#fr tho i actually do need to jam its like a life need
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le-fine-art-of-bullshit ยท 1 year ago
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why did maz koshia's battle theme have to go so hard, i do not need to jam while getting spike balls launched at me
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punkscowardschampions ยท 5 years ago
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Indie & Rio
Indie: [sends her the posts because no other way she'd see them] Rio: Shit, girl Rio: I was worried it might go down like this Indie: she's so extra Indie: never should have let him in the door Indie: the feds are gonna be hardcore @ it now Rio: Surely she let him out Rio: stupid woman Rio: but that's gonna pale in comparison now so Rio: What's Drew doing about it? Indie: boy was begging for a sick time & i gave it but its on me not him ๐Ÿ˜’๐Ÿ˜’ hold ur liquor u tourist Indie: hes flat roofin but other than that no thing to ๐Ÿ‘€ Indie: it b early tho & we all had a late Rio: They're a 24/7 services though, babe Rio: he'll be wanting to move his stash and generally clear his act up for the visit Rio: you too Indie: is it? on hols too thats a madness Indie: yeah the drum be clear of all his goods like that Indie: idk man mayb its chill like she gonna post that & not post up no harder than Rio: They might take xmas day off maybe but you know Rio: business as usual for all jan 1st Rio: well that's something Rio: maybe, but bitches like that LOVE making complaints about everything so maybe not Indie: she do have that talk to the manager vibe Indie: i done fucked up real didnt i? Rio: big time karen Rio: nah, in the eyes of everyone it's Drew that did Rio: but they won't be able to prove the drugs bit if they're gone so it's not enough to take you, a party gone wrong, bad judgment but maybe we can swing it that he was here somehow Rio: hmm Indie: but like he had mad trust for me & i brought him mad problems Rio: they're grown problems, he's big enough to fix 'em Indie: u too making ur nite go off on a real turn Indie: bet ur boy is bare vexed Rio: you know i'd rather you ring me than let it go more tits Rio: what are big sisters for Rio: but yeah, didn't even see him in the end so he ain't stopped Indie: innit Indie: tell him he can hit me up for something to take off that edge Indie: debts be paid around here Rio: um you ain't supposed to have no thing 'scuse you Rio: there's a plan here Indie: i gots places & heads to trust in Rio: nah, I'll make it up to him, don't worry 'bout that Indie: ๐Ÿ˜‰๐Ÿ˜‰๐Ÿ˜‰ Rio: ๐Ÿ˜ shush lil girl Indie: grown problems ur big enough to fix i kno ๐Ÿ’‹๐Ÿคค๐Ÿคค Rio: so thirsty, go hydrate Rio: know you need to ๐Ÿ˜˜ Indie: rude i got lipsed by bare boys last nite they were rigging dem bottle spins cos im ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿ”ฅ dont b tryna put me out Rio: you need to cool off for a minute, bitch Rio: you in trouble Indie: not wit u Rio: yeah, don't push it ๐Ÿ˜‰ Indie: ๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ˜ข๐Ÿ˜ข dont do me like that on day 1 of the year ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿ™๐Ÿ™ Rio: it started HOURS ago and I was still here with you cleaning blood out the carpet Rio: don't talk to me about day 1s when I'm clearly ride or die Indie: u kno im good for ious & i got mad love Rio: ๐Ÿงก Rio: i'm good really Rio: let's sort the actual situation Indie: u gonna charm the social for me? Rio: give it my best Indie: safe โœŒโœŒ Rio: probably the straightest middle-aged lady Rio: so more likely your da will have to get on it Indie: ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚ Indie: what drew b good for Rio: init tho Indie: we all been knew Indie: he better werk so it works Rio: Sure it won't be too hard, like Rio: even if she ain't all that ๐Ÿ˜‚ Indie: she aint gon b bangin but his exes show he aint need that to chirp on Rio: ๐Ÿ‘€ Indie: ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜ Indie: can u roll up wit eats im about to die Rio: bit rude to both our ma, like lmao Rio: 'course Rio: bring leftovers Indie: ur ma dont count as no ex cos she โœ–ed him out Indie: & my ma got that permanent โœ– so bigger problems than my shade innit Rio: no problems when you an ๐Ÿ‘ผ Rio: fucking hopefully Indie: u my ๐Ÿ‘ผ bringing that energy Indie: that means u can jam Rio: is it? Rio: ๐Ÿ˜ Rio: let Ryan know eh Indie: he kno u a ๐Ÿ˜ˆ too Indie: how he be livin Rio: mhmm Rio: well he gon' have to wait for now Indie: he gon have beef wit me Indie: soz boyyy Rio: nah we was already beefin' 'fore this Indie: yeah? Indie: what he do? ๐Ÿ‘€ Rio: nah, what I do more like Rio: you know I'm ๐Ÿ˜ˆ Indie: o shit Indie: gimme that 411 Rio: nothing exciting Rio: just be looking too bad to be giving him that much air, you know the drill Indie: hes so hyped for u Indie: its been weeks boy no u cant cuff it Indie: who u think u is Rio: can you blame him Rio: hot property, baby Indie: u did look ๐Ÿ’ฃ๐Ÿ’ฃ๐Ÿ’ฃ last nite my bad Indie: theres a boy @ school tryna chat @ the rest hes my bf so i feel it fr Indie: boy please DO I LOOK LIKE Indie: not tryna hold ur damn hand Rio: is he cute tho Indie: if he werent he wouldnt be able to chat no thing Indie: ๐Ÿ’ช fuck him up Rio: ๐Ÿ˜‚ Rio: gotta 'tect the rep Indie: he kno it tho & its like tell me how ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿ”ฅ i am dont b talking on urself all the time Rio: not a mood Indie: innit Indie: dry as Rio: that's boys for you Indie: & he didnt show last nite Rio: playing hard to get or just got parents who give a fuck Indie: year up x 2 so he could come thru the ends whenever Indie: but i ๐Ÿ’‹ all his mandem so itll hit back Rio: play @ his own game ย alright Indie: do u think i went too hard tho? Rio: do you want him to be your mans or nah Indie: idk Rio: then it depends Rio: beyond knowing he loves himself, idk how he's vibing Rio: might be too far Indie: hes vibing like hes about me but i Rio: but you? Indie: how do i live that Indie: trust it Indie: drews meshing a new every week he says u gotta keep free on it Rio: works for him Rio: everyone's different Rio: you don't have to trust him yet Indie: mayb hes only about me til i give him something & im not tryna be a show like that Rio: that happens, not gonna sit here and lie and say it don't Rio: you're too young to be thinking on that or worrying Rio: keep him and the rest waiting Indie: yeah okay Indie: gimme a few to have puberty roll up Indie: still waiting on that Rio: it'll happen Rio: not that it's a barrel of laughs, like Rio: nothing to be hyped about Indie: i dont want it Indie: freaky shit going on Rio: unless you gonna stop eating, which unlikely Rio: you fucked, babe, we all are, soz Rio: get boobies though, perks Indie: that best not be you tryna skip on bringing me a meal bitch Indie: bout to hit the afterlife running here like Rio: ๐Ÿ™„ omw you rude ass hoe Rio: like you said, none of us had earlies Indie: omw fr or like when u tell ur mans u @ the club but u still tryin on fits in ur room Rio: like fr when I ever done you like that Indie: dont b starting Indie: ily Rio: ๐Ÿคž never Rio: ily more Indie: drews back if u wanna spit at him how to sort his life Rio: i will Rio: he ain't ready for this Indie: resolutions b dashing past this postcode we all avoidin that change Rio: you gotta Rio: sort you both Indie: hey swerve me im good Rio: ๐Ÿ˜ Rio: fine i'll focus on your daddy Rio: no love for you Indie: ๐Ÿ‘ผ๐Ÿ‘ผ๐Ÿคž๐Ÿคž Indie: call him that when you give it & he'll give in Rio: oh you schooling me on how to get blokes to do what I want now Rio: ok miss thing Indie: just him i ๐Ÿ‘‚ what i hear & i kno what i kno Indie: hes here for all that Rio: you poor child Rio: anything grosser than parents going at it ๐Ÿ˜ฌ Indie: nah man its nasty & long being under this roof sometimes trust Rio: ๐Ÿคข Indie: some of his girls got me tempted to ๐Ÿ“ฑ the social my own self & my ma looking like a saint Rio: that ain't right Rio: negates any buffness he got going on Indie: why lads wanna get on or under ANYTHING?! Indie: true madness Indie: ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚ Rio: friction ๐Ÿคท Indie: yeah but like theres girls out there bringing it & you're gonna hit that Rio: he probably ain't got as much choice as he fronts Rio: lots of grown women ain't about his lifestyle so that leaves him w the younger ones who is Rio: stick at it too long, you get busted, just facts Indie: when you old & so is your baggage ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚โœŒโœŒ Rio: I mean Rio: I ain't say nothing ๐Ÿ˜‰ Indie: keep that โ˜ฎ mama Rio: least he looks p young still Rio: nothing worse than an actual creepy old man dealer Indie: do he? ๐Ÿ‘ด to me Rio: nah Rio: he only what, 31 Rio: that's no thing to me, gurl Indie: mayb im just ๐Ÿ‹ cos he aint tryna gimme no ๐Ÿ’ธ๐Ÿ’ธ๐Ÿ’ธ Indie: & he aint caring my head hurts Rio: aw bb Rio: 'round the corner Rio: I'll look after you Indie: ๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’– Indie: u didnt tell me it b like this tho partying Rio: didn't think i had to be that quick with the warnings Rio: next day hurts Indie: always? Rio: 'less you prepare and do it right Rio: it can be bearable Rio: better than you feeling, no doubt Indie: how i do that? school me yeah Rio: 'course Rio: on the to-do list now Indie: we doing the next as a back to school thing so you got a few to bring me up Rio: you best be doing it at some other fucker's gaff and all Rio: giving me grey hairs ๐Ÿ™„ Indie: ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚โœŒโœŒ Indie: imma make that boy host it Indie: if he love me Rio: You're getting a chaperone regardless Indie: serious? Rio: yeah Indie: ๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’” Rio: don't start like you don't know why Indie: i aint trippin you are tho if u think i want a repeat Rio: what, you too cool for me now? Indie: innit ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜ Indie: but nah just Rio: you so is Rio: you think imma embarrass you in-front of your mans Indie: he aint gon b my mans if u there Indie: whos ๐Ÿ‘€ me over u Rio: nah don't be silly Indie: im being real Indie: ur ๐Ÿ’ฃ๐Ÿ’ฃ๐Ÿ’ฃ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿ”ฅ Rio: so are you Rio: and I don't think a lad who likes you will be into me Indie: every lad b into u they all chat on u fully ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ’˜๐Ÿ’˜๐Ÿ˜ Rio: sounds like plenty are into you too Indie: ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚ it was for the spin Indie: cant pussy out Rio: ๐Ÿ˜ mhmm Rio: well I promise you I won't be joining in, like Rio: now come let me in if you got strength to get the door Indie: ๐Ÿ’ช๐Ÿ’ช babyyy Indie: [lets her in cos fuck know what drew is doing, flexing in the mirror probably] Rio: [lol watch him rush out when he realize] Indie: [hears her voice & runs out pretending to be casual] Rio: [oh boy, do not deserve her sorting your life, temporarily, but it's for Indie so] Indie: [bless her she's dying rn & just wants to be snuggled cos literal child] Rio: [give them a sec 'scuse you sir] Indie: [I hate everything about this, Carly didn't die for this] Rio: [just making leftovers] Indie: [drew chatting to her like she's here to hang with him & we all know] Rio: [don't you touch caleb's food bitch] Indie: [is nothing sacred you slag] Indie: [indie just fully lying stretched out on the counter like its a bed like let me die] Rio: [getting a bag of peas or some shit in a tea towel and putting it on her head] Indie: [such a good mum but that don't mean you can step ma her drew] Rio: [not her fault she can converse more like a grown-up than you Indie: [we should send Indie running off to the bathroom no offense Caleb but I'm evil & wanna leave them alone for a sec for the mood] Rio: [shoulda gone to hold her hair but now you can level with him and he can pretend he's a responsible adult lmao] Indie: [& Ryan can be highkey & he can pretend he cares] Rio: [ah the joys]
