#fraegiles

[forgaeven1]

❛⠀ right, so, um- feel free to say 'no', yeah ?⠀ ❜ he's nervous. neville quite dislikes it when he's nervous. he shouldn't be nervous, really. hermione's a friend, after all. except of course perhaps he's reminded of the very fact that he had tried asking her out on an event like this before — the yule ball, their very first — and how he'd bitten his own tongue halfway through what he thought was a decent query, and well, that was just embarrassing, wasn't it ? there'd be a good chance hermione might reject him again and if that- well, if that happens, he can't truly ask ginny to the event, could he ? he means, last time he'd heard, harry and her were sort of a thing. maybe he could ask her about it later.

anyways—

neville wipes his palms down his pants. c'mon. he's slaughtered a bloody hocrux. and hermione's a friend! she won't think he's embarrassing — aloud. he can do this.

❛⠀ i'm sorry, it's just - there's this- sort of a pretentious gala for- for the high-end— i mean, important people of the wizarding world, um, all the- the head of ministries and stuff, and- and- there'll be a lot, see, a lot of noble families there because it's doubled as a charity event and um. well, my gran — 'ave you met her ? i feel like you should; she would've loved you — b-but yeah. um. usually she'd attend these things herself or, if she were truly desperate, she'd sent in uncle algie, but i suppose she thinks it's high time i'd step up as um, as — you know — as a someone to represent m' family, and i was wonderin' if you'd be- if you'd be available? that is, as, uh, my plus-one. 'course, no pressure. you- you can say no. you can always say 'no', hermione. ⠀ ❜

@fraegiles — starter call

[pickpetals]

@fraegiles, ❝ we're just kids, we aren't supposed to heroes. ❞

head is in his hands, fingers rubbing over tired eyes beneath his glasses to conceal the emotion that makes them glisten. sleep deprivation will turn the strongest man weak, but he knows better than to believe that sirius wouldn't be able to see through him as though he's transparent in nature. the words are heard but not absorbed — if not them, then who? their childhood died the second that the world came crashing down, leaving the responsibility on their shoulders. maybe the same responsibility is imagined by the boy who offers to carry without ever releasing his own unbearable weight, but it feels as real as the cool air pushing in through the cracked window and the sorrow in his heart. ❝ sorry, being a bit of a downer, aren't i? ❞ a forced laugh bubbles through his lips, forever the rock and never the crushed. showing weakness forces other people to begin supporting, but he's the one who is meant to be uplifting and not uplifted. ❝ bloody exhausted is all. ❞

[waystelandmoved]

“i could've done more. and that ain't up for debate. i know it in my bones, and i gotta live with it.”    every day for the rest of your life,    the haunted nature of knowing all of your friends were dead,  and there was nothing you could have done to stop it,  no matter how hard you fought  [you survived despite,  was there a reason?]

@fraegiles , starter call.

[outguilt]

❛ i don't take chances anymore. ❜ his fingers brush over the gun tucked into the back of his jeans. he wasn't the fastest draw but he did okay most times. thankfully, the handful of people he came across every few weeks were even worse than he was. most times, he won. but something told him he wouldn't be winning against this older man today. ❛ i've been screwed over one too many times. so unless you want to be killed . . . i'd suggest you go. ❜ / @fraegiles

[burygods]

send 📸 to see 3 - 5 pictures : amy serrano has taken of javier peña

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[toapaixonar]

HOW IS UR PORTRAYAL ? your portrayal is amazing, every muse is unique but you give them all that special spin that is just so you. you're a gem on my dash, a doll in my discord and a talented writer !

i am not crying, i am not crying, i am not- *ugly sobbing* i love you so much and i'm so thankful to have you in my life as a rp partner and a friend.

how's my portrayal?

[blaesus]

spotify shuffle !! u + ur hand. by pink for @fraegiles

he finds himself staring at them, unable to look away - no matter how much he wanted. ❛  I was fine before you walked into my life. ❜

[violentlydone]

@fraegiles said : "i don’t find this easy like you". rue's placid smile is hindered by the sounds that escape lexi's mouth ; easy. it settles in her throat, heavy like a rock, and rests against her windpipe long enough that she has to sit up straight & cough once or twice before she can start chuckling. pretend it doesn't hurt. the whole thing is uncomfortable. "easy?" she does not remember a time when life was easy. she can picture meds and worried parents and doctors, all forming the whirlwind of a wasted existence that would soon become so unbearable she would have to press against the edges of her life, and force it into little pills. just so she could place those on her tongue in hopes that her life would dissolve into colors instead of sounds and that she would know peace for the first time in her life. easy is the not the word she would use, but she knows better than to raise a red flag. so instead she pushes weakly at lexi's shoulder, "you gotta find another role model, man." she tries for humorous but the tone is almost desperate. look away. i can't be what you want me to be. "what's complicated, then? tell me 'bout that."

