngs @timextoxhajima @sunlightwoo for including me or my fics in your wrap-ups so far 🥰here's to a wonderful 2022 for all the amazing creators on this site! 💜🌸

m i l e s t o n e s  ✨

◇ on april 25th 2021 i reached 3,000 followers on my blog!   ↳ this one was a crazy milestone that I never expected! at this point i was writing several social media fics at once and posting chapters every two days, and i was often feeling rushed to post due to my school schedule. still, it was all worth it because you always give me so much love and support, such as this amazing milestone!

◇ on december 6th 2021 i reached 4,000 followers on my blog!   ↳ at this point, i had stopped writing primarily for the boyz and shifted to including other groups, such as enhypen, and i was so worried that i would disappoint my followers, who are mostly deobis. however, you guys have been loving the enhypen fics and i ended 2021 with twice the number of followers i had in 2020! wow! thank you guys again!

m u t u a l s 💛

a few of you left tumblr this year, and i lost contact with you, but i also met many new mutuals who i got to have amazing converstions with in my messages and ask box. you guys know the drill: i'm a major introvert and don't tend to reach out first, but i am always happy to make new friends and chat so feel free to send me anything you'd like! so, here are some of the mutuals who i have had the pleasure of getting to know in 2021, and a little love letter for you each 💌 @deobienthusiast

💌 k, my absolute sunshine. you are always in my inbox chatting about my fics with me and catching up on comebacks, and it honestly makes my day!! i love how invested you are in my stories and how you are always a bright presence in my life. thank you for always checking in and hanging out with me! 🌈

@mashmallow

💌 yun, i am always in awe of your artistic talent and am always excited to see the projects that you're working on! you help me keep up with comebacks when i completely forget about them, and overall are just so fun to talk to about anything that comes up. thank you for always being down to chat and sharing your talents with me! ❄️

@uwu0clock

💌 elle! i was so happy to get to know you better this year, you take the most amazing pictures of the sunset and i love when you share them with me. i also love that we can just chat about anything going on in our lives and simp over jacob ruining our bias list lol. thank you for being a friend who i can talk about life, struggles, and school with! 🍓

@softforqiankun

💌 heather, you are the sweetest angel who is always making me tear up with your kind and loving asks. the fact that you enjoy my writing so much and are never shy to tell me means the world to me. thank you for always tagging me in changmin content to shake up my day and sending lovely ask! let's chat more about you in 2022 since you are always reaching out to me first! 🍦

@bbangsoonie

💌 bbangsoonie, i love that you are always tagging me in fun tumblr games and live for the drama in my the boyz social media aus! you have amazing taste in music and you are so fun to chat with. although those boyfriend pics you sent of jyp still live in my head rent free shhgjglgl thank you for being such a funny presence in my life! 🍞

@junjungsunwoo

💌 yena my love, i appreciate your brightness and memes so much, they always brighten my day when i open my inbox and i see your name amongst my messages! you are so talented as a writer and i love how you are so open in showering people with love. thank you for bringing brightness and joy to my year! ☁️

@lilacdreams-00

💌 hannah, you are always so invested in my fics and honestly your encouragement makes me feel like I'm not a terrible writer lol. any time i feel insecure about something I've written, you're always there to reassure and compliment me, and I'm sorry i haven't done the same to you. thank you for constantly being my friend and biggest supporter, hopefully i can return all your love in 2022! 💟

@mochi-ficz @pengu-hours (I'm sorry i didn't know where to tag you)

💌 mochi, i love freaking out with you about kpop comebacks and news, it's honestly so much fun and all the time i learn about new exciting things because of you! i missed you when you were gone for a few months, and I'm so glad that you're back! your taste in biases is so amazing and i always have so much fun talking to you. thank you for always thinking of me and sharing things with me! 🍡

@multihoe-net

💌 barb, you are absolutely hilarious and you're always working on something interesting that I'm excited to read! the way you have the same taste in music as me is amazing, and i love simping over people with you. thank you for your amazing energy this year! 🎆

@buttabomma

💌 miss janhavi, you are such a legend and i respect the hell out of you. your writing is so amazing (and honestly so underrated everyone go chuck her a follow) and it has been the joy of my year to chat and get to know you better. you're so thoughtful and contemplative, and this comes across both in your writing and messages. thank you for being such a kind friend to me! 🍊

@shmooooo

💌 isa, freaking out with you over heeseung, jungwon and subin has been so much fun and i honestly love tagging you in things and being tagged. you are so funny and bright and your energy is so infectious. let's talk even more this year! thank you for always including and thinking of me! ☂️

@timextoxhajima

💌 dana, you are so talented and i love your work so much. we haven't chatted too much this year, but i hope that will change! llet's get to know each other and chat more (my fellow singaporean queen). you are so talented and seem so kind, so thank you for putting out great content this year! 💫