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4/12/11 NOTES FROM GM HIP-HOP SURVEY SESSION 3 of 3
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4/12/11 NOTES FROM GM HIP-HOP SURVEY SESSION 3 of 3 (also included at bottom is session 1) [ To see the rest of this, if it gets cut off, go to hearingtheword2.posterous.com/41211-notes-from-hip-hop-suโ€ฆ ] HIP-hop session #3 of 3 (B. Santelli leading) : [heโ€™s reviewing some books as I arrive] โ€ฆTricia rose, hop hop wars..I took her place at rutgersโ€ฆ.another..written colloquialโ€ฆ.book..new history of.."big payback"โ€ฆalso nelson George..fellow journalist..jersey,,opinionated, but well-written.I was a rollng stone writer.. โ€˜500 greatest albums"..not many hip hop..very white..mtv did a series on greatest hop hop..wanted to go over greatest emcees. 10) ll cool j, 9 eminem, 8) ice cube 7) big daddy kane 6) krx-1 5) nas 4) rakim (william griffin, aka ra) 3) notorious b.I.g, aka biggie, 2) tupac 1) jayzee [conversation]..rock roll hall fame..they put us rolling stone writers..together..sppsd to pick 500..sppsd to be fun, but..by wed we were @ eachothers throats..whoโ€™s missing? No females. Lauren hill? ..[what about lil wayne?] โ€ฆ& the albums? 10) pub enemy, nation of millions 9) tupac 8) 7) nwa 6)jayzee 5)run dmc raising hell 4) biggie, ready to die, 3). ..2)? 1)paid in full (eric b. & rakim [spare, stripped down..rhyming, flawless,..his fav, raising hell ..6 of 10 from gangsta rap era ..[has this guy abandoned anglos..has he caved? Or is he speaking to his primary audience ? Only a handful of whites in the room of maybe 50]โ€ฆhip hop orig was new york centric..like 50โ€™s in memphis & orleans..but now things changing..begin. here in L.A. large af am pop in late 80โ€™s..lot of kids rapping , deejaying..public enemy (long island), ..why so amazing..first class..am bl roots of hip hop ..we mentioned gil scott herron..changing..g.master flash.. some dies..pub enemy brings it back.chuck d. Knows his โ€ฆpub enemy makes a political mess. ..from a white perspective..bob dylanโ€ฆFear of a black planet..nation of millions..huge..brought over to whiteโ€ฆwhite intells..get more intrsted..then nwa and tupac..gangsta rap..west coast..using what pub enemy doing back east..more outrageous & angry than pub enemy.. โ€ฆWhat we hear..chuck Dโ€ฆ.at rock of fame..had him come & lecture ..he said it was a refl of blues..language previously couched..in blues..now able to scream it..listen to tupac, โ€ฆ in harlem..best pedigree..black panther..he was deep into it..early life a mess..what tupac โ€ฆ shakur.this man had a..he was a 5 tool playerโ€ฆ.genuine anger..he was intelligent..bitter but intelligent..most important..listen to cadence of words..anyone can rhyme..but cadenceโ€ฆ..Eminem..too many words..donโ€™t apprec his stuff as much..tupac best ever..right in middle..perfect storm..east west..1990โ€™s..mid 90โ€™s..bitter rivalry east v west ..ironic โ€ฆand tupac โ€ฆthen โ€”โ€“ killed..neither murder solved..//Why a feud ? East jealous? Tupac..death row l.a..; bad boy east..so 2 diff schools forming.. Then puff daddy..sean combs (aka diddy, p diddy, puff daddy, p daddy) .westโ€ฆ tupacโ€ฆ.2 "m words" .1) MEDIA..hip hop mags..source..vibe..โ€™88 mtv raps ..2) MONEY ..early 90โ€™s..can make money..on radioโ€ฆmtv..also white element..beastie boys..middle class white kids in suburbs.. โ€ฆBold personalities..incendiary..tupac murdered..later biggie (notorious B.I.G, Real name Christopher Wallace, aka biggie smalls) killed..media gets hold of it ..society says its out of controlโ€ฆ.when Biggie dies..album..double platinum.. Also the tree..acid jazz, socially conscious hip hop, funk jazz, trip hop, some from england ..england didnโ€™t embrace hip hop at first โ€ฆ.Arrested development..? Hip hop? Some music lost relevancy..blues, big band ..glenn miller..ragtime..some become "historical"..mid-90โ€™s..hip hop not dying, but branching out..moody blues..I hated itโ€ฆbut difference between hating versus respecting [I actually liked moody blues & saw them @ hollywood bowl]โ€ฆWho else ? Outcasts, wootang, lords of underground, onyx,.[several others shouted out] .hip hop 90โ€™s taking overโ€ฆNow beyond nyc & LA..master Pโ€ฆnew orleans..tree exploding..geographic connections..diff sound..good businessman..he also played b-ball..also atlantaโ€ฆin south, but northern sensib.,,,also houston..health..multi-billion $ business..mainstreaming of hip hop,,,gangsta rap dies outโ€ฆinvention, re-inventionโ€ฆ..also, rise of detroit..eminem..major figureโ€ฆbrings detroit to forefront..making detroit hip..and then kid rock ..real..metal..fringe genres..coming together w/ hop hop..limp biscit, korn,โ€ฆToday? Hip hop becoming irrelevant? ..making lots of money..stop changing..less experimentation..less bold, ..fashion from hip hop โ€ฆu know u become mainstream when grammy recognizes u..heresy for me to say butโ€ฆ.Recording academy..being in biz..producer, writer, โ€ฆ.[Plays vid eminem & elton jon..given hip hopโ€™s homophobic culture..this was seminal] [ was it a seminal moment as the beginning of the END of hip-hop, as it lost its verve?] ..2006 nas comes out saying hip hop dead..didnโ€™t want to stay stuck in rutโ€ฆhad nas hereโ€ฆ.rock hall of fame brings in hip hop, grammy awards..world knows hip hop โ€ฆAfter we did whitehouse thing..state dept..calls..cultural diplomacy..obama revived it.. they asked me to organize hop hop to go to muslim countries.[hip hop to muslim countries as a form of diplomacy ?! Please explain how that would appease muslims or appeal to muslims who already think of America as godless] .as did armstrong & ellington 50 yrs ago โ€ฆI couldnโ€™t run itโ€ฆ.Where is hop hop now ? Ring tone..commercialize..sound same..its on life support now..homogenized..mentions nicky menaj opening for britney spears in upcoming tour..360 degrees ..piracy..economy โ€ฆ.Country music still buys cdโ€™s ..loyalty..not download..not w/ hip hopโ€ฆ.need audience with means to support act ..when economy of art form goes away..trouble ..younger gen doesnโ€™t feel the concept of spportin.."////BELOW are the NOTES from SESSION 1 of 3 (I missed session 2 ) โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€“
3/29/11 NOTES FROM HIP-HOP SURVEY COURSE (1 of 3) taught by Bob @ GM: "โ€ฆlearn more abt music forumsโ€ฆ.like hip hop..whats a middle age white guy teaching hip hop..Iโ€™m a musical historianโ€ฆaf am music my specialty..not hip hop.this class not like the elvis class.this is a survey course..3 periods as an overview..will have other courses..hip hop americaโ€™s pop music now last quarter century..its a survey class..people who live this culture..if u want to add, embellish..can never learn too much..my expertise. Af am music..also reggae..after hip hop comes bob marley exhibit..a hip hop museum ready to launch..in bronx..Iโ€™m on boardโ€ฆmaybe russel simmons on board..anybody see him here a few weeks agoโ€ฆ.others coming chris blackwell, ..pbs special..kate..@ whitehouse..kate did this exhibit..donโ€™t need to agree..its interpretive..subjectivity..otherwise just read in book ..used to teach @ rutgers..this is not academia..try to do this in colloquial way..not preach to u..meant to be entertaining..some here b/c I asked u to come..I didnโ€™t come quickly to hip hop..even tho I was there in the early 70โ€™sโ€ฆthink of 20th century..americaโ€™s century..come to age as superpower..after fall of comm ..also musically, no country can touch what we have given to the world musically in 20th century..separate bl & wh culture..look @ af am contribs..as to amt..# of new forms..brilliant artists..overall impact.entire world..not all clear cut..jazz black music form..but dig down.others contrib too ..but in general..louis armstrong et al..blues blues jazz, soul, funk, r & b, disco, hip hop, bee bop swing, cool, fusion,,of all these forms..all given due..endorsed exported..except hip hop until nowโ€ฆrevol music..challenges..polit..most recent..hasnโ€™t gotten its due.celeb gospel bluesโ€ฆmaybe too controversial to get credit..stillโ€ฆwhat made it so..give & take of african cult..also anglo irish..also racism..extra tension..in nutshell..bl & wh celbr..where r we now..first time..af ams bouncing โ€ฆhavenโ€™t had major music..lately..last was grunge..late 80โ€™s, 90โ€™s..music slowed down ?ess imp..25% decrease in concert attโ€ฆhere to ..soul music..motown..alsoโ€ฆand atlantic..golden age..also rock roll..then 1970โ€™s..chronolog..musically โ€™63 to โ€™73..thatโ€™s the 60โ€™s music era..hip hop..not 60โ€™s ..bronx..how go from soul ..then..to funkโ€ฆI donโ€™t know re hip hop in โ€™73 ..have to wait 6 years..before recorded artifact..rappers delight ..sugar hill gang..why in this ? .69 71 motown losing lustre..stevie wonder..migrated..motown leaves detroit comes here..but not like it used to be..sly & family stone..loses sensib as..couple key bands & artists..2 huge..gil scott herron ..last poets..black..musicโ€ฆ."when revol comes.."..gangsta rap..not on radio..last poets..many blacks didnโ€™t even know of this music..marvin gaye..more known..cnsdrd greatest of all times..70-73 ..clip.."far too many of u dying.."โ€ฆ[red hat]..also "sounds of philadelphia"..the ojโ€™s..signed in cleve but rcrded in phillie.."love train" โ€ฆ.revolution vs love..this is backdrop to bronx ..no q..rock surfaces memphis ..why hip hop fr bronx..music to be created & sustained..not just artist but audience..in bronx..it was like beirut or baghdad..suffered incredibly..ny in bad condition..bronx pushed aside..gangs ..drugs..south bronx..maybe mother cabrini projrcts chicago..maybe south l.aโ€ฆ.become so isolated..create in a vacum w/o outside interference or ack..seattle..grunge..a seam..pearl jam, nirvana..already formed b/f world knew..a lot carribeans settled nyc ..jamaicans..brooklyn..1962 jamaica indep..many got out..s. bronxโ€ฆlate 60โ€™s..kid campbell..clive ..from jamaica..brings..reggae..sound systems..everything outdoors ..disc jockeyโ€ฆ.toast over dub plates..jamaicans come to usa with this..clive campbell..longs for jamaica..wonders what heโ€™s doing in bronx..sound system..he didnโ€™t know he was creating historyโ€ฆinvit..come to dj cool hercs party set up jamaica style..earliest hip hopโ€ฆrap..part of af am cult..verbal battles..here at herks party..af ams and jamaicans together..โ€™73..sudden concept of spinning records..unique way, art form..74 75..another frm..also hispanic & gay..disco..gets no respectโ€ฆbut it was important..w/o disco no m. Jackson, no usher..in manhattan..records..disc spun..if white grate dead, almond bros,..underground movement, black hispanic gay..dance again..mixing..never leave dance floor..77 sat night fever..mst imp of all time..j. travolta..exported disco cult..drugs..all this happ.. bee gees..trammppsโ€ฆburn baby burn..disco inferno..red & white outfits..early hip hop would borrow from.some day will do disco shoe exhibitโ€ฆ.or rush..sex pistols.springsteen..u had to select what u would embraceโ€ฆ.people dressed their music..