[archivedsouls]

continued, featuring enjolras.

he is a man of many things,   but he is mostly a man of dreams.     there’s self-determination,  love,   and infinite prospects even when dreams appear comically and unreasonably out of reach.     people may suspect he’s a man that is out of touch with reality,   his father being one of them.   but his aspirations,   christian choosing to pursue his dreams and in all respects reject the simpler path most taken is what places him above those who brand him unrealistic.     he followed his dreams,   and now he lives them.     ❛     no!   no,   not apathy,   but magnanimity!     my friend,   you are so consumed by this hatred—   by the rage in your heart.     ❜     christian can all but feel the imprisoned tension boiling from @fraegiles,   releasing in governed quantities,   a pressure cooker awaiting eruption.     arms unhesitatingly soar skyward,   hands halting at the tops of enjolras’ shoulders and squeezing.      this is enjolras’ reality,   the writer presumes,   and he trusts that he can choose a more freeing path.     ❛     they refuse your words,    but what of action?     violence only begets violence.   won’t they simply fight back?     until all that is left is more destruction,   a war with no end.     ❜

[forgaeven1]

❛⠀ you look pitiful.⠀ ❜ a cutting drawl, unapologetic. then again, draco malfoy hasn't looked as sharp as the prestige of his ancient name has promised for a while — not since the god-awful war and every aristocrat in england have flocked themselves to be in service of the dark lord. blaise was not so foolish ( he is not near as interested to be in the service of anyone, thank you very much ). the first escape he'd seen, he'd dragged his mother, half hysteric and manic she'd been, far away from the madness. they had stayed in france then, briefly in italy as well, coasting close to austria. it's only a few months ago that they'd returned to england.

the zabini estate was left in, for the lack of better word, in utter disarray. it's clear that it's been ransacked, his name undoubtedly searched for any connections to the dark lord, but it's obviously been long cleared. in the state of its mess left by the damning aurors, it has collected itself a general amount of dust. of course, ever since, it's been long cleared. the marble floor is polished; the high ceilings are left without cracks. the flowers outside bloom. lately, maman has even begun singing again.

❛⠀ i can't say i was expecting to see you this soon, malfoy. tell me - was i truly missed ?⠀ ❜

@fraegiles  — starter call

[pickpetals]

@fraegiles, ❝ should i be worried? ❞

doe eyes look up at him with a caution, making the lie get caught in his throat and knot his tongue. distance is always kept for the sake of protection, but a selfish decision was made to allow himself to be absorbed by a brightness that he's always pushed away. her intentions are much purer than his own, good girl + bad boy, but nothing will waver in his desire to keep her blissfully unaware. involving her in the knowledge of a murder that he doesn't plan to let his brother go down for will do nothing but harm them both, so he bites on the knot and swallows the obstacle. he reaches out and brushes a piece of hair behind her ear before allowing his hand to drop, offering her a closed lip smile. ❝ nah, not a thing to be worried about, shorty. heard that worryin' is bad for wrinkles, you way too young for wrinkles. ❞

[outguilt]

" i'm not infected. " he holds his hands up and does his best to show the other that he's being serious. he was clean. not even a damn scratch on him at this point. at least that he could visibly see. " i'm just looking for some food. " his throat hurt within seconds from the effort of speaking. he wasn't used to it. hated it even. but he'd found situations far more difficult to deal with if he stayed silent. at least this way, people knew his intentions. " i ran out a couple days ago. " / @fraegiles

[burygods]

love is tough, but loneliness is twice as hard

[toapaixonar]

@fraegiles continued from here.

       lexi  and  cassie  are  her  family,  it  is  as  simple  and  as  complicated  as  that.  most  people  are  quick  to  assume  she  only  cares  about  cassie,  the  golden  beauty  who  is  outspoken  and  wild  like  she  is.  but  maddy  loves  lexi  too.  it  is  different,  for  maddy  is  afraid  to  taint  something  (  someone  )  so  good  and  pure.  but  she  does  love  her,  she  just  keeps  a  distance.  when  lexi  seeks  her  out  though?  she  feels  important,  as  though  she  belongs  (  as  though  she  is  not  so  bad.  )  ❝  ask me something? of course. what's up? do you need some more makeup tricks?  ❞ the raven-haired girl asks quietly, smiling gently at the other.

[trueblu3-a]

" YOU SEEM DIFFERENT FROM HOW THEY TALK ABOUT YOU. "

      " oh?   &   how is it that they talk about me? "   your brows raise   &   the smile on your face is so fake its sickening.   to have a reputation this young is a blessing in disguise:   &   you have earned every bit of it.   " let me guess.. "   hands fall to your side as you walk a slow pace,   back   &   forth,   &   back   &   forth in front of @fraegiles.   " you didn't expect me to be so young?   some people say annoying but i think they just don't get it.   you expected someone with more resources,   someone taller? "   feet come to a screeching halt as you await your response.   the name cat used to be a play on words,   the poor orphan girl quick as a cat,   but now it means so much more.   you interject only to say:   " it better be all good things. "

[violentlydone]

everyone loves rue. everyone wishes rue would just see it. everyone is trying to push that fake reality down her throat, like a piece of paper pressed into a make-shift peashooter. it's not that rue is unloved, it's that rue doesn't love herself. right? mom keeps saying it. mom places her hands on her daughter's cheeks and repeats it, i love you i love you i love you, like maybe she needs to convince of herself of that fact too. the thing is, everyone loves the idea they have of rue more than they love rue. so when she shows herself, they grind their teeth, they search for an exit, they claim loud & clear that it's not rue, because they love rue, they truly love rue. but they just can't do it, right? "it's not about fitting in." she is speaking while she is thinking about it. the wild hair, the baggy clothes, the hoodie and colorful shirts. she isn't trying to fit in ; she just stopped caring about whether the world would make space for her or not. "you're trying to be someone." a pause, eyes that catch @fraegiles's and refuse to let go, "when really, you just gotta be you & hope for the best." everyone knows rue's best sucks. everyone knows it's a shitshow and a trainwreck and something that will not end well. but everyone knows it's rue : the bad, the ugly, the sad, the angry. @fraegiles, though? she's playing a character on stage, except she forgot that the audience isn't dumb enough not to see that she's reciting lines. "if you always do that… then why apologize for it. it's not like you're gonna change it now, right?"

cont.