@lost-leopard-beanie

💌 emma, we haven't chatted too much about our lives and such but you are always showering me with unwavering support and love for my fics. i am so grateful for you and your love this last year, let's get to know each other more! thank you for always sending me messages and being so invested in my writing! 🎈

here's to the mutuals who i haven't gotten to chat with too much, but i still treasure you all and look forward to speaking more this year: @stealerz @xfirebenderx @kwanisms @yeonluv @fairyoftbz @honeycobie @jjyusmile @starrytxt @jaehyvnsvalentine @violethhj @banhmi07 @tbzhours @cobluver @mieohmy @svtbabies @wooyoung-a @learnto-fly @heysukecore @sunlightwoo

a n o n s 🦋

i’m grateful to everyone who joined my anon list this year and i always love chatting with you and getting to know you guys better. you always give me so much support and i am forever grateful for the love you give me every single year. thank you to 💌 anon, 🧋 anon, 🌷 anon, 🪑 anon, 🔮 anon, 🦋 anon, 🤍 anon, 🐯 anon, 🧁 anon, 🍇 anon, 🫐 anon, 🪗 anon, 🐥 anon, 🎨 anon, 🍤 anon & 🐨 anon for hanging out with me so often this year!

f o l l o w e r s   a n d   r e a d e r s 💘

i know that all of my 4,201 followers aren't going to read this, but if you do: thank you. i have always felt a little bit out of my league and undeserving on this site. there are so many talented writers, and the fact that over four thousand of you actively spend your time on my blog just blows my mind. thank you for reading my stories, liking them, reblogging them, recommending them, and loving them. i see the comments you leave me, and i answer every single ask that i get in my inbox. you all made every single day of 2021 great for me, and i am so excited to see what we get up to in 2022.

p.s. yes i know i haven't finished my 2k followers series yet, i swear i've been working on it! stay healthy and safe this year, take care of yourself and give yourself the love you deserve. x

[hidiingplace]

ALL HEADCANON + CONNECTION CHART.

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general. this feels so good to have done. all my muses are connected and it’s nice to officially have this done so that people can see what i mean. because it’s a very complicated web of connections and so it does better to just visualize it (for myself at least). A few very important notes below.

white boxes. every character in the white box belongs to @never-surrender. i’ve said this on basically every blog I’ve run, but really mine and J’s blogs are kind of like puzzle pieces to one another. J has way more muses than I do who are just as detailed and intricate and woven into this Universe we have together MORE than is displayed here. this is the barebones connection chart between our muses, THERE ARE SO MANY MORE. go ahead and follow them, and if you write with any of my characters you’ll have an easy connection to at least a few of theirs 🥰

romantic relationships. all of these romantic relationships are ‘canon’ but they are not done by default unless you specifically want that. All my characters, with the exception of Joey, are available for romantic ships. My character’s romantic connections to J’s characters are flexible, in that even if they are not dating, they will KNOW one another through other means (friends, exes, etc). our plotting and connections have the ability to be flexible in that way so please don’t let this deter you from wanting a ship with my muses. By default I play my muses as single UNLESS PLOTTED OTHERWISE. Joey is the only exception to this rule as he is closed for romantic shipping entirely.

timeline. this connection chart is based in all of my muse’s CURRENT / MOST RECENT verses. In earlier verses, this chart is completely different and connections with muses will not be there. for example, any verse before Todd is 18 will have no connection with ANYONE. Any verse before Todd moves to NYC will not have any of the connections on the upper half of this connection chart. This applies to all my muses, so please keep this in mind. 

AUs. I’ve stated this before, but my muses are all connected in this similar AUs (celebrity verses, apocalyptic verses, etc). The connections may be very different, but they are all connected to SOME DEGREE even if it’s small. 

dynamics. not all my muses like one another. For example, Daeton and Ash are firmly in the enemy category, but The Fox (Todd) and Ash work together as vigilantes just fine despite Todd and Daeton having a close friendship. Todd also knows Ash through Ash’s his romantic partnership with Todd’s aunt. This means that if you want to have your muse know Ash through Dae, then we might need to do some intricate plotting to figure out HOW to make that happen to get to the dynamic you have in mind for your muse and mine. I love plotting, and my canon is not always LOCKED so feel free to ask about any of that. 

chaos. yes, there are times when all of these muses are under the same house. it’s absolutely fucking wild and their dynamics with each other range from hilarious to boring to ‘oh shit someone get one of them out of there’. I may do further metas/HCs on their options on each other and such, but for now this is the basics !

final thoughts. i know this might be a little intimidating and a bit of a deterrent from writing with me because it’s so intricate, and maybe even hard to follow for some. I totally understand that. Please know that I am here to answer any questions and will NOT be annoyed by you getting something wrong about my muses or their dynamics with others. I am very sympathetic to those who are discouraged by muses that have a lot of detail, history, background, etc. So please know that if you have interest in my muses but cannot consume the volume of writing or content i post about my muses, that I am happy to adjust to your needs and summarize or chat with you. ask me questions on anon, ask me on IMs, ask me on posts. It’s okay! I’m here to share my characters, no matter how you need it to be shared.