Then bob marley..new sensib..lively up yourself..all this happening..rappers delight..sugarhill gangโ€ฆ.soul train on tv..imp for black..this was seminal..just happened to catch it on camera..not the best
Three main entities..curtis blow..then up to run dmc ..hip hop is developing a consc style.that will explodeโ€ฆgrand wizard theatre..scratching..then grand master flash. Popularized it..then .barbada (?)..flash a seminal giant..
Dj & mc..back then dj..was the guy..age of mc in future..dancing why theyโ€™re spinning records..bee boy bee girl..bboy break dancing..some of best break dancers were latino ..
Tagging..grafitti..becomes part..cey dams..tagging did a piece here ..been dodging cops for 3 decadesโ€ฆthereโ€™s a f you mentality in bronx..didnโ€™t want to be part of discos..taggers..socs & psys studied.. I was in zurich..most expensive place in world..cab..graffitti wall..
[He periodically makes some of his prejudices obvious..re "conservative zurich"..wouldnโ€™t apprec it in des moines iowa.."no offense to des moines"..letโ€™s "rock n roll"..(it was a term for sexual icourse)..heโ€™s talking to white christiansโ€ฆ.jazz also fr black culture ..means sex icourse.."
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STASH OF ADVICE
These are tips for future Nicole fr past Nicole who made a lot of mistakes this school year โ”—(โ€ขฬ€ใธ โ€ขฬ โ•ฎ ) so I hope at least some of you can relate to this stash of tips I have kept for myself in my notes for incoming Senior High levels!
1.ย  WRITE NOTES ON GIVEN ACTIVITY SHEETS & keep your papers organized (please)
Write tiny notes on the given activity sheets instead of putting them in your binder notebook (ok my own preference tho!!) bc one paper = topic is better than multiple messy papers = one huge topic!
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2. ย Find the best kind of review style
so this year actually last school year but its been 100% proven this yr that I donโ€™t really remember well when I read notes from a notebook (weIRD IDK WHY) so heres a list of the methods I personally use (bc Im pretty sure someone alrdy made a different kinds of studying methods here!! :> ) a) Loose leaf paper + intense color code: by intense color code I mean theres a specific color palette for every topic! b) Flashcards + color code: best when it comes to language classes (in my case I should have done this with every short story we read but I didnโ€™t so I had a hard time n i only remembered terms fr my friends flashcards! (แด—หณแด—) ) c) Notes in book: useful when you need to remember like parts of something (like biology) you put the starting letter of every term under the major topic theyโ€™re under! like posterior pituitary: O, A : oxytocin and antidieuretic hormone! ใƒพ(ยด๏ฝฅฯ‰๏ฝฅ๏ฝ€)
3. Color code your notes
I gave up like half way through the school year bc my pens started to dry out and I was too busy to go out and thrift cute gel pens that didnโ€™t skip either ใƒพ(ยด๏ฝฅ ๏ฝฅ๏ฝ€๏ฝก)ใƒŽโ€ (also my askbox is open to fellow fil studyblrs who know cute gel pens..that arenโ€™t mygel HUHU) and I do regret not color coding my notes bc since my attention span is so sHORT and looking at monochromatic notes doesnโ€™t hELP THAT AT ALL u know i just ended up never opening my notebook so a) Color code your notes : use the same colors for everything b) How to color code: look at past notes and base it on that ๏ฝก๏พŸ(๏พŸ๏ผพฯ‰๏ผพ๏พŸ)๏พŸ๏ฝก
4. Rewrite notes (especially Math drills) (โ€ขฬ€แด—โ€ขฬ)ูˆ ฬ‘ฬ‘
I donโ€™t have pictures of my Math notebook at the moment since we submitted it but when I rewrite my notes I put notes on the drills I failed (ahem ..most of them) ( ๊’ชะ”๊’ช)ใƒŽ so that I donโ€™t forget like on this Algebra reviewer I had (like bc i forget to square root n shiz)
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5. Buy pens you actually like
ok weโ€™re all certified stationery addicts in this side of Tumblr but ok I regret all those D*iso ballpens I bought just bc they were cheap. I hated using them & they made my notes ugly? (ใƒป_ใƒปใƒพ so @ / nic specifically pls buy gel pens only it fits ur aesthetic and u are oc with ur notes so just pls buy pens u like (also remember that planner u loved so much that u ruined it bc u used different ballpoint pens so now it looks uglie good job nice)
6. Get a TO-DO List app &ย  planner (๏ฝใƒป_ใƒป)ใƒŽโ€(แด—_ แด—ใ€‚)
I had various planners throughout the year (or more like any random notebook within my reach n copying the assignments on there) but as I got attached to This One planner I started filling it up but when I got home.. I donโ€™t open my plannerโ€ฆat all. (ใ‚ท_ _)ใ‚ท so I found some apps that helped remind me to do my homework. Most of the time I would just put a reminder with the topic of the subject then the content would be: Check your planner so these are the few apps I downloaded a) Memorigi: ALL TIME FAV! the design is so minimalist n the icons + colors are super cute n theres enough space to put a lot of content n thats what I need for overlooking project progress SO YES MY FAV ใƒผ( ยด โ–ฝ ` )๏พ‰ b) Google Keep: perfect for like random brain dumps & checklists! c) Any.do: perfect for checklists or like short summary tasks! d) Wunderlist: same with for any.do if your tasks donโ€™t need any specific details (like a grocery list for example) this app is perfect for u e) Ike: THIS IS CUTE bc like there r 4 boxes then u rename it to whatever u want (& they have cute color palettes too!!) then you assign your tasks to any box (like i had a christmas break goal, & a TO DO RN & a TO DO of the month & dreams/bucketlist) so this is super nice if u wanna see ur life goals not just acads!!
7. Shower when you get home
Literally I just started doing this at the end of the school year ย (bc there was so much work to be done that One Week)(I usually shower like after dinner) & it helped so much, I, a certified coffee drinker/lover, was surprised that showering as soon as I got home helped more than having dinner with coffee (I kno..it bad) first before my shower! also wear comfy clothes while studying! (โœฟโ— โ€ฟโ— )
8. Wake up early on weekends to rewrite notes
FIRST OF ALL THIS IS THE BEST FEELING IN THE WORLD! like im not even saying this like sarcastically but i felt like a true hashtag studyblr when i started doing this, bc 9.1) u can watch a movie from like 5am - 8 am without feeling guilty bc damn gurl i still got the entire day 9.2) its like ur fooling urself bc when its commercial break u can start doing homework n by the time the movie starts playing again ur like halfway done 9.3) good breakfast will push u to actually finish ur work ?? idk if its just me but it does 9.4) no one is awake at 5am on saturdays so (maybe) u have the entire house to urself u can sit on the floor while reading or plug in ur usb to ur tv and jam to ur study mix (bc admit itโ€ฆhaving earphones on can be like sometimes distracting idk) 9.5) NOTHING INTERESTING ON UR TIMELINE!! bc everyones sleeping or ded or hungover fr friday night so ur forced to like do something else than just chat with friends
9. Do studyblr challenges (๏พ‰ยดใƒฎยด)๏พ‰*:๏ฝฅ๏พŸโœง
I didnโ€™t do any this school year but I feel like if I did 100daysofproductivity challenge I think I would feel guilty for skipping so much (โœ–โ•ญโ•ฎโœ–) so this is a list of things I want to do next school yr a) 100daysofproductivity: post 100 days of productive days here on tumblr or anywhere! b) donโ€™t break the chain: especially if it comes to math practice ย (ใ€‚-`ฯ‰ยด-) or exercise maybe! c) pomodoro timer: 25 minutes of intense studying // ย i think i need to start using this method again!
so thats a wrap up for school year 2016-2017! it was a hellish school year ๏ผˆ๏พ‰ยดะด๏ฝ€๏ผ‰ NO JOKE I WAS SO EMOTIONALLY, MENTALLY PHYSICALLY stressed this year idk why but it was for me one of the worst school years and oh btw (donโ€™t have a crush on ur classmate ur life will be ruined..or if theyโ€™re too cute..try getting into a new show or get a hobby n keep them out of ur brain bc u only need Knowledge And Wisdom for now my bbs donโ€™t be like stupid nice) OK THATS THAT I hope you all have a wonderful day! Take care!! ๏ฝก๏พŸ(๏พŸ๏ผพฯ‰๏ผพ๏พŸ)๏พŸ๏ฝก
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punkscowardschampions ยท 6 years ago
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Rio & Indie
Rio: Are you sitting comfortably? Rio: Because I have POTENTIAL GOOD NEWS FOR ONCE Indie: im cotched baby โœŒโœŒ come thru Indie: whats good? Rio: I found a place Rio: well, Buster did but 'low letting him get all the credit Rio: The lady just rang and said I can go see it at 4 Indie: IS IT??? omf dats so sick Indie: who did mckenna have to mesh like? Indie: bring me w i can leave school rn Rio: Yeah, I know right Rio: Jammy sod but we're well in with a chance as long as it's not like, nothing like the pics Rio: it's a bit outta the 24 but still only a bus ride in so Rio: [Sends said pics] What you think girl?! Indie: hes gon be flexin for days b ready for that ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜‚ Indie: bitch we movin up Indie: that place is bare hectic Indie: like a real madness Indie: ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ‘‘๐Ÿ‘‘ Rio: ๐Ÿ˜ Nothing out the ordinary then Rio: Yeah? I really like it too Rio: I'll swing by, say you've got dentist, whatever Rio: One of the rooms got an en-suite and everything like, no queues for the bathroom what Indie: this got me some type of way Indie: im hyped Indie: they gon let me keep ๐Ÿถ w us tho?? Rio: It didn't say nah so we're keeping it quiet but not not bringing him obvs Rio: keep up his training it ain't gonna be an issue, like Indie: BITCH WHAT IS THIS FEELIN Indie: tryna recognise it Indie: buzzin Rio: ๐Ÿ™Œ๐Ÿ™Œ๐Ÿ™Œ Rio: I got a good feeling about it, it's near St Stephen's green like so Bomber can have walks and not have to worry about glass and shit everywhere Indie: bout to happy cry all up in this lesso Indie: n Indie: i can take my younger w too Rio: I love you babe Rio: it's gon' be so much better and Drew ain't got no claims or no key this time Rio: exactly, Ro be way more hyped letting her in these ends Indie: how this real?? it feels jokes Indie: heads are ๐Ÿ‘€ing me & i aint care Indie: ya girl havin some emotions step off it Rio: That's what I kept saying man Rio: like such an idiot like what, is this real life, nah, not me ๐Ÿ˜‚ Rio: serious, they ain't know we living the good life, gotta go Indie: ITS HOW YOUR MANS BE LIVIN ๐Ÿ’ธ๐Ÿ’ธ๐Ÿ’ธ Indie: imma lips him Indie: soz bout it Rio: ๐Ÿ˜‚ I'll let you live, you highkey in your emotions Rio: 'bout him though Rio: you're okay if he wanna live there too, when he comes for Uni? Rio: He doesn't have to, not like they don't have a house, not that far away, like Indie: babe you kno i aint tryna borrow your garms big love but like daddy delivers in all them ways and aint none of us vexiin Indie: he gotta respect my ๐Ÿถ mans but if they bros then yeah Rio: Yeah? Rio: Good Rio: we can do it on our own regardless but it'll be easier if he twos it Rio: and obvs, I want him there, ew ๐Ÿ˜œ Indie: imagine if you be like nah mckenna pay dem bills & dont be comin round ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚ Indie: its chill fr he aint no wasteman i be tryna avoid Indie: he havin his daddy moment Rio: Ain't tryna be that kinda daddy like soz taking away all dem perks Rio: Rude ๐Ÿ˜‚ Rio: He loves you too, babe Indie: ri we all been knew what kinda wifey you gon b ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜‚ Indie: he comes for my gaming shit he getting merked tho keep that discipline fo yoself in your bed Rio: Hush child ๐Ÿค๐Ÿ˜ Rio: Double hush, I don't even know if he 'bout that life so you safe Rio: though challenge him at ur own risk I ain't being part of that ๐Ÿ™„ Indie: thats how it gon b i ๐Ÿ‘€ Indie: i got a serious q but i aint tryna bring the mood โฌ‡ Rio: Seen not heard, with you? Doubt that ๐Ÿ˜‰ Rio: go for it Indie: drew cant stop me innit Indie: like for real Rio: I don't see how, like Rio: who's he going to to 'fight' for you Rio: where's his case for us not looking after you/him ever doing it Indie: โœŒโœŒโœŒโœŒโœŒ Indie: he probs not even gon show but Indie: he always coming to take me from home wen i was lil u kno Rio: I know baby Rio: but he never could keep you Rio: and lbr you gonna be actual grown soon, he really ain't got a leg to stand on, I promise, even if he comes through chattin' Indie: i love you Indie: more than Rio: I love you too, it's gonna be so legit, promise Rio: all the shit we liked from our old, but better too Indie: true man we did the most but that yard was clapped Indie: it was a time & imma miss it but this b a better one Indie: a fucking extra hype era or some shit Rio: ๐Ÿ‘‘ Rio: that's the vibe Rio: can bring the 24 realness with without the bullshit, yeah Indie: innit tho Indie: lowkey repin for all my years but Indie: bitch im ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿ”ฅโฌ†โฌ† Rio: We should celebrate 'fore we go Rio: also you need diff garms 'cos not showing up with you in uniform like I'm your single muvva Rio: giving the game away shh Indie: lets break into our former & give it the send off it shoulda had Indie: ruuuude Indie: you is my ma deal w that Indie: still sexy w it so Rio: nah shadier to let him keep it Rio: welcome for the glo up boy Rio: ๐Ÿ’‹ i'll take it Indie: ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚ Indie: im only vexed cos he aint had my baby sis there but you kno he bringin them other young girls back how he do Indie: waste Rio: ๐Ÿ˜ฌ Rio: too real Rio: too gross Rio: does anyone know if he's tried to talk to ro or they have orrrr Rio: like what's going on fr Indie: she blockin hardcore Indie: she dont want him near but from what i ๐Ÿ‘€ & ๐Ÿ‘‚ he aint tryna reach anyway Rio: ๐Ÿ˜’ Rio: even if he did just to say i know u don't want me here but if u do Rio: bare minimum Rio: whatever Rio: their drama, not ours Rio: we gettin' good Indie: fr if he aint tryna see her i is Indie: she got real fam Indie: & me too Indie: we all good Rio: mhmm Rio: him doing his part on him Rio: we all doing ours Rio: she's cute then, yeah? Indie: o you aint seen Indie: my bad Indie: u wanna? Rio: nah not yet, like it weren't explicitly stated but Rio: we know she don't want me near either Indie: i got you Indie: ill bring her to you mama Indie: my girls can meet Rio: Are you sure? Rio: idk if she letting her out of her sight like that yet Indie: its chill man Indie: if step ma be startin i got the other to back me Rio: We'll sort that Saturday yeah Rio: can't be giving her the cribs exclusive or the estate agent will be coming at me with catchment areas fr Indie: ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚ Indie: boo how we celebratin Indie: mckenna aint here thats dry Indie: boy earned his place Rio: I know ๐Ÿ˜• Rio: we go out and do it again when he is Rio: we keep it lowkey for now, get some food 'forehand 'cos know you ravenous Rio: then if we fucking with it we can get something extra that we gon' need Indie: truuuuuuu Indie: yeah girl this is beast Indie: im so about it Rio: It's a new block so if we get it we can be in there like, straight away Rio: no one has to move out, it ain't trashed Rio: ๐Ÿ˜ Indie: safe Indie: can i roll out the school gates now cos โ˜ 9 mood Indie: floating like Rio: I'm omw to pick you but lemme call 'em and you can roll out and meet me somewhere else 'cos I'm still like 15mins away Indie: ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜ Indie: I'll be boardin & ๐Ÿšฌ catch me wen Rio: ๐Ÿ‘ Indie: here i be thinkin my day was bare decent cos a lad chirpsin me in the science lab Indie: naaaaaah bitch Rio: Ooh Rio: 'bout it tho Rio: made School worth attending Indie: innit he just rolled up Indie: new boy vibes Rio: ๐Ÿ˜ Rio: literally never happened when i was here so rude Rio: known everyone from day 1, blessin' n curse Rio: gimme deets as they come in tho Indie: ikr but its bare long in the year to be criss and showin face 1st time Indie: suspect Rio: wys Rio: he a 30 spy pretending to be a kid orr Indie: idk Indie: but if he a fed he looking fresh on it Rio: ๐Ÿ˜‚ Rio: Mystery, love that Rio: only one way to find out Indie: but like Indie: can i? Rio: Why not? Indie: u kno Rio: Yeah Rio: Take everything at your pace, however that be Rio: this is just chatting we talking about, you good Indie: yeah i can trust innit Indie: bills is right not all lads be like Rio: yeah, if he get it twisted off a convo then he the thirsty cringe one Rio: give it a shot Indie: he so lush lookin tho ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜ i been knew i said this afore but actual Indie: ๐Ÿ‘ผ๐Ÿฟ Rio: so 'bout that Rio: defs why you wanted to bounce tho Rio: not want me ๐Ÿ‘€ like the nosy ma I is ๐Ÿ˜‰ Indie: nah dont want him spying you cos you ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ‘‘ Rio: ๐Ÿ˜ gas up your old woman Rio: never gon' say no Indie: you kno its the mood of the century Indie: mckenna beggin for you still Rio: Hope so Rio: need that rent boy Indie: can always shot the ๐Ÿ’ baby Indie: ๐Ÿ’Ž๐Ÿ’Ž๐Ÿ’ธ๐Ÿ’ธ๐Ÿ’ธ๐Ÿ’ธ Rio: ๐Ÿ˜ญ Rio: Baby no Indie: jam babe i got jokes Indie: we playin Rio: I can't Rio: if he bounce I gonna just wear it forever Rio: awkward for him, soz Indie: ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚ Indie: he too cuffed to run now Rio: Thanks Ann Summer Indie: i aint never been there Indie: soz bout it Indie: sure she a real one Rio: it's a bit retro these days but you know Rio: not missing much babe Indie: ๐Ÿ‘Œ๐Ÿ‘Œ Indie: all lube & lace yeah? Rio: ๐Ÿ˜‚ in a word Indie: no catch me rollin up then i aint need none Rio: okay babe Rio: lemme know if you need anything though, I got you Indie: you wild Indie: what you think i need ma? Rio: well idk Rio: not gonna give you ideas you ain't have but s'a whole world beyond ann and her rabbit Indie: ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚ Indie: you always tryna get me riding batteries Rio: i am not ๐Ÿ˜‚ make me sound like such a wrongen Rio: tryna make sure u know what u want Indie: we been knew i dont Indie: going for those wronguns myself Rio: gotta explore babygirl Indie: ๐Ÿ˜’๐Ÿค” Rio: Not now, like Rio: we busy bitches Indie: catch me on the street bein indecent hold up Rio: ๐Ÿ˜ behave Rio: got mark on your name as is Indie: what you sayin bout Rio: that police always after you without that madness Indie: keepin things fresh for the jakes and the rollers least Indie: they welcome Rio: miss me with that underage bait gurl ๐Ÿ˜ Indie: ๐Ÿ‘Œ๐Ÿ‘Œ๐Ÿ‘Œ๐Ÿ‘Œ Indie: ๐Ÿ‘ต Rio: ๐Ÿ˜ก cheeky bitch Indie: ๐Ÿ’‹ Indie: big love baby Rio: I see u Rio: get in 'fore I give you a love tap, like Indie: keep it peaceful Indie: โœŒโœŒ Rio: ๐Ÿ’‹
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punkscowardschampions ยท 6 years ago
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Indie & Rio
Indie: where you left me to go mama?? Rio: aw bubba ๐Ÿ˜ง๐Ÿ˜” Rio: plenty of stuff in the kitchen if you ain't already raiding Indie: got my head in the fridge never over its madness Indie: ๐Ÿพ + ๐ŸŠ for breakfast innit ๐Ÿ˜‚ when you lavish Rio: ๐Ÿ˜‚ we on the champagne too Rio: calling a 2 drink max for you so you don't rinse 'em ๐Ÿ˜œ Indie: dont be lawin that for me too tho Rio: Bitch I is, keep up Indie: naaaah thats only a glass in each hand Indie: you got rules whenever you be but cant gimme none Rio: ๐Ÿ˜‘ Rio: even you can't test me rn tho Rio: on โ˜9 Indie: jam girl im playin ๐Ÿพ aint lush ๐Ÿ˜• aint be telling mckenna that i cant hang w the poshos but fr Indie: is it? whats got you feelin higher than me? 411 Rio: not got dem mature tastebuds yet younger ๐Ÿ˜‰ Rio: [Picture in the Tiffany shop] Indie: allow it i got ๐Ÿ‘… that ๐Ÿ’ธ cant buy bitch Indie: what bling the boy tryna drop on you ๐Ÿ‘‘ didnt even hear you arguing like ๐Ÿ‘ get it girl Indie: guilt gifts be ๐Ÿ”ฅ Rio: Better than the ๐Ÿšฌ joke I thought you would Rio: maybe you are gettin so grown ๐Ÿ˜œ Rio: nah nah Rio: not even Rio: idk how to say it it feels surreal, like Rio: you'll think i'm playing fr Indie: innit tho ๐Ÿ‘ต๐Ÿ‘ต๐Ÿ‘ต๐Ÿ‘ต Indie: ?? Indie: youre playing not to take me w to get a ๐Ÿ‘ถ ๐ŸŽ but you kno ๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’– Rio: That is a good idea tho the price tag would have you shook Rio: [Pic] Rio: It's an engagement ring Rio: ahh I feel a bit sick Indie: YOUVE GOT JOKES MAN ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚ Indie: even mckenna aint that highkey he gonna proper wife you rn Rio: mad init Indie: serious? Rio: yeah Rio: promise Indie: ๐Ÿ˜ฒ๐Ÿ˜ฒ๐Ÿ˜ฒ๐Ÿ˜ฒ๐Ÿ˜ฒ๐Ÿ˜ฒ๐Ÿ˜ฒ Indie: bitch i aint wearing no dress to the ๐Ÿ’’ tho Rio: i know Rio: but how you gon' be maid of honour if you don't? ๐Ÿ˜˜ Indie: ill tax that best man role from other mckenna if you keep playing ๐Ÿ’ช๐Ÿ˜Ž๐Ÿ˜Ž Indie: & i aint callin you mckenna now thatd be a madness of getting you caught up w that boy in convos Rio: Fine we'll discuss this later Rio: 'cos ain't like it's happening now so you know Indie: locked you down w out locking in a date i get it Rio: Yeah Rio: what do you think then Rio: honest Indie: its sick news Indie: the boy be acting right & appreciating what he got ๐Ÿ‘‘๐Ÿ‘‘๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’– Rio: i'm so glad you think so Rio: thanks, babe Rio: ain't gonna make a big song and dance and tell everyone but i ain't gonna hide it either Rio: know everyone gonna have an opinion, again Rio: just can't get enough, clearly ๐Ÿ˜‚ Indie: feelin the love that you spoke it to me Indie: the only opinion that counts b that he aint finding no better hoe here, in the 24 or anywhere Indie: facts Rio: You gonna make me cry and they gonna throw me out this boujee ass store Indie: wipe dem tears on ๐Ÿ’ธ๐Ÿ’ธ๐Ÿ’ธ so they kno you can hang still Rio: ๐Ÿ˜‚ Rio: already gonna be out here wearing someone's college tuition on my finger like Rio: see why people do this more than once, get a nice collection going Indie: mckenna gon ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ boy is soft Indie: dont let him hear you chatting bout no round 2 Rio: ๐Ÿ˜ Rio: poor baby, don't be mean Indie: catch me getting married never i gotta live this thru you amp bitches Rio: Fair, didn't ever expect I would Indie: gon kick it old school like your nan ๐Ÿ‘ถ๐Ÿ‘ถ๐Ÿ‘ถ๐Ÿ‘ถ๐Ÿ‘ถ but no ๐Ÿ’ Rio: ๐Ÿ˜– Glad you out here thinking so highly of me bitch ๐Ÿ˜œ Indie: ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚ Indie: is you got the fear tho for reals or nah? Rio: It's weird Rio: I know it's what I want like I didn't even think about saying nah but Rio: you have every other voice in your head saying it's too quick or we shouldn't even be together at all, you know Indie: i feel it Indie: i got em in mine tryna chat against everything i tryna do all the time Indie: gotta just chat back that they bein dry Rio: Yeah Rio: you right Indie: how we celebratin this?? thats what i wanna be knowing Rio: we should go out for dinner Indie: catch me thirdwheelin over ๐Ÿ soz baby boy ๐Ÿ’‹ Rio: shh nah, it'll be good, there are some fancy places that do food you'll actually eat so we can live lavish Indie: tell him bring a friend if he rollin w any still ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ’˜๐Ÿ˜ Rio: Not tryna get you NONE at my engagement party tah Rio: get you fill o the food tho ๐Ÿ˜‹ Indie: it aint gotta be heavy Indie: been long since anyone meshed me tho so help a hoe out Rio: hmm don't be tryna play addickted Rio: i'll get you a vibrator, like Rio: not to say go fuck yourself but Indie: ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚ when your ma been out for the day & brings home ๐ŸŽ๐ŸŽs like Rio: pah, he'd actually die of embarrassment Indie: when you out your man as vanilla tho Indie: o mckenna Rio: I just don't reckon he wants to think 'bout you meshing Rio: no offence, like Indie: back trecking like its your job baby Indie: ๐Ÿ‘€ you & his ways Rio: ๐Ÿ™ˆ den gurl Indie: too late to swerve dat ๐Ÿฉ Rio: ๐Ÿ™„ just be thankful i never brought it to ours when we was sharing Indie: safe Indie: I kno you in your โ˜ rn but when you back cos shit b testing me & dat 2 drink minimum Rio: What's up? Indie: ex-boy got a new ๐Ÿ’˜ so he tryna pass my shit back but cos i aint there hes @ the squad & they vexed @ me cos of Indie: ๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’” Rio: ๐Ÿ˜” Rio: Are the lads gonna get it or nah Rio: Don't suppose it's worth seeing if Drew still wanna be Dad of the year one last time, like Rio: may as well use him if he's offering, yeah? Indie: things been heated since the ๐Ÿ• & what of mine they are holding so like no beef to the lads but idk Indie: am i tryna text him ever tho ๐Ÿ˜’๐Ÿ˜’๐Ÿ˜’ Rio: Yeah, we'll go 'round the houses when I'm back Rio: someone will go get it Rio: don't worry Rio: we won't be long now Indie: & like not tryna still have love for that boy but aint it mad quick miss me for a few after you dash me Rio: It is Rio: but I ain't surprised, it's how lads, esp lads like that, do Rio: doesn't mean it didn't mean nothing to him necessarily Rio: could still be crying 'bout it in your inbox in a few, not trying to give false hope even 'cos fuck him Indie: i dont wanna be hurtin over this no more Indie: gotta get not bothered Rio: I know Rio: fake it 'til you make it, babe Rio: all you can do Indie: innit tho Indie: tell mckenna to buy me bling too thatll help ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚ Rio: ๐Ÿ˜‚ Rio: 'course Indie: not saying he gotta drop a rents worth on the drip like Indie: just how much he feelin Rio: also not tryna be your sisterwife like Indie: no mood Indie: he vanilla but i aint tryna compete w your moves still Rio: Teach you but I'd have to charge Indie: hes on daddy hype too hard i cant be chattin like that to him or no lad soz boy Rio: Don't really put you in any mood but ๐Ÿ˜’? Rio: Fair Indie: why drop ๐Ÿ’ธ๐Ÿ’ธ๐Ÿ’ธ๐Ÿ’ธ on therapy when you can spend on ๐Ÿšฌ its all good Rio: It ain't Rio: but we'll make it Indie: you reckon drews gon show w ๐Ÿ‘ถ๐ŸŽ๐ŸŽ๐ŸŽ or imma be repin for the fam? Rio: I don't know if that'd even enter his head Rio: tbh Indie: she could โ›” us all in a big sweep Indie: me you & him Rio: She could Rio: I don't think she will you though, babe Rio: not like you've done shit wrong Indie: she just aint about me Indie: i feel it w her too Indie: itll b how itll b Rio: yeah but she can't be that petty Rio: even if she wanna Rio: she's a grown ass woman Indie: neither of em out here acting like they grown Indie: why she gonna start when she have this kid Rio: 'cos she'll have to Rio: unlike Drew she can't just pass it around and hope everyone else does it for her Indie: yeah but she know your ma in law got her back & your real Rio: She can't let Bea raise her kid for her Rio: or Ma Rio: anyway, she's got too much pride in everything not related to Drew, trust Indie: tru Rio: I promise, it's gonna be fine Indie: i got trust in you babe thats how im here Rio: ๐Ÿ’˜๐Ÿ’˜๐Ÿ’˜ Indie: dont be letting it slip now you got ๐Ÿ’ Rio: Never Indie: its chill then Indie: what we tryna wear tonite bitch? Rio: got enough trust in me to lemme pick you up some fresh garms or? Indie: hmmm Indie: cos you in a โ˜ yeah Indie: theres your engagement gift โœŒ Indie: do it how you gonna Rio: ๐Ÿ˜‚ you know I'm good Rio: and no ๐Ÿ‘—s Rio: not taking the piss Indie: ๐Ÿ‘€ Indie: no ๐Ÿคกing Rio: would I do a thing like that? Indie: nah but mckenna will if he gets pissy you aint shopping for him ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚ Rio: We already had to treat him 'cos you know Rio: men don't cuffed 'til the day of Indie: you rode him in there say no more ๐Ÿค๐Ÿค๐Ÿพ๐Ÿพ Rio: ๐Ÿ˜‚ Rio: Not what I meant even but not gonna lie Indie: ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜ Indie: i been knew Rio: Keeping it unpredictable is our predictable, babe Indie: you out there vibin ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜ its a day when you can be extra Indie: make most Rio: As if there's a day when I ain't ๐Ÿ˜‰ Rio: At least my Ma can't say shit to me, she was a marriage and 2 kids deep by now with Eds on the way so Indie: his gon get vocal tho man i feel it Indie: ๐Ÿ‘€ his dad @ me like ๐Ÿ˜’ how she livin Rio: I know Rio: Hoping they don't notice, like lemme forget which finger this meant to go on Rio: ๐Ÿ˜ฌ Indie: she gon be busy @ the business end of her sis when we hit dubs you all good ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚ Indie: & you could always swerve it so the ๐Ÿ’Ž not facing out when they ๐Ÿ‘€ Indie: โœŒ hacks Rio: am I tryna stop a muggin' or ๐Ÿ˜‚ Rio: you jokes Rio: also never wanna think about her business end thanks ๐Ÿ˜ท Indie: innit her drum not got dem thin walls like ours ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿ™๐Ÿ™ or they aint vocal how you and mckenna do Rio: Literally can't imagine how this baby came to be Rio: but I'm chill with that, I don't wanna Indie: used that medical shit fr he aint been near her thats how i clue it Rio: i'm creasing rn and can't even explain 'cos nah Indie: serious she that bitch you tryna lips her & she gotta go shower Rio: I know Rio: Childbirth gonna break her 'less she got that c-section on lock Indie: hit her w all the good gear ๐Ÿš€๐Ÿš€๐Ÿš€๐Ÿš€ Rio: Probably wanna do it without for the brag idk Indie: o snap Indie: truuuuuuuu Rio: She gotta be ready to drop any day, like Indie: ๐Ÿ‘€ &๐Ÿ‘‚ Indie: we turnin up if she want us or nah Indie: how many mckennas ๐Ÿ‘ถ๐Ÿ‘ถs you gon have? Rio: We'll be about, can't avoid School forever Rio: and shut up bitch ๐Ÿ˜‚ Indie: cmon man i kno you ๐Ÿ’ญ on it Indie: he a pretty boy Rio: nah Rio: i got a life to live babe Indie: your ma been proved you can have it all bitch Indie: birth dem ๐Ÿ‘ถ๐Ÿ‘ถs give em posh names & send em to fancy school like they da Rio: yeah n she given me enough sibs to never need my own Rio: not to mention all your drama ๐Ÿ˜œ Indie: ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚ Indie: im a drama free zone now ty what you sayin Rio: whilst we in this postcode maybe Rio: but not for long babe Indie: nah for long imma be swervin that shit โœŒโœŒ Indie: any postcode Rio: ๐Ÿ‘ sounds good to me too Indie: got ink to jog me if i tryna slip Rio: yeah Rio: least you didn't get the M too Indie: like i been said id just put an a on it for that shoutout to my 3 mas baby ๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’– all good Rio: there's always that Rio: if you really want you can add to it Rio: reclaim it, like Indie: hacks Indie: but i aint got no ๐Ÿ’ธ๐Ÿ’ธ๐Ÿ’ธ๐Ÿ’ธ for Rio: I can pay Rio: or Ma would do it Indie: o yeah Indie: imma hit her up when we home Rio: Have you decided where you gonna be? Indie: mayb w bills cos she ๐Ÿ˜ข๐Ÿ’” idk Rio: Yeah? Indie: if edie back then naaaaah Indie: or if drew been locked up can squat in the flat til it reclaimed Rio: We'll work something out Rio: I'll probably look for a new place Indie: you not gon move in mckennas dubs yard like you own that? Rio: Don't think the rest of 'em would appreciate that like ๐Ÿ˜ Indie: other mckenna would rollin in that big drum solo gotta be dry Rio: Yeah still don't think I'm housemate choice no.1 Indie: thats her bad cos you ๐Ÿ‘‘๐Ÿ‘‘๐Ÿ‘‘๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿ‘‘๐Ÿ‘‘๐Ÿ‘‘ Rio: ๐Ÿ’˜๐Ÿ’˜๐Ÿ’˜ Rio: You biased Indie: nah i not Indie: im not here for drew just cos he blood Rio: Anyway, can't be presuming that's how he wanna be living, like Indie: is it? Rio: Yeah, he ain't coming here 'til October imagine if I'd legit moved myself in ๐Ÿ˜‚ Indie: he put a ๐Ÿ’ on it how he not gon be down Rio: that's like rule no 1 init Rio: gotta make sure you've got your own taken care of in case everything goes tits Indie: safe Indie: ๐Ÿ‘‘ moves be like Rio: If I really was probably shoulda said no shouldn't I Rio: kick it like his Ma Indie: if he wants a girl like his ma you need to have a convo Indie: that some freaky shit Rio: ๐Ÿ˜‚ Rio: psych101 would blow your mind Indie: i aint even tyna kno what you mean Indie: old white dudes be cracked Rio: Yeah wouldn't have you buzzin' 'bout your daddy issues Indie: what they sayin bout? i wanna fuck drew now? plot twist fam Rio: you know Rio: we all do but clearly got it twisted 'cos my type ain't ever been my da Rio: no offence boy but Indie: your da be ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜ god bless Rio: have we swapped? ๐Ÿ˜‚ Indie: he raised me higher than drew done so Indie: daddy caleb come thru Rio: ๐Ÿ˜ท Indie: ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚ Rio: Such a grown convo Indie: hoe im keepin you grounded Indie: livin that grown life 24 7 w mckenna Rio: tru Rio: it's a madness i should still be in school Rio: i feel so ๐Ÿ‘ต fr Indie: you is Rio: cheeky cow Rio: meant to hype me not wreck me ๐Ÿ˜‚ Indie: he be too tho Indie: so tamed its a madness Indie: remember how he used roll Rio: well you know Rio: ๐Ÿ˜ป game so strong Indie: you no need my hype bitch Indie: you know what you done Rio: You reckon Indie: girl aint be gettin a callback you got ๐Ÿ’๐Ÿ’Ž๐Ÿ’Ž & ๐Ÿ’’ hype Indie: he kicked it long distance for you & he aint putting in effort no way fore then Rio: Yeah Rio: ignore me Rio: just the fear init Indie: get a new drink Indie: chase that Rio: ๐Ÿพ Indie: check your boy i bet he aint feelin no fear Rio: He wouldn't say if he was Indie: hed chat it to you Indie: that boy always talking Rio: ๐Ÿ˜‚ thought you reckoned he was the strong silent type Indie: that was afore he was my new daddy Indie: now i ๐Ÿ‘€ Rio: ๐Ÿ˜ Poor boy Rio: I'll keep it on the dl, protect his ego Indie: ill keep it uncommon knowledge to protect this roof over Rio: yeah, least wait 'til you safe in the 24 to be rude ๐Ÿ˜œ Indie: innit Rio: right, we heading back Indie: โœŒโœŒ Indie: in a few Indie: less he wants you all to himself Rio: he already been had that Indie: he gave you ๐Ÿ’Ž you can give him a day ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚ Rio: is it? Rio: why you want air? ๐Ÿ‘€ Indie: jam ma im tryna do you & your mans a solid Indie: fore i 3rd wheel your nite like Indie: aint this bitch in your pocket & way when we rollin in the 24 Rio: hmm Rio: if you're sure Indie: trust Rio: then we'll be back with your garms and the reservation later then Indie: safe Indie: dont be doing anything i aint tryna Indie: ๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’– Rio: ๐Ÿงก๐Ÿงก๐Ÿงก
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punkscowardschampions ยท 6 years ago
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Billie & Indie
Billie: Indie! Pabs made frango a passarinho, you want in? Billie: also he said he saw you out at that boy in his year's party on Saturday Billie: you must not have seen him Billie: I got lunchtime detention for all the notes I was trying is pass you in Maths! Billie: Too busy ๐Ÿ’ค or doodling, that is the question Indie: spitting dem bars all the way to my ๐Ÿ’˜ but nah itd be a mad treck from where i @ Indie: lo must have it twisted cos i aint rolling w dem younger rudeboys at no gatherings Indie: my bad tho Indie: too sleepy innit Indie: olders got partys for me to hit up standard Billie: where are you laying your head these days my dear? Billie: aside from your desk, naturally ๐Ÿ˜‹ Indie: ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚ Indie: getting the zzzs i need there like Indie: wen im in im out for the count Billie: but what about all the times you're not in ๐Ÿค” Indie: in endz Indie: rollin w my boyz or my BOY you know Indie: its chill Billie: what does rolling entail exactly Billie: i'm unfamiliar Indie: ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚ Indie: rolling up ๐Ÿšฌ standard but can be any thing Indie: hangin, chillin reh teh teh Indie: it be what it be, bills Indie: ๐Ÿš€๐Ÿš€๐Ÿš€ tho Billie: I still feel like those are all just different words for the same thing Billie: which still eludes me but I'm glad you're having fun! Billie: We miss you though, don't you have any time to spare, pleaaaaaaaaaaaase Indie: what you need im here rn Indie: hit me w it Billie: I don't need anything, just want your company silly Indie: you got it Indie: we chatting Billie: Yes, of course Billie: but in person too, yes? Billie: It's not the same without you Indie: what you trying to see my face for? Indie: its still this Indie: [sends selfie] Billie: ๐Ÿ˜‚ Billie: [sends back suitably silly selfie of own] Indie: living for it baby Indie: you looking ๐Ÿ”ฅ Billie: Thank you Billie: Now I got all the pink out Billie: surprisingly stubborn stuff Indie: mine got dashed mad fast Indie: must be dem curls holdin Billie: Yeah and mine isn't even as textured as some of the others Billie: thank god Ri didn't do it too Indie: she aint as extra as how we is Indie: blessed that i aint blood of ya cos my mans werent feelin the look Indie: hed be proper vexed if it stayed Billie: os homens nรฃo sabem nada Indie: this boy got plenty knowledge trust ๐Ÿ˜ Billie: NADA ๐Ÿ‘ Indie: you reping sound like the other mckenna rn Indie: something you wanna chat ? Billie: I don't need to come out, no Billie: but I appreciate the offer of a listening ear and open mind Indie: safe Indie: you down to mix me up ๐Ÿ’˜ potion? Indie: thatd be valued by me Billie: Why do you need it? I thought we were in love? Billie: Not you and me ๐Ÿ˜‚ Indie: ๐Ÿ˜‚ Indie: steady bills Indie: not trying to come for your sister & mckennas โ›ˆ Indie: let em have a min baby Billie: I don't think anyone is enjoying the rain Billie: we're safe to move on Indie: innit tho Indie: hold it for me @ school & ill come thru ย yeah? Billie: Of course Billie: but what exactly do you want to happen? it changes what I have to do Indie: gotta keep him ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜ Indie: that mood Billie: That should be fine Billie: I can't force or influence freewill and fate, obviously but I can certainly help along what is there, that shouldn't be a problem Indie: what it gonna taste? Indie: not tryna make him ๐Ÿ˜ต Indie: not more than he like standard least ๐Ÿ˜‚ Billie: It's okay, more than likely we'll get you to drink it Billie: then you can attract the love, if you see what I mean Indie: how it not gon attract some next man tho? Billie: with great power, Indigo Billie: you know how to control your allure, I trust ๐Ÿ˜‚ Indie: mayb we swerve it Indie: not tryna get dashed for this like ๐Ÿ’” Billie: Well that shouldn't happen Billie: it's not viagra Indie: ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚ Billie: You seem worried Indie: nah Indie: all good Billie: Are you sure? Billie: I've got lots of things for anxiety and stress Indie: what i got to b flat roofin over? Indie: keep your stash Billie: you tell me Indie: nah im jam Indie: nothing to chat on Billie: Good Indie: how you b? Billie: Well, on reflection Billie: I'm okay most of the time but in general I'm quite sad Indie: ๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’” Indie: you got no spells for it? Billie: I'm trying Billie: everything, every day Billie: but not everything can be sorted with magic Billie: not of that kind, anyway Indie: tru Indie: its a madness Indie: i feel it Billie: I know Billie: We've got to stick together Indie: ri aint here tho Indie: not how it can be Billie: Indie Indie: ? Billie: I think Edie has gone too Billie: lots of her stuff is gone Indie: she gon come back thru Indie: thats just how she rolls Indie: dont get it twisted & get ๐Ÿ˜ข Billie: I know but she usually only takes a bag Billie: if anything Indie: how you kno she not she not shoting her garms for the cash? Indie: gotta do what you gotta do innit Billie: Maybe you're right Indie: if you still got no peace after hot min come @ ri w it Indie: thats how she do making shit hectic again Indie: idk Indie: ma vibes like Billie: Like you said, she's not here either Billie: soon none of us will Indie: shes rollin deep w mckenna but she aint out your reach Indie: you in my inbox you can b in hers Billie: Not the same is it Indie: as face2face nah but better than no thing Indie: trust Billie: I guess so Billie: I hope she comes back Billie: it's horrible when we have to tell the police, they basically blame mum and dad Indie: the feds dont kno how to be anything but amp bringin the dred Indie: dont take it hard Billie: it was different the first few times Billie: now she's just a known runaway and they don't even try to help Billie: just get angry about the paperwork and wasted time Indie: they love to get vexed Indie: always on me too cos i got this face & name Billie: Yeah Billie: I thought they were meant to help Indie: nah baby they only bout helping theyselves Indie: sorry you had to get schooled on that like this Indie: been round me all days late cos the madness drew tryna live rn Indie: like i kno where hes @ Billie: I heard Billie: I always used to think it was a good thing when he went to prison Billie: is that bad Indie: nah man Indie: he heading back that kinda way rejoice in it if you wanna Indie: some good gotta come Billie: Selfish really Billie: but it meant you got to stay with us all the time and he wasn't around Billie: he messed with the vibes Billie: everything was bad when he was around Indie: speak your truth bills ๐Ÿ˜‚ Indie: shots fired Billie: I'm sorry Billie: I try not to be hateful towards anyone but Indie: if you feel it you feel it Indie: whats acting like you dont gon do? Billie: I tend to think of it as wasted or at very least misplaced energy Billie: I try to feel sorry for people I don't get good energy from, or just ignore them Indie: i been knew about wasted energy fr ๐Ÿ˜‚ waiting for my ๐Ÿš€๐Ÿš€ to hit like Indie: better energy be coming when i come up Billie: Does it work? Indie: yeah Indie: esp this new kick im on Billie: That's good Billie: what are the side effects Indie: depends what you trying to take Indie: dont be channelling the ๐Ÿ‘ป of my mas fix on your first go out Billie: I'm just working out the pros and cons Billie: doesn't it scare you? because you're mum died Indie: aint no thing that scares me Indie: we all going Indie: & she got me, not trying to let anything do me like how she went Billie: What's that like? Billie: I'm not scared of death but I'm in no great hurry Indie: its good Indie: nothing can touch me Indie: if im livin im livin if i aint i get to be this age forever ๐Ÿ‘ป Billie: That must be very reassuring Billie: What about good things though, can they touch you? Indie: how you mean? Billie: I mean, they say you have to know bad to know good Billie: so if you don't have that, do you get to have good or is untouchable outside of that Indie: i kno all it but it just dont be affecting me like that Indie: unless how i want it Indie: all good all the time Billie: Interesting Billie: I wish I could try it sometime Indie: i got you Indie: come thru & link me when Billie: Really? Billie: Okay Billie: I thought I might need a dead parent too Indie: is that tryin to be my key? idk Indie: i was reckonin on drews connections being that if there is Indie: ๐Ÿš€๐Ÿš€๐Ÿš€ life Billie: I misunderstood slightly Billie: I thought that was what made you untouchable but in that case Billie: I'd be happy to try Indie: could be connected i cant speak on knowin Indie: i only got 1 dead ma & didnt get to kno her like that Billie: Yes, I would never ask you to share Indie: ๐Ÿ˜‚ im saying i got others who aint Indie: so mayb its not a powerful thing Billie: we'll have to see Indie: not that i got em rn if you tryna test Billie: mothers or drugs? Billie: i'm lost Indie: mas Indie: you kno i always got the other Billie: Why not? Indie: we gone from each other Indie: like you said everyone is Billie: you just have to come round Billie: you know Indie: where? Billie: home Indie: but where that tryin to be now? Billie: Wherever your family is Indie: & who are they now? Billie: Whoever you choose Billie: us included, I hope Indie: nah Indie: it dont get to be however i want Billie: Why not? Indie: idk its not the way Indie: everyone tryin to tell me how to choose & aint listenin Billie: I'm listening Billie: and the universe Billie: What do you want, Indie? Indie: I want it how it was Indie: nah i want him gone and her back Billie: Yeah Billie: Me too Billie: I think we all do Billie: I'm thinking on ways to make it so Indie: but even if she comes home it aint gonna be for me just you Indie: we got too much beef Billie: I didn't know Billie: what happened? Indie: she got no love for me rn cos i trying to keep my mans Indie: she dont understand how i feel Billie: I see Billie: Did you tell her? Indie: yeah but she aint trying to kno she just wanna be vexed and tell me how to be Indie: shit gets too heated Billie: She'll calm down Billie: it's nothing to lose a sister over is it Indie: tell her Indie: she aint spoke to me since i got my ink Indie: she said she aint here for me its done Billie: I know she didn't mean that Billie: do you actually want me to talk to her for you? I can Indie: what you think you gonna say? Indie: she aint gonna be about me unless i dash him Billie: You're more important to her than that Billie: I'll just tell her you want to talk Indie: i cant Indie: i aint got no energy to be fighting w her Indie: hes here & she aint that decides it Billie: Okay Billie: It's up to you Indie: nah Indie: no things up to me they are how they are Billie: If you don't try to change them, yeah Billie: not saying you have to Indie: girl i aint got power like that i aint you Billie: If I had any more than you she'd be back already Billie: but you have to try, right? Billie: Passivity is still a choice Indie: it hurts Billie: I know Billie: but it doesn't feel Billie: good, lack of a better word Billie: accepting how it is either, does it? Indie: nah but its easier to act than trying & getting owned for it Indie: you feel me? Indie: if you gotta let stuff in where you gonna stop Billie: Hmm Billie: Good question Billie: When the stuff is more bad than it is good Indie: how you measuring Indie: shits such a heavy mix Billie: That's the trick, isn't it Billie: Depends how much bad you're willing to take Billie: they aren't equal, bad deeds weigh much heavier Billie: there'd need to be a lot more good to counteract them Indie: hear this, if a boy makes me feel everything that's bad and its good Indie: he hurts me and he wants me Indie: is it equal or nah? Billie: I can't tell you what you can deal with, only what I think you should Billie: and it doesn't sound equal to me Indie: but maybe close as imma get Indie: w how lads be Indie: they want what they want and how they want it & if he wants me then thats good Billie: What's good about it? Indie: feelin the love Indie: like who we tryna measure him against? mckenna? your da? idk thats a madness Indie: they grown Billie: I don't think all boys are like that Billie: or men Billie: there's an inbetween Indie: is it tho Billie: 'course Billie: we're not like lots of girls at school but we're not grown either Indie: idk maybe ive got things twisted Indie: or maybe i cant hit you w the real words Billie: That's alright, you don't need to Billie: get it right for yourself though, that's important, even if it takes a while Indie: what if rio been right & she hates me Billie: She doesn't hate you, for one Billie: and she's not going to hit you with an 'I told you so' Billie: give her a chance Indie: i gotta hit her up Indie: imma do it Billie: Well done Billie: I'm so sure it'll be worth it Indie: youre sick Indie: ๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’– Billie: โค๏ธ ๐Ÿงก ๐Ÿ’› ๐Ÿ’š ๐Ÿ’™ ๐Ÿ’œ ๐Ÿ–ค Indie: real ๐Ÿ‘‘ moves Indie: im not about to forget it Indie: ๐Ÿš€๐Ÿš€๐Ÿš€ or nah Billie: 'Course not ๐Ÿ˜Š just try to see my notes next time ๐Ÿ˜‚ Indie: innit tho Indie: come find me when he aint around Billie: ๐Ÿ‘ Will do
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punkscowardschampions ยท 6 years ago
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Indie & Rio
Indie: are you done w him yet cos i have a question like Rio: Sorry Rio: Fire away Indie: serious how do i make it that good Indie: without meshing mckenna Rio: Honestly? You just find out with experience, what you do and don't like, then you have to ask for that Rio: then you ask them what they like and if they know you can do it Rio: most lads your age haven't got a clue but are easily pleased so Indie: ๐Ÿ˜’๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ˜’๐Ÿ’” Indie: not what I was hoping youd hit me w Indie: I dont have experience & he does Rio: Soz, if this was Cosmo I'd give you some weird ass tips involving household items but I ain't gonna do you like that Rio: You can get experience with yourself Indie: thats such a ma answer ๐Ÿ˜‚ Rio: It's true tho babe ๐Ÿ˜‚ Rio: Why, didn't you like it? Indie: i was shook i still am Rio: 'Course you were Rio: It's a big deal Indie: not too any other heads in these endz just this bitch here being cringe bout it Rio: Nah, people always lie about that shit Rio: whether it's under or over hyping Indie: we got both cos im amp and hes not bothered is that just how its destined or Rio: How you know that for sure? Indie: ๐Ÿ‘€ & ๐Ÿ‘‚ Rio: There's so many answers that ain't that still though Rio: 'less I'm missing something Rio: he could be playing it cool 'cos he's as hyped, for example Rio: or just fucking hungover 'cos you know, ain't we all a bit Indie: nah cos last night isnt the only Rio: What you mean? Indie: since i gave him everything now he dont want it Indie: thats how it goes Indie: talking at new ones and bout his olds and how they be like im not there Rio: What a prick Rio: That's not on Indie: cos he dont wanna roll w no tourist which is how i am to this Rio: Nah, don't get it twisted, he don't wanna roll, period Rio: playing a numbers game like a typical teenage boy who's spent too much time alone in his room ๐ŸŽฎ๐Ÿ‘Œ๐Ÿ† Rio: this isn't anything you did or didn't do, fuck that noise Indie: yeah cos i made the chase sick but then couldnt come through how he needed beyond that Indie: just school me and then Rio: Babe Rio: If he don't fuck with loyalty then he don't, that's on him not you Rio: doesn't mean you weren't good and even if you weren't, fuck getting better for a wasteman who ain't trying for you how you need it Indie: its what drew reckons too it aint just me chatting Indie: help me step my game up thats how you do Indie: he was with his previous for time i can make me stay for me too like Rio: What does he know, like Rio: I mean I can show you some things, yeah, but you gotta feel it and feel yourself, you know Indie: hes a lad & he knows the game, how they think & do idk he was on it with what he was saying i felt it Rio: You wanna get on a lad like your Dad Rio: they ain't all the same Indie: cos you landed mckenna & you outta that madness Indie: theyre the same for me Rio: I ain't saying a lot of 'em aren't shit, but like Rio: what about lads like your mates, they're all alright Rio: it ain't one extreme or the other Indie: to roll with if i was trying to link em theyd doing it exactly Indie: rudeboys my age want they want & get it how they do Rio: alright but idc 'bout them Rio: what do YOU want, Inds? Indie: I want him to feel for me how i do for him Indie: like he can do anything to me and wants to Rio: You reckon boys your age get it how they do Rio: so do like them Rio: how'd a fuckboy get your attention? Indie: it aint gonna go that way Indie: he scares me Indie: theres no power in it for me Rio: What scares you about it? Indie: im fallin all the time Indie: its deep and its heavy and its a total madness Rio: Oh baby Rio: If I had the answer to that shit, I'd be selling it for the ๐Ÿ’ธ and good of us all Indie: he makes me feel owned not like ๐Ÿ’ but ๐Ÿคก Indie: i cant do for him anything Indie: boys dont play me i play them 'cept now Rio: That is scary, no avoiding it Rio: Best you can do is front the bad bitch still, even when you ain't feeling it Indie: id let him put a baby in me when were olders and living that and he cant turn from edie for me Indie: what is that gonna be Indie: im just like my ma arent I Rio: Don't say it like a bad thing, your Ma was awesome Indie: nah Rio: She was though Indie: your ma can front it cos she got love for her Indie: if she was she'd be here Rio: nah, she don't get to be reduced to just how she died when her life was more than that Indie: she let him run her & i was never trying to be that but this is me younger and letting a boy play me Rio: You aren't that Rio: and I won't let that play out like that Indie: im over having my own back innit i wanted him to carry Rio: ain't a crime Rio: you got so many of us though, even if a boy does you dirty Rio: you ain't alone Indie: i feel it today Rio: I'm sorry Rio: Do you want to go somewhere with me Rio: I can get rid of Buster but I can't hang with Drew all day getting high, that's all Indie: idc bout mckenna but I want Drew to go Indie: theres a vibe Rio: We'll get rid of him Rio: or duck out home, he can sit here himself if he likes Indie: do you feel it or am i that faded on this ๐Ÿšฌ Rio: Nah, I do Rio: sure we didn't help, sorry again Indie: it's chill Indie: i would if i could Rio: gimme a sec to get decent and we'll bounce Indie: has he hated mckenna proper since the start or is it just since you two started riding each other? Rio: idk what else his reasoning would be tbh Rio: say what you like, he ain't that bad Indie: but he aint your hot half bro Indie: makes no sense Indie: you two can link up if you want Rio: you'd have to ask him, babe, but i wouldn't bother Rio: taking the moral highground on this one, i guess, idc Indie: is caleb home? he needs to cook for me cos mckenna is lax at providing Indie: that breakfast was dred Rio: i'll bell ahead and see if not we'll swing by the restaurant init Rio: did he try and make you eat something healthy? ๐Ÿ˜‚ Indie: safe Indie: shouldve known not to trust a posh boy innit Indie: sneaky greens up in everything like Rio: gotta get those vitamins babe Rio: how cute Indie: youre so whipped for him i cant be listening to none of your words ๐Ÿ˜‚ Rio: Shh ๐Ÿ˜œ Indie: tell yourself Indie: but nah cos its well too late Indie: ๐Ÿ‘€ & ๐Ÿ‘‚ man Rio: Erm you keep them ๐Ÿ‘€ down, I know that door was closed Indie: you two are so amp for each other you aint always keepin it behind em Rio: I know, but it's hard ๐Ÿ˜ฉ๐Ÿ˜‚ Rio: Honestly, the fact only you and Drew know has me worried for this fam and their senses, like Indie: ๐Ÿ˜‰๐Ÿ˜‰ hes hard is how you mean Indie: standard Indie: might be a tourist still but i aint bait Rio: Don't be nasty ๐Ÿ˜ Indie: tell him Indie: that boy so horny for you its a pure madness Rio: you been knew i'm peng gurl come on Indie: making me shook about myself Indie: its rude Rio: ๐Ÿ’” Rio: you ain't gotta be like me Indie: gurl please im not gonna seckle for less than Indie: youre goals Indie: ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿ”ฅ Rio: you're a babe Rio: need you about, only one Indie, like Rio: Mum enough for you? Indie: ๐Ÿ˜‚ Indie: does that make mckenna my new daddy ๐Ÿ˜‰ Rio: Watch it ๐Ÿ˜‰ Indie: โœŒ thats a yeah if i heard one ever Indie: ill get his take on my ๐Ÿ’๐Ÿ’” Indie: but not over food like Rio: It's a gonna be a bit weird for us all if we both call him that but not trying to give you incentive biatch ๐Ÿ˜œ Rio: probably not in front of my actual da either, unless you want his input too Indie: ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚ Indie: I aint trying to call nobody that Rio: Fair Rio: Can whack it out when you wanna throw subtle shade Indie: innit Indie: marko can dash me fore that word comes outta my mouth Rio: Deffo, you don't need to be on that hype Indie: he called me baby the other day boy please im grown Indie: stop playing Rio: ๐Ÿ˜‚ Rio: See, boy got no clue Indie: him on that shelta and me on my ๐Ÿ€ aint no wonder we got crossed wires bitch Rio: Sometimes it's better when you ain't know what they ๐Ÿ—ฃ Rio: Done that, or pretended I ain't fluent like ๐Ÿ‘‹ Indie: innit tho Indie: me on your fams hype like im from there too sometimes Rio: Multilingual and ready to mingle ๐Ÿ’ƒ Indie: bit late to switch that with him but Rio: You know, babe Rio: how you think I got stuck with him ๐Ÿ™„ nightmare, like Indie: fix my face? i gotta be fresh for all the ๐Ÿ“ท imma lure this boy back w Indie: a bitch knows how to take a nude least Rio: 'Course Rio: but you best not be putting your face in no nudes Rio: you need denialabilty for so many reasons, main one being its technically CP Indie: no shit my face is for all the snaps to show what a sick time im having Indie: not missing him at all Indie: the nudes are for when he remembers hes missing me Rio: That's allowed then Rio: ๐Ÿ‘ Rio: Proceed Indie: i gotta say if tho cos hes still giving me the most air ever Indie: ๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’” Rio: You're gonna fake it so hard you'll actually get there, trust Indie: last nite was so bangin til she fucked it up for me Rio: I know, babe Indie: do you reckon he wouldve Indie: with her Rio: Nah Rio: I mean, idk the lad and he sounds like a bit of a twat but Rio: sure he ain't gonna do you like that Indie: shes got ways tho Rio: She just ain't afraid of anything Rio: it works in her favour sometimes, other times it don't Indie: im not scared of no thing either Rio: 'Course Rio: but you know Rio: Edie not in a good way Indie: yeah Indie: on the subject drew wont go Indie: aint about leaving him here around all our shit but not trying to stay Indie: reckons he needs to chat at you Rio: Right Rio: I'm coming ๐Ÿ™„ ffs man Indie: is mckenna coming home w us? Rio: Up to you, babe Indie: it aint vexing or hyping me either way Indie: if he wants to be schooled for what proper food is Rio: ๐Ÿ˜‚ he's swearing down it was Nance's fault but idk Rio: either way, we got a date so I gotta kick Drew to the curb Indie: standard she does eat how a ๐Ÿฐ do Indie: he aint done me dirty fore so daddy can have another shot at winning me Rio: I'll let him know, in roughly those words ๐Ÿ˜ Indie: tell the boy he gotta get in my snaps ๐Ÿ‘Œ Indie: make me ๐Ÿ‘‘๐Ÿ’– Rio: Gurl, it's literally still a sore subject but we will brawl s2g ๐Ÿ˜‚ Indie: jam mama Indie: not trying to co-ord these bruises Rio: ๐Ÿ˜˜ Rio: Stay 'way from him fr then you get me ๐Ÿ‘€ Indie: he's just a peng piece of staging Indie: not trying to ride it Rio: s'all ๐Ÿ’• up in here Rio: will be when we've ๐Ÿ‘‹ anyway Indie: i wanna get done again now im ๐Ÿ’ popped but he can chill on it Indie: not my speed Indie: and I'm too ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜ Rio: You a fool Rio: but I love ya Indie: you've been chatting at the old man for long Indie: come through w you Indie: โœŒโœŒ Rio: ๐Ÿ™„ no need to tell me, he's in a chatting mood Rio: aight Rio: coming
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